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the urge to scream about kaede in her bsd verse is strong tonight folks
#head empty; no thoughts. ( ooc post )#this girl went through hell since the age of 11 and had the light in her snuffed out#i just want to hold her in my hands and tell her#that she deservers good things in life#this is what i get for listening to her playlist
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What I wanted so badly was for Mary to learn about her boys from Cas. Like that night where Cas finds her when she can’t sleep and she expresses that she just doesn’t know anything about her sons since she missed so much?? All I wanted was for Cas to sit down with her at the table and just start telling her about them. Basic stuff at first: their favorite foods, their sleeping habits, the stuff he’s just observed by being their passenger for years.
And then I want him to say something totally Cas, like “Dean always wears more layers but that’s because his body naturally runs two degrees colder than Sam’s. But that’s normal for him and not indicative of any illness, so it’s nothing to worry about.”
And as they talk, it starts to get a little deeper, and Cas tells her more. He tells her about what she missed, about all the horrible things that happened to her sons and how they coped; how it changed them. And he tells her about Sam, he does, but really it ends up being all about Dean.
He’ll tell her about how Dean clenches his fists when he’s upset, even as he tries to keep his face impassive. About how Dean drums his fingers on the steering wheel when he’s anxious. He’ll tell her about Dean’s nightmares, about the ways he’s chosen to cope. He’ll tell her how to know when to approach Dean and when to give him space, how to gently acknowledge what he’s feeling without pushing him too far.
And with every word he says, Mary’s curious head tilt from when she’d seen them hug in reunion turns into a bone deep type of certainty. Because Cas is telling her things that only someone who paid special attention would notice. He’s telling her things that only someone very, very close to her son’s heart would know.
Cas will tell her the cliff notes of what they’ve been through; will tell her how the whole world looked to Dean and he rose to the occasion over and over again. He’ll tell her about Dean’s doubts in himself and then vehemently declare them as wrong and explain, at length, why. He will tell her about the people Dean has loved— the people who loved him like he was their own— and lost. He will tell her about Bobby, Ellen, Jody, Donna, and Charlie. He’ll tell her about Claire, too, and how Dean stepped up.
And the whole time, Mary will have this realization that oh, she may not have been around to guide and protect her sons, but there was always someone there to care for them and support them when they needed it. She will realize that she and John may have left them, but they were never alone.
But more than that, there was someone there for Dean. Someone picking Dean over and over again while Dean picked Sam, or the world, over himself. There was someone fighting for Dean when he wasn’t fighting for himself. There was someone who saw Dean, and loved him unconditionally.
Sitting across from her, at the asscrack of dawn, filling her in on all the things she missed was every mother’s dream: someone who loved her child with the kind of devotion that would break the world. And from the sounds of the stories she was being told, it did break the world. Someone whose love is entirely untainted and comes without any strings attached.
It’s so clear to her as she listens to Cas talk that Cas loves Dean with no expectations. That loving Dean is something he just does, like he doesn’t know how not to love Dean, like the possibility of not loving him never occurred to Cas. He loves Dean in a way that Mary knows can and will soothe Dean’s sharp edges and battered heart. He loves Dean in the kind of pure way that tells Mary that it will continue to endure and overcome everything without ever diminishing, even the littlest amount.
Mary, through tears, will tell Cas how she always told Dean that there were angels watching over him. And before Cas can make some comment about Dean being the Righteous Man and the interest of most of Heaven, she will place a hand over his and give him a motherly look that will convey all the things she’s not sure how to say— and the things she’s not sure Cas is ready to hear yet. And Cas will flush and look away, mumbling about how her son is very special to him.
And when she pulls him into a hug and murmurs thank yous into his shoulder, she will be comforted in the knowledge that her sons turned out to be wonderful men, and that they managed to stay together through everything. She will be comforted to know that no matter what happens, no matter her shortcomings as she tries to fill a role she never meant to leave, Sam will have Dean and Dean will have Cas.
And this time, when Cas tells her that she belongs here, she will believe him. And she will tell him that he belongs here, too.
