#that should tell something about me đ
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this is going to sound really fucked up but i just need to say it i think.
I never realized that people could actually care. I always thought that the depictions of friendship in movies and TV shows were over-the-top portrayals, and weren't things that actually happened. This was then exacerbated by the fact that my entire life I always wanted people to just Know How I Was Feeling like they do on TV and I found out that that's Not How It Works. I always thought I was naive for caring so much about my friends and for doing nice things for them out of the blue, and I always resented myself for resenting my parents for not doing more for me as a child.
So when I got to uni, and my friends started caring about me and asking if I was ok when I looked sad and doing nice things for me, I didn't know what to do with myself. It was the nicest thing anyone had ever done for me in a long time. When I was staying with a friend, and she said that she left the window open in the room I was going to be staying in because I liked it to be cold when i sleep, I bluescreened. I didn't know how to respond. It is quite literally one of the nicest things anyone had ever done for me. No one had ever paid that much attention to the things I liked. Every year on my birthday it was either a gamble if I would get something I actually wanted from my parents (spoiler alert: I was often disappointed) or I would just have to straight up tell them what I wanted. I got accustomed to the latter, and now I don't mind, but receiving two gifts from friends about languages this year made me realize that I could have it so much better.
And don't even get me started on online friends. I sort of thought that everyone was lying about them? Or that it was something unattainable, and reserved only for God's Chosen Favorites or something. But no, there are little people in my phone who care about me. They legitimately care about me as much as I care about them. I've been nervous to ask them about their well-being because I'm still nervous about being naive and getting a wake-up call that no one cares again, but after being told that they were worried about me when I overslept, I think i should know that I'm in the clear. And that's not even including all the times they tell me to go to bed when it's late, and when they ping me about things I may enjoy or things I was involved in.
All this is to say I guess that I'm touched that people remember my existence. It makes me feel good to be wanted. I will be eternally grateful to both my irl and online friends who made me realize that just because my parents or my friends from home didn't care enough to remember what I like or to go out of their way to do nice things for me, it doesn't mean that no one will. I need to step up and do more for you guys. I trained myself to push down my desire to help and check in with people because I thought I was betting on something that I'd never get in return, but now I know I can.
Thank you all, and I love you đ
#uf this is a long one sorry đ
#i put it under a cut so it wont clog up your dash#btw if you are an online friend and you do something nice for me#what you arent seeing is me squealing and crying and bluescreening before giving your message a heart emoji and possibly the đ„č emoji#the đ„č emoji to me is a dear friend#đ„č to me in the context of accepting nice things means that im basically already crying#i am so incredibly appreciative of you all#i will not stop saying it#and i need to say it more to my irls faces#if you know me irl and you see this expect me to tell you very soon that i fucking love you#and if youre an online friend and you have vagueposted about something happening to you since ive met you#you may or may not get a message about it (depending on how chicken i am) because i fucking care about your well-being goddamnit#idk idk idk i just#it still amazes me that this isnt fake#that you actually care#i keep thinking that ill say something wrong or whatever and ill lose it all#but in the back of my mind i know that isnt true#i should probably be telling all this to a therapist but therapy is expensive and posting online is free#there was something else i wanted to say but i forgor so ill edit and add it when i rember#ok to rb#long post#personal
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y'know, sometimes I get on a bad mood or feel down I simple read your blog n feel better instantly. Even cuz I've never met another hopeless romantic before n now I can finally see somebody like me I'm so happy about it we can talk about being hopeless romantic sometimes maybe?
Have a nice dayyy!đâš
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Aww, Iâm happy my blog can help cheer you up!! Though I hope your days and mood start getting better!!âïž
And yeah sure! :)!! Fair warning though Iâm not always great at responding and sometimes if I forget to for too long I get too nervous to ever restart the conversationđđ BUT I am trying to get better at that and Iâm always happy to talk to people! So feel free to message me whenever if youâd like!
#asks#i hope your day is nice too!! <3!!#i should really just put the messaging disclaimer as my blog description or something#ripđ#also like full disclosure i straight up donât really know what being a âhopeless romanticâ meansđ
#people have just described my posts like that so im like âyeah!! okay!!â#and roll with it#but like idk im just posting stuff that i think about#like idk is there a difference between being a hopless romantic and just romanticizing??#straight up HAVE to go see if i can find the terms origin now#yall can message me but i have been told you can TELL i was an english majorđ#đ«
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what we dont need ai for: art, deepfakes, etc
what we would actually need ai for: identifying certain things (such as spiders) in pictures so we can filter things more effectively even when the tags or caption doesnt say the word "spider"
#im sure you can guess that i saw a spider on my dash and im not happy about it#maybe i should make ''arachnophobia-posting'' a tag with how much i complain đ
#btw the same rules apply to me so yell at me in dms or asks if i need to tag something#because ik i suck at tagging things but if someone tells me they need something tagged i'll try my best to do so#rain's other tag
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out of time | max verstappen
pairing: bsf!reader x max verstappen
summary: your best friend max and you have always been attracted to each other but you just keep dating other people instead of facing your feelings
fc: savannah lee smith
a/n: iâm still at the restaurant AGAIN (qatar 2024) (iâm also trying a new posting time so hopefully this wonât flop)
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#max verstappen#max verstappen x reader#max verstappen one shot#max verstappen imagine#max verstappen fluff#f1 x reader#f1#formula one#formula one x reader#max verstappen x y/n#max verstappen x you#max verstappen fanfic#savannah lee smith#mv1#smau#max verstappen smau#f1 smau#formula 1 smau#social media au#mv33#the weeknd
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hashira accidentally touch your chest
Authorâs Note: pls and ty enjoy this tidbit of crack-fluff. đđ
hashira accidentally touch your chest
Hashira x Reader
Word Count: ~1,600
CW: explicit language, Fem!Reader, mild sexual content
Suggestion Fulfilled: Can we get all hashira accidently touch y/n's breast
~faqs~
Fyi, âchestâ means boob. I was just worried Tumblr would block this post from tags if I included âboobâ in the title lmao. đ
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Shocked đłđ
âI apologize, [y/n]-san, it wonât happen again!â
Gyomeiâs nearly in tears, he feels so terribly đ
âThese things happen!â you promptly assure him, âBesides, you technically won the bout.â
No need to mention that he always wins when training together đ„Č
âI cannot accept such a tainted victory.â
âHimejima-san, though I appreciate your concern and respect, thereâs truly no issue.â
Meanwhile, Gyomeiâs rethinking his entire Breathing Style to ensure he never accidentally touches anyoneâs boob(s) again đÂ
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In cold disbelief đđđ
If you donât say anything, then he wonât say anything
Alternatively, if you do say something, then Obanai will immediately curl up into a ball and die
Spends the rest of his day recalling the fleeting warmth of your breast
He swears his hand doesnât even get cold, so affected by the heat of your bosom
Your boob must be âšmagicalâš
âIguro-san,â you call out gently, noting his dazed stare, his dinner untouched while he sits crossed legged, âIs something on your mind?â
âNo.â đđđ
Well okay then đ
âAbout what happened earlierâŠâ
đ«šđ«šđ«š <â Obanai is FREAKING OUT
â⊠Iguro-san, I didnât mind.â
And then you stand up, take your dishes, and leave
WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT EVEN MEEEAAAN?!?!?!
Good luck finding Obanai tomorrow đ«Ą (the poor manâs been pleasantly overwhelmed)
Heâll avoid you for eternity now đ (not really, but at least until he can breathe around you again)
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She giggles đ€
Lol
âOh my! [y/n]-san, I didnât mean to touch you so intimately!â đ
âNo worries, it happens.â
Your face may or may not be burning up a storm, but thatâs okay!
Mitsuriâs blushing too
A lot đł
âI hope I didnât hurt you?!â
Because like, What if I gripped too hard?! đ
Sheâs well aware of her own strength
âYou barely brushed me, Kanroji-san. I promise!â
Phew!
She grins, relief evident as she bumps her elbow against yours
âDonât tell anyone, okay? I would be so embarrassed!!!â
âKanroji-san, our secret is safe with me.â
I wish it would happen again⊠<â lowkey both of you thinking the same thing đ€Ș
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As a medical personnel (among other roles), Shinobu accidentally (or even on purpose, depending on where youâre wounded) touching your boob isnât entirely unreasonable nor unrealistic
Obviously it would be nicer if she was caressing you out of love and affection đ
And not methodically cleansing then bandaging claw marks that just so happened to cross over your chest đ
âYou should make a full recovery,â sheâs all business, âThe demon avoided your nipple and didnât puncture deep enough to affect the functionality of your breast,â fortunately, youâre too exhausted to be embarrassed by her bluntness, âIt has a nice shape. Iâm glad you survived.â
EXCUSE ME WHAT?!?!?! đđ«
Now youâre kinda embarrassed
More so preening, really đ€
Itâs like when a doctor randomly compliments the rhythm of your heart or some other characteristic from a mainly professional POV, but youâre still caught off guard because who tf compliments someoneâs kidneys or bowels movements or?????
In your pain hazed delusion, you briefly contemplate somehow getting your other boob injured too⊠gotta make sure youâre matching in (nice) shape, yâknow? đ
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Kyojuro can be discreet, albeit more so for your sake than his
âI APOLOGIZE! I DID NOT MEAN TO TOUCH YOUR BREAST!â <â how he could react đ
âPardon my slip, are you okay?â <â how he actually reacts, because he isnât entirely lacking in social awareness and decorum đ
âOh,â you donât mean to squeak, but it canât be helped when the most handsome man youâve ever known just casually grazed your boob, âIâm fine! Totally fine! Haha!â đ«šđ”âđ«đ«
Youâve gotta be more convincing than that, or Kyojuro will never forgive himself đ
Heâs a lil oblivious when it comes to physical attraction
Not like, infantly so, but given this particular circumstance?
He doesnât realize youâre flustered; he assumes youâre mortified đ
âYou sound decidedly less than fine.â
Heâs softer now, worried about startling you đ„ș
âI was surprised! But donât worry! Iâm not worried!â
Okaaay, but heâs worried đ„Č
âIs there any way I could make amends for my indiscretion?â
Not only is he handsome, but he is such a gentleman đđ
âRengoku-san, there are no amends to be made, I promise. Iâm not mad, nor do I feel unhappy or unsafe. I forgive you.â
Your regaining of the ability to speak in complete sentences greatly reassures him đźâđšđ
âAh. Well. I am grateful for your kindness and understanding. It will not happen again.â
âŠ
âŠ
Hold up đ§
Why does she seem⊠she seems⊠disappointed? Should I have said it will happen again??
Youâve suddenly given Kyojuro something quite pleasant to ponder đ€
After all, he isnât entirely oblivious đ
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âAre you going to apologize?â Sanemi demands
âFor what?â you screech
âFor touching my hand with your boob!â
Your eyes roll, âOh fuck off!â
âI didnât ask to touch you,â he grunts
âI wouldnât have given you permission anyway,â you retort đ
Arms crossing over his bare chest, Sanemi scoffs, âWell I didnât give mine either!â
âYouâre ridiculous. It was an accident.â
You seem genuinely pissed đŹ
Sanemi rethinks his approach
âYou know Iâm joking, right?â đ
âNooo,â your sarcasm cuts deep, âI thought you were flirting.â đ
Uh đ
Well đ
Shit đ
âFuck you!âÂ
When in doubt, curse âem out đ
You scowl, confusion lingering as your blood boils, âFuck you!â
âI said it first.â đ
You stalk away, fed up with his antics
#man child #sort of #romantically inept is more like it
As tends to happen with epiphanies, yours doesnât hit until youâre almost asleep
âWAS THAT MOTHERFUCKER FLIRTING WITH ME???!â đłđ„Žđ
Best believe Shinazugawa Sanemi is about to have a Lesson 101 in flirting asap đ€đ
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(assuming youâre older, like, mentor age to Muichiro)
Neither of you make a fuss about it
Itâs like accidentally calling your teacher mom đŹ
Or grabbing a random personâs hand in the supermarket thinking theyâre your parent đ«Ł
Embarrassing, but not a huge deal â unless you make it one
Thereâre those three seconds of slow motion Uhh and What just happened and Oops đ«
And then time speeds up to normal again, you have a quick conversation with your eyes (gosh forbid you speak and bring the unspoken into reality đ), and itâs over
^^ Alternatively, if Muichiro initiates a conversation to clear the air, then youâre able to have a mature and concise chat that is respectfully and patiently resolved
Embarrassing/accidental encounters are part of growing up
As long as they can be navigated ~safely, there shouldnât be any lasting harm
â ïžI also want to emphasize that I am talking solely on inarguably accidental/one time incidencesâ ïž
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Hehehe
Giyuuâs hand is stuck đ«Ł
Only for like, a fleeting second
But omg đ
He was already embarrassed, and now heâs triply embarrassed đ« đ« đ«
â... Tomioka-san?â
You wonât lie; you arenât especially bothered đ€
But it is a compromising position to be caught in; Giyuu lowkey crushing you, one of his palms clearly cupping your boob đŹ
#wrestling #or something #so maybe this isnât super realistic #forgive me
Youâre about to repeat his name when he finally springs to life, immediately rolling off you, standing abruptly, about to literally sprint away
And then he remembers his manners đ
He offers you a hand
His other hand; his boob hand is currently tucked away in his haori
Heâs never washing it again
#closet perv
âThanks,â you smile faintly, accepting his assistance as you lift yourself from the ground
You hope he canât hear your heartbeat đ
He definitely can đ¶
But can you hear his?
âI donât think we should train together anymore.â
Giyuu is swift and harsh with his solutions
âWhy?â
Your question comes out stiffer than intended
He hesitates, unable to interpret the fear in your tone â the longing
âI always beat you,â he explains lamely, âDonât you get tired of losing?â
You scoff cheerfully, grinning now as you squeeze his hand
Fuck, we were still holding hands?! <â Giyuu is in shambles đł
âI could never lose!â you declare, feelings brimming in your throat, spilling onto your tongue, âNot when Iâm with you.â
Then we should absolutely stop training together would be the responsible reaction
Attachments are the most dangerous game for a Hashira to play đ
Instead, Giyuuâs rendered speechless, unable to shake his hand from yours
âWell alright then,â he mutters, stomach churning as he narrowly avoids the warmth in your gaze
In fact, you swear he squeezes back đ
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âEXCUSE ME! I HAVE A WIFE!â đ€đ€đ€
âYou have three wives.â đ
Sputtering, Tengen shrieks, âI already have plenty of breasts to touch!âÂ
âTengen,â you glare, not one to back down as you jab a finger into his own chest, âYou touched my boob.â đ
âAND IâM SORRY!â đ
Much better đ
âI donât know what they see in you,â you scoff (youâre also lying, you can see plentyđ€), âTheyâre gorgeous⊠and you freak out when you accidentally touch a boob.â đ
Tengen is 100% pouting now
âI donât freak out when I touch their boobs,â he huffs
âWell arenât they lucky.â đ
âYou could be lucky too!â
âŠ
âŠ
Tengen starts runningÂ
You give chase
âDID YOU TALK TO THEM ABOUT THIS?âÂ
Tengen runs faster
âTENGEN!!!!!â
Tengen runs faster and faster
You give up
*insert gasping for air here*
âDO YOUR WIVES KNOW THEYâRE MARRIED TO A COWARD???!!!â
Oh well, youâll have to visit their estate sometime this week đ
Youâre sure to get an answer from Hina, Makio, and Suma âșïž
And you canât wait to see more of Tengen ïżœïżœđ
Sorry, sometimes the horny just happens đ„Ž
#hashira x reader#headcanons#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#gyomei x reader#obanai x reader#mitsuri x reader#shinobu x reader#kyojuro x reader#sanemi x reader#muichiro x reader#giyuu x reader#tengen x reader
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It is I, person who asked about the bad car crash one. I have read the one you said! And while yes I think the car crash you described is bad I was wondering if you could do one that's... Worse-? Idk đ
if not I totally understand lmao.
No I think I get you, thanks for requesting and hope you like it!
cw: car accident, concussion, mention of blood, I already know this is not very accurate, but I did not have it in me to do all the research when I wrote this. Sorry and hope it doesnât hinder your reading experience </3
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Your own breaths are the loudest sound, which canât be right. Surely there should be alarms, or screaming, or something. Up until a second ago, the screeching of tires and metal was loud enough to deafen you.Â
Your car door squeaks brokenly, a sad echo of the racket from before. The air around you shifts as it comes open, and a moment later there are cold fingers pressing into your jaw.Â
You make a low whining sound. âHey,â you complain. Your lips move oddly, murmuring where you mean to speak.Â
âHi,â a voice behind you replies smoothly. âIâm Sirius, Iâm with NHS. Is your neck or back hurting at all, gorgeous?âÂ
âNo. Youâre cold.âÂ
âLovely. This is my friend Remus, heâs going to push on your hands.âÂ
A head appears in front of you, upside down and shooting an exasperated look towards the disembodied voice. You donât understand how these people are moving around so quickly, without you noticing them coming.Â
âHello.â The other manâsâRemusââgaze softens as he meets your eyes. âCan you tell me if you feel this?â He prods at your hand.Â
âYeah,â you breathe. Your heart is starting to move in your chest, thudding against your ribs like it wants to hurt you.Â
âAlright. Can you try pushing up on my hands, please?â
You do. He nods approvingly, giving you a little smile.Â
âGood girl. Weâre good, Sirius.âÂ
The cold hands release your face, and you breathe a sigh of relief. It makes your chest ache dully.Â
âBeautiful. We ready to move?âÂ
âYup.â Thatâs a third voice, distinct from the others and somewhere you canât see it. âWeâre all set.âÂ
âLet me justââ Remusâ hands come up around your waist and back, his grip firm, near to bruising. âOkay, Iâve got her. Weâre going to unbuckle you and lift you out, okay? Just stay nice and still for us.âÂ
Youâre confused as to what he means, but apparently your silence is consent enough. You feel the buckle of your seatbelt click, and then youâre falling up, Remusâ hold tightening further as he stops your ascent to lift you sideways.Â
Itâs not until youâre out of the car that you realize you were upside down. Your head feels better, though not by much, and the sun glares at you like itâs punishing you for a wrong you donât remember having committed. Your arm, suddenly and to your horrified surprise, is in agony.Â
A pitchy scraping sound tears from your throat, what would have been a scream if you had the air for one.Â
âHere we go, justâyeahââ the third voice speaks as something comes up under your back. âThere we are. Itâs okay, sweetheart. Youâre alright.â
âWeâll get you on pain meds in just a second, doll,â Sirius promises. Someone adjusts your legs so theyâre both on the cot, careful of your searing arm, and then youâre moving, the sky shifting above you until youâre looking up at a gray ceiling instead. Time is an odd, fluid thing, marked only by actions and various pains.Â
âWhen did you get here?â you mutter, to no one in particular.Â
The third voice is the one to answer you. Itâs accompanied by a thick pair of glasses and a sweet face, eyes flickering between you and some equipment heâs messing with. âJust a few minutes ago.âÂ
âI donâtâŠI didnât hear the sirens.âÂ
He smiles like youâre funny. âYeah, I think you mightâve been unconscious for that part.âÂ
You wrack your brain. You donât remember falling asleep. Only the screeching on the road and then being in your car. Then again, you feel half as though you could be dreaming right now.Â
Something sharp bites into your hand. You whimper, the pain small but only adding to every other hurt thatâs already far over your threshold.Â
âI know,â Sirius shushes you, sticking something to your hand. âI know, babe, but this is going to help soon. Youâll see.âÂ
âSo far Iâve got a concussion, open fracture of the wrist, several lacerations to the face and chest, and bruising around the knees.â Remusâ voice is an odd combination of soft and businesslike. You have a creeping sensation heâs talking about you. âAm I missing anything?âÂ
âPossible bruising around the chest,â Sirius says. âShe was breathing funny earlier.âÂ
âRight. Hey, love,â Remus voice gentles as he addresses you, âIâm going to move your shirt down to see if your chest is hurt, alright? Iâll be careful, it wonât take long.âÂ
âOkay,â you manage weakly.Â
âThank you.â He uses both hands to stretch the collar of your shirt, tutting quietly to himself at whatever he sees. He lifts a stethoscope from around his neck, rubbing the metal on his hand for a moment before setting it to your chest.Â
You donât know what heâs listening for, but youâre distracted when the third paramedicâthe one with the glassesâstarts running what feels like a wet wipe over your forehead.Â
âJust cleaning you up a bit,â he says brightly. âFigure we ought to have you looking your best for whoever ends up stitching you up, yeah?âÂ
âJames.â Siriusâ tone is somewhere between chiding and joking and fond, an entanglement of meanings you quite canât wrap your pounding head around. âDonât talk like sheâs not already stunning. You can hardly improve upon perfection.âÂ
âToo true,â the other boy agrees readily.Â
âTake a breath in for me, please,â says Remus, seemingly ignoring the other two and seemingly also used to doing so. âJust as deep as you can.âÂ
You try. You do your best, and as your lungs expand the dull ache worsens and worsens until a sharp pain pierces your middle. The air whooshes out of you in a dry sob.Â
The stethoscope leaves your skin, and Remus fixes your shirt collar, putting it back in place. Your chest radiates a terrible, throbbing hurt.Â
âItâs okay,â James says. His finger brushes your cheek, swiping at wetness you didnât realize was there. âOh, honey, itâs okay.âÂ
âAt least a couple of broken ribs,â you hear Remus mutter to the others. Somehow, impossibly, it makes the pain worsen.Â
âWhatâs happening?â you choke out.Â
âYouâre in an ambulance,â James tells you kindly. âYou were in a car accident, and I know youâre in a lot of pain right now, but weâre here to take care of you. Weâre going to make sure youâre okay, and then get you to the hospital so they can finish fixing you up. Youâll be alright.âÂ
The explanation takes you a while to process, but even then your tears donât seem to want to slow. Your chest pangs with each hitch in your breathing. Eventually Sirius starts talking you through taking slower breaths, trying to calm you down.Â
Someone wipes at your face with a small square. It stings, and it comes away light red with your blood and tears.Â
âI know itâs scary,â Remus murmurs, âbut youâve already done so, so well. We only have to splint your arm so it doesnât move and clean some of your bigger cuts, and then we can go to the hospital. Can you let us do that, please? Will you be okay?âÂ
You take in a ragged breath. âYeah,â you reply.Â
âThere we are.â James takes your head between his hands. Something about his grip reassures you. He touches his lips to your forehead, like itâs natural, like itâs nothing. âYouâve got this, sweetheart. Just need you to be brave for us a little while longer.â
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Hello! I love your uni series and I'm so excited to see who's next! Could I request an Alex Albon smau with a baker reader?
