#that this whole wait was worth it bc of this!!!
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act i scene i: older, childless, bachelor Barbarian!Bakugo finds you six months pregnant hiding in an empty stable during one of his clan raids--and instead of slaughtering you as a much younger him might've done...he throws you onto his cart of treasures and decides to take you home so he can start the family he never had with you and your child as his bride and baby.
#bakugo#i actually wrote a bunch out for this but i dont like it and it's too long so here you go#if i work on it some more tonight ill reblob this with it#but for now heres the premise (it's dark srry):#sh*t gets weird ofc#im imagining you got preggo at the last raid you went through but managed to survive#so it's not like you want the child anyway#and when he raids your village like lowk you dont care bc it isnt your home . plus youre not even expecting to survive#since you have no husband and are incapacitated with baby#so youre just waiting to die essentially but then this sexy barbarian saves you thinking hes being ... nice#bakugo is like. well now is a good time as any since idf like anyone in my village#and youre just like dam this sucks#anyway LMFAOOOOOO then youre in his house having this baby and the whole town is invested in this tea#and not only does bakugo have to win you over ... he has to convince u life is worth living#and that he's really gonna be the dad to your baby#you try running away after giving birth and ofc u cant do it and he has to rescue you#and youre so upset#but he washes you up and scolds you in his tongue for being stupid#and hes not gonna keep u forever if its not what u want but#he really does want the baby and you if youll have him#and everyone is rooting for him and likes u so much#even tho ur like a feral mama cat#jfalsdjkfladksjf#gen#shii posts#pregnancy tw
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a friend who'd wait :)
#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops.#and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can!#and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol#finn's ocs#finn's art#i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me#and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun#i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here:#barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past#he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it#he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned#which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them#they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore#but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird#and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place#though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library#and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together#since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door#eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement#barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time.#barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate#but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd#he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself#but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done.#and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies.#and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them)#and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances''#from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov#sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3#but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh
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(spoilers up to orv chapter 270) (sort of?)
you ever just kinda. suddenly realise what you're listening to
#omniscient reader's viewpoint#omniscent reader#orv spoilers#orv#kim dokja#yoo joonghyuk#art i made#the first hyperlink is to the song on youtube the second one is to my translation btw#that caption was not an exaggeration i was deadass like walking back from class with my spotify on shuffle and kinda like#tuned back in to what was playing in my ears and just had a kinda. HOLD UP WAIT A FUCKIN SECOND#honestly the whole song is kinda yjh if you squint and like for what its worth literally the only reason this is tied to like#that scene from 269 specifically is bc i literally just read that part today so it was really fresh in my brain#god the process of making this was so strange too bc i did it in almost one sitting except i had a fuckin SPORTS EVENT of all things#in the evening so it was like. 3 hours straight of doing this 2 hours of playing sportsball of all things then another 3 hours of this#so now i am physically mentally AND emotionally drained! genuinely couldntve had a more exhausting consecutive 8 hours if i tried#btw fun fact in the spirit of like. making life easier for myself all of yjh's flashback frames or whatever are webtoon panel redraws#except for that last one obviously cuz the webtoon isnt there yet (which. wow the processing of drawing that was. very painful)#but its like. I AM THE WAY THAT I AM if given the chance to draw to my knowledge one of the most tragic moments from the story I WILL DO IT#ok looking back theres a bunch of editing errors but also i just. really need to go do my ACTUAL FUCKIN WORK LMAO#god my arm hurts#hmmm i might clean up that 10 scenario sketch later on. i kinda like how the wings turned out#and also kdj's dipshit expression.
