#the clock is ruling me
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sonnet 60, William Shakespeare
Like as the waves make towards the pebbled shore, So do our minutes hasten to their end; Each changing place with that which goes before, In sequent toil all forwards do contend. Nativity, once in the main of light, Crawls to maturity, wherewith being crown’d, Crooked eclipses ‘gainst his glory fight And time that gave, doth now his gift confound. Time doth transfix the flourish set on youth, And delves the parallels in beauty’s brow, Feeds on the rarities of nature’s truths And nothing stands but for his scythe to mow. And yet to time in hope, my verse shall stand Praising thy worth, despite his cruel hand.
One night around a week ago I stayed up till a little past 1 in the morning to memorise this sonnet. I always end up doing something along the lines of this, with some piece of work my brain won't let me stop thinking of, before a language exam of any sorts, and for some (strange, maybe) reason it works wonders each time. Maybe some of my teachers don't believe so, but what matters the most to me is how happy I am with my work. I know to an extent what I am capable of if I be honest with myself, and the way in which I often write my essays can be quite unconventional (and it gets me in trouble loads), so I don't take their words as gospel.
Of the few sonnets that Shakespeare wrote that I managed to read that night, this I would say is probably my favourite. I still have shy of a hundred left to go and my opinion is swayed easily so I don't believe it will remain so for long. But whilst it is, I'd like to relive the world I built around this sonnet during that exam, I'd like to write down what I created as something I can keep; something I can share. It is impossible to rewrite exactly what I had that day, given it has already been almost four days since, and my memory, though not half bad most definitely does not have the capacity to remember a story written in a flurry of ideas though it was I who wielded the pen. But it was I who wielded the pen, and it was I who saw the house the tale took place in, and it was I who lived it through in my mind. So then I am perfectly capable of rebuilding it, flaws and all, and so I will.
Maybe not now though, for there is much of it to speak of and it will take a long time to write it all out with the level of detail I require, and time I do not have at the moment. But I will, eventually. Thankfully stories are timeless and when I do have time for it (in a few days I assume), it will be done. For now I shall only name it, so I can keep this outline as organised as possible with the aid of a tag, but nice names are difficult to come up with. How do I name the road down which a house sat, a house beside the seashore with innards familiar to me, which housed people with familiar faces but not behaviour? I do not truly know this place yet though it feels like I do. I know it, somewhere within me.
I shall give it a codename instead, until I can truly decide. I do know that in my original essay, as I had written it as if I had tried to bring the sonnet to life, I described that road and that house and that seashore as a place 'where time stayed his scythe', and so that it shall remain.
#23rd october 2023#where time stayed his scythe#its a bit long#i dont know if itll stick honestly#i dont care if it sounds cringe to anyone#cringe culture is dead#be free#do what you like#im happy and if youre happy then thats just swell#lets be happy togther#i have some major exams soon and im very afraid#but#life's too nice to be all worried all the time#right#i wish i could visit that house#really need time to stay his scythe#the clock is ruling me
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# bi on bi violence
ARCANE: LEAGUE OF LEGENDS (2021-2024) 2.06 | The Message Hidden Within the Pattern
#arcane#arcaneedit#loledit#animationedit#tvedit#netflixedit#arcanedaily#usermaguire#tuserecho#userbaz#league of legends#jinx arcane#viktor arcane#jinx the loose cannon#viktor the machine herald#angeledits#arcane spoilers#CLOCKED EACH OTHER SO HARD#we waited so long for them to interact and it was PERFECT#also yes MY headcanon of bi viktor and jinx just block me i literally idc#my blog my rules my HOUSE
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I'm kinda dissapointed at the devilgram, I think they changed the writers too..? hmm, it could've been better but it was too short for a UR imo, felt like a 500 word story lol. the start was funny though.
