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Mun: Kida, aka Calypso
This portrayal of Peter Parker is heavily based on the MCU version of the character, but I've been a fan of this character for as long as I can remember, so there are likely comics/movies/shows influences in there as well. I write him mainly as a 21 year old, but I do also have verses in which he's still a teenager, and some where he's later in his adulthood. I'm open to writing with pretty much anyone as long as it makes sense - hence the slightly selective title. I love to mix universes, cross fandoms, do weird AUs, ship muses.. all that good stuff. I won't lie though; I am not mutuals only, but I do tend to prioritise mutuals. Don't let that scare you away, though, come and say hi! Asks are always open to anyone, if you're looking for a way to break the ice. I'm 26, ADHD/ASD, fucking weird, and I've been roleplaying for an ungodly amount of time. I like to think I'm pretty chill! I don't care how long it takes anyone to reply, and I'm always down for a grounded chit-chat.
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** This blog was once known as ItsyBitsySpiderBoy
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connor at the end of the book/show
#connor murphy#im leaving this pinned in case it takes me forever to post again#i have a folder with memes i wanted to draw with deh but this was the one i wanted the most since forever ashdhas#life/work and my current hyperfixation are consuming me#but the deh brainworms have been doing their thing aaa#i miss my bois a lot i might just revive my sideblog#unrelated but tysm to everyone who has been visiting my lil dump/blog :'( my heart <3#on his way to become a star sniff sniff
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The Loyal Pin - Episode 11
Disclaimer: I'm in a mood! I know after this episode, we only have five episodes left, so I'm upset that we still haven't gotten to the angst, yet I'm pleased to know it won't last long because Anin's servants got her back, and her color-coded brothers are covering up all her mistakes, intentionally and unknowingly.
But Pat and her color are on my shit list!
Why is sis so pressed that her daughter is a lesbian like her?! Pin just doesn't share a lighter color of Pat, but she also shares her love of women. What's so wrong with that?!
Unlike Aon, who can't sort out her color, Pin has been consistent in her color and her love for Anin.
Blue Beauty Anin can't help that everyone wants her, but who can do better than princess? Why isn't Pat proud of Pin?
In a room full of color shenanigans, the girls are consistent, and Anin's older brother, in his loyal blue, has to play the long con just so Pat chills the eff out!
Aon of all people now supports the queer agenda, but Pat, who is basically acting like a queer Republican, is having the wildest reactions to two girls being in love.
I'm going to pray for her because she is doing too much. I need her to take a seat and remember that she would still be with her lady if she didn't die. Death tore them apart! Not society or a nosy meddlesome mother.
Like damn! Quit being a hypocrite.
Let the girls decorate the palace with gold streamers that have little pink and blue dangles on them in peace, Patty!
Then this little twerp shows up in my girl Ueangfah's color, but he ain't in love. He ain't loyal. He ain't real.
And even though he insulted and assaulted Pin, she doesn't want to press charges, so I wished Anin would have punched him since I fully believe as a princess she could have gotten away with it.
But instead we get Pat, who is become redder by the second, demanding Pin, who is wearing a purple skirt and clearly mixing her pink color with her Blue Beauty, accompany her to a "friend's" house. (don't let it be a woman friend, you hypocrite!)
This episode is nothing but trials and tribulations because now my girl has to listen to this man's bullshit knowing full well that he is lying yet she'll have to marry him anyway.
Ueangfajh, convert to Catholicism and become a nun, so you can live your life in peace at a convent. You can make pretty fabrics and hang out with women all day. Catholic convents. That's where the lesbians are. That's where you deserve to be.
Or run away with Aon since she is wearing your color now. I don't like her, but she is showing growth, so I'm willing to give her a chance.
But apparently these two are the only lesbians who are going to be allowed to get a happy color-coded ending, and I'm a little sad that in sixteen episodes, we can't manage to get another gay side couple.
I know babygirl, you deserved to kiss a girl too, but don't worry because this is the third time Idol Factory has denied me a proper secondary lesbian couple in a GL, and I'm salty enough for both of us.
Especially because Pink Person Pin is acting just like her mama, and instead of feeling pity for Ueangfah having to marry a shitty man, she gets upset that Anin didn't beat her while she was down and tell her nobody loves her.
