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I am. Scrambling as I try to write Cassā POV of how the Omegaverse Cryptid!Batfamily arenāt human anymore.
I donāt know why but she does NOT want to work with me on this
Cassie- Cassie bls work with me here
Oof, that's a mood. This is why most of my stuff ends up from Bruce's pov lmao. I am just starting to branch out into the rest of the batfam's POVs on things.
Good luck my dear mutual, and hope the writing gods smile upon you
#ask answered#omegaverse#batman#batman au#cassandra cain#or are you talking about Cassie from YJ/Titans#because I know even less about writing from her pov lol#feel free to remember that if they're not longer human they might not think the human way anymore lol#or something#that usually helps me
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Hit a tree. Feeling partially better
#im tired now#still feeling indifferent too#i just want to know the answer#i want to feel okay and sane#hopefully i cry soon#that usually helps me#vent#vent post
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Fun game for Pride Month:
When you're at a event, count how many people with mobility aids there are. If it seens low, think about why that might be. Count how many disabled bathrooms. Count how many unavoidable steps. Try and find one accessibility issue at the event and afterwards contact the organisers to ask them to fix it.
Many disabled queer people are left out of the Pride month celebrations due to accessibility issues, so if you're able to be there, you're already in a position to make it better.
Don't forget your disabled siblings this Pride!
#pride#pride month#disability#i dont rly enjoy pride bc it usually reminds me im not very welcome in our community#so I'd appreciate it if others helped out
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Like I literally have second hand embarrassment for Vox after seeing what Alastor ACTUALLY is like in a rivalry.
Like homie wishes he could be that close to Alastor šš
#can we get an F in the chat for my man Vox š#I can imagine Vox like crying in his little incel tv room being why wonāt Alastor say fuck you to me š„ŗ#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel spoilers#alastor#lucifer#hazbin vox#staticradio#radiostatic#sorry this isnāt my usual content but I couldnāt help myself#this show is wild
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god please take every traumatic incident i had as a younger sibling and give it to tim drake
#i played the wii w my older brothers sometimes but usually it was mostly w my older cousins#i would get WRESTLED DOWN by my older cousins so that they could be player 1#i was fighting a war at age 7#god help me do NOT tag this as j*ytim#tim drake#jason todd#dc
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This is so true! The amount of relationships I have lost over the last 6 months alone due to this is really unsettling! But at the same time, I could not be happier about it. Because these relationships, that just consisted of myself being talked down by myself AND those so called friends, just because I thought I deserved it, were so unbearably toxic. It really helped spending more time with people who actually see your worth, even if you yourself donāt. Those people who listen and give you pep talks and are actually interested in you. Keep those. Not the ones who donāt care about you and use you as an emotional punching bag.
A few years ago, I had a big ass fight with my mom, and I had an audio from her that I did not want to listen to on my own. I asked my two best friends at the time if they would listen to it with me, and both sepperately declined because they Ėdid not wish to be involved in the drama and were sure I was just overreacting againĀ“. Both of them. Seperately. That situation led to another big ass fight between the three of us, and in the end, I left both of them behind. That was one of the best decisions I have ever made. In the end, I listened to that audio with another friend of mine, at the time just a work friend, who then became my best friend. And I am so lucky to have her and the friend group that resulted out of that (which includes her husband and some other friends of theirs that I have grown quite fond of as well) .
And after that rant, here comes the next one. A lot of people I have cut contact with over the years, due to multiple reasons, told me that I dress quite childish most of the time. Bright colours, Retro or Vintage silhouettes (mostly 50ās) and a bubbly personality (which now has been diagnosed as ADHD) made them all say that I ādid not act my ageā and that I was ānot capable of living aloneā. And while I was in contact with these people, I believed that and hid my personality as best I could, because those people liked me better like that. But since leaving those relationships in the past, I have gotten back my confidence and started wearing bold coulors and styles etc. again. I often am the loudest person in the room, I stand up for myself and donāt take shit from other people. And I have never felt better.
