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you wake up curled up against your toxscrubber, rubbing the sleep from your eyes as she chitters and nuzzles against your neck. you arenât really supposed to let the dog-sized creatures sleep in bed with you, but youâve had your fingers and your tongue inside her way too many times to deny her that at this point. you shouldnât be doing that either but if she can understand and repair an oxygen filtration system she can definitely consent so whatever. better pussy than any human youâve ever had too so no complaints here
your âcoffee machineâ dispenses you a beverage, which definitely isnât coffee but tastes reasonably like it, from an oddly phallic appendage. you try not to think about it too much
you have to go out to the garden to pick produce to make breakfast. the agridome should be sealed, but it never hurts to be careful. your filtration system skitters up your outstretched arm, hooking its little legs behind your head and spooling the long tendrils that recycle your breath and pull toxins from the air into your throat, and it shudders with a hint of arousal as you give the warm, thick appendages a quick suck. most people have to train their throats to not gag on their filters, but you took naturally to it⌠for some reason
the plants curl around your hand seductively as you pick the savory fruits off, soft leaves leaning into you and wrapping around your fingers, stroking up and down and wishing you gave them something else to holdâŚ
next is protein. you let yourself into the egglayersâ enclosure and immediately get swarmed by the small feathery quadrupeds, jumping all over you and trying to be seductive in the hopes you have a spare minute. one particularly bold one even lands on your hand, gently biting your wrist and humping your fingers- until your toxscrubber snarls at it. sheâs been getting really possessive lately, ever since she figured out what your tongue does
youâre chopping up vegetables for the skillet to pair with eggs, when the knife slips and nails your hand pretty bad. you yelp, and a medibug skitters across the counter from her terrarium. medibugs are fantastic, and you lay your hand, about her same size, on the counter for her to fix. one quick sting and the local anesthetic in her venom hits immediately, and she goes to work carefully stitching up your hand with a fiber the same thickness as spider silk and twice as strong, before weaving a special sticky patch to glue over it until youâre healed. as thanks, she climbs your arm and perches on your face, and you stroke her carapace as her ovipositor brushes your lips
your toxscrubber paws at you. her scales are turning orange - you need to change the filter in your air supply, but that can wait a few more minutes. your breakfast is almost ready, and sheâs nosing eagerly at your crotch and trying to undo the zipper with her fangs
life is good
biopunk but in a monsterfucker way. you understand
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âŚand maybe thatâs all it was about, not the biggest grandest damn day of your life, not the days you conquered all your fears, finished therapy - passing with an A+, or the day you made everyone finally like you, maybe it was a lot more about the love and the simple magic of existing that was there all along, maybe itâs about feeling alive, whatever that means to you, dear friend, and the tenderness everywhere, if you look for it and just squint a little, the strangers who become dear friends, the loves of your life that lasted but a moment, the acquaintance that gave you the best advice on your flight to Chicago, the person that smiled at you from across the smoke dampened dive bar, lest we forget the best friend that never stopped checking in on you even when you became nothing more than a pebble sized version of yourself, cold and unresponsive, itâs there, life, in a million places I have and havenât been yet, itâs not simple and it is, itâs a contradiction that taste like rare red wine, and cheap mistakes, stupid thrills and being the laughing stock and not caring one bit because you can hear the melody, everyones pain echoed back in their chorus, hereâs to more endless exploration, sloppy makeouts, fuck ups and wins, not caring a tad what they say or what they think even when itâs begging to split you open, mechanical bulls, dirty martinis, cinema, dancing, Bukowski, Mozart, Martin Scorsese, Jane Austen, the cha cha, a cup of sugar, a dead rose growing mold, I love so many, so much, Iâll be the villain, or the hero, or the background character no one needs to know but Iâm gonna do it with love, Iâm gonna do it like itâs the only thing I know how too, depression be damned, addiction be drowned, two cold hands around its throat, the word crazy may be thrown at you like a knife but it can be caught like a bouquet, petals raining down like confetti, whatever!! weâre all heading to the same end anyways, might as well have a little bit of blind stupid fun, even if they shake there silly sheep heads in your direction, be a bit kinder, but be fearless in the face of people that will never understand you, itâs not your job to translate yourself for them, the snickers and sneers, pink with jealousy, lousy with life experience, remember, itâs not your lifeâs mission to be a fucking doormat, youâre not woven that way, what does it matter? love the ones that love you, truly. Go on and live, go on and do it so well, and loud, and ripe with joy that when your day comes you may waltz out of this world, hand in cold hand with the reaper, hold the scythe, help with the weight of it all, with your tales to tell and laughs to be had on the strange journey home, all your dreams already lived, all your bad decisions made, all the forgiveness caught in a butterfly net, all the hate planted and growing chickweed and dandelions, ready for nothing but another adventure, eyes set on the sun, soul humming like the harvest moon, heart full of a life lived like a shotgun, life lived like a sick mess, fuck the broom, break the glass, you can do it all and still be good, still being a speck of flesh worth loving after you went and did it allâŚ.
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They Were Real
Pairing: Dean Winchester x Female Reader
Summary: You sacrificed your life for humanity twice. Days later you find yourself in an unknown room and with your memory lost. You must not overlook any details since it could be a lie. The most important thing that occupies the center of your head is to discover who he is... Who is that man named Dean Winchester.
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Word Count: 2,479
Tags/Warnings: memory loss, jump in time
Prologue:
Who makes the rules about what is right or wrong? Surely they are the same people who have never found themselves between a rock and a hard place. Surely, if they were put in that position, they would not know what to do and would end up choosing the âbadâ choice. All people are hypocrites and if someone says they are not... It is because they are one of the most hypocritical people on the planet.
To what extent can a person be judged by their decisions?
To what extent would you judge yourself for your decisions?
You walked through the hallways of this abandoned building looking for the monster. Charlie hadn't really found enough information to attack with confidence, but it was enough. A vetala, that's all.
But as soon as you heard a voice, your senses took off and you pressed yourself against the wall, dust sticking to your jacket, knife raised.
âI don't see her anywhere, Sammy.â He said in a tired tone.
You felt him move to the other side of the wall and you strained your hearing. You didn't know who it was, it might or might not be your fighter, but if he was a civilian, he was complicating things.
