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colorless expression certainly is A Chapter, but you know what part of it really gets me? it's the kid at the end, on the very last page, who grabs one of the adults throwing rocks at vash as he flees, and pleads "stop it! vash isn't like that!" :') something something hate is learned, not innate, but also god, how much i wish vash had heard that kid
#trigun#trimax#trigunbookclub#wish i was as eloquent as many of you can be but alas mine only manifests in fics#i can't write an analysis or meta post to save my life#anyway crying over vash but what's new!#not actually following the bookclub but saw a post on my tl from someone who does and went to reread it sdfkjbn#bee talks
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thinking about jason and reyna joyriding. jason sticks his hand out to put on the roof of the truck and focuses really hard to eliminate wind resistance so they can go faster.
they drive until the tankâs nearly empty and only stop to fill up at the gas station. there they get slushies and gas station snacks. they get back into the camp truck and reyna asks âwhat if we just kept driving until we run out of gas? and what if we kept going after that. what do you think?â and jason smiles because smiling comes easy when reynaâs involved. he says âiâd like that.â and reyna starts up the truck and she thinks about it long and hard. her best friend is in the passenger seat humming along with the radio and she tells herself âthis time. this time for sure.â but they never do.
born a roman die a roman.
#lp.txt#praetors#if rick were smart he wouldâve let jason do some fun stuff with noise / sound and how it travels.#sorry irl has been hellish but take this microfic#love and light!#would love to actually end up writing a full one-shot soon for this because itâs been in my head for YEARS!#jason looking over at jasonâs profile and taking in the arch of his eyebrows and the way his buzzed head is beginning to grow in.#she knows every feature of his as well as her own. and she just looks at him like she hasnât thousands of times before. he might not love#her the way she wants but he does undoubtably love her. he never strays from her side. he follows her wherever she goes and heâll never go#where she canât follow. if this loyalty isnât love she doesnât know what love is.#and then the swap happens.#fic hell#* mine
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is there an algorithmic science behind memes and shitposts showing up in tags immediately but art and fics take literal days to show up?? and sometimes never do
#itâs not just with mine itâs with everyoneâs on this site#like#how does that even work LOL#actually curious bc idgi#apple babble đ#non fandom#sorta#like i follow certain tags religiously#but whenever someone posts art#it never shows up in the tags until days to weeks later#itâs so weird idk#what is the difference between memes and art/fics#like theyâre both either pics or text????
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FIVE! - C.K.
Synopsis. Five hours - itâs all it takes for Chosoâs baby fever to take over. After all, youâd look so pretty with his kid - five of them, in fact.
Pairing. Choso Kamo x ReaderÂ
Content. MDNI, fem! reader, established relationship, unprotected, brĂ©eding, Choso with rings + a tongue piercing, creampĂe, mentioned kids, cĂșmplay, he goes feraI, oraI (fem receiving), Itadori family shenanigans (mild spoilers for unc-kuna), overstĂm, fĂngering, pet names, swearing.
Word count. 5.9k
A/N. Will I ever write a Choso fic without the Itadori family? No absolutely not.
4:37PM.
âOoo, Cho can we check that place out?â
And, listen, just because Choso would give you the moon right along with his heart doesnât exactly mean heâs jumping with joy when he follows your gaze to that gaudy little shop tucked away in a corner of the mall. Flashing a loud, glittering sign reading, âFORTUNES: FIND YOUR FUTURE!â
Traitorous memories flash through his mind with each step you drag him closer. Of all those fortune shops heâd frequented years ago, trying to figure out whether youâd say yes to a date - before even thinking of actually asking you.Â
He wonât ask anything, Choso reassures, stepping through the heady, curtained doorway. Probably not anything, heâs musing, pulling out his wallet to pay for your session. Well, maybe some things, he concludes, eyeing the sprightly old woman that takes a seat opposite you two, peering down at her dramatically large glass ball on the table.Â
But that doesnât mean heâll-
âBabies.â
âHuh?â
âYes.â the woman gives a solemn nod. âFive of them.â
Both of you let out a squawk of surprise, much to the amusement of the fortune teller. And Choso can feel his palms getting sweaty against your own as he manages to croak out a low, disbelieving, âFive?â
All but toppling out of his seat in suspense as she takes a moment to scrutinize her orb once more. And, surely glass balls can glitch, right? Mix up fortunes or something? Because while he knows youâll be by his side in this life and every other one after - kids were a whole other responsibility that neither of you had talked about, yet.
At least, thatâs what Choso was trying to convince himself right before the woman lets out a thoughtful hum, âWell, you-â pointing a wisened, accusing finger right in his flushed face. â-want more - about eight - but, of course, your future wife says no.â Gesturing to your giggling figure, âHonestly, young man, learn to keep it in your pants, the poor dear!â
Shit, he was going to run away, do something to end up on the national news - and judging by the way you squeeze his hand, you could tell, too.Â
Subconsciously, Chosoâs eyes scan the wall for any hidden cameras, wondering what type of strange prank this was. It had happened once four years ago - and just-so-happened to be what made him give up and finally ask you out - but, hey, it made for a pretty great first date story, right?
Finding none, he sighs, barely opening his mouth to ask before she plows on, âAnd of course thereâs only so many your uncle can piggyback at once, right? No matter how much that grump says he doesnât like it.â
Right.
Of course.
Oh god, he thinks he could faint.Â
Choso doesnât dare say anything for the rest of the session, nor does he look directly in your eyes. Save for that one time to admire your delighted laugh when the fortune teller prattles on about how your kids will âfight his needy self for your attention.â
Not until the two of you are stepping back out into the too-bright mall, your fingers intertwined with his, voice sweet in his ear as you continue with your forgotten mission to find the good brownie mix for the family dinner tonight.Â
âEyes like yours and hair like mine.â You sigh, repeating what youâd heard mere minutes ago. Hooking a finger subtly into his belt loop, smirking, âSooo, five, huh? Youâre this worked up over that?â
âN-no.â Choso replies hastily, but the heavy gulp he takes is a dead giveaway he canât stop thinking about tiny combinations of the two of you running around. Face too-hot, hands jittery, brows furrowed as he decides for the second time in his life that, yeah heâs never stepping foot inside a fortune shop again.Â
You notice - of course, you do.Â
Especially when he pulls you into the nearest changing stall, knuckle-deep inside your drenched panties, rings cool against your cunt, lips kissing at your throat. Ignoring your teasing complaints about âgetting lateâ, despite how youâre letting him have his way.Â
He feels the vibration of your voice under his hot tongue, laughing - even when he gives your pretty clit a little pinch. âFive.â
And through it all, he canât help but think - hypothetically, of course, that he hopes they all have your laugh.
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7:16PM.
Honestly, the one thing that made the Itadori residence more of a home to Choso was having you there. Even when youâre standing with him outside the front door, letting out a sigh as you glare at your sad excuse for brownies.
âUgh, Cho, we totally burnt them.â you grumble up at your boyfriend. âYour dad is gonna hate it and Sukunaâs gonna make fun of me and-â
âSukuna can try.â Choso hits the doorbell once more, sure that the ruckus inside was too loud to even think over. âAnd he probably will.â Before turning back to your adorable pout, and ah he canât stop himself from cupping your face, smoothing over that furrow in your brow. He leans in to give your lips a chaste peck, âBut, heâs still gonna steal some. Nâ dadâll love it, and you already know gramps is gonna sneak in some even though his doctor told him not to.â Heâs getting out through kisses, pulling your giggling face closer to his. âAnd weâll be lucky to get any before Itadori inhales them.â
He ends his little speech with a slow, lingering kiss. Sliding his soft lips across your now much happier ones. Dancing a hand down to pull your hips closer, murmuring throatily, âNâ most of all, Iâm gonna love âem, baby.â
You gasp at the feeling of his long fingers pressing just at the hem of your panties through your dress, âYouâre- youâre too much.â You hiss, but it comes out more breathless than you intended. âBut, the brownies really are-â
Slam!
âYeah yeah, Jin, the brats are finally here, jusâ fucking on the porch!âÂ
If thereâs anything Chosoâs learned from all the times youâve had dinner with his family, itâs that 1. Yes, the brownies - as burnt and questionable as they were - will always turn out to be a hit in the Itadori household. 2. You were really, really too perfect for your own good, even amidst the chaos.Â
âOh no, let me.â you flash Jin a beaming smile, taking over the well cleared-out plates to the kitchen. Only to be followed by an enthusiastic Yuji almost tripping over his own feet to help you out.Â
âYou got a good one there.â Choso snaps out of his soft stare to whirl around at where his grandpa was seated next to him. He tips his head over to where you were chattering animatedly with the younger boy taking your load of dishes. âReal lovely. Though, the desert Iâm assuming you helped out with.â
Jin pipes up, âBah! I thought that liquorice was great.â
âThey wereâŠbrownies.â Face burning, he stammers, knowing full well that you were the one that forgot them in the oven. âAnd uh y-yeah, you got meâŠâ
And, of course, because itâs a family dinner, Sukuna has to lean over to rile him up. Interjecting teasingly, âThen you best wife that cute lilâ thing up before those baking skills of yours make âem run off nâ find someone that can bake.â He smirks devilishly, eyes flitting to the view of the kitchen, âAndâŠâ
âAnd?â
â-is fuckinâ great with kids, too.â
Several things happen at once - the words are barely out of Sukunaâs mouth before heâs being swatted over the head. Hard. After all, being the nicer of the two doesnât make Jin Itadori forget his roots as the older brother.
And Chosoâs jaw is dropping into a soft oh! Not at the unusual display of strength, no, instead it was at the heavenly scene before him.
He swears, the lights grow just a bit brighter and the world becomes a little rosier at the sight of you teaching an eager Yuji the correct way to scrub strainers. Gently guiding the boy until that confused furrow between his brow disappears. âYeah, just a bit more on the side and youâre done!â
He gives you a very soapy high-five, âYouâre literally a lifesaver, Kugisaki was just making fun of me for this the other day.â Moving onto the rest of the workload, ââCanât do shitâ gonna show her, seriously. Thank you mom- uh-â
Yuji freezes. You freeze. And it seems that everyone in the world mightâve frozen, except for Sukuna who was still rubbing that bump on his head.Â
And you, of course, promptly cutting off the flurry of apologies that looked like they were about to burst from Itadoriâs lips. Smiling at the flustered boy softly, âWellâŠgood job, Yuji.â you bump his hip. âAnd now onto the blender.â
âAW, MAN.â
Suddenly, everything was normal again. Except for Choso - definitely not Choso.Â
Mom?Â
So utterly, completely not Choso when everyoneâs still talking downstairs, and heâs not. Making some cheap excuse about a âbathroom breakâ, which really didnât explain why he covertly drags you behind him by the hand. All but shoving you into his childhood bedroom, shutting the door as quietly as he could without alerting anyone of your tryst.Â
âCh-Cho-â you squeal when he pushes you against the wall, dropping down to his knees with a fervor that makes you wince. But if it hurt, then Choso doesnât show it - doesnât show anything but pure need when he bunches your dress up at your waist. Soft tongue darting out to glide along your drenched slit, âWhatâs gotten- hngh- into you?â
The only response you get is a murmured growl of something you canât bother deciphering. And he doesnât give you any other, either - sluggishly nudging away your panties to admire your glistening cunt.Â
So close. Just hovering over your puffy folds, smiling at the way they only get wetter at his hot breath, âFive.â
Too close. Glossy pink lips falling slack to wrap around your clit and-
KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK!
Though, it was more of a bang. And an even louder voice from outside, âOI, you brats better be decent, gramps found some dusty old albums nâ wants you two down.â
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9:02PM.
âAwww, this is from his first fight with Yuji- yes, Choso so what if I took a picture?â Jin excitedly points to a photo on the page, âYuji was the one with a bruise, but Choso was the one bawling.â
You titter at the glossy picture, a confused-looking Yuji as a toddler, being smothered by his older brother in a hug - big, fat tears running down his pouty cheeks. Adorable. And somehow that encounter with the fortune teller today rings in your mind - wonder if your kids would have those same eyes?
âAs cute as ever, huh?â your gaze dances across all the gems of childhood on the page.Â
âDisagreed.â Sukuna leans over, no matter how much heâd like to pretend he wasnât interested in these albums. âLook how attached the lilâ anklebiter used to be.â A painted nail pokes at one of Choso on his uncleâs shoulders, tiny fists happily gripping onto pink hair - much to his disgruntlement. âAnd then I look over at him now and-â He glances over at the man in question, very much unamused. âWell. Thatâs disappointing.â
Choso rolls his eyes, âWhatâs disappointing is how youâre this old but still canât find a-âÂ
âOoo look this is from when heâd run away during bath time!â
That album is snatched so fast out of Jinâs hands that you wonder whether it might just be your imagination. But you look over at a red-faced Choso, seeing him hold it way above your heads. Muttering out a hasty, âI think thatâs enough photo time.â
Amidst the collective groans of disappointment - even Sukuna lets out a low huff, you hadnât gotten to those ugly matching Halloween costume pictures yet - only Yuji speaks up, âDo you think Iâd be like that, too?â
Sukuna scoffs, âWhat? An emo bastard? Might just work out for ya, kid, the dumbass look isnât doing you any favors.â
Yuji juts his chin in indignance, âNo- we already have Fushiguro for that.â Tilting his head over to the album still tight in Chosoâs clutches. âDo you think your kids would like me? Would I be that cool favorite family member?â
âNo way, brat. Itâll be me.â
Chosoâs grandpa also chimes in as well, âHuh? No, Iâd be the favorite.â
âGramps-â
âSays who?â
âDISRESPECT TO YOUR ELDERS!â
âHey!â Everything turns to Choso, startled at his sudden outburst. Tension crackling as he pokes a thumb at his chest, âIâd be their favorite. For all five of them.â
And you knew a fist or two to be thrown, hell, you half-expected the album to be used as some type of weapon. Because before you knew it, Sukuna was on Yuji, and both Yuji and Choso were on Sukuna. Falling to the floor in a tangled pile while his grandpa sat on the sidelines, chanting an elated, âFight! Fight! Fight!â
Ah, itâs times like this that you wonder how Jin Itadori really had the patience. Because with all the grace that was lacking in the current scuffle on the living room floor, he claps his hands loudly. âAlright. Perhaps Chosoâs right, thatâs enough photo time for tonight.â He plucks the album out of a dazed Choso still gripping onto it, before moving to walk out. âAnd for the record-â Flashing you all a devious smile which suddenly had you remember that shit, him and Sukuna were twins, after all. â-Iâd be the favorite.â
The arguments that followed were ones you had to record on your phone to giggle at later. And, yet, through it all, the only thing you could truly focus on were Chosoâs words - all five of them.
Fuck. You were truly, irrevocably so fucked, and one sideglance at the pretty pink blush burning at the tips of Chosoâs ears told you he wasnât faring any better.Â
You jolt when his hand wraps around your waist - nothing out of the ordinary - but what was was the way he strayed past their usual perch at your hip, trailing slightly above to just caress your stomach. Something so electric in those eyes when they catch yours briefly.Â
All five of them, huh?
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9:37PM.Â
SLAM!
âCho, whyâd you-â
âShut up.â
You donât know whatâs hitting you first - his lips crashing against yours, or the realization that this was Choso. Dark eyes half-lidded, skin burning, breaths heaving with the fervor he was drinking you in with.Â
âWhat-â you yelp when he pulls away lazily to suck on your lower lip. âWhat got-â Only to come clashing back down again, drawing out all the air in your lungs as he blindly shoves the two of you against the nearest wall. âWhat got into you this- mmpf-â And again itâs like Choso didnât want you to talk - could bare another word in your sweet voice for fear of poking some deep, visceral part of himself awake.Â
This time, not even daring to break the kiss, he pants into your open mouth, âShut up.â So bruisingly sloppy, âPlease.â
And oh he was so very determined to have it that way, because all you can do is let out breathless gasps when his hands dance down your body. Handling you so rough with the way he snaps the neckline of your cute lilâ dress, kneading your breasts, your hips. Everywhere and anywhere he could reach until he makes his way down to cup your already-damp cunt through your panties. â-because tonight mâgonna have her talking.â
Choso pushes his hips against yours with a strained grunt. Lips curling into a sinful leer when all you can do is gasp at the outline of his thick erection through his pants. Grinding down onto his palm subconsciously, dragging your sloppy pussy.Â
âShit.â Choso immediately brings his hand up to admire - now all glistening with a sheen of your syrupy slick. Looking you right in your glassy eyes as he pops a wet finger into his mouth. His own rolling to the back of his head, âOh shit.â
Oh, he was going to enjoy this. So very, very much.