: Alex Albon x Baker!Reader
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: Authorâs Note - omgg tysmm đ Hope you enjoy this đ«¶đ»
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Yourname: Nothing here to seeâŠjust a baker rolling through life one dough at a time đ€
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User56: Noooo queen youâve been spending way to much time with Alex đđđđđ Your captions have taken a hit đ
User02: I thought Y/n dating Alex would save us from his corny one lines but I was WRONG!! HE MADE HER JUST LIKE HIM đ©đ©đ©đ©
alex_albon: I CAN SEE ALL YOUR CAPTIONS đĄđȘ
-> User66: Oh no weâre so scared đ±
-> User51: Absolutely terrified
-> User09: Deleting this app as we speak! So scared đŠ
-> alex_albon: đ€Ą You guys are the worst đđ»đđ»
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alex_albon: Winter break? Never heard of her đ€·đ»ââïž 2025 Season, here I come đš
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patrickh_coach: Keep up with this routine and weâll be unstoppable đȘđ» And donât forget about your meal plan đœïž
-> alex_albon: đ«Ąđ«Ąđ«Ą
User51: I-Wow! COVER YOURSELF UP YOU WHORE đ«”đ»
User42: You thought you could show your knees and GET AWAY WITH IT????? Thatâs IT! YOUâRE GROUNDED!
Yourname: My man! my man! my man! đ€€
-> User23: Queen I get the appeal! I swear I do but please pull yourself together đđ»
-> User49: Another one bites to dust đ
alex_albon: Why canât you guys be normal for once? JUST ONCE âđ» THATâS ALL IâM ASKING đđ»
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Yourname: The best part about winter break is having him all to myself đâŠ.Might not even give him back đ€
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User01: @/alex_albon how does it feel to be godâs favourite????
User32: LOVE LOVE LOVE đ
alex_albon: oh đł! I seeâŠumm and what do you plan on doing đ?
-> Yourname: Come back home and youâll find out đ
-> alex_albon: đđ»
-> User42: why must I be punished like this??????
Williamsracing: Phew đźâđš thank god! No take backs đ
đ»ââïž Heâs all yours now!!! Enjoy đ
-> Yourname: WAIT NO I WAS JUST KIDDING!!! PLEASE TAKE HIM đđ»
-> alex_albon: I- WOW! MY TEAM AND MY GIRLFRIEND! WOW
-> User52: @/Williamsracing @/Yourname I love you guys đđđ«đ«đ«
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alex_albon: You know what they sayâŠThe way to a womenâs heart is through her stomach đ
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User07: @/Yourname hand to your heart âđ» tell us, how many times did Alex almost burn the kitchen down????
-> Yourname: Whattt??? No! He actually has become really good at baking. Honestly youâd be shocked at how good he- 7 times and he also dropped the jar of jam, so we had to go and get a new one đ
-> alex_albon: I KNEW IT!!! I KNEW THIS WAS COMING
-> Yourname: Good for you ig đ«¶đ»đ«¶đ»
User55: I love these 2 so much!!!!!! Please never change you guys đđ»
User03: Umm *gulp* I- *stutters* nice *wipes sweat* nice arms *cardiac arrest*
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User21: hmm so much sweet đ€ isnât he supposed to be on a strict diet or something???
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Yourname: I could watch him eat all day âșïž Canât believe heâll be half way across the country soon!!! Stay like this forever my hungry boy đ
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User48: SO CUTE!!!!! đ©đ©đ©đ©
alex_albon: omggg are you like obsessed with me or something???
-> Yourname: Itâs okay you can go! I donât mind anymore. Bye đđ»
-> alex_albon: Iâm only kidding babe đ
-> alex_albon: Y/n OPEN THE DOOR PLEASE đ«đ«đ«
User20: Good Food = Happy Alex
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patrickh_coach: Itâs nice to see youâre eating healthy! I hope youâre following the meal plan as well, right Alex?
-> alex_albon: You know it đ
-> User93: @/patrickh_coach you should see the post Alex had uploaded a couple of days ago
-> alex_albon: I SAID đ€«đ€«đȘđȘđȘ
User76: Not Alex fighting for his life, trying to hide the fact that he did not in fact follow his meal plan đđđđ
-> alex_albon: I donât know đ€·đ»ââïž what your talking about đŁïž
-> User88: @/Yourname Queen đžđ» please drop the receipts đ§Ÿ
-> alex_albon: Y/n NO đ°đ°
-> User32: Y/n YES
-> User11: Y/n YES
-> User02: Y/n YES
-> User78: Y/n YES
-> User50: Y/n YES
-> User64: Y/n YES
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Yourname: TADA!!! Since, so many of you wanted to see the results of Alexâs cooking đ§đ»âđł BTW, it was very tasty, and Alex & I enjoyed it a lot đ€€
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alex_albon: YES, I ATE ALL OF THIS! I WILL NOT BE SHAMED FOR MY CHOICES! I DEVOURED THE ENTIRE SECOND BATCH OF CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES AND ON TOP OF THAT, I ALSO HAD TON OF CHOCOLATE CAKE! THERE I SAID IT AND IâM NOT AFRAID TO SAY IT AGAIN!!!
User32: UmmâŠ.I think we broke Alex????
User09: @/Yourname Is it okay???
-> Yourname: I- honestly have no idea. He threw his phone on the sofa and is now rocking himself back and forth muttering about how heâll be fine đ Please send help đđ»
-> User68: Called 911! Theyâre on their way đš
-> Williamsracing: @/Yourname sending the pit crew for emotional support đ«
patrickh_coach: Damn @/alex_albon didnât know you could bake so well. Bring me a batch as well!!!
-> User53: @/alex_albon this the coach you were worried about???
-> alex_albon: @/patrickh_coach you got it!!!
-> patrickh_coach: Also, Alex hope youâre ready for a brutal workout session tomorrow đ
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GUYS MY AGE ,, ìŽëŻŒíž
pairings ââžâžâž lee know x fem!reader wc. 6.2k+
genre. neighbors!au , smut
đ· includes ... cheating, unprotected sex, oral ( m. receiving ), literally the mother isn't the only sane person im sorry THIS IS PURE FICTION
ă authors note đč ă here it is the fic , i hope you like it đ
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guys your age never really appealed to youâ you liked older menâ blame it on your daddy issue, you didn't care; something about an older man just made your heart go crazyâ and your panties wet.
âyou need to find something to do this summer while you're home.â your mother said, you had made your return home from college for the summer, ready to soak up the sun by your pool in the backyard. âhow about getting a job, the couple next door is looking for a babysitter for their three kids while they work.â
your mom watched your face scrunch up in disgust. âwhy would I want to babysit their sticky children?â you scoffed, picking at your freshly painted nails. âhow do you plan on making money then?â you sighed, of course you already planned for this. âMom, don't worry, I've got it all covered.â you smiled reassuringly; and you weren't lying, you didâ but could you really tell your mother you planned on getting money from the many older men you managed to seduce during your time at college. âyou better, don't just rot in your room all summer.â
âwhat if i go help the old lady across the street?â you asked standing up to put your dish in the sink. âWill that ease your worries, mother?â of course you didn't want to do it, but it would make your mother happy. âoh i didn't tell you?â she said, you shook your head, telling her to continue. âher children moved her to a nursing home.â you felt your lip curl up into a smirk. âgood she was a bitch.â you said, the grumpy old lady could never stay out of your business. âI really would've hated doing that.â
âyeah she was wasn't she?â she chuckled. âAnyways, the couple who moved in there have only been here for about a month; I see the lady when I'm on my way to work.â she said. âThe husband I'm pretty sure stays at home and workâ you should introduce yourself, let them know who you are.â you really didn't want to; but the look in your mother's eyes, you could tell she wasn't asking you. âFine, I'll do it later, happy?â your mother turned the water off, kissing your head. âecstatic, im gonna get ready for work.â
âwhat are you doing?â jisung spoke through the phone; your bestest friend in the whole worldâ and your biggest enemy too. âwell since you decided to flee the fucking country this summer; leaving me here.â you scoffed. âI'm stuck here rotting in my home.â you saw him smile; you scoffed before he spoke up. âSorry, it was a last minute trip with felix.â Felix was his boyfriend; his very rich boyfriend. âyeah well while you're being wined and dined throughout europe, iâm stuck here.â you laid flat on your stomach, legs in the air.
âRemember when you left me in the dorms during spring break?â he asked. âAnd that business man took you to hawaii? consider this as pay back.â you rolled your eyes. âfuck you, that trip was horrible anyway, all he did was work and complain about how much he hated his hate wifeâ we had sex once the entire trip.â you scoffed. âYou got a Gucci bag out of it though.â you hummed; he was right. âbest thing to come out of it.â
âoh yeah.â you were now sitting up. âRemember the old lady across the street from me?â you asked. âyeah she was a bitch.â you nodded. âHer kids finally did everyone a favor and put her in a home.â he clapped. âgood riddance, so did anyone move in that house?â you hummed. âyeah a married couple, mom wants me to introduce myself, let them know i'll be here for the summer.â
âyeah it would be confusing to see a girl in a skimpy ass bathing suit sunbathing in her front yard.â you shrugged; the sun just hit better in the front of your house. âKeep her husband on a leash, like the rest of the house wives on your street do when they see you coming, I wouldn't be too surprised if they already got to her.â you laughed, you never really cared what those women thought about you; you never really cared about their husbands, it was more so the other way around. âI really don't care about those housewives, their problem is their husbands and their wandering eyes, not me.â You defended.
âI should go introduce myself before my mom gets home.â you said. âYeah, I have to go, Felix wants to go for food; call you later?â you nodded. âYeah, if you aren't getting your back blown out.â his face turned red. âHe's in the room.â he gritted through his teeth. âhi yn.â you heard his deep voiced boyfriend shout. âHi Felix.â you laughed. âI hate you so much.â jisung said, you laughed. âLove you too!â You waved goodbye, hanging up the phone.
You didn't bother getting yourself together; throwing on a pair of jean shorts and a tank topâ they're your neighbors, the next time you'd see them is when you're dragging your exhausted body back into your home from your morning run, and that's even worse.
you made your way out of your house; knocking on the door of the house, your phone buzzingâ jisung sending you a photo of his french cuisine. âlucky bitch.â you typed into your phone. âBring me back a souvenir from paris.â you didn't bother to look up from your phone, so you didn't hear the door open. âExcuse me?â
The deep voice made you look up from your device; and it was like a god was standing right in front of you. âHow can I help you?â he asked , you shook every dirty thought that ran through your head at that moment; putting your phone away. âO-oh sorry.â you chuckled. âI didn't hear the door open.â
The man was clearly at least a decade older than you; you could see the few gray hairs in his headâ that didn't matter to you though. âI said how can I help you?â he said, his voice deep and sexy. âI'm yn, I live across the street.â you pointed. âmy mother thought it would be a good idea to introduce myself so there wouldn't be any confusion this summer.â you said. âI just got home from college for summer break.â
âCollege?â He said, you nodded. âyup, my second year is done!â You chirped, this corner of his mouth curling into a smirk. âYou won't be a problem right?â You were taken aback by the question, he chuckled. âParties love, pretty girl like you; surely you're popular.â he said, but you stopped at him calling you pretty; smiling widely at him. âI won't have to worry about loud music and young adults passing out in your front yard right?â you could see his eyes wandering down; stopping right at your chest. âMy wife hates the music you kids listen to.â
Right, his wife; he was married, the way he was practically trying to look through your shirt made you forget. âOh no sir, most of my friends are on vacation.â he nodded. âim minho.â he held his hand out. âWell it's nice to meet you, yn.â he said, you nodded; your eyes scaling his body, much like he did to you; he was pretty fit for someone his age. âHow old are you sir?â he raised his eyebrows; what an odd question. â34.â just around your age range. âand since we're asking those kinds of questions,â he said. âMay I ask how old you are?â maybe it was a delusion, or maybe he actually was flirting with youâ whatever it was, you liked it. âI'm 23 sir.â
âYou're still pretty young,â he said; you tilted your head to the side, folding your arm with a frown. âbut I am an adult.â you challenged; he nodded, clicking his tongue almost in an annoyed state; it made you smirked; you could read him like a book; he hated being challenged. âstill a young girl in my eyes.â you wanted to roll your eyes, and he could see that; he could read you as much as you could him. âI have to get back to work now.â He said, you stepped back. âI'm sure you have things as well, whatever you little girls do these days.â he said, watching your jaw clench. âRemember, no loud crazy parties.â
âCan't promise that sir, it is summer.â was the last thing you said, before turning away; crossing the street, leaving him standing there, watching you go into the house; also getting a peek of your ass. He smirked, walking back into his house, closing the door. âWho was that?â He was quickly brought back to reality by his wife's voice. âat the door, who was it?â
âOh the woman across the street.â he said walking straight past her into the kitchen. âWhat did she bring this time?â She followed behind him. âShe's sent over 3 plates of cookies in the past month we've been here.â she said. âthey aren't even that good; mines are way better.â minho rolled his eyes, they actually weren't, he knew the lady ran her own bakery and his wife barely knew the difference between melted and softened butter. âOf course they are honey.â
âSo where are they?â she asked, searching for a plate. âThe cookies.â She said, âOh, you didn't let me finish.â Yeah he was being condescending, but his wife never noticed. âIt wasn't her, it was her daughter,â he said, opening the fridge for water. âShe's home from college.â He went to walk away, but his wife stood in front of him, her face in a frown. âhow may I help you? I need to get back to work.â
âYou are to stay away from that girl.â She said, he stared at her confused. âI mean it's not like I'm gonna ask her to come out and get beers with me, she's 23; we have nothing in common.â he said, trudging past his wife, making his way up the stairs. âShe's a college student.â he said; very attractive but a college student nonetheless.
he made it back to his office, about to close the door and get back to work; when his wife burst in. âWhat is now?â He said sitting down. âThe other wives.â she started. âThey told me things about that girl.â She said, âlike what?â He said; what could you have done to offend the housewives of the block. âBack talked to them in an argument; she's a young girl, they all do that.â he laughed, he could believe it; he witnessed it only a few minutes ago â except it turned him on.
he watched his wife scoff, he adjusted himself in his pants as she closed her eyes letting out a big sigh; he felt a rant coming on. âNo, they told me she's been seducing their husbands since the day she turned 18.â He looked at his wife. âwhat?â he said. âYeah, wearing tiny tiny clothes; flirting with their husbands, and her mother is none the wiser.â he shook his head. âIs she really seducing them, or is she a young pretty girl and they're just bitter miserable wives who can't control their husbands' wandering eyes?â
âAre you defending her?â he sighed, rubbing his temples; he didn't really want to have this conversation. âno I'm not honey, I'm just saying don't believe everything these housewives say.â He said. âyeah well I don't trust her, so stay away from her.â she said, he nodded; just ready to get her out of the room, he was busy; and not to mention his cock was hardening at the thought of you in one of those tiny tiny outfits the desperate housewives told his wife about. âyeah fine, I'll stay away from her.â
âThank you.â she bent down kissing his forehead. âI love when you actually listen to me.â She said smugly as she walked out closing the door; it pissed him off, not like his banter with youâ no that turned him on. âfuck.â he sighed doubling over , his cock throbbing in his pants, you were already driving him crazy.
You hadn't seen him much after that; only glimpses of him walking into his house with groceries, or getting into his car, and even then he looked good; making the spot in between your legs tingle â sure he was married, but it wasn't like you were doing anything wrong; what's wrong with a little fantasy inside your head, something to think about late at night when you had your hand down your sleep shorts, pretending it was him in between your legs, his hands instead of yours.
you did see his wife though, even though it was against your will every single time; and you hated it every single time, she ran the same route as you in the morning but at a later time; so when you were finishing your walk; she was just starting hers.
âGoodmorning.â Her smile was so fake as you slowed down , stopping in front of your mailbox. âHow are you?â she yelled from across the street. âIâm fine.â You smiled , so desperate to get into the house; you were sweating and hungryâ and you really didn't want to talk to this lady. âI'm good.â You said. âNo plans this summer?â she asked. âNot really; most of my friends are back where I go to college.â
She then went on a rant of all the different jobs you could be doing. âBaby sitting, have you ever thought about that; of course you'd have to change your wardrobe a bit , it would be a bit inappropriate to wear some of the things you wear around kids wouldn't it?â this bitch was really working on your nerves. âIf you have any kids , then I would be happy to watch them.â
âGod no.â There he was again, walking out of the door. âNo kids here,â he said. âWe have our three cats and that's it.â his eyes scanning your outfit; your skin still glistening with sweat; he was seriously checking you out in front of his wife. âWell I love cats!â you jumped a bit; tits bouncing at the impact. âSo cute.â
You knew what you were doing; and so did minhoâ his wife was quick to end the conversation between you too. âWell I'm sure you're busy, and it's time for my run.â she said. âAnd don't you have to feed the cats honey?â she said, turning to him, grabbing his arm. âwhat? oh yeah the cats.â He said. âyeah the cats , go feed them.â she said. âOkay baby.â he said; she turned to you smugly. âWell I better get going.â She said before she started down the street catching up with the other wives she ran with.
âYour wife doesn't like me very much.â He stopped; turning where you stood across the street, in a sports bra that held your tits perfectly; leggings that made your ass pop; and a smirk on your faceâ he so desperately wanted to fuck off. âI don't know she seemed to like you very much.â you knew he was joking. âit would be inappropriate to wear some of the things you wear, she basically called me a whore in housewives language.â You chuckled , folding your arms under your tits , forcefully pushing your boobs up. âdon't worry, I don't care; the housewives on this block have said worse.â
âyeah like what?â he said , stuffing his hands into his pockets. âthat I'm just a whore put on earth to seduce their husbands.â you said , a laugh following. âI'm not worried about their husbands, but I can't say the same for their husbands.â You shrugged. âoh really?â He said, you nodded. âbut hey it's not my problem, they like to stare.â you shrugged, he did that sexy eyebrow raise again. âThey do, don't they?â
Fuck you knew what you were doing; and not only did it piss him off, it fucking turned him on. âI can't say I don't like the attention though.â you said, watching him shift from side to side. âwho wouldn't?â he had to get away before he came across the street and dragged you into his house; then he heard it, the meow of the cats. âoh shit.â he said, making you laugh. âtime to feed the cats sir.â You waved. âHave a nice day.â you made your way into the house, making sure to sway your hips, giving him a good view of your ass.
âI'm telling you sung he wants to fuck me.â you said; your friend shook his head. âWow, that took you not only a week.â He said. âHe's married, no?â You shrugged. âand that's my problem?â You said. âI said he wants to fuck me, he knows he married.â Morally yes it was fucked up, but you didn't really care. âyeah but the wife already hates you, she finds out you want to fuck her husband.â he said. âyou've never seen an episode of snapped? deadly women?â you shook your head. âiâd rather start the semester with you and not the memory of you.â
âHow hot is he exactly?â you sent him a photo that you stole from his social mediaâ yes you stalked him. âOh wow.â he said. âyah.â You heard felix in the background. âHey lix.â you said. âyn don't die trying to fuck a married man.â The blonde said. âI won't lix don't worry, don't kill my friend in milan.â you responded. âi can't promise you that if he doesn't stop looking at that fucking photo.â you laughed as he slapped the phone. âhey! let me talk to my friend in peace.â
âyou want to fuck him too huh?â you heard him say. âno you know I only want to fuck you.â you shook your head. âi'm hanging up before I witness a live amateur porn.â you said. âCall me later.â You hung up. âNow what?â you said.
You decided to go sunbathing; finding your favorite bikini, grabbing your towel and sunscreen and favorite book. âWhere's my daughter off now?â your mom said. âsunbathing.â you said grabbing some snacks. âIn the front yard?â You nodded. âHave fun, I have work today.â you hummed, making your way outside, you set up your things right in front; taking your shirt off laying down on the towel , feeling the sun beaming down on you.
âAre you kidding me?â minho heard his wife's voice. âIs she serious right now?â He stood up from his office chair , making his way to their shared room, where his wife was standing in front of the window. âWhat's wrong now?â He said. âshe's out there in a bikini and shorts; laying in the sun.â
âOkay?â He said, she scoffed. âEveryone can see her , what kind of slut wears that in front of her house.â she said, he made his way over to the window. âThere's no one out there.â He said, she glared at him. âMove, I'm going to the grocery store.â she pushed past him. âYou already went to the grocery store.â he said following behind. âthis is for the barbeque.â she said. âWhat barbeque?â he said , they both made their way outside to the car. âI told you we're hosting the barbeque at our house.â
âseriously; we just moved here,â he said. âeven more reason for us to do it.â she picked his lips. âWho's gonna be there?â he asked. âEveryone on the block.â he did not feel comfortable having all those people running in and out of his house, but his wife was dead set, so it was already set and stone. âHello!â The couple turned their heads to the voice.
