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writing the shittiest essay in the history of english for my ap lang final project💪💪we die like men
#hot take but ap classes shouldnt have final projects on top of scary exams. but whatever.#we have to write a marxist feminist or post colonial criticism of invisible man or the awakening#thats also a research paper#i chose feminist awakening but#he never told us how to write a criticism!!!!#making this shit up as i go along#i worked for maybe 2 hours and i have. part of a thesis and part of a first paragraph. lmao#trying to finish this in the next week so i can focus on my history final project 😔 but words arent wording
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I'm only halfway though Hbomberguy's new video and I dont know if this is a universal experience but my main horrified takeaway from hbomb's plagiarism video so far is that one of my highschools TAUGHT AN ENTIRE CLASS OF 13 YEAR OLDS TO PLAGIARISE. LIKE, ON PURPOSE.
I ended up moving to a much better highschool, but my first highschool essentially taught us to "write" essays by reading what someone else had written and then write what they said again but putting it "into your own words". Which in practice was teaching us to change, for example, "the works of Shakespeare were regarded by many as the first popular art form" to "Shakespeare's plays have been said by some to be the first example of popular media". One teacher actually told us that the process of writing an essay was "saying what the people you've researched have said, in a way where it sounds like you said it".
Like. The tactics that actual plagiarists use to hide the fact that they were stealing. An actual teacher tried to teach me to do that.
#hbomberguy#im so glad i left that school early the next year. it definitely would have gotten worse.#i literally didnt learn what a bibliography was until grade 9 because of how shit my first highschool was.#at the same time if a student wrote a paper that was 'too good' even if it was orginal theyd accuse them of stealing without proof#like i wrote a completely original paper and got the note 'this is very good - did you write it all yourself?'#fuck you man. yes i did. despite you trying to teach me to do the opposite#they accused me of getting my parents to write it for me. i had to show them everything i researched and my dad lost it at them#this was also the same school where they took every kid with a disability out of maths regardless of if they were good at maths or not#and taught them shapes like they were fucking three years old#i remember hanging out in the maths with all the other autistic kids and prentending to have never seen a triangle before for a joke#and while thats really bad and abelist. the non-disabled kids were still being taught addition and division like they were 8 and not 12#the whole thing was a massive fuck up shit fest. it took the year 7 maths teacher leaving for us to all get the same maths class#and we STILL werent being taught to an age appropriate level because we missed so much grade 7 maths it had to be caught up in grade 8#i would burn it down but its not a highschool anymore lol
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not attaching this to that post because obvioulsy the unexamined colonialism is more important than like. nitpicking historical details. but also its such a shame so many fantasy settings are so incurious about actual medieval european food because its so much more diverse and interesting than a bland assumption that everyone is eating either a big cartoon roast Meat™ or a potato stew and thats all there was. like im not a food history expert at all but ive been to reenactor banquets prepared by people who Are and these guys are out here doing the absolute most. making reproduction menus from specific stories or events and reconstructing recipes from extant medieval cookbooks (that are just online for free btw!) and re-building awareness of local native staple ingredients that have been all but lost (in this case lost largely due to the cultural impositions of that same colonial empire) and learning how to grow historically common fruit and veg that has been left behind. your modern day diet is probably more monotonous in terms of veggies than an average medieval irish person's but you'd never think so going by any fiction thats ostensibly set pre-1500
idk i just think if u Are writing a medieval-europe-based setting this information is pretty accessible and makes your world more interesting and more real and its FUN, so resorting to the genre classics of Ambiguous Potato Dish is genuinely lazy. sorry.
#ofc using real historical inspo would also require thinking about trade connections to the rest of the world which is not europe#because the spices are sooo important for medieval foods#but a lot of fantasy settings are (intentonal or not) just looking for a point where europeans had no knowledge or link to anywhere else#which has never been the case ever so of course that reads hollow#i wish i could remember the spiel about the native irish staple foods from when i was helping out at a public demo about it#bc it was so cool and itneresting#noneuropean tangent so im not including it in the actual post:#also truly will never stop thinking about the medieval western mongol feast#that was so good and the guy who cooked it had like basically a whole research paper explaining each dish and its context#which is pretty normal for these events but thats the biggest one i went to so it was especially impressive#a
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cant go too far from tumblr its the only website that isnt horrible to people with npd
#it always drives me up a wall i dont have npd or any pds myself but like#idk people cant help the mental health issues they have?? pds are from my understanding genetic or born from childhood abuse#ppl cant help it! npd is often a result of a child's brain trying to cope with neglect for fucks sake#i remember when i was still a psych major i did a research paper for some class abt npd and how it affects personal relationships#and when i tried to leave my database-based sources and just google shit oh my god. 500 how to spot narcissists in your life articles#its crazy to me. yea im sure some ppl w npd are shitty and abusive but ppl w/o npd are also shitty n abusive what gives#we cant be taking 1 single thing abt a person and going yep thats making you a ticking time bomb. whatta hell#one of my good friends has bpd and shes great. bcus mental health issues dont determine if youre shitty and abusive or not#it actually pisses me the hell off
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sometimes I think about the fact that horror is on the whole not a particularly respected genre of media and then my drive to get my PhD gets stronger
