#that was a unique experience *w* | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

zu-is-here · 2 years ago

Text

Commission for @under-art-reblogs ✿ Thank you very much for your support! (*´∇｀*)♡

Coffee (Fellswap Gold!Papyrus) by blackggggum

#zu art #zu commissions #fsg!papyrus #coffee #self insert #undertale #undertale au #utmv #that was a unique experience *w*#how could I resist drawing such a cute idea! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)#this pretty enamored boi's on his way to win your heart (success??) <3

353 notes · View notes

transmechanicus · 5 months ago

Text

I know some people have unfathomable beef with the term but i really don’t see the issue with transmascs describing their specific experiences with societal mistreatment and persecution as “transandrophobia”, like i think it’s good to be able to discuss specific experiences and articulate the problems you’re facing actually.

#my stuff #literally the main opposition to it i’ve personally seen is that it’s a psyop or w/e to try and ignore that transmisogyny is a thing #or that it implies men as a class are persecuted despite y’know. the patriarchy #and i think those points ignore A: The same ppl IVE seen talking about transandrophobia ALSO talk abt transmisogyny bc solidarity forever #n B: Men may not be an oppressed class but there are unique things that suck about being perceived as a man by others #or having that perception be conditional or vital to your physical safety #i remember what it was like being a terrified tgirl in the men’s locker room trying not to trip the fag radar #i remember how fucking isolating it is for non-men to treat you like a threat or a predator for existing #those things massively suck and transmascs ABSOLUTELY should be able to discuss them and how those experiences are shaped by their transiton #and the degree to which their masculinity or lack thereof #-real or perceived impacts the transphobia they face #everyone having a fucking mortal kombat linguistics hernia over it shutuppppppppppp #trans

874 notes · View notes

orangerosebush · 1 year ago

Text

Artemis will disassemble and clean a fountain pen with the same level of intensity as Butler disassembling and cleaning one of his guns.

#artemis fowl #Artemis will just automatically include the upkeep of Butler's his mother's Juliet's and Holly's fountain pens in the upkeep of his own #Holly and Juliet tend not to use their pens often (which they have because Artemis gifted them pens) so Artemis will help whenever they vis #visit. Then with Butler it is largely due to the man not having the habit of building 'frivolous' rituals of care into his day so Artemis w #will care for the pens as Butler does (at the end of it all) adore the devices #with Angeline I feel Artemis is just so wholly dedicated to that kind of small act of care when it comes to his mother #(thinking of him composing a unique ringtone for her calls)#I think Fowl Sr is more of a ballpoint pen or a pencil fellow and Artemis will sometimes include his father in the hobby by cleaning #and repairing pens in his father's study while the man works (so he will have the experience of being included through the upkeep)#Tim does appreciate when Artemis shows off some of the special/exclusive inks he purchases #he finds the beauty of the ink a much more accessible aspect of the hobby #that diane ackerman quote about crying in a museum while looking at a piece of yellow sulfur and thinking about how lucky we are to live on #a planet of a natural yellow that is so marvelously yellow #Artemis will do ink tests (when you get a new ink and experiment with it on good quality paper) when his father is in the room for this rea #reason