âI'm off.â your mom came out of the house. âOkay!â you said looking up from the book. âOh there go the Lee's.â she said , you sat up watching the couple walk out of the house. âHello!â your mom waved brightly at them. âOh hello!â You covered your eyes from the sun. âYn don't be rude, say hello.â Your mom said. âHi.â you waved, his wife didn't say anything. âHello yn.â he said, you smiled at the way he said your name. âWhere are you two off to today?â your mom asked. âOh just to get some things for the barbeque we're throwing for the block.â
âOh that sounds fun!â your mom said. âyou're welcome to come.â she turned to you; her smile was different towards you than your mother. âYou to yn, you're both welcomed.â she said, the invitation mostly towards your mom. âOh thank you, we'll be there.â the other woman nodded. âGreat!â you and minho made eye contact , you smiled. âcan't wait.â
It was finally the day of the barbeque; your mother forcing you across the street with the cookies in her hand. âYou're not gonna rot in the bed today.â You groaned. âi don't want to be here with these people.â she ignored you, knocking on the door. âIt's only for an hour.â she said. âyou know that cute boy down the street, he'll be here.â she winked , you cringed. âWhy do you keep trying to marry me off to him?â you said. âbecause you can't spend all your time with jisung, even he has a boyfriend.â
the door opened , minho stood there. âhello.â your mom held out the plate of cookies. âmhm , my favorite.â he smiled. âthank you.â he stood to the side. âEveryone is in the back,â he said. âThank you for inviting us.â your mother said. âNo problem, you've been so nice to us with these cookies ever since we moved here,â he said. âMe and my wife really enjoy them,â he said. âI'm glad , come by the shop and I'll give you some free cupcakes.â she said. âThank you maâam.â
You two made it to the back where everyone was. âThere's seungmin over there.â your mom pointed. âgo talk to him.â Minho watched you stomp over to the boy, your mom making her way over to a group of women; his eyes scanning your outfit, your mini skirt sitting right below your ass, the shirt you wore barely covering your plush boobs; fuck he just wanted to stick his cock in between them. âfuck.â he cursed.
âyou okay man?â Chan, another neighbor, came up to him. âyeah I'm fine.â he said , not taking his eyes off of you. âI see you've met yn.â the older guy chuckled. âyeah I guess.â He said. âListen, let me give you some advice.â Chan said. âfuck your wife.â Minho turned to him. âWhat?â he said, the Australian laughed. âI know what you're thinking; wife being a bit of a bitch, barely having sex.â He chuckled, that was exactly his story. âHere comes this young girl with a nice ass and a good pair of tits , batting her eyelashes, a bit of a brat?â
âYou seem to know a lot.â He said. âbecause I was you, man.â Chris said, wrapping his arm around his shoulder. âBut you know what I did? i went home and fucked my wife.â he said. âforgot all about it.â he said. âI'm telling you it's not worth it.â he said. âFuck your wife.â
He knew Chan was right, but that didn't stop him from looking at you; his eyes meeting yours. you tilted your head to the side, your sultry smile as you say your goodbyes to seungmin, making your way over to him, he looked around making sure your mom or his wife wasn't paying attention , as you finally were standing in front of him. âCan I use your bathroom?â
He didn't have to follow you; he could've just given you the directionsâ but he really wasn't thinking; and he wished he would have been. âYou have a nice home.â You said. âThank you.â He said watching you purposely sway your hips side to side. âfuck.â he says to himself. âhuh?â you asked , but you can hear him , he could see you smirking teasing him. âfucking brat.â
you definitely heard him this time, you laughed. âsir what's wrong?â you went to touch his shoulder in fake concern. He grabbed your wrist, pushing you against the wall. âfuck why couldn't you just stay away?â he growled. âAm I really to blame?â you took your other hand , traveling down to his waist. âYn.â He weakly warned. âYou can stop me if you want.â you said , your hand inching furtherâ right to his cock, giving it a little squeeze. âfuck.â He groaned. âbut I don't think you want me to.â
this was it; you finally were gonna get what you've wanted all this time; married or not you wanted his cock inside of you. âyour wife doesn't have to know.â that's what set him off , grabbing the back of your head. âfuck shut up.â He said. âGet on your knees.â he said , roughly pushing you down. âyou thought you were gonna get fucked didn't you?â you hissed as he yanked your hair. âtoo bad I'm just gonna stuff my cock down your throat and you're gonna take it like the little slut you are.â
he used his other hand to pull down his pants , freeing his cock from his underwear; his stock almost hitting you in your face. âyou're so bigâ he hissed as you gave the tip of his cock a kiss. âyeah, want my cock down your throat.â He stroked his length in front of your face. âFuck.â he slapped his cock on your lips. âopen up.â he his tip against your lips. âfuck.â
He slowly pushed his cock into your mouth , holding your head still as he forced his cock down your throat. âshit your little throat taking my cock so good.â he hissed. âgo-gonna fuck your face.â he moved his hips , holding the wall above your head, his balls slapping against your chin as he fucked your face in the middle of the hallway of the house he shared with his wife. âfuck I'm gonna cum.â he moaned. âfuck fuck fuck.â he thrusted a few more time , pulling out of your mouth , stroking his cock vigorously. âshit I'm cumming!â he shouted , his warm sticky cum shooting from his cock hitting your face. âFuck.â
He looked down at your smiling cum covered face. âYou tasted good.â you said wiping some off your cheek , putting your fingers to your mouth. You stood up , holding his cock in your hand, stroking it. âYou came so much , it must've been a while.â he hissed. âsh-shit.â He said. âdont you want to fuck me?â He did, fuck he really did. âm-my wife.â he groaned. âoutside.â you sighed, you forgot about the party. âI guess we'll have to wait.â you let his throbbing cock go. âFuck I'm still hard.â he groaned.
You chuckled, wiping the rest of his cum off face. âthats too bad, I know you had a bunch of more cum for me.â he wanted to drag you up to his room and fuck you into the mattress, damned everyone in the back. âfucking brat.â he hissed, you kissed the corner of his mouth with a smile. âWhen does your wife leave for work?â
â11.â he said , you nodded. âI'll be here at one.â That's all you said before leaving him standing in the hall, guilt building in his stomach, not only did he just cheat on his wifeâ he knew he was gonna do it again.
he cleaned himself up; going back to the party. âHey minho.â your mother came up to him. âHave you seen yn, she seemed to have escaped.â of he did. âum she said she wasn't feeling good so she headed home,â he said. âthat girl, always something.â she shook his head. âWhat's wrong?â his wife came over. âoh nothing yn got sick and had to go home.â he could see his wife's smile, luckily your mom didn't see it. âAwe too bad.â she said. âI guess I better go see if she's okay, I had a nice time.â your mother said, before excusing herself.
âdon't worry i didn't poison her.â she said, he stared at her. âlaugh minho it's funny.â she kissed his lips before walking away, he made eye contact with Chan who gave him a nodâ if only he knew it was too late for him.
He did completely ignore chris's word , as soon as the last person was gone, and the house was quiet and clean again; he brought his wife up to their room. âfuck minho!â his wife shouted as he fucked into her. âfuck faster.â he held her hips down as he plowed into her , wishing it was you that was under. âminho fuck!â his wife shouted into his ear. âWait, don't go so fast.â she moaned, but all he could he do was imagine it was you , yelling for him to go faster , fuck you harder and faster. âMinho I'm cumming.â his wife shrieked. âfuck wait I'm not there yet.â he groaned, he knew once she was finished he wouldn't be able to continue. âfuck I'm cumming.â she shouted. âfuck I came Minho , pull out.â
he sighed, pulling out , laying on his back cock still hard. âfuck.â He cursed. âThat was so good.â his wife laid breathless next to him. âBut you were a bit too rough , next time don't go so hard.â He wasn't worried about that, he was too focused on his throbbing cock. âHey, can you help me with this?â he said. âI can't tonight, I'm too tired and I have work in the morning.â she kissed his cheek. âI'm sure you can handle yourself.â
he watched her turn on her side, turning the light off leaving him in the dark , unable to sleep due to his cock. âfuck.â he cursed as he wrapped his hands around his length, thinking about how tight your throat felt around his cock , the way you gagged around his length; spit coming from your mouth, so messy. âfuck.â he moaned , cumming all over his hand to the thought of you.
he grabbed a tissue off the nightstand; wiping himself clean , throwing the tissue into the trash. He climbed back into the bed, pulling the covers over his body; his wife snoring beside him, he turned the light on his side offâ he really tried to listen to what chan said, but he was far too gone.
he knew he was gonna fuck you when you came over tomorrow.
âWait girl, did you really think this through?â jisung said. âI thought we were joking about this,â he said. âdid you already fuck him?â he questioned. ânot exactly.â you said. âwhat does that mean?â Felix said both of them invested now in their hotel room in Belgium. âI may or may not have given him head yesterday at the barbeque.â Both of their mouths dropped. âAre you kidding?â you shook your head. âoh my god yn you're insane.â jisung said. âHow didn't his wife catch you?â you shrugged. âI don't know.â
âIt's 11:30 now , are you gonna go?â felix asked, you looked at the clock. âmaybe.â you said. âI know I really shouldn't support this.â jisung said. âbut you're gonna do it anyway aren't you?â he asked. âi think his wife is leaving now , you got up looking out the window, sure enough she was walking to her car. âyeah it's her she's leaving now.â you spoke into the phoneâ fuck it. âI'm going.â you said. âPlease don't get caught in his bed by his wife.â jisung said. âand don't get pregnant.â you hung up , getting dressed.
your mom had already left so you didn't have to explain to her why you suddenly were leaving; in the shortest skirt possible you might add, slipping on your shoes , opening the door to your house. you kept an eye for nosey housewives as you made your way across the street , knocking on the door; still keeping an eye out for people. the door opened up, revealing the man himself. âhi.â
before you could say something; he was dragging you into the house, closing the door, slamming you against it. âJesus you're really eager aren't you?â you teased , he growled pressing you against the door. âI'm so fucking hard right now.â he said. âI can feel your cock throbbing , you're still thinking about my throat aren't you?â you squeezed his cock. âIs your wife not giving you head?â You pouted , âpoor you.â
he was ready to take you against the door , but instead he forced himself away. âupstairs,â he said. ânow.â you heard his commanding tone, he guided you to his room , slapping your ass, pushing the door open. âshort fucking skirt , what's the point of it?â he growled , pulling you by the waist of the skirt, unbuttoning the button, pulling it down , leaving you in your panties. âtake your shirt off.â you obeyed him , pulling the shirt over your head , he palmed his cock watching you undress.
âfuck get on the bed.â this was the bed he shared with his wife , but you could care less at this moment , spreading your legs for the older man , your wet cunt on display. âso fucking messy.â he pulled his pants down , revealing his underwear. âgonna use that cunt.â
he got on the bed , rubbing your clothed cunt. âfuck s-sir.â he smirked. âYou like calling me sir.â he pulled your panties to the side, rubbing his cock along your folds. âYou love cock that bad that you'd fuck anyone.â he groaned as he slid the tip of his cock in. âfuck a married man?â You moaned feeling his cock stretching you out. âpl-please fuck me.â
he fully bottomed out inside you. âfuck your pussy is so tight.â he groaned. âyou-you're so big.â you moaned. âPlease move.â you begged , he pulled out, before slamming back into you. âoh fuck!â you shrieked , clutching the bed sheets below you as he began to plow into you. âfuck I want you to cum all over my cock.â he hissed as you tightened around him. âfuck I'm gonna cum sir.â you moaned, your legs shaking. âfuck i'm cumming.â
a white ring formed around the base of his cock as he kept fucking into you. âgonna cover your pussy in my cum.â he hissed, his hand coming up to your boob to squeeze it. âfuck I'm gonna cum.â he cursed , pulling out cumming all over your cunt. âshit.â he tapped his cock on your cunt. âfuck, come here.â
he grabbed waist, flipping you over. âass up.â he lifted your hips up; rubbing his cock along your folds. âYou want my cock again?â you nodded. âPl-please fuck me, want your cock sir.â he groaned. âyeah, want my cock?â he held the base of his cock coated with your juices, slapping your ass. âcome on slut , fuck yourself on my cock.â
you pushed yourself back on his cock, both of you moaning out again. âthat's it , stretch yourself out with my cock.â He groaned , grabbing your hip. âfuck i can't take it.â he pushed your head against the pillow , plowing into you. âfuck , that's it.â he groaned. âhow does it feel being fucked past your limits by a married man?â he groaned. âso-so good.â your words barely audible due to your face being pushed against the pillow. âMy wife lays her head right where you're drooling like a brain dead slut.â
you felt the knot in your stomach forming again. âYou gonna cum again?â he said , his cock twitching. âye-yes , please let me cum.â you begged. âno need to beg , I'm gonna let you cum slut.â he slapped your ass. âgo ahead cum all over my cock.â your legs gave out as you cum , but he didn't stop , and you didn't want him to either. âfu-fuck I'm gonna cum.â he whimpered. âfuck.â
âi-inside.â You moaned. âfu-fuck I can't.â he groaned. âpl-please , cum inside me.â his hips twtiched as you tightened around him. âof fuck I'm cumming, gonna give you what you want.â he whispered in your ear , biting down on it as he came inside you. âfuck.â he drawed out as he came , his cum flooding your abused cunt. âshit.â he cursed, pulling , watching his cum leak out of you, it was probably the best thing he'd seen in a long time , he slapped your ass. âsuch a good pussy.â
âyou don't feel guilty?â you asked , laying in his arms , it has been a while and it finally hit you while you laid in his arms , nakedâ in the bed he shared with his wife. âI guess,â he said. âwhat if we get caught?â you asked. âWe won't.â he said. âShe leaves everyday except for Sundays at 11.â he said. âshe leaves; you come over and I take you on different surfaces of the house.â he bit your neck before kissing where he bit at. âsheâll be none the wiser.â
âAnd when I go back to school?â you didn't live far , but it was still a drive. âWe'll figure it out , I'll drive the 2 hours if I have to.â he said. âyou'd drive two hours there and back every weekend just to fuck me?â
he flipped you over , you yelp; feeling his cock against your folds. âfuck.â he cursed. âfor this pussy?â he pushed his tip in. âfu-fuck yeah , I'd drive for it.â
âNow we still have 4 hours left and I want to spend as much time as I can inside this pretty cunt.â
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Faking It | Jeon Jungkook | Chapter One
Summary: Being divorced by the time you're thirty isn't the best feeling in the world but what happens when your parents find someone from your past that's in a similar boat? Pairing: f!reader (30) x Single Dad Jungkook (33) (Arranged Marriage Slow Burn?) Word Count: 11.3k (oh man holy shit) Warnings: Troubles with conceiving/seeing pregnancies to full term, Jungkook's first wife passed away in childbirth. (These themes will be spoken about throughout the fic and I will add extra warnings when need be in future chapters) a/n: Okay this one is gonna be a long one (in terms of chapter length, idk how many parts there will be) I'm really really in love with this story line so I hope you'll come along this cute, silly, awkward, heartwarming and heartbreaking journey with me đ„° p.s. I've been brainstorming with @kkusadmirer (ofc đ€) about this fic for a while now and I've just fallen in love with these characters too much that I had to get at least one part out. Okay okay enough from me. I hope you enjoy! (barely edited per usual I'm sry đ
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"You should start dating again" my mom says to me, a dinner with a table for two this time since she said she wanted to talk to me about something important. If I would've known it was to nag me about something like this again I would've declined the invitation.
"Mom I already told you, I just got divo-" "You got divorced last year" she cuts me off and I sigh, knowing I'll probably get no where with this argument but continue on nevertheless.
"Point being, it hasn't been that long since Robert and I got divorced. I need time and space to figure out what I want out of life. I'm not interested in rushing into another marriage just for it to fail again" I explain and she simply downs the rest of her champagne in response, polishing it off in record time.
"You don't want to end up an old maid who didn't give me any grandchildren do you?" she says, repeating the same old argument again. "Mom I'm thirty, not forty five. I still have plenty of time to worry about babies and getting married again" I argue and she rolls her eyes before asking for another glass when the waiter passes by.
"You should at least try. Don't you like going out on dates?" she asks and I sigh, hating having this conversation over and over again.
"Dating was fun in my twenties but now that I'm more interested in finding someone to settle down with, it seems like all the guys that are remotely my age and happen to be decent human beings are already married" I explain and watch how she immediately takes her glass of champagne off the table once it's placed in front of her.
I'm glad she's drinking because having this conversation with her when she's sober is even more painful.
"You're exaggerating honey. I'm sure there is a fine young man just waiting for you around the corner" but before I'm able to respond to her, her eyes suddenly light up and she quickly gets out of her seat.
"Is it really you?" she says and another woman around her age that I've never seen before comes up to greet her. "How are you? It's been so long!" the mystery woman says and they quickly share an embrace before she turns to face me.
"And who is this beautiful young woman here with you?" she asks, making me shy away from them. "Oh this is my daughter y/n. Y/n this is Mrs. Jeon" she introduces us and tells me all about how they used to go to college together.
"Oh wow I think I remember my mom mentioning you before. You used to come over when I was little right?" I question, now remembering seeing her face in some of the pictures in my baby album.
"That's right! Little Jungkook and I used to come visit you all the time when you were just a teeny tiny little thing. You were the easiest baby I've ever come across, always sleeping and when you woke up you were as happy as can be" she rambles and I get a warm feeling in my chest, loving to have met someone who clearly cared so deeply for my mother and I.
"Who's Jungkook" I ask, looking back and forth between the two of them. "Jungkook is my son, he's just a few years older than you. I remember he was so fascinated by you, always wanting to come over and would watch over you as you slept, never causing a fuss as long as you were around" she says and I blush at the fact that her son would care about me just as much if not more than she does.
"How is he? Is he doing alright?" my mother asks and Mrs. Jeon gets a somber look on her face eyes fluttering to the floor before responding.
"Actually, he lost his wife a few years ago. She passed away after she gave birth to their daughter" she mumbles and I feel my chest tighten up at the thought of someone so young losing their life to something that is supposed to be so beautiful.
"My condolences to you all" I say, my eyes going glossy and she smiles in return, the memory bringing a tear to her eye as well. "Thank you love, that's very kind of you" she says, placing a hand on my shoulder before she clears her throat and blinks back her tears, wanting to put on a brave face in public.
"Why don't you come visit us at our home tomorrow evening? I would love to catch up and it would be good if the kids got reacquainted again" my mother suggests and I glare at her, knowing exactly what she's doing but also knowing there's no way I could stop her.Â
"I would love that! Our husbands might enjoy catching up too since they used to get along so well" Mrs. Jeon points out. "Then it's settled! How would you feel about making it a dinner instead?" my mother questions, digging us deeper into this evening we'll all be spending together. "I think that sounds perfect!" she agrees and I tune out the rest of the conversation, already trying to mentally prepare myself for the scheming I know my mother has planned.
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Kicking off my shoes and walking into my apartment I'm greeted by the serene sound of silence.Â
My black tuxedo cat meows as he jumps down from his cat tower and stretches for a second before coming over to greet me. "Hi Salem" I say, scooping him up and carrying him with me into my bedroom where I plop him down in the middle of my bed. "Mom only invited me to dinner because she wanted to tell me to start dating again" I relay to him, while I walk around my room, grabbing all the things I'll need to get ready for bed.
"I should've known she was up to something when she decided to invite me out on a random Wednesday night to go to my favorite restaurant. If the previous glances I had of the totals on those receipts didn't clue me in enough I don't know what would" I say in disbelief, having convinced myself hours earlier that it might've been about something good instead of another chance to nag me about something.
"I don't know why I even bother sometimes. She just has this worst case scenario mindset that I'm going to die alone and not leave a legacy. I understand that I'm their only child but with the way she talks, you would think I was well into my forties already" I say, verbally processing to him while he curls up into a ball, his eyes watch me walk back and forth until I walk into the en-suite bathroom to turn on the shower.
"Thanks for always listening to me Salem" I say, walking back over to him and scratching his head, "Don't know what I would do without you" I mumble before walking back over to the bathroom and closing the door.
Looking in the mirror I study my features, my hair styled just how I like it, my brows perfectly shaped but when I get to my eyes I notice it. I notice why my mother has gotten so worried about me.
It's as if the light's gone out of them. It's more than just 'Hey it's been a long day and I'm tired' no it's 'I don't even know what I'm doing here anymore' and for the first time, I admit to myself that I truly feel that way.
I reach for my cleanser and quickly wash off the little makeup that I still have on, lips completely plain and gone back to their natural color and some how my cheeks don't seem to be as rosy anymore after I had made sure to put on some more blush today to bring some color back to my face. Maybe it's not the makeup that's been washing me out, but the way that I've been living.
I will admit my days consist of going to work and coming home and doing that same thing over and over again. I don't really go out much and I only have a few friends but ever since I got divorced I just end up politely declining any sort of invitation I get from them. Doesn't matter if it's dinner or drinks or clubbing or even just a shopping trip.
I just can't get myself wanting to do anything anymore.
I step into the shower and I flinch slightly at the burning sensation the hot water brings to me but adjust it and step further under the stream once it's just to my liking. While going though my shower routine mindlessly I start trying to get to the bottom of what has got me living like this.
Robert wasn't the best husband in the world, mainly because he cheated on me but before that things were good between us. He made me laugh and was a perfect gentleman that always made me feel special and when we got married I swear I thought I couldn't be happier.Â
It felt like my life was falling into place, our life.
Until it wasn't.
I'm knocked out of my train of thought when I hear Salem pawing at the door and remember now that in my whirl winded state of mind I forgot to feed him. "Sorry Salem I'll be right out!" I call out for him and he meows in response. I swear that cat is more intelligent than I am most days.
I finish up my uninteresting night as I always do, turning out the lights and cuddling up with Salem until I eventually fall asleep but it took a little longer tonight. Thoughts full of what my future might look like if I don't start living instead of just existing.Â
As the 'what ifs' plague my mind they eventually drown themselves out as that same welcoming feeling of calm finally lulls me to sleep.Â
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"Hurry up they're almost here" my mother says, yanking me inside the house before I even have a chance to knock on the front door. "Nice to see you too mom" I say under my breath and she's wound up so tight it doesn't even phase her. I can tell she's been working hard to make sure everything is perfect once the Jeons arrive.
"Did you get that wine I told you to get?" she questions, her eyes lighting up at the sight of the wine bottle carrier in my hand, quickly taking it and rushing into the kitchen. "Yeah no problem mom you're welcome" I say, talking to the air in front of me still waiting for her to show any sign of gratitude.
"Go place your things in your old room so they're out of the way" she call out, leaving me sighing and trudging off to do as she says.
Once I retrace my steps and walk past the door to go to join her in the kitchen I'm stopped in my tracks when the doorbell rings.
