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Unpopular opinion, but Daijin should’ve gotten to live, too. All the kitten wanted was the right to live, too. And judging by how physically wretched it looked as a keystone and when it felt unloved, did it even get a say about being a keystone?
The burden of being a keystone should fall onto the mature who choose that End content in the knowledge they’ve lived their lives and their sacrifice would protect millions for generations to come.
#suzume#suzume daijin#suzume spoilers#the cat deserved to live too#the grandfather should’ve been the new keystone along side the elder cat who was content with its lot#they were literally briefly reunited as Closer and Released Keystone with no ill will#and Daijin didn’t actually want others to die. it just wanted to live and be loved too
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Now I’m interested in your dad’s take. If it’s not invasive, please share?
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HI HELLO!!!!!! I’d happy to share, I love talking about these things!!!!! It might get a bit rant-y but I promise I’m just trying to cover all bases :]
Some context: my dad grew up with cats, specifically the 1983 broadway album, which means that while he’s never seen the 1998 movie, he has seen the show live 2-3 times, (my family is pretty musical-my grandma saw the og show with Betty Buckley, and I’ve never been more jealous of anybody in my entire life).
So: we were talking about stuff and nonsense and I explained the newsies vs cats poll. Obviously he knew a bit about both shows, as I’d recently been in newsies and made him watch the Broadway version.
He of course immediately started talking about how many criticisms you could do of each show. It quickly devolved into him bitching about Skimbleshanks and Santa Fe, because he hates both of them in equal measure, (although Santa Fe may take the cake. He despises the entire plot line).
I brought up the criticism that many musical fans seem to have about cats: “it’s not about anything” or “it doesn’t have a theme/plot.”
“That’s just blatantly not true, munkustrap, (I called him gray cat guy in the conversion), explains the plot in the third song. You know, jellicles go to the jellicle layer, blah blah blah.”
“Well, sure,” said he, “but what’s the show really about then?”
“Uhhhhh,” I said, it being like 11 o clock at night, “it’s mostly about second chances and forgiveness, right?”
To which he said, no. Cats is about pride. More specifically, ego death.
All of the cats are prideful. The Rum Tum Tugger, obviously, but also the Gumbie cat, the old theater cat was the best there’s ever been, as featherfore-whatever his name was. You know, even the stupid train cat. They’re all walking around talking about how great they are, or were, except Grizabella.
She just says “hey, I’m here, I’m done, I’m down and out, and I’ve got nothing and no one. I’m just here. Times were great, but without the memory, I have nothing”
And that’s why they’re like YES. You get to go the heavyside layer. You get it. You deserve your second life.
#then he probably went back to complaining about Santa Fe more#the more I think about this#the more I think he’s right#because cats are naturally prideful creatures#and to have a cat who is not so would be a cat who deserves their second chance#they’ve been a victim of ego death#he also had a fun interpretation of the ‘terrible bore’ line from trtt#was very fun#I love talking to him about this show#because he grew up with it and has loved it all his life#and then there’s his ambiguously aged daughter who’s been unbelievably hyperfixated on the show for months#who now unfortunately knows the same amount of stuff about the show as he does#it’s either a nightmare or it’s very fun I haven’t asked#HE HATES SKIMBLE SO MUCH. POOR SKIMBLE.#he just saw a version live that he just did not like and it ruined the entire sequence for him#I think he said he was ‘too fussy’#he might have also said prissy#which. rude.#ANYHOW#I hope this was comprehensible#I really like this interpretation I hope it carries across loll#apparently my dad literally made this up on the spot as we were talking about it#anyways#asks!!!!!!!#cats the musical#cats musical#grizabella#grizabella the glamour cat
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Been in a Dragon Age mood of late, couldn't say why... have a rogue that also makes cool construct companions in his spare time
#fauxart#rottmnt#rottmnt donnie#fanart#dragon age styling#smartypants still finding ways to make robots#no it's not a traditional golem#doesn't use a person's soul anyway#just a very good cat that deserved to keep on living#once again too lazy to shade
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wiggles my fingers at you ouuuu… you want to tell me about solace so bad…
HKJGG wiggles my fingers back lovingly!!! i really do, i fuckin LOVE solace :3 hey did you know i really like making fake skill descriptions?