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ghouls. is this a safe space. bc i actually really love vaggie and i really really want to love her relationship w charlie but series charlie sometimes makes me want 2 eat drywall in the not-fun way
to tldr it: shit just didn't live up the way i thought it would be lmao
idk what it is that's giving me the bad taste in my mouth but particularly off the dome it's her desire w BEING GOOD and her disdain for hell, the show's pacing, and her inability to stand up for herself? like. why are you apologizing to the angels trying to kill you‼️‼️
sometimes it felt like charlie only rlly cared abt heaven and being good rather than loving her people for what they were, and doesn't seem to mind violence as long as it's undertaken for her own gain. and i don't have a problem with that! i thought they were interesting traits/conflicts that would get some more focus but they. didn't.
and vaggie. i LOVE vaggie so much. i love her design, i love her voice, i love the fallen angel background, i love she has so much love for charlie. ik that last bit is a point of contention for people but i loved it, and i thought all of it would also get more focus and it also didn't
#*shaking charlie by the shoulders* you are the 200y/o eternal princess of hell!!#why are you shooting fireworks at the angels trying to kill you!!#she's not a baby! she's not new to violence!#im not explaining it well but it was so frustrating to watch#but on the other hand#i've been toying w the idea of charlie knowing the whole time abt vaggie's secret‚ and trying to constantly reassure her that she's loved#& like instead of reacting w fear at the trial its just resentment for adam bc that was something VAGGIE was supposed to tell her#in her own time#it would've been a lovely addition to how so much of vaggie is love for charlie. so much of them is love for the other!!!#but it just. falls flat.#who knows! hopefully this will all be solved in s2#but potential-wise i can't help but feel like i just watched someone continuously throw away plates of good food#in any case. vaggie i'm getting you out of there#hazbin hotel critical#long tags#this isn't to like rag on the show; just my personal grievances#i want it to be amazing! but sometimes it felt like i waited years for smth that wasn't worth it
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[ID: the first image is a panel from chapter 89 of “yona of the dawn” depicting jaeha carrying gija on his back; they’re surrounded by soldiers, and kazak is pointing at them. the highlighted part of the text reads: “仲良し?”. the second image is the definition of 仲良し, taken from japandict, which reads: "close friendship, close friend, good friend, bosom buddy, chum, pal, intimate relations, sexual intercourse, sex”. end ID.]
oh i see, i see. they’re literally never, ever beating the allegations (smiles serenely)
#all these days of waiting for the raws to download were worth it 🫶#i’ll need to make some changes to the corresponding scene in my fic but nowhere near as many as i feared#bc i’m the smartest little guy in the whole world teehee <3#i do wish this finished downloading YESTERDAY when i was already editing the scene in question though#akayona#gijaeha
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home from work
#if I speak…#one of the girls walked out yesterday#the best worker we have is on the verge of blowing up on this bitch’s leaders bc since he can do everything quick and efficiently already#they’re putting 3 to 4 ppl’s workloads on him to see how far they can extend his worth and then they’re over his shoulder the whole time#micromanaging him so today he almost lost it and was literally walking around mumbling about his disrespectful they all are (facts)#and how if they don’t think he’s doing it right then they can do it and I know for a fact one of the ladies heard him#bc he wasn’t even trying to hide it at this point and like this dude is cool he has a lot of patience and helps out any way he can#so if HE’S on the brink of snapping then the rest of us don’t stand a chance LMFAO#anyways today was a fucking mess those leaders know nothing about our store yet so they have us making less than what we need until we need#it so we get behind constantly and they made prep a disaster bc again they think they can just prep a bunch of stuff in the morning#and it’ll last the whole day and yes that works in theory but the reality of the situation is every day is different and today#we sold double what we did yesterday so they had to move me to prep to fix their mistakes bc we were running out of stuff 4 hours in lmfao#and I’m the only one left who knows how to do everything on prep bc the other girls had never done it before#we’re supposed to prep 20 mac n cheese trays in the morning for the whole day#we open lunch at 10:30 tell me why I go into the cooler at 12 put more in the oven and there’s only 5 left#it’s been less than 2 HOURS and you’re already running out of macs which means those idiots prepped barely anything just to try and save mo#*money to cut down waste but that gag if you’re losing money bc now you’re short on everything and customers are leaving bc they’re having#to wait a long time for their food#and macs take 40 minutes to cool LMFAO#I get over there they’re out of parfaits they’re out of fruit cups they’re out of kale salads the front is coming in and having to take#stuff as I make it bc they keep getting orders and it’s all just a fucking mess#I have to make a custom wrap and what happens?? those morons didn’t pull the flatbreads out of the freezer like they’re supposed to every#night so now we have no flatbread and I had to run back there and put them in the warming drawer to defrost and we lost an order bc I had#nothing to make the wraps with <3#I go back there to get more cold chicken SPOILER ALERT they didn’t have anyone make any this morning so now there’s no chicken for the wrap#and salad and it has to be grilled and then chilled for 2 FUCKING HOURS before it can be used#they’re a fucking disaster like 😭#was the store perfect before?? ofc not but it ran quickly and efficiently as it should and now it’s literally just a mess#this bitch hasn’t even owned it for a full week yet and has already fucked it all up#womp womp!!!!!!
