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If you see the final word count for my completed fic gently increasing over months and months no you dont
#i have realised that the ‘fast n loose’ method for churning out a fic doesnt work for me actually#i am so sad that so much of that fic was skipped- or told and not shown- or brushed over in favour of me forcing it out quickly#i know i did it for a good reason- that if i took my time with it and it grew bigger and bigger that there was a risk i would have exhausted#myself and not finished it at all which would have been way worse#i think actually taking 3 months to craft 15k chapters with many drafts makes me happier than churning out 4k in a week#that being said im so glad its finished and that- somehow- it did so much better than i would have ever dreamed <33#now i can go back and make it what i want it to be without the pressure of racing against my own stamina#and. if im really honest. i didnt think i would still be into avatar for this long lmao#i thought id lose the brainrot at around month three so i had to finish the fic before then#and yet. month 7 and i draw spider in my sketchbook every day. i think about him every spare minute.#the brainrot is still kicking and im happy#anyway here i go to dive back into that fic and add even more angst and whump and maybe another hug. if spider is lucky#i also want to write a little one shot about Ngaire properly taking care of spider after something bad happens#but idk if people wanna read OC stuff and its certainly not my comfort zone so i might keep it to myself#N E WAY this was the biggest and dumbest ramble to myself about my own fics lmao i should really shut up and just go write :’)
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WAIT WAIT WAIT ok im sorry you can ignore this ask and the other ask too BUT I've been on a baby casey & f!leo fatherson kick brainrot lately and I just think prompt 27 would be heatbreaking and wonderful all at once, ok but fr love you big fan 💕🫂
dialogue prompts
27. “Breathe... breathe. Look at the stars, kid.”
it's @soldrawss birthday and i JUST found out because apparently i am a huge joke to her /j
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOL i hope your day was lovely and that you enjoy this small offering
x
They’re barely home for an hour when Casey’s breath catches in his throat.
It’s sudden enough that he chokes mid-word and starts to cough, his body trying to clear its airway except that there isn’t any blockage there to dislodge. When he finally manages to suck in a breath that fills his lungs halfway, it rattles in with an audible reedy wheeze.
Maybe no one noticed, he thinks hysterically, and lifts his eyes to find his entire not-family staring at him from their various positions around the room.
“You good?” Mikey says, wrapped hands already up like he was ready to make the save if Casey keeled over.
“Fine,” he says, or tries to. It comes out sounding so hoarse that he might as well have just opened his mouth and croaked at him like a mutant bullfrog.
Mikey’s brow furrows beneath his dirtied orange mask and he whips around to look to his big brothers for guidance, the way he never really grew out of doing, even after the end of the world.
Leo is already moving, pushing himself upright off the cot that Raph just set him down on. He waves the instant chorus of “Leo, I swear to god”s away and limps over to where Casey had stationed himself by the handwash sink. He starts to limp over, anyway, and one of his legs folds beneath him immediately, and he would have eaten concrete if it weren’t for all the hands that shot out from all sides to catch him.
There are still hands to catch him here. It’s nice.
The tightness in Casey’s chest is unbearable now that he’s given it a second of attention. What he mistook for anxiety and adrenaline was maybe not entirely that, after all. He’s usually better about catching the warning signs—if he’d run the system update that’s been haunting the corner of his HUD for the last week like he should have done, the program designed specifically to monitor his asthma symptoms would have thrown up its own red flag by now. Multiple flags in multiple colors, even, impossible to ignore and more annoying by the second until Casey admitted defeat and took himself to the medbay.
As long as the update is queued, taking up memory, there’s a ghost in the CPU. As long as there’s a ghost, his family still exists somewhere. They’re not gone, they came here with him. They’re alive and the world didn’t end and Casey can breathe.
Later, he’ll feel really stupid about this. Later, he’ll hate the way he snatched up Leo’s hands the second they moved into his line of sight and clung to him like a scared little kid.
But right now he is that scared little kid.
“Hey, Space-Case,” not-sensei says with sensei’s crooked smile. He almost definitely has a broken cheekbone, and two black eyes, and he’s smiling like he doesn’t feel any of it. “Sounds like you’ve been holding out on us. Slow and steady, life’s not a race unless you make it one.”
Casey knows what it sounds like when Leo is worried, can hear the upset under the polished glass surface of calm. It shouldn't be comforting to know that, but it’s comforting to know him. He ekes in a breath, it scratches all the way down and it doesn’t feel like it makes a difference, but the success emboldens him to suck down another.
“You were breathy on the ride home, I thought it must have been from all the smoke,” Leo goes on. “But I guess that was a trigger. Do you have an inhaler?”
“Y–” Casey starts to say, and coughs again, and Leo’s fingers tighten around his before he can panic. “Belt,” he gasps.
“Okay, that’s enough from you,” Leo says a little shortly. Which isn’t very fair, Casey was just answering his question. Then he realizes Leo’s clipped tone is probably because Casey’s dizziness is overpowering his ability to stand upright.
“Going down,” Leo says to someone else, and instantly, Casey’s controlled fall is arrested halfway to the floor.
The last time Uncle Rapha held him, he was much smaller and Raph was much bigger, but somehow it feels the same. He leans back in Raph’s lap, the solid plastron behind him bracing him upright, and clumsily tries to help Leo paw through the pouches on his belt. The third time Leo bats Casey’s hands away, Raph reaches around and holds them still.
“Let’s let the boss work,” Raph rumbles softly. It’s a miracle that he has any softness to spare for Casey, of all people, who closed the door and left his brother behind it. Left his brother in the dark where the monsters live. “We’re still breathing, right, big man?”
“R—Right,” Casey says, but it’s barely got enough air behind it to count.
“No inhaler,” Leo announces, already turning to address someone else in the room. “Donnie, metal cabinet by the door, third drawer down, should be one in there.” Turning back, he leans in and pins Casey to the spot with a look. “Keep breathing, Case,” he says. “That’s your only job. Don’t slack off now.”
“Why do we have one?” Mikey asks in a voice that shakes. Casey manages to split enough of his attention to regret scaring him.
“Red used to have asthma when you were all just little turtles,” Splinter says quietly. “He outgrew it, but Blue always says—”
“It’s chronic, not curable,” Leo says in a falsely bright tone, the cadence of an ancient argument. He catches the box his twin throws over and wastes no time ripping it open and shaking the inhaler into his palm. Within seconds, it’s primed, and Leo is curling one hand behind Casey’s head and bringing the mouthpiece to his lips and ordering, “Deep breath.”
He obeys, feeling the medicine go to work, and holds without exhaling for as long as he can. It’s not long, barely five seconds. Leo shakes the canister and has it ready for him again when he’s ready to suck in another desperate puff.
“Okay,” Leo says, studying his face with back and forth flicks of bright gold eyes. “You’re okay, Casey. Breathe.”