You concentrated even more when you noticed that he didn't make a sound. You didn't think he was gone.
Then, you understood the cause of the silence.
You took a deep breath and gripped your knife firmly. You quickly moved your back away from the wall and turned around, knife firmly in front of you. At the same time you made your movements, he executed them. You were facing each other, pointing at each other.
âHey.â He greeted and you narrowed your eyes.
âDo we know each other?â
âNot in person.â
âAre you what I should hunt?â
You looked each other firmly in the eyes, one wanting to guess the other's next moves.
âLet's admit it. No one will lower their weapons.â You said.
âYou would really do me a favor if you did.â
âI don't do anyone favors.â
âNot even Charlie?â
Your face paled, putting you on alert upon hearing your sister's name.
âWhat did you say?â
âYou heard me. I'm sure you do your sister a lot of favors.â He smiled sideways.
âHow do you know her name?â You growled.
âWe were talking.â
You both went around in circles, going in and out of the rooms while still pointing at each other.
âDid you murder her?â Your voice shook, but you didn't care. You needed to know the answer even if you didn't like it.
âNo.â
You looked at him curiously, and although your body relaxed, you were still on alert. The dust at his feet fluttered with every movement and the stranger's green eyes shone in the rays of sunlight.
âWhat did you do to her?â
âWhat I told you. We just chat. Amicably I must clarify.â
âAbout what, genius?â
âBut how much kindness.â He said sarcastically, but slowly raised his machete in a sign of peace. âWe killed this vampire together and both sides get the credit.â
âWhat credit? They don't even pay us and I'm not sure you're not what I'm looking for. Besides, I don't need a partner.â
âYour sister thinks so.â
âDon't mention her.â You groaned and stopped walking.
âOkay, kitten, without taking out the claws.â
You rolled your eyes.
"Besides, it's not a vampire, it's a vetala."
He frowned and lowered his machete.
"What? No. Of course itâs a vampire.â
âBlood sucked, they hunt in pairs, it's a damn vetala.â
âI haven't heard from a second monster.â
âThat's because I killed him.â
You raised an eyebrow. Dean could practically feel the arrogance oozing out of your pores.
âOkay, Lara Croft, are we doing this or not?â
âI donât even trust you.â
âBut yes in her, right?
You looked at him in confusion as he lowered his hand to one of his pockets.
âHey.â
âRelax. Itâs just my cell phone.â
And just as he said, he took his cell phone out of his pocket and dialed a number, raising it to his ear as his gaze remained on you. Someone answered on the other side.
âCharlie, there is someone who wants to talk to you.â
He moved his cell phone away from his ear and brought it closer to you. Seeing that you didn't let your guard down, he sighed and left the machete on the ground and then kicked it away from him.
âBelieve me, I wouldn't do that for anything.â
You thought about it for a few seconds, looking him up and down carefully, looking for anything that would set off an alarm in your brain. But there was nothing.
You grabbed the cell phone and brought it to your ear.
âCharlie?â You said doubtfully.
âAhoy, here I am.â
You breathed a sigh of relief and smiled.
"Are you okey." You nodded.
âYep, alive and well.â
âSo, this guy tells me you made a deal with him.â
"That's how it is."
The way she said it so easily made you frown.
âJust like that? So easy? Were you even planning to consult with me?â You asked angrily.
âI knew what you would say, little sister.â
âAnd you didn't think that maybe I have my reasons?â You looked at Dean with disdain, his reaction being a shrug. âHow can you be so sure he won't betray you?â
"Listen, I've already talked to his brother too-"
âOh, so there are two?â You interrupted her. âThis just keeps getting better.â
âEverything will be fine. You just have to trust me.â
âYou know I trust you.â You paused. âBut it's them I don't trust.â
âListen, little sister, let's make a deal.â
âHaven't you done enough for today?â
âTrust me and let's do this. If everything turns out as expected, then we'll move on with our lives and go out for a drink. If it doesnât work out⌠Iâll admit I was wrong.â
âI like the sound of that. Although I don't think it matters much when we're dead, but oh well.â
âWe have a deal?â
âIn a minute you will have my answer.â You looked at the man in front of you. âIf you betray us, can I take care of her?â
âNo one will betray you.â Seeing that you didn't say anything, he sighed and put his hands in his jacket pockets. âBut yes, you can. Damn, I'll even give you all the tools you want to torture her.â
You nodded and returned your attention to the call.
âI'm in.â
âYay!â Shee exclaimed in a triumphant tone. âYou won't regret it.â
âNo, I won't.â
You hung up the phone and handed it to Dean. You decided to put the knife away for now. He gave you a charming smile that you actually didn't find charming at all and extended his hand.
âWelcome, darlinâ.â
You watched his hand nonchalantly and he cleared his throat, removing it and instead combing his hair.
âMy name is Dean and the other guy is my brother Sam.â
You sighed and extended your hand, giving him your name. He looked at your hand before extending his own. Your hands touched, a gust of wind moved the dust at your feet.
âYour sister told me that you know when people are going to die.â
âExaggerate. They are just⌠Instincts.â
âUhâŚâ He nodded and let go of your hand, running it over his chin. âBut are you really right?â
âYes, why? Do you want to bet?â
He smiled sideways.
âYou shouldn't bet with me, sweetheart, I always end up getting the most.â
"Câmon. I will tell you if anyone will die during the mission, and if it turns out that way, you will give me that machete.â
âWhat if I win?â
âWhat do you want from me?â
You extended your arms and turned around. Dean smiled, but preferred to save the perverted comments for when he got to know you better.
âYour knife.â
"Really?"
"What? Are you afraid of losing?â
You shook your head in amusement. The mere idea of fearing something you were so sure of seemed ridiculous to you.
âOf course not. I have never missed a premonition.â
âThen we have a deal.â
He extended his hand again and this time you took it without protest, giving it a firm squeeze.
âWe have a deal.â
He smiled at you, and you couldn't help but smile back. You had to admit he was charismatic and engaging.
You still couldn't separate your hands from each other, your smiles like mirrors, and they reflected each other in your eyes.
You opened your eyes slowly, feeling them heavy. In fact, as you slowly gained consciousness, your entire body felt heavy. You turned your head to either side as you studied the unfamiliar room in which you lay groggily.