âTurns outâŠâ he trails off, cutting himself off by dropping to his knees. Hard. Large hands groping your ass closer to his greedy mouth, â-she says we got some unfinished business.â
You whine when Choso hooks an index underneath the mound of your drenched panties sliding it along your puffy folds. All the way up until he was nudging at your pretty clit, then down, down, down until you were just coating his fingers.Â
âNgh- Cho-â your knees weaken, when his hot breath hits your pussy. And he notices - of course he does. Circling his muscled arms around your legs to hold you up, âOh my god sâtoo much.â
Too much? Heâs barely even getting started. And he tells you that - slurs it between his sharp canines biting down on the thin fabric of your panties. He tugs with his teeth, âMâgonna- fuck you smell so heavenly- mâgonna ruin you.âÂ
You whimper in disbelief. Knowing he was too entranced with your cunt to tease you again, you mewl, âWh-whatâs got you this- fuck- worked up, Cho?â
The only response you get is a throaty growl - like the mere idea of the answer to that has Choso losing his sanity.Â
And, honestly he feels like heâs lost it already. Instead, taking his time to watch the way your slick beads through the see-through fabric with each passing second. Breaths coming out in little puffs as he pulls your panties back every-so-slightly and-
âFuck!â
And then heâs pulling - ripping your poor panties to shreds. Cock twitching wildly at the strings of slick connecting your pussy to the fabric. Mouthwatering.Â
Your panties lay in tatters on the floor. The cold air hitting you right along with his steady stream of saliva. Once. Twice. Smearing it across your folds with his thumbs as Choso repeats a single, jagged whisper, âFive.â
But you barely even have the time to register his response before heâs diving nose-deep into your dripping cunt. You donât even know if he took the time to breathe - hell, he was kissing your puffy folds like he didnât need to breathe.Â
âShouldnât have taken me to ngh- that fortune shop.â his lips mesh sloppily with yours. âShouldnât have gone to dinner, too.â Licking down your folds, the cold metal of his piercing making your head spin. âFuckkk we shouldnât have. Ohhh we shouldnât have- â
He canât help but let out a guttural, fucked-out little grunt at the sight. Looking right up into your glassy eyes as the tip of his nose bumps against your throbbing clit. On purpose.Â
You buck your hips deeper into his pretty face, mewling. âO-oh. Fuck- fuck fuck fuck-â Letting him lick so filthily all over your clit - your folds - just barely dipping into your hole like he couldnât decide. And it finally sets in that just maybe you werenât getting off easy this time. âFive?â
And fuck you can feel the way Choso grins against your pussy, wrapping his now-glossy lips around your clit to suck so harshly.
âMhmmm.â he moans, cheeks hollowing as he tugs on your poor, ravaged clit. Rolling his tongue - the ball of his piercing - right across the sensitive bud in just the way he knew you liked. âShouldnât have put those thoughts in my head, baby.â
Oh.
Oh, shit. Five.Â
You definitely werenât making it out alive today.
The same sentiment seems to ring in Chosoâs pussydrunk head as he pulls away with a lewd squelch to grin up at you. So fucking pretty with his eyes miles away, hair messily framing his smudged eyeliner. Lips all puffy and glistening, your slick covering the lower half of his face, his chin - some even on his jaw like Choso was trying to get messy on purpose. âYa finally got it, baby? I could feel her gettinâ wetter.â
You did. How could you not?
You jump when Choso reattaches his lips, this time bullying his tongue past your folds, into that first, feeble ring of resistance. Stretching out your sopping entrance on his tongue in persistent, rough pushes. âSeems she hngh- really likes the idea, hm? Of me breeding this lilâ cunt?â he moans, muffled with the way he was thrusting his tongue deeper and deeper with each second. Roaming for those cute sensitive spots he knew so well, âNâ who am I to say no to the fuck- mother of my kids?â
âThere! Oh my god there-â you cry when his piercing just hits at your g-spot. âI-I thought you ngh- didnât want kids, Choââ
As if to prove you wrong, Chosoâs only curling his tongue deeper into your walls. Squeezing past your walls to fuck you exactly the way he wanted to with his aching cock right now. Hitting that magic spot again and again and-
âOh yeah? Seems-â Like he was fucking addicted, Choso surges forward again. And again. And again and again so deep that you could feel the curve of his chin, each and every movement of his jaw. âSeems the last five hours were a bit- eye-opening. Fuck- youâre squeezinâ me sâfucking- mmf- tightâ
And it was true - your walls were milking Chosoâs tongue so hard you half-lucidly wondered whether it didnât hurt. Whether his tongue wasnât cramping up at this point, lips aching.Â
But if they did, then Choso acted the exact opposite. Nails leaving neat little patterns on the plush of your hips as he makes you ride his face harder.Â
âCho!â you buck your hips wildly when that wasnât enough for your needy boyfriend either. Big, fat tears of overstimulation rising up to your eyes when he swipes his thumb across your pulsing clit. Rings cold against your cunt when he starts to draw urgent, messy little circles in time with his tongue.âOh fuck-âÂ
âFive.â heâs spitting into your cunt when your thighs start trembling beside his head. Jaw sagging open so lewdly as he gets faster - sloppier. Fuck any rhythm or reason. âFive.â he moans, sounding as strained as you felt - as taut as a tightrope right now with each drag of your sloppy cunt over Chosoâs ravenous mouth. Greedier - letting your slick run all the way down his wrist now with how messy he was getting. âFive.â he whispers, when you finally cum.Â
And shit, youâre such a vision when you do. Tears springing to your eyes, fingers tightening on Chosoâs hair. Letting out such cute sobs of his name, hips moving out of control all over his mouth while he still pulls and pushes his tongue into your gummy walls. Fucking you so obscenely through your high.Â
âYeah? You all done with the first one, baby?â he rasps, giving your sensitive cunt one, last peck at your delirious nod - and another extra, just to watch you squirm. âThen-â Choso does the same up your body, pressing his lips to your stomach, â-you can-â the valley of your breasts. â-take responsibility.â
Thatâs all it takes for Choso to easily throw you onto his sculpted shoulders like some ragdoll. Taking long, urgent steps towards the nearest flat surface - that just so happened to be your couch.Â
âCho- slow-â you squeal when he throws you onto the cushions. â-down.â
And he does anything but. Barely paying attention to your zipper when he pulls off whateverâs left of your dress, throwing it god-knows-where behind him. âIâll buy you a new one when we go pregnancy shopping.â
Choso lets out a long, strained groan when he unbuckles your bra. âGonna be so pretty as a mama.â Large, soft hands coming to knead and guide your pretty nipples into his mouth, âGonna be- fuck- so pretty with these all full.âÂ
And you can only watch, jaw-dropped, as Choso sucks on your tits. Eyes rolling to the back of his head with how harsh he was - as if he was trying to get out milk. Needing to feel it - to taste it on his tongue.Â
âAnd this- oh this-â A hand sneaks its way down to splay out over your stomach. Pressing down, hard. âSo round and full with my kid.â He manages to grit out over the metal clinking of his belt, âTheyâll look at you and all theyâll see is me.â He pauses, feeling something crinkle in his pocket - a shiny condom. One that Choso chucks along with your dress, âFuck, theyâll see me. Know how I ruined you. Me me me me-â
Fuck-Â
Youâre so caught up in Chosoâs sinful little mutters that you barely even noticed heâd pull down his pants - just enough for his rock-hard erection to spring free. And he looked so painfully hard, such an angry red at his weeping tip, leaking all the way down, down, down those prominent veins.Â
Twitching upwards at the mere sound of your voice, âWhy donât you p-prove it then, Cho?â
You broke him. You were sure you broke him.Â
The words have barely left your lips before Chosoâs fist is squeezing at the drenched base of his cock. Angry. Desperate.Â
All but cumming on the spot when he glides his fat head along your slit - letting your cunt drool all over him before-
âF-fuck-â
âShhh baby, I know I know.â his mouth crashes against yours in a messy, open-mouthed kiss. Sucking on your tongue while he bullies his massive cock into your snug cunt. Inch by fucking inch. And whateverâs remaining of Chosoâs sanity knows he should slow down, let you breathe, maybe stretch you out more - but how could he when he physically canât. âFuck- too- too good. God, I have t-to do this more often.â
Your raw cunt too heavenly that he genuinely canât stop his hips from splitting you apart deeper, from spreading your thrashing legs so far apart it burned.
From feeling the way youâre torn between taking more and flattening your feet to push away- Letting out a strangled groan, âNo no no no no- donât you take this pussy away. How else will I breed her?â He runs his delirious mouth, strong arms just dragging you across the couch back onto his mean cock. âNeed this- need this so bad. Fuck-â Choso throws his head back as your cunt sucks up his leaky tip. â-oh god think mâgonna die if I donât get to breed this pretty pussy. To give her my kid.â
Pushing in small, sharp jabs to bully himself inside, having your puffy folds bulge so obscenely around his cock. Quivering and struggling to take him all. Not even a quarter of the way in yet he was pushing in and out in and out in and-
âOh- please-â you claw down his toned back, his waist, onto the biceps that were pushing your knees up for easier access, all the way until they were at your tits. Folding you into a tight mating press, âChoââ
Ah, that little nickname always did things to him. And Choso nuzzles the crook of your neck gently - the exact opposite of his hips, leaving faint, dark streaks of eyeliner on your skin. âWhat is it? What do you hngh- want, baby? Iâll give ya anything.â
And maybe you were a mastermind. Maybe you were an idiot. Because you hum into his ear, sending goosebumps rising down your boyfriendâs spine, âWanâ five of them.â
If you thought you broke him before then you fucking ruined him now.
Because in one, harsh thrust heâs bottoming out - feeling like he was pushing all the way into your lungs, your hazy brain. And the stretch - fuck. You could feel each and every dip and curve of Chosoâs girth, thrumming against your plushy walls. Still pushing inside you despite bottoming out, stretching you out like such a slut.Â
It was all Choso could do to echo, over and over like some type of mantra. âFinally- Five, huh? Five- Fuck!â Leaving little bruises on your thighs from spreading them apart so hard. âGonna give you five- fuck- five.â
Each word was punctuated by a long, mean thrust, not daring to reel back until Choso could feel his fat head kiss your poor cervix, and his heavy balls smack against your ass.Â
It was starting to take a toll on your ability to speak in coherent sentences - as expected, of course.Â
âOh- ngh- Cho, sâtoo deep. Too- ah-â you blubber tearily, heels digging into his shoulders. And he only fucks you harder into the couch. Bouncing you so rough on his swollen cock.Â
âToo deep?â Choso mutters, sounding genuinely surprised. As if to confirm for himself, he trails up a hand to feel for where he knew he was leaving loving little marks on your cervix. Pressing down. âHow are ya- hah- how are ya gonna let me breed this cute cunt if even this is too deep, huh?â
You donât have the ability to answer even if you wanted to - because Choso starts to toy with your still-sensitive clit. Sending flashes of white-hot pleasure with each roll of his ringed thumb over it. Tiny, incessant circles.
He coos over your lewd ah! ah! ah! âAwww. My baby canât s-speak anymore?â. The curve of his dick fucking you so dumb, massaging your tight walls, hitting sweet spots you didnât even know you had. âSâalright, jusâ let me hah- take care of it, okay? Jusâ let me paint this oh- heavenly pussy white.â Chosoâs knees dig into the cushion as he angles his hips ever-so-slightly to hit that one-
âFuck! Oh fuck- Choââ
Found it.
âCâmon, baby.â Choso moans into the valley of your breasts, hips out of control now. Free hand coming up to squish your cheeks together, forcing you to peer into his dark gaze. âL-look at me. Fuck- look at the future father to your kids.â
All while his thick tip hit your g-spot over and over and-Â
And oh how he loved how fucked-out you looked already. Capable of only giving him bleary, cockdrunk heart-eyes as he milks himself on your sloppy cunt. He couldnât think straight - doesnât think heâs been able to since five hours ago.Â
Since heâs been wrecked with thoughts of how heâd do their hair and youâd pick them up from school. And how Yuji would be the best uncle and- Fuck, how he wanted those five kids with you - maybe even more-Â
âMore?â you gasp. And Choso lets out a guttural groan when you clench so sinfully around him in surprise. Fucking you so filthy, âM-more kids?â
Choso only drawls out a low, âMhmmmm.â Pinching your clit faster between two fingers to shut up those cute whines because shit- he could cum from just how tight you were squeezing him. But refuses to before the mother of his kids. âYa donâ ngh- wanâ me to? Donâ want me to fuck a baby into you?âÂ
Youâre crying out harder when he speeds up. Rocking your sloppy cunt so harshly, making sure your poor pussy will remember him for a long, long time. Just trying - needing - to make himself cum. To fill you up with his seed till you canât take it anymore. âI- ngh- do!â
And it takes everything in Choso to pull away from your ravaged tits, connecting his sweaty forehead with yours. Whispering, âHow many?â
âAs- fuck-â
âMhm?â
âAs many as you want- hngh-â
Thatâs all it takes for Chosoâs body to bow, teeth digging in right above that rapid pulse on your neck so hard you wondered whether it drew blood. Hips stuttering, giving your sensitive spot one last, harsh kiss.
This time, when you cum you see white flashes behind your eyes - or maybe that was just Choso. Because the sight of you falling apart on his dick was all it takes for him to as well. Hard. Almost painfully so.Â
Eyeliner running down his cheeks now with each thick, hot rope of seed he was filling your snug cunt up with. Those cushions below the two of you the last thing on his mind right now as he holds your trembling hips still, fucking his cum deeper and deeper.
The hand on your stomach pushes down, watching awe-struck at how your bloated cunt just coats him in cum. Dribbling down the side of your puffy folds, forming a creamy ring at his base.
âOh!â your jaw falls slack at how animalistic it felt. At how slutty your overfilled pussy felt, drooling all down your legs - and his. Onto Chosoâs painfully squeezing balls as he fucks you like an animal. Again. And again and-
Again. He was speeding his hips up again.Â
Then itâs like something snaps - Chosoâs restraint, your sanity, and the couch. Fuck, his hips were so harsh that the couch was sagging entirely too much on your end.
This time, wrangling your legs around Chosoâs waist, lifting your limp body up into Chosoâs arms before you can react - squirming at the way he still doesnât bother to pull out. Letting your cum gush all the way down his still-hard dick.Â
Hands spreading your puffy folds apart, making such a mess of cum down below as he drags himself across your walls. Like he was marking you from the inside out - and he was.
âDidnât think we were ngh- done, did you?â Chosoâs lips graze your swollen ones. âAfter all, I did promise five.â Softly pooling a stray tear onto his tongue, piercing burning into your heated skin. âNâ we gotta practice for that, too, right?â
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âThe photo albums, really? Honestly, dad, you might as well have just gone and just outright told them.â
The older man only waves a hand dismissively, turning back to his favorite late-night show, âIâm not getting any younger here. Nâ Iâd like to see some grandkids before I see the pearly gates.â
Jin only sighs, but doesnât disagree - after all, he couldnât deny his father what he himself has been dreaming about ever since Choso finally plucked up the courage to actually ask you out. Yet he persists, âBut honestly, Sukuna - you were teasing him a bit too much.â
Sukuna grunts, âTeasing? What teasing?â Crossing two big arms across his chest, âFrom the way they ran outta here, I suspect he should be thanking me.â
âWell, the true MVP - as the kids say - is this one-â Grandpa Itadori points at a rather oblivious Yuji. âReal nice improv to the plan, kid.â
Who only shakes his head before looking around the room for any answers, âHuh, wait. What plan? Did I miss some plan?â
âAhem- no. Nothing.â Jin coughs, swiftly moving along the conversation above Yujiâs confused protests about what secret plan there was and why. âBut, really, it should be that fortune teller you hired, Sukuna. Bit over-the-top honestly, but Choso was telling me all about her and you mustâve gotten a real convincing actress.â
Rolling his eyes, âHuh, I didnât hire her, I thought that was the olâ manâs work?â
âNow why would I go looking for actresses, my wife would just haunt me from the grave.â
The silence that follows is a heavy one as it slowly dawns upon everyone in the room - except for a still-floundering Yuji - that this was in no way a creative improvisation to the aforementioned plan. Not at all, really.
Oh.Â
Wow. FiveâŠreally?!