SOLACE
Follow the north star. Find light in even the darkest places. Cool for: Optimists, Recovering lost souls, Sweet summer children
Solace is the skill you tucked away long ago, at the bottom of Pandora's box. The little one that tells you: despite it all, there is still hope. It needs a lot of nurturing -- and it's far from being the most helpful for police work -- but taking care of it is basically self-care. It enables you to find the glow in yourself that you often ascribe to gold lungs or brilliant halos in others. It encourages you to wake up and watch the sunrise, to play board games with someone you love, to forgive yourself and let yourself be a gentler kind of animal. Constantly looking forward to a brighter future, it also helps shield your morale from damage.
At high levels, Solace gives you a heightened sense of childlike optimism - which isn't always the sense to lead with in this precariously harsh world. Always looking for the bright side will blindside you with naivety. At low levels, however, you may just extinguish whatever keeps your soul alight. You've already lost her once. You may not survive the desolation if you let her disappear again.
#i wanted to draw a skill portrait for her for this but [gestures vaguely at life] i hope this is cool enough hkjgkj <33#solace is truly voli's ''keep going. there's still hope for us'' and echem's ''we can be happy again! let's go find joy wherever we can''#this is why i keep saying she's their kid hkjgh she covers the happy medium of both of their ideologies. hope for a happier future.#harry goes to the store and finds a pair of pink heart shades that gives her ''+1 Rose Colored Glasses'' :3#i feel like theres some mechanic that keeps her from gaining too many points. a locked skill cap or maybe she can lose skill points??#hm. considers this.#echem voice ''i can't believe i'm saying this but we really can't drink alcohol anymore. it's bad for the baby :(''#ALSO. THIS IS ONE OF MY MORE SELF INDULGENT WORKS SO IF IT SEEMS OOC IN ANY WAY THAT'S BC THIS IS MY COMFORT FIC HGKJKJ#i know sometimes i write skill relationships too sweet and the world too kind and the game too unrealistically...#i know shivers said the end of the world is in 22 years. i know being a revachol cop would kill solace. i know alcoholism is hard to kick#and dora still haunts us. i know life is so hard and there is so much that kills hope and that the pale is going to swallow elysium. i know#but isn't disco elysium about how the world is awful and corrupt and futile but there is still beauty and worth to living in it?#the sky. the world. you're still alive. after death; life again. one day i will return to your side. sunrise parabellum.#the phasmid exists. the pale can be fought back with art. the city's alive and she told us she loves us. and solace believes there is hope.#augh idk man hjlkjg just don't want to lean into the ''young witch trying to find a cat in the alps'' bullshit lmao FUCK that </3#i just think harry deserves a hope skill.#volta transmissions#inland drabbles#task: when two skills love each other very much
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A few years ago, i raised a cat from birth, he was really clingy and would constantly follow me around. Hed be crying when he was locked out and he slept on my face a lot. I couldnt stand that so often at night i wouldnt let him in my room. He died from rat poison, i hadnt seen him in weeks because i wasnt home and i only saw him for a few minutes before he died. I avoid thinking about any humans that i lost, but with my pets, i try to avoid doing things that i came to regret once they have died. I will never lock out another cat from my room, no matter how annoying i might find it at that moment. Because i know when theyre gone i will regret not showing them the love and care they deserved
#ndl#most of the cats i owned never made it past the one year mark#it was always things that were out of my control like health issues or other situations that couldnt be avoided#my current one is quite sick too but i dont regret picking her#even if they dont live long i want to give them the best life possible and all the love they deserve
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if you're going to be mad about dogs chewing things or cats scratching things don't get a fucking animal. ever.