246 notes · View notes

howtodisappearcompletelyand · 4 months ago

Text

20/10 stars little guy

#me (scrounging undetected autist whose ideal fashion sense is ''if i have to be seen at all: shrouded'') seeing encanto the other month.....#and on top of it all i LOVE slice of life. encanto being so focused on What It's About that there's so much of that + character / dynamic #also part of what i loved abt pixar luca. ppl like ''simple story but not a problem :)'' like YEAH thank god it's Also so slice of lifey #2021 what a year lol. though again i only Just saw encanto....tfw Studio Creative Control backs off a bit more than usual: Joy & Wonders #anyway i knew going in bruno wasn't an antagonist (fine if he was though b/c slay & b/c scapegoats can do whatever they want)#knew i'd love him b/c again Scapegoat shows up & i'm the Amazing Showstopping Totally Unique Never The Same gif on loop #but what a delight even beyond those expectations lol. love again how Focused the movie is on What It's About & Thee Points it makes #the Characters / Dynamics & the Metaphor & the plot stays right with all of that. the focus & importance re: thee scapegoats....#& bruno being disabled like whole layer of Yay Yay Yay spamming. that even when He's Back we're reminded he's not ''normal now'' or w/e #(i.e. presenting that as The Good Ending for the disabled outcast. vs just being embraced as part of the group again & accepted As He Is)#meanwhile was like hmm chat is there queercoding do we think? like is he queer: Yes. but is there coding? hmm #sure isn't cishet coded though. but i was also having the thought like fellas is it gay to [higher tenor tessitura or w/e] lol #made me go ''do i know this voice? ok do i know this name / face / actor? (i have never seen anything ever / bad w/names/faces/voices)''#indeed was like yeah haven't seen this; heard of this; seen it once ages ago no way i remember more than like 0.6 details #then from ''ohh haha I'm A Mammal That Cares....yeah i hear that'' to ''omg CHI-CHI RODRIGUEZ???? ;;0;;'' waaah fantastic revelation lmao #also the way Literal Future Seer ability was externalized to make it more wrangleable for plot is so impressive & fun & excellent #got a lot of [i like this thing i saw a lot] i got to say....guess i can do that w/the sideblog i made for one drawing i made last night #encanto 2021 #bruno madrigal #also the way bruno is so Nervous + Hiding / Bold + Big Personality like yes ha ha ha Yes....tamped down as ''too much'' experience #also the [stuttering stumbling muttering mumbling] line: i fr nigh wept upon going back over a moment like what am i hearing here?#& realizing the answer was: it's bruno quietly stuttering a moment during this one line (& then (& then (& then)) i saw you) ;;;mm;;;#hang onnn....the first scapegoat who's driven off being Disabled is so real so ;m; that again they're like so he got Weirder; Okay ;;m;;#that we get jorge thumbs up nobody having an Aside to be like [ugh; this guy] or Anything. augh always have too much to say for 30 tags #fabric drape there sure not accurate but i was like okay if i try to really reference that i'm not getting this done tonight

49 notes · View notes

unlicensedmortician · 4 months ago

Text

narnia is a christian allegory TO YOU. to me it is about being transgender

#i could write a thesis on this #like yes okay obviously i know it’s a christianity. but. listen. LISTEN.#if you put that many it is never too late to choose to live as yourself. living as yourself will always always always bring you more joy.#you must be that person even and especially if you are in an environment where it is not easy.#if you put that into the media. i’m making it transgender and you will just have to deal with it #edmund eustace and lucy. all transgender.#fun new layer to add to their dynamics w peter and susan.#ohhh lucy in votd going holy shit spell of trans my gender. and then realizing that without her unique experiences the world would be a much #less rich place #she would not be herself if she weren’t Herself. if she were in a different body.#i’m onto something here. it might be crack but i’m onto something

39 notes · View notes

pueraeternal · 5 months ago

Text

Agape: Greek for unconditional love

This poem explores the theme of unconditional love. It emphasizes a love that is all-encompassing and accepting, one that sees beyond superficial flaws and insecurities. The poem suggests that this kind of love is essential for human connection and understanding. It encourages us to look at each other with compassion and empathy, recognizing and accepting each other’s true selves.

#poetry #poems #poem #agape #unconditional love #platonic love #when i see agape between two people #I want to break into their world and experience it too #when you have agape w/ another #no one can break into your shared world #it is wholly unique for just you both

10 notes · View notes

stonergirlfilmcanon · 6 months ago

Text

so at first I had to stop going into the general show tags because it was actually triggering my C PTSD like crazy and now I think I have to stop looking at tags for even posts I like because no one can help themselves and it's genuinely detrimental to my mental health

#i hate feeling so weak like i talk about it in therapy all the time . how much this show means to me as a survivor and then dealing w the #fandom its like whiplash #ik its just a show its just a fandom but um. i have to protect myself #im sure this is not a unique experience at all though #seeing people in tags of gifs for the Patriarchal Abusers like “they shouldve gone further” 😀 wtf is going on #also. im currently cohabitating w my parents in a single room and cant do therapy so my reactions have been even worse urgh

7 notes · View notes

humming-pokemon-helpers · 2 months ago

Text

This is entirely a personal linguistic hangup, but I dislike how the “default” pronoun for Pokémon (in Galarian, at least) is it/its rather than they/them.