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#napped for like an hour and feel worse for it! tbh it wasn’t even proper sleep i was still partially conscious it was one of them naps yk#now waiting to get picked up then driving to manny. im being brave im being so brave#next time ryanair hit you with £40 return flights maybe question why they’re so cheap. they will have you sat at the end of your bed#nauseas and disgruntled at 3am on a beautiful lord’s tuesday#also tell me why i just chugged a bottle’s worth of milk. like i put some in a water bottle from home bc i have none here at my uni house#and didn’t want to buy any but my mum FREAKED at the prospect of me Not Being Able To Make Hot Drinks so I just took some to go#but wound up drinking barely any and i was like well im not just going to bin this or let it go off. i HAVE to drink it#so i did. just alone in my kitchen at 2:40am. the whole bottle. okay…
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i hate that there is Work Behavior and Home Behavior and that the two do not overlap it’s sucks; they should get rid of that immediately and forever
#N posts stuff#this is basically a remake of the ‘they should let me bark at work’ post from like. a week ago or something#but i’m right. if i want to pace around and talk to myself and bark and get excited and hit stuff or get mad and hit stuff and growl#i should be able to do that whenever.#this place talks big shit about ‘employee wellness’ they even have a mandatory program i can’t actually access yet for some reason but i’m#not asking about that again bc i think the whole thing is done. anyway i’d think it was less dumb if they’d give me points or whatever#for like. being a little freak.#unfortunately they will not. i do worry that the placement of my desk means that the sound of us whispering to ourself still travels#but no one’s said anything yet. anyway get me out of this muzzle (the workplace)#actually wait it’s worth noting that i Do probably still act like a freak at work bc i can’t uh. can’t figure out how to do anything else#BUT i’m quiet about it bc i have to be. well i’m tired of being quiet about it#anyway i’m also entertaining the notion of getting my tongue pierced
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#personal#it feels like im not allowed to complain about my own life on my own blog#or at least that if im allowed to that it seems very firstworld problem very selfish very not appropriate with all thats going on#that people will and do think less of me for expressing my own sadness and frustrations because theres no way it compares#to a lot of peoples very big and very real problems#but im so fucking sick of being poor and small. all ive had to eat today is 2min noodles roughly 10 hours ago#and all ill get tomorrow is a bowl of 2min noodles but ittl be another 15 or so hours until its the most reasonable to eat that#thats the real girlmath and then thats the last of my noodles. that leaves me with one (1) small tin of tuna#which might end up being tonights intermediary food if i really cant wait 15 nore hours for my next noodles but is supposed to be#the one meal of the day after tomorrow. so if i eat it too soon then i have even more time that i just dont fucking eat#im so sick to death of being in this position. like its literally killing me and theres fuck all i can do to make it better#ive tried. and i try and i try and i try but i can never afford anything#my landagent keeps sending me textx asking when theyll see a patment for my $50 water bill#i have to stop myself from texting back every time. youll see payment when im not spending literally 75% of my pay on rent alone#when i can afford to buy food and bills at the same time. whn i dont feel like kms-ing would be better than paying you my rent every frtnite#i crave a burger so bad i cant make myself do any tasks. i cant start or continue any crafts or chores because all im thinking about#is a burger like a blorbo rotating in my mind alongside the background noise that i wont get a burger and will only get noodles but not for#hours. a whole days worth of hours almost#my shitawful roomate is back and i have to play nice but he gives me the same feelings my abusive mother did. im scared to leave my room#in the safeplace house ive spent the last two years building for myself. this feels awful. things were all going so right and now#all of a sudden theyre all going as wrong as possible and im struggling so much. with no one to help. no one cares enough to help#the few people i do have are wrapped up in their own lives. which i get. but it doesnt take away the hurt of dealing with it all alone again#lot of momma trauma coming up with the end of eclipse season and i thought i was handling it. now i just feel fucking awful all the time#like ik healing isnt linear but the roomate triggers so hard things i thought i had processed and was on top of#would a burger fix that? no but itd atleast give me something to emotionally lean on for strength though it. but all ive got is noodles#24 hour apart one meal per day noodles. and tomorrow is my last pack. my only solace lately is that ive been invited to my first ever rave#or my first real rave anyway ive only been to one other 'edm event' that was not really a rave of any scale it was like 25 people#but its a halloween rave so im hoping for spooky fun dancetimes at least theres that. im out of data and spotifyprem so i havent been able#to take my silly little mental health walks bc theres zero chance im doing that without music and so itll be noce to get outside fr the rave#anyway. im doing very poorly i appreciate you few who reached out while i wasnt active but i expect ill continue to do poorly for some time
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I'm in too much pain to eat food and I hate! doctors! fuck you!!!!!!!