“Breathe… breathe,” sensei says, large fingers combing Casey’s hair back from his sweaty forehead. His hand is calloused from the hilt of his sword, rough with scars that didn’t heal well, and gentle.
“Look at the stars, kid,” he adds, their family’s little joke. There hadn’t been a clear night since the war started, the skies overcast with smoke and ash and pollution from the Technodromes, but every single room Casey had ever lived in had glow-in-the-dark constellations on the ceiling.
“Look at the stars,” sensei says.
There aren’t any, Casey wants to cry, maybe would if he had the breath to. There aren’t any anymore.
Instead he inhales and exhales, carefully, counting each second in his head. The tension seeps out of the room like water through a sieve. Splinter is talking about hot drinks, April is talking about calling her mom. Four bright lights stay sat, a constellation that Casey is somehow in the middle of.
“I haven’t had an attack in years,” Raph murmurs. He’s rocking Casey very slowly and doesn’t seem to realize he’s doing it. “Since I was—six or seven, maybe. You kept one this whole time?”
“Correction, the medication expires, so he has consistently replaced one this whole time,” Donnie says, and sways disinterestedly with the force behind Leo’s disgruntled shove of his shoulder.
“Oh,” Raph says. “But why?” he asks a moment later.
“So I could say I told you so when you ended up needing it,” Leo replies disingenuously.
Casey could say that sensei carried an inhaler in his kit every time he went into the field. Even after Uncle Raph died, he stayed in the habit. It saved Casey’s life once, the day they discovered he had asthma in the worst possible way. Sensei didn’t say I told you so to anyone. That was never the point.
“He loves you,” Casey says. “That’s why.”
For a moment, none of them speak. Then Mikey’s smile fills the room like stubborn sunshine finally breaking through rain clouds. Donnie says, “Intelligent beyond your years. I understand now why Future Me kept you around.” Leo seems to be considering the pros and cons of sinking into his shell and never coming out again, hunched small and embarrassed beside his big brother.
Casey can’t see Raph’s expression, but he can imagine what it looks like. He knows the feeling.
Casey was loved by Leo once, too.
#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#casey jones#casey jr#hamato leonardo#my writing#tmnt fic#prompt#soldrawss#HAPPY BIRTHDAY#i managed to scrape this together and now im presenting it to you like a cat bringing you a dead bird
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seeing you doomscroll at 2am
nanami would be slightly worried, telling you to think of your health and maintain proper sleep schedules (he is a big fat hypocrite because why is he up at 2am doing paperwork). "if you have time to watch asmr cooking videos you better use it productively, honey." he won't actually nag tho because nanami of all people gets that adult life is hard, if these silly videos make you feel a little happy who is he to deny you that? would offer to work in bed so that he can be near you while also making sure that you do sleep.
gojo is probably working hard mid-mission or creating lesson plans lol. at this point in life he doesn't actually know what time people are supposed to sleep. "ooh, im jealous~ send me any fun reels if you find them, 'kay?" if he has no mission (once in a millenia), he's doomscrolling alongside you, pushing his phone in your face now and then to show you smn like 'cat falls from 10th floor, lands on feet!' or a insta post of a woman in a bikini - 'see that would look good on you. or me. we're good looking <3'
shoko wouldn't know. she's dead to the world the second her exhausted and overworked head hits the pillow. she'd put the pieces together when you're still sleeping the next day till noon with your glasses on and phone in hand. wouldn't care that much tbh. chill girlfriends fr.
toji sees you scrolling in the dark when he wakes up at night to pee, will poke his head in to see judge your the kinda shit you waste time on. "the hell are those white boys putting cat ears on for?" or "how many times are ya gonna watch jay park shake ass?" or "tumblr. loser." toji probably pees at 2-3 times per night. idk why. i just know.
kamo doesn't doomscroll. he just doesn't. thinks it's a nasty childish habit, like vaping or interacting with tiktok in any form. pre getting kicked out the clan, i think it would genuinely lower his opinion of you a bit. it's like, he doesn't want himself or his significant other to be that kind of person who doomscrolls till late and sleeps thru work/classes next morning like a slob. post, he wouldn't like it but he can shrug it off. as long as you still wake up on time next morning.
sukuna "this is so stupid. your recommendations suck. you should watch more educational informative videos, news and shit, learn a language instead of wasting your time like this. egirls are ugly."- all while watching your phone with his head over your shoulder. he has opinions on every reel you watch and will make himself heard.
higuruma "what's doomscroll?" this man is pushing 40 and is an introvert. his knowledge of social media is liking his friends' throwback pics on facebook. he'd be interested if you're shopping online, "love, can you order my woollen socks too? please make sure they cover the ankle and isn't more than 30% polyester. thanks, love." but otherwise he's a big 'phones at night harm your brain' kinda guy.
nobara, yuji, megumi all three forward each other reels on a LINE group chat named smn stupid that yuji and nobara agreed upon after much debate, like 'three musketeers (in english to be fancy)' or 'nobara and the dwarves' or 'diaper gang 😛'. yuji sends stuff he thinks others would like (baby duck vids). nobara sends stuff she likes (xiaohongshu fashion inspo). megumi doesn't reply or send much of anything, will leave the group if the other send too much brainrot content but they keep adding him back in. megumi watches mostly reels talking about recent discoveries in outer space and those carpentry videos where the wood just perfectly slides into place and locks together.
choso is a complete phone addict. see he initially didn't understand a lot of human society stuff so he just googled everything he didn't get cuz he's a proud man who doesn't want to bother people with his questions and ended developing a social media addiction lol. types super fast. knows every trending trend on every sm even though he doesn't post anything. he's doomscrolling harder than you.
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fluff#gojo satoru#mana talks#nanami kento#jjk nanami#satoru gojo#jjk gojo#shoko ieiri#jjk shoko#gojo#jjk toji#noritoshi kamo#toji fushiguro#fushiguro toji#kamo noritoshi#jjk noritoshi#sukuna#sukuna ryomen#jjk sukuna#higuruma hiromi#jjk higuruma#choso#jjk choso#yuji itadori#jjk megumi#jjk nobara#nobara kugisaki#megumi fushiguro
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Next update sneak peek 5!
IM FREEEEEEEEEEEEEE THE WORKSHOP IS OVER, I CAN GO BACK TO THE BRAINROT!