"Oh honey can you get that? My hands are tied here" my mom yells and I take a deep breath in and out before doing just that.
"Hello y/n! It's so nice to see you again" Mrs. Jeon greets me as I step aside and let them in, soon after her is her husband who holds out his hand in greeting. "It's been quiet a long time hasn't it? I remember when you use to be-" "Grandpa! Grandpa! I wanna meet the pretty lady too!" a little girl no older than five years old says, walking around her grandfather's legs to get to me, greeting me with the most adorable bunny smile.
"And now who might this be?" I ask, already melting into a puddle from seeing how absolutely adorable she is. "I'm Juni" she laughs when I go down to her level. "Well it's very nice to meet you Juni and how old are you?" I ask and she lights up when I continue taking an interest in her. "I'm four! Well Daddy says I'm turning five soon but it feels like it's taking forever. Right Daddy?" she says and looks back towards the man now left standing in the doorway.
"That's right Juni" he responds and the deep tenor of his voice sends a slight shiver down my spine, so full of love and admiration that is obvious to anyone who might come across the pair. "Oh!" I say, quickly straightening back up to meet this mysterious Jungkook and my throat goes dry once I've laid eyes on him.
Tall, strong build, dark brown hair that's well taken care of and styled perfectly, strong jawline accompanied by the contrast of the softest look in his brown almost black galaxy eyes that are still focused on his beautiful daughter.
"I'm sorry" I say but he shakes his head before he turns his head in my direction, taking in the sight of me as well before speaking. "That's alright, Juni kind of grabs everyone's attention right away" he says giving me a soft smile. "I'm Jungkook" he says, holding his hand out to me. "Y/n" I say shyly and shake it, his hands being much larger than mine is comforting in a way.
"My mom told me we used to come see you when we still lived here" he says once we let go, Juni now quietly watching our exchange. "Used to?" I question, curious to know more about why our mothers had lost touch. "We went back to our hometown for a while and then moved back to the city soon after Juni was born" he says and I nod my head, accepting that as an answer for now but wanting to know more.
"Sounds like I was just an infant though so I don't really have any memory of it" I admit while rocking back and forth on my heels, a nervous habit I've picked up over the years. "It's alright, I didn't expect you to remember" he chuckles, "I was only three so I don't remember much of it either" we laugh at his returned confession and a more comfortable air settles between us.
"Well it's nice to finally meet you" I say and he nods his head. "Likewise" he replies and we stand there for a moment, not really knowing where to go from here then, thankfully Juni breaks the silence.
"Daddy I wanna talk to the pretty lady" she says and grabs my hand and pulls me away from him. "Be nice Juni" he warns and she pouts, leaving me crouching down to her level and tilting my head to meet her gaze. "There's enough of me to go around little one. Don't worry" I say, booping her on the nose and making her giggle again.
Jungkook walks in a bit more and closes the door behind him, watching our little exchange before my mother comes out to check on us.
"Y/n why don't you take Jungkook and..." she says trailing off, not having learned his daughter's name yet. "Juni" Jungkook says and my mother smiles at the sound of the adorable name. "Jungkook and Juni outside. I'm sure she'd love to run around a little bit before dinner is ready" she suggests and I agree while Juni starts jumping up and down, excited to explore an unfamiliar place.
Jungkook follows closely behind as I lead the way but I ultimately end up getting dragged along by Juni who is surprisingly perceptive and has already mapped out the door that we'll be going through. "Come on Daddy keep up!" she calls after him once we've reached the door, looking back and seeing that he's fallen behind.
"I'm right behind you Juni" Jungkook chuckles and once we step outside Juni lets go and runs back and forth all around the yard, looking at anything and everything she can find.
"Be careful!" I say, worried that she could hurt herself but Jungkook comes over and stands next to me and reassures me she'll be fine.
"It's alright, if she gets hurt it'll be a little reminder to pay attention to what she's doing next time. That's the only way kids really learn right?" he says turning towards me, granting me with a soft smile, almost as if he's looking for validation on his parenting choice.
"Of course," I respond, returning the smile, "even some adults need to crash and burn before they learn their lesson sometimes" I point out and it makes him relax a bit more, thankful to see that he's right in his dealings with situations like this.
"She's a good kid" I say after leading him over to the patio set we have out here so we can sit down and watch her. "Thanks, it's been difficult raising her on my own so I'm never really sure if I'm doing a good job or not" he admits and I nod my head, taking a second to think about my response since it's a sensitive subject.
"I can tell that you love her very much so I have no doubt in my mind that you'll always do right by her" and I can tell that my words bring him a sense of comfort. Being a single parent can be extremely difficult especially when you lose the love of your life as soon as you become a father.Â
I wouldn't wish that pain on anyone.
"Y/n?" I hear him call out and realize that my mind had drifted off for a second. "I'm sorry what did you say?" I say, my cheeks heating up from having been caught daydreaming. "I asked if you had any children of your own" he chuckles and I again try to figure out the best way to word this but figure the best way to go about it is to be honest.Â
I've got no reason to hide from him.
"No, I got divorced last year and my ex husband and I were never able to have children" I say, looking down at my lap, embarrassed to have admitted it but also feeling a certain weight lifted off my shoulders.
"Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't know" he trails off and I panic, realizing I might've made him feel uncomfortable, telling him something so personal so soon. "No don't be, I honestly dodged a bullet with that one" I chuckle, hoping to lighten the situation a bit which thankfully it does as I see his body relax a bit.
"Our relationship had been on the rocks soon after we got married and I don't think we were a good match for each other so I think it was the universe's way of doing me a favor in making us somewhat biologically incompatible" I chuckle and he softly does the same.
"Biologically incompatible" he questions, a deeper meaning obviously hidden behind those words. "We both got checked out and everything looked completely fine but I guess it wasn't meant to be, thank God" I sigh, sincerely thanking whoever might've been in charge of making that executive decision for us.
"I'm not exactly sure what to say to that but I'm glad it worked out?" he states almost as if it was a question and I laugh, in response hoping I can recover this incredibly awkward conversation. "I'm sorry, that was a huge overshare that I probably should've kept to myself" I say, clearing my throat in hopes it would aid in clearing the peculiar air that had settled between us.
"You have nothing to apologize for, I asked and I feel honored that you felt comfortable enough to be so transparent with your answer" he says, the warmth in his tone giving me an ache in my chest. How could someone be so kind to someone they've just met? It's as if I could tell him anything and he would listen to me as if I was the only person in the world.
"Daddy!" 'Well me and Juni', I say to myself and watch as his attention now shifts to his daughter who is running up behind me. "Daddy look!" Juni says, holding out her hands that are now thoroughly caked in mud but hold a rock that is almost a perfectly shaped heart in the center of her palm. "Oh Juni" Jungkook chuckles, the ends of her dress now matching the state of her hands and neither Jungkook nor I can hold in our laughter.
"That's a very beautiful rock Juni! You're so clever" I say and I can see a sense of pride straighten her posture a little bit. "Juni your beautiful dress" Jungkook chuckles, clearly not minding but also trying to figure out what to do. "I'm sorry Daddy" she say, that pride slowly dwindling after seeing the mess she's made of herself.
"Hey Juni" I say, turning her attention back to me and I can see her spirits lift a little. "Would you like to see some of the clothes that I used to wear when I was your age?" I ask and her eyes light up at the thought. "Did you wear pretty dresses too?" she asks, clearly excited about seeing more new things. Her childlike wonderment makes my heart ache. Must run in the family.
"I did, but none of them were as pretty as yours. If you like, you can borrow one of mine while we wash this one" I suggest and the way her head nods up and down so fast makes me chuckle.
"Let's go to my room then! Hopefully we can find something you'll like" I say, standing up and straightening my dress while Jungkook reaches out for Juni's foot.
"Let's take your shoes off before we go back inside baby. We wouldn't want to track any mud into the pretty lady's house right?" Jungkook says, flashing a soft smile at me before looking back down to complete his intended task and Juni complies right away.Â
My breath hitches as he purposefully uses the nickname Juni had given me and I quickly walk past them and open the door to go inside, trying to clear my head for a second, willing myself to keep it together. Â
"Are you coming with us?" Juni asks and he nods his head, "I gotta go clean your shoes off first though" he says and I walk all three of us over to the bathroom so Jungkook can do just that as well as wash Juni's hands off.
"Wow!" is the first word that comes out of her mouth when we walk into the butterfly themed bedroom, mesmerizing her from the first glance. "Your room is so pretty!" she says, quickly running around here and there, being careful not to get too close since we haven't gotten a chance to change her dress yet.
"You like it?" I question and she's quick to nod her head again. "I wish my room looked like this" she says, spying all of the little butterfly details from the dainty embroidering on the bedspread to the knobs on the dresser, all of them working in harmony.
"We can go look for some butterfly stuff next time we go to the store if you'd like" Jungkook says while he walks into the room and right up to her while she stares up at the ceiling where there are a couple scattered across it. Nothing is too over the top but there is clearly a theme going on that she is captivated by.
"Really?" she asks, confirmation of what he's said being important to make sure she's hear him right. "Promise" he says holding out his pinky that she quickly wraps her's around as best as she can with her little ones being so tiny in comparison to his. She looks at the two of us before beckoning Jungkook to come closer so she can whisper something in his ear.
"Can the pretty lady come with us too?" she 'whispers' in his ear almost as loud as her speaking voice and I try to hold back my laughter, pretending like I didn't hear a thing. "Why don't you ask her?" he whispers and when he leans back she looks him in the eyes and he nods to further encourage her.
"Um, would you like to go shopping with us to get butterflies for my room too?" she asks, walking up to me shyly. Jungkook looks at me with a soft smile and I notice how the tips of his ears have almost gotten a little pink, his expression soft and charming but his body still showing tell tale signs of nervousness.
"Sure Juni, I'd love to go shopping with you" I say and she giggles in response while running back to her Daddy. "Can we go right now?" she asks jumping up and down. "We'll go another time don't worry baby, we've gotta set up a time so the pretty lady can go with us too right?" he reminds her and although she's sad she has to wait she nods in agreement. "Good, now let's get you out of this so we can make you all nice and clean again" he says, unzipping the back of her dress and revealing the cute little white tank top and tights that she wore under it.
I focus my attention on opening up the closet and grabbing a couple of dresses out for her to choose from. "These ones should fit. Which one would you like to wear Juni?" I say and her eyes flitter back and forth between all of them before giving her a Daddy a devious smile and hugging them to her chest. "I want all of them" she giggles and my heart melts, thinking about how fun it would be if I had a daughter just like her.
"Pick one Juni" Jungkook chuckles and she pulls back flipping through the selection I've made before her eyes light up and find the one she's dying to wear. "This one, this one!" she says, lightly holding onto the skirt and jumping up and down. I shift my grasp on them and hold out the one she chose for Jungkook to take and once he does there a static jolt of electricity that shocks us leaving the both of us pulling away slightly.
"Sorry it's probably from all the fabric of the dresses" I explain and he smiles in response. "Don't worry about it. A little spark never hurt anyone" he says and it's almost as if his voice had dropped a bit with that remark, leaving me widening my eyes a bit before turning back around and placing the dresses back in the closet.Â
Why does he make me so nervous?
"Lady, lady look!" I hear from behind, and watch as Juni turns this way and that once Jungkook has finished putting the dress on her. "My goodness Juni don't you look adorable!" I say and she runs up to the the mirror in the corner of the room, watching the skirt swish this way and that. "Say thank you Ms y/n" Jungkook says, correcting Juni and finally telling her my name. She sounded too cute calling me 'the pretty lady' I just didn't have the heart to tell her otherwise.
"Thank you Ms y/n!" she says, running up to me and wrapping her arms around my legs since she is still too small to reach anywhere else. "You're welcome Juni" I say, smiling down at her and smoothing her hair down. "Remember Juni, we're just borrowing it so we can wash your dress. We have to give it back to Ms. y/n before we leave" Jungkook says and I can see her excitement dwindle a bit but is no less thankful for being able to wear it tonight.
"Thank you for letting me borrow it Ms. y/n!" she says and I smile again, falling more and more in love with this adorable little girl with every smile she graces me with. "You're welcome" I say and she lets go of me and twirls around in it before stopping.
"Oh! I promise to be really careful and keep this one clean" she says holding out her pinky to do just as she had done with her father moments ago and I kneel down to her level and do just that before booping her on the nose causing another fit of giggles to spill out of her.
"Y/n, dinner is ready" my mother says while poking her head around the corner and I can tell she is completely satisfied by the scene that she's walked in on. "Oh Juni what a beautiful dress!" my mother says, noticing it right away, remembering it was one of my favorites. "Ms y/n gave it to me!" she says, swishing around in it again before doing a full twirl for us.
"Well aren't you the most darling little girl I've ever seen! Are you ready to eat? I heard that mashed potatoes are one of your favorite foods right?" my mom says, holding out her hand for Juni to take and she gladly does.
"Did my grandma tell you that?" she asks, clearly surprised that this complete stranger already knew something about her. "Yes she did. I hope you like them!" my mom says and Juni rushes down the hallway dragging my mom behind her. "Juni be careful!" Jungkook calls out to her but my mom just laughs it off.
"Why don't you show Jungkook where the laundry room is so you can put her dress in the washer" my mom offers up and I nod my head and look up at him. "That's okay I can just wash it when we get home" he says, politely declining the offer. "It's alright, it's best to wash it right away so it doesn't stain" I say, holding out my hand for the dress and he smiles before handing it to me and following my lead.
"You have a lovely home" he says shyly, looking this way and that taking notice of the small details just as Juni did. 'Like father like daughter' I think to myself. "It was my childhood home as you could probably tell from my old room" I say and he hums in response as I stop at the door to the laundry room.
"I know Juni is never going to stop talking about it" he chuckles and I smile at the loving tone that is always present in his voice whenever he speaks about her. We stand there in silence for a bit while I gather the various cleaning products I'll need.
"If you like, I can show you how to get stains like this out? If there was ever a day when I was her age that I didn't get some sort of dirt, mud or grass stains on my clothes my mother would write that down as a national holiday" I say and he laughs at that before accepting the offer.
"Sure, I'd like that" for some reason I can't seem to find the right words so I simply turn around and rinse off the mud in the little sink we have in here. "Do you think you could get that one for me?" I ask, nodding toward one of the stain removers. He wordlessly does as I ask and helps apply a drop or two of it to each of the areas I point out.
"I could've done that" he says now realizing how he's just standing there watching me clean his daughter's dress. "No, that's okay I offered!" I say, reassuring him that I don't mind. I wordlessly ask for the next stain remover before rubbing it in and ringing out the excess water. He opens up the washer lid for me and I toss it in and look this way and that for the laundry detergent.
"Looking for this?" he asks, pulling it off the shelf above the washer. "See, that's a perk of living on my own now. I don't have to worry about things being up too high for me anymore" I chuckle and quickly scoop in the appropriate amount and start the washer.
"Well let me know if you ever need anyone to get something that's out of your reach, it's one of the perks of being tall" he jokes and I laugh but almost shy away from the fact that he expects to see me again. "So I've heard" I say and try to put the detergent back on my own but it soon tips back over and is close to crashing down until he catches it, which in turn ends with him trapping me between him and the washer.
He slides the detergent back in it's spot and takes half a step back, giving me the smallest bit of space. "Why didn't you let me help you? I was standing right here?" he asks, tilting his head at me. "I don't know, I guess I'm just used to doing things on my own now" I chuckle awkwardly. "Well hopefully you'll get used to letting me help you soon" he says, finally taking another step back and giving me a bit more space to breathe.
"Sorry about that" I apologize awkwardly, leaning my back against the washer now with him leaning up against the wall directly in front of me and giving me a crooked smile. "Don't apologize, there's nothing wrong with being independent" he says and quickly scans my body but he does it so fast that if I would've blinked I would've missed it.
"Daddy it's time for dinner" Juni says, her soft steps not having been heard by either of us over the sound of the washer, breaking us out of the little moment that we had been having. "Okay Juni we're coming" he chuckles and holds out his hand for her to take but she giggles and dodges it, reaching for mine instead.
I squeeze past Jungkook as this little room is only wide enough for one person to walk through and the front of our bodies brush up against each other only for a moment until she's tugged me halfway out the door. "Let's be a train Daddy! Grab onto Ms. y/n's hand so you can be the caboose!" she says, turning this trip down the hallway into a game.
"Oh that's okay sweetie why don't you-" he starts but I hold out my hand for him to take, him only having refused for my sake, not wanting to make me uncomfortable with any unwanted skinship. "Grab on Daddy!" Juni giggles and I look up at him and see that he's looking down at me. He chuckles before grabbing onto my hand and the both of us are soon trailing behind Juni as she drags us to the dining room.
Once we get to the dinner table Juni lets go of my hand and runs back to where Jungkook's mom is so she can continue to help her eat her mashed potatoes.Â
When everyone notices that Jungkook and I have arrived, we're greeted with four sets of eyes, all of them extremely happy to see us. It's then when I realize that we were still holding hands so I gently slide mine out of his, almost wishing I didn't have to.
He looks down at where our hands had been connected when I do and I can almost see that he's also disappointed that I let go but his expression is quickly replaced by an awkward smile aimed at our parents.Â
When I look at the table I see that Jungkook and I are meant to sit directly across from each other. Which I'm sure is another one of my mother's ploys to get us to keep glancing up at each other, this time though I don't really mind.
When I go to walk to one side to sit down next to Mr. Jeon, Jungkook follows right behind me.Â
"Oh did you want to sit on this side?" I ask him and he shakes his head, "No, I just wanted to pull your chair out for you" he says and I feel butterflies in my stomach. "Oh, okay" I say quietly and watch as he does just that and slides the chair in behind me once I've sat down. "Thank you" I reply, smiling up at him and he does so in return before rounding the table to take a seat in his place.
"So y/n, your mother told us that you work in photography, is that right?" she asks and I take a drink of water before responding. "Well not really, I've done a few freelance jobs here and there. Enough to keep me afloat so to say but I hope to do it full time soon!" I say and I see Jungkook perk up at that.
"Jungkook has always loved photography as well! He's always been tinkering away with cameras since he was just a few years older than Juni" his mother says while Jungkook cleans off Juni's face as it seems like she's gotten more food on her face than in her mouth.
"What subject do you usually shoot?" I ask, curious to see where his interests lie. "Mostly editorial, but I tend to enjoy the shoots a lot more when they have to do with nature. I believe beauty can be found in almost anything so I tend to just capture whatever inspires me at the moment" he says, his answer being very similar to mine.
"I feel the same way" I respond simply before shying away from the topic as I feel our parents are studying our interaction.
Once they notice the silence they decide to pick up the conversation just throwing facts about Jungkook and I back and forth, pretty much doing the getting to know you game for us without giving us much room to get a word in edgewise. Which leaves the both of us to just follow the conversation and occasionally making eye contact when either side makes a slightly embarrassing comment.
"Hey Dad" Jungkook calls out to his father over the never ending conversation they're having about us. "How's that new project at work going?" he says and I can already tell that it's one of those kinds of topics that once you get him started on it he won't stop and that's just the case as we now watch the conversation take a turn that is thankfully so far off from the two of us.
As time ticks by and the subjects change a few more times I notice that Jungkook has started to get up and clear the table to which I jump up in response to help him.
"Oh Jungkook don't worry about that I can do it later" my mother says but he shakes his head. "It's the least I could do after you've provided this wonderful dinner for my family and I" he says and I can almost see my mother swooning from his response. "Well thank you very much, sweetie can you show him where to place them, just next to the sink is fine" she says to me and I nod, looking up at him and nodding my head towards the direction of the kitchen.
Once we've gone there and back from the table a few times I decide to just start loading up the dishwasher, trying to escape that mortifying conversation for as long as I can. "I brought your glass for you. Wasn't sure if you were planning to finish it or not" he says, walking over and placing my wine glass on the counter next to me. "Thanks" I say quietly, neither of us having said a word to each other since the very beginning of that dinner.
"Your parents are really sweet" he says, breaking the ice and clearly acknowledging how obvious they all were about their motives. "Yours too. I'm sorry about tonight" I say and his brows furrow, clearly not understanding why I would need to apologize. "I knew my mom would end up doing something like this but once her mind is made up there's no stopping her" I admit and he gives me a crooked smile in response.
"Don't worry, I knew what all of them were up to too. My mother was praising you so much and telling me how beautiful and smart and respectful you are so I had an inkling that this was their plan all along" he says and I turn away from him, trying to hide my flustered expression.
"She's right you know" he says, coming around to stand next to me, leaning against the counter while I face it, cleaning up the inside of the sink and grabbing the towel next to me to dry my hands.
"Right about what?" I question, now turning to face him and noticing just how close he's gotten. "About how beautiful you are" he says and I have to blink a few times, trying to figure out why this incredibly handsome man in my kitchen is flirting with me.
I just wanna thank past me because whatever I did in my last life must've been incredible if I'm being offered up a man as remarkable as he is.
"I-" I start but am soon interrupted by my mom walking in on us. "Y/n could you- oh! I'm sorry, as you were" she says, taking small backward steps out of the kitchen, keeping hers eyes on the two of us before turning around to walk back to the living room that they had moved to.
"I'm sorry about her" I say, taking a drink of my wine but he laughs it off. "It's alright, I don't mind" he says watching me with curious eyes as I polish off the rest of it. "Juni has taken a real liking to you" he says and my heart melts at the sound of her name.
"Really? She's probably the happiest child I've ever seen. I really like her too" I say and he smiles, no doubts memories over the years flashing through his head.
"You've done a really good job raising her Jungkook" I say, and his eyes flutter back to mine, this time being the first time I've spoken his name and it looks as if just that alone brought him so much satisfaction. "Thank you y/n" he says, and I feel my heart flutter, the deep baritone of his voice sending a shiver down my spine.
"Daddy can I have some cake?" we hear as Juni walks into the kitchen, "Can I have some cake..." Jungkook says, trailing off and waiting for those magic words. "Please?" she says, realizing what he had been getting at.