I wish the story was longer :<.maybe i'll rewrite it cause i like the concept..
spoilers for Barbatos vs Belphie
angry barb... means whumper ba- adds Belphie to the list of om whumpees
HELLO. this guy can make the stupidest shortest devilgrams worth it with that smile and and and
pFF world saved by Barb again let us celebrate 😀
#I have a thing for alarm clocks my whole liferevolves around them#i think there was smth like time should abide by my sleeping rules there too and#imagine sayjng that to the literal time god#ohh myy god too muxh whump ideas so little motivation..#kizhu#om#om nb#om swd#obey me#obey me nb#obey me swd#obey me nightbringer#obey me shall we date#obey me barbatos#obey me belphegor#obey me devilgram#barb my love
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i am actually so tired of the way westerners treat eastern europeans
#fair warning for. a very very long ramble and rant in the tags. apologies#westerner or russian. no other option#westerner because the only thought they ever have is 'but they had universal housing so if you oppose ussr you oppose that'#(which is stupid becuse you can believe in that WITHOUT WANTING LIKE 6 COUNTRIES TO BE FORCED TO BE RULED OVER BY RUSSIA)#(SORRY FOR WANTING TO LIVE IN MY COUNTRY WITH MY HISTORY AND MY CULTURE AND NOT RUSSIA!!) (poland was a sattelite state but GOD)#or russian because they have a victim complex and are convinced that they deserve to rule over the entire damn world#'well you had universal housing so you had it easy' right yeah. okay. forget about like. everything else that happened#to eastern europeans during that time#forget about the things that are STILL issues all these years later not only in poland but like the more eastern countries too#its not about. the fact that the houses 'didnt have 3 bedrooms and a jacuzzi' in them. you DUMB SACK OF SHIT#god sorry. sorry. i also know so very little but like god damn i fucking live here. i didnt sit thru all that modern history#for some dumbfuck to say that 'ohhh only rich and american middle class people are happy the ussr was dissolved'#'oooh the dissolving of the ussr was illegal and the countries within it actually liked being there'#im just so fucking tired man i need to. i need to start killing people#and this is all not to mention that theyll say this stupid shit and then deny eastern europeans the things they actually did that were good#FUCK french people for trying to claim maria skłodowska. fuck americans for trying to claim the witcher as their own fantasy world#fuck the way the west is allowed to claim and destroy eastern european culture without any consequence because we dont matter enough#vaguely related but ill throw this in here since anyone finding it is unlikely and im scared of having this opinion#i think one underappreciated aspect of DE (which might be underappreciated because its not actually there and im stupid)#is that its pro-communist while still also giving some criticism to how it was handled and acknowledging that its still not perfect#which makes the writers much better communists than any self-proclaimed one ive ever met in my life who just worships the idea#perhaps its because the writers of the game were not white upper middle-class americans living in the suburbs. among other things#idk de is a game for people far smarter than me and i only played it once and im sure anyone who played it well can clock me as a bad perso#horrible horrible person even which is why im scared of mentioning it. but its an interesting thing. to me#the main thing is that im just not. im not far left enough i suppose. i agree communism in theory is a great idea. as far as i know it#(which isnt very far)#but chances of implementing it correctly in a way that doesnt take away from peoples happiness in other areas is. low. very low#i wrote a short essay about how utopias are inherently contradictory ideas once it wasnt very deep or good but like#you cant have universal happiness without restricting certain freedoms. and when those freedoms are resticted not everyone#will be happy. and then theyre unhappy they will have to be somehow removed or ignored
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Light would be the type of Sims player to make his Sim take the Criminal career and then actively make their home life a living hell
#Death Note#The Sims#Smol and I have been playing a crossover game lately and Sims/DN came up#The rules are very loose so it could've gone several directions - A Death Note sim or the DN cast in the Sims or playing the Sims#The image of L watching him play over his shoulder and point out how unnecessarily cruel he is towards creatures he sees as lesser#And Light having to weigh how much like a stereotypical Sims player he could be without showing his hand lol#''I see you've failed to add a fire alarm over the oven-'' ''I did that on purpose'' ''Hm. Interesting'' hahaha#Okay but genuinely how cool would it be to have a Death Note mod with Shinigami eyes where you can hover over your Sim#And see their projected lifespan - would you the player count as a Shinigami?#Probably not since the rules are that you can take but not give and there are plenty of players - myself included - who protect their Sims#It'd be an interestingly morbid little ticking clock - more than the the little ''How Many Days'' meter in the Sims 2 anyhow haha#Smol has also shown me the Sims 3 equivalent so lol - but the potential spookage!#I don't even think about mine all that often since I tend to turn aging off lol#But there are other ways to die!#We were also talking about how the ghosts might look different if they were Death Noted - maybe like an overlay of a page turning animation?#Pretty neat :)
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I have worked so hard to cultivate my own writing style and voice. Thinking about how in the past I would try to match the other person’s energy on a reply and then burnout or lose muse because I couldn’t stay consistent. I think it’s important to consume as much diverse literature as you can and really write outside of a rp thread if you want to learn to garner a writing voice.