And when Dean wakes up a few hours later and wanders in to find Mary and Cas still chatting over the table, he’ll be surprised— but pleased— to find Mary looking more at ease. He’ll be pleased when she gives him a warm hug and pats him on the cheek and tell him with all the sincerity that only a mother can muster that she’s glad that he met Castiel. And when Dean agrees, a little confused, Mary will just smile at him.
“I always said I’d like a third son.” She says, “so give him a reason to take our last name, won’t you?”
And Dean will splutter and turn fifteen shades of red as he steadfastly doesn’t look at Cas but mumbles something that suggests he’s not against the idea at all.
And Mary will laugh again and wink at an equally red Cas before heading towards the kitchen like “Cas said waffles are your favorite, so I hope you’re hungry!”
#mary Winchester could have been a good character#and the Mary&Cas friendship could’ve been everything#Mary deserved to learn about her sons from someone who loved them#and she deserved to see how they were never truly alone#like that whole scene I was screaming for Cas to talk to her#Cas helping Mary navigate the stress of situating herself into her boys life could’ve been so powerful#because he had to do that and he’d know#and Dean having cas to keep going to as he tried to cope with his own side of things???#im just saying#this show robbed us of a lot but this is one thing I feel especially bitter to have missed out on#Castiel#dean winchester#mary winchester#spn#supernatural#destiel#deancas
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The difference between Season 1 and Season 3 of the Bad Batch
Season 1: Omega: Crosshair, can I have a hug? Crosshair: The audacity??? Of this Child??? Nothing would revolt me more than to show any kind of weakness to sate your neediness. Season 3: Omega: Crosshair, you're getting a hug. Crosshair: The charity??? Of my Sister??? Nothing would give me more joy than to be hugged by the Literal Angel that you are, though I am a lowly worm.
#the bad batch#tbb#tbb season 3#tbb spoilers#tbb finale#the bad batch season 3 spoilers#the bad batch season 3#the bad batch spoilers#tbb crosshair#tbb omega#soft crosshair#good brother crosshair#omega#crosshair#crosshair deserves a hug and he gets a hug#one of my favorite things about the series is the way he learned to love her more than anything#i have one critique about the finale but that is not it#how am i supposed to go on without them#how is life supposed to have meaning when I do not get to see war hardened men adore a little girl more than life itself#season 3 omega is the type to see that you need a hug and then you get a hug#she has declared it#ugh i just love them#and i love how crosshair just doesn't hide that he adores Omega#he tried for approximately one (1) episode and then he just gave in
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I am sick and tired and sad today so I drew my husband because I wish he was in bed with me
#half life#barney calhoun#furry#self shipping#barney half life#i drew some Maw in there because she deserves the good things in life#oc: maw#did you know that in many of my friend circles I'm known as 'the girl who likes barney half life'#to the point where i get introduced as 'girl who likes barney half life' to strangers#i have reached my peak
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next person who even jokingly says that rosemary’s lobotomy is what triggered the kennedy curse is getting their entire bloodline cursed
#for the record i don’t believe in the curse#sometimes life is horrific and filled with grief and there’s no supernatural element there#and ppl who say this are implying that the rest of the family deserved to suffer and die#like. besides the assassinations did kathleen deserve to die in a plane crash?#did john jr and carolyn deserve it to die in one too?#was jackie watching her husband’s brain explode just a consequence of something her father in law did?#im not defending the many awful things the kennedy family has done and been complicit in#but some of you are just malicious people#also joseph sr did not deserve his stroke#disability is not a punishment#anyways it’s clear that all some of you know about rosemary kennedy is that she was lobotomized and that’s where your research stops#she wanted to be a kindergarten teacher. she loved her family (especially her sister eunice)#she had desires and goals and dreams just like all the kennedys did#and if you look into any prominent american disabilities programs and orgs there’s a good chance the shriver branch is involved with them#they were the closest to rosemary out of any of the kennedy branches#rosemary is to american disability acceptance and activism what her brothers are to american politics#the best way to honor her is to love your disabled friends and family members unconditionally#liz informs you#rosemary kennedy#jfk#john f kennedy#bobby kennedy#rfk#kennedy family#nothing bad evah happens
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I think that Season 2 will focus on the psychological state of the character Vi and her struggle to find meaning in her life, after everyone abandoned her and she became an outcast.