âGUYS WHAT WAS THE PLAN?â
A/N. This got wayyyyyy longer than I expected lmao.
Plagiarism not authorized.
#choso x reader#choso smut#choso x you#jjk x reader#jjk smut#jjk x you#choso kamo x reader#choso kamo smut#choso kamo x you#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen smut#jujutsu kaisen x you#jjk#jjk fic#jujutsu kaisen#choso#tonywrites#choso kamo
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Probably gonna end up rereading ITNL b4 I finish chapter 8 bc hfkshfjd I've been reading other vashwood fic again,,,, whoops
#speculation nation#that whole Muddle The Characterization worry of mine#above all else i strive for internal consistency with my writing#of course i try to stay true to actual canon characterizations as much as possible#but if events in my fics change what the canon characterization would be. i just follow what feels most natural.#and thus why i worry more about internal consistency than canon consistency.#bc above all else im writing a story. whether it matches completely with canon doesnt matter as much.#and thus why me reading fic with other blips of characterization leads to a potential conflict with my own internal consistency#ive been reading other fic in the first place bc i havent had time or concentration to write#which i knew would b the case (aka why i warned of taking longer for the next chapter than previous ones)#bc my girlfriend is here lol so im not worrying about writing rn.#but during downtime ive been reading. and it's great. but it does mean im gonna have to reread my own fic.#remind myself of what's been happening so i have my internal consistency down straight.#the good thing is 28k is SOOOO much easier to reread than 500k. lmao.#it'll get harder and harder to reread itnl as time goes on. but it's still not the 500k of discacc lmaoo
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â ËïœĄâౚà§Ë Close To You
â„ masterlist
â„ pairing: oscar piastri x lily zneimer x f!singer!webber!reader
â„ synopsis: as the daughter of mark webber you got to know oscar piastri pretty quick and soon enough the two of you were dating. no one had known that you both were also dating lily, leading everyone to believe the leaked pictures of her and Oscar was evidence he was cheating on you. they couldnât have been more wrong
â„ smau - fc: gracie abrams - none of the pictures are mine
â„ warnings: swearing and hate comments !!!
â„ a/n: my first poly fic! ty to bestie liz and cleo for hyping me up <3
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y/n.webber channel that sad energy into a song queen
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user8 hope you're doing well đ
user3 ilyy
user6 pls shes so unserious đ
user5 that's so real
user9 wait so did her and her boyfriend break up?
user2 I'm pretty sure. everyone's been speculating it and they haven't been seen together in a long time
user1 is she making a new album ???
user10 liv and tay in the likess đ«¶
user7 I still can't believe she's mark's daughter omggg
user12 those family genetics đ
user2 we love you <3
â§Ë °. Ęâ âč . ĘË . Ęâ§âË . Ęâ âč . ĘË . ĘË°â§
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y/n.webber cut my hair in the way that i've wanted
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user9 change my number and bury my wallet !!!
user8 augusta <3
user12 LOVE
mclarenf1 we'll see you at the GP
y/n.webber <3
user10 shut up y/n is gonna be there?
user6 I thought she had a concert that day?
user1 @/user6 she has one the night before :)
user5 no bc how is she so pretty
user13 oscar in the likes đ
user7 GORGEOUS
â§Ë °. Ęâ âč . ĘË . Ęâ§âË . Ęâ âč . ĘË . ĘË°â§
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f1gossip mark, y/n, and oscar are ready for the australian grand prix
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y/n.webber @/aussiegrit I'm starting to think you like Oscar more than me :(
oscarpiastri he does â€ïž
yourusername đ
user8 now kiss
user14 enemies to lovers
user4 my favorite australian trio
user1 why'd he have to shave his beard đ
user9 THE CAT
user2 oscar and mark pookie off
user10 everyone pray for an oscar home race podium
user3 đŻïžoscar home race win đŻïž
â§Ë °. Ęâ âč . ĘË . Ęâ§âË . Ęâ âč . ĘË . ĘË°â§
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y/n.webber date night <3
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user7 I love how she doesn't even have to tell us she's dating oscar because we all just know
user9 THEM WATCHING TANGLED đđ«¶
user3 oscar getting her lilies :')
y/n.webber actually I got him lilies
oscarpiastri đ§Ą
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user4 this is the cutest shit I've ever seen
user1 mark in the likesss looks like oscar has the stamp of approval
â§Ë °. Ęâ âč . ĘË . Ęâ§âË . Ęâ âč . ĘË . ĘË°â§
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oscarpiastri lando crashed our date
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landonorris I did not "crash" your date I just happened to be there.
oscarpiastri as if you didn't follow us
y/n.webber @/landonorris you LITERALLY crashed into the back of my kart
mclarenf1 lando we talked about your internet stalking problem.
user8 PLEASE đ
user6 why'd they have to call him out like that đ
user2 the admins are my favorite part of the f1 cinematic universe
-A Few Months Later-
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y/n.webber The Secret Of Us is out now! The songs on this album are a collection of my life these past few months and Iâm so excited to share them with you all. Special thank you to @/aarondessner and @/taylorswift I love you both đ
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user1 I hope she rips oscar to shreds
user7 y/n better than revenge era
user9 !!!
user3 girl you can do so much better than o***r
user12 I'm so ready to scream and cry to this
user2 I cannot believe he cheated on her
user16 out of all the guys on the grid OSCAR?!?!
user11 kitten I'll be honest I'm still not over good riddance đ
user8 LMAO
user9 so true đ
user15 hyped af for the taylor collab
user16 the fact that she's the daughter of mark, the man who supported him since day one and he STILL cheated on her is CRAZYY
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â§Ë °. Ęâ âč . ĘË . Ęâ§âË . Ęâ âč . ĘË . ĘË°â§
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y/n.webber throwback to my time at last year's era's tour. I'm so glad to be back đ©·
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taylorswift were so glad to have you <3
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oliviarodrigo miss youuu
yourusername I miss you too babes
user9 "and you knew my last love let me down" OSCARRRRAHHH
user7 AND I BET HES AT HER PLACE RIGHT NOW
user10 I'm so excited to see you
user16 he fumbled so hard
user4 we love you <3
â§Ë °. Ęâ âč . ĘË . Ęâ§âË . Ęâ âč . ĘË . ĘË°â§
â§Ë °. Ęâ âč . ĘË . Ęâ§âË . Ęâ âč . ĘË . ĘË°â§
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y/n.webber I understand that, without my agreement, @/f1gossip put out a post a week ago that said Oscar Piastri was cheating on me. This is wrong and I am in a happy relationship with both Oscar and Lily. He did not cheat on me.Â
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lilyzneimer I love you đ©·
y/n.webber I love you more
user7 đš
user1 I'm not even sure what to say
user12 I'm so sorry oscar we weren't familiar with your game đ
user3 I-
user6 in true bi panic fashion
user4 FUCK đ
user19 everyone say sorry Oscar
user2 sorry oscar
user5 we're sorry Oscar :(
user13 WE DIDN'T KNOW WE SWEAR
user10 sorry Oscar đ
user21 đđđ
user23 the @ is such a boss bitch move
user8 saying sorry to Oscar online isn't enough I need to revoke my statements in a court of law
user7 same
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y/n.webber my loves đ©·
lilyzneimer đ©ââ€ïžâđâđ©
user7 my favorite throuple
user23 as if you weren't hating on oscar yesterday
user7 and I am deeply ashamed
user12 we said we're sorry :(
user6 yea oscar x lily x y/n are cute but wheres mark x fernando x taylor
user9 as in swift? đ
user6 yes.
alexandrasaintmleux you three are so cute
y/n.webber <3
#đđđ'đ đđđđđ ౚà§#oscar piastri x reader#oscar piastri x you#oscar piastri x y/n#oscar piastri imagine#oscar piastri fanfic#oscar piastri fluff#oscar piastri smau#op81 x you#op81 x reader#op81 x y/n#op81 fluff#op81 fic#op81 smau#oscar piastri x lily zneimer x reader#lily zneimer x reader#lily zneimer#wag x reader#f1 poly#f1 poly fic#f1 fanfic#f1 fic#formula 1 fanfic#formula 1 fic#formula one fanfic#formula one fic#f1 smau#f1 social media au
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Wasn't actually going to do a part 2 to this mafia!Price x pregnant reader drabble but a few people requested it so ...
I don't think this will be a long fic or a series or anything but if anyone has by particular requests for scenes, let me know!
You take the table's orders quickly and almost trip getting away from them.
John follows you immediately, of course, but if you can just get to the kitchen, he won't be able to follow you.
Or so you think.
The doors don't have time to swing shut behind you before they burst open again and you feel a hand on your waist, spinning you around to face him.
"You're taking your break," he tells you.
"I can't yet, I have tables. And-"
You see your manager approaching and brace yourself for the tirade.
"Sir, you can't be in h-"
He stops when he gets a proper look at John.
"Oh. Um, is there a problem, sir? Or some way I can-"
"She's taking her break," John tells him, jerking his thumb at you. Your manager just nods mutely and John takes your hand, leading you out the back entrance.
"Beat it," he tells the line cook, smoking by the bins. The man slinks back inside without a word.
As soon as you're alone, John shepherds you against the wall, arm on either side of you so you're walled in.
"It's mine?" he asks and you try not to be offended. It's a fair question, you suppose. You just nod, looking at your shoes. He tilts your chin up so you're looking at him. You can't read the look on his face.
"Finish your shift. I'll wait."
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He takes you home, makes the others take a cab wherever they're going, and just gives you a look when you suggest you can take the bus.
He also insists on walking you inside. Your face warms at the way he's analysing your apartment building. When you hold the door to your place open for him, he rubs his hand along the doorframe, studying the lock, heads straight for the windows to do the same once he's inside.
"We'll need to get you moved out of here," he says when he finally turns around. You raise your eyebrows.
"Is that right?" you ask. If he notices the sarcasm, he doesn't comment.
"Mmmhmm. Could get the lads to pack up your stuff for you, handle the movin'. We could have it done tonight"
"And where do you suggest I go?"
John smiles and sidles towards you.
"I could think of a few places," he says, raising his eyebrows. You huff a laugh.
"Hmm. But there's nothing wrong with my apartment."
John just hums.
"Not a good area," he tells you.
You start to feel your temper rise a little.
"Think whatever you want of the area; You don't get to walk in here and tell me-"
"Well I am telling you darlin'. I know these parts and 'round here isn't a good place for a girl like you."
"A girl like me?" you ask flatly, crossing your arms. You force yourself not to move away from him as he gets in your space. You can smell him from here, the scent of his cologne, and doesn't that bring back memories.
He leans down so he's looking into your eyes properly.
"A good girl," he says.
You snort and turn away.
"Does that line usually work for you?"
In a second, you feel his hands on your waist, pulling you back against a hard chest.
"Worked before, didn't it?" His voice is raspy in your ear.
"You didn't mind being my good girl the last time we spoke, did ya, sweetheart? Or can you only be good when you're stuffed full?"
He presses harder against your back and you can feel the length of him now.
"'Cause I can help you with that, love, just you say the word."
You pull away, turn to look at him, with your chest heaving.
"Place like this could be dangerous for a girl like you," John says and it sounds like a warning.
"Aren't men like you what makes places like this dangerous?" you whisper.
He steps towards you again, slower this time, puts a hand on your hip. You don't pull away.
"Sometimes," he admits. "Not always. Need to make sure you're taken care of, from all the bad things out there. Goes for both of you."
"I don't need taken care of," you tell him. It would sound more convincing to your own ears if you could find it in yourself to pull your hand off his chest.
"No?" His hand suddenly dips between your legs and you jolt forwards into him.
"You been taking care of yourself here, hmm?" He starts to rub, over your work leggings, leans down so his head is nearly on your shoulder.
"Been taking care of this pretty pussy like it needs?" he asks, voice rough. "It was so needy that night we met, I was sure we'd go a few rounds. Why'd you run instead, sweetheart? I didn't even get a chance to taste it."
You can't answer, can't think, especially not when he shoves his same hand under your pants, sliding your underwear to one side for better access. Your head falls back when he touches your clit.
"Need me to take of you here, darlin'?"
You can't help your moan.
"Not good enough," he grunts. "Need you to say it, love. Say you need me to take care of this pussy."
And you've been so stressed for so long and, really, at this point, what harm could it possibly do?
"Please, please, John, I need you. I need-need-"
He quietens you with a kiss, leaning down to lift you by your thighs. The bump makes it a bit awkward but he doesn't falter as he makes his way to your room.
"All you needed to say, mama."
#call of duty#captain john price x reader#captain john price x you#john price x reader#john price x you#john price smut#captain john price#john price#mafia boss john price#call of duty smut#cod smut#my drabbles
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lost and found âźâË - franco colapinto
pairing: reader x franco colapinto summary: when you find a curly-haired rookie lost in the wrong garage, you don't think much of it - that is, until he continues showing up, and you begin questioning his intentions w/c: 1.3k (wow jet writing an actual long-ish fic? you better believe it)
a/n: FIRST FRANCO FIC !!!! i've literally been having franco brainrot ever since azerbaijan so here you go (this is your sign to send in franco requests <3)
You spot him out of the corner of your eye nervously ducking out of the way of engineers and strategists, as you prepare for the race ahead. Considering that this is the Red Bull garage, his bright white fireproof sticks out like a sore thumb and when you turn to look at him, his own eyes widen in embarrassment - confirming your theory that he's lost. He's that newbie you've been hearing about, frank? or something, you don't really care to be honest, but he's in the wrong garage and even though he's not one of your drivers you're sure Williams is worried about where he is.
"Are you alright?" you say, and he stops his frantic looking around to look at you with flushed cheeks.
"Yeah, I'm-"
"In the wrong garage," you say flatly, trying your best to stay serious and hide how amused you are at this.
"Yes, I got that, I just can't figure out how to get back to mine," he laughs in a slightly offended tone.
You nod, feigning annoyance as you silently walk ahead and hope he knows to follow you. "Look kid, I don't know if this is your first time on a paddock but you can't really be wandering around other team's garages, even if you are lost. It kind of looks like you're spying on us or something and feeding information back to whoever you've reserve driving for."
His footsteps pause behind you. "Who are you calling Kid?" he scoffs, equal parts irritated and entertained.
"Huh? Well, how old are you? You don't look older than 19."
"I'm 21, thank you very much," he spits out, crossing his arms with a smug look, "and how old are you?"
You pause, awkwardly looking around, "20, but it's clear I have a lot more experience in this than you do." You huff and spin back around, trying to ignore the fact you can hear him stifling laughter.
As you finally make it back to the Williams garage, you open the door and let him in through it, but before he does he pauses to turn you.
"Thank you-" he says, pausing for you to give him your name, and even though you're reluctant to give him the opportunity to spread the news about this embarrassing encounter, you do anyways. Something about the way he looks at you, eyes expecting and a smile toying at his lips, you feel strangely like you'd do about anything he asked.
"And you are?"
"Franco," he says, with an earnest smile, almost as if he's enjoying this situation more knowing how awkward you feel. "I'd wish you good luck, but I doubt you guys will need it," is the last thing he says before he disappears back into his own garage.
And even though you feel a little flustered about the entire situation, you shake it off and head back to your own area, determined not to let it get the best of you - not now, not before a race. You don't even think of him again, besides an occasional glance up when you hear his name said by a commentator, or when you spot his car coming into the pit lane, but that's nothing outside the realm of your duties as a mechanic. You really couldn't care less about him, you tell yourself, and you feel as though you'd be perfectly fine never crossing paths with him again.
But he doesn't seem to share the same idea, because the minute the race is over and you're turning to join the rest of the team out near the podium, you spot him lingering near the door of your garage once more.
"Lost again?" you say as you walk up to him, trying your best to keep as straight a face as you can.
"Not anymore," he replies once he sees you, a reassured smile on his face, "did you see how I did?"
Two feelings wash through you simultaneously - one rational, one asking who the hell this guy is and why the hell he thinks you'd be watching him instead of the very team you work for, and the other a sense of embarrassment, because as much as it pained you to admit, you had been watching him.
"8th?" is all you say in response - not wanting to give too much away about how you felt.
"Yeah, my first points!"
"Well, it's hardly a podium," you scoff, eager not to inflate his ego - after all, he was older than you and surely didn't need to be treated like a preschooler with gold stars. But the minute the words leave your mouth, you watch his excited expression change until slowly he dons a look of embarrassment. Your heart twists and you're suddenly reminded that for whatever reason, instead of celebrating with his team, his family, the girlfriend - which you were sure he had - he had come here, to tell you - someone he had met for the first time mere hours ago.