#too nauseous to eat bc my back is major fucked#and this stupid doctor that i waited three weeks to go to didnt have any helpful information#respectfully you and your 4.7 stars can get fucked#lets hope the neurosurgeon is more empathetic or would listen but thats just another doctor so really what can be expected#why cant my pcp just be good at everything shes the only one that listens to me#gotta vent so this isnt stuck in my head the whole day#and no i cant take off work#i have two days worth of PTO and two days will not fix 6 bulging discs and two tears
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updates, because I live blog everything: saw him for the first time in like a month, first thing he did was go to hug me (kind of a half hug but god he hadn’t done that in so long) and I feel pretty good about most of our interactions, I’m always looking for reasons to feel bad but honestly. for the most part it felt really good. like not because he likes me (because he doesn’t) but because things are finally friendly and good again with us. I’m still me so I’m awkward but held my own in the group setting pretty well I think. I wanted to see him so badly and I did and overall I feel good. things are always subject to change and I don’t want to jinx anything so that’s all I’ll say. it felt nice.
#isabel talks#standing by and waiting at your back door#like at the beginning of the year things. weren’t pleasant between us#nothing was ever said but I’m sure he knew I liked him and he just handled it so poorly#and it was just cold and awkward and weird#and even though they improved this past semester until the end Id resigned myself to things being just. forever awkward and bad#and they’re not perfect clearly#I don’t think I’d say we’re /friends/ but it’s friendly and not just teammates or acquaintances#casual friends at best maybe#but it feels so much better#like from around the time I think he found out up until his breakup there were no hugs. nothing even close#and I’m afraid because I’m going to flirt and shoot my shot (I would’ve flirted more if we weren’t all outside in the dark)#and I don’t want to go through that whole thing again#but……. he’s a risk worth taking I think#and it’ll always kill me not knowing bc I never gave myself a real shot with him#so. yeah#I’m afraid of inserting myself where I’m unwanted but. we’ll see how things go#but I fell back into my bed giggling when I got home and that hasn’t happened in a long long time
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not to jerk myself off on y'all's dash lol but i so wish i could post the outline to the story i'm working on. i genuinely think i have something really good on my hands if i can just see it through to the end and polish it up enough. it's scary and fragile yet so enticing
#she bork#like i think it's good. like could be really really good as in publishable. but ofc i would think that lol so i'm not really sure. my#friends said it's good and like i do trust them bc they're intelligent and have been good beta readers for me my whole life but at the same#time what if they don't want to hurt my feelings bc they know i'm really excited about this. idk i also sent the outline to one of my#friends who is a writer and who ik for a fact will not mince words and will LOOK for inconsistencies; not in a mean way but he has a very#keen eye and ear for when something isn't right and he'll tell you when something jumps out at him. so i'm just waiting on his feedback to#tell me if my outline's worth a damn or not lol#novel 2024
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leopold vermillion this is your cue to make one hell of an entrance
#the focus on the vermillions ??? tabata pls#i know i have to wait a whole month for the next chapter but it's fine#i know it's gonna be worth the wait like always#also i know mereo is fine bc there's no fckn way#black clover#black clover spoilers
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Oh man Sonic Frontiers was so good. Especially with Eggman and Sage. Did you read the logs you get from fishing? Seeing him talk about Maria and come to see Sage as his daughter. Just so good.