And right on time, Pat enters again getting riled up by the pins in the girls hair. Pin may not be her biological child, but these two are exactly the same. They refuse to support the other lesbians, and they get upset over the most ridiculous mess! Put your eyes back in your head, Patricia!
Honestly, I think the dancer did not get sick but instead saw the color-coded lesbian drama play out the day before and said, "this is above my pay grade."
PICK A COLOR, LIAR!
Pin, quit acting like your mother! Anin only has eyes for you! She gave you a ring. She built a house so y'all could exchange colors in it. Support the other lesbians and quit thinking everyone is competition!
Sure, yeah, give Anin a ring to show your possession, so Kuea can also sniff that out and snitch on y'all because Anin's brother doesn't haven enough on his plate trying to cover up all y'alls other hijinks and tomfoolery.
Nevermind! Petty Patty already figured it out and is giving the stink eye instead of REMEMBERING SHE LOVED A WOMAN TOO!
And next week, she's only going to get worse.
But how bad could she really be with only five episodes left to go?
This bitch.

#the colors mean things#the loyal pin#color coded girls in love#episode eleven#let my babygirl kiss a girl#let the other girls thrive#there is room enough for everyone to fall in love#DO YOU HEAR THAT PAT?!#You are a hater!#chill tf out
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the goverment is definitely figuring out this alien situation asap right?? cause whats happening currently is not feasible in the long run is it not??
im sure they are trying to maybe figure it out...probably, but part of me feels like it is not being treated with the seriousness it should be by them, which ig is in character LOL
pretty much relying on one guy (who doesnt even wanna be doing this) is actually scary
and the mc still has to like 'encourage' him to do it, tho its much easier in the 'ray ending' for sure. that man just wants to live a regular life with mc (unfortunately for him that means continuing to be binary star and dealing with aliens)
and if i was a citizen and knew this id be panicking
like yea u have these other heroes helping and stuff which im sure looks comforting from an outside point of view! but like the actuality is that its ray keeping things afloat
AND ON THE TOPIC OF THE MC, i was definitely in my head like....wouldnt rays superiors (managers??) get like curious about them? like no way theyre not being nosy about it after a certain amount of time passes. it really feels like something that could be leveraged against him,,, (if there is fic about this pls send it to me lol)
honestly i feel like mc and rays relationship would have moments of high stress. like there will be good times but also the bad times will also be there and its sometimes gonna be because of outside factors they cant control
#like this hero set up for the violent alien invasions....cannot continue forever no?#its like a common hero trope but i love overthinking stuff its my jam!#and this is not me even getting into the possibility of mc dying before him (natural causes or accident)...or him getting too old eventuall#ig they could make another human weapon or something but if that were the easiest solution#there would be more ppl like ray walking around already ig (also this is a messed up thing to do btw)#is there even a solution to this??#see im entering the next phase of my fixation which is#thinking about the world#its really interesting guys!#ray is an interesting character and all the shit hes been through...im surprised he can be even controlled ngl lol#like yea mc is his last link to humanity but also deep down ik he doesnt want to let go of it hence the obsession and love towards them#its tragic that that hope had to be pinned on one singular person tho#wishing the best for him tho#i think he should be allowed to retire rn ACTUALLY#unfortunately everyone will fuckin die so.#again....government do something!?#i dont believe in my heart that theyre trying to actually solve the problem...#ik its not an easy problem to solve either....there might not be a solution at all! but i still feel like theyre not trying hard enough??#but idk enough about what the gov is doing to know. this is literally me just going based off vibes#i hope i stop having th urge to yap about this in like a week cause ill go crazy just making thing up#binary star hero#bshvn#im so curious to actually see how mc and rays day to day official relationship would go#the ray ending one where theyre trying to be healthy about it lol#theyre super cute haha#also its always fun to see a yan type character trying to be 'normal' about their feelings#hes trying okay! he doesnt even read mcs mind anymore without permission#or at least he tries#pretty sure he slips up every once in awhile#god i just...i have a bunch of stuff going on in my head
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Do you think you should update the master post with the rules about OC’s in the ask inbox and asks about endgame questions? I think it would help inform everyone.