"Sorry, that was rude, congra-" you begin.
"Is that a challenge?" His voice is low, and it hits you unexpectedly.
"Pardon?"
"Are you challenging me, to get a podium? I mean, I'm still a rookie but I guess if I had a good enough motivator I could do it."
You're caught in a dilemma again, why on earth would you be motivating a different team's driver to do well? If anything, you should be doing the opposite, you had the opportunity to do something for the sake of your team right in front of you - albeit something definitely against FIA ruling - but for some strange reason you couldn't bring yourself to take it, instead playing into his game further.
"And what kind of motivator are we talking about here Franco," you pause to watch him smirk at the sound of his own name, "if you're after secret team intel I can't help you there but if you want, let's say, to know where to get the best coffee on paddock or-"
"How about your number?"
"Wh- Huh?"
"Your number? How about if I get a podium, you give me your number."
He says it so plainly as if it's a simple conclusion, and yet you're speechless. As you stand there silently taking in what he's just said you're equally aware of the fact that he's watching you, which only makes you more flustered.
"What for?" is all you manage to get out, and even though you know it's a stupid question, you want to be sure.
"Oh c'mon, you're a mechanic, surely you can't be that clueless."
"Right," you nod, looking down at your feet shyly and after a moment of silence his concerned voice pipes up again.
"I mean, I know we basically just met, and I know how ridiculous this is, so if you really don't want to I'm not going to force you into anything. You see, I'm really not that kind of guy, I'm actually really a gentleman and usually I'd-"
"Alright," you say definitively, cutting off his nervous rambling - which, if you're being honest, you can only just hear over the pounding sound of your own heart.
"Wh- really?" he asks in disbelief, even though he's the one who proposed the bet.
"Sure, if you can get a podium before the end of this race season, I'll give you my number."
Just at that moment, you hear the rest of your team filing back into the garage to pack up, as well as the distant sound of someone calling for Franco. You look up, partially to silently tell him that the two of you needed to be wrapping up soon, but mostly to watch his face turn from shock to a proud smile as he nods eagerly.
"Okay, yes, sure!" he says sort of breathlessly, "well I guess I'll see you around then. Same time next week?"
You let out a low laugh at his joke, "Sure see you then, and good luck." You watch him turn to jog out of your garage, and as he turns the corner you can still see a beaming smile on his face as he goes - leaving you with the weight of realising just what the hell you've gotten yourself into.
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love you till my lungs give out
paige bueckers x reader
word count- 2k(lord)
notes: this fic was such a great write for me, as it focuses around eating disorders, which is something iïżœïżœïżœve personally struggled with. i know this is a sensitive topic, so please, if this makes you uncomfortable, scroll away, or read at your own risk.
thanks to: literally the biggest thanks ever to @melpthatsme for dming me your idea and helping me work through it, i really could not have done this without you, so everyone thank them
also thanks to @imaginespazzi and @bueckersstrap for reacting to my random messages about this
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the first time it happened, i barely realized i did it.
âpaigey, my head hurts so bad right now. like, im gonna die right here,â i groan, hiding my face in the fabric of her hoodie, trying to lock out any stray amounts of light coming from the covered windows. she runs her hand through my hair, and starts to ever-so-gently massage my temples. i sigh in quiet relief, and then she tries to pull me up to lay on top of her.
âuh uh, paige, no,â i say. i try to shake my head at her, but a bolt of pain flies through me, forcing my head back down.
âjusâ tryna help you get comfy, ma,â she whispers, bundling me up in a blanket and pulling me back into her side. she moves her warm hands up and under my t-shirt, but i squirm about, complaining that theyâre too cold, even though iâve never felt anything more soft and warm, so she moves them back over my shirt. but i donât notice it, not really. and neither does she.
the second time, i know what i did.
âso, what should we order to eat?â paige asks, scrolling on her phone for different options.Â
âmm, what if i cooked here, for something different! i can make you a grilled cheese,â i joke, nudging her arm with my shoulder. âthatâs all i know how to cook anyway.â
she giggles, standing up with me and following me to the kitchen. she hoists herself onto the counter, and watches me intently as i pull out the things for a sandwich. i grin at her, moving to step in between her legs and take her face in my hands.Â
âyouâre so cute,â i say, pressing a kiss to her nose. she hops off of the counter and follows me to the stove. paige is just too sweet to me sometimes. iâm cooking dinner for her, the least i can do, really, and sheâs cozied up behind me, arms around my waist her hands are barely touching, she can barely fit them around me and her chin is resting softly on my shoulder. sheâs pressing light pecks to whatever area she can reach, and i feel at peace, in the kitchen, for a few moments. then it stops.
âwhy arenât you making one for yourself baby?â she asks, spinning me around to lean me against the countertop, forgetting her sandwich beside her.
âiâm feeling, um, nauseous,â i stutter, stumbling over the excuse. she lets me go, though she looks skeptical.
âcmon, just have a bite of mine then. baby, you really need to eat more, thatâs probably why you havenât been feeling very well lately.â
i allow her to feed me a small bite, then quickly use my fingers to silently add that to whatever else i ate today. i read somewhere that to lose weight, you need to burn more calories that you eat. tomorrow, i need to burn around 800. Well, 804 now.Â
the third time, i think paige noticed something was up.
âma, this is literally the fourth time youâve said that youâre cold. just take my fucking hoodie, iâm actually begging you,â she pleads, taking it off and offering it up to me. i shake my head, again, and press myself further into her chest, rubbing my arms to try and make the goosebumps disappear. she pulls me into her, then moves her mouth to my ear.
âis everything okay baby? do you wanna go home?â she whispers, nuzzling my neck with her nose. i shrug, not wanting to make her leave if she wasnât done chatting with people yet. she makes the decision for me, standing up and tugging me with her. her hand finds its way to the small of my back, and she guides me towards the door. i sway slightly as we stand, blood rushing to my head. i take it as my lack of protein, or anything really, catching up to me. she stops walking, lurching to grab me by both shoulders and bend to eye level with me.
âdarling, i want you to be honest with me. what have you eaten today?â i shake my head, feeling my cheeks going red at the thought of her confronting me. i look down, trying to avoid eye contact with her as my eyes fill with tears. she wraps me up into a hug, planting a kiss to the top of my head. she pulls me to the car and helps me in, then climbs into her own door, but makes no move to turn the car on. instead she pulls out her phone and asks me âso, where do you wanna stop and pick up food on our way home?âÂ
âpaige, iâm really not that hungry, just tired and need to be with you in bed for the night. can we please just go home?âÂ
she nods, but looks at me skeptically out of the corner of her eye. she must know that all iâve eaten today is half an energy drink and a piece of gum. iâll eat something with her tomorrow, i guess. we can go out to lunch together and then when she goes to the gym ill go on a run. then sheâll see that im okay.
the fourth time, or probably the fifth or sixth, really, i donât notice it, so i donât think she does either.
âcmere pretty,â paige mumbles, reaching her arms out to me from where sheâs laying on the bed. i slowly move to lay next to her, but roll away when she tries to take my sweater off.
âhey, baby, what?â she whines, apparently frustrated by the lack of contact.
âi wanna leave it on, paigey,â i tell her, moving my hand into the waistband of her shorts.
âbut i wanna see you, please baby,â i donât like saying no to her, but this is one thing i very rarely back down on.
âuh uh, sorry. lemme taste you, though,â i respond, moving to tug her shorts down.
ânah, come and sit on my face, cutie.â she smirks at her own words, but iâm not laughing. i scramble off the bed, standing up to black spots in my vision. i stand still, squeezing my eyes shut to get rid of the feeling. i stay there for im not sure how long, when i feel strong arms loop around my shoulders and help me onto the bed. paige helps me lay down, placing my head in her lap, then starts to comb through my hair with her fingers. she doesnât say anything, and iâm grateful for that. obviously, she just thinks im tired. she knows im okay.
this time, im sure she noticed. it would be hard not to.
iâve just come home from a run to the gym, dripping in sweat. itâs part of my new routine. i jog a mile and a half to the gym, i walk on a stairmaster or inclined treadmill there, then run home. normally i leave when paige leaves for practice, and come home just as sheâs getting home, if not a little before so i can shower before she gets here. today, i mustâve done a little too much, because by the time i walk in the door, my head is spinning. i walk into the kitchen, sitting down at the island and resting my head in my hands, trying to clear my vision. i donât hear when the door opens.
âbaby, are you okay?â i hear. i sit up quickly, startled, then put my head back down immediately, because my vision goes nearly dark again.
âmhm, just tired you know? just got back from a run.âÂ
âyouâve got to take a rest day sometimes, darling,â she coos, taking my face into her hands and pressing a kiss to my nose. i nod, knowing i wonât do it.
sometimes i donât realize it, but she knows exactly what to do.
iâve just finished cooking dinner, just some simple spaghetti and a salad. i place her bowl of noodles in front of her, then settle down with my salad. when i stand up to get a glass of water, then come back, i canât help but notice sheâs switched our bowls.
âpaigey, could i, possibly, maybe, have my bowl back?â i ask, trying to seem lighthearted.
âoh, yeah, sure,â she answers, sliding it back towards me. but when i try to slide hers back, she stops me.Â
ânah, you eat that too. seems like you forgot to serve yourself noodles, so ill go make myself a new bowl.â she stands up, but i scramble in front of the stove quicker, blocking her way.Â
âwhy would you do that, when i made you a whole bowl? eat it,â i tell her, pointing back to the countertop. she lunges at me, lifting me easily and placing me on the countertop. why would she pick me up? she definitely thought i was too heavy. i bet she leaves after this. she drags her my bowl over, twirls a few noodles onto the fork, and begins to prod my mouth with it.Â
âcmon honey, just a bite. itâs not like itâs poison, you literally just cooked it,â she presses. i start to shake my head, so she moves the fork and instead swoops in for a kiss. i return her advances eagerly. hoping it distracts her. she moves her head down, pressing open mouthed kisses to my neck, and my mouth falls open. i donât realize sheâs noticed that until sheâs setting the forkful of food between my lips and lightly closing them.
âitâs one bite, ma. letâs get it eaten, then you can be done.â i chew, not really having the choice to run and spit it out. once i swallow, she beams at me.
âsuch a good girl, baby. iâm so proud of you.â
at some point, she wins
âcome here now, baby,â paige demands, grasping me by the waist and yanking me in front of her. iâd been about to climb into the shower when she spotted me through the bathroom mirror, stripped down to nothing. sheâd grabbed me, pulled me into my room, and positioned us in front of the full-length mirror to the side.
âyou see how perfect you are? how pretty?â she mumbles into my ear. i let my eyes flutter shut as she snakes her hand down my body, stopping to circle her finger over my clit. a groan slips out from my lips, and she stops.
âalright, i want you to keep on looking right in the mirror, ma. want you to see how perfectly you take my fingers.â i writhe against her, trying to keep my eyes open and hold myself up at the same time. she plunges three fingers into me. i cry out, locking eyes with her in the mirror, she smirks, the same way she always does when drawing a climax from me. i go boneless. if she hadnât been holding me so tightly, i would be on the floor.
ânow can you see how amazing you are? you donât gotta change anything about you, iâll love you no matter what. you should stop listening to what others say, because people that love you, like me, want you, no matter what you look like. i, personally, think youâre perfect. iâll love you till the day my lungs give out, and even then, iâll use my last breath to say it again.â
after that, it happens less often. some days, i still forget to eat, and some days even looking at a scale makes me want to throw up. but paige is always there. sheâs always there to hold me, or help me eat just a little bit, or to help me lay down and relax after iâve panicked so hard ive puked into the toilet. one day, looking at her from across the couch, i realize that when she told me sheâd love me no matter what, she was telling the truth.
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The Patron Saint of Liars and Fakes
Spencer Reid x BAU!Fem!Reader
Summary:
While undercover inside the Separatarian Sect, you and Spencer realize something important: you canât live without each other.
Spencer Reid x BAU!Fem!Reader. Co-Workers to Lovers. Fake Dating. Hurt and Comfort. Set during Season 4, Episode 3.
Word Count: 8,200
Criminal Minds Masterlist | AO3 Link
THIS IS A RE-POST. This is a fic from my old blog (a blog that was shadowbanned, forcing me to move). This fic is not stolen, it is completely mine, and I am just re-posting it to help people find my new blog, and to make my masterlist complete when I post new fics for this fandom.
Detailed warnings and authorâs notes below the cut.
Warnings: Lots of spoilers for the canon episode - so if you havenât watched Season 4 of Criminal Minds yet, steer clear of this fic for now (especially because watching the episode provides some context for this fic/makes things make more sense); the reader uses she/her pronouns and has the ability to get pregnant (she is not pregnant during the fic and thereâs no smut, but due to discussions in the fic, itâs not unreasonable that she could get pregnant); fake dating in the form of a fake marriage - the reader and Spencer pretend to be married under the Christian religion to âappealâ to Cyrus; because of the fake marriage, Spencer uses the term 'my wifeâ to refer to the reader; lots of mentions of religion (Christianity), religious extremism, mentions of pedophilia/child brides (in line with the canon episode); mentions of systemic sexism and gender roles enforced by cultures of organised religion and religious extremism; use of y/n and l/n (in this case meaning 'your last nameâ); the reader pretends to follow the Christian religion while undercover but I never stated if she believes in a less extreme version of these things or not (the readerâs true religious beliefs are never stated); protective!Spencer, possessive!Spencer; mentions of Spencer being taller than the reader (which, again, I think he would be taller than most people) - the readerâs body/body type is not described in any other way; mentions of guns and gun violence (not described in deep detail) - in line with the canon episode; the reader and Spencer fear for their lives; dangerous/live-threatening situations; the reader and Spencer are threatened with a gun; Cyrus is just generally creepy and sexist toward the reader; Spencer is pistol-whipped and the reader is threatened with sexual assault (it does not happen, Spencer protects her); mentions of pregnancy/the reader being pregnant (she is not pregnant during the course of the fic); mentions of the reader being a mother/having kids (Spencer makes up fake kids to sell their fake marriage story); the reader realizes she might actually want to be a mother because of Spencerâs fake kids story; mentions of an explosion (as in the canon); love confessions; angst with a happy ending. Hopefully that is everything.
A/N: The title for this fic comes from a Fall Out Boy song of the same name. The theme/lyrics of the song donât really fit the fic, but I love the way that this title fits - how everyone in this fic is lying in some way but Spencer is someone with good intentions while lying. Making him the Patron Saint of Liars and Fakes. I love how it fits. I wrote this while suffering with heat exhaustion so idk if itâs good or even makes sense. I rewatched the canon episode and it doesnât 100% align with what happened in the episode in terms of the timeline and stuff, and I am too tired to rewrite the whole fic to make it align with the episode. So uh - alternative canon? But I really love the basic concepts and I do really love how it turned out. I hope you guys like it too!
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You thought it would be an easy day.Â
Maybe that was foolish on your part. So far, you hadnât seen a single âeasyâ day while working with the BAU. Between chasing down scumbags and then reliving every single gory detail while doing the paperwork - none of it was âeasyâ. It was worthy, accomplished work - making the world a safer place to live in. (At least thatâs what you told yourself.) But it was never easy.Â
There was always someone who made the job easier. Someone who made you smile every single day - especially on days when you didnât think you were even capable of feeling a tiny shred of joy. Someone who made you feel safe, who you always felt had your back no matter what. So you were glad that he was by your side today, along for the ride.Â
âTell us about Cyrus.â Reid prompted.Â
He looked to the woman driving, your new companion for the day - Nancy Lunde, someone who worked with the state department and had set up the interviews with the children at the Separatarian Sect.Â
âBenjamin Cyrus. No criminal record. In fact, thereâs no record of the guy at all.â Nancy explained.Â
âThatâs odd.â You commented. âUsually someone being accused of something like this would have some past offenses. Especially because it would give him a reason to move into isolation to continue the criminal pattern of behavior.âÂ
âWell, I couldnât find anything on him.â Nancy shrugged.Â
âWhat about the 9-1-1 call?â You asked.Â
âA fifteen year old girl called in saying that a man was âlaying with herâ and claimed it as âGodâs willâ. I believe the âheâ referred to is Cyrus.â Nancy explained. âThe age fits with Jessica Evanson, but Iâve managed to negotiate interviews with all the children, just to be sure. It wasnât easy.âÂ
âTheyâre incredibly weary of outsiders.â You commented. âOur boss warned you not to identify us as FBI, right?âÂ
Nancy nodded. âI got you some spare credentials, just in case.âÂ
She took one of her hands off the wheel and reached into her pocket.