#helps w/ big mama anxiety also#try to give u simple accessible but prosey#you feel me#her coffee colored brass moonlight chocolate Sunday eyes type shit#there are no REAL rules but ya know i like the standards i have set rn#thought dorder clocked in#OOC
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i (DESERVEDLY‼️) heckle pb for a lot of their narrative choices but even all these years later this plot twist………masters in cuntology double major in slaysian studies and slutistical analysis minor in motherlogical studies graduated with honours from the university of servington. sorry. they chewed. i love the way it feels to be a hater but they can have their flowers just this 1 time
#THIS WAS SOOOOO GOOD. NO ONE WILL EVER CLEAR JEFF DUFFY’S VILLAIN REVEAL BAR#they gagged me. i can admit it. credit where its due. a win is a win. broken clock twice a day etc.#and the difference between all of pb’s other twist villains (cringe) and duffy veilofsecrets (goated)#is that if you LOOKED if you SAW if you had SIGHT you could tell!!! you could always tell!!! he was always there!!!!!#we knew from like chapter 3 on that pierce had a secretary who died mysteriously#and we knew from the fucking jump that margaret and pierce didn’t love each other#and the reveal that whats her nuts acosta (pierce’s affair partner i forgor skull emoji her first name) was pregnant when she died#also came fairly early on. we just thought the baby was a girl who died with her mother which is like. first rule of murder mysteries.#IF YOU DIDN’T SEE THE BODY W YOUR OWN TWO GOD GIVEN EYES ASSUME THEY ARE NOT DEAD.#GOD. it was so fucking cunty. it was so goddamn good. they peaked here. crimes of passion is good for other reasons#but you’ll never be her (duffy veilofsecrets reveal). give up you’ll never be her#maeve speaks#playchoices#choices#pixelberry#veil of secrets#choices veil of secrets#choices vos#kate o’malley#flynn o'malley#grant emerson#naomi silverhawk#jeff duffy#choices vos spoilers#vos spoilers#veil of secrets spoilers
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Absolutely obsessed with the TikTok community that is just reposting clips from House MD and making the most unhinged House/Wilson fancams and writing shit like this in the comments on every single one
But this one is for SURE my favorite
So far, MY favorite House MD arc is the one in season 4 when he just fucking kidnaps a man
#yall have me frightened but captivated#everyone in this show is a horrible person it's actually endlessly entertaining#but the babygirlification of hugh laurie is as unexpected as it is entirely predictable somehow#im making my partner who is in med school watch with me and the show has its own rules about the human body#get me on houseblr stat 🙏#a masterpiece of early 2000s writing#house md#clock app#trixree speaks#im high and on mobile i cant add alt text rn apolgies will add later 👍
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"Though nothing will drive them away" plays when Mike says "It's not Will. It can't be."