Of course, even only due to a few years of depressed and suicidal mental issues, I have lost a lot of time. I still do not have a drivers licence or an actual job at 22 (Which thankfully changes in August when I start my dream work training). I still do not have an actual clue at how healthy relationships are kept up, even though I am learning in that field. And it probably will be YEARS till all of that, if even possible, is repaired or set straight.
Anyway, what I wanted to say, everybody has their own pace, and especially due to mental issues and Trauma, PTSd etc can developments change. Sometimes I kinda fall back and want to scream that I never wanted to grow up, that I wanted to stay a child and do child like things. And that is okay. Whoever feels like that, it is okay. Because there are so many things that cause that. Just find a balance. The balance between Adult and Child should be there, or restored, or whatever your situation is. Watch cartoons in your pijamas in the morning while eating breakfast. Go watch that weird kids movie or dress up as a princess or whatever makes you happy (there are a lot of 18+ indoor playgrounds that are just like kids indoor playgrounds, but for grownups) Whatever you missed as a child, do it as an adult.
And like I said before: It is okay to feel overwhelmed or not wanting to be an adult or to just wanna make the world stop. Just take your time, it is perfectly fine to start later that other, do it at your pace. Do what feels best for you, no matter what that is (Exept for huting other living beings physically or mentaly, that is a big no no)
You know what people donāt talk about often enough? Playing catch up in life after spending your teens or early 20s suicidally depressed. Thereās so many more layers than just being able to say āI donāt want to die anymore.ā
The difficulty in academia or a career after spending years thinking you wouldnāt be alive long enough for any of it to matter.
The exhaustion that comes from self awareness and self soothing, with the constant voice in your head saying ādonāt go backwards.ā
How lonely it is to watch the people your age starting families when youāre just barely learning what stable relationships are, and the sudden societal pressure of being āup against a clockā for these kinds of things.
The judgement from others if you change your image or interests this late in the game just because you finally figured out who you really are under the demons.
Be kind to those who are developing and blooming after years of not planning on being here long. We are living a life we absolutely didnāt think weād have, and itās hard enough without society reminding us thereās expectations of our age.
We didnāt get to be young; we were too busy fighting battles few know.
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#unsolicited mental advice#if nothing other helps it try world domination#that usually helps me#mental health
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"They call it the MANGLE" - FNAF 2 phone guy
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf movie#mangle#abby schmidt#mike schmidt#fnaf 2#HAPPY SPOOKY MONTH BUT FR#the big thing I was looking forward to doing was doing some horror art!#obviously if youāve followed me for awhile#every October Iāll do a handful of spookier art than usual#I donāt have grand plans but weāll see where the art takes me#wanted to start with something for the next movie#again canāt wait to see mangle in it#Iām so curious how theyāll look or move#if youāve seen how they move in Help wanted#you just know theyāll be terrifying#mangle is the number one thing Iām looking forward to in the second film#originally in my draft for this I exaggerated mangle quite a bit#but decided to be more accurate cause mangle on their own is freaky#just a lot of their screens in the og game are truly haunted#love mango š©·
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Happy 1 year anniversary to Mr Sherlock Holmes! Here's a litttleee celebratory comic from me
#sherlock & co#sherlock and co#writing these tags on the 29th of september#which is when john and sherlock ACTUALLY met <3#so there you go#uh once again shout out to candy for letting me talk through some of my processes#it helps immensely and i really wanted to be sure i was getting across what i wanted to with this one#speaking of which - usually i yap a lot in the tags of these bcus i love talking about art#for this one...im not sure i want to comment too much#because i'll be here forever and i think most things can speak for themself#but let me say this one thing#for the first five pages i was drawing john on paper and sherlock on the computer exclusively#and then bringing them together..#uh it really made me think of paul and harry. recording on opposite sides of the world. brought together by the power of editing#its not a particularly emotional scene but i hope ive infused it with. something.#anyway thats it from me#if u want to ask about any particular aspect i would love to yap about the process but i'll just leave it here for now or i'll never shut u#happy 1 year podpals#patsart#oh yeah i will say i did have to take quite a bit of liberty with the audio in order to do what i wanted. forgive me#or dont idc
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Guess who has been rewatching iasip...