sincerely, a pissed off pet store employee who is sick of explaining that cats scratch things and dogs chew things because it's a natural fucking behaviour
#legitimately#don't get a fuckimg pet if you can't handle them BEING A FUCKING ANIMAL#you're actually a terrible person if you get a fucking animal only to get mad at and threaten the animal FOR BEING AN ANIMAL#pets are not a right and if you treat them like they are i hate you. full stop#they're living things that deserve some fucking respect#if you don't want your leather furniture destroyed don't get a fucking cat#don't get a cat and then walk into a pet store saying you're going to kill it bc it's scratching your furniture#no fucking shit you moron you got a cat with no knowledge of its needs#'i don't buy my dog toys bc they just ruin them' THAT THE FUCKING POINT OF DOG TOYS#THATS LITERALLY WHY THEY EXIST#BUY THE FUCKING TOY AND BUY THE FUCKING SCRATCHING POST#i'm pissed#i hate people so much#stick rants about animals#again#ignore this#actually no don't ignore this#research animals before you get them#breed specifics too#not stargate
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mmm essay about sally and kid gort in the tags (cw for child abuse, mentions of suicide, animal cruelty and a murder attempt. i always hope i don’t have to say this but just in case: i don’t excuse or condone any of her or gort’s behaviour at all.) this is literally not even touching upon everything i have to say because i hit the fucking tag limit lmao. NOBODY READ IT’S BAD BRAINSTORMING I JUST NEEDED TO GET IT OUT SOMEHOW
#thinkin too much about gortie side characters again.#sally this time and why she specifically talks about him the way she does#like dravo is obviously still shitty but to me he was. ‘just ‘neglectful#while sally actively hated and even felt terrorised by her own child#like. it’s not like i don’t understand her at all.#imagine you and your love don’t have much besides each other and your shop and you get pregnant and ready to raise a child#only for it to not be a child he didn’t and doesn’t cry ever and he learns everything so much sooner than most but then he never calls you#his parents and it’s not just a petty thing kids do sometimes you feel that he doesn’t see you as family and the worst part is that you#agree deep down#and as he gets older he doesn’t have any friends and actively rejects the notion of the entire concept#but then as time passes you hear about how he has entire groups of children following him and then several of them commit suicide#and that thing coming to sit with you and dravo at the dinner table says that he did what you did last week when the axe to chop wood broke#and you discarded it and got a new one#and he has these habits of ripping out flowers and making sure that they don’t regrow#and then you hear rumours about a friend’s daughter’s cat disappearing and think nothing of it#until you visit his tree house a month later and find a declawed cat and birds with clipped wings and crushed bugs that he keeps fondly#and then you see him with other children and they don’t know and his face is different and body language is entirely different#and were it not for the fact that you know better you would never see anything but a normal child#and you know that you are one who painstakingly brought this thing that should not be into the world and so you decide to end it all one da#and go to him as he’s asleep with the knife shaking in your hand#but he cries when you’re above him! screams at the top of his lungs!#so you beg for forgiveness even though you don’t deserve it through tears but as soon as the knife is put away you see the act drop and fee#his clever fingers having twisted your brain inside and out and you know that you can do nothing#and so the opportunity arises to at least remove him out of your life if not everyone’s lives and you take it immediately.#but you heard him talk. how he will close his fist around the world one day. and you know that it is not a matter of if but when.#like. imagine that. jesus dude.#like i hc her as someone that is messy and does not know a lot about life and she certainly wouldn’t have been a good mother but the love#or at least desire to love is there somewhere. and believing that having a child is really the only somewhat meaningful thing she can do#with her life. she’s not some hero or rich or anything of note. so there’s a lot obligation and not genuine desire for family here.#but she never really got the chance to be an actual mother in the first place so. who knows what that might have looked like
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It's midnight and I love my wife. I just heard them in the kitchen talking to our cat.
"What can I get you, Bob?" They ask. "You like cheese, right?"
If you're ace and worried you'll be alone forever, this is your sign that it won't be. This feels incredible and it's just a thing that can happen.