I know that doing so is meant to differentiate from humans more than anything malicious, logically, but… why is that even needed? Is the cognitive dissonance too large if we were to say we deposited “them” in a PC box rather than “it”?

In my experience, all doing so ever does is service the devaluing and mental separation of Pokémon life relative to human lives. Though maybe that’s because of the times I’ve been called that… doing so certainly wasn’t with much care or regard for my own life.

I don’t believe anyone who’s done so is evil, or irredeemable, I just wish that more people would consider the similarities of Pokémon to themselves. That being said, I also support people who find comfort or representation in being referred to with it/its pronouns, or neopronouns, for whatever reason. My distaste is more with the blanket application on non-human, or “not human enough”, beings.

#//to be clear this is only vanilla’s ic opinion and it’s meant to be formed based on her life experience!#//and their problem is more with the treatment they’ve received than the pronouns; something he hasn’t quite worked out #//i obviously don’t think there’s any negative intention in using it/its for pets and pokemon personally #//and that pretty much any pronoun can be used in a hurtful way; it/its isn’t bad or unique for that #//essay aside! block ‘pronoun discourse’ if you don’t want to see any reblogs to this #//and ofc feel free to argue w him #pronoun discourse #ask to tag

3 notes · View notes

yinyuedijun · 10 months ago

Note

when you wrote that translation fic and when i read it and i shed a tear and when you ripped my chest open and filled it with both tenderness and grief and when i couldn’t help but be transported to my childhood and when you said aventurine cannot lie in his language and when i remember how i change depending on which language i read and when you and when i and and and and and an

when i read this ask and got so happy 🥺💗💗

#AWKDSHAK anon . thank u so much im so glad that you found the fic so moving #and that it RESONATED !!! T_T #language and childhood....#language and codeswitching ...#the experiences are all so unique but the feelings? universally complicated #thank u for reading and sharing ur experiences w me 💞#sending u love 💖💖💖#yueshuo.asks #asks.anon #aven.feedback

7 notes · View notes

sengenism · 10 months ago

Text

just realised how i usually dislike or feel indifferent about shounen mcs but senku and gon hxh are the only ones who actually manage to enter my top fave characters of their respective fandoms... they're so well written

#like i dont consider every other character in dcst well written tbh theyre quite one dimensional #but it doesnt affect their likeability to me i still enjoy their characters v much #me being a danganronpa fan might play a part actually dcst characters r all talent based like them #but senkus the only dcst character who has rly good writing imo and im so glad for that #hes so hopeful but not in a way that i find annoying idk #he has such a deep trust in humanity despite his character being all like ughhh affection ugghh i only care abt science #but he loves humanity so much and i just RAHHGHHH cant relate but it makes me want to believe in it too #i wanna reread dr stone but i dont rly have time but i wanna re-experience that hope #senku's relationship with his dad.... the way his dad struggled for the future bc he believed in his son #and as for gon i could never be a gon haterrrrr #like ppl hate him for his selfish tendancies but that just makes him more unique to me #he is like. 10 and now 12. dudes a child he does things based on his emotions yeah #the way he lacks the gift of discernment bc of his childlike manner and all #just makes him better #rant post ig bc i rmbr i have this acc and now instead of annoying my irls w my talks and i can speak to the void here #what prompted this was seeing one of those x > y twt post involving senku #LIKE DO NOT SPEAK ON HIMMMM

13 notes · View notes

velvetjune · 10 months ago

Text

judging people who played alan wake 2 solely on if they loved the musical sequence or not