Good idea! I was thinking about doing that sometime today after I got that ask. I think I have some links I can update too
#I know not everyone reads the masterpost when they get into the au but ngl#might just refrain from saying read the masterpost bc its pinned and they can do it themselves lol#I’ll prolly just ignore the ask or thingy if the masterpost says smth about it already#As much as I love hearing people wonder about certain baau things#the repetitiveness in the ask box does get a little much for me sometimes
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I see your gay uncles of the straw hats Jimbrook and raise you old, gay, heartbroken, pirate captians who find a loving, romantic relationship in each other as they watch over a group of chaotic youngsters.
Because Brook and Yorki had a heartbreaking goodbye, and Brook spent 50 years mourning, but now he has a second chance. He wasn't expecting anything, but then, lo and behold! A handsome, kind, capable fish man enters stage right, and Brook is smitten. Here is someone who understands the grief of losing a captian and partner, then having to take their place to hold the crew together, but ultimately watching thier crew fall apart or suffer due to factors outside their control.
For Jimbei the last few years have been a whirlwind of chaos. He was looking forward to a new adventure full of chaos of his own making and choices. Now, enter stage left, this fantastic, enigmatic, adorable skeleton (and he's a musician!), who is a wonderful presence on a ship full of younger pirates. Jimbei never really moved on from the loss of the Sun Pirates, and hasn't had time to mourn all the friends he's lost in the past few years. But now he finds companionship and comfort in Brook. Someone who doesn't expect him to move on, let's him reminisce, but keeps him from getting stuck in his mourning. He's never thought of romance seriously before, but now he finds himself wanting.
The two meet in the middle, center stage on a ship of dreams as they forge a new one together. They still keep and work towards their individual dreams but find pieces of each other in them. Brook looks forward to the day he can introduce Laboon to Jimbei, and Jimbei has promised to translate the whale's words for Brook. Jimbei will see freedom for his people and finds motivation in every new song Brook writes and story he tells. Together, they find peace, calm, and rest. They find excitement, companionship, and a harbour in the other after years of storms.
#jinbrook#i present to you my late night ramblings#i love them#jimbrook#jimbei#jinbei#brook#one piece#soul king brook#straw hat pirate headcanons#straw hat pirates#mugiwara no ichimi#the other straw hats are a little shocked but ultimately very supportive#luffy is over the moon with joy#robin and franky love to insist on double dates and the four become a group that basiclaly liunge around and gossip on sunny days#brook helps jimbei build a relationship with nami and move on from his guilt#They're always willing to give comfort and advice to the younger crew mates.#both have a soft spot for zoro because they never want him to experiance what they did#jimbei is the one who will try to “ground” crew members - especially if they are injured - and brook is who everyone goes to to avoid that#jimbei flirts wayy more than brook but blushes far more easily than brook does.#They're very much old married couple vibes with a spark of chaos#so they do their own thing most of the time but always keep a spot for each other in thier day#i think they would kinda stroll into a relationship without even realizing it#they just wake up and realize they're in a romantic relationship and move on with their day#They're too old for this pinning nonsense#FOREHEAD KISSES#brook loves receiving them and just shoves his forhead against jimbei's in return#this is who i am now#late night ramblings with dragonsbluee
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GRAAAHHH SORRY THIS IS SUDDEN BUT OH MY GOD I FINALLY FOUND YOU. IM THE BENREY THAT RAN UP TO YOUR BOOTH AR AMW THIS YEAR AND MY FRIEND BOUGHT ME LIKE ALMOST ALL YOUR VALVE STUFF, I LITERALLY CRIED WHEN I GOT BACK TO THEIR ROOM CAUSE LIKE DUDE. THAT MEANT EVERYTHING FOR ME, I WAS GENUINELY SO SO SO HAPPY TO SEE THE FANDOM IS STILL ALIVE AND IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR FANS IN THE WILD FOR YEARS. THE EXPERIENCE WAS ENLIGHTENING TO SAY THE LEAST AND IM SO SO JOYOUS ABOUT IT. THANK YOU SO MUCH !1!11! :•3
:D !!!! HI!!! I REMEMBER YOU!!! THANK YOU FOR STOPPING BY, I'M SO HAPPY IT WAS MEMORABLE FOR YOU!!
people who are so enthusiastic about the things i make and the fandoms i rep at my booth are THE #1 coolest part of the experience 🥺 i feel like convention artist alleys these days are mostly filled with the same 4 popular anime/mobile games and it's really hard to find less popular anime, let alone things like video games and webseries. you would not believe how many comments I got that people never see things like Team Fortress 2 or Portal in AAs, let alone stuff like Infinity Train or HLVRAI 😭 the people who recognize them are always SO excited and then I'M excited and we are BOTH excited and nerding out together. it's fantastic!!!