Where were you?
You sat up slowly, your body aching at the movement. You had an IV and you took it out, a little blood coming out. You placed your feet on the ground and a shiver ran through your body as you felt the cold surface. You ran a hand over your forehead and closed your eyes for a few seconds, needing to come back completely.
You were wearing a hospital gown, but you didn't seem to be in one. You looked for your clothes, but they didn't seem to be there.
Suddenly, you began to hear sounds of footsteps heading towards the room. You looked for something to defend yourself with and ended up grabbing the IV. You stood against the wall, behind the door. Seeing someone open it, you prepared yourself.
It was a man. A very tall man who slowly approached the bed, surprised to not find you there. You quietly walked up behind him and placed the tip of the IV against his back, applying light pressure to let him know that what was behind him was sharp and therefore dangerous.
âStay still and don't make any noise, understood?â He nodded. âNow, how many people are in this place?â
âListen, I-â
You pressed the needle harder.
âAnswer.â You said firmly.
âSix.â
âI can finish all of you.â
âWait, you must listen to me.â He said your name and you cocked your head. ââŚAnd you know me.â
âNice trick, but it won't work.â
âIt's the truth. Did you have an accident-â
âStop talking! Take me to the people who kidnapped me.
âWhat? No one kidnapped you.â
âYou want to die?â
He sighed.
âFineâŚâ He gave up. âI'll take you to them.â
âGood boy.â
You pushed him towards the door. You walked close to his back. The place caught your attention. It looked big, full of hallways, but there were no windows in sight. Were you in a bunker?
He stopped before turning and you understood. His friends were there around the corner, the room without a door.
âWeâll go into the room and you and your friends will answer some questions.â You whispered. âIf you don't do it, you will die.â
âYou must listen to meâŚâ
âDon't you dare talk to me like you know me.â
He stayed silent and you gave him a little push to keep him going. When you two entered you observed the people scattered around the place.
"GuysâŚ"
âOh, heya, Sammy.â Commented a man who had his back turned. âHow is she?â
No one turned their gaze towards you, they were quite busy reading.
âWhy don't you ask her instead?â Your voice echoed through the room, making everyone turn around.
Those who were sitting stood up and stuck their noses out of the books. Each one seemed to be going through different emotions.
âI don't have time for this.â You growled. âEach of you will release what you have in your hand and hold it high. You will then head over and stand in the middle of the room. If anyone makes a sudden movement, I swear I will give him a big cut on their back.
âHow did I not prevent it?â Lamented one wearing a trench coat.
âDo what I said.â You ordered.
Everyone obeyed and went to the center of the place, standing side by side.
âNow that there is order you will answer my questions.â
âThe angel ruined it again.â A bearded man in a suit rolled his eyes.
ââŚAnd no one will speak unless it is to answer my questions.â You continued.
The room fell silent.
âWhat am I doing here?â You asked.
They exchanged glances.
âYou live here.â
âI don't think I explained myself well.â You pressed the needle against Sammy's back.
"Wait!" The one in the rain trench coat exclaimed. âWe are honest with you.â
"Did you have an accident." One with green eyes followed.
You softened your grip because he didn't seem to be lying. But you couldn't risk it. You weren't sure if they worked for someone or alone.
âLet's say I believe you. Tell me what is happening.â
âHow much do you remember?â Asked an older man in a cap
âI ask the questions, old man.â You answered.
âOkay, okay. Let's start again. You are part of usâŚâ
âYou had an accident that left you in a coma.â Another followed.
âI don't remember any accidentâŚâ
âIt seems that you lost your memory.â
âThe question isâŚâ The one in the suit looked at you curiously, studying you. "How much?"
You looked at each one of them. The only thing that made sense of his entire story was memory loss. That would be the answer to all your questions. They seemed confident when they spoke, even when one of their own was under threat.
At that moment, you remembered Charlie.
âWhere is-?â
âGuys, something happened to myâŚâ
You turned around, seeing Charlie, who was rushing into the living room.
âBitchâŚâ She whispered.
In your distraction, that man snatched your weapon and pushed you. You tried to get closer, but he pointed it at you. You sighed defeated and raised your hands.
But he, instead of continuing to point the needle at you, threw it on the ground, which surprised you. You lowered your hands as you looked at Charlie.
âWhat is happening?â You asked her.
âSomething happened to you and you lost your memory.â The one in the raincoat explained instead.
âBut⌠I don't understandâŚâ
âDon't worry, you're safe here. We are your family.â
"Family?"
âWhat is the last thing you remember?â
âIâŚâ You ran a hand through your hair. âI remember surviving with you, Charlie.â
She was thoughtful and something clicked in her mind. After the death of her parents and finding you, many years had passed in which you survived every day.
Everyone exchanged glances with each other, observing the conversation.
âWhat's going on?â
âThat happened a long time ago, little sister.â
âI don't understand⌠How much exactly?â
Charlie walked over to you and held both of your hands.
âIt was many years ago⌠Many yearsâŚâ
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Crimson Eclipse
1. The Alleyway Encounter
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The rain came down in a steady drizzle, soaking through your jacket as you pulled it tighter around yourself. The cityâs neon lights flickered against the wet pavement, casting fractured reflections that stretched like ghosts under your hurried steps.
You werenât supposed to be here.
Your contact was late â if they were even coming at all. You shifted your weight against the cold brick of the alleyway, fingers tightening around the flash drive tucked into your pocket. Weeks of digging, hacking, and near-misses had led to this moment. Evidence of something big. Something powerful. And now, you had to hide it before it got you killed.
A single footstep behind you sent your instincts into overdrive.
You spun, heart pounding, hand flying toward the knife strapped into your belt. But before you could react, a voice cut through the rain.
"Bad idea."
The figure stepped into the dim glow of a flickering streetlamp. Tall, broad-shouldered, clad in black with a leather jacket that smelled of gunpowder and blood. But what caught your attention first was the helmet â smooth, crimson, concealing his entire face.
The Red Hood.
Your grip on the knife didnât loosen. "You following me?"
"Youâre not that special." His voice was smooth, almost amused, but there was an edge to it, something sharp beneath the surface. He took another step forward, movements slow, calculated. "But I do make it a habit to keep an eye on people who are about to get themselves killed."