"Sure baby, Ms. y/n and I will bring it out in a second okay?" he says making her smile as she runs out of the kitchen "Thank you" she calls out over her shoulder leaving the two of us laughing at her enthusiasm.
"That's probably what my mom was coming in to ask us for" I say and he nods in agreement, helping me carry everything out so we can all have a slice of the small cake my mom had gotten for tonight. "How much you want to bet that they sent Juni looking for us earlier too?" he whispers to me as we make our way over to where everyone else has gathered. "You might be right about that one" I whisper back, quickly catching onto all of their little games.
After setting the cake and all of the plates and forks down on the coffee table my mom takes on the task of cutting it up and serving it, with the very first piece going to little Miss Juni. "Thank you!" she says, eyes wide as saucers leaving all of us cooing at her. "Eat slow Juni" Jungkook reminds her, no doubt having troubles with her eating her desserts too quickly.
I take on the task of helping my mother hand out the slices and once I give one to Jungkook I finally notice that the only empty seat is right next to him and he looks down at it before looking back up at me in a silent invitation to sit down and I take it cautiously.
The couch that we're sitting on is kind of a love seat ironically, seeing as the whole theme of tonight is trying to set us up with each other.
Once I've sat down I realize that I've sat right next to him to the point of where my shoulder ended up bumping into his. "Oh! I'm sorry" I say, scooting away from him but with the size of the couch I don't really end up moving all that much. "It's okay I don't mind" he says, before taking a bite of his cake and turning to face the rest of the group.
The seven of us continue talking and talking until we notice that Juni has fallen asleep in her grandma's lap. "Here mom let me take her" Jungkook says, standing up but both my mom and his stand up and wave him off. "That's okay, we're just gonna go put her down in y/n's room" my mom says and before he's able to say otherwise they've disappeared down the hallway.
"Does she have school tomorrow?" I ask once he's settled back down. "No, she's on spring break right now until next Monday" he relays and I nod my head. "And what about you? Do you work tomorrow?" I ask and he gives me a shy smile before responding. "I had a shoot scheduled in the morning but we went ahead and pushed it to the afternoon so I don't have to worry about going home anytime soon" he says and my heart skips a beat.
"No, I mean, well I don't want to keep you for too long. You probably have other things you'd like to get done tonight?" I ask and he shakes his head. "No, this is the only thing I have planned for the night so I guess you're stuck with me" he chuckles. "I didn't mean to make you feel like I wanted you to leave I just-"
"It's okay I know what you meant" he laughs and I now take notice that we're the only ones left in the room. "Oh! Where did my dad go?" I ask, my eyes darting this way and that, not even being able to hear his voice.
"I think I heard something about them setting up the fire pit? I'm not sure but he's outside with my dad right now" he says and I spy both of them looking through the glass door before quickly ducking out of view once they realize they've been spotted.
"Maybe we should head out there" I say but he cuts off that thought by asking me a question that keeps me frozen on the spot.Â
"Is there a reason why you don't want to be alone with me?" he asks, arm now having been draped around the back of the couch a while ago, completely unknown to me making this all seem a lot more intimate than before.
"Who said that?" I chuckle nervously, clearing my throat before sinking back into my seat. "You just did" he says, nodding towards me and I feel like I want to crawl in a hole and die. I thought I could escape this night without being awkward like this but I guess not.
"You trying to get rid of me?" he teases and I shake my head right away, "No I'm sorry I just-" "It's okay, I'm only joking" he says and I laugh nervously. "So why don't you tell me about yourself?" he says, giving me the most open ended question ever and I scramble to find something but I just can't seem to come up with anything interesting enough to mention.
"Well, my parents pretty much said everything there is to know about me over dinner earlier" I say and he shakes his head. "I want to hear something about you from you. Like what are some of your hope, your dreams, something you're passionate about" he says, being a little more specific this time.
"My dreams?" I trail off, thinking for a second and he watches me as I wrack my brain for something notable. "It's kind of silly" I admit once I've settled on something. "Good thing I've got a sense of humor" he replies, trying to encourage me to continue.Â
"Well, I've always wanted one of my photos to be on the cover of TIME magazine" I admit and see his eyes light up. "I have a similar dream" he says and my eyes widen in surprise turning my body to face him, wordlessly asking him to share his too.Â
"I'd like one of mine to end up on the cover of National Geographic" he relays and I smile in turn. "That would be perfect for you! Well, since the subject you love to capture the most is nature I could definitely see your work fitting right in!" I say, excited to see someone else who's trying to aim as high as I am.
"And I could see yours being a shoe in for TIME as well" he says, and I shy away from his praise. "Okay and what's something you're passionate about, and don't say photography" he says, interrupting me causing me to slump down, having to take another second to come up with an answer.Â
He chuckles a bit at my reaction and I glare at him causing him to smile at me even more so look up to the celling as if it had the answers to something interesting about me.Â
"Well, I really love reading. I know it might not seem like a passion but when I read a really good book and I find someone who has read it or will at least let me talk about it it's as if I gain a boost of energy and can't contain my excitement. That's definitely the nerdy side of me showing but that's all I can really think of at the moment" I say honestly and when I look back at him it's as if he thought I was the most fascinating thing he's ever seen.Â
"Sorry, I think I got a little carried away there" I say, getting shy from being looked at like that, his soft gaze an expression I'm not used to, especially from someone I just met. "Um, your turn" I say, hoping to get some of the spotlight off of me.Â
"I know this might be cheating but I do enjoy taking video and editing them. Even if it were as simple as filming Juni for an afternoon, it's something that if given the chance, would be something I could be extremely passionate about" he says and although it is cheating since it's somewhat similar to photography, I'll let it slide.Â
"Have you thought about switching up your profession to include video as well as pictures?" I ask and he nods before answering. "I have but I haven't taken enough time to seriously consider it. Juni is still young and I want to make sure I have a stable income in order to take care of her and if I'm being honest I feel almost as if a career change could jeopardize that" he says and I watch him with the same intent that he had given me and he too seems to shy away from it.Â
"It's silly since it would probably be a seamless transition but I can't help but feel reservations towards it" he says and I place my hand on top of his that's in his lap.Â
"It's normal for a parent to worry about providing for their child. I don't think it's silly at all and it shows how much you truly care about Juni and her well being. She's lucky to have you as her father" I say and he cringes only for a moment before his expression goes back to a softer one. I want to ask what would've warranted a reaction like that but I leave it alone.Â
"Okay your turn, what is something you hope for?" he asks and I already know the answer to it but I'm hesitant to say. I take a second to try and figure out how to formulate it properly but decide to just go for it.Â
"I hope to be a mother and have children of my own someday. Doesn't matter if it's naturally or through adoption, I just hope to have someone I can love and care for unconditionally and watch them as they grow and change and pray I'll receive that love and care back from them" I say and he gives me a wary expression and I quickly try to backtrack, not knowing if I've messed up or not.Â
"I'm sorry that was probably extremely insensitive of me" I say, pulling away my hand but he holds onto it and gives me a sad smile before responding. "I think you would be a wonderful mother. If you were to give your children even half the time and attention you've given to Juni today they would still be incredibly lucky to call you their mother" he says, reassuring me that it's okay to talk about these topics around him.Â
"Last one?" I question, seeing if he's up to telling me something he's hopeful for. "I just hope that no matter what my family and friends stay happy and healthy. It might be simple but I enjoy the simple things in life" he says and I smile, seeing how truly kind and compassionate he is just from his simple answer. "That's a good answer" I say and we both chuckle a bit before we're broken out of yet again another moment by the sound of our mothers stumbling into the room.Â
"Oh don't let us bother you we're just going to head outside with your father" Jungkook's mom says to him and I can see now from the warm glow shining through the glass door that they've finally started up the fire pit.Â
"Oh we'll come outside too!" I say and try to get up off the loveseat. I'm able to stand but immediately lose my balance and feel a strong set of hands on my hips and end up falling into Jungkook's lap. "I-" I start, turning towards him and trying to get out an apology but stop short when I see how close his face is to mine, our noses almost touching.Â
I hear our mothers head outside quickly and close the door but neither of us pay any mind, both focused on each other to the point where neither of us move for what feels like forever but was only a matter of seconds. When I do try to get up I feel his grip on me tighten.Â
"I'm s-sorry, this couch is always difficult to get off of" I explain and he smiles. "Like I said before, you have nothing to apologize for" he says, his voice a bit deeper than before and it takes every fiber of my being to stop myself from looking at his lips but when I see his flutter down to mine I can't help but do the same.Â
"Daddy, why is Ms. y/n sitting on your lap?" we hear Juni say and I immediately get off of him and throw my face in my hands, trying to hide the embarrassment written all over me but Jungkook handles it like a champ.Â
"Ms. y/n just fell down Juni and I caught her. You know how I catch you sometimes before you fall?" he offers and she walks over to us, rubbing her eyes and immediately climbing onto Jungkook's lap. "Oh okay" she says, yawning again after Jungkook places a kiss on the crown of her head.Â
"Do you wanna go see the fire that grandpa and Ms. y/n's dad made?" he asks and she hums in approval, still half asleep but wanting to go outside with everyone. "Okay let's go" he says, standing up with Juni in one arm and holding his hand out to help me up. I glare up at him and he smiles, knowing he's added to my embarrassment but I take his hand anyways and he makes no moves to let go once I'm up on my feet, walking us all towards the back door.Â
Once we're outside though that's when he lets go so he can hold Juni properly while he walks down the patio steps so we can get to the fire pit.Â
"Juni woke up?" his mother asks and Jungkook nods. "Yeah she wanted to come outside with everyone even though she is still very very sleepy" he says, talking in a silly sweet voice that makes Juni pout although her eyes are still closed. "I'm not sleepy" she says mid yawn causing me to coo at her and when she realizes I'm still close by she sits up off of Jungkook's chest and reaches towards me.Â
I look between her and Jungkook for a second and he nods his head in approval and hands her to me, grabbing a chair afterwards for me to sit on and pulling up another one next to mine and looks over at Juni to see she's practically sound asleep again. "Are you okay with her?" he asks and I hum in approval leaving him placing another kiss on Juni's head before leaning back in his chair.Â
"So Jungkook, what do you think of my daughter?" my mother asks and Jungkook chokes on air, not expecting the straightforward question. "Mom!" I scold and she chuckles, "What? It's a simple question. No need to give a complex answer, unless he wants to" she teases and I swear I can even hear Jungkook's dad chuckling at my mother's antics.Â
They couldn't make it more obvious that they're trying to set us up even if they tried.Â
My dad luckily somewhat comes to Jungkook's aide and hands him a bottle of water to hopefully help him stop coughing which it does thankfully.
He takes a second to clear his throat and I would be lying if I said I wasn't on edge, waiting to hear what his answer might be. "I think she is a very kind hearted and very intelligent young woman" he says simply and the echos of him calling me beautiful earlier on tonight attach to the end of that.Â
"And would you like to see her again?" she continues and he then looks over at me, giving me a soft smile and glancing down at Juni before looking me in the eyes again. "We've already planned to see each other again" he says, memories of Juni's invitation to the butterfly shopping trip fluttering through my mind again.Â
"Did you hear that? Jungkook has already asked to see her again" my mom says, calling over to Jungkook's mom as if she hadn't been listening the whole time. "Well technically Juni asked if I could go shopping with them" I explain and Jungkook chuckles. "Juni is a very smart girl" my mother compliments and Jungkook and I can't help but laugh.Â
The rest of the night flies by and before I know it we're already standing in the doorway saying goodbye. "It's was so nice seeing you again y/n! I hope to be seeing you again soon" Jungkook mom says, winking at me. "Oh come on honey leave the girl alone" Jungkook's dad says, coming to my aide and saying his goodbyes as well.Â
Jungkook's parents say a quick goodbye to Jungkook and Juni as well since they came in separate cars and I notice after that my dad pulls Jungkook aside and says something that I regretfully can't make out. Luckily he doesn't seem bothered by it as they smile and shake hands before my dad pats him on the back, sending him off with I can only assume is well wishes.Â
Jungkook says goodbye to my mother and I can tell how much she's praising him, he thanks her for everything and makes his way over to me a few moments later and it's almost as if it was a ghost town with only Jungkook and I in the entryway now, with him holding a still very sleepy Juni in his arms.Â
"Thank you for coming, I know this was probably a lot for you" I say, rocking back and forth on my heels and he smiles before answering. "I had fun, and I know Juni did too" he says and I can feel my heart skip a beat, "I did too" I reply shyly. He reaches into his pocket and unlocks his phone before handing it to me.
"Do you think I could have your number? You know, so we can set up that shopping day soon? I know Juni won't be able to stop talking about it until we go" he says, turning into what I could only describe as a shy teenage boy, asking his crush for her number. "Sure" I say, putting it in and calling my number so I have his too.Â
"Let me know when you get home safe" I say and place my hand on Juni's back and whisper a quick goodbye which regrettably stirs her awake and I mouth a quite sorry to Jungkook but he smiles in response.Â
"Wanna say goodbye to Ms. y/n?" Jungkook asks and she nods her head before opening her eyes and leaning towards me to give me a kiss on the cheek leaving me speechless. "Goodnight pretty lady" she mumbles before laying back down on Jungkook's chest. He chuckles after seeing my reaction and gives Juni a kiss on her head in response.Â
"Goodnight y/n" he whispers to me and I send him the same sentiment, walking him to the door and watching as he walks over to his car while he puts Juni in her carseat. He looks back to see if I'm still watching and smiles at me again before getting in his car and driving off.Â
"So should I schedule an appointment with the caterers tomorrow or...?" I hear my mother say behind me, making me jump before taking a few steps back into the house and closing the door. "Very funny mom" I say, walking over to the living room and plopping down on the couch Jungkook and I had been sharing a couple hours ago.Â
"What's wrong? He's a nice man isn't he? Plus his daughter seems like she loves you! Why don't you give it a shot?" she asks and I sigh, sinking further back into the couch. "I don't know, I just don't want to get my hopes up" I mumble and she sits next to me, placing a comforting hand on my thigh. "What makes you say that?" she asks curiously.
"It's almost as if he's too perfect. He's handsome, charming, charismatic, a great dad and I don't know, he just seems too good to be true" I admit and she nods her head, understanding my hesitation. "Everyone puts their best foot forward when they're meeting someone for the first time. Just go out with him and Juni in a few days and keep an open mind. It's not the fact that he has Juni that's holding you back right?" she questions, trying to figure out what exactly has got me doubting.Â
"No not at all! If anything Juni is an added bonus" I say truthfully and she smiles at me. "Good, because I think she's already become very attached to you" she says and I nod my head. "Yeah I think I have too" I mumble and she claps her hands, jolting me out of my train of thought.Â
"Now all we have to do is get a ring attached to that finger and the three of you can live happily ever after" she says, getting up to clean up the cake plates that sit on the coffee table in front of us.Â
"Mom" I groan and she laughs, "I want some beautiful grandchildren and if that handsome young man can't help you give them to me then I don't know who could" she continues leaving me sighing, not bothering to argue back since she is definitely right about that one.Â
I hear my phone chime in my purse moments later after I walk into my bedroom to gather up my things to go back home and see a message from an unknown number but check my call log and see that the numbers match up from when I called myself off Jungkook's phone.Â
I quickly add him to my contacts before opening up our chat and see a short but sweet message from him.Â
'Home safe and sound. Thanks for having us tonight. Hope to see you soon?'Â he sends with a question mark at the end, clearly still wanting to double check on if I'll actually want to see them again. I wait a few seconds, my thumbs hovering over the keyboard before finally composing a message and hitting send before I chicken out.Â
'See you soon Jungkook. I really enjoyed getting to know you and Juni. Looking forward to shopping for butterflies together!'Â I say and cringe once I reread it. 'Ugh could I possibly sound more desperate?' I say to myself and toss my phone on the bed, sitting down at the computer chair across from it.Â
A minute later I hear another message come in and I practically lunge for the phone, praying I didn't weird him out but moments later I feel heat rushing to my cheeks and have to will myself into not squealing.
'We're counting down the minutes until we can see you again. Let's talk tomorrow and set up a date and time'Â he says and I rush to respond.Â
'Sounds great! Goodnight Jungkook'Â I say, ending the conversation before I end up embarrassing myself even more but before I can even lock my phone his message pops up.Â
'Goodnight y/n, sweet dreams'Â the message is so simple but it still makes me smile.Â
"Is that Jungkook texting you?" my mom asks, poking her head into the room and I quickly lock my phone and grab my purse. "Yes it is, goodnight mom" I say, walking past her and straight to the front door with her trailing after me. "Oh come on sweetie you know I'm just teasing you. I really think he's going to be a good match for you" she says and I turn to face her before I leave.Â
"I really hope so. Say goodnight to dad for me" I say giving her a kiss on the cheek and getting in my car to drive home.Â
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Once I walk in I'm greeted again by Salem and he walks up, waiting for me to pick him up. "You're such a little baby you know that?" I chuckle and he meows in response.Â
I follow the same routine as I always do, carrying him with me into my room and rambling off to him about my day before hopping in the shower but this time I have a lot more to say, leaving me wasting half the hot water and causing me to have to finish up the last bit of my shower in a freezing cold stream.Â
After finishing up and finally settling into bed I lay down and Salem curls up next to me. "Things might be changing around here boy. I only hope they're for the better, what do you think?" I ask after having told him everything and I'm met with the feeling of him purring and if that isn't a good sign then I don't know what is.Â
"I hope he likes cats" I say, giving him one last pet before turning off the light and for the first time in a very long time I can finally say I've gone to sleep feeling content. The last thought that runs through my head is one that helps me fall asleep with a soft smile on my face.Â
I can't wait to see him again...
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Here is a little funny idea? How would the monster trio (also Ace or Usopp or Sabo or Law) react to their girlfriend jokingly say âyouâre definitely wearing that for our weddingâ (or something like that) if she saw them wearing a fancy suit (or whatever?)đ
Whew okay this was HARD and only because I love Ace so much and I wanted to perfect his part and it stressed me tf out. Anyways I hope you enjoy!
One piece- How they react when you say âYou should wear that to our weddingâ
Warnings: a little suggestive on Zoro and Usopp. Aces has his insecure angsty thoughts.
Charcters- Luffy, Zoro, Sanji, Usopp, Law, Sabo, and Ace
Luffy- âwedding? What are you talking about?â He looks puzzled. We canât get married yet! I have to be king of the of the pirates first dummy!â
Itâs definitely second on his list. Once heâs titled king the next thing to do is make you his wife obviously (and queen of the pirates)
In a way itâs celebratory of this new chapter in his life. A new title, a new job, new way of life and a new step in your relationship all at once sounds like a good idea to him.
Zoro- âwedding? What are you talking about you crazy woman?â
âExcuse me! It was a simple joke! All I was really saying is that you look amazing but now I take it back since you want to be an ass!â You retort. You did mean it, the idea of seeing him at the altar with that tight black suit was clouding your mind, but now that he was rude about it you donât want to give him the satisfaction!
âAn ass? Youâre the one throwing that shit on me out of nowhere! Who says that so casually anyway!?â You hadnât noticed before.. but maybe the reason Zoro became so flustered has something to do with how red his face his. âIs he.. no he canât beâ you think.
âZoro.. are you blushing?â
âOF COURSE IM NOT!â
âZoro youâre blushing! At the thought of marrying me? Oh, who knew you could be such a little sap!â
âShut up! Youâre lucky I tolerate you at all!â He yells back. Heâs trying his best to seem uncaring, cool, and calm but itâs not working. Secretly, or really not as secretly as he would like, the idea of seeing you in a pretty dress and then taking you home after to start the honeymoon makes his body hot. He thinks arguing with you will make him forget about it.. but he also forgets he kind of likes it when you fight with him ;)
Sanji- This man melts to the damn floor. Heâs both in shock and utter euphoria. Heâs a little puddle on the ground, holding onto your ankles, mumbling about âI canât believe im so lucky, so loved, this is the best day of my lifeâ but in a second heâs back to his feet, shoving his face so close to yours his chin hairs are tickling you. âMy love, tell me youâre joking I canât handle this.â
Once you explain that you do in fact want to marry him someday he starts bawling. âOkay then we need to start planning now. I assume youâll be wearing white, Iâll wear white too of course. We need to pick the flowers. Roses are always a good choice theyâre a symbol of love but so overdone maybe we should do lilies.. oh but-â
âSanji!â You yell. âI said SOMEDAY not immediately right now! And how are you speaking so fast while sobbing you need to sit down!â
But he doesnât. Now that you said it itâs all he can think about and will not stop planning and talking about it and driving you crazy until the day youâre at that fucking altar and you better believe heâs making it the most beautiful and spectacular wedding you ever saw.
Usopp- Usopp goes red. A red youâve never even seen before heâs so flustered. âW-wedding? Like- marriage? Like-you marrying me?â You tilt your head to the side a little confused and bemused at the same time.
âWell, Honey⊠we have been together for a long time.. I assumed we would get married one day. And again, when we do you HAVE to wear that.â You walked up to the shivering man and lock your arms around his neck. âMaybe not for too long though.. seeing how it looks.. I might not be able to stop myself from-â
âOKAY Y/N! Thatâs enough for now! I canât handle any more of your flirting!â
You would think heâd be used to it by now đ€·ââïž
Sabo- âOh? How forward of you y/nâ he smirks. Heâs looking deep into your eyes, the most adoring look on his face. âAm I to presume this is your way of proposing? I mean I wanted to be the one to do it, but how can I resist when my beautiful girl is the one doing it? I guess Iâll have to give you this so you can do it right.â Sabo digs in his pockets for a moment before pulling out a small square box. Heâs a smart man. He knew a long time ago that he was going to marry you. He was just waiting for the right time to ask.
Law- Man CHOKES on air for a second and has to fight for his life to regain composure.
Of course you would think of marriage. Thatâs a very normal sequence of a relationship. You meet, become friends, date, and then.. well he honestly hadnât considered it. Law liked how things were. He didnât see a reason to change it. Law liked staying up late to wait for your knock on the office door, you peeking your head in and asking if heâs busy. Of course he was busy, he was always busy, but he liked when you would intrude, when youâd ask how his studying was going and he really liked when you would push the book away and slide into his lap to spend the rest of the night kissing him all over.
