#the Soulmate

[kpopfanfictrash]

KIM SEOKJIN IS HOMEEEE

[themonsterthing]

Two weeks ago, I broke things off with my longest partner. Almost fourteen years of every different kind of dynamic conceivable. We loved each other in so many ways. We saved each other so many times. And he is an absolute idiot, and I absolutely made the right choice.

People remarked, that day, that I didn’t seem upset. No, I wasn’t, because what did I lose, except someone who didn’t treat me the way I deserve?

Since then, I’ve had moments of grief over little things. He knew me for fourteen years. Who else was I gonna text about burning through shoes (again), who else was I gonna be excited about hot pot with? No one is gonna appreciate stupid puns the way he did.

But yesterday I realized that, yes. I lost the only person who knew me deeply, completely - who was physically intimate with me - from before.

Before I almost died. Before I was abused. Before I changed.

The only person who supported my abuser. The only person who defended her. The only person who defended his own actions. The person I trusted to be my safety check, my ship in the storm, who never actually thought it was abuse.

So of course I feel good. That chapter of my life, that book, is well and truly closed.

I am a new person. I am a new me. Yes, these things happened, but there are no ghosts left in my life. Nothing haunting my heart.

And now I get to keep writing my new beautiful story, with my new beautiful life.

I am free.

[storytime-reviews]

Just Finished: The Soulmate by Sally Hepworth

That's another funny thing about marriage. Sometimes, when you look back on it, the worst moments are in fact the best.

[uniquely-portable-magic]

A little Horror/Thiller book haul for the day 💀

[froody]

“can straight men be romantically and sexually attracted to men?” sure, I’m not a cop

[1-jar-of-stars]

On Friendship.

[noodles-07]

on friends and soulmates and that type of love that feels like it's going to burst right out of your heart

@/zmije / @/leptodiera / @/bichopalo / lyrics from two best friends by bb bean / animatedjames on youtube / @/killingmyselfbutnotdying / unknown / @/sadiekane / friedrich neitzsche / katfish draws / @/elytrians / @/wormbus-art aka @/angel-pond / @/mushysuggestion / the unsent project / mhairi mcfarlane / unknown

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[birintiharmelegi]

[happyheidi]

by Molly Buford

[thequotegarden]

Imagine meeting someone who wanted to learn your past not to punish you, but to understand how you needed to be loved.

[storytime-reviews]

Currently Reading: The Soulmate by Sally Hepworth

[w-intent]

[too-many-blorbos]

Soulmates as a horror concept.

You WILL love this person. It doesn't matter who you loved before; any feelings you had, any promises you made, they will become inconsequential as soon as you lock eyes with the stranger Fate has picked for you.

There's no way to stop it.

There's no way to say "no."

You will meet someone and with a single glance, both of you will become someone new, someone who's now bound to this stranger whether you like it or not, want it or not.

Trapped in a dance together until the day you die.