Your breath came fast, adrenaline still buzzing under your skin. "I donât know what youâre talking about."
He scoffed. "Sure you do. And if I know about that little drive in your pocket, so do the people looking for it."
The air shifted.
You barely saw him move before the space between you vanished â one second, he was a few steps away, the next, he was right in front of you.
Your fingers gripping the knife twitched again.
He noticed.
"If youâre about to try and stab me, donât." His voice was a quiet warning. "You wonât like how that ends."
Heat flared up your spine, but you forced yourself to meet the void of his helmet, refusing to be intimidated. "So what? You here to take the drive for yourself?"
A pause. "If I wanted it, itâd already be gone."
Annoyance flickered in your chest, but underneath it, a different feeling began to settle in. This wasnât just a warning. He wasnât threatening you.
He was watching. Studying.
You took a slow step back, trying to regain some control of the situation. "If youâre not here for it, what do you want?"
He tilted his head slightly. The reflection of the city lights glided over his helmetâs surface.
"To see if you're worth saving."
Your stomach twisted. He let the words hang in the air for a moment before turning sharply on his heel, walking toward the end of the alley. Rain dripped from the edges of his jacket, the weight of his presence still lingering even as he moved away.
Before he disappeared into the shadows, he spoke one last time â low, casual, but with an unmistakable weight behind it. "Don't go home tonight."
Then he was gone.
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Kim Rok Soo wakes up several hours later. Surprisingly, he hasn't been moved from his position, still held up against the teenagers chest, face in his neck. Only now there's a monster fur wrapped around Kim Rok Soo's back and tied behind the boy. A... baby carrier.
Choi Han presses a hand on the baby monsters head when he notices it wake up. With his right hand he tightens his grip on his knife and casually swings it diagonally through the air, a black aura cutting through the space in front of him and arriving at the creature that attacked them, reminiscent of a cross between a mountain lion and a goat, with oozing green fur and bulging eyes.
The monster is cut. The monster falls.
Kim Rok Soo squirms in the carrier. It makes him recall a memory of a father that would tie his baby to his back when he went out to fight. His wife had died, so he had no choice but to manage alone, because he couldn't trust anyone with his child. They both disappeared one day, and Kim Rok Soo never heard of any bodies being recovered.
Whatever, he thinks. It isn't embarrassing to be in a baby carrier if he's a baby. He hasn't been thrown away or left behind, so it's fine, right? Unfortunately, he notices, it is glaringly obvious that they haven't left the forest yet. Nor does it seem like the teenager has a base.
He didn't want to admit it, but seeing that monster, and a black haired Korean teenager that managed to kill it so easily... it made Kim Rok Soo remember the book he read last night.
The Birth of a Hero.
It seemed unreal to jump to the conclusion that this teenager is Choi Han, and that they're in the Forest of Darkness in a fantasy novel, but the hand stroking up and down his back reassured him that this was reality. And that Kim Rok Soo... was a monster.
...
No, what was he? A monster didn't make sense. Could he really have been dropped into this world as a newborn baby monster? That might as well be the world telling him to die! If he hadn't been next to his egg shell then wouldn't Choi Han have killed him instantly?!
Kim Rok Soo doesn't know how long Choi Han has been in the Forest of Darkness, but the calm exuding from him even when he kills monsters bigger than himself makes it clear that's it's nearing the time that he'll find Harris Village.
His stomach rumbles with a loud noise. He's ravenous, but the idea of hunting a monster ruins his appetite. Choi Han will feed him, surely.
He hasn't eaten since he hatched. Kim Rok Soo was forced to record books about child rearing before so he knows that babies need to eat often. Does a teenager- no, a teenager that is over a hundred years old now- know how to take care of a baby?
Choi Han pats him on the head.
"Hey." The patting was a little harder than maybe it should've been. "... Can you eat meat?"
Kim Rok Soo hums but it sounds like a warble. Monsters don't speak. Babies don't speak either. This kid is really asking a combination baby monster a question about his diet.
Even if it wasn't super obvious, Choi Han was obviously desperate for companionship. The tone in his voice made it clear that he hadn't spoken in a while, to someone or to himself. Yet, in this terrible forest where everything sought to kill him, Choi Han willingly picked up a liability and is trying to care for it.
Kim Rok Soo warbles again, quieter. This is why this kid ends up being the main character. Kind people will always find a way to be kind.
Choi Han unwraps the carrier and Kim Rok Soo readily jumps to the ground. He misses Choi Han's flinch because he's facing the felled mountain-lion-goat monster.
Experimenting, Kim Rok Soo sticks his elongated mouth into the flesh wound made by Choi Han, but only gets a mouthful of flowing blood. It floods his nostrils and he takes his face back out, shaking his head and frowning at the bad tasting blood.
The wound won't work, so he tries to bite through the fur somewhere else, but it doesn't even tear. He's a baby monster but he can't even do that much?
He's going to try something else when a black flash has him flinching and tumbling backwards. He lands with his back to Choi Han's leg.
Choi Han reaches towards him.
Kim Rok Soo closes his eyes. Did Choi Han decide he was useless and that he's better dead? He hadn't even had the chance to try fantasy food yet! He wanted to fall asleep on a human bed once they got out!
Something wet touches his mouth.
Without thinking, he takes it into his maw, finding it squarish and squishy. It tastes like the blood his mouth is coated in.
Kim Rok Soo blinks and looks up. Choi Han is looking down at him with expectant eyes. Though his face is devoid of emotion, he manages to still seem like a friendly- if a little apathetic- high school student.
The meat is chewy and softer than he expected, or maybe his jaws are stronger than he thought, so he ignores the fact that it tastes like blood and stares into Choi Han's eyes.
For being stuck in this forest for a hundred years, he has a nice gaze.
Gulp. The meat glides down the back of his throat incredibly easily. If he hadn't been a human before this, maybe he would've swallowed it immediately without chewing.
Choi Han waits for him to finish swallowing.
Kim Rok Soo warbles, unable to ask why the century old teenager is staring. Is something the matter? He's still hungry.
When Choi Han doesn't move Kim Rok Soo points at the monster with a paw.
More.
He wants more.