#asexual#asexuality#acespec#queer writers#our cats get too much cheese#they need it#i know its not good come on#let us live please#they deserve a little taste
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thinking of perhaps adding my tabletop dnd characters to the roster, which includes: mei, a half-elven bard / sorcerer who's a seer; echo, air genasi druid who's a banished princess; and siggy, a wood elf oathbreaker paladin who's a vampire spawn right now.
#ooc.#mei's a black cat#echo is chaos personified#and siggy is a cryptid#i didn't plan on making a vampire spawn but the dm wanted one so i agreed#not that it matters but you know. campaign's still ongoing. not hopeful tho.#she's a certified cryptid tho she literally lived for 80 years in the woods. cryptid who was once a jock.#mei was treated so poorly in her campaign god.#she's basically cassandra the seer too so.#echo was the only one in a good dnd campaign and she was absolutely foolish when younger#but she learned#i love her sm#mei and siggy deserve better because of the sucky dnd they're in that i can't leave because it'd cause drama at work.
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can i just go one day without spending money..... two even...
#j.txt#and can i not financially provide for another cat!!!!!#literally treating a cat w an open wound and a cat w a respiratory infection just Shows up on our porch#very friendly but girl you are contagious. and i am too poor to vaccinate all of you#god..... god!!!! critters deserve to live thoooo and she is a sweetheart :(#cat w open wound had 4 kittens tho PLUS our 2 actual cats i own and pay for#with their own chronic life threatening and very expensive health problems#and also i am trying to not be terrified of trying to move for real this time i need to do it. and be able to afford it#why does anything cost sooo much money always!!!!!#and why is there no local program for stray cats i hate living here!!!!!#okay. tantrum over. for now. i am just overwhelmed. most of the time at this point
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from time to time I still think of those doodles you drew of studioverse Killer and Nightmare where Killer was like "damn those nonexistent lips" lmao
hah oh yeah those ones xD
gsfvbdhrf i mean i just had to joke about it!! always makes me chuckle whenever i see a fic mention their 'lips' so the opportunity was too precious to simply pass up >:'Dc
#ask#wow those drawings are TWO YEARS old omg :'D#staring at it makes me wanna fix every little detail tho so i try not to look at it (or the old art i posted here) for too long HHH#man i miss making up headcanons about these two and ccino... gosh i just NEED them to be tired middle aged men so baaad#i want them to be soft dorks appreciating the other's company and having fun doing the most mundane things in life#gdhgr GOSH i just. they deserve to be happy and live an uneventful peaceful life#where the only thing that brings chaos into their household are their cats and killer's silly ideas jhrzfre PLEASE#everyday i WISH i was better at writing because gosh i would've made the biggest fic about these sweet losers omgg#tangent over hhh thanks for passing by >:'D <33333
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found out that rascal's owner took him again while i was out, and he's probably not gonna be back since the semester's almost over. i don't even know if his owner's coming back next semester, if i'll ever see him again. if he'll ever see me again. why do they wait until im not around to do this? why do they never let me say goodbye to him?