#alan wake 2 #im joking around but also not #such a unique gaming experience that was incorporated w so much love and care #ive seen confusion here and there on why there’s even the musical chapter in-story #mostly when they performed at the game awards lol #but imo it was a great way for Mr Door to work together with the Old Gods and their mode of storytelling/communication (rock and roll!)#to try to tell Alan what’s happening to him to help him rise from the spiral #and of course there’s everything with how much Alan often restrains himself based on rules he imposed on himself #the dark place has its own power and rules with artists work but this was one way of #Alan essentially going ‘I know what’s happening here. I know the rules and I HAVE to do all this to save myself and my loved ones��#to which Mr Door/Old Gods go ‘you absolutely do not [throws Alan in musical]’#something something about how it helped put him in the mindset he was at the end of the game #to realize he could work w saga and not sacrifice Logan or Casey. that he’s not in a hopeless loop of destruction #but in a spiral with hopes of ascension and change #(basing this off the initial ending — haven’t finished the Final Draft)#alan wake #I don’t know if im making sense but that was my interpretation #my other explanation for the musical is that it’s there because it’s fucking awesome and creative #reminds me of the starkid ‘guy who didn’t like musicals’ with the confusion of the main character #(although hilariously it seems like Alan is proud of the musical even if he lives in a state of ‘wtf is happening’)#before my essays in the tags end want to say that the dark ocean summoning also deserves this love and I found it equally fun to ‘We Sing’

16 notes · View notes

skrunksthatwunk · 2 months ago

Text

just finished the original devilman manga. wuh!!

#genuinely one of the most batshit narrative structures i can think of #major major spoilers ahead im serious #monster of the week for like 2.9 volumes and then HARD pivot to literal actual armageddon #tbf my exposure is limited to a couple of crybaby watchthrough and the funny ova. yk the one #but only the first one 💀 idk why i didnt watch the second #the characterization differences between this and crybaby are really stark and thats been one of the things absently poking my brain #like really really stark #anyway what a time. im sure its depiction of humanity's self destruction is no longer relevant :)#and the ending always gets me but that final panel is SO FUCKING GOOD #raagghhhh #RAAAAAAAAA #i love the monster designs tbh. he got gnarly witg it in a really distinctive way #admittedly my experience w 70s (and prior) manga is super limited but at the very least the art feels unique to ME #and while my impression of the devilman manga was largely informed by yhat one post about everybody's expressions being wildly off #from their emotions but that's literally just a problem with ryo which means that shit's a character choice. which i love #how could i hate him just look. swagless #the scanlation i was reading did Not do the satan in love with akira reveal justice btw #it's like you ruined everything by fallin in love w akira and satan's like cam you blame me? im a hemaphrodite GIRL YOU CAN'T SAY THAT AND #ALSO WHAT???? WHAT???????#intersex people are famously prone to falling in love with akira fudo alias devilman. i guess??#i keep trying to figure out the logic but it's all bad. oh also ryo's logic in the beginning is kind of circular and dumb #it happened a couple more times but the guy was just raving. just saying shit. that he kind of made real ehich is extremely funny btw #omg manifesting!!!#ALSO I DID NOT KNOW THERE WAS SO MUCH DEVILMAN CONTENT????#i looked at the wiki trying to figure out the series order and like #in 1972 go started devilman and also in 1972 there was an anime adaptation and TWO SEPARATE MANGA ADAPTATIONS of the anime #the people were fucking insatiably lusting after devilman #dvilman lady and violence jack are extremely funny names to me btw #like 16 entries in looking at violence jack: evil town was just too much to me jfhsjsksh. violence georg #ANYWAY. good shit. poor akira as always. poor satan. they reinvented doomed yaoi or whatevr. poor boyos. etc

2 notes · View notes

cc-rooki3 · 2 months ago

Text

So I just wanna say like Thank you to mha- even tho the series is over and my hyperfixation probably wont last as it did in higHschool

At leaSt Mha got me out of my fuckiN genShin ‘phase’😭😭 I actually wouldn’t call it an phase anymore as its just a game i play regularly(as a ‘chore’)

But it does feel nice to be drawing other characters besides ones from hoyo(especially genshin-)

#its just really nice yk #:>#genshin did help me alot with my art #but i feel like thats more with drawing women than anything #i dont rlly post WIPS bc i KEEP thinking I’ll finish when i rlly donT-#as w Mha #i feel like it will give me some experience w drawing men #or at least unique anatomy :>

2 notes · View notes

desalvar · 5 months ago

Text

ayo i'm not dead!

