#the doctor: i literally just asked a question???

[adilynnyuri]

hey so an exam of mine is in two days and I havent much prepared for it im dependent on pulling an all nighter before each exam but that wont help too much right so im mostly dependent on manifesting that the exam goes really well,i get asked questions that i know in the exam and then i receive atleast above 80% ( havent even studied for more than 60%) so i know that it is possible to manifest everything and I had fell into a really good place w my manifestation and also had started trusting my ability . But today i remembered that in my last exam i also did sats and thought i would get good grades or whatever but somehow it didnt happen i got okayish grades but not the ones i wanted i got full in some subjects but did really bad in others. So now ive started to doubt myself and thinking that I did the same last time and it didnt happen so why would it happen this time and all😭 even though just yesterday i manifested this one thing i wanted instantly now im starting to doubt myself i dont know what to doo

Plus on top of all this my grandfather is a dementia patient and has not been able to eat talk or get up do anything for about 4 years and was bedridden we have kept at home nurses for him and everything is done for him . But from two days his oxygen level has beennm really low and we took him to the hospital today and they are saying that he doesnt have very high chances. I dont know what to do im affirming constantly that hes absolutely fine and healthy and he will come home and all but idk

Hii love! 🤍

LOVE CALM DOWN FIRST OF ALL!! I UNDERSTAND YOU ARE GOING THROUGH SOME DOUBTS BUT IT IS NOT PERMANENT!!

When speaking of your grades,

⭐ Do not accept any marks less than what you desired! "IF IT DOESN'T HAPPEN" in your physical reality, THEN STILL PERSIST AND REVISE YOUR MARKS TO YOUR DESIRED ONES. Once again coming up with same example, if you ordered a burger(ur desire) and you got chicken nuggets(undesired) , would you be sitting and accepting the chicken nuggets? You will immediately command the waiter (your subconscious) to get the burger YOU wanted right?

⭐ Just like that, see your desires! IF SOMETHING UNDESIRED HAPPENS IN YOUR REALITY = GOES TO TRASH!

̶D̶O̶N'̶T ̶F̶U̶C̶K̶I̶N̶G ̶C̶O̶M̶P̶L̶I̶C̶A̶T̶E ̶Y̶O̶U̶R̶S̶E̶L̶F ̶D̶O̶U̶B̶T̶I̶N̶G ̶Y̶O̶U̶R̶S̶E̶L̶F ̶T̶H̶I̶N̶K̶I̶N̶G ̶̶Y̶̶O̶̶U̶ ̶D̶I̶D ̶̶S̶̶O̶̶M̶E̶̶T̶H̶I̶N̶G ̶W̶R̶O̶N̶G

⭐ YOU MUST GET WHAT YOU WANTED! IT'S THE TRUTH. GOOD OR BAD DEPENDS ON YOUR CONSISTENCY. IF YOU REPEATEDLY SAY

"oh my gawd I have to pull up an all nighter orelse I won't get good grades"

"What if I don't get what I wanted? "

Shut👏🏻the👏🏻 fuck👏🏻 up

When it comes to your grandfather's condition, THE SAME GOES TO THIS TOO. You want your grandfather to be healthy? THEN ASSUME HE'S HEALTHY! DOESN'T MATTER IF THE MOST "EXPERTED DOCTOR" IS SAYING THAT THERE'S NO CHANCES!

Do you think they control your reality? ITS YOUR REALITY. YOU DECIDE WHAT MOVES AND WHAT DOESN'T!

I literally revised the death of my uncle who was dead 4 years ago! NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!

With lots of love,

ADILYNN YURI🤍🌷

[nat-20s]

I do ship Doctor/Master but not necessarily in a romantic way. Not in a strictly platonic way either. And not quite in a queerplatonic/queermalicious way. To me they are THE ultimate icons of "whatever the fuck those two have going on". The Doctor will look at The Master with big wet eyes and be like "what are we to each other???" And The Master will be like "hmm. Shut the fuck up."

[deoidesign]

I’m a trans man that recently got diagnosed with hyper mobile eds, so now seeing Steve makes me extra happy, because cool disabled ftm rep. Thanks for making the radical dude bro, he’s funky.

same disability (waving hand emoji)

Always extremely fulfilling to know my work makes people happy in some small way, it means a lot. Thank you for sharing with me

[heartual]

had such a good experience with surgery today i can’t even fully explain

[hotgirlgraps]

this 96 year old man was a patient of mine today and he talked about his wife nonstop and showed me a picture of her from 1967 that he keeps in his wallet and if you think i didn’t cry in the car over that you’re wrong

[eats-the-stars]

hate my sister's shitty good for nothing boyfriend. can you imagine being a 30yo man with two kids who won't even scramble an egg. Not for his kids, not for his girlfriend, not for himself. literally if my sister doesn't leave out pre-made meals when he's watching the kids he will rip up bread or pour them dry cereal or open a granola bar and make himself microwave dinners. like, lowest effort possible. but if i mention this to my sis, she'll be like "no he's definitely cooked for the kids! he scrambled an egg for them once! i watched him do it!" but it's like...so he scrambled one egg in the last five years. just to like, prove he can? at your direct insistence? should we all clap? like seriously. hate this guy. had to really hold back recently because he had someone over and he was interacting with the kids more than usual for appearances, and he had to keep asking me and my sis what the 5yo was signing because he barely bothered to learn his own son's primary form of communication. i was so tempted to say "that one means 'go home' but you wouldn't know that because you don't take them anywhere." so hard to hold that in. If I had to describe this man in two words they would be these: Low Effort. Not quite bare minimum, but JUST enough to convince my sister that it would be too much hassle to get rid of him. he's stupid as fuck, but just smart enough to quickly stop shit like screaming obscenities at the kids for doing normal kid things. and he once stomped on my headphones and broke them in a fit of rage, but gave my sister money to replace them so it was "fine." Like, my sister thinks that he's just struggling with his anger issues, because he had a bad childhood, blah, blah, and oh he would never actually hurt her or the kids. and like, good for you, but i don't trust like that. genuinely hoping he gets struck by lightning and dies instantly.