And I'm kicking things up by doing in 2 days the equivalent of work that took me 2 fucking weeks to achieve. Oh my stars, it's so nice to have the time and energy to draw the lil guys! They make me so happy =3 A good 2/3 of the lines are done! I don't know how much time this all will take until the update is done, but we're getting there! Ngl, I can't wait to finish this one- Being stuck for months on 1 update is getting to me- I got stuck because of events out of my control, but still, I wish things didn't take this long- Anyway, that's all for me! See you next week! And take care✨
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Reverse falls
okay, so the brainrot has gotten to me and i literally cannot stop thinking about reverse falls. so here's my take on it. (or at least the pines) (also, im using their actual names)
Stanley:
everything stays the same up until he's kicked out of his house
see, my thought is that along with becoming a master con-man, he also ends up joining a circus
this is the big change
he begins to look for new ways to make the circus more enticing for people, and in doing so makes a crap ton of money
in fact, he makes so much, he is welcomed back into his family
like he becomes rich
but back to the circus business, he hears about gravity falls and all of it's anomalies
he decides to set up shop there, bringing people from all over to see the weirdos and wackos of gravity falls
in gravity falls, he ends up meeting his brother again
their strained relationship doesn't get much better (and i honestly don't expect it to...)
when he meets dipper and mabel for the first time, it is like light has been let back into his life
he really cares for them, but doesn't show it
he is especially close to mabel (like in the show) (they relate to each other)
i think he would be ever so slightly scared of ford and dipper
i think he would still be a very lonely person, but caring nonetheless
stanford:
i think that reverse ford would be a possessive, narcissistic person
filbrick pines put a lot of pressure on ford to be "perfect"
this seriously messed him up
when he lost his potential scholorship, he felt like his whole life was ruined
he decided that he would be better than everyone else
and he succedded in that
he was crazy smart and got the grant to study analmoies like in the show
when he gets to gravity falls, though, that's when it changes
when he finds bill, instead of being mauniplated, he's the one to manipulate bill
he becomes obessed with power and control
when stan comes into town, ford is pissed
but he sees how stan and his circus act could benefit him
so he basically becomes a mastermind in control
the circus brings about new people to perform experiments and what not on
mabel:
unlike the show, i think the kids would have gone to gravity falls since they were kids
this change happens because stan is let back into the family and ford never got sucked into the portal
anyway, mabel and dipper become performers for stan's circus, at least during the summer
they are known as the "physic twins"
mabel seems like a happy go lucky person, like in the show, but in reality she is not
i think that she would be a deeply sad person (if that makes any sense)
see, unlike her brother, she isn't as "special" and because of this often feels worthless
this lets her bond with stan, like, a lot
but anyway, because of her "job" i don't think she would have a lot of time to make friends or have crushes
even when she does have downtime, she has to worry about her image and how people see her
after all, they are the "physic twins"
unlike dipper, i don't she would involve herself in the supernatural much
she really just wants to be a normal kid, but because of her family, she can't
dipper:
i think that reverse dipper would be ford's apperentice
see, since birth dipper (or, i guess, mason) has been a genius
like crazy smart genius
so, when his parents hear about a certain great uncle who can help nurture this intelligence, they send dipper and mabel to gravity falls asap
here, dipper meets his crazy great uncle ford and immeditally loves it
both on stage and doing research, dipper is crazy enthusiastic
he loves what he does, both research and being one half of the "physic twins"
he ends up making his own deal with bill, following in his great uncles footsteps
he spends his free time with ford, learning and gaining knowledge
on stage, he has an uncanny ability to charm people into doing what he wants
he cares for his sister, but rarely has any time for her (i think that if mabel ever tried to leave, dipper would go crazy)
he has very (one-sided) co-dependant relationships with his family (yes, this includes stan)
Okay, that's all for now 😮💨 sorry if there are any spelling errors or anything like that. i might make a part 2 with gideon and paz and bill… idk yet.
#gravity falls#gravity falls au#reverse falls#mabel pines#gravity falls mabel#reverse mabel#mabel gleeful#dipper pines#gravity falls dipper#reverse dipper#dipper gleeful#stanley pines#gravity falls stanley#stan pines#reverse stan pines#stan gleeful#stanford pines#gravity falls stanford#bill cipher#this honestly is barely thought out#silly au time#mabel main character YEP#i'll prolly make a part two
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HELLO 🐢ANON BACK AGAIN WITH ZHONGLU BRAINROT THUS TIME YIPEE
Okayokay so imagine like immortal!reader who went into like a deep sleep/coma after the archon war to like recover and everything. So after zhongli retired (i forgot how many yrs after the archon war) reader finally wakes up and gets so confused coz their lover morax is dead?? But reader recognizes him (hes standing right infront of them) so theyre even more confused now and why is his name zhongli?? Either way reader jumps into his arms and hugs him and asks him what happened and everything so theyre reunited and happy now 🥰 and zhongli almost comung to tears coz hes so happy that readers alive 😞😞 all this time he thought they were dead T-T and they kinda live as retired gods in liyue enjoying their "mortal" life together ughhh so cute like an old married couple

OH MY GOD YES IM SCREAMING, CRYING, GIGGLING, KICKING AND ALL OF THE RESTVDHFJFJDJFJFKIFIG!!!!! 🙏🙏🙏
Watch me get too carried away with the angst because I love putting myself through pain.
Warnings: mild angst, fluff, Zhongli being a simp, gn!reader, not proof-read.
Characters: Zhongli.

It had been a long, grueling battle.
You had fought tirelessly next to your lover, Zhongli. Throughout the day, the entirety of the war.
He often spoke about his displeasure in you doing so but the thought of him possibly getting hurt, or worse, terrified you.
So after your complete disregard for your own safety. You finally struck down the last of the enemies as the war slowly came to an end, only to notice how badly injured you were.
Once Morax came across your broken and bloodied body, he swears it’s the closest he’s ever come to breaking.
Even after all the lives he’s had to take, the blood spilled in his name.
You were the one thing he couldn’t handle losing after this long, gruesome nightmare.
After he carried you back to the safety of your small, hidden cottage where you would both spend your time drinking tea and talking about your future together in Liyue before the war started, he tentatively cared for your wounds and watched over you every chance he could.
He obviously knew that you were immortal. he also knew that occasionally, if you were hurt or sick, you'd fall into a regenerative sleep.
So when you remained unconscious for a few weeks, he wasn't worried. After all, a few weeks in his eternity meant nothing. Though he'd be lying if he said he didn't miss you beyond words.
After weeks turned into months and months turned into years, his hope of ever seeing your soft gaze soon vanished as his time was becoming more and more occupied with rebuilding the land he once ruled over with you by his side.
When the last wall was built for the last house for the now growing population of Liyue, he had to make the decision to move on.
So with one last visit to the cottage, now hidden away even more by overgrown shrubbery, he placed what he thought would be his final kiss on your cheek along with soft begs of forgiveness and apologies, he finally mustered up the strength to walk out the worn down door one last time.
Now, many, many years later, hidden away in that same cottage now completely overgrown and reclaimed by the wilderness, you finally forced your eyelids to open and take in the almost blinding rays of sunlight streaming in from the cracks in the walls as vines hung down and gently caressed your skin.
Slowly sitting up, you took in the scene around you. This was definitely not how you remembered your home looking.
How long had you been asleep? Where was your beloved? What if he was still on the battlefield? All of these thoughts rushed through your mind as you forced your stiff bones to support your weight as you stood up faster than what you should of.
Now fully conscious, not to mention disorientated, you ran out of the small abode to scan the area for any signs of Morax only to find something that confused you even more.