#i do not dream of labor. i dream of writing papers and researching media thats brushed off in academic contexts#sometimes i forget bc once i started delving into horror. ive been entrenched here.#but i also love the different way horror is used and appears in media that isnt inherently horror in genre#can you tell i mistimed my adhd med love potion effects#bc i can
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#i dropped my no good very bad class 😘#i mean it wasnt bad. i liked what i was learning abt but i was spending way too much time on it when i should b doing research#so Hurrah for being sensible#i still feel like a learned things about how to read papers from my short time there and i also learned how to give myself sleep paralysis#so that's fun. all i have to do is work on something stressful in the middle of the night and then try to go back to sleep lol#its always lights coming on when theres supposed to b no one but me here and invisible hands touching me and pulling me around#so thats fun. still feel like garbage tho#i feel like a quitter >:-[ and i have an exam looming that im not ready for#and everytime i talk to someone whos all abt teaching i feel like a horrible teacher#bc im like the worst at positive feedback. im all functional responses and instead of being like: how can i do better to help im sitting#there like what if i just collapsed right here and perished. what then? then i woudlnt have to deal with teaching lol#ugh. im still tried#unrelated
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yearning for a nap
#ive never written a literature review in my life yet suddenly im being paid to write one#reading and analysing the papers was fun can we skip the writing it down pls?#my contract is over next week tho hurray excited for my actual break#its gonna be a mad dash to finish all it next week tho cause rn my adhd doesn't like focusing on things#just the lit review and a draft of a research plan#another thing ive also never done before#yknow every skill i have relating to computer science has been the direct result of being thrown in the deep end#we're just sticking to that theme#it has been a good experience tho thats for sure#gonna look great on my resume and really help me next year for honours#another thing i need to do lol
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cons of going to a “good schoolTM”: insane workload, unbearable classmates, next to no support when you have any kind of extenuating circumstances Including literal hospitalization, etc
pros of going to a “good schoolTM”: the 9-5 lifestyle is genuinely a major improvement
#taylor.txt#the extenuating circumstances point was not me btw. i know someone who had his degree delayed an entire year because of two weeks in psych#we’re in a co-op program or else maybe it wouldve just been one semester but. lol#i hate it here…i hate it#but hey…at least i have the world’s shittiest health insurance!#some of my classmates say they dont feel like working full-time is easier than going to school full-time but it so is#for me. anyway. even when i fumbled my time management bad on the field and make no mistake i was incredibly busy plus i chose a field#notorious for Unpaid Overtime and Taking Your Work Home. even then. it was still easier than this#i would never do undergrad again. i loved everything i learned. i took interesting and awesome classes#but i would never ever do it again. miserable overworked spent most of it friendless until i got on the field#i have a friend who keeps being like idk how you did 4 physics classes this sem and im like girl we are education students…thats an average#semester for a physics major. how must THEY feel#also i have to say just you know. generally. ive worked full-time while living with my parents#AND while living alone. and 50 hours a week was incredibly manageable in the former arrangement. i even wrote and edited an entire novel#in the beginning stages of a pandemic while working 50 hours a week of retail and fast food hell. 40 hours full-time with weekends off#while living alone though? thats hard. i still managed to go to the gym almost every day#currently? i cant get out of bed in the morning. i am putting in 12 hour days and then goinng to bed unable to sleep because im so stressed#i have dreams about school. tangentially theres a really good marxist poem i read last year about this phenomenon in workers#ANYWAY. i have just 8 more days 4 exams 1 research paper and video project#i think i can pass and then thats it. my next semester is hell but just because scheduling the actual classes will be easy#and then i get to go back on the field and actually want to wake up every day. lol#and 8 days from now i will have my christmas shopping done and my apartment will be clean and i will be a fanfic writing machine#also my friends and i booked a demolition room so im sure that will be beneficial kfldjfldndks
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I occasionally make posts about history stuff and whatever grabs hold of my little bastard brain (as soon as I get one week without a major assignment due I'll make a new one, we're just at that fun part of the semester), so if anyone has ideas for fun stuff I'd gladly take them👉🏻👈🏻
And if you're new here and want to read about the history of sheet ghosts or queer saints it's under the #gay history time tag
#gay thoughts#gay history time#i do have a list of queer saints im gonna do stuff on#plus one of my assignments due soon is about ai and ethics and im debating making a post on that#because i have Opinions and ive spent so much time on it#im also working on skmething about abortion laws for a different class but thats all pre roe#dark side of loving religion and hsitory classes is the research projects#i wasnt built for academic papers i need to be able to call someone a bag of shit
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five assignments due within the next week
#personal#one due on the 10 11 and 12#two due on the 13#plus i have to write and email questions to someone im interviewing for another assignment thats due at the end of the month#and i have to write a research paper thats also due at the end of the month
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Sometimes you just need to disappear off the face of the earth for a day
#and ill probably be doing it again today considering that i have to write a fucking research paper :')#i got really caught up into pokemon black 2 these past few days so thats kinda why i disappeared ahsgsgd#my starter is a dewott named blubbles and i love him#i also have a lucario named baby boy
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keep saying i don't want 2 work another retail xmas but canNOT 4 the life of me make myself finish my goddamn fucking job applications !!!!!! death & dying & despair etc. etc.