YEAH YEAH YEAH I’ve been meaning to put together a post with all my thoughts since I finished the game two days ago but I just haven’t gotten the chance yet. But god. It’s SO good. I’m not a super big critic to begin with so I probably would have enjoyed it regardless but yes it was amazing
And yes I did get all the Egg Memos!!! I mentioned in an earlier post how emotional I got when Eggman mentioned Sage’s pronouns and how he should refer to her. And just the general change of Eggman’s feelings towards her over time…the further you get through the logs the more you can tell he’s getting attached and is starting to think of her as his daughter and I just 😭 UGH my kokoro
AND Eggman’s acknowledgment of Maria too—I never really thought about how he’d feel towards her but there’s definitely resentment there and he has every reason to feel that way honestly. I deadass forgot they were cousins until I heard that memo and I was like OH SHIT YEAH I guess they would be huh??
I loved all the little things they put into the game that reference other characters and past experiences they’ve had. Definitely makes it feel more connected to the series as a whole and shows that YEAH they’ve been through some shit together, the good AND the bad
#Shima answers questions#Sonic Frontiers#Sonic#Sonic the Hedgehog#Eggman#I love this game so much you have no idea.#I watch so many different people play games on YT and this was the FIRST game I’ve EVER seen someone else play and went#’Oh my god that looks SO fun I should get that’#I watched Game Grumps play Frontiers for like two episodes and then I went to Target and bought it bc I wanted to experience the whole#thing for myself. I could not wait for them to finish it and release the episodes over the next few months#It was SO worth it I enjoyed every minute of it#thewisekitsune
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i knew they were canon from this even before they actually kissed in the next season
#... spam!#watched their whole .. pining stage ? (do u even call it that LOL) for like. 5 seasons straight#no bc i literally MOVED when they almost held hands like they had their pinkies reach out to each other brooo#WHEBWJWNSKFKSLFKFMF MY BABIES#the wait was sooo worth it 🤞🤞 bumbleby my beloved
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as im watching cleo and etho's secret life episodes all i can think is "damn, cloud is eating good" lol
wdym I'm completely normal about this SLASH JAY
PUFF I AM SHAKING YOU I AM NOT NORMAL ABOUT THEM WHATSOEVER WAAAAA
it took 3 seasons for us to finally get a solid Cletho team up I am biting everything in my path, om nom nom nom >:D
EATING SO GOOD SO TRUE. THEYRE FINALLY REAL !!! THEYRE NOT DIVORCED !!! THEY LOVE EACH OTHER !!! THEY GAVE EACH OTHER THEIR HEARTS !!!
I feel like I'm specifically going to watch Cleo's episode 20 thousand times, their episode was so cool. urghghghhgghgghhhg. love them so so much they're so fun.
still going insane over them when Gem and the Scotts are there and they completely defend each other sobbign. I HAD TO PAUSE AND STARE AT THE WALL WHEN CLEO SAID THEYD NEVER LEAVE ETHO, BUT WHEN I WENT BACK TO SEE IF I HEARD THAT RIGHT, I HEARD WHAT ETHO SAID 😭 they're so ❤️❤️ :)
#sobbign#CLETHO REAL !!!!!!!!#sorry to anyone who even remotely knows me for who i am right now (insane) bc i will NOT shut up about this. ever.#LAST LIFE WAS TWO YEARS AGO. I DIDNT THINK IT WAS THAT LONG 😭#WE WAITED 2 WHOLE YEARS FOR CLETHO#and it was definitely worth the wait :>#so funny people see Cletho and just think 'Cloud'#its about to become my entire personality /j#sorry for rant#i am absolutely normal and sane and a casual fan /j#thank you for this ask ❤️❤️#i could go on forever abt them heehee#happy box :)#PUFF‼️‼️#thats it thats ur tag /j#dragonpuff17#dont talk to me unless you want to hear an essay on my favourite subject /j#tags r long sowwy
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