Nothing. You found nothing of the chaos and bloodshed that you remembered so vividly, only the soft touch of grass beneath your feet and the cool summer breeze caressing your skin.
Turning around in a daze, you examine your once cozy and welcoming home only to find it now crumbling and overgrown with plants and wildlife
If this had been any other time you would have found the scene to be enchanting, but as the realization of how long you had been asleep slowly started to hit you, you couldn't help but feel your heart start to race with anxiety and questions.
Taking a deep breath, you gathered your thoughts as best as you could and decided to go to the closest village you remembered.
Needless to say, after walking for around 40 minutes, you were more than a little shocked to see the village now being a very large and very populated city.
"Excuse me, are you alright?"
Looking around with a confused expression you locked eye's with what appeared to be a guard of some sort.
"Y-yes um, would you mind telling me where I am?"
"Liyue harbor of course! Home of the great Geo Archon and Teyvats largest trading supply lines!"
Hearing the formal title of your seemingly lost lover you couldn't help but pry the poor soul from your confused questioning.
"Geo Archon? Morax? Would you know where I could find him? we know each other and-"
"I'm sorry, you must be new here. Morax was killed not too long ago…”
After hearing those words leave his mouth your mind suddenly went blank.
Not only had you been asleep for what seemed like centuries but now you’ve just found out that the love of your life, Your other half had not only died but was also murdered.
Not saying anything else, you took your leave and started walking aimlessly through the city streets that now felt even more foreign that what they did before.
You did your best to try and take in your new surroundings and find out just how long you had been unconscious for but the looming grief that wrecked your heart just seemed to get worse with every mention of Morax.
After spending a few hours aimlessly walking around the harbour you decided that all you needed right now was to process your thoughts.
Taking a deep breath, you say yourself down on a wall that overlooked what seemed to be the centre of a market place that was now silent of any busy citizens as the moon rose up above the horizon highlighting the buildings with a soft glow.
The only signs of life left now were a handful of fishermen packing up their boats for the night and a small tea house that overlooked the street leading ti the harbour that was occupied by two sails men that were selling fish at the dock earlier and-
You feel your heart stop in your chest as you lean forward to take in the silhouette of a tall man with posture matching that of a plank of wood and a very familiar looking rat tail.
There’s no way. It’s impossible. You just found out he died in front of all of Liyue harbour’s citizens just months earlier.
You were so convinced that it was just the grief making your mind go fuzzy that you got up and decided to walk and find a place when you heard him speak.
“Ah, yes. This tea is superb as always”
You swear you dug your heels so hard into the ground that it left a mark in the stone beneath you.
“Morax..?”
The man froze solid in place at hearing his old name come from such a familiar voice that he could of sworn it was just his ears playing tricks on him.
Hesitating for a moment, you took a step closer to him as his deep golden eyes widened at the sight of you now draped in the soft glow from the tea house.
“Y/N…? It can’t be”
Through your vision that’s now blurred with tears you could see him stand up before slowly walking down the steps towards your figure before speaking words that could barley be heard over the gentle breeze.
“It really is… Celestia it really is you!”
Without a second thought, you ran up to him and the your arms around his waist before sobbing into his chest (heh breakdown boobies)
Not saying another word he kneeled on the ground holding your shaking body in his strong arms, not even bothering to hold back the tears running down his cheeks.
“I.. I thought you were dead! Everyone told me you were killed and I-”
“As did I, my love. I thought I lost you many centuries ago and that I lost the blessing of seeing your smile once more”
You both stayed like that for a while longer as he held you close to his chest as physically possible, almost as if he feared that the second he let you go, you’d disappear again.
When you both recovered from the shock of finding each other after believing you’d lost the other one for eternity, “Morax” took you to a quiet place away from the city and explained everything that had happened since you fell asleep all those centuries ago and how he’s retired from being an archon to simply live as “Zhongli”
“I can’t believe you still remember me after all that time”
“How could I forget, love? Every second I spent without feeling your hand in mine was far worse than any tragedy I’ve bore in my lifetime”
“I suppose I’ll have to get used to calling you zhongli now, huh?”
You both let out a soft laugh while Zhongli wrapped you tightly in his embrace.
Times might be very different to what they were but you have all the time in the world to adjust, and you can rest assured that the love of your life won’t leave your side ever again for the rest of eternity.
“I love you, Morax”
“Forever and always, my dear~”
AAAAHAJDLEIDODODEDJDIR WHY DID I ALMOST CRY WRITING THIS HNGGGGGGGFGG IT’S SO BAD
My creative juices became a waterfall and then a whole ass tsunami. I’d be lying if I said I haven’t missed staying up until literally 5am to write about my boys T-T
#genshin impact#genshin imagines#genshin drabbles#genshin fluff#genshin impact fluff#genshin boyfriend scenarios#genshin fanfic#genshin impact fanfic#genshin angst#genshin x reader#genshin impact x reader#zhongli#zhongli genshin impact#Morax#morax genshin#zhongli x reader#zhongli fanfic#zhongli fluff#zhongli angst#morax x reader#morax fanfic#Morax fluff#Morax angst
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Guys theres something very weird and big going on I just HAVE to rant (again) bc im starting to get a bit confused and concerned (in a good way)
So, as you all know, I'm currently VERY hyperfixated on Metal Gear, but I haven't really talked just HOW much did the whole experience of that game affected me.
Because... holy shit, did it affect me. Did this game change me in a way I never expected. I never saw THIS level of autism before for something LMFAO☠️
Here are some examples. Whenever I just THINK about Metal Gear just in general, just "admire" the game, it's characters, it's story, the soundtrack, it's motives and lessons you learn behind them, it's community, it fills me with this excitement... Immense joy, that makes my fucking heart rate speed up. I can barely contain it, it seethes inside me like a mass of butterflies desparately wanting to get out.
And when I look at the fanart, the memes, anything related to it, I cannot contain this bubbling happiness inside me, I start squealing and kicking my feet like a highschool girl crushing HARD💩
Metal Gear now lives in my head rent free for 24/7😭 I'm SO invested in that shit, I literally want to write down the ENTIRE detailed lore and organize it on a paper, then literally learn it from START TO FINISH. (And when I say it's complicated, not even the true OG fans can explain it in the correct order to the newbies.)
Everything about it gives me comfort, gives me inspiration, motivation, anything positive that comes to your mind.
NO game EVER has made me feel like this. No, fix that.
Nothing EVER has made me feel this way, except my most important f/os. But still, not to THIS level. Literally.
Except maybe TES IV: Skyrim, but that was when I was just a kid, which was a long time ago. This feels so special, so EXCEPTIONAL. It actually... changed me in a way😭? I DON'T FUCKING KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN IT URRRGHHH
I'm SO SO SO SO glad this game found me oh my GOD... Guys i fucking ADORE Metal Gear. This brainrot is insane, it's so powerful, it's EATING ME ALIVE FROM INSIDE OUT. Like, I'm GENUINELY TWEAKING OVER HERE AS I'M WRITING THIS. SHAKING FROM EXCITEMENT.