âYouâre going to be using your real names. Youâre going in as Child Victim Interview Experts working with Child Protective Services. No association with the FBI.â Nancy explained, handing Reid your fake credentials.Â
He nodded, inspecting the IDs before handing you yours where you were sitting in the backseat.Â
âOh, before I forget.â You noted, reaching into the pocket of your cardigan. âThe rings.âÂ
You pulled out a small plastic bag that Hotch had given to you before you left. It was a bag containing a fake diamond ring in your size and a fake golden âweddingâ band for Spencer.Â
Reid reached over the seat to grab his ring from you, and Nancy gave the two of you an odd look.Â
âRings?â She questioned.Â
âFake wedding bands.â You explained.Â
âIt was our Unit Chiefâs idea.â Reid added on. âHe believes that presenting us as a âgodlyâ married couple to Cyrus will make him more likely to open up to us. Heâs less likely to see us as hostile outsiders if he believes that we share a similar system of beliefs.âÂ
âIt could also have a calming effect on the teenagers we have to interview or the kids there who have had more time to go through indoctrination at the Sect.â You continued to explain. âEven if their parents are hesitant to let the kids speak with us, they may be more willing to have their child speak with us or even leave them alone with us if they believe that weâre fellow Christians, rather than hostile atheists there to poison their childrenâs minds.âÂ
Reid nodded at you through the rearview mirror.Â
âMake sure you put on the left hand.â He told you. âThatâs the position for marriage.âÂ
You nodded at this.Â
You placed the ring in the appropriate position, and you couldnât help but to take a moment and stare at it. It was jarring to have a wedding ring on - especially with the thought that it represented you being married to Spencer. But you supposed, of all the people to call your husband, he would be one of the best. He was honest, intelligent, kind, and⊠if you were pressed, you would definitely say he was handsome.Â
But you couldnât get too caught up thinking about all of that. Because it wasnât real. It was a false projection you were wearing for the benefit of a self inflated sociopath.Â
Spencer liked the feeling of the ring. He didnât take too long to stare at it after he had put it on, because he knew his mind would wander if he did. When Hotch had first proposed the idea of the two of you pretending to be married, Spencer had almost tripped over himself to oppose it - mostly because he didnât think that he would be able to handle simply pretending to be your husband for the day. It was just too cruel.Â
Having something he wanted so badly dangled right in front of him and knowing that it was all just a farce - it bothered him, but he delighted in the play nonetheless.Â
When he caught the fake gold glinting in the light, Spencer had to remind himself that it was fake - that you would just be playing his wife for the day. He had to push back any internal glee that he felt at the idea that he got to be âtakenâ by you while wearing that ring. It wasnât real. It was just for the day.Â
âIsnât that deceptive?â Nancy asked. âWonât Cyrus be even more angry if he finds out that itâs not true?âÂ
âHe wonât find out.â You replied confidently. âAnd besides, we use deception in interrogations all the time. Itâs a very basic tactic: align yourself with the suspect. Make them think you share the same beliefs, that youâre on their side.âÂ
Reid grinned at this. He always loved it when you spoke so confidently.Â
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âWeâre looking for Mr. Benjamin Cyrus.â Nancy announced as the three of you got out of the car.Â
âThen youâve found him.â Cyrus announced confidently.Â
He was pretty much what you had expected him to be - dressed informally, slouched over, faking meekness, holding a bible near his chest as though it were a shield. He had planted himself there purposefully, wanting to be the first person to interact with the outsiders as three of you came into the Ranch.Â
You hovered back near Spencer, letting Nancy make the first introduction.Â
âIâm Nancy Lunde.â She said, giving a small nod toward the man. âWe spoke on the phone regarding the allegation.âÂ
ââSavages they call us, because our manners differ from theirs.ââ Cyrus rhymed off a quote, obviously positioning himself and his group as martyrs being attacked for having ïżœïżœdifferent waysâ that the world simply didnât understand.Â
âWe didnât come here to hear you cite scripture, Mr. Cyrus.â Nancy reminded him, hoping to keep the religious zealot on track.Â
âActually, itâs Benjamin Franklin.â Reid corrected her, talking about the quote.Â
That did surprise you, but you didnât find it surprising that Reid knew this fact right off the top of his head. It was just one of the many amazing things about him - his perfect memory and his ability to use it.Â
Of course, him saying this immediately drew Cyrusâ attention toward the two of you. So Spencer stepped up to introduce you.Â
âHello, Iâm Spencer Reid, and this is my wife, Y/N L/N.â He said motioning toward himself and then to you as he introduced the two of you. Hearing him refer to you as his wife - you hated to say it, but it caused a jolt through your system. Almost as if you had been waiting forever to hear him say those words and hadnât even known it yourself. âWeâre Child Victim Interview Experts, here on behalf of Child Protective Services.âÂ
Of course, you couldnât get too caught up in deciphering how those words made you feel, because you had to focus on the task at hand. The job that you were here to do.Â
âHow far from Godâs word must we have strayed for there to be a need to invent a job called âChild Victim Interview Expertâ.â Cyrus said, his tone even, quiet.Â
You knew that covertly, it was his way of saying that the two of you didnât belong there, because he ran the Ranch with Godâs word, so nobody had actually been harmed (in his opinion). He believed that he had done nothing wrong. Obviously, he thought your time and resources were better spent with âactualâ victims who didnât have his power wielded over their lives.Â
âI can assure you, Mr. Cyrus, we try to bring God into our work.â You told him, trying to appeal to him. âThe children we visit usually need prayer and Godâs light the most.âÂ
Spencer gave you a sideways glance, clearly holding back a grin at how thick you were pouring it on - how much intense, feigned passion you said these words with.Â
âWell, I can assure you that a lack of prayer and Godâs light is certainly not an issue for the children here.â Cyrus said, giving you a clever little grin. He thought that you would simply interview the children, praise him for what a good job he had done, and then leave. âYou can go and see the children whenever you like. They are up at the school, as I indicated in our phone call.âÂ
Nancy walked toward the school, and you paused before you followed.Â
Before you walked off, you looked to Spencer. In a completely silent conversation that only worked so well because the two of you had been in so many tense situations before, thinking around UnSubs and planning miles around them before they could even know it, he gave you a small nod and you instantly knew what it meant. He had established a small bit of trust with Cyrus, so he would stick back and see what else he could get out of the man.Â
You nodded back, and then - completely surprising yourself, you leaned in and kissed Spencer on the cheek. You were just playing the part, you told yourself. Itâs not that it felt entirely instinctive to say goodbye to him with some kind of affection, like the many hugs you had given him before. Itâs not that you felt so entirely scrutinized with Cryusâ piercing eyes on you, and you needed the anchor of Spencerâs touch.Â
You were just playing the part.Â
Spencer tried not to get caught on being kissed on the cheek like he was some blushing virgin, and instead, focused his attention back on Cyrus instead of watching you walk away. (Even though every single one of his instincts told him that he needed to keep a more careful eye on you because you both had to leave your guns in the car.)Â
He took a step closer to where Cyrus was leaning on the concrete, and easily picked a topic of conversation.Â
âSolar panels.â Reid said, motioning to the large devices sitting behind Cyrus on the grass.Â
âYes.â Cyrus nodded. âWeâre completely self-sufficient here. Food, electricity, water. Benjamin Franklin said âGod helps those who help themselvesâ.â He explained. âYou look surprised.âÂ
âNo, uh, impressed, actually.â Reid easily lied, trying to appeal to his ego.Â
âThank you.â Cyrus said. âMost men wouldnât admit that.âÂ
âWell, I suppose that Iâm not like most men.â Reid shrugged in return.Â
âHow long have you been married?â Cyrus asked, motioning toward Reidâs âwedding ringâ.Â
Reid panicked slightly, knowing that the two of you likely should have coordinated this story during the plane ride to Colorado so that your answers to these simple questions wouldnât be different. But he just made up an answer and hoped that nobody else would ask you the same question and find out the deception.Â
âThree years.â He said. âIâve been very blessed.âÂ
He used the language purposefully, knowing that the simple phrase could get him on Cyrusâ good side. That, and he hoped it would draw the attention away from any possible signs of his blatant lie.Â
âYour wife is very beautiful.â Cyrus commented.Â
He gave a wicked smirk as he said this. It was a simple, fairly âinnocentâ comment, but it was immediately off-putting to Spencer. It took everything in his body not to glare daggers at Cyrus or throw out some protective comment in return. He could only imagine what was going through Cyrusâ mind as he thought about you, and he hated even imagining it.Â
Reid knew that it was a basic logical good, the instinct to protect you because you were his partner on this case and he was supposed to have your back. But it was also something more. Something in every fiber of his being that screamed you were his and no man should ever be thinking of you that way except for him.Â
âHas it been a godly union?âÂ
He was lucky when Cyrus spoke again and distracted him from his mounting rage.Â
âWe try to be as godly as we can be.â Spencer took the simple, diplomatic answer.Â
âYour wife didnât take your last name.â Cyrus pointed out.Â
Nancy had used your name on your false credentials because Hotch had only come up with the fake marriage idea the day before. There hadnât been time to inform her about it and have âReidâ put on your ID as your âmarriedâ name. So he had introduced you by your name to keep everything consistent with the reuse.Â
It did make Spencer wonder if you would keep your last name if the two of you ever did get married. It made him almost dizzy, thinking about you as âMrs Reidâ. Thinking about your kids having his name. Or your name, if thatâs what you wanted.Â
But naturally, he pushed past all those thoughts and formed an excuse.Â
âTypically, married women arenât very well perceived in our line of work.â He quickly excused. âShe doesnât even get to wear her ring that often. She couldnât change her name on paperwork at our office because a working married woman⊠itâs heavily frowned upon.âÂ
âWell, Iâd have to agree.â Cyrus grunted. âA woman shouldnât be out working. A woman should be at home raising a family.âÂ
âI - I suppose youâre right.â Reid agreed through gritted teeth.Â
He walked away toward the school before he got too angry again.Â
âŠÂ
A few hours later, everything had gone to hell.Â
Some authority - the police, the military, you didnât even know - had charged into the Ranch shooting. In response, Cyrus and his followers had come into the school toting large semi-automatics asking you and Spencer if you knew about a raid.Â
You didnât. You wish you had known about a raid. You would have warned Hotch and gotten them to call it off. You certainly would not have been there while it was happening.Â
When they had pointed those guns in your face and forced you into the tunnels - it wasnât very difficult to pretend to be Spencerâs wife then. Cowering in the bunker, confused and scared, you flung your arms around his waist almost instinctively, and he buried his nose in the top of your hair as he wrapped his arms around your shoulders like a shield, promising you that everything was going to be okay.Â
Whispered to you like that, coming from him - it was almost easier to believe. Even with the chaos going on around you and the fear pumping through you in response.Â
Nancy had run off trying to get them to surrender and did not come back. You had a feeling that you knew what that meant.Â
And now, with the kids from the school âevacuatedâ into the church, you were being held in the cellar at gunpoint. They had forcefully separated you and Spencer, making you sit in chairs at opposite sides of the room.
Spencer was fidgeting. His eyes kept flickering from the door, to you, to the man standing beside you holding the very large gun.Â
You knew that you had ugly tear tracks down your face, and oddly enough - you wanted nothing more than to be back in his arms. As you were forced to sit there, just a few feet across the room away from him - you ached for it.Â
There was a very large possibility that you were going to die today. And you selfishly needed the comfort of being in the arms of someone familiar - someone safe. Someone you knew would never hurt you. Someone who had made you laugh with dumb science jokes and puns for the last five years that you had worked together with him.Â
When Cyrus charged back into the room with two men flanking his sides, you and Spencer stiffened up once again.Â
âGod will forgive me for what Iâm about to do.â Cyrus announced to the room, presenting a handgun from his belt.Â
Your insides quaked, and Spencerâs eyes grew wide.Â
You couldnât contain the fearful whimper that erupted from the back of your throat when he raised that gun and placed it near the middle of Spencerâs forehead. You clasped a hand tightly over your mouth to keep yourself from crying out in protest, knowing that would only make things worse.Â
âWhich one of you is the FBI Agent?â Cyrus asked firmly.Â
Which âoneâ?Â
So he knew that you were undercover, that you had lied about your job titles - but he thought that only one of you had done so. Where the hell was he getting his information?Â
âI - I have no idea what youâre talking about.â Spencer told him quietly, looking him in the eye the entire time.Â
You hoped that his stutter could be passed off as nervousness from the gun being pointed in his face, and wouldnât be pointed to as deception.Â
âWhich one of you is it?â Cyrus pressed.Â
âWe are not FBI Agents.â Spencer said, more confidently this time. âWe are Child Victim Interview Experts. We were only sent here to ensure the wellbeing of the children. Nothing more, nothing less.âÂ
Well, that last part wasnât a lie.Â
âYouâre lying.â Cyrus told him, entirely confident in this. âGod expells those who lie, devils in sheepâs clothing.âÂ
There was a tense moment, and then Cyrus cocked the gun.Â
Spencer didnât flinch. You resisted the urge to scream.Â
âProverbs 12:22 says:Â âThe Lord detests lying lips, but he delights in those who tell the truth.ââ Cyrus said, actually citing scripture this time.Â
He was giving Spencer one last chance to tell the truth. As if using the bible verse to say that his punishment would be lesser if he simply told the truth now.Â
Spencer didnât take the bait.Â
âIâm not lying.â Spencer said firmly. âWhat? You think I wouldnât know if - if my wife was an FBI Agent? This is the woman I wake up next to every single morning, the woman I go to sleep next to every single night, we work together every single day, we-âÂ
Cyrus interrupted Spencerâs ranting with a sharp hit to the face, pistol whipping him across the cheek.Â
This caused Spencer to go flying off the chair, and you couldnât help when you let out a wounded cry. It took everything in you not to jump out of your own chair and rush to Spencer where he had collapsed onto the ground, clutching his cheek.Â
âSomeone is going to tell me the truth.â Cyrus said gruffly.Â
âIt must have been Nancy!â You said, the idea finally popping into your head.Â
You seemed to be more clever with the pressure of Spencerâs life being threatened. Cyrus stared you down, turning his attention fully toward you now. You caught Spencerâs eye for a moment and he gave you a small nod - as if to say âyes, keep going with thatâ.Â
âThe woman we came in with! Nancy!â You reasoned, continuing to point the finger at the woman you had to assume was dead. âWe - we just met her today. Our boss introduced us to her, but we had never met before that. If she was FBI, we had no clue. We swear.âÂ
Cyrus turned to you then, and tightly pressed the barrel of his gun into your forehead. You could feel the imprint of it so tight in your skin that it hurt, and you could only lean away so far before threatening to knock the chair backwards.Â
âItâs very convenient to pin this crime on someone who isnât here.â He grunted at you.Â
âItâs the truth.â You sniffled out quietly.Â
âHmm.â Cyrus hummed thoughtfully, and then, much to your surprise, he removed the gun barrel from your forehead.Â
You barely had a moment to breathe in relief before he began skimming the gun down your neck, touching the metal whisper-gentle across your bare skin - clearly taunting you. It was something that made your whole body stiff with alarm, and caused Spencerâs eyes to go wide once again.
âPerhaps I should strip you naked to ensure that youâre not wearing a wire.â Cyrus said, teasing the gun along the buttons at the front of your cardigan.Â
You held back a sob at the thought of it - at the idea that he could make you do almost anything for the fear of you being shot. Truthfully, you were more afraid of what he might do to Spencer if you didnât comply, but it was all the same in your mind now. His life was just as valuable as yours, and you would do whatever it took to protect him.