the hlvrai fandom is definitely still going strong! i still see a lot of fanart and community posts and my sales on my few hlvrai things on my etsy have Not slowed down lmao. i'm sure if covid didn't happen there would have been so many benry cosplayers in 2020. we were ROBBED </3 i've seen You and one benry cosplayer at ACEN last year and that was IT </3 </3 </3
#ask#agoraphobiclemons#at anime central i had an admin for one of the radiotvsolutions folks stop by my booth. they were also very excited#to see my art prints i had of the science team!! they were also very nice :3 and a neopets fan. big W#hlvrai is one of those fandoms where you might not meet them super often but when you do they're the coolest people#anyway hearing from people who saw me at cons is so so so fun#im booked for the same con next year already and fingers crossed i can get into acen again#anyway. fellow artists. bring some merch for things that aren't the biggest thing in the world#if everyone's selling genshit midpact you have to split the attention of every attendee who plays it#if you're the only booth selling something thats only moderately popular though. you'll get all that attention to yourself#and everyone that recognizes it will be really really excited about it. and then its not a Transaction its an Interaction and its FUN#i am saying this as somebody who never watches popular anime or plays gacha games pleeeeeeease diversify your catalogues dhjbdsfbhj#i started attending cons in 2016 and the 2016 ~ 2019 cons were completely different from cons in 2022 ~ 2024#and 'oh well they're Anime Cons ofc they have an emphasis on anime' isnt even an excuse because before 2020 it wasnt like that#esp here in chicago where we have like. three pop culture cons total. and they all have Anime in the name. doesnt stop anybody#or at least it didnt used to#anyway i am mentally pinning this ask in my brain corkboard and i will look at it forever <3 fandom is beautiful#THANK YOU FOR THE MESSAGE !!!! <3
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dont get why ppl who dislike hating follow me but alr
#mine.txt#you dont even have to block me if you dont want to 😭#like if you just like my art then just check in every once in a while or rb from ppl you do like who follow me#im extremely opinionated which includes heavily disliking things#if you keep following me despite not having the kinda brain wires thats into that#then idk what to tell you aside from stop making yourself miserable#my pinned is like that for a reason#so that yall can figure out if you vibe with the kinda things i post or not before getting invested#i dont really softblock ppl unless they give me weird vibes cause i just dont think i have the right to decide who other ppl follow#but like legitimately you dont have to follow everyone -- or anyone for that matter -- including me#sorry for being schizoid on here again but i dont get the notion of still following someone who distresses you
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I should make a personal blog and a info post and pin it..but that's so much work..
#ahhh#i feel like i talk too formal on this blog..#i type how i think in my head#but also feels like my personality changes when i get on this app.#i promise im very friendly and talkative#my friends can support that claim#also. everyone is cool here#how...do you even..start talking to people?#“hey you're cool want to talk more? whats your number? whats your discord? whats your other social medias?”#im not doing that..#im much more..happy sounding on other medias#i swear im not a grumpy old man#“old man yells at cloud”#ramble#ill make the pinned post thing later.#im trying my hardest not to be cringe#very difficult thing to do#its 6 am..i woke up at 10 am.#im talking too much#im tired#this is tired sonu..not regular#actually im not sonu#get it..#my name#nots0nu??#my username..#yea.#theres a very stupid reason why i have my name as that#i find myself with a joyous feeling everytime i think of it
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if supernatural was any good, they would have had mary and lucifer sleep together in the apocalypse world. this would have solved zero problems with the show, but it would have created a hundred more interesting ones than they already had.
#they could have done this. for me.#it should have gone really well too. for mary and lucifer i mean.#because that would be 1000x worse for everyone else involved. if mary enjoyed herself and bonded with him.#doesn’t even have to be much of a bond but like. just enough that when sam and dean are there. it’s so incredibly uncomfortable.#sam like :) this is the second time my mother has slept with someone complicit in torturing me. i feel normal about this and its not#messing me up so bad im going to scream. this is fine.#dean would freak the fuck out about it though. openly and loudly. it’s *lucifer*.#which. of course. trying to tell mary that she’s not allowed to do what she’s already decided she’s doing because dean doesn’t want her to.#yeah. im sure that’ll go well.#lucifer doesn’t even have to do anything to drive a wedge between them besides sit there look pretty and eat mary out until she screams.#easiest job in the world#and most importantly: it would have been hot. literally just let someone walk in on mary pinning the devil himself to the floor.#why not give me this one thing huh
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so my madeline and chloe post from yesterday?