#i didnt really get to process it bc i found out when i was hanging w a friend but. im processing it now#sigh.. i dont know. i dont know.#at the end of the day he is and has always been someone else's cat. i can't control what she does with him#no matter what i think of it. she can always take him away. but every time it happens im just. im tired yknow?#it's worth it to me to have him around. i love him dearly and i want him to be in a home where he's actually cared for (which i have done my#best to provide) but he's just. not mine. and every time it happens i back up and think man. im such a sucker.#i don't think people manipulate me often. not in an ongoing way i mean. i don't think ppl see me as valuable enough to most of the time.#but damn. she really found my weak spots didn't she. free petcare courtesy of one chump who can't live without animals around. sigh#he deserves stability but he deserves love more. this weird shared custody thing is better for him i think. and frankly i also love him.#im not the priority here but my feelings are like. there. him being taken away without even telling me first hurts. i'd like to be able to#say goodbye to him. im not saying he has to stay or this has to go on but couldn't they just.. consider my feelings a bit more?#just bc you're fine with dropping your cat off somewhere for weeks not knowing when you'll see him again and not visiting doesn't mean i am#and i kind of feel like my roommate is part of this. after all it's not like his owner can just break into our room and take him#and if im always out when they do it there's a chance roomie's just shipping him off whenever she gets sick of him.#she's done it before. even after she agreed so vehemently with me about never wanting him to go back to such treatment and stuff early on.#she's been spraying him for little reason lately too. and i mean i get being a little more cautious with some things bc her neck's broken#but she's really fixated on how much he smells and bites and stuff and talks about how if i wasn't around she'd consider eating him#and then other times she's like that's my pookie. i don't get it. like yeah i tell rascal to fuck off sometimes bc he hurts me but it's not#like a hateful thing. i dont resent him for it i'm just annoyed sometimes bc he's maiming me a little. he's my baby. how could i loathe him?#so it makes me think that roomie might be blaming his transfers on his owner bc she doesn't want me to judge her#and like. this is her room too. it's not her fault she's more bothered by the smell than me. if she doesn't want to be bitten and clawed all#the time i can sympathize. i don't wanna force her to house him. but i wish she'd just be honest with me i guess#like. what if his owner decides to give him away without telling me? i'd take him in in a heartbeat. even though i know it's a bad idea.#but i'm worried he'll fall out of my reach completely. and at the very least I'd like to be able to say goodbye first. that's all.
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mods are asleep time to post o'ravmeric
also, bonus close up of o'ravi because she's adorable 💕:
#is it my best work? no but i do not care. sometimes you gotta take the L for your otp slkjfghldjkghdjkh#the advantages of being smol and having a VERY tall boyfriend....he can pick her up and spin her with no trouble#and my friends she lives for that#they are too responsible all of the time they deserve to have a moment to be silly and stupid and cute rjkgldfkjhkj#and between you and me i learned some valuable lessons here. 1. aymeric's coat LOVES to look really wonky for no reason;#2. his pauldrons are made of spite and respect no god or the laws of physics;#and 3. if you're gonna pose in front of the reymanaud's stained glass windows by god do NOT be sitting in the dark when you do!!#the light fried my eyes like an egg!!!! 😂😂😂#but yes tl;dr pick up your cat gfs today it's good for her to feel tall for a minute#o'ravmeric#o'ravi soltholia#aymeric de borel#ffxiv#wolmeric#yelling yelling yelling eating the stained glass#no clever thoughts i am simply rotating them in my brain 24/7
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the rat is SICK? :( poor poor rat.....
stay snuggly and stay warm <3
Oh my goodness how are you this adorable T-T I don't even know what to say...
I want to glue this to my heart. May not help me get well sooner but it sure is making me so happy ๑ï
Thank you, truly.
I'll try my best to stay snuggly and warm, though I could never reach the comfort of your drawing. In the meantime, you stay cozy and safe too <3
#you didn't have to do thaaat you wonderful wonderful being#I'd really love to draw something too but you know... can't really do that right now >:(#gosh you had me happy stimming so hard... I dunno what I did to deserve to have met you; but I'm so glad. I'm so glad.#not just for getting to see your art or experiencing the sheer joy & honour of having some made just for me (unfathomable. I feel so lucky)#but because I get to experience what you're like as a person. and you're pretty damn amazing#I mean that with every bone in my body (does that even make any sense)#...I want to live this. I want to be the round rat in a cozy little home who's befriended a hand snail and an adorable werewolf#I can't but. this gets pretty damn close#(I really do look like my rat right now though dhsjsj) but the blanket. I want it in my house ;_; It's perfect; the lil bats & pumpkins...