#i dont dislike the application process for gc jobs on principle BUT#it does not mesh well w/ my difficulties re: starting & finishing tasks#but like i understand why u cant just send in a resume n hit done#NOT that there are many IT listings up atm...... and ill apply 4 clerical/admin stuff too#but an IT-1 STARTS a good $10k a year higher than a CR-5 soooooo :///#which is whatever its fine money isnt everything!! ill gladly make less if it means not hating my job!!!#but i also wanna. u know. LIVE. move out of my parents house. buy brand name snacks occasionally. maybe -gasp- go on a vacation#(not 2 say i dont make an attempt at travel now but thats with very finite savings that are def only going down not up)#also extremely frustrating 2 me the emphasis put on having a degree that completely locks me out of certain job categories#like. yes. there are for sure some where having the bg knowledge is important eg. an AU (auditor/accountant) or MA (methodologist)#and there are certain skills a degree (in theory) provides eg critical thinking research etc.#but not all of us have $40k+ to get tge fancy piece of paper saying we have those things. and u can have those skills w/o a degree#and smth like an EC which needs a degree in economics sociology or statistics is so arbitrary#and maybe not necessarily actually based in the majority of work done by the majority of positions in that category#ANYWAYS not me being bitter abt education standards YET AGAIN lol#idek if i could go to uni even if i could afford it. even tho i have 2 college diplomas id probably have 2 redo my grade 12 english 😶🌫️#also if money were no object id probably go for like. film studies or smth lol not sociology#tho. ngl. if i had the willpower and determination 4 smth so rigorous (i 100% dont) accounting does seem. interesting asdffhkkfdghh#ANYWAYS pt. 2 all this 2 say this is why i instead spent $10k+ on the only possible 2 yr diploma#that can still get u in2 the higher paying public service jobs. even tho ive discovered i Dont Particularly Care for programming. :(#thats an understatement actually i was actively in hell for like 80% of that program and the remaining 20% mostly wasnt coding
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DONE!!! DONEDONEDONEDONEDONEDONEDONE!!!!!! IIIIIMMMMM DONEEEEE WITH SCHOOOLLLL BREAK TIME FOR MEEEEEEE ❤️🎉🎉🎉ヽ(・∀・)ノ (*^‿^*) 👏👏✌️👋:D
#i was done with finals a few days ago but had a research paper i was strung out on thats in now!!!#officially done!#also he cuved and i got a b in complex analysis!!!!#sss#i am hapi
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My entire brain is probably going to be consumed by yellowjackets this month but I also am drowning just a lil
I have multiple papers I have to write & research to do & stats assignments etc this month. The semester ends 4/27 and then I have a month off before summer classes but have to work on a paper then too. Suffice to say I want to be here but final stretch of the semester so you know. Weeps.
#im just a little burned out#ooc.#tbd.#i have to write a paper over the summer that basically shows that i understand methods and stats and am capable of conducting a research#paper. and the first half of the summer i have an online asynchronous class thats like 4 mini papers from my understanding#but the back half i have class tuesday thursday 8am-12pm#so basically its just A Lot#i want to write i have a lot of muse but also im Tired All The Time#this weekend im gonna try and write one of my final papers#and next weekend i want to write my methods paper but i have a whole book i have to read for methods for the following week + 3? articles?#so we shall see lmao!#my gaship also apparently is supposed to pick up this month with more work for me to do and im like hehe fuck me#im writing my white collar crime final exam potentially 2 days before its due at this point bc thats when ill have class on the final part#fjdjksksa#and then there's stats! where i have an assignment due next tuesday which hopefully i will complete tomorrow#and then our final assignment is due the 20th and the final exam is on the 25th#so fkdososo lots to do and no time to do it#get your phd they said it will be fun they said#they also said the first year would be the hardest and compared to everyone in my cohort I've actually had it pretty good#I'm just a little frayed and ready for ths semester to be over
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I feel a bit better nowwwww
#i worked on my stupid lab report for 3 hours today and didn't do any of my research paper for English :/ but considering how shitty#i felt until 2 pm.. um thats a win#also i folded some laundry and packed one singular box but hey. small wins or whatever#i did 3 whole things when i thought i could barely manage 1....#i still want to die but its fine it always is this is my normal </3 hashtag mental illness core#z.post
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Decided to make a thread to put my subclans' lore into bc tab blurbs ain't enough for shit and then proceeded to yeet wildly off course immediately and start rambling about magic orcas (deeprealm hunter/spiney whale)
#chatter tag#and yes im having a wonderful time#ive got that orca autism and im developing them in my lore extensively#i need to read more papers on their social dynamics tho bc most of the ones ive read so far were about genetics#which is also like. i do wonder if thats all just gonna be about residents bc theyre kinda the spiders georg of orca research#which is WILD like we know all of them by NAME#and then turn around and go wait fiji has weird orcas?? wait type Ds are real???
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