its on ao3 now. enjoy
#lohst.txt#be more chill#bmc#chloe valentine#madeline bmc#do they have a ship name?#oh well#this almost became a colour palletts fic but i couldnt find a pantone colour with a name like obsession or something#(god i dont think i know how to spell the name of my own series)#maybe i'll make one later#anyway. messy sapphics and comp het and toxic yuri#i was trying to write messy richjake angst with flower languages but this is much more interesting#besides i cannot decide on the flowers i want to use#i dont think i have madeline quite pinned down yet#i havent written about her yet#she was in my old dance club au as the local makeup artist who new everyone's identities#(because the dance club was. like. very secretive. invite only sort of thing)#and shes in one other fic but its the one i absolutely despise so im not oging to talk about it#chlodeline
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I have officially edited and updated my DP fic recommendation document
I've so far only used it for friends but now I'm wondering if any of you guys would be interested...
#lots of people make rec lists and i sorta feel like i have a lot of the same ones that everyone always does#but also that could just be the curse of knowledge where im like “yeah ofc everyone knows about X Fic!!!”#when in fact maybe they do not :wheeze:#anyway. just wanna gauge if anyone would want it#idk how often ill update the list#i have a shit ton of DP fics on my To Read/Bookmarks and if i haven't read at leaat enough to make a judgment#i dont put it on the rec list#I've been mostly focused on working on getting through my unread book collection at home rather than fics atm BUT#the list is both a way for me to keep track of my fave fics and also when friends outside the phandom wanted a rec i could ask what#flavor of thing they wanna read and then pick something or send them the doc so they could pick#Everytime I work on the list I start thinking so hard about fics I read years ago or on FFnet and I can't remember the names#Or more than a few scenes....#Rip the real ones from back in the day#I'll at some point be making a new pinned post and so if people do want this I'll post it and then link it in my pinned post#so it's easy to find#danny phantom fanfiction#Danny Phantom fanfic recs
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almost everyone at my school is a fucking zionist you talk to someone and go "oh they seem cool" and then the minute you have a class together and you're given a project where you have to discuss a problem in your community and your teacher is a hijabi who has stated that this is not a project about politics, and it would be great is you could just choose something like "cheerleader" you decide to do your project on the state of israel and use fox news as your source and them every other person next to you is cheering you on what the fuck im gonna commit murder
#i would never violence a student in a school zone#but god help me similar situations like this have happened so many times#do you know how many friends i have???? more than two!!!#there are two people in this school i KNOW are pro palestine. TWO. my husband and my child and that's IT#lord help me i don't want to make things in my social circles awkward but for this cause???? i'm gonna get out my free palestine pins#i should restart my embroidery project just for this#fuck im so pissed off#even my closest friends are FUCKING NEUTRAL and i hate bringing it up but GOD FUCKING DAMMIT it pisses me off so much im just silently stew#stewing in anger every time i remember#ok. im mad enough. i will put stickers on my water bottle i will wear a pin and i will practice embroidering the keffiyeh pattern#fuck this shit i hate everyone in this county except for like FOUR PEOPLE PLUS MY DAD. HEY GUYS WTF THATS A HORRIBLY LOW NUMBER HINT HINT F#i say things sometimes
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wait someone posted this banter on my TL i'm going to have a stroke
why is Solas just casually throwing a bdsm joke at the Inquisitor i'm going to cry why is he like this
#everyone else make sense but him he's so funny#'Solas is defined by his wisdom his pride his regrets his guilt his feelings he has to do everything alone'#'he's sad and tortured and tragic'#'he's also throw you under a bus if everyone is starting to tease you good luck.'#this is so funny bc in contrast in Solas' romance he is like....#i think he really only has one banter with Sera about the relationship where he's SOOOO smug about it#saying Sera is absurd and would never understand just how deep your love is and stuff#like he's like 'don't concern yourself with her vhenan'#and then all the others banters are post break up so it's tortured:tm: 2.0#but god sorry this is taking me out#re that one post being like 'you think you pinned Solas down and know how he is'#'and then he's going to say something so insane you're going to pause like. huh. didn't think YOU'D say that.'#but then again he's the guy who was talking about missing the intrigue and sex of palace's party at the winter palace#and like other flirty things he says BUT STILLLLLLLL#im going to cry#ichatalks about da
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thought too long about Cavisuwa & Stanny's relationship in Bad End and started losing my mind because oh my god. oh my goddddd cavisuwa you cunt
this uh. this got long + death & alcohol & small snippet so i'm putting it under a cut
They're such idiots. If Stan hadn't been kidnapped then people would have listened to Tweek about Craig and if Craig hadn't been possessed then they could have gotten Stan out of the woods. Stan and Craig doomed each other, indirectly, without ever really knowing, and Stanny and Cavisuwa are gonna keep dooming each other. they don't even have any kind of relationship for the first five years of Cavi's takeover because Stanny's out in the woods with the critters. And then a piece of the resistance goes deep enough into the woods that Kyle and Stan finally reunite.