(Is this a clear symptom of autism? Bc I don't even know anymore🤧)
What's even more interesting, I'm not even done with discovering and learning about the whole lore! I watched the first Metal Gear Solid game, second, third, and fourth, and I'm currently on the fifth, Phantom Pain. And even AFTER that, I have to watch Metal Gear Rising. (which is a spin off fixated on another side character, Raiden, but still important to the MGS storyline.) I dunno how many parts does Metal Gear Rising have, but I'll find out. AND not only that, we will have a Remake of the third game coming this August! SQUEEEEE IM SO HAPPIHAPPIHAPPI- *vibrates*
This game made me feel every emotion possible: happiness sadness (MGS 4 IM LOOKING AT YOU), anger, absolute flabbergasting shock, nervousness, fear, awe, horny i mean what o-o
Yall know what I'm most scared about? Do you know that empty feeling of coming to an end with something that changed you as a person? That is now a very very special place in your heart? Ah yes, post-game/movie/series depression.🥲 nothing worse than that.
I'm scared that the post Metal Gear depression is gonna hit HARD. And I mean HARD. I'm already halfway through the whole thing, I think? And I don't want it to end??? I DON'T WANT IT TO STOP- WAAAAA MOMMYYYYYYYY😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Imagining myself finishing it all and then grabbing a paper bag and huffing through it as crisis begins to overtake me- /hj




RAAAAAAAGHHHH METAL GEEEEAAARRRRRRR
Anyways, yeah, sorry for such a long post, but thank you for coming to my Metal Gear ted talk :3 if you actually read this far then I love you sm mwah /p
#tireddovahkiin rambles#comfort game#call me insane but idgaf#metal gear is keeping me alive at this point#metal gear solid#metal gear#metal gear rising#metal gear series#hideo kojima#long post#rant#rant post#game rants#mgs#mgr#the game ever#thank you kojima for making this masterpiece
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MERA WHY WOULD YOU GIVE ME BRAINROT LIKE THAT HSHSGVSBS correctional officer darling getting knocked up by sk floyd W MINDBREAK!!!AHHHHHHH trying to hide your baby bump!!!!! it goes from doing him simple favors (the aforementioned bj thru the cell bars) to oh no! im bent over the shitty bed getting bred silly by the sleazy murderer whoopsy daisy
also the line abt hairy shrimpy (in the lunar love hotel fic) got me feeling some typa WAYY just wanted to add…..
- 🐚 anon
Omg yes!!!! And when anyone asks after you start to show, you lie and say it's your boyfriend who got you pregnant, but no one's ever seen or heard of this boyfriend before... and Floyd is not at all subtle when you and Riddle are taking him out of his cell to escort him to the courtyard for exercise and fresh air and Floyd's trying to grab at your rounded belly. Riddle slaps his hands away, threatens to put him in cuffs, and scolds him for being so abrupt towards a pregnant lady, and Floyd whines about how it's not fair Goldfishie gets to touch you all over when Floyd's the father. Riddle never believes any of his nonsensical prattle, and he often looks to you as if expecting you to agree. You nod, shrugging off any shaky nerves, and mumble about how foolish that is. Floyd's eyes never leave you. He watches you from across the courtyard like a predator stalking prey, and he gives you such a toothy grin each time you meet his gaze, waving happily as if all is well.
You're not sure how he manages to wheedle you into sex each time you pass his cell. You know you should report his misbehaviors, but you can't. Not when you're in so deep, far past the point of no return. One sexual favor became two and then three, until he was fucking you through the bars of his cell, hands gripping your wrists to pull you up against the bars so your ass would meet his hips each time they snapped forwards. He's the worst; he has such a sleazy, silver tongue... You'd hate him for getting you pregnant if you weren't still visiting his cell to talk to him, and he tells you how pretty you look with your tummy all full of his baby. He's good at being charming, but then you know all of his compliments, lascivious or not, come from the heart (or the dick) and he genuinely means it when he purrs through the bars that you'll be a good mama.
You refuse to entertain him with sex. It's already scary to be stuck in such a secret relationship, one that could tarnish your career and reputation. The last thing you need is to get caught during one of your visits and everyone starts to put the puzzle pieces together. Floyd pouts about it, says he wants to be closer to you and the baby. You scowl at him, so huffy whenever he thinks and acts with his dick. Floyd finds your huffy attitudes so cute, and it only becomes cuter when the months pass and you become so heavily pregnant. Riddle helps you out in Floyd's place, entirely unaware of the vicious scowl Floyd sends him when his back is turned. The things Floyd would do to Riddle for touching his shrimpy... He wants nothing more than to snap the man's little wrists and kick him in the chest until his ribs crack and squeeze his small throat until... Oh, you're looking at him! Forget being homicidal (for now). He's just happy to see his shrimpy. <3 pray he never escapes because the day he does you're never going to return to work again.
#twisted chit chat#serial killer floyd#🐚 anon#hehe thank you for liking that line in the llh fic >:D#i genuinely think floyd wouldn't care or mind if you're groomed down there or not#he loves you too much to worry about trivial things like that <3
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oooo maybe headcanons about dating the succession girlies? like shiv, tabby, willa maybe even sandi if you like her (nobody else seems to). Or just anything involving any female characters I feel like there’s so little for lesbians out there lol 💜 I love your writing and I think it’s so sweet how happy you are to receive requests and always thanking your anons
I love women so I’m very happy I got this request
and I do love getting requests- it means people enjoy my writing and that makes me feel good about myself. #traumadump but I don’t really have any friends so I get really happy when people interact positively with me. and without anons like you, I can’t have these happy moments. so all the kisses and hugs for you 🫂
thank you so much for requesting <33 please feel free to leave all the lesbian brainrot in my ask box- im a self anointed unlabeled princess and both want to chew on jeremy allen white’s biceps and be cradled (and honestly just looked at) by sarah snook (and various other concerning things with various other people)
please enjoy and let me know what you think x
how you meet (wlw)
Shiv
ᝰ you’re in the bathroom at a restaurant trying to get something out of your eye
ᝰ it’s actually aggravating
ᝰ you’re beginning to cry
ᝰ “hey, are you okay?”
ᝰ you forget about whatever the fuck is in your eye when you look at her
ᝰ she’s gorgeous
ᝰ ethereally so
ᝰ you know you’re going to dream of her tonight
ᝰ so much so that all you say is “eyeball”, your voice cracking
ᝰ “oh, god, yeah. let me see?”