This is my theory after the recent news regarding Arcane Season 2.
#vi#arcane#Maybe she will know herself and what Vi wants in the middle of the show#league of legends#vi arcane#jinx#I mean they did that to Jinx in season one right?#Especially since the events Vi went through naturally affected her and her life#The only thing I hope for is that they end Vi's story in a good way because she suffered a lot and deserves a happy ending🙏#poor Vi#I have a feeling that WarWick/Vander might be the reason that vi knows what it wants after a journey of fatigue and fighting#Oh my God#I think a lot. I can not wait
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how dare Supernatural not give me more Sam + Jess moments in the later seasons?!! 😭😭😭😭
#she deserved better#he deserved better#they both deserved better#Fuck you Azazel and your master plan#stanford era sam#Jessica Moore you were one good thing in Sam's life#sam girl#Supernatural#Spn#She was his rock#Fuck you to hell Azazel
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For a moment I thought Doumeki was going to mention that Kohane was worried about Watanuki and asked Doumeki to look after him - but instead he pivots to the thing I had completely forgotten about and mentions the balloon.
How long ago was the balloon. Forever ago. It was from before Watanuki fell out the window.
NO WAIT I WILL FIND OUT. PLEASE HOLD.
Balloon appeared in Chapter 50, which I seem to have read in 2017, and Watanuki gives it to Kohane in Chapter 58. So this balloon is seven years old for me. This balloon is the age of a small child.
I suppose it’s not as extreme if you go by publishing date. Volume 8 was published in Feb 2006 and Volume 14 was Feb 2009. But that’s still three years!
Clamp really playing the long game here as if we would expect anything else at this point.
#Of COURSE Clamp will introduce a small plot element#That will come up again years and years later#And still be important#It’s the Clamp way#I only can’t tell if this scene is a reminder of where the Balloon is for future reference#Or a way of writing the Balloon out of the narrative#Which is pretty gracious of them to do considering I didnt remember it at all#Not liveblogging the reservoir chronicle#xxxholic#xxxholic 83#Watanuki#Doumeki#Kohane#Also like the Unspoken sadness behind the fact that like#Kohane's mother said nothing at all when she finally allowed her to go#She didn't Approve as much as she finally admitted defeat#and couldn't even admit that she is starting to realise she is not good for her daughter#And so silently watching her go was the nicest thing she could manage#The SADNESS around all of that and Watanuki is still optimistic#The narrative itself is kind here in a way hints that maybe it really will turn out alright#After lots of work and healing#Which is not always the case in real life#But Kohane DOES deserve a happy resolution and also anything she ever wants#so I support it
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My happy, ideal ending: the star-touched elves become the final boss of the series and the gang team up with Aaravos to take them down (somehow) then Aaravos can bring Leola back with the last quasar diamond, and they can go back to the stars happily ever after
#the dragon prince#im 100 certain aaravos and leola will be reunited#either cuz she comes back to life or he dies#but i really hope its cuz she comes back to life#because even if aaravos gets to see her in the afterlife/their souls can be put to rest together or something like that#leola was still robbed of a life#she'll never grow up#possibly fall in love#none of that#and i feel like aaravos would want all of those things for her#MAYBE they'll switch places? so he dies in a spell to bring her back to life?#<- but UGH thats so angsty and saf#*sad#leola deserves to have a life WITH her dad raising her#especially since from what we saw#aaravos was a good parent#and she seems like a good kid in the flashbacks so he was def raising her right#tdp spoilers
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whew finally got around to doing this! I updated Margim's outfit!
the colors on the old one just did not suit her, so I opted to replace the bright cyan-ish blues with dark steel blues. I think the more cyan blue is technically the Stag Clan's official color (which is why I used it in the first place) but I've seen a few other NPCs with the darker steel blue and I gotta say, HUGE improvement. It was kinda tricky to incorporate so much blue into her design considering red is much more her color, but all things considered I think it turned out well!