And just like that, Stanny and Cavisuwa are enemies, lightning and fire and blood every time they clash. The only one powerful enough to give the other pause. A possessed god and a feral demon attack dog. They don't hate each other, exactly, but Kyle and Cavisuwa oppose each other and even if Stanny can only remember his childhood before the woods in scattered pieces—it's Kyle. Of course Stanny's gonna claw and bite and take every inch of spite and violence he learned out in those woods and turn it against the world for Kyle's sake. They're Super Best Friends!
But Cavisuwa refuses to have his power contested and the woodland critters don't like how Stanny's starting to pull away from them in favor of Kyle and all it really takes is a few meetings. An offered human sacrifice. A few words about how really, don't you think this Kyle is such a terrible influence on your son, Deery? Don't you think the chaos I've caused would be so much better for him? You care so much about your little fawn, and now he's pulling away from you. And that's all it takes and next thing Stanny knows Kyle is dead, killed by infighting in the very resistance he believed in according to the Woodland Critters, who all crowd around and try to comfort him. And it's devastating and cruel and Kenny and Tolkien and Wendy know there's nobody in the resistance who would've wanted Kyle dead but Cavisuwa's half a world away and Kyle wasn't killed with lightning anyway. But it doesn't matter because Stanny's already retreated back into the woods and Kenny's dead in the snow from the outburst.
And it's there in those woods, far away from anything and anyone, that Cavisuwa finds Stanny, alone but for the same deer that Cavisuwa talked to so recently. They almost fight. Stanny's certainly upset enough for it. But Cavisuwa's just oh-so surprised that Kyle's not there, that Stanny's so far away from where the resistance is likely located, what happened to the loyal little guard dog that almost ripped Cavisuwa's arm off?
"He's dead." Stanny grits out. He lifts the bottle to his mouth and chases the bottom, not caring what Guinea Bastard does next.
Cavisuwa laughs, this soft thing that's so unlike the few memories of Craig Stanny still has. "Surprised it took this long." He murmurs, floating down to stand on the snow. "Humans are a plague," he hisses, "you just can't rely on them."
Stanny opens his mouth—to say what, he's not quite sure—until he realizes that they really are alone, not even the guy that Stanny's pretty sure must be Clyde anywhere in sight. He huffs. "You still keep them around." He points out, not inaccurately.
"Doesn't mean I trust them." Cavisuwa responds, sparks flickering idly in his hands. "They're only useful to a point."
Stanny falls back until he's laying in the snow, staring up at the sky. He's not sober—he hasn't been in a while. Maybe once or twice while Kyle was still alive, but—well. "Kyle's trustworthy." He defends.
"Except he's dead now." Cavisuwa states, leaning forwards to look Stanny directly in the eyes. Electric blue meets baby blue, like so many times before when they'd been trying to kill each other, grappling in the air on the ground trying to tear each other apart—there's no hostility. No flash in those eyes signalling an incoming laser, nothing but a calm contentment. "And doesn't that just tear you up?" He asks, lips pulling back to show off teeth, "That the one person who you thought would never leave got taken from you, and won't come back?" Cavisuwa's egging Stanny on, voice harsh and bright and perfect for riling Stanny up.
To the side, Deery watches. She nods, slightly, and says nothing.
"Don't you wanna make the world hurt?" Cavisuwa continues, "Don't you wanna watch it burn like it burned you?"