Choi Han gapes, astonished, but Kim Rok Soo gets off his leg and sits patiently to his side, waiting. If he is going to take care of a baby, he should do it all the way. Of course, once Kim Rok Soo gathers his strength, he'll guide Choi Han to Harris Village and let them heal his heart. He has to leave to get some powers that he is interested in to make him moderately strong.
Choi Han cuts out another square of meat and offers it to Kim Rok Soo, only to receive a blank stare. Don't just offer it to me, feed it to me. Babies shouldn't eat by themselves, they're too weak.
The wine-red baby opens his mouth. Choi Han's mouth breaks into a small smile. He places the square of meat onto the baby monsters tongue and watches in fascination as it swallows without chewing this time.
They repeat this until Kim Rok Soo burps, lazily blinking. Being a baby is better than he thought it'd be, even if the food isn't great. He can swallow it quickly though, so he reasons that being a monster right now isn't so bad because he doesn't have to suffer through eating tough, bloody meat.
He taps his tail on the ground, like ringing up customer service.
Isn't he taking advantage of the twisted protagonist too much? Kim Rok Soo should hurry and deliver him to Harris Village as repayment.
Choi Han is quick to bring the baby monster up to his chest, wrapping the monster fur around it again. When he strokes the bumpy head, it feels warmer than when he first held it. Despite being here for so long, he doesn't know how a baby monster grows or is raised. Do they normally get warmer the more they eat?
He should feed it frequently, so that it doesn't get cold.
#dragon krs au#not a reblog#hi I decided to keep going#I need a name for him!!!!!#should Choi Han name him? should he name himself? keep Roksu or try smth else?#pls help he's just a baby#lout of the countâs family#lotcf#lcf#trash of the counts family#totcf#tcf#Kim Rok Soo#Cale Henituse#(but still krs)#Choi Han#fic idea#fanfic writing#tcf red dragon#yes I have an explanation for why KRS was hatched in the middle of the Forest of Darkness#my explanation? earth elementals. they were tending to the wine-red egg#ALSO THE WINE RED EGG IS NOT RAONS BROTHER#cuz I can't explain it canonically#so he's just another egg from another dragon. he was given to the earth elementals to keep safe from WS#his parent gets killed by WS sadly#but good news! baby survived!!#when they felt it begun to crack they just brought it to the surface where Choi Han was bc they bet it was his best chance of survival#*they* being the earth elementals#they had to rush okay. baby dragon will suffocate underground#anyway
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I've seen a lot of people saying that Belos would have been better off being a character on another show and that Owl House didn't deserve him, but I've never seen people regret that Owl House doesn't belong to a channel with an older audience, like Adult Swim. Think about it. I love Disney for all the things that other people love and hate about it, but their main audience is children. Of course, everyone's favorite Alex Hirsch, was able to show a LOT of things not for children in Gravity Falls, but basically this show is about a town of humans, where the characters are mostly humans who do human things. Monsters, as part of the plot, appear in only twenty-five percent of the episodes and we know almost nothing about how they live. Boiling Isles is a place in another realm, a giant rotting corpse of an ancient powerful titan inhabited by witches and demons. Boiling rain is pouring from the sky, the oceans are boiling too, creatures like fire bees, spider-spewing griffins, slitherbeasts and hand dragons live all over the corpse. And despite this, witches and sentient demons behave like humans, react to things like humans. For fandom witches are just humans with different ears and magic and practical the same technologies and events and clothes that we have. They have only few things that makes them different from humans. We know that they make pies out of sentient fairies, we saw how Eda ate Adegast, we heard Lilith call Luz Eda's âhuman petâ and heard Eda say âWitches eating babies is so 1693â, but no one pays attention to it. People mostly discuss how cute Lumity is, or how bad Belos, Odalia, Tibbles and Kikimora are. People prefer to consider the Boiling Isles as some kind of utopia where everything is fine. But itâs boring. At first, the show showed one thing, and then abruptly began to show something completely different. Eda and King said that there is no weather on the Boiling Isles, but we never saw anything but boiling rain. We have never seen plagues, gorenados, shale hail, painbows and knife season. Â
It's sad that people forget that Boiling Isles is a completely different world. It's very rare to see fanfiction or comics that take this into account. I have some Belos Redemption AU headcanons touching on this topic, but I have concerns that I won't get an answer. What do you think?
Hey, Anon!
I totally agree with you that the series should have had the witches act and appear more differently than the humans in the show, and about how the Isles isn't a perfect utopia.
Also, I think the Owl House works fine as a show for children / younger and older teens.
Not sure what you mean by when say that you won't get an answer (like I won't answer your ask?), BUT, AAA, WISHING YOU THE BEST ON YOUR BELOS HEADCANONS !!! đŤś
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SPOILERS FOR S2 EP5 OF SCHOOL SPIRITS
This oneâs gonna be a LONG one⌠Sorry in advance.
I feel SO bad for Maddie. âMy mom is being a good mother just not to me.â UGH! That made me so so sad.
The meeting with the living kids and the ghosts was SO funny. Simon and Wally FINALLY interacted. It was also so fucking awkward for the living kids. Like imagine sitting there staring at a bunch of empty chairs with pictures of dead peopleâŚ
ALSO Wallys, âYouâve been here like four years babe, try 40.â MADE ME SCREAM. BABE?????? I CANâT.
I love when Wally acts like a dumbass. âWhere can we find a Bazooka?â WHAT?? Also there is SOMETHING going on with Xavier. Wally literally pointed out âheâs looking right at me.â I donât think he can see them, but he can definitely sense something is there. Iâm calling it right now.
Um⌠Wally misses body shots??? Hey⌠so when did Wally become a FREAK?
Yuri is FINALLY out of the pottery room??? Iâm really growing to like him.
That hellscape was fucking INSANE. I did NOT expect to see Janet literally burnt to a crisp. I genuinely feel so bad for her, but I canât help but be pissed for what sheâs doing to Maddie.
Yuriâs death sounds so sad đ. He had such a bad panic attack it triggered his asthma? Ugh, my baby. I need him and Charley to hook up NOW.
I feel so bad for Nicole. I wasnât a huge fan of her last season, but everyoneâs always so mean to her. Not a single person even attempted to hear her out.