#it me. i have been rewatching it! (pointing at myself)#macdennis#iasip#macden#dennis reynolds#mac mcdonald#it's always sunny in philadelphia#girl help lol#i always loved the way they love (violently. obsessively. with hatred and desperation)#is iasip comparable to no exit by jean-paul sarte. discuss#sorry its so weird i usually only reference iasip with jokes. now im here. drawing art#they are hard to draw btw. i just dump all of the doodles at once like usual. mayhaps i'll even upload it to the drive
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On autonomy, and what it means to be Obliged to Help.
Bonus:
#a homestuck walks into an antechamber and asks#hey is anybody going to make this dynamic wholly deterministic and thus dubiously consensual by its very nature#ANYWAY bigger ramble below. scroll down like usual#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#THATS RIGHT WE'RE STILL SHIP TAGGING IT BABYYYY#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#RAMBLE START: anyway i think loop is wrong here. they have it backwards. as-- in my opinion--#the main reason they could be called back into existence postcanon is because *their* wish for help is still not complete#they still need help. siffrin still needs help. neither of them will ever stop needing help.#they will thus uphold the wish until the end of siffrin's natural lifespan.#that said. what does it mean that loop can be so wholly forced to abide by siffrin's wants?#(assuming the dagger cutscene posession is them being forced to uphold the 'help siffrin' wish via harsh universe logic)#[as opposed to something capricious and cruel the change god did. which feels out of character for the change god to me?]#much like how the island wish and duplicate objects are neutered by simply sliding off people's brains...#is loop subtly ushered toward their wish? obviously it's not a full override (see: the bossfight). but is there any interference?#and if so. so what? does it matter? if they don't notice? is it even real if they don't notice?#and even if they do notice. the universe leads we follow. how much do either of them value their free will in a belief system like that?#the whole game is dedicated to siffrin habitually NOT excersizing his free will. doing things the same Every Time.#Loop ESPECIALLY does this. predetermined predetermined predetermined even in the FACE OF CHANGE. REFUSING. ANY CHOICE.#Maybe they'd even be comforted by having a universe-ordained purpose even if it is subservient. even if its to Him.#(though. i can't see siffrin enjoying the idea that someone is subservient TO them... then all their suffering is his fault...)#loop got into this mess via WANTING too much. no more free will. can't be trusted with it. take it away from them.#but yeah. gets my greasy detective pony hands all over this. and everyone please do remember i like to make characters Outright Wrong A Lot
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i had a dream last night that i organized a tumblr meetup and we all agreed to go to a local bar together. so i go to the bar but it was a really busy night and i didn't want to ask every stranger "are u here for tumblr reasons" bc that's embarrassing and i'm shy. so i just got a drink and felt very awkward & hoped someone would approach me. tried to look inviting and like i was from tumblr but not like i was "from tumblr". when i left some girl stopped me to ask if i was there for the meetup but i was too shy and asked what's tumblr?
in the dream i went home to make a post about how nobody showed up to the tumblr meetup but my entire dash was people saying they'd gone to the bar but were too fucking shy to admit to being on tumblr so we'd all just had a drink and gone home
#i have very vivid usually very logical dreams due to my ptsd#i'm skipping the part where i was really nervous about what to wear bc i didn't want to wear the wrong thing#also the drinks were all pink & with umbrellas . also after this in the dream there was this guy#who had been there in a chicken costume and was ''funny'' but then he was always outside my window#down the street . in the store. etc.#just standing there . moving like he was drowning. he kept signing that he was choking#and i was too scared to help while his feathers .... floating and bloated in the dry air#.... while he begged me with his weird puffy wings. silently. choking and choking and choking. his toes barely touching down#and meanwhile im like sorry dude i gotta jump on tumblr to talk about this bar experience#dream me: okay the drowning on dry land chicken guy is fine. but i draw the line at social anxiety
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sidelong
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#itafushi#fushiita#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#i havent drawn a dedicated itfs piece in so long im a fraud dont look at me......................#i offer u pining!yuuji content. as Penance.#i feel like its usually fushiguro emotionally repressed megumi who ppl draw/make content of looking Longingly @ yuuji#and like. for good reason i mean look at him#but i feel like hopelessly-in-love-w-his-best-friend yuuji is a comparatively slept on concept#or maybe im not looking in the right places idk man#fleeting glances and longing stares and I Should Tell Him I Can't Tell Him.....OUgh#anyway i like how the pendulum seems to have hard swung back in2 me using a bunch of red#i feel like my values r so much better now tho n like. god help me im having fun painting again what has happened#it never lasts long but for rn this is probably one of my favourite things ive drawn in a minute!!!#i love u contrast i love u random bits of red i love u harsh shadows and dramatic light sources#and it didnt even take me a week this time !!!!