ᝰ you turn so that your body is facing hers
ᝰ she cups your cheek with one hand, using the other to pull down your lower eyelid
ᝰ “i think it’s an eyelash,” she murmurs
ᝰ you spend a bit rolling your eye around trying to push it
ᝰ eventually you do, along with a fat ass tear
ᝰ she wipes it away with her thumb
ᝰ “thank you…”
ᝰ she gives you a smile in response
ᝰ and then she’s gone
ᝰ you’re kicking yourself honestly
ᝰ you should’ve gotten her number
ᝰ you get yourself together in front of the mirror
ᝰ but before you push the door open, it opens on it’s own
ᝰ *she opens it
ᝰ “um, i just wanted to ask, could i get your number?”
ᝰ “please, it’s yours.”
Tabitha
ᝰ you’re out shopping at an outlet mall
ᝰ it’s january, it’s still freezing cold, you don’t have enough sweaters
ᝰ you browse the racks, truly bored out of your mind
ᝰ you like shopping, yeah, but only with someone else
ᝰ and you didn’t have anyone else
ᝰ it’s been lonely
ᝰ you’re stuck between two sweaters, the same price, right under your budget
ᝰ you kind of just hold them in front of you and stare at them
ᝰ “the pink would be so cute on you,” she says
ᝰ when you turn, it’s like heaven and earth collide
ᝰ her hair, her eyes, just her face
ᝰ your heart’s twisting around like you’d stuck it in a washing machine
ᝰ “you think so?”
ᝰ “compliments your undertones.” she takes the sleeve of the pink sweater, her eyes skitting over it appreciatively
ᝰ you hold the other one out at her
ᝰ “this one brings out your eyes.”
ᝰ she looks you up and down, smile playing at her lips
ᝰ you’re pretty sure you fall for her then
ᝰ she takes the sweater from you, grinning now
ᝰ “i’m tabitha. there’s this pretty dress i want to see you try on.”
ᝰ you spend the next three hours shopping together
ᝰ you just can’t bring yourself to leave her
ᝰ you stick to each other like glue
ᝰ you share a pretzel in the food court
ᝰ before she leaves, she asks for a pen from one of the vendors
ᝰ she jots her number across your palm
ᝰ the entire time she’s walking away, she’s looking back at you
ᝰ she’s mouthing ‘call me’
Willa
ᝰ your headphones are on, ambient sounds playing
ᝰ you’re sitting in a secluded nook of your local barnes and noble, reading a new book
ᝰ you’re in your own world
ᝰ you can only vaguely hear what’s going on around you
ᝰ you can kind of hear someone talking
ᝰ so you take a headphone ear off, looking up
ᝰ good god
ᝰ she’s just so pretty
ᝰ so delicately beautiful
ᝰ the way she looks at you?
ᝰ “um, excuse me, do you know where the romance is?”
ᝰ “oh, yeah, of course. want me to take you?”
ᝰ you gather your stuff and lead her away
ᝰ “what’re you reading?” she asks curiously.
ᝰ you show her, and you’re both giddily chattering now
ᝰ “what have you read from here?” you ask after a bit, gesturing at the romance shelves
ᝰ “i haven’t read a good romance in ages. i can’t even remember.”
ᝰ “jane austen?”
ᝰ “jane austen!”
ᝰ you’re both giggling
ᝰ “do you have goodreads?”
ᝰ “yes, can i please add you?”
ᝰ you exchange goodreads
ᝰ then numbers
ᝰ she gently grips your forearm, grinning wildly
ᝰ “oh my god, this is so exciting!”
ᝰ you laugh, agreeing
ᝰ “i’m willa, by the way.”
ᝰ “i’m really happy i’ve met you, willa.”
#wlw#succession headcanons#willa ferreyra#willa ferreyra x reader#willa ferreyra headcanons#tabitha hayes#tabitha hayes x reader#tabitha hayes headcanons#shiv roy#shiv roy x reader#shiv roy headcanons#succession#succession hbo#wambsgansshoelaces#succession x reader#anon ask#requests open#ask box open#willa ferreyra x fem!reader#tabitha hayes x fem!reader#shiv roy x fem!reader
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We got a trailer lads!
youtube
I have many thoughts but overall, positively excited by this
Roger's Intro thats a win in my book
The mutiny joke was actually funny to me so thats promising
Kudos to keeping true to the source material (ex: Luffy in the Barrell, the jolly roger, etc)
Really happy to see Kuro and Merry from the Syrup Village Arc (i feared it was gonna get cropped out)
BUGGY - the actor gave it all, another win
SANJI - Taz really captured him, the way he moves and smiles, he really has a Sanji presence imo
THAT SAID i was not expecting Sanji to have a brithish accent
Also the few kicks we get to see...dont look the best
The sets and costumes are amazing tho, still get blown away by every new peak we get
Zoro's fight scenes look cool :3
The cgi not to good but not too bad either (my bar was really low tho so dont come at me)
Those shots of the whole crew in a line up give me chills its so cool
MIHAWK - im running up my walls over this guy omfg i love him
KOBY - its ridiculous how much they nail this kid, he looks like an ai made a irl vertion of the anime charecter wtf
ARLONG PARK ZORO'S SHIRT BRAINROT (you know its one of my fav looks for my boy so i am very happy)
Im not saying this adaptation is perfect but i think i has potential. Hopefully it will be good enough to overlook its flaws or lacking, which im sure there will be, but i really hope the end result is good, i really want it to be good
Sure, it wont be perfect but at least you can tell the people that made this show CARED and that is a plus
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MANDIEEEEEEEE ny gurl, how're you doing, bestie? I hope life has been kind to you lately, you of all people definitely deserve it
As for me, I've been alright for the most part, though my brain has been going at mach speed with all sorts of ideas. I even gave ya boi Iggy a life partner because he deserves happiness too, especially after all the bullshit I put him through LMAOOOO but yeah, I have had so much writing brainrot lately, I might just finally get back into it for the first time in years
Anyways, I mainly wanted to check up on you again and see how you were doing. 💛
MY ZUKKAAAAA

My bestie I have been having a really rough January and to be very honest I am just so ready for February because this month is kicking my ass !!!! I'm still fighting a stupid ass head cold (after 3 WEEKS of a goddamn lung infection) but I think I'm finally on the med 😭😭😭 taking it a day at a time !!
Im so glad you're doing okay, I've been thinking about you with everything that's been going on with you 😭😭😭 are you healing well ?? And YES OHHHHHHHH IGGY MY BOY 😭😭😭😭 HELL YEAH DUDE HE DESERVES A HAPPY ENDING OHHHHH my zuka 😭😭😭💖💖💖 I'm so so happy, and I'm so excited and proud of you for picking things up and getting back in it !!! You inspire the hell outta me and have always been a big part of the writer I am today so I'm just so so excited that you're getting back to it 😭😭😭😭💖💖💖💖💖💖 you go bestie you go !!! 😭😭💖💖💖
Other than that, it's been okay and again just waiting for this month to end 😭😭 at least I have my f/os to keep me happy and sane 😂😂💖💖💖 thank you so so much for stopping by, I love seeing you thriving on my dash and peekin in my msgs 🥺🥺🥺💖💖💖💖💖 love u always bestie
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Just dropping by to say thank you for all your hard work gifing Are You The One. It’s a shame this drama isn’t more popular on here and tbh I don’t understand why. It has good actors with chemistry, FL and ML are both likable and have many good scenes together. The plot is interesting but not overly complicated or dramatic for no reason. The pacing is good. And one thing I really loved that I rarely see in Chinese costume dramas is that we really got to see the main couple be together. Usually it’s all angst-drama-misunderstanding-angst and then a half-assed reunion/wedding in the last 10 minutes. But here we got to actually see them being a badass power couple working together and kicking ass together, but also just being cute and domestic and happily married. People are sleeping – SLEEPING! – on this drama.
thank youuu for dropping by with this <333. i appreciate it a lot!