Before Cyrus could take these threats any further, a heroic voice intervened.Â
âThatâs enough!â Spencer yelled.Â
He gathered himself off the floor and oddly enough, none of the men moved to stop him as he came to stand beside Cyrus. Perhaps they didnât see him as a threat. Perhaps it was because Cyrus didnât bark any orders at them to stop him. He was entirely unflinching, keeping his focus on you and keeping his gun held between your breasts as Spencer crowded into his personal space, trying to press himself between you and the awful man.Â
âWeâve told you everything that we know.â Spencer told him lowly, his voice heaving with well controlled anger. It was something that you had rarely ever heard from him.Â
Cyrus kept his eyes locked on you, so Spencer continued.Â
âWe donât know anything about the FBI - we have a simple job advocating for children who have been abused. That is it. We came here to investigate a most likely false claim against someone in your community and we truly didnât mean to get caught up in all of this.â He said firmly, clearly trying to appeal to Cyrus. âSo I suggest you get that gun away from my wife before you and I truly have a problem.âÂ
Spencerâs voice was dark, so thick with rage. More pent up rage than you had ever heard from him when he was talking to any suspect, people who had done the worst of the worst. Something about Cyrus threatening you had truly boiled his insides.Â
The way he said the words âmy wifeâ - growling it out like he was a feral animal and this threat to you had activated every single one of his protective instincts. Hearing it made something inside of you yearn for him on such a deep level that you didnât know was possible. You wanted to feel that kind of protection cast over you every single day. It made you feel invincible, having Spencer watch over you like that.Â
Cyrus lowered the gun then, and Spencer grabbed your arm as you dissolved into hysterical tears. Instinctively, he lifted you up into his arms. You thought that you heard Cyrus mumble out âmy apologiesâ as he left the room - but he was barely on your radar. Your entire world became narrowed down to nothing but Spencer, your safety net as he built a wall of protection around you.Â
He used his height to block you from seeing anything but him, letting you push your face into his chest as you cried. He wrapped you in his arms once again, letting you feel truly safe for a few moments as you sobbed into the fabric of his sweater. Your arms clutched desperately at his waist, needing to keep a hold on him - needing to ensure that he didnât leave you.Â
âHey, shh. Shh. Itâs okay.â He said, leaving gentle kisses on the top of your forehead and your hair, rubbing across your back with one hand, comforting you in the only way he could in those moments. âItâs gonna be okay.âÂ
Of course, he wanted to break down too. But he had to be strong for you.Â
âSpencer,â You called his name in an utterly wounded voice, pulling away from his chest to look up at him.Â
When you saw his injury up close - a sharp, purple-red bruise that was blooming across his cheek, it looked so utterly painful. Your insides ached at the thought that he had taken a blow for you. You hated to imagine what more they could have done to him if they had not believed your lies.Â
You instinctively reached a hand up to touch it and he caught your fingers halfway, instead, gently grasping your hand and laying it on his chest. The intimacy felt so oddly rehearsed - so worn in, so ânormalâ. It felt like you had been married to Spencer for years. Like it wasnât a play at all.Â
Your two souls had been calling out to each other for years, just waiting for the dam to break. But you couldnât quite put it into words - not like that.Â
âItâs okay.â He said quietly, knowing you were horrified by the injury.Â
He was so gentle, so comforting, so calm. Everything the men pointing guns at you were not. Unlike Cyrus - Spencer Reid was a true blessing from God.Â
You couldnât hold yourself back then.Â
You surged up and kissed him, fully embracing his mouth with yours in a kiss. Though it was so sudden, it was something he easily returned. The kiss so full of urgency, so needy, so passionate. Like he was trying to tell you that it was okay, that he would protect you no matter what.Â
He would protect you because you belonged to him.Â
In those moments, the two of you were basically alone. One of Cryusâ men was guarding the door, watching on boredly. But Cyrus was off in the church, funneling people in to prepare for his âloyaltyâ test. It didnât matter if he saw you kissing or not - it wouldnât have sold the reuse of you being married any better.Â
This was just for the two of you. This was comfort.Â
When you pulled back from the kiss, Spencer looked stunned, almost as if he couldnât believe what had happened. You didnât give him time to question it.Â
âThank you.â You said quietly.Â
It was twofold:
Thank you for protecting me. Thank you for giving me comfort.Â
Spencer didnât have too much time to marinate in the meaning of the kiss before Cyrusâ men came back and fetched the two of you, wanting you to observe the loyalty test.Â
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After the mock poisoning (which Spencer figured out rather quickly, making you admire his cleverness once again), Cyrus kept you and Spencer in the church with a few of his closest, most loyal followers while all of the low level followers dispersed back to their homes.Â
You and Spencer were lingering in the back quietly while Cyrus was on the other end of the room, talking to his men about how to proceed. The plans for their âfinal standâ.Â
âWe need to get some kind of signal to the others.â Spencer whispered quietly. âMaybe theyâll take pity on you and let you go if-â He swallowed sharply, cutting himself off abruptly. Oddly enough, he didnât want to voice whatever was on his mind.Â
âIf what?â You probed. You wondered what the hell you could possibly be thinking.Â
âIf we tell them that youâre pregnant.â He said, whispering so lowly that you almost didnât catch the words.Â
You rolled your eyes sharply at this.Â
You had gotten married and had kids all in one day. What a miracle.Â
(In those moments, clouded by fear, you couldnât see it for what it truly was - Spencer blatantly revealing his unconscious desires to have a baby with you.)Â
âWe could convince them to release you. As a show of good faith. A pregnancy would be good leverage in that. You know how religious people are about fetuses-â Spencer reasoned.Â
âYeah, and what if they give me a test?â You probed, punching a large hole in his logic. âWe donât know what kind of infirmary they have here. They obviously believe in modern technology. What if they want to give me an ultrasound to check on the fetus after the stress of the day? To prove that they did no harm to the precious unborn child,âÂ
Spencer was easily caught on this point. If they examined you and found that you werenât pregnant, all the lies would fall apart.Â
âWell⊠what if we tell them that you have a baby at home that you need to get back to?â Spencer reasoned, jumping to the next logical conclusion in his mind. âItâll likely garner the same level of pity.âÂ
âYour imaginary sperm is powerful, isnât it?â You whispered back sharply. Spencer rolled his eyes this time. But he didnât redact the plan as unreasonable, so you continued on. âOkay, what do I even do when I get out there? Iâm not gonna be of any use to the tactical team. We donât know what Cyrusâ final play is yet.âÂ
Truthfully, you couldnât bear to be separated from Spencer. Knowing that he was inside, potentially being beaten up more, potentially being shot and bleeding out from a wound without you knowing - it would kill you with stress. You need to be by his side. You needed to know that he was okay.Â
âHas God blessed your union with any children?â Cyrus appeared behind you suddenly.Â
You wondered if he had heard you say the word âpregnancyâ or if this was just a random topic that had come up in his mind.Â
His sudden appearance behind you caused you to whip around and crowd into the comfort of Spencerâs arms again because you were frightened. Naturally, Spencer wrapped his sheltering touch around your shoulders. Your back was gently pressed into Spencerâs front, his arm shielding you protectively as it was wrapped around your chest, holding you with his hand on one of your shoulders, unconsciously stroking his thumb across the fabric of your cardigan. The position had you both facing Cyrus, watching the fan in an offensive way.Â
And of course, Spencer didnât miss a beat.Â
âYes.â Spencer answered easily. âWe have two kids at home. A boy and a girl. Iris and Hugo. Iris is almost three years old and Hugo is eleven months. His first birthday is coming up in June.âÂ
You knew that Spencer could be very good at talking off a suspectâs ear under pressure, but when you heard him rattle off these âfactsâ so easily, it hit you.Â
This wasnât simply statistics or physiological knowledge - this was a very elaborate backstory for your supposedly real marriage. Perhaps he had thought about all of it on the car ride up (which was odd not to share it with you, in case Cyrus asked you a similar question and your answer didnât match up with Spencerâs).Â
But if you werenât mistaken, this wasnât simply a backstory for your fake marriage during the undercover mission. This was a fantasy of his. Those were names he had lovingly chosen for your imaginary children - kids he had dreamed up in his head and wanted to be real.Â
Your heart ached at the thought of it. You found yourself missing a set of children that werenât even real. (And distantly, wanting to jump his bones to make it a reality.)
âTell me, Mr. Reid, would you find it so shameful for your daughter to marry young?â Cyrus asked.Â
You found it odd to hear Cyrus call Spencer âMr. Reidâ, but you realized that he hadnât introduced himself as âDoctorâ in this setting. You held your tongue when you felt the need to correct him as you had so many other people, wanting Spencer to receive his proper title.Â
Your mind almost couldnât focus on the question that Cyrus had asked. Of course, he was trying to get Spencer to stroke his ego once again. Basically admitting that the whole reason the two of you had come here was true - he was being vastly inappropriate with a young member of the church, and getting away with it. And he saw nothing wrong with it.Â
And he was trying to get an outsider to admit that he saw nothing wrong with it too.Â
When there was a moment of silence - Reid obviously torn on how to answer the question, Cyrus continued.Â
âIs there really something so wrong with a blooming young woman marrying a man who will protect her under Godâs laws?â He probed, his voice so entirely confident. Clearly confident that he was right.Â
âWell, Iâm not sure if I would let my daughter get married so young.â Reid said, finally speaking up. âI just know that I would want her to marry a man that would protect her, and be the best possible fit for her. Someone who would cherish her and be good to her no matter what.âÂ
His answer made you swoon. You reached up and gently gripped his forearm in response, giving a light squeeze to show your approval. He leaned in and kissed the back of your head - dizzyingly, you were imagining him walking your imaginary daughter down the aisle before you had even gotten married yourself.Â
Maybe it was being so close to death, being threatened in such dangerous territory that was causing your life to accelerate at light speed in your mind. If you were going to lose everything, you might as well enjoy the escapism of a fake life with a beautiful man in your mind instead of being stuck on the heart pounding terror of being held hostage, right?Â
Surprisingly, his words drew a smile from Cyrus.Â
âYouâre a protective father, arenât you?â Cyrus asked.Â
âOf course.â Reid confirmed.Â
âI can always admire that in a man.â Cyrus nodded. âA man should always pride himself on protecting his family.âÂ
There was another moment of pause, and you were hoping that the topic had been dropped completely.Â
âDo you have a picture of your children with you?â Cyrus asked.Â
You wondered if - in a different version of reality, where you and Spencer really were married, where Hugo and Iris really did exist - if you had a picture of them in your pocket, would Cyrus only be asking this so he could use the picture to taunt the two of you? What other purpose would he have for knowing what your children looked like?Â
âUnfortunately, no.â You answered. âI keep my family pictures on my desk. In my office. We - weâve just been praying to get back to them safely.âÂ
Cyrus seemed perturbed at you mentioning that you had an office. Something dark flickered over his features for a moment and then disappeared.Â
âWell⊠if it is right, God will grant you that safe passage.â Cyrus said.Â
Just when you truly thought the conversation was done, he said something to you that entirely grinded under your skin.Â
âI find it entirely odd that a mother of two young children spends her days working a job where she takes care of other peopleâs children, rather than staying at home with her own youngins where she belongs.âÂ
He said, using that same entirely confident, righteous tone that he always did. Even though you were not really a working mother, you had a hard time not boiling with anger at the sexism ripe in his statement.Â
âHow much must you be missing of your sweet angels lives to instead partake in the horrors of devils you shouldnât have to witness.âÂ
Of course.Â
You had a hard time not rolling your eyes at this or saying something harsh that would set him off. Instead, you reached up to Spencerâs arm around your shoulder, squeezing his fingers, trying to keep your patience.
âIâll have you know that Y/N is an amazing mother.â Spencer piped up, knowing that Cyrus respected him enough as a man that he wouldnât beat him simply for speaking up. âHer nurturing and caring makes her infinitely better at her job.âÂ
Again, you knew that there was so much personal truth in Spencerâs words. He thought that you would make an amazing mother to his children - at least theoretically. He was entirely firm in that conviction. And he thought that your natural caring made you amazing at the job you did as a Profiler. He knew this from the quality of work he witnessed you doing every single day.Â
You didnât know it - but it was just one of the many things that had caused him to fall in love with you.Â
Oddly enough, Cyrusâ words prodded at something deep inside of you. It made you imagine a life for yourself where you werenât spending your days witnessing horrors from unspeakable devils - but instead, at home, looking out for Spencerâs imaginary children.Â
You would have said it was the fear of the day, clouding your mind. But maybe it was the clarity of being so close to death that made you realize what - and who - you truly wanted out of life.Â
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Hours later, after some of the hostages had been released (the ânon-believersâ who had failed the loyalty test), Cyrus had requested that some food be sent up. Spencer gave you a sharp look when he saw the message written on one of the takeout lids.Â
The team would be storming in to end the hold-out at 3am. You had to somehow ensure the safety of the hostages by then.Â
Obviously, the fake pregnancy idea was still warping through Spencerâs mind, but you had come up with some much better.Â
âCyrus,â You called out his name gently, getting his attention. âYou said that you have a nursery here?âÂ
It had come up, during his long winded bragging about how perfect the Ranch was. Something about how mothers didnât have to raise their children alone. The children were raised as more of a âgroup effortâ and women took âshiftsâ in the nursery, allowing the women to rest or get chores done in the interim.Â
âYes, we do.â He nodded.Â
Spencer stared at you with his jaw set, wondering what you were doing but not daring to speak.Â
âI - Iâve been missing my children dearly. I was wondering if I could go to your nursery and see if they need any help? It would do my soul good to be around young ones right now. After all the commotion of these days.â You spoke meekly, trying to play the part of the shaken up, dainty woman well.Â
Which was too difficult, seeing as you were playing up the fear you had already experienced.Â
He grinned. It was a rather menacing smile, and you tried your hardest not to show any further fear, or disgust.Â
âThat sounds like a splendid idea.â He nodded. âChristopher, why donât you escort her down to the nursery and then come back? We need you here for our final preparations.âÂ
You were finally falling to those gender roles that he had been pushing on you since you had arrived. He didnât suspect a thing. He simply thought that you were a God fearing woman falling to your natural womanly instincts, needing to care for children lest your womb shrivel up and you die.Â
Spencer rose from his seat and Cyrus stopped him.Â
âJust your wife.â He said, putting a hand in front of Spencerâs chest to stop him. âThere are still some things you and I need to discuss. Man to man.âÂ
You went over to Spencer and didnât hesitate to plant a kiss firmly on his mouth, which he returned with vigor. This one lasted only a moment - it was something precious for the two of you. You didnât need to put on some pointed show for the men in the room.Â
âItâs okay.â You told Spencer quietly, brushing your fingers gently over his uninjured cheek.Â
You could tell that he was dying to ask you what your plan was. But he kept the words trapped in his throat, unable to speak in front of the many temperamental villains lurking about.Â
âCome on.â Christopher grunted.Â
Spencer gave you a longing look as you left. He didnât want to think it, but as he watched your figure retreat out the door, he feared that it would be the last time he ever saw you.Â
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Your plan worked flawlessly.Â
Getting to the nursery meant that you had unsupervised access to the women and children, especially away from Cyrusâ prying ears. Because you were a âdelicateâ woman, nobody suspected you of having ulterior motives. You easily found a crack in Kathy, Jessicaâs mother. You spotted her as the one who had made the original 9-1-1 call, wanting to get her daughter away from Cyrus. You convinced her to help you get everyone out, and you felt intense relief when you were met with a familiar face in the cellar as everyone escaped through the tunnels.Â
âWhereâs Reid?â Morgan easily asked you, glancing behind your shoulder as if waiting for him to appear.Â
âHeâs still up at the church.â You told him. âI had to separate off to help get the women and children out-âÂ
âGo on, we have to get you out!â Morgan urged, trying to gently usher you along.Â
âWe have to go get Reid!â You argued, trying to turn around.Â
âGo, go on, Iâll go get Reid!â He told you.Â
You were about to argue back, but you were cut off by a scuffle behind you.Â
Jessica was yelling about Cyrus - how her mother had betrayed her, tricked her.Â
Morgan pushed Kathy toward you and ran off screaming for Jessica. You took Kathyâs arm, gently convincing her that everything was going to be okay as you guided her the rest of the way out. You had to focus on this, convincing yourself that everything was going to be okay. You had to tell yourself that Derek was going to get Spencer out - that they were both going to be okay.Â
When you got outside, you were hyper focused on marching away, taking a path away from the church as directed by the officers in charge. You froze in your tracks when you heard it - an earth shattering boom. The ground beneath your feet shook. You felt a puff of hot air swell to touch your back.Â
You let go of Kathyâs arm and whipped around, and you couldnât even pay attention to where she went. You almost thought you heard her weeping, but your mind couldnât process it as your eyes were glossed in bright orange flame.Â
It was the church.Â
âSpencer?â You gasped quietly. âSpencer!âÂ
You couldnât help it, but you began to run toward it. Your feet carried you faster than you could think, and before you got more than a few feet across the ground, you felt a sharp grip on your upper arm.Â
âL/N!âÂ
Hotchâs voice, sounding far too distant for the position he held right behind you, viciously gripping onto you as you fought against him, trying to get toward the fire - trying to get to Spencer.Â
âHey! Hey! Stop it!â Hotch tried to order you around, tried to get you to stand down.Â
He got a hand around your waist, and you continued to kick like a wild horse, fighting against his grip as hot tears poured down your face.Â
âHeâs in there!â You sobbed. âSpencer is still in there.âÂ
âCalm. Down.â Hotch ordered sharply.Â
You collapsed back into him sobbing, all of the fight leaving your muscles at once. You couldnât fake the reality in front of you.Â
âYou running in there and getting hurt isnât going to change anything.â Hotch told you quietly, a somehow distant murmur into your ear.Â
Through the blur of your tears and the sharp orange glow, you saw the shape of two bodies. You heard coughing as someone emerged from the blast, hobbling down the stairs at the front of the church. You forced your eyes open wider, trying to see who it was, and then:Â
âY/N!â Spencer called out your name gruffly through the smoke he had inhaled, and you easily shucked off Hotchâs grip to race up the stairs to get to him.Â
He was leaning on Morgan for support and you were worried that he was hurt. But the moment you were close enough, he tore himself away from Morgan and the two of you met in the middle. In a pattern that was easily developing, you fell into the safety of his arms, holding him tight enough to bruise him - never wanting to let go.Â
âYouâre so stupid, youâre so stupid! Why would you do that to me?âÂ
You sobbed out, gripping both sides of his face, staring into his eyes, needing the recognition that he was right there, right in front of you.Â
He stared back with glassiness - intense fear, adrenaline, and something small that told you he was thankful for you, and needed you now more than ever.Â
Of course, your words were simple anger at the situation, not at Spencer himself. The terror of thinking that he was dead still pumping through your veins, causing you to shake.Â
âI know.â He said quietly. âI love you.âÂ
His voice wrapped around the words so tenderly - it was the most sincere declaration you had ever heard from him. As if to say âI know how much that scared you. I know what this ordeal has done to us and I only meant it more because of how scared I amâ.Â
âI love you too.â The words flew from your lips so naturally it hurt. You took a moment to recover, entirely shocked by your own lips. And then, you only found the need to say it growing more inside of you. âSpencer, I love you.âÂ
You pulled him toward you with the grip you had on his face, and he easily met you in one of the most earth shattering kisses you had ever experienced.Â
It was no longer a show, it was no longer about displaying the fake marriage for someone elseâs benefit - if it had ever been about that in the first place. It was about the two of you. It was about feeling that comfort, that safety. It was about the fact that your two souls were drawn together since the day you had met. The fact that you had always felt safe with each other. You had always been the other personâs shelter from the storm.Â
And you poured every ounce of those feelings into that kiss.Â
You combed your fingers through Spencerâs hair, taking a harsh grip on the back of it, holding him there so he couldnât pull away from your lips. He wrapped his arms around your waist, fisting the back of your sweater. Both of you entirely refused to come up for oxygen, not even caring who saw the epically passionate, public display of your love for each other.Â
Unbeknownst to you, Morgan and Hotch exchanged a look with raised brows as it happened. You and Spencer didnât care. You were barely perceiving the world around you as the two of you kissed.Â
âYou know if youâre not careful, people are actually gonna think you two are married.â Morgan said, being his usual sarcastic self.Â
Rather than pulling away from Spencerâs lips to sass him back - you simply flipped Derek off over Spencerâs shoulder.Â
On the ride home, JJ handed Derek five dollars. He had the over/under that the two of you would get together before the end of the year. JJ said that it wouldnât happen for another five years, at least. Derek handed the fiver to Emily when she reminded him that the âfake marriageâ bit had actually been her idea.Â
When Emily and JJ relayed the story to Penelope, she squealed so loudly into the phone that JJ dropped it.Â
Hotch pulled you aside later and warned you that the fake rings were just cheap costume jewelry that Garcia had gotten and they would tarnish soon if you kept wearing them. He also recommended that you and Spencer put in the paperwork with HR if you were âseriousâ about the relationship. You knew that it was him wishing the two of you his best.Â
A few days later when you came into work and found the HR request for an update of relationship status sitting on your desk, already signed by Spencer, you couldnât help but to smile.