What the hell happened with Mr. Martin?? That man was ANGRY. Iâm so confused! Janetâs old friend, Eugene, basically said the fire was purposeful. What even happened to make Mr. Martin snap like that, and why did he purposely start a fire??
That dinner was SO uncomfortable. I donât even know what to say other than that.
The pool scene made me so sad. âMaybe Janet can do more with my life than I ever could.â I had a suspicion Maddie might have this thought eventually. Peytonâs acting was SO good.
âI wish you would be stuck with me here forever. But, you deserve to live.â WALLY STOP BREAKING MY HEART.
WALLY AND MADDIE MAKING OUT IN THE POOL??? HELLO??? The tension is INSANE. The way she touched his lips with her thumb??? They are FEEDING us this season.
NICOLE COMING IN CLUTCH WITH THE EUGENE LINE??? Janet was HORRIFIED. Also, no way Janet boiled Simonâs phone⌠sheâs completely freaking me out. Her holding the knife while telling Simon to leave??? If she hurts anyone iâm gonna sob.
Milo with his hair down and wet made me feral. I love him either way, but the hair down just gets me. I need Wally to STOP gelling it up. The amount of fluff we got with Mally is literally is insane.
XAVIER SAW MADDIES DEAD DAD??? Okay, this is an INSANE episode. Nicole finding out that sheâs texting Xavier this early was NOT what I thought would happen.
This is one of the first times iâve cried during this show. That song Rhondaâs friend made was so heartbreaking. I love Rhonda so much.
âWhy canât it be?â YURI STOP. I love Charley so much. He really deserves someone.
RED ALERT. EVERYONE WAS RIGHT ABOUT MR. ANDERSON. Mr. Martin giving Janet Fahrenheit 451 was so sick⌠I hate him more and more every episode.
AND HE KIDNAPPED HER??? I CANNOT wait an entire week for this
#school spirits#milo manheim#school spirits season 2#wally clark#maddie nears#peyton list#split river high#spoilers#xavier baxter#simon elroy#hyperfixation#claire zimmer#charley school spirits#rhonda school spirits
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White Petals
(The more interesting Daryl and Carol spinoff we deserve?)
Sorry not sorry, I watched the first episode of the Daryl Dixon spinoff and completely got turned off by the whole âthis kid is the messiah and you need to protect himâ deal. Also, itâs in Europe? Like what??? Itâs too complicated. What made the original series work is its simplicity: Rick wants to make the world better for Carl. And when they lost that, it dwindled.
Thatâs what this spinoff needs, simplicity.
So, hereâs an idea that will never see the light of day outside of fanfiction bc I do not work in Hollywood:
The first scenes show Carol traveling on the road alone, braving the elements and newly mutated walkers (to make it more interesting, I guess).
She returns to old areas significant to the original series: first, the abandoned kingdom; then, the house she stayed in with Tyreese and the girls; Gabrielâs church; the prison, where she finds the broken picture frame of Rick, Lori and Carl (the one Carl found for Judith after Lori died). Maybe she even encounters Jimâs rotting corpse (from s1) and puts him down.
After a montage of her returning to old areas, she sets up camp for the night somewhere in the woods in an unknown location. We watch her track and hunt a small animal, then roast it over a small fire; we see her kill walkers to clear the area, then set traps around her to prevent any unwanted surprises. We watch her as she settles in for the night, clutching a knife to her chest for protection. She closes her eyes and falls asleep. Sheâs out here surviving, not quite living.
A twig snaps and she jerks awake, her knife at the ready. The area is dark, the fire is low. But thereâs movement in the distance. She goes to investigate and finds a small group of walkers. In the process of killing them, she encounters Darylâseconds away from stabbing him, mistaking him for one of the walkers.
They embrace and settle back in camp where she reignites the fire. Darylâs says heâs been tracking her for a while, after she didnât immediately return to the Commonwealth on a routine scavenge. Their conversation is vague. Carol doesnât give an explanation of why sheâs all of a sudden going backwards, traveling to all their old places. And Daryl doesnât push it.
Morning comes and she continues on with Daryl now at her side. He spots a Cherokee Rose and picks it, following her into a familiar field: the Greene Farm. They go to the gravesâweeded and worn, but otherwise untouchedâand he sets the flower down where Sophia lies.
He gives her space to mourn, moving to secure the area. The house and barn are no more, not even the ashes. Not a walker in sight. In the distance he sees crops and people tending to them. He hears a horse trotting toward themâthey ainât alone.
Chaos ensues.
They get caught up helping the ones now settled here, mostly a group of Cherokee people dealing with a tyrant group nearby (old west/cowboys vs natives genre).
Daryl wants to stay and help these people. (A kid in this new group gets lost, mirroring Sophiaâs fate.) Carol wants to move on, continue her journey.
They fight and part ways with Daryl staying behind to bond with this new group. But eventually they find their way back to each otherâmaybe itâs Carol who happens upon the lost kid, alive and well, and brings them back.
And slowly, itâs revealed why Carol is going backwards. Sheâs stuck in the past. Not over the things that happened to her. More specifically, not over what happened to Sophia.
Daryl, in his own way, is also forced to deal with what happened to him with his dad and Merle (and possibly his absent mother).
To make the title fit, maybe thereâs Cherokee Roses and their white petals guiding them along on their journey.
The story (season?) ends with Carol and Daryl returning to the old house she lived in before the apocalypse, expecting to find only bad memoriesâsurprised to discover good ones sprinkled in there too.
She scavenges to find old trinkets from her past. Maybe a bracelet Sophia wore, or an old photograph. And after accepting what happened, they burn it down and finally move on.