It's unfortunate it's not as popular here but I know at least 5 ppl watching ahahaha and enjoying ayto so I'm always happy to create contents. Also, I need to take it out of my brainrot system for them!!
you dont understand, when they got married, i teared for them like im sending off my best friend. I was that happy for them for what they went through and their happiness was expressed sooo soo well. their little domestic moments before the actual wedding and after, them strategising together (beautiful face AND BRAIN) !!!! so fulfilling. I was just in pain when they were in their angst era, their pining was chef's kiss too.
like you,I hope ppl give them a watch! but nevertheless they are THE couple for me and they still live in my mind rent free, so more gif coming >.<
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DAILY BRAINROT
Don't worry about taking your time with things! Life happens. /genuine
I am on a roll with angst lately. I'm getting fairly close to finishing 1 of the 2 WIPs in which I kill off Hyrule, and I'm already looking for excuses to kill him off again because I need to blow off steam and my oneshots usually don't get much longer than 2,000 words.
Anyway, I was thinking about that this afternoon and I had the realization that I could just adapt the plot of And Then There Were None by Agatha Christie and make an LU AU out of it. Long story short, it's about a bunch of people invited to an island vacation, and then they all get murdered one by one until there's no one left, and the police show up.
The most obvious issue is that 10 people die in the book and there's only 9 Links in LU, but I think I can make it work if I stretch things out a little. I could just kill off the entire chain, but I'm thinking about making it some kind of crack fic based off of Hyrule's dolls. In the book, there are 10 figurines representing each of the characters, so I could just replace them with his dolls and shuffle some details around so that instead of the killer systematically destroying the entire group, they just end up super confused because each day Hyrule rolls out of bed like nothing happened because as long as they're not using him to resurrect Ganon he doesn't really care. Although he will run out of dolls eventually, so I do have to work that bit out, but that's a problem for future me. :)
RE: Guidemarks AU Time & Mask I would assure you that nobody dies, but Mask is a ghost in this AU, and I'm not a liar. That said, I'm not planning to kill off anyone else permanently, and I do make it a point to write happy endings for my fics. Mask probably ends up staying with someone else at the end, but I haven't decided with whom. It really depends on which Links are able to interact with ghosts and how well Warriors and Time take the whole thing.
*kicks down the door* IM HERE IM ALIVE. SORRY MY BRAIN IS GOO AND READING HAS BEEN HARD FOR ME TODAY AN I WANTED TO MAKE SURE I COULD READ THE FULL BRAINROT BECAUSE THE BRAINROT KEEPS ME LIVIN’
OUGH rip Hyrule
i fucking love you. oh my god. oh my GOD!!!!!!!!!!!! you ever have the time to make that au, and my life is yours
ough……. that still makes me so sad 😭 the blorbos… oUgh
ANYWAYS I KNOW THIS WAS YESTERDAYS YAP BUT THANK YOU!!!!!!! I LOVE THESE SO MUCH, GENUINELY, I LOOK FORWARD TO EM EVERY DAY
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simon blackquill for ask game >:3
oh I am so unprepared uh *drops notes all over the place* hahaha I'm so normal abt him WHEEEEE let's go uhhhhh
- how I feel abt this character
feral. im climbing him like a tree and gnawing on his shoulders like a rabid beaver. can beavers be rabid? who cares I am one now. im shaking him in my mouth like a dog with a chew toy. im tucking him gently into bed with a kiss on the forehead. im forcing him to go to therapy. we're adopting a cat together next week.
- all the people I ship romantically with this character
me nahyuta, apollo, klavier, uendo
- my non-romantic otp for this character
athena! i love their ride-or-die friendship and they would definitely bully each other into taking care of themselves. fun hc I have for them is they can benchpress each other and they do it at the gym to intimidate people
- my unpopular opinion about this character
not sure I have one hdjskdjfjf most of my opinions abt him seem to be shared by plenty of ppl but hmm...okay yeah I've thought for several minutes and can't think of anything lol sorry hfjdjdj
- one thing I wish would happen/had happened with this character in canon
he and maya should meet. they could be unstoppable
- my otp
blackmadhi hdjkwkdkfkf altho justquill is a CLOSE second i never expected to get so feral abt them but holy shit. lol. but i was into blackmadhi before I even met either of them somehow so I think its safe to say the brainrot is more powerful there hdjekwkfjf. also I just love the parallels in their stories and I think that (after hatefucking in a janitors closet for a few weeks) they could get along really well. and everyone would hate them so much <3
- my crossover ship
I don't rlly do crossovers much so I have nothing for this one sadly 😭
- a headcanon fact
i will give several.
he has an extensive collection of bandannas for taka in different colors and patterns and one of these has miku on it because simon likes miku and athena got it for him. his build before his release from prison was actually pretty wiry and lean although muscled, but after he gets out and learns to take care of himself he fills out more and has a softer body though still fully able to pick people up and throw them through walls. see above hc about the gym. he's actually really good with kids bc he just treats them like mini adults and doesn't baby talk to them so they like him a lot. he has some sort of Gender Feeling but he doesn't feel the need to address it. he's cool w mainly he/him but throwing in a they or a random neopronoun will make him happy too. also he has a big di-[i am forcibly dragged from the stage kicking and screaming]
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trying to reorganize my life for new years
through the power of agile brainrot i'm doing a new thing for time tracking and i kind of want to share it here (especially since i don't have a real update for pigeon-splice like i wanted)
so last year i tried to figure out organizational methods for the stuff i had in my life because my current system - writing down weekly todos and then breaking those into daily tasks - wasn't really working, both in the short term (large tasks that need to be done during the day get kicked, forever) and long term (no tracking for long term projects with deadlines)
but then two things happened
i read up on agile stuff
i got put on a better release type of my meds and holy shit i am less wiaefrjueiwahjfdeioswAFHeouihf (and then got put back on the old version because of a miscommunication between docs and then put back on the new version, more on that later)
I'm not a big fan of kanban because i feel like in card form seeing all of the cards you have in your queue gets extremely overwhelming, especially if you dont have a good way of organizing them by tag (so really, i just hate trello).