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A/N: This is a oneshot, so there will not be a continuation or a sequel to it. If you are going to comment, please comment about the body of work that I have written, rather than asking me to write 'more'. If you want to see more things that I have written about Spencer, feel free to check out my Criminal Minds Masterlist.
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Hi there! I just wanted to let you know that I love your games! Mushroom Oasis especially has an especially place in my heart. Mychael is such an interesting character and one of my favorite types of yanderesânot violent towards his object of affection but still manipulative and willing to cross lines even if he feels guilty about it. Thank you so much for the work you have done; itâs obvious this game is a labor of love and I am looking forward to see how the story progresses.
In the meantime, I have to ask, do you think there might be a future option where the player can cook for Mychael? Totally okay if that is a little too specific. Cooking is just a love of mine and I love to cook for people I love and I feel that is something that Mychael would appreciate.
Alsoâand forgive me if you have answered this alreadyâbut I was curious to see where Mychaelâs affection lands on the scale you created by the end of day 3. Or would there be more than one answer since it seems actions taken on this day might start to split between the platonic and romantic routes.
Thank you again for your time and for creating this wonderful game. Your art is so lovely and you have a real knack for fun character design.
HELLO!! Thank you so much for the kind words!! For me personally I've never been a fan of "if I can't have you no one can <3" type yanderes so knowing that it's a shared sentiment means a lot!!
I actually have something of an idea where MC does something nice for Mychael for a change in Day 4!
It was closer to buying a gift and the players can choose what they'd get for him but adding a cooking/baking option (or a more diverse set of gifts rather than just shopping for it) seems like a good idea! As usual the script is still cooking so we'll see!
As for the charts, they're answered here and explained here!
Also,,, idk if you'll ever read the addition below but I'm holding back on gushing rn because uh, this is for you personally but it's basically an appreciation post for being one of my fave authors <3!!!:
AAAA A A 11 !! ??
I'm gonna try and articulate myself in the best way I can but I have been a FAN of your writing since??? Gosh, 2015??? I was following your blog back when the pfp was a torchic (and a treecko i think??) and the header was Swiggity swiff Gotta Yiff ?? Idk if you're comfortable with people knowing of your writing but let me know if I should edit anything here!!!
I LOVED your writing so much it was silly and witty but you can do drama and heart and spicy just as well it was a major inspiration!!! I genuinely though it was a little goof when I saw you were following my blog the other day and THEN YOU SEND ME AN ASK??? IM, , , THROUGH THE ROOF, I would mention my fav fics of yours by name but I'd be outing myself but the scope is huge <3
I've been thinking of how to respond to this all DAY and decided to just be honest but but just know I love what you do <3 Admittedly idk if you still write these days but either way I hope you're doing well!!!! <3
#mushroom oasis vn#mychael ask#jar of fireflies#IM IN THE JAR RN /J#this genuinely made my day im so serious ty for being you <3#flashbacks to a younger me reading my first few yn fics.... from the rockin the muffin...#me being embarassing under the read me LOOK AWAY EVERYONE LOOK AWAY!!!#light spoilers#bts
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FLIRTY PROMPTS FLIRTY PROMPTS!!!
May I ask for "I just want you to be happy! And perhaps a little bit naked." with Lilia, pretty please đ„ș
I've been looking forward to this oneeee
summary: "I just want you to be happy! and perhaps a little bit naked" type of post: short fic characters: lilia additional info: romantic, reader is gender neutral, reader is probably yuu, not proofread, Malleus being Lilia's wingman instead of the other way around for once LOLLL a part of this event
"Come on, just one taste?"
Lilia pouts; he knows the power he wields with his cuteness, and he somehow finds a way to use it in every possible situation.
"I worked so hard!"
Your gaze drifts from the bowl of... something he's holding out to you to Silver and Sebek as they shake their heads behind him, trying to save you from your fate.
"...I just ate," you say. Silver sighs with relief.
Lilia huffs. "Again? What does the cafeteria food have that mine doesn't?" Silver opens his mouth, and Sebek shoots him a glare.
"Oh, well... More for me!"
You watch, shaking your head as the elder fae leaves the lounge, the warm bowl of brown sludge cupped between his hands.
Silver and Sebek follow, the latter grilling the former about respect.
"My... what do we have here?"
Malleus, for as tall and imposing as he is, appears in the lounge without a sound, filling the vacancy that the others had left behind.
"Lilia's cooking," you say. "He's been getting really into it lately."
Malleus blinks. And then he laughs. "Ah... aha. I thought I smelled something burning again. He really is quite smitten with you, isn't he?"
"Smitten?"
Now, that's a new one. You can't help but smile, deflecting the word in a single awkward laugh. "I don't think so,"
Malleus raises his brow, as if surprised by your denial. As if it should be obvious...
What a silly thought.
"Do you doubt my sincerity, child of man? I haven't seen Lilia so taken with anyone in... some time. He's rather adamant on impressing you with such things,"
He gestures to the bitter scent wafting from the kitchen.
You want to say that's not possible; Lilia is flirtatious by nature, but actually being interested in you...? Let alone going out of his way to woo you...?
You turn towards the arched doorway that Lilia had left from earlier. Malleus follows your gaze with a subtle smile.
"Well... I have a club meeting to attend. Good evening, child of man... unless you would like to join?"
"What?" you look back to him like a deer caught in headlights.
"Uh... no, not this time. Thank you, though."
He gives you another knowing smile and takes his leave without another word, departing and deserting you with your thoughts in the lounge.
You're not alone for long.
"Still here?"
A streak of black and pink drops down from the ceiling in front of you, changing the feel of the room to one of mirth and mischief.
Lilia smiles, studying your pensive expression carefully. "Fufufu... have you changed your mind? Want a taste of my soup after all?"
"No," you blurt out. He laughs at your nervousness.
"Oh, my... did I startle you? And here I was, starting to think that you'd grown used to my surprises..."
You roll your eyes at the tease in his voice and take a generous step back. His distaste for personal space is the last thing you need right now...
"That's not it. I was just... talking... to Malleus..."
Lilia narrows his eyes. The crimson is even more striking in the dark of the lounge... "Oh? About?"
"Nothing," you lie. It's pretty obvious. "...You."
"Little old me?" he asks, shuffling a little closer. He says it like a question, though he's not really looking for an answer.
...Almost like he already knows. Why do you suddenly feel so nervous?
"He was just... speculating..." you say. "...About you and I."
Vague... but not vague enough. Lilia seems to understand what you're implying immediately, another impish grin playing at his lips.
"Was he? And what did he say?"
You force a laugh; it's all you have left. "It's... it's funny, he thinks that you've been doing all these nice things to impress me because... because you like me,"
Lilia goes silent for a moment, cradling his chin in his palm as he watches you deflect the undeniable tension with another laugh.
And then, he starts giggling along with you.
"Fufufu... Oh, how innocent... mm, yes. Malleus is a smart boy, but he lacks social awareness. Otherwise, he would know I am not trying to woo you with cooking..."
You force another chuckle, though this one sounds weaker, scratchier. Of course, you should have known.
The chances that Lilia actually likes you... like-likes you... that he even thinks of you as attractive...
"I just want you to be happy..." Lilia goes on, his smile as merry as ever. "And... perhaps a little bit naked."
Pause.
He's always had a terrible enjoyment of pulling the rug out from under you, but this is almost insidious.
Lilia seems to enjoy your speechlessness, his grin only widening.
"Oh, my... you look flustered. I truly hope you didn't take my homemade meals as flirting, otherwise, you're in for quite a surprise.
...because I haven't even started yet,"
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Weird Egg?
Okay so in theory, Obi-Wan was plausibly on Mandalore when Anakin was born, right?
(this is technically a variation on a few other fics and AUs I've seen, and I'll list the stuff that came to mind at the end.)
While on Mandalore, Obi-Wan finds An Egg while hiding in a cave with Satine. And he doesn't recognize it, and Satine doesn't recognize it, and even Qui-Gon doesn't recognize it.
Which makes it weird, at the very least, and probably rare. It's the size of his HEAD and even though there's no parent around, the egg is⊠warm, now? He didn't notice at first, but it's definitely producing at least some of its own heat.
So Obi-Wan brings the egg with him, which is a pain in the ass in terms of maneuvering, but they do seem to have better luck avoiding Death Watch than before, which uh. Given that the egg feels warmer when they're getting lucky, and seems to glow in the Force, they think might not be a coincidence. A lucky rock, except it's alive.
Mission ends. Obi-Wan plans to take the egg back to the temple for study in case they just discovered Something, and as he's saying goodbye to Satine⊠the egg Hatches.
It is a dragon.
The dragon can project words into Obi-Wan's mind. It's not quite capable of complex thoughts yet, but it's a he (probably), and has a name (Anakin!), and considers the person who's been carrying him and protecting him and keeping him warm for the past six months to be his mom!
Obi-Wan protests at this. Qui-Gon decides to make his life harder with the 'correction' that Obi-Wan would be a dad, not a mom.
So now Obi-Wan has a small dragon which will be growing to the size of a house, that imprinted on him and is following him home and calling him dad and insisting on sleeping in his bed
Idk if you've ever read Septimus Heap, but⊠the MC of that found a Fancy Rock, put it in his bag, carried it around for a YEAR because he kept forgetting to take it out of his bag, and then it hatched into a dragon. And I kept thinking about that the whole time I wrote this.
In Obi-Wan's defense, he does Have A Plan.
Until the dragon hatches, turns out to be a sapient as a toddler (with promise of growth), and calls him Dad.
And now the plan is gone.
He just wanted to bring a cool egg back to the Temple for study!
And now the Mandalorians are pulling out old books about whatever the fuck this is because these things APPARENTLY went extinct around the same time as the underwater dragon-adjacent thing that is the Mythosaur.
Obi-Wan learns that supposedly the eggs are inert until something with the Force interacts with it in a Purposeful Manner.
Which includes "probing it a little to see if whatever is inside is actually alive."
Anakin's a standard western dragon that can breathe fire because Flyte. Also this post.
Weeeee okay small text for the references I mentioned.
Obviously, first up is the Septimus Heap series by Angie Sage, specifically Magyk and Flyte.
The fic series I was thinking of initially that kind of jumpstarted the AU process was Boga Service Varactyl AU, but specifically Kenobi Kafé Service Animal Boga AU.
I've been seeing a couple of dragon shapeshifter AUs, including that post I linked earlier from @ahsoka-in-a-hood, @bubblew0lf1's dragon shapeshifter AU, and @squad-724's Dragon Jedi AU has been all over my dash for the past few days.
Stubborn to the Bones by @tideswept, which was part of what had me connecting the various dots of Obi-Wan Finding Animal Anakin on a mission, though our outcomes are admittedly very different lol. (Their fic is shippy, and mine is more decidedly gen/familial with a slight nod to Obitine.)
#star wars#dragons#dragon au#anakin skywalker#obi wan kenobi#qui gon jinn#satine kryze#animal au#references to:#septimus heap#phoenix talks
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The House Guest 4
Warnings: non/dubcon, and other dark elements. My username actually says you never asked for any of this.
My warnings are not exhaustive but be aware this is a dark fic and may include potentially triggering topics. Please use your common sense when consuming content. I am not responsible for your decisions.
Character: Bucky Barnes
Summary:Â an old acquaintance calls in a favour, leaving you with an unexpected house guest.