#the walking dead#twd#twd daryl#twd caryl#twd carol#spinoff#daryl dixon#carol peletier#thinking about writing this
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LAYTON HONEY WHY DO YOU JUST HAVE THESE ON YOU
#i though they were just from the overworld bur i didnât see any#a true gentleman never leaves rhe house wirhout his explosives#that's what the knife bad is doing to people
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A belief in Nominative Determinsim
#mira & isa sitting at the other side of the room: oh that cannot be a healthy rationalisation. someone should deconstruct that QUICKLY...#change's strongest soldiers VERSUS one guy echo chambering themselves about a susperstition-based retributive model of the world. GO!!!#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#sloops#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#hey look now. this is softer than usual isnt it? ignore the. ignore the subtle damnation of blame unto the self. its fine. theyre fine#this is in fact a slight adaptation of that headcanon of mine i linked! yep! turns out the way to comic-ise it was to. make it like#90% speech bubble and get kinda weird with the formatting. it's clunky and experimental but hey. im experimenting.#the next ones gonna have even more fucking speech bubbles if it goes how im planning. christ#then its gonna get followed up with something wordless so. all things in perfect balance.#DISCLAIMER: i like to write loop and siffrin displaying the maybe not so great logic-holes their seeming fear of 'retribution for not#sticking to (the script) what the universe intends for them' entails. i do not agree with their weird philosophising.#i in fact think this is . bad for them. and am exploring how fucking unhealthy their mindset seems to be even when 'mundane'#OCD siffrin real as hell whats with the doing arbitrary actions in specific ways lest Something Nebulously Bad Happen little dude?#anyway if you caught the extremely blunt symbolism of kissing a hand with a knife in it you win a prize! it's called self-satisfaction đđ#hmm. do people realise i kept calling this type of back and forth between siffrin and loop a socratic dialogue bc socrates was also just#arguing with himself? like he was just making up the other guys. complete thought experiment. i also call them that because theyre WORDY!!!
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Man, it's cool and all if you see a metaphor for marginalisation in the monstrous, and if you want the power fantasy of 'what if you could just eat anybody who threatened you/pissed you off'. Me too.
However, as soon as you start saying 'no, these monsters are a 1:1 on Specific Marginalised Group, and you have to treat them in the fiction like they are directly representative of real human members of the marginalised group', BUT you also, in the fiction, make them hurt/kill/eat humans? And then try to shame me, your audience, for noticing or engaging with the bit where they kill people, because you made them directly representative of a real-world marginalised group? You have lost me, and also, I think, the plot.
#hear yourself. for the love of whatever you cherish.#'but they only kill bigots so ACTUALLY they're the GOOD GUYS -' your metaphor of monstrosity is entirely premised on the question of#'what if what you went around righteously killing; believing your actions to be justified;#were actually people and it was not in fact righteous or justified to just kill them'#'what if the world isn't neatly split into 'good guys' and 'bad guys'#who gets to decide who or what is 'bad'? because that's the original problem of monstrosity-as-metaphor-for-marginalisation#(if as a creator you say 'oh my intention with this was X' cool!#if instead you go with something like. well.#'well in this setting monsters are so rare it doesn't matter that they kill people and you'd have to be a homicidal sadistic psychopath >#< to hunt them; but sure I guess if you want to play a Bad Person' well I might have#but if you're going to explicitly judge me for wanting to engage with the moral question of 'how justified is this and who would do it#versus how justified are these monsters if they do have to harm or kill people to continue to exist'#then maybe I just don't want to play your game at all)#anyway I'm sick to death of poor uwu cozy vampires who are SO marginalised so I'm not Allowed to care about all the people they murder#it being fucked up is what's fun about it! do all the other shit but let me take the murders seriously!#and inb4 someone accuses me of being a bigot for saying 'actually I don't think you get a free pass to kill and eat people if you're gay'#remember when the CW's famously reactionary and conservative Supernatural tried to just gloss over the part where every time its heroes >#< killed a demon with a magic knife it also killed the person the demon was possessing#and say 'oh no it's fine we don't care about those killings; they don't matter; don't bother caring about them either'#but they were doing it to glorify exactly the kind of people that these 'monster as metaphor' stories are trying to cast as expendable?#I have other examples that are like. real dramas. but That Paranormal Show is the one that's in the same niche that I'm talking about here#it feels more insidious when it comes through a fantasy show where there are monsters involved#so you can say 'no it's not real so it doesn't matter'#but then ALL of it is equally not real. and vampires are not actually an oppressed group. because they don't exist.#you can say 'these vampires are a metaphor for an oppressed group so this fiction matters in real life'#or you can say 'don't care about the murders because they weren't actually real'#but you can't say both and then get mad at ME for treating the murders as seriously as the vampires#let me engage with your premise and don't waste my fucking time#or just set your fluff in the Sesame Street universe where vampires drink cherry Kool-Aid and help kids learn to count
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I aim low / I aim true, and the ground's where I go / I work late, where I'm free from the phone / and the job gets done, but you worry some, I know
âTOO SWEETâ, Unreal Unearth: Unending (2024) [ HOZIER ]
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In âToo Sweetâ Hozier draws a contrast between two individuals with different lifestyles and preferences, one who enjoys living life at his own pace, indulging in simple pleasures like whiskey, coffee, and late nights while not worrying too much about conforming to societal norms of waking up early and living a disciplined life, and a second individual, presumably the partner, is portrayed as someone who values discipline, health, and structure. They encourage the narrator to live a healthier lifestyle, waking up early and taking care of themselves.
Born from the 3rd Circle of Hell, Gluttony, same as his track, âEat Your Youngâ, Hozier examines excessive mess and overindulgence, similiar to Danteâs depiction of gluttony where it not only refers to overconsumption of food and drink but also the overindulgence in any worldly pleasure to the detriment of spiritual growth.
GENIUS ANNOTATION
#squid game#seong gihun#hwang inho#inhun#gihun x inho#gihun x frontman#squid game 457#457#001 x 456#ginho#my art#pretty self explanatory but hozier x squid game is mandatory at this point#inho to gihun like yeah. yeah. yeah donât you wanna wake up dark as a lake#smelling like bonfire lost in a haze. if youre drunk on life i think its great but while in this world#gihunâs too sweet in a way that is clear and detrimental to his own wellbeing while inho himself has been made bitter with living. what joy#is there to be found in the earth or in the lives of others beyond expense. what do we owe to each other and what can we get out of it. why#would we stay without the contract of obligation or the weight of love that canât feed our bellies. what is the point of feeding our hearts#I AM SUCH A SUCKER for auâs without the games where they meet in real life and clash of will and worldview still changes them as people#and both of them are forced to carve themselves a new life with the knife they give each other and they are happier for it#office auâs or restauraunt auâs or meet cutes or high school auâs or what#i want recs so sos os sosoosooo bad hmghgngn#smt about these sad sad old men
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Stabby stabby time đâ¨
(Original meme audio source can be found via this YouTube video!!)