#the fact that grandfather's CLOCK is at the same spot where mike was hugging karen wanting turn back the CLOCK made me go that rabbit hole-#'oppressive cruel word dictated by made-up rules' -> 'welcome to my ' -> 'will is in fairyland now'#WHEELchair -> ted WHEELer and his lay z and rocking chair at wheelers and and and ohhhhh#'an owl attacked eleanor gillespie's head'#her head -> mind/brain#smth smth brain damage#smth smth it's all in your head/not real#also during snowball the party make comment about dustin's hair#'is there a bird nesting there?'#mike wheeler#manifestation theory#byler#<- target audience
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I watched it. DAMN YOU LUKA, HOW DARE YOU WINNNNN!!! MY POOR LITTLE BABY BOY TILL WAHHHHHHHHHHH
Anyways, yeah. This shits fire 🔥
I immediately latched onto Till and cried a lil when he died soooo....
HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME??? DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH FANFICTION I'M GOING TO HAVE TO READ TO MAKE UP FOR THIS???
Anyways, worth it.
OOH YOU ACTUALLY WENT AND WATCHED IT!!!??!!!!!???!
IM SORRYYY I GET IT I EXPERIENCED ALL THE STAGES (ha) OF GRIEF EACH EPISODE… vivinos qmeng and their team are cruel cruel geniuses, i swear. so fire, so heartwrenching 💔💔
enjoy your fanfics and fanart, i’ll be here dreaming up more alnst x death note crossovers.. the brainbugs never stop going
#eggo expresses#im happy i got someone to watch alien stage… one of us one of us!!!#i wish i could effectively tag this for spoilers sighs#alien stage spoilers#round seven is just the epitome of the yotsuba arc finale to me#light has already maneuvered and manipulated the stakes.. and L he keeps on fighting he has to keep moving against kira#but alas in the end L is taken out of the game from forces beyond their control#i could go on i just. grrk. duct taping my mouth im sooo illll#also blink gone! having the time and clock motif all throughout like hiiiii shinigami rules#somebody shut me up rn
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missing venti hours
#i am having thoughts . but i am not too confident to make them their own posts#mmmost notably#about how nice of a thought it is — to imagine a bard that ven can get to hold again. to hear again#but . the idea that in canon . the best he could do to replicate that feeling is either holding himself and pressing softly or perhaps#gathering a long pillow in his arms and pretending#because mortals do not last long (not without consequence). and as said so much — time is merciless. it matters not how the clock ticks away#for you. whether it be by seconds or minutes. hours or years. it marches along regardless of anyone’s feelings to it#and you have to grasp at what lingers in between : the bonds that you make . the joy and sorrow . the laughing and silence#and you have to hold them close close close. to preserve them for another day#there is no getting back what was lost#but that’s a bit too bittersweet so anyways#first and foremost ven is a nuisance and we love him for that#secondly and much more importantly than the first point is that ven is full of love and care that it surprises me how it does not burst out#from him. ven puts others before himself A LOT. he wants everyone to be able to live peacefully. happily#to find that they can live another day with a smile#and if that means assuring them of what’s to come. or offering them a shoulder to cry on. or making a fool of himself#then by the heavens himself will he sign up for the task#he is not !!! a lazy archon i refuse this notion#he cares deeply for his people !!! he watches and he will help if they stumble and will back away when they wish to walk forwards on their#own !! and they will make mistakes and they will learn from them and he will be there …!!!!! to see them grow !!!!!#besides mondstadt doesn’t particularly ?? seem like they want a god to truly rule over them . tbh#and this is disregarding the fact that mond . fucking killed their first god . ven is not going to risk that ???#so what use would it be — to start randomly showing up as a god and guiding them that way ?? that would be pressuring !!#does this . am i making sense . im very tired#it’s 2am#lantern says stuff
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certainly part of the reason i'm objectum is that i can intuit a lot more about objects than people. like show me a machine and in a minute or two i'll can tell you how this piece will move, designed to do this, can also have this application, you know. and when I look at a person i can easily imagine locking our fingers together like the teeth of two gears, lubricated with oil and the sting of sweat, and i can feel the exact weight of our hands swinging between us while we walk together. but i can't see anything behind their eyes when they're standing in front of me. there is a depth to humans that probably always be unknowable despite how long and how hard i've been working on that. by comparison, i can see the inside of a car or a computer before i even take the panels off.