As usual, I would appreciate any and all feedback. Iâm happy to once more go on this adventure with all of you! Thank you in advance for your comments and for reblogging â€ïž
The drive into town, or the few shops that cluster together at the midpoint of the backroads, is quiet. As you lazily steer around the long bends. As you come in sight of the beer store banner, you squint into the rear view. Buckyâs been so silent, youâre half certain heâs asleep.Â
He sits with his arms crossed as he stares out the window. His eyes could be closed. As you roll into the gravel lot, he clears his throat.Â
âNot much to this place,â he comments.Â
You give a start and shift into park, ânope.âÂ
He nods as he unbuckles his seat belt and sits up, âquiet.âÂ
âVery,â you agree.Â
He makes no other comment as he gets out. You really canât tell how he meant it. Does he like the quiet? Hate it? Does he long for the New York rush?Â
You push yourself out of the car and head for the front door. He steps ahead to get the door and you thank him. Itâs not too unusual. A lot of the men in their plaid fleeces insist on doing the same. You enter and greet Dustin behind the counter.Â
âFoster sending you âround again?â He asks.Â
âMr. Fosterâs drying out. At least his wife says so. And I told her I wouldnât bring him anymore gin.â You explain. Â
âAh, you got company,â Dustin comes to the end of the counter, âDustin, and you?âÂ
He holds out his hand. Bucky shakes it with his gloved one and introduces himself.Â
âHa, boy, fingersâ cold already? Must not be from around here.âÂ
Bucky sniffs and drops his hand. He has both covered. Itâs probably best he not draw attention.Â
âYeah, came up from the States,â he says. âNot a fan of the Canadian beer though.âÂ
âAh, you like piss water. Well, head to the back, youâll find that yankie river water.âÂ
You chuckle and shake your head. You go down the middle aisle and Bucky catches up to you with a grumble. You notice his glower as he peruses the cases.Â
âDonât take it to hear. Thatâs just Dusty. If youâre a hockey fan, donât mention it unless you wanna hear about the Leafs for an hour.âÂ
âRight,â he nods and grabs a green case. âMore of a baseball fan.âÂ
âDonât mention that either. Heâs a Jays fan.â You head down the far aisle and peruse the smaller bottles. That should be enough.Â
âThought you donât drink,â he comments as you pick out the brown bottle.Â
âRumcake. Iâm gonna check in on the neighbours later this week. Make sure theyâre okay. Plus, you add a bit to some fried bananas. Itâs great.â You explain.Â
He drones again and clicks his tongue. He probably doesnât care much about the neighbours or your motherâs rumcake recipe. You go to the counter and put the bottle down. As you reach into your pocket, Bucky leans the case on the edge.Â
âCharge hers with mine,â he takes out his wallet and slips out some bills.Â
âYou donât have to do that.âÂ
âLeast I can do,â he insists and hands over the money, âSir, you keep the change.âÂ
âBoy, this is a beer store, we donât take tips,â Dustin scoffs.Â
âThen put it in that charity box,â Bucky shrugs and hauls up the case. âGot somewhere else to go?âÂ
You take the bottle and say goodbye to Dustin before you follow.Â
âGroceries,â you say as you follow him out.Â
You fish around for your keys. What pocket did you put them in? You stop beside the driverâs side and search for them. Of course, you locked the car.Â
Frustrated, you set the bottle on the car roof. You look down as you continue to pat your jacket. You finally find them and then you hear it. The subtle friction of the bottle slips down the curve of the roof. Â
You panic and try to catch it. As you do, you press against the wall that appears behind you. Bucky reaches over your shoulder as he saves the bottle. You get your keys free and teeter between him and the car. He backs up.Â
âGot it,â he says.Â
âUh, thanks,â you hid your discomfort. You werenât expecting him to be so close.Â
He easily carries the case under one arm and takes the rum with him around the passengers side. You unlock the doors and he opens the back to put the alcohol in front of the seat. You swing into the driverâs and get yourself situated.Â
Youâre overthinking. He probably didnât even realise how awkward that was. You put your keys in the ignition as he drops in through the opposite door.Â
âReal friendly around here,â he remarks as check the rear view.Â
You reach over to grip the passenger seat as you crane to see behind you. By accident, you grab his shoulder. He grunts and you release him quickly, grabbing the seat instead.Â
âSorry,â you say.Â
âItâs fine,â he shrugs and you slowly reverse, hooking around to put your car straight. Â
You rescind your hand and turn forward, steering out of the lot and down to the next street. There, the grocery store is a bit more lively with the early risers. You draw up and park again. You get out and he follows suit. Â
He grabs a cart before you can. Youâre not sure if heâs being overly helpful or what. You walk beside him toward the front doors. As you do, Cathy comes out with a paper bag in her arms. Before you can hide, she shrilly calls your name. Great.Â
âOh, havenât seen you lately,â she smiles beneath her fuschia lipstick. âOh my,â her heavily lined eyes flick to Bucky, âand who is this? Donât see a lot of new faces in Caribou.âÂ
You glance over at your escort as he stops the cart.Â
âThis is Bucky. Heâs visiting Canada.â You say.Â
âVisiting? Oh, how wonderful,â she walks up the side of the cart, squinting at him. She never wears her glasses. âAh, look at him. Strapping.â She grabs his square jaw.Â
âUm, Bucky, this is Cathy.âÂ
âLook at those eyes,â she squeezes him so her acrylics sink into his cheeks. He looks stunned by her latch on him. She is one of a kind, especially around there.Â
âUh, nice to meet you,â he speaks stiffly as she stands on her toes to inspect him.Â
âAbout time you found yourself a handsome young man,â she lets go and he brings his hand to his cheek.Â
âCath, itâs not like that,â you chuckle. âItâs nice seeing you but we gotta grab some stuff.âÂ
âOh, donât let me stop you. Oh, the pharmacy got some of those new ones. You know... the ones with the ribbing,â she winks.Â
You take a moment to catch her meaning. Your lips part but you donât have much of a response. Bucky shifts beside you.Â
âGotta be safe,â she smirks, âanywho, if I was you, Iâd be in a hurry too.âÂ
You set your chin and grab the side of the cart. You pull it along and Bucky goes with it. The silence is stifling.Â
âShe was nice,â Bucky says as you enter the store.Â
âSheâs... Cathy. Donât mind her,â you say as you stop at the shelf of pears.Â
âBeen a while since anyone called me young,â he snorts as he lingers with the cart.Â
âWell, around here, you might just meet a few of your peers. Or close to,â you mutter, paying overly much attention to the pear. Youâre too embarrassed to look anywhere else. As usual, Cathy has to make her little comments. âYou mind grabbing some maple syrup? I uh... Iâm almost out?âÂ
He doesnât respond right away. He wheels the cart up in front of you and backs up, âthink I can manage that.âÂ
As he turns, you almost feel bad. You donât want to treat him like an errand boy. You just need some space. Youâre still getting used to someone else being around. All the time.Â
#bucky barnes#dark bucky barnes#dark!bucky barnes#bucky barnes x reader#series#drabble#the house guest#mcu#marvel#captain america#winter soldier#avengers
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What's Mine
Summary: Bucky pushes you too far and decides to explain how your situation works. Or doesn't.
Word Count: ~2.3 k
Warnings: Dark Fic, Implied dub/non con, Power imbalance. Please let me know if I missed any.
Previous Part
It's been a few months since Bucky "claimed" you. He followed up on his promises of taking care of you. You frequently woke up to some surprise gift or another. One day it was a fully stocked kitchen. Another day it was the leak in the bathroom sink getting fixed. More than a few times it's been jewelry with his initials on it.
And all it cost was letting him use you. You swear a piece of your soul dies every time he makes you cum. Every time he coats you in his semen. Every time you match his fervor. It might not be so bad if he didn't gloat every time. That damn smirk haunted your dreams. Or was it nightmares? What was the difference anymore?
It had definitely affected your standing in the community. People were scared to interact with you. Fewer parents brought their kids to the library when you were there. Ruth and her friends had no problems calling you all sorts of degrading things under their breath. You definitely caught them giving you the evil eye more than a few times.
Part of you suspected that if you'd quit trying to fight him he'd lose interest. He liked when you were in a fiery mood. If you could just give in, give up, he'd likely stop using you. But you couldn't help yourself. You hated him. You hated yourself for enjoying the pleasure he gave. That hate needed an outlet.
You pull into your driveway, no longer surprised to see Bucky's bike there as well. You sigh, wondering if you can talk him into to leaving. You're exhausted. Walking into the house you don't even have a chance to take your jacket off before Bucky is on you.
"Bucky, please no. I'm just too tired."
He chuckles, "don't worry. I'm just really happy to see you. We're going out tonight."
You sigh, "I'd rather stay in."
"Then that means you have the energy for me all night."
"Ugh, fine. Where are we going?"
"I've got you an appointment at the tattoo parlor."
"WHAT?! I hate tattoos! I can't get any!"
He smiles as he growls at you, "you're going to get a tattoo just for me. No one else is going to be able to see it, but we'll know it's there."
"Isn't the jewelry enough of your 'ownership'? You even got me a brooch for my cardigans with your initials!"
Bucky licks his lips, "it was just the beginning, Doll. So far everything I've done to mark you are things that can wash away or heal up. This is the next step."
"I refuse," you declare, crossing your arms.
"Fuck, Doll, you're getting me riled up." He puts his arms on each side of your head, boxing you in against the wall. "And you're getting that damn tattoo. We can either go now, while you're still cleaned up, or after I've fucked your brains out and you're a cum covered mess."
"Fine," you drop your head. "Let's go to the tattoo parlor."
"Not yet." He grabs you chin and makes your look at him. "You need to thank me, first, Doll."
Bile rises at the back of your throat. "Thank you for letting me preserve my dignity."
He laughs. "Give me another," he taunts, using the same voice as when he's telling you to give him another orgasm. You hate yourself for the involuntarily clench your pussy does.
"Thank you, Bucky, for...for introducing me to Bunny. It is nice to have a friend." A friend who understands how fucked you both are, you think.
That gets a more sincere smile on his face. "It is important to me that you know my best friend and his girl. I'm glad you're good to them. Bunny is gonna need you when she's pregnant."
"What are friends for," you dryly reply.
"That's my good girl, Doll."
The tattoo is pretty much what you expected. His initials, right over your heart. If you wore anything low cut, it would be obvious. You were sure that was the point: can't even show a hint of skin without reminding everyone who it actually belongs to. At least it wouldn't be a problem at work, given you always dress conservatively.
By the time you're home Bucky is practically salivating at the memory of the tattoo on your chest. He might be eager to see this permanent mark of his claim on you but at least he's willing to follow instructions for proper care so it doesn't scar or make you sick. You made sure to thank him for that, knowing he likes to hear it, and he reiterates, "I take care of what's mine."
"Any chance I can just get some sleep tonight? I wasn't lying when I said I was tired."
"I'm all worked up, Doll."
"I thought you take care of what's yours," you snap back. "How is keeping me awake, not letting get good sleep, taking care of me?"
He grips your chin and gives you a thoughtful look. "I suppose you're right," he admits. "Even a vibrator's batteries gotta recharge every so often, right?" You roll your eyes and he grins. "But I'm going to hold you all night and when you wake up, it's on. I know you don't work tomorrow."
"Is that why you helped with my budget? So I'd have more free time to be your personal toy?" You can't fight the fire in your voice. You're tired, yes. Tired of being so angry all the time.
"Aww, you admit you're mine," he teases.
Unable to hold back any longer you smack his face. "I have never been so angry or tired as I have been since you showed up. You want to take care of me? You want me to be yours? Treat me like a fucking person!" Tears are pouring out of your eyes, the stress and frustration of the months finally finding a kind of release.
Bucky glowers at you and grabs your throat with his metal arm. "You shouldn't have done that, Doll."
"I don't care anymore," you croak.
That seems to catch him off guard as his hand loosens and his face softens.
"Oh, Doll," he shakes his head. "You really should've said something sooner." You squeeze your eyes shut as more tears start falling. He removes his hand from your throat and brings you in for a hug, causing you to cry even more. He pats your hair and coos, "there, there," until you can't cry any more.
"Let's get you to bed," he says quietly.
"I...I don't...I don't understand."
He gently lifts your chin, "you know, before Bunny ran, I tried to warn Steve he was being too controlling. That she was going to bolt. He didn't listen and, sure enough, she escaped. Wouldn't surprise me if she continued to try because he hasn't learned to loosen his grip. I don't plan on repeating his mistakes. Yes, you're mine and you'll never be rid of me. But that doesn't mean I can't be benevolent."
You sniffle as your brain tries to comprehend the sudden change in his demeanor.
"Now lets make sure that tattoo is properly cared for," he says with a soft kiss to your forehead.
"I...I hit you," you stammer.
"You're over-stressed and tired," he shrugs. "If I thought you were doing it just because you wanted to hurt me, yes, there would be repercussions. But I've apparently been overworking my poor Doll, so I'll forgive that one smack." His tone at that last part implies any more attempts to lash out at him will be punished.
"Thank you, Bucky," you murmur as you hang your head.
"Mmmm. That's more like it. Now let's get you to bed and tomorrow we'll work on your communication skills."
You wake up feeling like you're hungover without having had any alcohol. The delicious smells of breakfast lure you out of the bed, even though you dread meeting the cook.
Bucky's shirtless and smiling as he works. If you were in anything close to a healthy relationship you'd smile at how happy he is. Instead you keep your head down, trying not to think about that metal hand wrapped around your neck. About how those muscles feel pressed against your back, or on top of you.
He sees you and gestures for you to sit at the table. He brings you a plate of breakfast, a mug of coffee and kisses the top of your head before sitting across from you. You don't eat right away like he does, lost in your confusion about this change in behavior.
"Eat, Doll," he orders. "I didn't stock your kitchen and cook this up just for you to let it go cold."
"What is going on?" your voice is barely above a whisper.
"I'm taking care of my girl," he answers, nonchalantly. You look at him like you've never seen him before and he sighs. "Eat, or I will force it down your throat."
You grab a slice of the toast and start chewing. "Thank you, Bucky," you grumble and he nods in his approval.
"One of the differences between me and Cap is that I know I'm a monster," he tells you between bites. "He likes to think we've done all of this to keep his girl safe and give her the life she always wanted. I know better. But we've been best friends since we were kids. Ride or die, you know? So I'm always going to have his back. I've just made peace with the fact that it means ruining lives."
"You never tried to talk him out of it? Out of taking over an entire town?"
He shakes his head. "Steve's the kind of guy who can never be talked or distracted from his goal. One of the things I find endearing about him."
"So, he gets you all to take over everything here and you, what? Enjoy the spoils?" Feeling the bile rise at the back of your throat, you go for another slice of toast to try to settle your stomach while keeping Bucky happy.
"It's a balance," he grins. "We take over and just start doing whatever the hell we want, a lot of people are going to die trying to get rid of us. So we set up some rules for our men. People will remain upset, of course, but they're less likely to 'rise up' so long as we have a level of restraint. It's, honestly, the biggest part of my job as Cap's second."
You think on this for a minute, mindlessly eating. "I get why the town, but why me?"
He shrugs, "I needed the stress relief. It ain't easy keeping a crew in line and I was initially just hoping for a quiet spot to read to calm down. Then I started watching you. Saw you expertly handle all kinds of difficulties. When you snapped at me, I figured, like me, you could use some stress relief."
"Stress relief?!" He gives you a look that has you clamming up.
"And fuck you were so good," he muses. "That first photo is still the background on my phone." Heat rushes to your face. "I decided to go ahead and keep you as mine. You're not only a good fuck, but you were quick to befriend Bunny. Everyone else who sees her with Cap has decided to avoid her. Something I know you've been experiencing, even though you haven't told me." You look down, unable to say anything. "I honestly thought you liked the rough treatment and was happy to give it, but I'm guessing we hit a limit for you."
"You branded me," you snarl.
"No, I got you a tattoo. Branding is something else and would've hurt you a lot more." His tone is stern and you return your attention to your food. "You've played a critical role in helping me keep things under control. Plus, since you're my girl, you get some privileges and protections. You think Steve would've beaten up Walker for some random librarian? No. But for his best friend's girl? That's another story."
"So, you're just going to keep using me?"
"Yes," he nods. "And now that I know more about your limits, I'm less likely to get stabbed in my sleep."
You look at him, aghast, "that's why you never stayed the night before?"
Bucky chuckles, "so smart. I love it. And now that you have more information, hopefully you're smart enough to put the rest of the pieces together."
"If I hurt you, Steve drops everything to find and kill me. Probably painfully." He nods. "If I make you angry, you're likely to take it out on someone who doesn't deserve it or you lose control of your men for long enough that they hurt someone who doesn't deserve it." He nods again, smiling at you. "And if I stop playing along like everything is okay, it's another sign to the townsfolk that might set them over the edge and have them shooting, getting hurt, or worse."
Bucky finishes his breakfast, nodding at your conclusions. "God, I love that you're so smart. Makes a lot of this so much easier." You start sniffling and he reaches across the table to gently grip your chin. "I get that this is a lot to take in, Doll. But I know you'll make the right decision. If you really didn't care about this town, you'd have left when you only had a skeleton budget. You're willing to work yourself to the bone to take care of these people, you're willing to be mine to keep them safe."
"I can't say 'no'," you whimper.
"But it doesn't have to be all bad. Remember, I take care of what's mine."
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