[piningpercussionist]

I saw from a post about how many asks you have and I was wondering why not just answer one ask then use that as your daily post? (I'm pretty sure you post daily from my memory)

I'm not a writer so apologies if I sound a bit rude or oblivious. But I think you don't do that because it might get tiring to write an in-character response each day.

I'm actually an Insane Person and ideally would be posting hourly/bi-hourly, if only I ever found enough content to queue up in such a manner,,

But, basically the delays can be summed up in three parts: tired or busy (lumping these together as one problem), no idea how to respond just yet (or respond in a way that satisfies me,) or I have ideas but they're art based and take more time.

I do have some wips for some art answers saved I think, but I've got, like, a single commission remaining on my docket and I refuse to let myself do other art until it's finished (barring one sketch I did for the sake of my sanity.... I cannot stress enough how much of a fight it is to get myself to do full shading and backgrounds 💀 mistakes were made.)

Now, admittedly, it's been a minute since I took a crack at writing out some more thoughtful or lengthy responses for some of the asks I've gotten- so far as I recall, at least- but the dissatisfaction problem is Extremely Real. No joke, I've had an ask sitting in my queue for several months now because I was like "yeah this is good enough," queued it, and then just before it could post I was overcome with an Intense distaste for it. I really liked the question and thought I could do better. (And still clearly have not done better....) Writing Kim honestly comes really naturally to me, and I could never really get tired of it, but sometimes an ask throws a curveball at me in a way that I just really cannot quite wrap my head around responding to. Other times, I get asks that I just can't let myself answer in a subpar manner- either the ask itself or the implications of the answer I concoct end up mattering too much to me, so I get super in my head about finalizing the reply.

And then me being tired is just a skill issue. (I'm joking; this only applies to like the last month or so, but I actually started taking some new medications recently that have been messing with me just a little in this respect. Sometimes I get tired, and when they DO give me the pep to do things, I've admittedly been trying to direct that energy into getting my life together lol)

[nexus-nebulae]

is it my fibromyalgia thats making me feel like im just On Fire or

[kihteyu]

I’ve seen 4 different doctors over the last two years trying to figure out what’s wrong with me to no avail. I literally had to be the one to research my symptoms and go to a doctor to say I think I have this thing. And guess what? They finally tested me for that and that was it! There’s absolutely nothing wrong with American healthcare it’s totally normal for patients without medical degrees to have to diagnose themselves

[tj-crochets]

Hey y'all, weird question time again! This one is glucocorticoid related, specifically about the side effects of short courses of steroids

Do y'all have steroid withdrawal symptoms even after short courses of glucocorticoids? I've had multiple doctors say it shouldn't be possible, but I've had pretty bad withdrawal symptoms every single time I've been on non-taper short course (like, a week or less) corticosteroids, and even with tapering I still get symptoms. Without tapering, even after only a five day course, I had a resting heart rate in the high 160s and could barely move I was so exhausted. Nowadays, I just tell all my doctors that I know it's weird but I have to taper, yes, even off of that low a dose for that short a time, I have to. So far they've all believed me and changed the prescription for a taper dose. Is that an issue you've had? Did they end up figuring out why? Initially my doctors thought it might be indicative of adrenal issues, but now my latest doc thinks it's not adrenals, and I don't know what other reason I could be this ridiculously sensitive to steroids.

[metagalacticx]

hmm… not many teen wolf thoughts lately but i just saw something on twt and i want to ask the three point five people who follow me:

do you think there should have been deeper exploration of scott’s struggle against becoming monstrous? of his fear (which imo might have been chronic) of becoming more ‘like a monster’ as he said, than a werewolf? or did we get enough of that with the berserker arc and the enduring juxtaposition between him and gerard? (and peter?) and of course monroe but let’s not talk about monroe it’s one of the few threads that (satisfyingly for me) ran throughout all the seasons but should there have been more?

as usual my thoughts are all over the place and might not even make sense but should we have got him struggling more without external forces e.g. kate + berserker or the anuk-ite influence?

normally i would say this jokingly in the tags bc i don’t think scott antis follow me?? but im being so serious rn: no anti-scott, ‘he shouldn’t have become an alpha in the first place’, ‘he should lose his alpha status’ wank, pls and thank you. he doesn’t have to be in your top ten but if you are an anti just keep scrolling dude also maybe block me

[humandisastersquad]

The amount of patients who have no fucking clue how X-rays work and yet try to explain to me how to do my job,,,,

[fingertipsmp3]

Living in a small town for pretty much all your life is like being in a sitcom that’s been going on for way too long

[aiteanngaelach]

Really frustrating that this guy who's my closest friend spends so many hours talking about stuff that hes interested in to me that idgaf about that I pretend an interest in because he likes talking about it and that's what you do for your friends but he can't even fake half a minute of interest in literally anything i talk about ever. I've been making excuses for him for like a year but he literally muttered under his breath the other day 'you talk so much' when I'd been speaking like five minutes about something MASSIVE in my life like not even a hobby or interest. After he'd spent the previous day talking to me for hours about warhammer. 😐

[thebadtimewolf]

oh god. they grieved wilf's death together. i cant.

[kirishwima]

is it reaaally a shitty shift if the ER doctor doesnt snap at you?