Remembering all these nights brings a smile to his face. He knew heâd be an idiot to let that go. Maybe having those nights for the rest of his life wouldnât be horrible.
Ace- After hearing those words from your mouth Ace freezes in place and for the first time in his life, Ace is praying to gods he didnât believe in and begging them to keep you close to him for as long as possible.
When Ace first asked you to be his girlfriend he had a hard time believing that you said yes. It was like he was dreaming and has been dreaming ever since. The thought of you wanting more, a marriage, is unfathomable to him at first.
It would be a lie to say heâs never thought about it, but the times he has only broke his heart. âDonât kid yourselfâ heâd think. âThereâs no way sheâll stay with me that long. Itâs only a matter of time before she realizes I donât deserve her. That Iâm not worthy of her love. That there has to be someone better for her out there.â
Overall what mattered to Ace most is that youâre happy. âNo matter how little, any time would be enough with herïżœïżœïżœ he often thought to himself. At least he got to touch you, kiss you, make you smile. He cherishes every second as much as he can. Anytime you throw your head back in laughter, anytime you kissed him, anytime you said âI love you.â he knew these would be the moments he would look back on when he thought of you. On those days where heâs missing you a little more and youâre long gone with the actual love of your life.
So for you to bring up marrying him so casually sent his brain into overdrive. It would take Ace a few minutes to realize you had actually said that, and that he wasnât hallucinating. Itâs truly hard for him to comprehend that you love him so much. He would ask if you were joking at least five times before it really settled in. Once it did he would be elated, jumping around like a little kid, his mouth moving a mile a minute going on about how much he loves you and planting kisses on every seeable inch of skin.
Ace finally stops jumping around like an excited puppy to pull you in closer. He reaches his warm, strong arms around you and pulls you in closer. With a final kiss on your cheek, Ace rests his head on your shoulder.
âYouâd marry me?â Heâd ask looking up with a goofy grin.
âAce.. weâve been dating for forever and I love you.. why wouldnât I want to marry you someday?â
That was all Ace needed. Heâs running to the nearest town to sell everything on his body if he needs to. He doesnât care the cost, he needs a ring and needs it now. Ace now has to propose as soon as possible.
Now that he knows youâd actually marry him heâs locking you down before you get the chance to rethinkâŠnot that you ever would.
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OMGGGG WELCOME BACK QUEEN!!!!! honestly you can write quite literally ANYTHING (esp hurt/comfort pls pls pls) with jamie bc all your fics are simply immaculate đ«¶đŒ
THANKS QUEEN. Iâm starting off with the most open-ended prompt and let me tell you, ya girl is RUSTY. This took way longer than it should so pls forgive međ
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birds of a feather
The lights are off when you get home, but you donât bother turning them on. Youâre familiar enough with Jamieâs house that you can make your way upstairs and to his bed without looking. You drop your bag, kick off your shoes, and trudge upstairs.
The lightâs on in his room but heâs passed out. You smile to yourself despite the day and switch off the lights.
You werenât going to cry again, really you werenât, but by the time youâre brushing your teeth, theyâre sliding down your face.
But itâs dark, so no one can see.
You slip into bed where you can (hopefully) cry yourself to sleep when a sob escapes your throat.
Another slips out, then another, making it hard to stop and harder to breathe.
âBabe?â comes Jamieâs hoarse voice. âYou alright?â
You can feel him reach for the light, so you blindly grab for his arm. âDonât,â you gasp, âPlease, just leave it off.â
Jamie understands what you mean. Youâre trying to say, I donât want you to see me cry.
He shifts so his face is two inches from yours. Heâll be awake in a few hours, but it doesnât matter at the moment.
âWhat happened?â he whispers, but he already knows the answer. He hadnât meant to fall asleep, but Beard had been running the team ragged in training.
You take a shuddering breath and Jamieâs eyes have adjusted enough where he can wipe away a tear. âWent exactly as expected, didnât it?â you say. âShe did what she always does. Asked for money, was furious when I said no. Asked for advice, was mad when I gave her an answer. Asked me to listen, was upset when I wasnât giving her solutions. She stormed out after an hour, but not before throwing her wine on me. I ruined the dress you got me, Iâm pretty sure we got papped, and Iâm really, really sorry.â Thatâs going to be a lovely article to wake up to in the morning. If Keeley were here, she would be able to come up with a catchy headline for it, rhyming âTartt,â with something about sisters and WAGs and thrown wine.Â
But Keeley isnât here, itâs just you and Jamie, and you canât help but think itâs too early in your relationship for this.
Really though, you havenât been together long enough for your name to tarnish his. Thatâs a milestone that should be passed in ten months. A year, even.
Jamie barely catches himself from asking, âWhy do you still see her?â just like everyone has asked him about his father.
Instead he says, âIâm not fuckinâ worried,â and wraps you in his arms.Â
You exhale and snuggle as close as you can.Â
Itâs times like this where you remember exactly why youâre with him. He just- gets it.
You met him through Keeley. Keeley had been your sisterâs friend first, met at a photo shoot, but it was hard to stay friends with your sister. You and Keeley became close while your sister accused you of stealing all her friends.
âKeeley would love to see you,â you had tried to tell her one time in an attempt to keep her from shouting.
âThe fuck I would,â Keeley had snorted when you relayed the story hours later.
Keeleyâs a genius, really. She took a horrible a vitriolic viral tabloid story about Jamieâs dad and a charity gala, and managed to create this, whatever âthisâ is.
Jamieâs running his thumb up and down your arm as your breathing evens out.
âWant to go on a run with me and Roy tomorrow?â he asks. âIâll get you breakfast.â
You whisper back, âI can buy my own breakfast,â and Jamieâs grateful that itâs dark so he can roll his eyes without getting smacked.
âWhat if I fucking want to get it for you? What then, ey?â
You respond, âHm,â and then youâre asleep.
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If Royâs surprised youâre with Jamie in the morning, he doesnât show it. He grunts and says, âDonât think Iâm going fucking easy on you, Tartt,â but he sets the warmup at a pace you like before saying, âYouâre doing fucking sprints today and I donât want to hear fucking shit about it.â
Heâd never admit it, but Royâs excellent at reading people. The sprints are so you donât have to have a single thought inside your head. By the time the sun rises, youâre enjoying coffee on a bench with Roy while Jamie completes his eighty-second pushup.
âDonât fucking read the fucking Sun,â is the last thing Roy says before leaving to go to his actual work. You grimace, but Jamie takes your hand and swings it the whole way back to his house.
âIâm not going to see her again,â you tell him. He knows youâre lying. He said the same thing about his dad month and a half ago, but heâs going to see him in rehab next week.
Jamie hands you a credit card on his way out the door âto get something fucking hot, babe.â
It wonât change anything and it wonât even fix anything either, but thatâs not the point.
The point is heâs looking at you. He sees, he understands, and heâs still there.
You do end up reading the article. Itâs complete shit, a made up story about you being a bitch whose newfound celebrity has alienated you from your loving family. Nowhere does it mention that said âlovingâ family only comes crawling around when they need something. That what they take from you will never be enough.
The fuck did you read that shite for? comes Jamieâs text after youâve ignored his last five. ik thatâs why ur not responfing
Why is your autocorrect never on? you write back instead of answering.
Jamieâs reply is quick:Â for the aesthetic
You:Â So you can write âaesthetic,â but have trouble spelling âresponding?â Seems strange
Jamie:Â Sma helpd
Then: *Sam.
You smile, despite yourself. Sometimes you wonder how much of this he does just to get a rise out of you. You suspect itâs more than he lets on, but youâll let him pretend to be stupid for now.
You check the time. If heâs texting at this hour, it means trainingâs done. Your finger hovers over the call button for a fraction of a second before pressing it.
Sam picks up on the second ring. âYour boyfriend is hitting Isaac with a towel,â he says, no preamble. âIt is chaos.â
âHe was just texting me a second ago,â you say.
You can practically hear Sam shrug through the phone. âIt escalated quickly. Do you need him? Iâm sure they will stop since youâre calling.â
He doesnât sound too sure, which makes you laugh. âNo, itâs all good, can you just tell him-â
Youâre interrupted but the muffled sound of the phone being wrestled away from Sam.
âJamieâs a dickhead,â comes Isaacâs voice far too close to the speaker before thereâs vague wrestling again and you hear Jamie, very much out of breath.
âWhatâs up, babe?â he asks and you donât even remember why you called him in the first place because youâre smiling too wide.
âI really fucking love you,â you tell him and even though it isnât the first time you said it, you feel nervous. The good kind, where you know heâs going to say it back and mean it, and that his words are just for you.
Jamie says, âI love you too,â and tries his best to convey a thousand meanings into four words.
âGreat,â you say, âbecause the top Google story for you is me with a giant wine stain on my dress. So I think we should go out tonight and look so hot that everyone forgets all about it. Thoughts?â
Jamie says, âFucking mint,â then, âfucking ow,â and you can tell by the sounds in the background that Isaacâs gotten him again.Â
âGottagoloveyouheresSam,â he says in a rush before you hear him practically hurl his phone.
âYou have some strange coworkers, Sam,â you comment.
âYou have a strange boyfriend,â he retorts, and heâs right. But Jamieâs strange matches your strange, so you think itâll last.
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Tags: Satoru x fem!Reader, nocurse!au, misogynistic!gojo, college!au, reader puts him in his place, CRACK do not take this fic seriously, enemies to lovers, suggestive, mdni
Synopsis: Satoru is a stupid alpha bro whoâs misogynistic and a play boy in a fraternity at your college. He learns that he canât walk all over you, and that turns him on.
An: Thank you to everyone who commented on that post and encouraged me to write this! I didnât think you guys would eat it up like you did đ
I thought this would be a smutty one-off, but I actually wanted to try and make it into something a little more meaningful; hence why it took a bit longer to post. This is only part one :)
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His house screamed wealth and overconsumption at every corner. Money was obviously frivolously spent with building and furnishing the Gojo fraternity house. It was sleek, modern, but still a devastating bachelorâs pad.
The Gojo fraternity held parties every day of the weekend, including Sunday. Women got in for free, and men had to pay 5 dollars to get in. Not that Satoru needed the money â he was disgustingly wealthy and a trust fund baby. He merely charged guys money that way no one below his standard could just waltz into his frat house.
Of course, he truly believed every other man in the frat house was below him in some way. He had the full package: smart, funny, rich, handsome, a dick that should be registered as a legal weapon.
It was no wonder that women was never an issue for him. He found flirting with them to be like childâs play. Itâs just too fucking easyâŠ. pun intended. He and Suguru once had a challenge to see who could pick up the most women in a single night. Satoru ended his night after fucking 9 women in a single night, and one of those events was actually a foursome between him and three girls at once.
Honestly, he could be so much worse. With a witty personality and a mouth that just wonât shut up, he could talk his way into or out of anything.
Itâs a Sunday night, which usually isnât a big turn out for the party at his house since everyone has class the next morning. Plus, all homework is due at 11:59pm on Sundays. But this turn out was just embarrassing, there was merely 10 people all sat in his living room.
Suguru already had a girl in his lap. Everyone was giggling about something. Satoru felt like he had a chip on his shoulder, he wasnât the center of attention right now, so he had to fix that.
Plus, there was a pretty girl in the room who he wanted to impress.
Sitting down in front of you, Satoru grins and hands you a cup undoubtedly of liquor. âHere you go, sweetness. Have one more.â He encourages, knowing that itâd be easier to chat you up if youâre a little buzzed.
âOh, thanks.â You smile politely, and you fake taking a drink out of it. Youâve heard the stories about Satoru, and thereâs just no way in hell youâre drinking something he gives you.
âWhat are you all talking about?â Satoru asks with a casual grin, and he takes a sip of his own drink.
âOh, just how dumb Andrew Tate is.â A nobody responds from within the group.
âWhat? Heâs not dumbâŠâ Satoru nearly pouts as his favorite starboy was being harshly criticized by his friends.
âOh god, donât tell me you like him.â You say with disgusted look on your face as you eye Satoru. Now, youâre definitely not drinking whatever he just gave you.
Satoruâs face twists in defense as you so boldly speak up about his interests. Itâs clear to you that heâs offended, but heâs trying not to make a big deal out of it.
âWhy? What do you think is so bad about him?â He retorts as he cocks an eyebrow, leaning back in his seat to try to appear as confident and collected as possible.
âHow about how he treats women like shit?â You ask, raising your own eyebrow. Satoru has another thing coming if he thinks youâre just going to bow down and not argue with him because heâs rich.
âHe doesnât treat women like shit-? Where are you getting your facts from?â Satoru argues, and his jaw tightens a minuscule amount. Itâs bad enough that heâs being challenged, but heâs being challenged by a woman.
âHis literal interviews, and the video of him literally beating a woman?â
âThat video was just a sex act without any context.â He dismisses, rolling his eyes and not dispelling any claims about the interviews.
âBitch, is that what sex sounds like to you? Because you must not be doing it right if she sounds like that.âThe room erupts into laughter, and Satoruâs face only makes it better. His pale skin is becoming a little flushed. His eyebrow is twitching slightly with anger.
He takes a breath before quickly recovering. He hasnât forgotten his objective tonight is to sleep with you. His signature smile returns to his face, and he leans in slightly. âI donât know. Why donât you come teach me how to do it right?â
âAs if. Iâd rather grind my pussy against a cheese grater than fuck an Andrew Tate fan.â More laughter breaks out amongst the small group of people.
Satoruâs jaw drops as he looks at you with disbelief. Youâd rather⊠grate your cunt than sleep with him? âOh yeah? So, what kind of guy piques your interest then, princess? You probably like those woke emasculated guys. Suguru might be more up your alley.â
âHey, what the fuck?â Suguru laughs, chunking an empty beer can at Satoruâs head. The girl in Suguruâs lap continues to mindlessly giggle and play with his hair.
âNo, I like men who are calm and capable. Maybe a guy who can lead but also knows when to take the backseat.â You explain, eyes wandering over Satoruâs stature. âI like them funny and kind.â
âSee? Iâm just what you need, princess. I can do all those things and so much more.â
âYeah? Youâre going to take the backseat sometimes?â You challenge with a knowing smile on your face. You already know what type of guy Satoru is based off of this sole interaction â plus all of the horror stories of how heâs a modern-day Casanova.
âPrincess, the only time youâll need me to take a backseat is when youâre riding that pretty pussy against my face.â His cerulean eyes gleam against the LEDs in the room. Heâs fully confident that will win you over.
Your face stays completely flat. You donât even crack a small pity smile for him. âOh sorry, was this meant to be the part where youâre funny?â
Satoru looks at you, and you see a small twitch in his eye. Heâs never had someone match his wit or his sass before. You were the perfect challenge for him â his perfect match up.
He tips his red solo cup up until his finishes the rest of his drink. Fuck sleeping with you. He wants to make you beg for him to fuck you while he just laughs in disinterest. Youâre his mission now.
âYouâre cute, princess.â He finally comments before getting comfortable in his chair again. âYou donât have to act like you donât want me. âs okay. No one here will blame you.â
Your arms cross over your chest, and your lips curl into a frown. As much as you want to pretend to be unbothered, your face can help but show the irritation you feel from him. Heâs unwavering, thinking that he will just argue and flirt his way to winning you over.
He needs to be humbled real quick, and youâve got nothing else better to do.
âOh really? Thank god. Iâve been dying to get on my knees and suck the most mediocre dick of my life.â
âYou have the wrong guy, sweetness. Iâm anything but mediocre.â He retorts without missing a beat.
By this time, most of everyone has stopped paying attention to you two â used to Satoruâs antics by now. This is just another Sunday night for him â chasing pussy as per usual.
âYeah? Any guy who constantly boasts about how good they are in bed usually isnât good at all.â You respond with a small eye roll.
Satoruâs strong arms cross over his chest. Heâs wearing a simple white shirt with some black pants. Itâs overwhelming plain, but it compliments him so well since his appearance is striking enough as it is. âI never boasted, princess. I simply stated that I wasnât mediocre.â
You let out a small scoff and shake your head. It was honestly arguing with a brick wall. âSemantics. Either way, I donât want to fuck you.â You dump your liquor out into a potted plant thatâs next to the couch.
Wondering why you even decided to come to this stupid party, you stand up, and Satoru follows suit. âHey now, darling. Come on. Donât leave now. The nightâs still young.â He tries to smooth things over as he takes puts his hands up in surrender. âI promise I wonât call out the obvious sexual tension between us for the rest of the night.â
âI have more sexual tension with your fake houseplant that I dumped my liquor into.â You deadpan, gathering your things as you decide that a cozy night in would be better than this mess.
Walking outside the house after everyone wishes you goodbye, you let out an audible sigh as you hear the door open and shut once more behind you. You spin on your heel to find Satoru jogging up behind you.
âDid I ruin your mood that much?â He asks with a small smile, shoving his hands into his pockets as he falls in step beside you.
âWell, following me home is certainly not giving you any bonus points.â You retort, tugging your jacket a little bit closer to your body. âBesides, thatâs not really my scene.â
Satoru glances over at you as the two of you walk. He finds himself hypnotized in the way your skin glows in the moonlight. He would be lying if he tried to convince himself that you werenât pretty because you are. Gorgeous â in fact.
âReally?â His voice is a shade softer now that he doesnât have everyoneâs eyes on him. âYou seemed like a natural in there.â
You shrug your shoulders, not offering up any more information about yourself to him. Heâs just another misguided frat boy with no intentions to change whoâs looking to hit.
Satoru hates silence almost as much as he hates not being the center of attention. He hates how youâre not giving in even the slightest for him
âWe should go out to dinner together sometime. I think youâd be surprised on how well I can fit in to any scene.â He offers, not quite giving up on hope just yet. Heâs determined to get you in his bed, genuinely deluding himself that it would be a favor to you and him.
âNo thanks.â Your voice is blunt as you step toward the entrance of a girlsâ dormitories. Satoruâs technically not allowed inside at this late of an hour, but heâd be amused to see who would try and stop him. His family is the top donor of the university. He practically owns this place.
He stands there baffled for a moment as you turn down his date invitation. Rejecting his sexual advances is one thing, but you wonât even give him the time of day.
âSo, when can I see you?â He asks, eyebrows furrowed and lips curled into a small pout.
âYouâll unfortunately probably see me in class.â You respond, letting the door close behind you and checking to make sure it locked. Breathing a sigh of relief, you trudge your way up the steps to finally get away from that leech of a man.
Satoru stays at the door for a moment, contemplating following you inside â not for any nefarious reason. He just truly believes that youâd like him if you gave him the time of day. One of his many charming qualities is that he can talk anyone into enjoying his presence.
He had already made up his mind. Youâre going to like him. Youâre going to sleep with him too and like it, and heâs definitely not going to catch feelings for you so he can make you feel as embarrassed as he did tonight.
Heâll just have to set his plan in motion during class.
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Ketu in the houses
Doing smaller(in this case not so much, but it's still more elementary and formulaic) posts before dropping the big ones. I know you all are going to love this (my blog has become a ketu information hub for a lot of you đ
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As always, keep in mind: ketu is very internal and personal. I can give you basic descriptions and observations but to connect with your ketu, due to its essence and nature, I think you'll have to shut out a lot of the noise and just listen to yourself. That concerns everything. So, if your truth is telling you that I or someone's description is incorrect, then trust it. Be careful while examining that.
Ketu in the 1st house:
Automatic and natural possession of the physical body. Comfortable in their own skin, sometimes too comfortable. Have an appearance that suits natural adornment. Quality pieces look extra good on them, but even they wear/carry something "cheap", it still somehow works. They don't have to really think about their appearance, but if they do start to, it might have enormous impact on others. They're not really fans of trendy looks of the moment as I've observed, they have the power to set the trends themselves but I'd say most of them are not aware of that. Might be loud while talking and have a sort of unrestrained/unfazed demeanor. On ther hand, they might also be really quiet.
When all else fails, just focus on yourself. Keep coming back to yourself in times of crisis. You have good health but don't ignore it, this placement might not even give you the permission to. You have enormous privilege of having amazing power, don't waste it.
Ketu in the 2nd house:
Hoarders, collectors, but not intentionally. Possessions have meanings attached to them. Intuitively have a knowing of what should go into their body and follow it, even if others disagree. Good at measuring the worth of things or people. Relaxed face. Sort of disconnected from their family or lineage, or seem that way. Family support was convenient in childhood but might have been taken for granted. Deeper voice(?), slightly intimidating way of speaking. Great singers(?).
You can always ground yourself, no matter how strongly it seems otherwise. The support and the family can be all around you if you find it inside yourself first.
Ketu in the 3rd house:
This is my placement, so it's gonna be longer(cause I have more info, not cause I'm arrogantđ) so bear with me.
Aware and alert but ironically might not be aware of this at first. Great instincts, naturally skilled. The information field is constantly on their radar. A lot of what they observe is boring to them, and they absorb everything. Movements are natural/effortless. Might look clumsy or careless with movements or speaking sometimes but they have it together, more than others and more than it shows. Have the ability to skillfully get out of sticky situations. Survivors. They have creative ways of managing tasks. Great with details but confused with too much data, they consider it pointless. Can get to the bottom of things. Can play devil's advocate but they often don't want to. Can argue but it's mainly to increase a sense of self-possession. Their "trivial" words have more meaning than they or others assume at first. Don't say a lot of what they know. Might be surprised that things that are obvious to them elude others. More shrewd than they look, but they themselves consider a lot of "shrewd" and "cunning" strategies dumb and superficial. WILL NOT trust others before analyzing them in their head. Quick, kind of messy minds but still somehow organized and sensible. Love to dig and investigate. Trust themselves before anyone else. Know that they know stuff but can't show the whole truth of it easily. Use confusion as a weapon. Relationships with siblings, cousins and childhood friends are nuanced, interesting and kind of cimplicated. Town/neighborhood black sheep but still fit there the best.