but scrum. im in a deep love-hate relationship with scrum. Here's my understanding of scrum, which may not be entirely accurate, with commentary -
Sprint - a length of time where work is measured, usually 2 weeks - no comment, perfect length of time, love that
scrum points - how much work you think a task will take, which will help determine the amount of work you have planned for a sprint - this can get ambiguous depending on the work you do. What happens if something goes wrong? What happens if you need more information and need more time? I understand that there are many tasks that you can learn to estimate well, but at what point is a bad estimation due to your performance or outside factors?
burndown chart - how many scrum points you estimated vs how many you've actually done - this helps with the issue with points and i think its good in theory but also i really don't want a chart of how poorly im doing thats easily accessible by someone higher up in the food chain who might want to decide who to lay off
Sprint planning - a meeting where you plan what will be in a sprint - great. no commentary.
standup - a meeting with your team every day to discuss what you're working on - introspection is good but why do i have to tell my entire team this information every single day. i have an anxiety disorder
sprint review - discussing how the sprint went and how much you got done - good, great
sprint retrospective - basically the same as the review but with vibes - not sure why this is a different meeting but ok
Basically i like the idea of scrum and i really like the philosophy of its work tracking but i feel like the implementation of it in a team turns it into glorified micromanagement. But this is for personal use? Seems good, lets try it out
This still doesn't really help solve the long term project problem but for that i organized the year into financial quarters, like a completely normal person.
So for every quarter this year, i'm planning on having a set of quarter wide goals (duration measured in a month or more), a sprint level goal (duration of days - weekish), and a daily goal (should be as simple as possible).
My general goals for the year is get better at art to the point where i'm finally happy with it, get through all the craft supplies i've accumulated through the years, do big stupid projects, and get healthier i guess. This quarter I'm working on a big BD2 project, a couple of sweaters, a few art challenges, and cleaning my apartment. In the end, my breakdown for this looks like this:
Q1:
Quarter-wide
* BD2 Project
* Two sweaters
* 3 art challenges
* Deep Clean apartment
* Ramp up back to exercising regularly
* Get 6 pages into the pokemon cross stitch project
* Get 2 haircuts (usually i get 1.5 every 3 months...)
Every sprint
* Run 4 times
* Make 1 good painting
* Make 1 practice painting (Q1 emphasis on portraits)
* Make 1 jewelry set (necklace, or earrings, or whatever)
* Buy food
* Clean out previously cleaned parts of the apartment
Every day
* Draw a bird (practice painting)
For this sprint I'm about to start, Bidoof (I named my sprints after dinky pokemon), I have the following specific goals which may intersect with the list above:
Ooblets Painting
Carpenters Close To You Practice Painting
Ahmed Aldoori's 100 head challenge
Clear out my closets
Make a fish pendant and lil anchor earrings
Page 2 of the pokemon cross stitch
Make squares for the current sweater i'm making
"Wtf is LSDJ" and beg people to listen to what i come up with
Get the music plan into LSDJ
And for any tasks that I didn't finish, they either
get kicked to the next sprint, in this case Carbink
get obliterated to hell
so i have the flexibility sometimes to push things off if they're not working out. i have already kicked out a lot of the LSDJ stuff because last week i had to go back on my old meds so i had to transition to old antidepressants and then transition back again to the new antipressants and my brain didn't like that. but its fine, we're fine. help
I then have a todo list i make for the day in the morning and i try to grab whatever i can from the goals list.
and yeah. i hope this helps getting my stuff together for this year. i already feel more on top of things but that might just be the antidepressants so
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KICKS YOUR DOOR DOWN 🦵🚪 sophie mantra !!!! i shall make an academic comeback just you wait >ᴗ< i love you my fellow writers you’re all so amazing & i am in awe of your talent 🙇♀️✨ making cookies for all of you >:) no bc that’s literally how i feel talking to u rn like omg (when i finally have the time to reblog your works it might be hella obvious that it’s me … cover your eyes!!! screams.)
the mental responses!!! 😭 i am guilty of this too, especially with discord dms (apologies to my dear friends who i still haven’t gotten back to, will do that soon … #sleepyanoncore)
i finally got my writing juices back ^^) *slurp* 🧃and i am preparing to write a phainon longfic w/ actual outlining bc i am a “fuck-it-we-ball” person 🧍🏻♀️ it’s also a soulmates au which i am a sucker for. i told a few of my friends abt it & they loved the idea so they are the ones keeping me going otherwise i would’ve had a crash out over how long this might take me to write HAHA 😼 i will prevail !!!!
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stands ominously in the dust cloud 🌫️🧍♀️🌫️ SOPHIE MANTRA 🗣️🗣️i am actually the study/be an academic weapon subliminal u didnt know u were looking for until now ( •̀ ω •́ )✧ AND U WILL !! ur academic comeback will be legendary and i am sat here awaiting the good news 🧎♀️ PREACH TO THAT TOO 🙌🙌 we love u fellow writers never stop doing what ur passionate abt and ramble and write to ur hearts content we will always support u 🫵😩 hehe stop thats literally so sweet im gonna 😖😖 (for the sake of ur privacy my eyes will be covered !! i cannot see nor can i perceive 🥸)
LITERALLY ME TOO PLS 😭 late & mental responders solidarity 🤝 like my tumblr friends who have my discord and my irls are not spared from my delayed responses .... i am trying to be better.... pls forgive me for leaving u on delivered for so long u dont deserve that 😞
YIPPEE !! the best feeling is always finding ur rhythm for writing coming back esp after not having any motivation/ideas for a while !! sometimes u feel like a different person when all these words start appearing on the wip 😩 OMG. OMG ???? OMG !!!!!!!!! PHAINON LONGFIC AND ITS A SOULMATE AU ??? WE ALL CHEERED ╰(‵□′)╯ no bc soulmate aus..... my baby beloved trope u can never go wrong with those and they can do no wrong.... so much variation in the trope and u can really put ur own spin on it too 😩 also i relate so much with the "fuck-it-we-ball" mindset like !! planning? idk her 🤷♀️ hehe but i am so so glad its an idea ur happy with + ur friends support u with !! bouncing off the idea and finding new things to include will be so fun with the discussions and brainrots 🙂↕️ U WILL PREVAIL 🫵 do u know what type of soulmate au ur going to do? (i.e. red string, name written like a tattoo on the skin, not seeing colour until u meet ur soulmate, etc — only if u feel comfy saying ofc !!)
#omg a convo !?#💤 nonnie !!#HASHTAG SLEEPYCORE FR#we are just eepers... born to eep forced to lock in academically 😞#BUT AAAAA IM SO EXCITED FOR U WITH THE NEW WIP !!#it sounds delicious already knowing its phainon AND soulmate au !!#man... blade soulmate au fic u will be finished one day.... 2025 is the year i lock in and finish my wips trust....#<- basically me trying to finish my four blade wips 🧍♀️#actor!blade; soulmate!blade; fallen god!blade; cat dad bass player uni student former national fencer!blade.... u will be complete....
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