#once again Iâm so bad at putting silly short meme stuff onto my main channel without thinking itâs gonna humiliate me HELP đĽ˛#lâll get over it this is my exposure therapy hour#it doesnât help that I told classmates in college about my YouTube channel and didnât think about how that would fuck with my anxiety lol#like âOH NO WHY DID I DO THAT THEYâLL KNOW IâM CRINGE AND WEIRD NOWâ#listen if people canât tolerate you at your cringiest and you feel like you need to mask around them 24/7 then itâs not worth#you gotta be your authentic self and enjoy your interests regardless of how people view it#trying to people please the masses is only going to wear you out and make you feel disconnected from yourself#âfuck it we ballâ mentality saves lives tbh#âŚ.I donât know Iâm still trying to pep talk myself into it being socially acceptable to post sillies :â)#for now this will be a Tumblr exclusive until I stop being a baby about itâ¨#(also wouldnât it be funny if my channel has a running joke of everyone not knowing what Puzzles age is? Just a thought)#(first Meggy asks him about it and now Iâm asking too)#(no wonder the guy pulled out a knife people wonât shut up about his age lmfao)#mr puzzles smg4 meme#mr puzzles animated#smg4 girl how old are you Iâm getting nervous meme#girl how old are you Iâm getting nervous mr puzzles meme#hplonesome art
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What if the masks that girls were at the Menagerie were those that covered just the eyes and so when Inej escaped and became The Wraith she got a covering that covered only the lower half of her face (a hood is attached, but she doesn't often wear it when she isn't collecting information). She said that it was for practicality when she was Kaz's spider, but then she realized somewhere along the way that there was a satisfaction in being able to look into the eyes of men who had done horrible things so that in their last minutes the only thing they can see of her is that she doesn't regret what she is doing to them.
#my headcanons#six of crows#inej ghafa#knife wife#additionally#what if she felt horrible the first time she realized this#because the men at the menagerie never regretted what they were doing to her#and someone#(Kaz. Jesper. etc. Take your pick)#had to help her realize that she isn't the same as them simply because she felt bad in hindsight#that she is better than them because she doesn't kill for the sake of killing#and she always has remorse for when she's killed someone#though it is notably smaller for some people#and almost completely gone for others
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The knife being given to Ron for him to use in the kitchen instead of being used against him as intended was so good. It was Cellbitâs knife before it was Badâs, his sort of reassurance and comfort during triggering or stressful moments, as well as a reminder of what he wants to avoid reverting back to. A knife that gave him options.
The way that knife symbolized extremes and bloody decisions, given to Bad to carry out the actions Cellbit suspected of him, that of which Cellbit would not do but would look the other way of, knowing well what sorts of violence Bad can commit.
Bad never uses it. As much as everyone expects him to, he instead gives it to Ron for its intended purpose. Just like instead of having killed him, or as heavily implied, eating him, he had taken Ron somewhere safe.
Idk something about how characters come back from extremes, and the other islanders help in this. Baghera helping Bad settle on helping Ron escape. Cellbitâs family helping to keep him choosing the better options, striving for something level headed and rational, at the very least. Something about how people can do terrible things, but then they can do better and work to correct for what theyâve done, how forgiveness isnât impossible and reformation is in reach.
Something about Cellâs knife, clean and newly sharpened, stored in a drawer in Ronâs kitchen, now used for gentle things.
#smth about taking poor bloody decisions and turning them into something that is good. kidnapping ron and turning it to helping him escape#and figure out a life away from the Feds. taking this knife with a long history and using it for its intended purpose - kitchen work#though I know itâs not the same knife itâs symbolically the same knife yknow yknow#idk man the way this happens when people understand bad and why heâs doing what heâs doing#even Cellbit with his own understanding and helping bad even with those bloody intentions and purposeful looking away. it was support#support that bads been lacking. and like no itâs not good but like at least bad has had something thatâs not just accusations and such#like. itâs tricky. bad has been very much in the wrong. but like with Charlie when he went crazy with grief he came back with help#bad has hardly been the worst person morally on the server so far#but idk. smth about realizing youâre in the wrong and righting it. how the islanders keep eachother up like this#mcyt#qsmp#q!bbh#bbh#q!cellbit#cellbit#z speaks
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Macaque cares so much about wukong. It makes me sick
oh yeah i know đŤ makes me so ill like
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#good morning yâall#have yâall of our beloved intertwined ship shadowpeach/liukong?#just#thinking about how Mac was created to be a polar opposite but also SWKâs equal#and how since his creation people cannot help but speculate their relation with each other#which led to him becoming (in later adaptations) SWKâs best friend before ANY of the jttw happens#how he is someone who knew swk the best and the most out of anyone he interacted with before the journey#how Mac (according to lmk) saw SWKâs path going down a more uncontrollable route. a point of no return that could never pull him out of#how Mac tried but it was never enough and he was so tired but stayed with SWK anyway because they were so close and maybe all#each other had for years before meeting new people. the only ones who understood each other and were on par more than the monkey subjects#and then swk reaches his point of no return and itâs when (at some point that lmk has not CLARIFIED GIVE ME THE DEETS) Mac left#he could not stop swk from the inevitable or his own downfall despite his efforts#and then swk is freed and starts to change and notice that âhey maybe i do need help and should go about things differentlyâ#but it wasnât Mac who taught him that and oh doesnât that just hurt? twist the knife into a heart that still cares#he stills cares of course#he came to swk even after leaving him (allegedly. LMK LET ME KNOW)#he canât help but continue wanting to see him and talk to him despite despite despite#âis there nothing wuking could do that would break his hold over you?â#he dies (allegedly) by SWKâs hand (whether indirectly or not)#he is replaced by new companions (allegedly)#he feels every bit of betrayal and hurt and by this point it would be so logical to go âok this is the end of thingsâ and move on#DOES HE????? NO LMAO#THE CAT CAME BACK#THE VERY NEXT DAY#not to mention the fucking STARING#get a grip Macky oh my god#the love is still there. itâs worn and torn and buried. but it is still there and boy ainât that just the most fascinating part#tldr: Mac is a down bad loser no matter what and will always love Wukong despite despite and in spite#asks#lmk six eared macaque
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