Ehh, what can I say, you're doing amazing keep going. đ The truth will come, don't worry, boredom is not forever and sometimes it's better than anything. Anxiety is a warning, get that b*tch out of your system, connect to what makes you calm. Look around you and get rooted to your life, like you know how to do.
Ketu in the 4th house:
Strongly tied to their home/family, whether they want/like it or not. Private about family life. Need their space a lot. Sort of clingy to their family and home but at the same time want to break out of it. Get defensive if you get too close or vulnerable. Have a natural ability to nurture but always nurture themselves first. Familial responsibility is embedded in them. May have been spoiled with attention, especially in childhood but have hated it, or have come to hate it. On the other hand, might have felt very ignored by their family memebers. Might have a very traditional family that values culture, upholding to moralities, and appearance.
Family is not the worst thing in the world and I know the ties might hurt, but there is truth and stability there for you. Find peace there and the rest will fall in place.
Ketu in the 5th house:
Fun, creativity, art has deep meaning to them. Life is built on entertainment for them. Their life is a soap opera. Dramatic and expressive. Art is their religion. Can be ignorant of other's preferences and naturally assert dominance when the situation concerns creativity, entertainment and art, even remotely. Only know what they like and don't seek to be trendy in their preferences, it's very personal to these natives. Can be selfish and get lost in hedonism. Don't discriminate between pop and indie, or discriminate harshly. Not easily infulenced in general but easily persuaded if you know their "weak points"/preferences. Generous with their attention if others can pay even more attention to them.
Yeah, life is art, but it's not for profit and not always for show. Learn to be humble when life demands it. It IS your life, but before you get lost in the art, make sure you're rooted in the truth of it.
Ketu in the 6th house:
Resilient, distrustful but relaxed. Healthy and helpful, very practical and balanced. Might have had health struggles that have shaped them and made them stronger. Natural medicine>chemicals. Will take chemicals if they consider it correct and see no other way. Expert at making the best out of the worst situations. Not confrontational but can put people in their place. On the other hand, might not hesitate one bit and be direct in times of tension. Know how to look after themselves and hate it when others interfere. Won't take advice even from close people, have a very unique and personalised way of looking after themselves, as well as a unique/personalised routine. Obstacles might persist but they can't to much to these people. Skillful and quietly cunning but it's not much work.
When life gives you lemons, make lemonade, and squeeze them in other people's eyes if needed. You gotta be selfish sometimes, what can you do. Every day is a gift and the routine is a privilge. Don't be mean about it.
Ketu in the 7th house:
Lovers and supporters. Recognize other people easily and connect to them deeply and effortlessly. Charming and genuine. Recogize the truth behind connections and human behavior, sensitive to one-on-one dynamics. Good listeners, excellent company, giving and humble but know how they gain from relationships and connections. Value harmony and conflict resolution. Naturally attune to others and find their sense of self through them. Know how and what to sacrifice for others but have strong and specific boundaries. Love has a deep meaning to them, any kind of love. Important relationships are full of intricacy and are laced with destiny.
We are parts of something bigger than us, and we all have stories to tell. Keep finding yourself through other people and keep helping others find themselves. "Karmic" ties are not punishment, they're the simple truth.
Ketu in the 8th house:
Complicted internally, don't make much of it. Each crisis is an opportunity to gain. Survival IS life. Never reveal too much of themselves and easily read others, but can be stubborn about seeings things in only their way. Incorrect judgement costs them a lot, correct judgement gives them enormous power. Struggle anyways. Casually intense. SeĂual and private. Privacy is a must. Go through a lot of pain and become savage if their privacy is invaded. Know that selfishness is very selfless. Quietly independent, confidently dependant, carefully engaging. Adaptible but out of necessity. Hide their intensity, along with other things, very well.
The complications are alright, don't be afraid of the unknown, or fear itself. It's okay to go deep, it's okay to not, it's ok to survive however it is possible for you.
Ketu in the 9th house:
Philosophy is natural. They find truth everywhere if only they detach. They seem "higher" than others, and seem to be enjoying it. Truth is simple and exhilirating for them. They need their freedom. They exude a sense of wander and assuredness. Don't really care about conventional morals as most people see them and have a hightly personal sense of right and wrong. Religion is very familiar to them, whatever it has been. Talk to "god" and "the divine" to feel comfort, might not realize it fully. Their faith has been tested and strengthened, and they themselves might have tested their own others' faith. Might feel like nobody will understand their exact beliefs, but understand others' beliefs. Even if they feel lonely sometimes, places of worship feel weirdly reasuring. Can become a little arrogant.
Your ideals are not too high and mighty. You know what you know, and you should know that you do. Not everyone can ground themselves in a grand and utopian place. Don't let possible arrogance blur or exaggerate it.
Ketu in the 10th house:
Legacy is inherited. The world can feel like their oyster. Even if not much is going well, they might feel supported by people in power, and usually, they are, even though they never really asked for it. Older people and those with more experience bring out their natural competence and maturity. Might come from a line of influence, usually from father's side. Easily gain aqcuaintances but feel like they have to work hard to gain and keep friends. Might feel like they have much to lose but don't worry about it. Family prince/princess, or people's prince/princess, but in a quiet way. Naturally self-possessed. Might feel chained by obligations.
There are those who will stand by you as you pull back and detach. When you go into the world, people see you, and you know how to act. You don't really care about your reputation, but it cares about you. Don't lose a good thing, embrace and enjoy it, because in that, you will find your truth and your power. That stability that is too familiar to you, it's a huge privilege.
Ketu in the 11th house:
Everyone's friend, everyone's confidante, one of the girls/boys. The gang is what they trust, but they don't look for the gang. The gang is just there. Friends flock to them and they welcome all, but friendships are private and their business. The kind of people that don't have to do anything for friends to find them. Might feel like they act like a constant chameleon to everyone but feel comfortable in that place. Can be too neutral to strangers, but become proud activists for causes that are close to their heart. Strongly unbiased and multi-faceted. Others feel relieved when they're around at gatherings. Can be very uncaring and dismissive, unless you are one of their people.
You're lucky with support. Even if friends have dissapointed you, you have gotten something valuable and worthy out if it. There are those that are your people, and those that aren't. Don't lose sight of that, but be honest with discerning who is who.
Ketu in the 12th house:
What really lights them is hidden and reserved only for them. Selfless like it's nothing. Deep and understanding, floating through life like a fish following their own current. They can gently hold your hand through harshest times but it's so subtle you'll barely realize you've been affected by them by the time it's almost done. When they get lost, they really get lost, and that's when and where find themselves. Hate to force things and know how to be humble. Private like no one else. If life gets too hollow they become a recluse. Nobody sees what depths they carry within at first, but some might suspect, by their restrained behavior, or by an innocent yet wise look in their eyes. They're not mad when they go into themselves, and no matter how much you try to get to them, if they can't, they won't hear you. But it does not matter. In their own way, they hear and see everyone, and through them, they see and hear themselves.
Oh, yes, confusion is huge and it seems overwhelming. You know how to find comfort in that. So many sides to life, so many truths. If others tell you you're deluded, do not forget that everyone is. When your sacrifice and martyrdom becomes too much, stay only with yourself once more.
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Horrid thoughts.
Cregan Stark x OCD wife!reader
Summary: the reader suffers from OCD, and Cregan tries to calm her.
Warnings: If your OCD is easily triggered, maybe shy away from this one.
A/n: my credentials you ask? I actually have OCD. And this is a short and sweet one cause it was a bit triggering for me I wonât lieđ
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She let out a small gasp, prompting Cregan to look over to her.Â
"Something the matter?"
She stared down at the floor, a furrowing in her brow.Â
He sighed and set his writing aside. He spoke her name out loud, almost begging for her attention.
And she heard it that time. Her head snapped up so her eyes could meet his. "Hmm?"
"The thoughts are coming back, aren't they?"
He knew he was right by the way her eyes watered.Â
"You were doing so well. What changed?"
She shrugged, tucking her hair behind her ear and moving back to staring at the floor.Â
He should have known that the weather would affect her so badly.Â
It had been the first fight in Winterfell that Cregan didn't have the advantage for.Â
Only a few moons before, she had began to open up about these thoughts that appeared in her mind. They were always harsh and sometimes gory, an obvious thought she didn't want to have, but she couldn't stop it from slowly morphing into an obsession.Â
And now that she had pointed it out, Cregan began to notice just how often it happened.Â
"What is it? Tell me," he pressed.
She shook her head. She never did quite tell him, for fear that if it left her mouth, it would either come true, or he'd finally be convinced that she was mad.Â
He stood and walked around the table to sit on the sofa with her. "Will you let me help you?"
That was usually his response. A soft assurance that he always wanted to help her, it was up to her to tell him how and to let him do so.Â
"I want to leave," was her soft confession.Â
He was confused. "The room? Or Winterfell?"
"The room. The room." That answer was much faster, an obvious feeling about the room getting to her.
Cregan grunted an acknowledgement before standing and offering his hand. "We'll take a walk. How does that sound for my brave girl?"
The idea didn't resonate with her as well as he had hoped, but she took it nonetheless, grabbing his arm.Â
âŠ
Additionally, the bad thoughts didn't just come and go. Some were more permanent.Â
So permanent, that Cregan practically recognized her compulsions before she did.Â
He stopped at the top of the staircase, knowing she would as well.Â
Her eyes roamed over the stairs, counting them before doing quick math in her head. Then she stepped out with her left foot.Â
They walked again like nothing had occurred until the next staircase neared.Â
Before they could stop, Cregan's soft voice echoed in the corridor. "Right."
Her head snapped to him. "What?"
"Your right. C'mon," he said with a small tug to her hand.Â
She hesitantly obeyed, stepping out with her right foot first this time. Honorable Cregan never lied, and he didn't then. For she finished the last step on the foot her mind told her to, and she felt instant relief.Â
"How did you-"
"-I know you better than I know myself, sweet girl. Do not underestimate me. That," he tilted his head back and forth, "And I know the stair count for every set in Winterfell. Perks of being raised here."
Not long after that, she saw single chiseled letters by every staircase in the wall, either an L or R. A normal person would miss it, or not think twice about what it meant, but what had always filled her with dread now made her heart grow warm. Staircases weren't as frightening anymore.Â
Especially when she knew he did that himself, not trusting another to count it just right.Â
âŠ
"What's that in your hand, lovely?" Cregan asked so softly he worried she didn't hear it.Â
She looked down at her hand and back up, "my dagger."
"Why?"
She shook her head, just as she had before.
It always made Cregan rub at his forehead when he was meant with only more confusion.Â
"Go back to bed," he quips softly.Â
"Can't sleep."
"I'll walk you back," he offers.
She shakes her head again. "I couldn't if I wanted to."
A horrid thought must have occurred for her to abandon her bed to come to him.Â
He rubbed at his hands in thought.
"If I guard you with Ice tonight, will you hand me your dagger so you may sleep peacefully?"
She contemplated his offer. "You'd do that?"
"Sweet girl, I'd do anything you need. You know that."
She looked down at the dagger and back to him. "I do."
"Alright," he said with his hand out, expecting the blade to be given to him.
She hesitated, then placed it in his large hand.
He threw it onto the desk then stood, taking her hand instead. "Let's get you to bed."
"What about-"
"-What about it?" He asked softly. "I'm here. Let me ease your mind."
"You're sure?"
His other hand rubbed at her bicep. "Very. C'mon."
âŠ
"Cregan?"
He looked up, "Hmm?"
It was the early morning and he didn't think that she'd be up yet.Â
"Love? What's wrong?"
She frowned. "I-I'm going to the Godswood."
He rubbed a hand over his chin. "You went yesterday."
She hummed.
"But you're going again today?" He questioned.Â
She stared.
"This is the third day."
She stared.
"And it's too early."
She stared more.
"Sweet girl. You know what I'm going to say."
"Cregan-"
"Forgive me. I can't let you. I won't let you give in to this one."
She sniffled, "Why not?"
"This one is dangerous, my love. I can't let you go to the Godswood every day."
"Cregan, I have to."
"I'm sorry."
She sniffled again. "W- Please."
"That look causes a pain in my stomach, my heart." He grimaced at the sight of her tears.Â
She reached up and wiped at her cheeks. "Oh. I-I'll go then. Forgive me for bothering you this morning."
"Wait," he commanded, standing and stomping to her. "Wait, my love."Â
When he reached out for her hand, she flinched away from him, terrified of their skin touching.Â
Cregan froze. "Sweet girlâŠ"
Her hands shook. "I'm going to just⊠go back to my room."
"I didn't mean to upset you, my love. I know how your mind tends to-"
"I'm going to my room," she said firmly. But the firmness fell away just as quickly. "Do you think the gods can hear me from there?"
"I'm sure they can," he assured.
She wiped her hands on her skirt, as if rubbing off a bad feeling. "I'll be there then."
"Don't be angry with me."
She hummed and moved from the room.
âŠ
A few hours, Cregan finally found time to go up to their chambers to make up for his behavior before.
That, and her handmaiden had told him that she refused food at supper.
So he entered their chamber with a small tray of food.Â
She laid in the bed, a sullen look on her face. Her eyes were closed as her head rested against the headboard.
"Spent your entire day like this?" Cregan asked kindly.
She looked up at him, then relaxed again. "Yes. Is that bad of me?"
He sighed. "No. Not for you. Though, I heard you didn't take your usual walk in the courtyard. And denied food."
"Can't leave."
He set the tray on the bedside table. "I wish I could make sense of your mind."
"Me too."
"Want to tell me?"
"I'm not sure."
"That's alright." He sits down next to her, careful not to touch her. "Can I sit with you at least?"
She nodded.
The two sat in silence for a while.
"It started when I was younger," she finally said. "It felt like I finally had control of something. But⊠I don't feel like I have control anymore."
He listened vigilantly, careful to not interrupt her in any way.
"I get these thoughts that I can't force away. Horrid ones of things I don't wish to think of. Pain or deathâŠ"
"Ah."
"Do you think me mad?" She asked softly.
"No, sweet girl. I don't. Can IâŠ?" He reached his hand out and let it hover over her leg.Â
She grabbed his hand, making a warmth spread through him. "I'll spend the rest of the night with you, hm? We'll eat here and let the rest of the world be."
"You're probably busy-"
"I'm not. Now," he grabbed the tray and set it onto the bed, "Eat."
A genuine smile came to her face.
âŠ
When the sun managed to appear in Winterfell after the season, so did her cheery disposition.Â
Her horrid thoughts were gone.Â
He noticed that she didn't even look at the walls of the staircases, stepping on either foot with no worry.
It made his heart burn with pride.Â
She had control.
âŠ......................................
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Smut book 2024.
After hours.
Tenya Iida x fem!Reader.
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This story is a smut story, Iâll more characters x reader one shots in the future and if you want to see a character please let me know.
You must be 18 years or older to read this...
đâ ïžNO MINORS ALLOWEDâ ïžđ
A/N: this is a request and I honestly love it⊠Iâm a total sucker for Iida⊠I hope I did it justice.đ
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Also Iâve changed the name of a certain phone app because firstly I kinda donât think theyâd have SC in the mha universe, secondly donât think I should be using TM names and finally why the heck notâŠđ Pictalk = SC. (I know real creative..đ)
Picture is edited by me⊠itâs been sitting in my gallery for some time, waiting for the right chance to be used. (Original unedited manga panel from âtada no renai nanka de kikkonaiâ)
Summary: you sneak into Iidaâs dorm room for some after hours funny and getting caught is the last thing on your mind.
Word count: 4.1k
CW: NSFW and adult content, oral (f!Receiving), fingering, unprotected sex, dirty talk, sexting, sending nudes, rough sex, missionary and doggy, teasing, pet names, pleasure dom!Iida, spanking, slight degradation and swearing. (All characters are aged up)
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You sat at the small floor table in the middle of your boyfriendâs dorm room, you watched intently as the man sitting across from you wrote large and seemingly unending paragraphs, while your own workbook remanded bare. The man looked up from his page to you with a curious look, âis something the matter?â He asked looking down at your book noticing itâs emptiness, while focused on your book you leant over and pressed a lingering kiss on his lips, âI just need to do that, I couldnât focus until I got a tasteâ you smiled and licked your lips, the man looked at you with shock before sitting back and resting on his palm, âyou know Iâll need payback nowâ Iida spoke as he look at you lips that had your lipstick smeared over them.
Tenya iida was such a reliable and caring boyfriend, he always took such good care of you and expected nothing in return, however he has always been quite prideful and this has resulted in him frequently trying to get even, it doesnât matter how small the incident, heâs incredibly petty but you honestly love it about him, though you probably wouldnât say it. Tenya often gets quite embarrassed by affection and will almost always shy away from it, but in small moments the man will soothe and comfort you.
Youâre broken from your thoughts as you feel Iidaâs callus thumb rub over your bottom lip, he wiped away the smudged lipstick before holding your chin and leaning in, however just before your lips had a chance to touch Iidaâs dorm room door open suddenly, you both jumped away from each other and looked to the door, ânow Iâm certain thereâs a âopen doorâ rule for when youâre studying with girlsâŠâ aizawa sighed as he looked at Iida with a tired expression. âYes, I now remember that rule being mentioned, once or twiceâ Iida looked to you and all you could do was snicker, âyep, sounds about rightâ you cough out as you begin gathering your books and stationary from the table, you stood and quickly left the room with all your belongings, as you exited the room you heard Aizawa tell Iida it was lights out, before you could run off however the teacher stopped you, âstraight to your dorm room⊠and no coming back here, study is over itâs lights outâ he closed Iidaâs door and turned to look at you, you nod âI havenât had a chance to bathe, can I do that before I go to sleep?â You asked and the man sighs, it didnât take a fortune teller to guess what youâd try and do, but Aizawa figured he should give you the benefit of the doubt, he should trust you, âfine⊠you can bathe, but no funny business⊠not tonightâ he huffed and walked away muttering something about an argument between Midoriya and Bakugo.
You got back into your dorm room and packed away all your books and stationary before grabbing your bath bag, night clothes and towel, before making the trip to the bathroom. Getting into the bathroom you pulled out your phone and placed it on the side of the bathtub while you turned on the water waiting for the tub to fill, as you waited you undressed and began scrubbing your body at one of the washing stations, as you finished the bath water was full and you settled in.
You leaned your head back with your eyes closed for quite sometime before pulling out your phone and scrolling through it, watching random videos before a Pictalk notification popped in the top corner of your screen, clicking it a picture of a dark room with the caption that read
âhow much trouble did you get in?â
You smiled and snapped a picture of the steamy bathroom mirror and captioned it with.
âNone really⊠just a âdonât come back here, study is over >:(ââ
You chuckled and pulled yourself out of the water, sitting on the edge of the tub still allowing your legs to soak, another notification popped up and you clicked into it. It was of Iidaâs neatly made bed.
âHaha⊠youâre only bathing now?â
You smiled and shook your head, before taking a picture of your bare legs resting in the water.
âYeah, someone kept me busy with studyingâ
You watched the speech bubble in the messages pop up before disappearing and reappearing several times before finally you received a picture response, this picture was of Iida pulling a playful frown.
âAre you trying to start something?â
You laughed at his expression before stepping out of the bath and emptying the water, as the bath drained you walked over to the mirror and wiped away a little of the steam, only leaving enough to cover below your hips, you stood in front of the mirror and covered a hand over your breasts before smiling and taking a picture, you send the picture with the caption.
âstart something? But Iâm a good girlâ
You waited patiently for Iidaâs response while you dried yourself, then came in the next picture, Iida had also sent a picture of him standing in his mirror shirtless and one hand resting over his clothes crotch. The picture was captioned.
âYouâre testing my patience babyâ
You smiled and wondered how far you could take this before one of you got impatient, though the way things are going anyone else would think Iida was moments away from giving in but that just wasnât the case and the both of you knew it, you wipe down the rest of the mirror before sitting back on the ground and open your legs, you rubbed two fingers over your entrance before sliding them in, you took a picture of yourself through the mirror, with your best âOâ face and the caption.
âSo warm and wetâŠâ
You waited and as you did your fingers worked in and out of you before moving to rubbed your clit, moaning you almost didnât hear your phone chime, opening the picture you blushed and chuckled as you saw Iidaâs long and thick member on the screen, he only have two fingers wrapped around the base, this time no caption was with the picture. However a voice note was sent moments later.
âI bet that pussy is nice and ready, you always areâ
You heard the chuckle and groan in his voice and you knew exactly what he was doing while sending that voice note, you sent back a voice note.
âIâll show you mine if you show me yoursâ
Iida knew exactly what you were asking but instead all you got back was nothing, no voice note, no picture, not even a message, you scrambled to get dressed in your night clothes and grabbed your belongings. You walk down to the laundry room and put your clothes and towel in the washing machine, and left your bath bag next to the machine you were using, after this you wasted no time going to Iidaâs dorm room.
You opened the door and walked in, the room was dark and as you looked towards Iidaâs bed you noticed he was laying back with his blanket over him, he was fully dress in his goofy pyjamas, he looked as though he wasnât just sending you dirty messages, âTenya⊠Tenya you need to be awakeâ you whispered and walked over to him, you knew he wasnât asleep, you had seen him sleep plenty of times so you knew he was awake, âTenya sit up and take care of meâ you whined as you grabbed at his pyjama top, the man chuckled as he sat up and looked down at you, âyouâre such a greedy girl⊠we were told lights out and yet youâre here because of a pictureâ Iida sighed and brushed a strand of hair behind your ear, âI guess it canât be helped⊠strip for me pleaseâ he smiled and you stood and moved to take off your shirt before stopping and looking to your boyfriend, âwhat about you?â You asked and Iida frowned âI said stripâ he snapped and you quickly began removing your shirt, Iida nodded and looked at your breasts before he moved to sit on the edge of the bed, he motioned for you to step closer to him, so he could grab your arms and pressed them into your sides, your face became flushed as Iida trailed his tongue up your stomach to your sternum, he stopped and placed a kiss on your skin before moving to lick over your right nipping, you whined and pressed your legs together, before the man moved onto your other nipping this time suckling on it, âyouâre sucking it like a babyâ you breathlessly chuckled, Iida looked up at you with a hard stare before biting roughly on the side of your breast, you yelped and your boyfriend pulled you down slightly to capture your lips in an open mouth kiss, you gasped and cried out in surprise as Iida tongue took control over your mouth, the way heâs slurp and wriggle his tongue reminded you of all the times heâd eat you out.