#I mean she couldn't just Not wear blue. she's gotta show off her clan's colors! it's very important 2 her#the first group of people who would actually welcome her and consider her as one of their own.... man I love the Stag Clan sm#they're so good they deserve all good things forever#Margim would both kill and die for them and like. honestly girl same#Elain is a sweetheart I would protect her with my life#anyway sorry I got distracted#lotro#lotro oc#Margim#*pointing* look at my beautiful girl
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"But the bad news is that Can hates sutlac."
KIZIL GONCALAR (2024-2025). EPISODE 32.
#kizil goncalar#turkishsource#turkishdramaedit#turkish dizi#*#faiza gifs#mira: OH BTW CAN HATES SUTLAC! GO CRY ABOUT IT FEYZA!#can: FEYZA I WILL LITERALLY EAT ANYTHING U GIVE ME.#'lately its unclear what i like.' MHMMMMMMMMMMM CAN MHMMMMMMMM SURE THING BOO.#feyza's shy lil smile IM GONNA CRY she's SO precious TO ME.#SHE HAS HAD SO MANY BAD DECISIONS AND DONE SO MANY BAD CHOICES AND YET. I LOVE HER. I LOVEEEEEE HERRRRR.#the SHIT she has been thru bc of the MEN in her life. FUCK THEM ALL! for ONCE she DESERVES a guy who MAKES her happy unconditionally!#and can's GROWTH is honestly SO good to see man.#like the respect and adoration he has for feyza? whilst STILL being able to tease her and make her flustered and shy but SO happy#its just PERFECT in terms of THEIR dynamic.
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I’ve only been into the spider verse movies for a little while, so I’m still processing shit every time I watch it again….. so can we talk about how Miguel watched gwens dad not only try to arrest her, but shoot her too, and he still sent her home( because that part REALLY pissed me off more then it usually does)
….. because he’s angry she didn’t “catch miles” (as if his ass also didn’t fail ) Fully still under the impression she has no safe place to go? Also believing cannon will happen and her dad will eventually die, effectively leaving her all on her own.
I know people could argue he’s been keeping tabs on E-65 so he may have known her dads change of heart, but he still didn’t tell gwen she would be okay? that her dad didn’t think she was a criminal? And watched her struggle helplessly thinking she was basically being sent to not only her death but her dads too…..
I know Miguel saw gwen as a liability and some could argue it was in his right to do that because she failed her mission. But she wouldn’t have failed in the first place if he just let her go see Miles to begin with….
So instead of realising his mistake or letting gwen talk to her friend, he just gets her out of his way to be a good guy. When he clearly couldn’t care less what was gonna happen to her
#across the spiderverse#spiderverse#gwen stacy#miguel o'hara#atsv#atsv miguel#spiderman atsv#atsv gwen#spiderman#spider gwen#miguel spiderverse#gwen spiderverse#spider man: across the spider verse#gosh this make me so mad#I think I’ve rented to my sister 10 times about this#like my guy you care so much for your cannon your putting others in danger#he’s so INFURIATING#my girl deserved better#I will defend gwen Stacy with my life#Miguel is an amazingly written character I do love now with his efforts to keep canon and be a good guy#he’s inevitably becoming a bad guy#this whole thing spawned because I see so many people mischaracterising Miguel#especially because in that one scene he had a fartherless instinct towards gwen#like babes that’s in the first 20 minutes of the movie#gwen gets sent home in the last 30#and she’s done a LOT that pissed him off#if he still felt the instinct he wouldn’t have sent her home lol#Miguel isn’t a good guy
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Betty is so relatable I would do the same shit for my wife
#simon petrikov#original#at#the moment where she declares that she's jumping into the future to save him. just pure save-husband impulse#and maybe she made the wrong choice but I felt the emotion in my gut and that's good tragedy baby#I would do the same thing and then be in the future and realize I probably fucked up but also what else could I do but#devote my entire life and sanity to saving her after I have destroyed every other option??#it's not healthy necessarily but a fucking apocalypse happened and her wife is in eternal torment. what else could she possibly do??#I'm just obsessed with the attitude she has towards saving him and how it turns from joyful heroism to unhealthy obsession#I have a much healthier relationship with my wife. but also she's never been driven mad by a magical crowd for a thousand years!#and Betty did it!! y'all can argue about whether Ice King was better than Simon and I think he must make peace with every part of himself#but it is extremely consistent in the original series that being Ice King is basically this existentially horrifying Eternal torture#so the fact that someone who loved him decided they would save him from that at all costs is very sad and very beautiful#beautiful because no one deserves to suffer forever. tragic because she was far to willing to take his place if she had to.#betty grof#fionna and cake#golbetty#golb#*driven mad by a magical crown#you forgot your floaties#edit: upon rewatching every episode with betty in it i will say i don't think i would be so hellbent on murdering the person she had become#betty does act selfishly and it makes her character more compelling#but i like to think if my wife went banana-pants ice-king-level bonkers i would be able to love that version of her too#but who's to say whether this story would be the reason I responded differently?#it's a good story
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I spent, like, a half hour looking for this clip because I think that you all need to see it.