Stanny breathes deeply. The bottle is empty in his hands. He sits up slowly, laboriously, and the bottle refills as Deery nods her head again. Somehow, through the usual drunken haze, Stanny manages to pull together enough suspicion to ask, "What's in it for you?" Because doesn't Cavisuwa have an empire to protect? Temples he'd rather not see destroyed? Infrastructure that propagates his rule?
"There are plenty of places I'd love to see destroyed." Cavisuwa shrugs, leaning back and holding out his hand (Craig's hand, some part of Stanny's mind notes, but it's small and really kind of unimportant). "And, if I'm being honest," Cavisuwa glances away, then looks back at Stanny with a lazy grin and bright blue eyes. "I've always been a little jealous of Kyle—you and I have so much in common."
"We do?" Stanny stands, without taking Cavisuwa's offered hand, stretching his arms. His antlers are heavy on his head—but they'll be gone by the time the winter snow starts hitting in earnest. And he's lived with them for years, now, so the weight is barely a footnote as far as Stanny's concerned.
"We both may have human bodies," Cavisuwa spits the word human like a curse, "but we're not really like those pathetic little monkeys, are we?" He nods, "We're something more, you and I, and, well—can you really say you don't hate mankind for what they'd do to your family? For what they did to your best friend?"
And it's true, isn't it? Stanny thinks back to a half-remembered childhood in that hick town, to a weed farm he hated and baby cows tied to stakes and a scoutmaster who got fired for being "different". There's so many things missing, in his recollection of it all, but isn't what he can remember enough to go off of—it must be.
And it's not like Stanny's really all that human anymore, is he? If he ever was, which he doubts. He's always been a Woodland Critter, even back before he knew it. The weight of his antlers is suddenly much more prominent.
Cavisuwa's head tilts slightly, hand still outstretched. He's not really a demon, insofar as Stanny can tell, but he's got the vibe what with this whole possession thing. The cloak made of giant guinea pig fur matches the pelts Stanny learned to cover himself in, sparks of lightning in Cavisuwa's eyes not so different from the hellfire Stanny carries.
They really are kindred spirits, aren't they?
"Okay." Stanny takes Cavisuwa's hand. It feels hot and sharp, static jumping between them. It feels like a pact, an unbreakable deal. It feels like a promise and a surrender.
It feels like maybe Stanny's just found a new friend.
#south park#bad end au#cavisuwa#stan marsh#kyle and craig are mentioned and craig's technically there in body#zaz writes#they're so. oh my god. stanny allies with kyle and can stand up to cavisuwa#so cavisuwa gets deery to murder kyle and pin it on the resistance#before swooping up to take advantage of it like the manipulative bitch he is#AND!!! JUST LIKE HOW CRAIG AND STAN'S BAD ENDS CAUSED EACH OTHERS BAD ENDS#CAVISUWA USES THEM BOTH!!! CRAIG AS A WEAPON & HOST BODY STANNY AS A WEAPON!!!#tho tbf cavi uses everyone. he's a bitch like that#and then i didn't even get to it in this post but the pact cavi & stanny make really does doom them both#like. they couldn't even stay working together for five years. maybe even less#and even when they do work together after their initial blowup/breakup they are so constantly five seconds away from backstabbing each othe#and it's stanny that destroys cavisuwa!!! via exorcism!!!#which then leads to craig destroying stanny!!!! <- i need to explain this in more detail at some point#but OUGH AUGH THE WAY STANNY WAS STARTING TO RECOVER ALONGSIDE KYLE#THE WAY IF THINGS CONTINUED HE COULD HAVE BEEN A HERO#BUT THEN CAVI GETS DEERY TO KILL KYLE AND SENDS STANNY BACK ONTO AN EVEN WORSE PATH#i just. oh my god. oh my godddd this au#i wouldn't say that cavi/stanny counts as staig since craig is not a willing participant in any of this#but it's like. staig-adjacent in a fucked up kinda way#death tw#alcohol tw#(stanny is. quite predictably. an alcoholic)
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i wam 2 make character page

#usually i don’t like to do these things bc like what if i don’t update it#idk maybe like a simple one that establishes faces#also i have a good idea for headshots too#maybe i make like character post where the alt text says their names and like introduces everyone and i pin that or somethin#I SHOULD BE FOCUSING ON MAKING POSES RN-#elderwisp speaks
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