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Firefox-official vs electronicmail
Hydrogen bomb vs coughing baby
okay come up with a better idea then. firefox-official is gone asshole itās electronicmail or nothing
#this one was hard to respond to because it elicited the usual anon rage in me#but i had to think about it anyway.#this blog has been around for less than a month and it is driving me fucking crazy#donāt you think i know?#dont you think it hurts enough already#i dont want this blog either i want my old blog back with all my stuff on it#i would like to stick around#because i loved posting#and i get that youāre just having fun#but iām making an example of you#less than a month vs five years#āhousehold nameā firefox official#spent five years building that thing#and now itās just this.#i keep forgetting#and then iām here again#not home#i know you all feel bad enough for me already#but itās so hard to be myself because the environment on here is SO different#we were HAPPY#WE WERE SO HAPPY#Ummā¦ Or whatever.#guess i could go back to firefox unofficial#but that feels far too close to the sun. and iām done with the wings i think.#i dont mean to be so serious#a total mood killer i know#i just dont know how to proceed exactly#because when i post like normal i cant help but feel sad#and when i post about being sad its just sort of obnoxious#iām not really asking for pity i just want to explain where i am at
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I know everyone says Needles is the Michael of TMAGP but I'm gonna be totally honest, I think Needles is MUCH more like Nikola than Michael.
Someone should draw Michael being cool and mysterious and then there's his weird cousins Nikola and Needles just being. themselves in the background
Additional note: i do actually have a fear of needles which probably makes this post all the funnier
#michael shelley#the magnus protocol#the magnus archives#tma micheal distortion#michael distortion#tma#tmagp#nikola orsinov#needles#michael just being his usual cool self#and then needles and nikola just needling and nikolaing in the bg#michael: i am not a who. a who requires a degree of identity-#nikola: MICHAEL NEEDLES IS STUCK ON A HUMAN AGAIN COME HELP ME UNSKEWER HIM#michael: oh for FUCKS SAKE YOU TWO#michael is sick of them#but hes their cool older cousin (even though technically nikola is the oldest i think)
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I really love the little detail of paw prints on the promotional posts for THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT because all of this stuff is coming from Taylorās desk, so of course the cats would be stepping all over her desk and leaving their marks on her documents.
#taylor swift#ttpd#the tortured poets department#like Nancy loves to try to help me do my work and that usually involves her stepping on things#like of course theyād step their little puddies in ink and track it across pages
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m. more big tummied poe. please. the lesbians want her. she is a bit hit with the lesbians.
fem ranpo dressing her in a bunch of different like panties and stuff and she gets embarrassedā¦ hehehehehndjfns kicking my legs I LOVE HOW YOU DRAW WOMEN.
I asked my mom to pick her panties on pinterest HAHAH
When she saw me drawing this beautiful fat lady she was like āaw man sheās fatā and I was like āwhatās wrong with that?ā and she said if she knew the model was this meaty, she would have picked a different set
Fat girl Poe. And her girlfriend:
#usually my mom doesnt like this spicy stuff even if itās tasteful#but iām 20 now so she probably doesnt care anymore hahaha#now she helps me pick cute underwear for my fanart of beautiful women#edgar allan poe#bsd poe#ranpo edogawa#bsd ranpo#ranpoe#bsd ranpoe#fem ranpoe#bsd#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#kandaversart#kandoodles
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