#the change was literally gradual

[lnkedmyheart]

People saying Dazai has done more for Sigma than anyone else when my man has been constantly risking his life to save people since before leaving the mafia. He risked his life (and the city) to give Chuuya a choice at 16, he tried to risk his life for Oda in dark era, he risked his life and actually flat lined in Dazai's entrance exam, he risked his life for the agency and got shot, he risked his life during dead apple and has been super gentle with Chuuya after every use of corruption barring the fight with lovecraft, he is now risking his life for Sigma. I am sorry but Dazai has always been a normal person with severe mental illness exploited by his environment and those around him till he was left feeling inhuman and desperate for death. He has been trying again and again and I hate ya'll for acting like this is the first time he's been nice or self sacrificing since the series started.

Edit: it wasn't DEE it was 55 minutes where his heart stopped and Yosano healed him. I mixed that up somehow.

[mazken]

brush test slash rendering practice with ayem

[sleepsucks]

[baeshijima]

don't mind me i'm just casually thinking about soulmates-but-not-actually-soulmates au, where you both fall for each other after having not found your respective soulmates for a long period of time and decide that if fate won't do anything, then you will both simply defy fate and learn to love each other.

and you do !! with the more time you spend with one another, navigating that which makes up the entirety of the other, you both start to grow accustomed — attuned, even — to the each other's habits. and slowly, eventually, you begin to think that perhaps fate didn't give you your soulmate, for they are the one in front of you, holding you so close it wouldn't come as a surprise if you meld into one.

if so, then why does your soulmate, whom you believed was nothing but a hoax up until now, decide to show up now of all times? where have they been during the years you spent searching for them? why are they staring at you as if you hung the moon and stars for them as they repeat your name in a breathy, starstruck manner, holding your hands in a shaky grip with the trembles in their voice equally as unstable?

and why... why did fate have to be so cruel to you, for the moment your eyes dart away in avoidance of theirs you find the world goes silent when you see your lover, whom you believed was the one meant to defy destiny with you, standing off to the side and watching your interaction with an unreadable countenance.

oh, fate is a cruel thing.

[pixelkip]

LETS GOOOO yet another WIP that may or may not go unfinished but i have confidence in this one i genuinely love how this sounds so far

what hyperfocusing on Dolls In Pseudo Paradise and coming up with an awesome idea for an animatic and remix of a song based on it for 2 weeks straight does to a mf

[trevination]

just practiced great expectations in b major for voice lessons: went very good!

[bookwyrminspiration]

hate when an occurrence suddenly and irrevocably changes who you are. like bro my me

[sn0wbat]

in which my vampire ocs meet the past versions of themselves

[milkteawithrusk]

woww that was so awkward. we used to be best friends???

[spectrum-core]

at least out of experience, when it comes to diet stuff the issue never is an isolated "you are getting too many calories", it often is more "you are taking it a bit too much of this mineral and that's gonna fuck up your liver in the long run, stop", "your calorie intake is good for someone your age/size/other conditions but your body (including brain) doesn't use up enough of it, exercise more or think more or do something", "you are eating too little of this nutrient you need, go add more eggs to your diet", "see, the issue is that your body has an issue processing this particular kind of food due to this specific metabolic disorder that you have, have you considered trying to replace it with xyz?"

[thorntopieces]

it's not impulse cutting my own hair* if ive spent a week saving up the energy for it

*for the first time

[cowlovely]

every day i think of and get so angry about how making literally the TINIEST tweak and putting sacha dhawan’s master before missy in their personal timeline makes his incarnation of the character make SO much more sense and adds to missy’s character arc rather than taking away from it ���

[skinnypaleangryperson]

Life would have been so beautiful if people in this generation had decided to actually care about each other instead of arguing on apps all day. For example, I would be alive by 40. Lol

[quietwingsinthesky]

in my head in this au there’s a significant emphasis on the doctor, for whom physical contact is p consistently something they will seek out or at least give to others themselves in a positive way, suddenly experiencing how comfortable complete strangers feel with grabbing them, pushing them around, picking them up if they can, or otherwise manhandling the doctor to force them to do something or go somewhere, all because their current regeneration looks young. and it isn’t (usually) even malicious, but it’s weird and overly familiar and extremely dehumanizing to be treated like that.

[todayisafridaynight]

How do you cope with suddenly becoming a legal adult when you're mentally stuck at 15 or so, asking for a friend :3

i mean. becoming a legal adult doesnt just mean you SUDDENLY have every single legal adult responsibility in the world and you'll die tomorrow if you don't understand what a mortgage is

you'll be fine, dont worry

[honeybeeofficial]

surgery was a month ago and like. on paper this seems obvious, but as it turns out, resetting ~13 years of your own mental snapshot of yourself takes longer than that

I keep jumpscaring myself in mirrors going "whoa that looks WAY FLATTER THAN– oh right :)". I'm startled by the way shirts fall when I take off the post-op compression vest at night. I'm alarmed and confused by the absence of sensations that, when I had them, I actively hated. I've gone to multiple queer events in the past week and looked at flat-chested people, especially other transmasc people, with envy thinking "I wish I was flat :/" only to remember that I literally already am. I keep expecting the other shoe to drop, like finding out that this is just the trial version of a subscription service where I have to go back quarterly for new surgeries, or I rented this one but have to give it back when the lease is up, or someone's finger is hovering over cmd+Z to undo it

but in fact. this is mine and I get to keep it. it's pretty neat but it's definitely going to take some time to update the ol' mental mii