Quackity:
"That's one of the cooler things. I saw a creator from Brazil, it seems, who actually claimed that they were getting people-someone who's not in the QSMP-they said they were getting people in their chat who doesn't-who don't speak Portuguese. It's a Brazilian creator who's not even on QSMP, and he was talking about the effects-possibly-of that crossing of communities with the QSMP. Which is amazing, and I find that so, so cool. And it makes me really happy because, at the end of the day, that's what-that's what the server is meant to do-is help communities from different parts of the world cross each other. And I find it amazing. What I find so beautiful about this chat specifically is that being the English streams, English is the more common language spoken, right? And what I find so amazing about this chat is when something funny happens I see people saying 'hahaha' in English, 'jajaja' in Spanish, and the 'kkkk', which is how, you know, Portuguese speaking people usually type to laugh. And that's amazing. That's three different languages in one chat and I think that kind of crossover is so incredibly important."
(ignore the odd title, not my video, but important anyhow)
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When I give praise for Quackity, for the QSMP as a whole, this is why. Quackity is genuinely doing some groundbreaking stuff, and I think that, in a sense, he's paving the way for future creators.
#qsmp#quackity#this is why I say Quackity deserves streamer of the year#and I know it's such a cheesy thing to say#but I circle back to this clip time and time again#because it just kind of punches me in the gut#this man has done so much for streaming and he deserves all the good things that come his way#qsmp quackity#transcript#if I wrote this paragraph in an assignment my language arts teacher would shoot me dead /srs#she would hate me SO much#I have the Portuguese reading comprehension of a two year old child who has seen a total of five books in their life#but I still find myself hoping onto Portuguese streams and struggling my way though Portuguese media#I can't understand much#and I can communicate even less#but I still join in#And it's because of the QSMP. Because of the things Quackity has done and because of every streamer on the QSMP#guest streamers and all#and every streamer on Karmaland as an extension#They're paving a new path when it comes to streaming#That's a fact that shouldn't be taken lightly#Youtube
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I cannot explain the amount of love I have for this woman
#bbc ghosts#six idiots#them there#martha howe douglas#fanny button#I love her so much#love of my life#she deserves all the good things#my wife fr
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not going to lie as soon as Michael started talking about a first officer my mind jumped to Owosekun and Rhys and when Saru said Booker would make a good XO I was offended on their behalf because the man’s not even technically in starfleet
#star trek discovery#also I firmly believe they’re in love with#each other still just working through things which makes it a massive conflict of interest#and I loved loved loved Michael having someone outside of Starfleet she could lean on#because I was tired of her feeling indebted and obligated to the point of constantly risking her life for an institution#that failed her in childhood and then later used her as a scapegoat for an entire war#cleveland booker#michael burnham#Booker deserves to find his next path#and he and Michael can be a team romantically#also disclaimer I know Saru was talking about the *type* of person but there are like 80-some-odd people who have been on#Discovery for a minute like Culber? Pollard?#Tilly would make as bad of an XO to Michael as she did to Saru anyway#in a good way she’s too loyal to her friends
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