#sorry i haven't been on folks #and in saying that for the 3475982th time i'm also admitting i'm just trash with keeping on top of things currently #and have been for the past year or so #/factually/#older moots know this isn't new #other people warn mutuals for a half week break meanwhile i get overwhelmed one day and poof for half a month randomly #generally not a great way to do things..#and i'm sorry for leaving beloved folks in the dark too. i don't mean to. i'm just at my wit's end occasionally #granted 90% of it is real life stress threatening to manifest on here which can't be helped sometimes so the need to remove myself is fair #but in acknowledging that like a healing anxious adult or whatever i have to also recognize that this hobby used to unwind and calm me #so i'm in the process of wrestling with how to.. make it that again for myself? in a way that doesn't bug me #for example how to just be Around without feeling unproductive with threads and the like. be fine with Writing Slow TM (rp and dms alike)#+ other things i have to bare knuckle through #this isn't so heeheehoohoo craziest thing happened in real life like usual because hey i'm not unique in my experiences and this IS the-#-whole point of a hobby that involves community. that you could just chill with the gay people on your phone no matter what happens #so i think i'll be doing that.. somehow - in moderation and without too much pressure preferably #and sort of figure out how to be Here #and on my other two blogs hsdfjsk #/negative #? i guess?#i really came back w/ the full burnout jumpscare #but it really has been A Whole Year of this

4 notes · View notes

moe-broey · 5 months ago

Text

.

#wait not rbing the post bc honestly i don't like stirring shit but. 'afag' is fucking awesome. afag kinda fucks #first impression anyway first feelings about it LMFAOO LIKE. a lot to be said about assigned gender at birth language #and how it only serves to uphold an oppressive status quo and also i always really don't like to hear #like. the sentiment that transmascs/men will 'fall back' on their agab to absolve themselves of anything #like... i esp have a hard time w it bc i have zero hint of woman in me. i got a funky presentation but an absolutely set in stone gender.#so like. those sentiments are esp bitter in my mouth bc like. that is the last thing i would ever want to fucking do.#but i do have an extremely complex relationship w my agab how i was raised and focally how i coped w it #maybe i'm misuing terms but i feel like 'socialization' language can be useful but ONLY. on that specific person's terms.#you shouldn't use it to 'make sense of' or describe someone else's experience.#and absolutely shouldn't be used to reinvent/reinforce the gender binary. that's stupid.#idk idk everybody who doesn't fit neatly into the cis status quo faces unique forms of bigotry based on whatever 'category' they 'slot into'#came free w being punished by a system that doesn't want you to exist the way you do.#any which way i do feel like an afag patch could serve cunt........... that's just how i feel atm though.#it does speak to me...

2 notes · View notes

ear-motif · 11 months ago

Text

as people learn more about transmasculinity im debating if itd make me more dysphoric to be a permanently clocky tboy to well-meaning libs who still view me as a woman regardless or to keep embodying my cissona

#i know clocky tboy seems like the lesser of the two evils but idk #theres something uniquely humiliating abt trying and failing to pass #at least when i dont try i cant lose #and im extremely short have fem hobbies and big ol girl eyes #and im almost 30 like its joever for me #i say ‘as ppl learn more’ bc now a lot of ppl will immediately think ‘trans’ rather than ‘misshapen gay man’#disclaimer this is my own experience and internalized transphobia theres nothing wrong w being visibly trans and i know #this is a supremely first world problem to have #wherein its psychologically possible to stay closeted but still have the option to transition w/o risking death #like ik i sound horrible so #delete later

6 notes · View notes