Pulling away from you and loosing his grip, allowing his hand to slide down your arms and rest on your hips before he slowly pulled down your pants, leaving you in nothing but the pink girlish panties youâd normally never let Tenya see. âAww how cuteâ he laughed as he kissed just above your waistband, âitâs not funny, I didnât think when I grabbed themâ you whined and felt Iida move you onto his bed to lay down on your back, âI think theyâre cute⊠theyâre so innocent and sweetâ he smiled as he leaned in and whispered in your ear âreminds me of our first time⊠you were such a good girl, so patientâ his voice was hushed and relaxed as he slowly pulled your panties to the side before leaning down and pressing a soft kiss over your entrance, âhow badly do you want it greedy girl?â Iida asked, his hot breath brushing over your cunt, you whined and wiggled your hips âso badly⊠I need itâ you moaned softly, trying to keep your voice down.
You cried out as you felt your boyfriendâs tongue lick slow strips up the length of your cunt, âmore⊠Tenya, I need moreâŠâ you whimpered encouraging your boyfriend, Iida was a beast the way heâd devour you, you were certain given the chance Iida would eat you anywhere and anytime, heâd always put his all into eating you, heâd lick; suck and slurp, Iida was a shameless man when it came to having you on his tongue, heâd say the most vile and lewd things youâd ever heard from him, it was honestly pornography the things heâd come out with; and this time was no different.
âYou taste like heaven⊠if men knew just how sweet you tasted, theyâd be on their knees praying to youâ he groaned as he licked between your folds, before wriggling his tongue inside you, âIâd lick your cunt raw if only youâd let me⊠Iâd eat you every minute of the day and only take breaks to fuck youâ he moaned into you before kissing up to your clit before wrapping his lips around it and suckling on it for dear life, you cried out loudly completely foregetting where you were, âtenya Iâm⊠IâmâŠâ you arched you back and wrapped your legs around Iidaâs head as you grabbed roughly at his neatly groomed hair, ââŠoh god⊠yes tenya⊠yesâŠâ you whimpered as your body seized up and you began coming undone on your boyfriendâs mouth, he groaned and moved back your entrance, sliding his tongue back into you as his fingers began rubbing quickly over your clit, âholy fuck⊠ten⊠oh tenyaâ you gasped as you started to and push Iida away, however he only continued. You took a sharp breath in, then took another and another, before suddenly losing the ability to breath, it took Iida only a few seconds to realise what was happening behind he moved up to you and brushed your hair from your face, âbreath baby, breath outâ he encouraged as his thumb rubbed soft circles on your jaw, you breathed out quickly before sucking in a deep breath, while Iida continued encouraging you.
Once fully calm your boyfriend chuckled and settled himself between your legs, âthat was scary⊠you wanna continue?â He asked as he leant back down ready to pick up where he left off, âI wanna⊠but not like that⊠I wanna have you inside meâ you hummed as you pulled off your underwear and opened your legs as wide as you could, âI want it all inside, to the base Tenyaâ you used your fingers to spread your folds apart as your laid back and waited for your boyfriend. Iida watched your cunt intensely as it squeezed around nothing, before he pulled off his shirt and pulled his throbbing cock from his pants, shifting the fabric down only enough for him to hang comfortably, the man pumped himself slowly and reached into his bedside table for a condom before rolling down his shaft and spitting on himself rubbing his saliva over his shaft, he than leant down and spat a large ball of saliva over your entrance, âhmmm⊠nice and wet⊠youâll take it all in one nowâ he hummed as he prodded at your hole with his tip, pushing his saliva in and out, getting his tip wet.
Iida watched your cunt grip him tightly as he began to slowly slide in, once his cock was fully hilted inside you, you both moaned and Iida pressed his forehead against yours, âgod fucking damn it⊠it feels goodâ he huffed out a string of cusses and rubbed your hips with his thumb as he waited for you to encourage him to move.
Iida had always been a giver, though he disguised it as petty payback⊠which it partly was⊠however with that being said Iida was always safe, he never acted reckless or overdid it, though this time was different.
Your hands grabbed Iidaâs thick biceps as he gave you long and hard thrusts that caused the bed to thump into the wall, âChrist⊠youâre perfectâ he moaned and grabbed a hold of your legs, he looked down at where the two of you met and smiled, watching the way your walls and opening clung to him so tightly, creating a delicious drag however because of this it was almost too hard for him to set an even pace, âplease⊠more⊠I need it harderâ you moaned as you dug your nails into heâs shoulders, Iida chuckled and began a strong pace. The man groaned and moaned as he held you down while he pushed into you a little bit harder and faster with every thrust, heâd moaned out obscenities while you simply took in the view, youâd finished several times already on his cock and looking down you could see a white ring form around the base of Iidaâs cock, âTenya⊠Tenya waitâ you whine and place a hand on his chest to push him back, âwhatâs the matter? Is it starting to hurt? Should we stop?â He asked as he pulled out and grabbed the side of your cheek, you shook your head and leaned up âIâm fine, but I know youâve been holding out for so long⊠so I want you to enjoy yourself a littleâ you hummed as you turn over and push your ass up into the air while pressing your face and chest into Iidaâs mattress. Iida moved in and began looking over your wet folds, he rubbed his thumb over your cunt before using it to open you up for himself, âbaby Iâm always happy just giving you whatever you need, but thisâŠâ he groaned as he rubbed his tip over your clit, âyou really want me to take what I need?â He questioned and you moaned, nodding your head and looking back at him, âIâm beyond satisfied, now I need to feel you cumâ you whined as you reached back and grabbed a hold of the condom cover your boyfriend, before you began pulling it off him, the man moaned only to then quickly thrust into you once you pulled the condom completely off and discarded it on the floor, you grasped as Iida set into a brutal pace faster and harder then before, roughly holding your hips to stop your for jolting forward into the headboard, heâd roll his hips every so often and tried to get as deep as your body would allow him.
âIâm gonna cum so deep in you⊠Iâm gonna use you up so no one else will want youâ iida moaned as he threw his head back and grabbed at your ass cheeks, harshly smacking them every so often, âyou dirty whore⊠you want that, donât you?â Another harsh smack followed this and you responded with nothing but a whine. You canât seem to form a coherent sentence, all that comes out of you is a jumble of words followed by moaning and whining, you were enjoying this, enjoying this more than maybe you shouldâve been, âyouâre squeezing so tightlyâŠâ Iida hummed as he further picked up his pace, he let out a laugh as he grabbed your waist and pulled you back into his thrusts, you could feel him twitching and pulsing with each thrust, âyou sure you want it inside⊠cause if you donât⊠I⊠I wonâtâ he moaned grinding his hips into you, âyes⊠god yes⊠inside please⊠Tenya please!â You cried loud before quickly having your face shoved into Iidaâs pillows, âbaby I love hearing your voice but shut the fuck upâ he groaned as he held your head in place, while continuing his vicious assault on your cunt. Iidaâs breaths become uneven and he lets go of your head and move his hand back to your ass, he grabbed at the flesh and watched as he began long quick, yet uneven thrusts. âFuck baby, fuckâŠâ he huffed as his hipâs faulted and snapped in towards you, you felt him shutter, soon an indescribable warmth filled your belly, your legs shook and your cunt squeezed uncontrollably, causing Iida to pulled out and begin fingering you, working you through your final orgasm of the night. âShit⊠shit babyâŠâ Iida sighed as he sat back on his bed, you crawled over to him weakly and climbed into his lap, âwe fucked up⊠I shouldnât have let you take it off⊠I shouldâve kept the condom onâ he huffed as he rested his head back against the wall, âitâs okay, Iâm on the pillâ you smiled however Iida did not return that smile, âit doesnât matter⊠it was still so reckless of me⊠to allow you to seduce me into such dangerous playâŠâ he hummed and hugged into you and pressed his face into your neck, âyou make me a truly weak manâ he sighed and began kissing your neck, âletâs not risk doing it raw again, Iâm not a strong enough man for that just yetâ he moaned and you couldnât help but laugh, here was the overly serious and proper boyfriend you fell head over heels in love with, âwe could always go one more round, I donât feel full enough yetâ you joked and felt Iida bite your neck before sitting up and frowning at you, âokay, Iâll stop⊠though it was niceâ you hum and quickly stand up, walking into the toilet in the room, âI need a washcloth tenyaâ you call and heard the man stand from the bed before walking into the toilet with a wet washcloth, âdo you need help darling?â Iida passed you the cloth and you nodded as you took it, âyeah itâs pretty deep in, I canât possibly reach itâ you said with a wide smirk, Iida sighed and knelt down âalright Iâll help youâ.
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You sat in class as All Might finished up giving his feedback on today class, he finally ended his little lecture and dismissed the class but before anyone could stand and leave for the dormitory Aizawa stopped everyone as if he had been waiting outside the classroom door just for All Might to finish, âBakugo, Midoriya, Iida and L/n, all of you are to stay backâ he spoke before letting everybody else leave, All might gave Midoriya a nervous look before leaving himself. All four of you sat facing Aizawa as he sat down on the stool that had been moved into the classroom after heâd lost his leg, ânow Bakugo and Midoriya, you both know fighting at school outside of training is prohibited and to fight in the dormitory is next level irresponsible, both of you will have two weeks of after class detention⊠now get out of my siteâ he grumbled and both boy stood, beginning to leave, however Midoriya stop near Iida and in a not so quiet whisper âIâll wait for you out in the hallwayâ he smiled and Aizawa quickly piped in, âabsolutely not⊠get back to the dormitoryâ he scolded and this made Midoriya scramble out the door, closing it behind him.
âNow you two, you know why I have you here⊠donât you?â Aizawa crossed his arms and looked between the both of you, Iida swallowed as you tried your hardest to keep a straight face. âI have some ideasâ your eyes shifted to the side and you smiled nervously, âvery funny L/n, but maybe next time you decide to give Iida a past curfew visit make sure Iâve actually finished my roundsâŠâ his frown deepened and you could feel your face go red, âit was quite a surprise to be finished up then suddenly heard a womanâs cries though the boyâs half of the dormitoryâ Aizawa looked towards Iida and from the corner of your eye, you could see your boyfriend struggling to make eye contact with the teacher, âand then all the banging of what I presume was your bed frame⊠but hey maybe Iâm wrong and you were decorating, and you were just cheering on all his hard workâ Aizawaâs face still held a straightness despite his very obvious frustration, âlook, you canât be doing that kind of stuff so freely and openly, if the wrong person heard that or even if someone was able to get a picture or video of you two⊠because you know how driven some of your classmates areâŠâ Aizawa sighed and uncrossed his arms âif something like that happened to get out to the media, itâd ruin your careers before they have a chance to actually beginâŠâ Aizawa spoke so calmly it was unnerving, he then looked at you and continued on âL/n the public wouldnât see you as some sweet little sister anymore, youâd be seen as some whore who seduced an honest and just manâŠâ his expression softened and you looked down in shame before he moved onto Iida, âand Iida, the public would start saying your a weak willed man, if youâre lucky⊠or theyâd treat you like a monster for defiling a precious young womanâ he said and leant back in his chair with a sigh, Aizawa pinched is nose bridge âyou both need to be more careful, Iâm not saying you canât do that youâre both adults and will be out of here in a few months, but you need to think about your image, so no doing that here and no going to love hotels, doing it at one of your homes where your privacy is respected⊠and youâll be having two weeks of detention with Midoriya and Bakugoâ he grumbled and stood ready to leave, âget out of here, nowâ he said as he pointed to the door, both you and Iida speedily left the room as you both exited you had Aizawa muttered under his breath questioning how he hadnât gone grey yet.
âI think it was worth itâŠâ you said walking along side Iida and after a moment of silence the man chuckled, âyeah it was, Iâm disappointed in us⊠but it definitely was worth itâ he added and shook his head in amusement, âworth it enough to do it againâ you smiled and grabbed Iidaâs hand, âits tempting, but no⊠Iâm pissed about the idea of all those guys hearing youâ he said and brought the back of your hand up to his lips kissing it before the both of you walked back to your dorm laughing about everything.
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ᯠVILLAIN NEVER DIES â HEESEUNG FIC àčàŁ
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SYNOPSIS Heeseung was great at his jobâyou knew that as one of the biggest villains. So, without a doubt, he was going to have you cornered. At a weakened state, Heeseung tried to save you, rather than killing you. Why? Because he loves you.
PAIRING hero!heeseung x villain-gn!reader
đŒ WARNINGS profanity, violence, quite graphic? ( blood /cuts / blade ; just more detailed ), both are in visible pain
GENRE a little enemies to lovers action, forbidden love, betrayal, angst, comfort (?) â WORD COUNT 1.8K+ ( 1855 )
NOTE no joke i woke up from a nap and started writing away đ
BUT WOOOO FIRST HERO X VILLAIN FIC đŁïž i actually had fun writing this one đ«Ą !! maybe i should write more stuff like this ⊠thinking about it !
âFuck,â you muttered under your breath, taking a look at your surroundings once again. You took the wrong exit out of the building, feeling yourself panic. âFuck, fuck, fuck.â
Placing your hand over the fresh wound on your arm, you winced, uttering a series of curses under your breath. The footsteps drew nearer, and you found yourself trapped. "Oh, is our most dangerous and scary villain stuck?" You turned to see the city's proclaimed "best" hero, Lee Heeseung.
âFucking hell,â you whispered, but it was loud enough for Heeseung to hear, making him break into a smirk. You backed awayâonly to fall onto the boxes behind you, making you close your eyes due to the stinging pain.
âYouâre weaker than I thought,â You hear Heeseungâs footsteps approaching you, and you flutter your eyes open, only to see him with a huge smirk while holding a blade to your throat. âThis is the villain everyone in the city fears about?â
"You're quite the cocky hero, huh?" You retort, maintaining unwavering eye contact. In response, he just offers a serene smile, seemingly unruffled by the exchange.
âNot cocky, just simply telling the truth. Youâre less stronger than the other villains Iâve been able to take out myself.â
Now that pissed you off. Just as you were about to grab his arm, he pushed you down again, making you wince one more time. The pain from you colliding with the wall during the chase was coming back to you again.
You glanced at him, breathing heavily after your rough collision with the boxes behind you. The unmistakable sting of glass shards embedded in your skin added to your discomfort, each movement sending sharp jolts of pain through your body. âWhat makes me so different from the other villains?â you demanded, locking eyes with Heeseung as he stood over you.
Seizing the moment, you grabbed onto his arm with all the strength you could muster, pulling the blade he wielded closer to your shoulder. The sharp point of the weapon had already pierced your skin, drawing a thin line of blood. You pressed his hand down harder, feeling the cold steel bite deeper. Despite your effort to provoke him, Heeseung resisted, his grip tightening as he fought to stop you.
"Stop this," Heeseung said, his voice strained with the effort of holding back. His eyes searched yours, looking for something beyond the rage and defiance.
âI think we both know the answer to that, donât we?â you said, pushing the blade even deeper into your shoulder. The pain was excruciating, but you refused to drop this act. âYou love me.â
âShut up,â Heeseung snapped, his voice filled with a mix of anger and desperation.
But you could see the truth in his eyes. Despite the pain and the blood, you pressed on, your voice trembling. âAdmit it, Heeseung. You canât stand the thought of losing me.â
âStop it,â he snarled, trying to pull the blade away, but you held firm, forcing him to face the reality he was denying. âI can easily take you out now.â
His voice was filled with frustration, but also filled with conflict. You clearly knew he was faltering, he just didnât want to admit it as the supposed hero he was.
"Then why don't you?" you shot back, your voice steady despite the searing pain. "You already have me here, clearly at a weak point."
Heeseung's grip on the blade tightened momentarily, his knuckles white. But instead of pressing forward, he hesitated, his eyes searching yours.
"Because," he finally said, his voice low and filled with emotion, "I can't bring myself to do it. No matter how much I try, I can't see you as just a villain. You're more than that to me."
"You're weak," you taunted, though your words lacked the usual venom. You needed to understand his hesitance, to push him to reveal the truth.
"The most wanted villain is in your hands, and yet you canât take them out because of your feelings?" You scoffed, incredulous at how he continued to play the hero. "I didnât know you were such a softie."
"Call me a softie then," Heeseung replied, his voice steady but filled with earnestness. "Throw all the insults you want at meâjust remove the blade, please. I beg of you."
You hesitated, your grip on the blade faltering. His plea caught you off guard, the raw emotion in his eyes breaking through your defenses. For a moment, the lines between hero and villain blurred, leaving just two people caught in a complex web of emotions.
"Why should I?" you challenged, trying to regain control of the situation. "Why should I trust you?"
"Because this isn't who you are," Heeseung said softly, his eyes searching for yours. "Youâre not just a villain. I see the conflict in you, the struggle. You donât want to hurt people. And deep down, I think you donât want to hurt me."
âYeah right,â you said with a shaky breath, you slowly released the blade, the weight of it falling from your hand. The pain in your shoulder was still there, but the intensity of the moment overshadowed it. âAs if you can change me.â
Heeseung immediately tended to your wound, tearing another strip from his clothing to staunch the bleeding. His touch was tender, careful not to cause you more pain. "Thank you," he murmured, relief evident in his voice.
"You keep letting me off easy. I know youâre a better hero than this," you said, your voice edged with frustration and disbelief.
Heeseung sighed, his expression conflicted. "Maybe Iâm not the hero you think I am," he admitted, his eyes reflecting a mixture of emotions. "Maybe itâs my tendency of wanting to save all kinds of people. Good or not."
You stared at him, caught off guard by his words. "What are you saying, Heeseung? That you think I can be saved?"
"I know you can be," he replied, his voice firm with conviction. "I've seen the good in you, and we both know that. You can keep lying to yourself, but we both feel something for each other.â
âShut up,â you managed to wince as he wrapped your arm, the pain from your injury mingling with the turmoil of your emotions.
Heeseung paused for a moment, his fingers gentle but steady as he continued to bandage your wound. "Deny it all you want," he said softly, his eyes never leaving yours. "But itâs the truth. And deep down, you know it too."
You clenched your jaw, trying to ignore the warmth of his touch, the sincerity in his eyes. "Why are you doing this?" you asked, your voice strained. "Why not just kill me, end this once and for all?"
"Because I canât," Heeseung said, his voice breaking with the weight of his emotions.
"Then youâll fail your mission. Your main goal," you coughed out, the effort sending a jolt of pain through your shoulder. "Getting rid of me."
Heeseungâs grip tightened slightly on the bandage, his eyes hardening with resolve. "No," he said firmly, shaking his head. "My mission is to protect this city, to save lives. And that includes you."
You scoffed, "You canât save everyone, Heeseung. Sometimes, you have to let go."
"Iâm not letting go of you," he replied, his voice fierce. "Not now, not ever."
"Why?" you demanded, frustration and confusion mingling with the pain. "Why canât you just do your job and get rid of me?"
"Because," Heeseung said, his voice softening, "youâre not just a mission to me. Youâre someone I care about. And I refuse to believe that youâre beyond saving."
Your breath caught in your throat, the sincerity in his eyes almost too much to bear. "Youâre risking everything for me," you whispered. "For what? A chance that I might change?"
"Yes," Heeseung said without hesitation. "I believe in that chance. I believe in you."
You shut your eyes, refusing to speak anymore. You knew if you continued, your facade would crumble, and you wouldnât want to appear weak in front of a hero who claimed to have so much faith in you.
"You sure have some nerve to have faith in someone like me," you muttered bitterly, keeping your eyes closed.
"So what?" Heeseung replied, his voice unwavering. "Everyone deserves a chance at redemption, regardless of their past."
"A villain never dies," you retorted, your tone laced with defiance.
"Whatâ" Heeseung started, but you cut him off before he could finish his thought. Without hesitation, you seized the blade he had discarded on the side and lunged at him, stabbing him in the side. He gasped in shock and pain, his eyes widening with betrayal as he stumbled back, clutching his wound.
For a moment, you stood frozen, watching as the reality of what you had done sank in. Heeseungâs expression was a mixture of shock, hurt, and disbelief, and each emotion felt like a dagger to your own heart.
"I'm sorry," you whispered, your voice barely audible over the sound of your own heartbeat. But your apology fell on deaf ears as Heeseung staggered backwards, his eyes never leaving yours.
You knew you felt terrible, and you usually donât.
You canât.
Emotions were supposed to be reserved for the weak, for those who had the luxury of feeling. All you had left in you was hatred. And you knew Heeseung didnât believe that though. He just had seen you like everyone else, a person with emotions and feelings.
But you canât listen to him. Youâve already fallen so deep in your ways. You couldnât allow yourself to believe in that possibility. You had fallen too deep into your ways, too far gone to be saved, even if he claimed otherwise.
"YN, why?" Heeseung's voice rang out behind you, filled with hurt and confusion.
"A villain never dies, Heeseung," you replied coldly, steeling yourself against the emotions threatening to surface. You reverted to the persona you had carefully crafted. âDid I just not tell you that?â
"Next time, get me with no intentions to keep me alive," you added, your voice devoid of any warmth or remorse.
"Butâ" Heeseung started, but you cut him off, your frustration bubbling to the surface.
"Heeseung, youâre smarter than this," you said sharply, your tone cutting through the night air like a knife. Before you could lose your resolve, you turned away, the pain of your actions heavy in your heart.
But before you could disappear into the darkness, you paused, turning back to face him one last time. "Youâve built up this fantasy, thinking we could make things work just because Iâve opened up to you a couple of times," you said, your voice tinged with bitterness. "And even if you want to change things, no one can approve of us. Iâve done too much harm, and you have to stop me from hurting your people."
You looked at him, the weight of your words hanging heavy in the air. "Villains and heroes are never meant to be together," you said finally, your voice barely above a whisper. âYou know that very well.â
đŹ : too much angst lately sorry guys ive been going thru it đŁ fluff soon !!!! (maybe)
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