#op#objectum#actuallyautistic#i'm not even bad at socializing and that's because i learned the rules and i can understand people as complicated systems#given enough time i could describe to you how a person works socially and yes i am always analyzing others' and my own social skills#if somebody messes up in an interaction i can usually clock it and recently ive learned how to make up for it#confidence is just a pattern of behaviors and it's easy to explain mechanically. a lot of it is not drawing other people's attention#to your own mistakes. act like you meant to do something. the human brain actively wants to filter information out; give it permission#people as individuals are difficult to understand though. it takes me a lot of effort to get close and the payoff isnt always worth it
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shoutout to survival horror game sountracks and sound design, gotta be one of my favourite genders
#smol speaks#listenin to the Haunting Ground OST rn and it is scratching my brain beautifully#similar feeling as when i listen to the Silent Hill 1 and 2 soundtracks and yes i know thats a small pool to pull from#i do however intend to look up the Rule of Rose soundtrack too cause im curious#this has been brought on by me watching RagnarRox Rule of Rose video again (check it out it's great)#and then watched a bunch more of his stuff which reminds me i goota put on his Clock Tower 3 video#anyway this type of music thats half melody half industrial sounds and screeching either metallic or human or nonhuman is my jam
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ok so. i understand why eden's gate is a cult that has rules about abstinence. the idea of overcrowding in the bunkers is terrifying, as well as the idea of those poor women going through childbirth in those conditions. HOWEVER. we also know that eden's gate is at the very least somewhat accepting of queer folks (holly and her gf joined eden's gate) and there's at least one half of a gay couple they coerced into joining for his helicoptor (iirc).
so like. my question is: is gay/lesbian sex fine by the cult? is this something joseph signs off on, or is it just...idk a technicality and he just turns a blind eye? like...john and faith gotta be having gay orgies with their followers, right? is the abstinence more about maintaining purity moving into new eden? is it more about maintaining a stable population in the bunkers? or does joseph use the 'purity' excuse to discourage his followers fucking, but there are times and places where those rules are a little...flexible?
#this doesn't have any bearing on anything#but i got thinking about gus getting clocked by a member of the project's queer sub-community#and that just got me thinking about the cult's rules about sex#whining wombat
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i loooove having a weird secret gender
#my brain is literally so different from how i present#masc and fem mean nothing to me anymore bc when i wear skirts i feel like the weird little guy#republicans talk about when they get confused about how the leftists are taking over their kids with hair dye and tall socks#and when i wear blazers and button downs i am like a slutty little#celebrity on the red carpet that gives kids gay awakenings and makes grandparents gossip#bc seriously the biggest revelation i had during my gender crisis moment was that dressing androgynous meant dressing like a man#my gender is like a labyrinth underneath willow trees during sunset that has a bunch of really cool shadows and i am jarreth the goblin king#ticking down the clock until people actually respect my pronouns#but then im also just some dude who has bad posture and really likes music with string instruments#side note my gender goal is actually just to sound like the singer of måneskin and destroy boys specifically in make room#but that is it#i travel the labyrinth while others are still discovering the entrance#so ummm yeah!!!#potential start of a poem or a short story for english but then again my teacher keeps talking about the rules of grammar when it comes to#they them#tee hee!!
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anyway i had a dream as i was waking up that there was a boku no hero academia themed monopoly game, and i was trying to play it for the first time with my mom, my brother, and my nephew, and also we were trying to convince izutsumi (from dungeon meshi) to play with us too, but my nephew was trying to jump ahead of my mom's rules explanations and izutsumi was uninterested so we didn't get very far into set-up before i woke up fully
#there were like... extra rules because it was based on boku no hero so you had to like... fight stuff as well as buy property#also we had to teach izutsumi how to use an analog clock (because she asked)#there was a dream before that that was more boku no hero based but it's more nebulous and therefore difficult for me to describe#something about setting up a huge campus wide game for graduation#but like.... a physical game not a board game
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