#“rat stuck in a bed” that's meee- hehe that made me grin#you included the plushy T-T and my cat!!! my darling boy!!! really captured his essence too (everything is better with a cat by your side)#but gosh... wolf and snail you coming in with the soup. that gets me. that gets me good.#the concerned lil “shhh” and the droopy ears I CAN'T. And I love getting to see the snail again. such a handsome hand#ya made the lights look extra grinny too... I love this. I love this so so much you don't even understand; I can't express it#this feels like finding something in one of my parents' old yellowed books; except the book can read my soul#you know what I mean? it reminds me of those illustrations#I love getting to see your handwriting. it feels so safe ...sick me is sentimental. not that I'm not usually that#my own printer is trash but I know someone who has access to a good one. they could do that for me tomorrow. I need this on my wall#...I really appreciate you#rätposting#ask by:#a-dauntless-daffodil#and of course#art by dauntless
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grief is weird because it has been twelve years and i still sometimes find myself watching strangers go about their day like everything is fine and normal and think like wow they never knew him. like the world has ended a bit and you’re all just okay. how can you be fine when there is now a gaping hole in the universe that will never go away
#idk. i’m going through it with that rn. past four years have just been so rough with it#i think because i’m having that delayed grief thing a lot of autistic ppl have. like i’m only now realising it is permanent#and like. that really was my favourite person in the entire world i mean it. my favourite person ever is just gone#like doesn’t even exist any more. that was the person who raised me. and none of my friends will ever get to meet him#i can’t think of another human more deserving of getting to live and see nice things#i’m supposed to just keep all of this inside me and be normal about it huh. like ok#started crying in fuckin asda of all places bc we saw a cat on the way there that came up and cuddled me#and brother is like ‘cats love u. cats were like that with him too’#like you can’t say that. you can’t just drop that in there like it’s nothing and expect me to be normal#i dunno it’s fine i’m normal#ask to tag
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ok two things. #1 i am IMPOSSIBLY exhausted. just took a nap for a couple hours and have been awake for a bit but i feel like ivr been whacked like a punching bag like good god. and #2 is gonna have to make me delete this post later bc i feel weird and bad and paranoid abt saying it lol but. it’s just fucking weird and bad kinda bc im literally 2 years older than / removed from the students who work closest with us rn (who i spent most of today tabling w) and it’s so awkward bc we’re at the same-ish life stages and ik we totally would’ve been friends if we’d gone thru the same programs together as students but they ignore me / don’t and can’t talk to me like we’re friends bc im a staff member and my attempts to talk to them are lame and weird so idk. it’s just a lot and stressful and sobering
#purrs#aldo one of the interns who will be working w us this year just found a living situation that is like… EXACTLY the kind of thing i think i#would want and she was telling me all abt decorating her apartment and getting / buying stuff for her cat and having all this freedom and…#RRAUGHHHH im so proud of her and happy for her bc her situation was rly hard before this and she told me all abt it and it’s exactly what#she needed and deserves but it’s just so WEIRD bc i need the exact same thing and still live w my parents and share a room and can’t drive a#and am literally like… ‘in competiton’ w students im working w for resources and also im about to be a grad student and idk how to act#arojnd undergrads or if i get to / should sympathize with them or like talk abt anything bc im also a staff member and a semi-supervisor of#theirs and i know things they don’t and have power over them and it’s like. aughhhh it’s just bad. i feel really horrible saying this but i#just need time to pass. i need to not be going thru the same life milestones undergrads are going thru. i need to be 3-4 yrs in the future w#where no one ever knew me as a student (a couple of them did just as a senior when they were freshmen etc!). so that it’s not weird anymore#and there are no blurry lines that make us confused abt how to interact w each other or make me feel so fucking bad abt myself lol#<- which i literally shouldn’t like i have no reason to and it’s ridiculous and childish to. but idk. imjust depressed and exhausted i think#delete later#also for the second semester ina row im about to be an instructor of a class with someone i literally… took a class with as a student in the#class 💀💀💀💀💀 like she and i were classmates in spring 2021 and my co-instructors were O UR instructors and nowi am also an instructor. and#its just so fucking bizarre and uncomfortable aughhhhh#i just feel very lonely abt all of it. and im isolating myself again which isn’t helping esp bc the guilt has been gnawing at me hard lately#not to say this but it’s even weird on here. like a lot of you guys are in college rn and… i work for one. and it doesn’t matter but also it#just feels weird and i feel weird abt complaining abt the semester or being like yeah the semester is so hard haha fellow kids. which im not#bc it legitimately is hard for staff too it’s just… a lot. idk. idk how to explain it
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