#that maybe won't ever get finished

[karliahs]

my current wip is literally 7000 words of aizawa & midoriya sitting in various rooms talking and man. this is truly my wheelhouse. i've never met a plot in my life and i don't want to

[mariyekos]

Okay to reblog to help sample size!

[brionysea]

if stranger things 5 comes out and they're like 'omg! the upside down has been a product of someone's dark and twisted mind this whole time! it's... WILL!' I'll immediately lose interest

[lenievi]

Stargate SG-1 is so good. I love it so much 🥺

[moviesstoriesandbooks]

What if Chay moves on from Kim and starts bringing over people from clubs and college parties to the minor family house ? He picks them carefully , he now knows how to , they're usually vaguely aware of who he is. They also know enough to not question the security surrounding him and his "house". He's learnt to protect himself from people who get close only with their selfish ulterior motives.

He's only young and in college once. He's gonna enjoy it goddamnit.

Except once when Kim comes over to the minor fam house at Kinn's request for "personally verifying the money leaks Porsche found out and see if he could update the security in any way possible while he's at it " , and he runs a *bit* late . Kim gracefully accepts Porsche's invitation to "crash opposite to Chay's room , that's where his friends stay over sometimes . Chay's my brother by the way, have you guys met?😄".

And Kim has to listen to Porchay and some ba**ard loudly make their way to Porchay's suite in what was so late at night that it was early in the morning , even by Kim's standards.

Pants , purrs . *Moans.* F#cking moans.

And thuds of flesh on the wall when they got too excited and tripped on the carpet. Laughs and giggles. Not a care as to who might hear.

Kim thought it would end once they got in the suite . Well he was wrong. He had to listen to every single whimper, shout and cry ; and finally understood why the maid explained how Khun Porchay prefers the entire floor to himself for his music usually .

He couldn't sleep even after it got fully quiet . He couldn't sleep for a long time after .

[slightlytoastedbagel]

Also . Dumb question but if you have the energy . What's your opinion on each individual polysquad ship . I'm only really sold on anhane and akty (both canon 2 me ...) but I'm really curious to hear your thoughts :o

My thoughtssss

The tldr is. In terms of canon, obviously AnHane and AkiToya are hinted at a lot and for the first few months were the only ones I shipped. Then I started thinking AkiKoha was cute and then 2 months later (around SDSC on en) I just went full in.

AnHane were always the biggest for me. Just from the beginning I loved them (doesn't help that AB was what got me fully invested in Sekai) and the story really doesn't help in not getting me invested. I mean Buddy Funny exists. Y'know. AkiToya also for the main story, just not as big as AnHane.

AkiKoha came from me just. Really liking their dynamic. As in, the whole resolve thing and how Kohane took Akito's harshness as a way to push herself forward instead. Then when main story finishes Akito is constantly on her side. I really like the similarities in how they view An/Toya (who grew up with music where they didn't) as so much better (and also how they view Akito/Kohane in return). I also like how they grow to trust each other. ESPECIALLY in Kick it up a Notch. For Akito, Crawl Green is a really important event (as seen in FAWO) but he has enough trust in Kohane to let her lead the event. I just think they're neat.

In a similar sense, Akito and An have known each other the longest, Akito picked up the dream after seeing both RW and An performing on the street, An had respected Akito a lot before the game. They understand each other to the point where (particularly in early events ie An1/2 and Akito1) they are the ones to confront the other. Also in regards to LUTF, Akito specifically is always looking out for VBS, to the point where, in his second card side story, he finds a cafe off of Vivid Street for them to go to. Sadly this understanding of each other is rarely portrayed in fandom because (misogyny/out of character portrayals seriously why is An bullying Akito so popular).

Sekai hates us so Toya doesn't get much with An and Kohane. An really likes hyping Toya up and Kohane takes book recommendations from him. When I finally get myself back to reading events and I reach Kohane Valentine's it's over for you all. However I will mention that SDSC is a big source for VBS dynamic in general. It's a nice event for letting them breathe a bit and is probably why I'm still so big on polysquad today. I especially recommend Kohane's card side stories (part one in particular for showing one of my fav bits of AnToya which, again, we don't ever get).

[skymantle]

ferns ^__^ forgot how much i loved her

[altruistic-meme]

genuinely so upset about not being able to scream to my mom about my cardigan :')

[aroace-number-eight]

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[running-in-the-dark]

starting to realise that damn maybe there really is just something fundamentally wrong with me

I have more dumb shit to say about it but you can only have 30 tags?? that's some fucking bullshit. anyway tl;dr: fictional characters not real, I'm depressed about it, I'm a mess my life's a mess everything sucks, I'm crying, life sucks. I've got issues.

[beck-a-leck]

I need to go to bed. I have to work tonight and I need to go grocery shopping before that so I can eat lunch.

But the writing... the STORIES. They demand to be told.

[mikrrokosmos]

really funny and hilarious how instead of catching up on the airing dramas I'm severely behind on, I choose to binge two completely unrelated dramas [and im loving it!]

[permanentreverie]

what if I called in and took a day off work so I could just sit and catch up on tv. Haha what if. Right. That would be crazy.

[genderfluid-druid]

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[voids-ideas]

Ok I am going to do this simply because the first thing I will put here I NEED to do it and I have 0 motivation to do it even though it is EXTREMELY important

In fact, I think that's the reason why I don't want to do it... anyway

If this gets to 30 notes, I do that thing ✅️

50 notes, I call to ask if my doctor's appointment has been scheduled (I've been avoiding it for two weeks now) ✅️

100 notes, I go wash my shoes that have long needed washing and are just sitting there, existing, waiting for me to deign to wash them. ✅️

200 notes, I finish organizing my room (I organized it halfway and then left a bunch of things that still don't have a defined place) ✅️

500 notes, I use the things I have to bleach and color my hair. The only thing that has stopped me is the fear of doing it wrong or being too lazy to maintain it. ✅️

1k notes, I stop doing things that I know will trigger my chronic pain with the pure intention of confirming that the pain was indeed real (don't do this. 0 recommended) ✅️

5k notes, I try some new food without fear of wasting money by buying something I most likely won't like (my autism hates new foods) ✅️

10k notes, I wear my bi flag earrings in front of someone I wouldn't usually wear them with. I trust that they possibly wouldn't have a problem with me being bi, but I would never get up the courage to tell them anything ✔️ (I haven't, but that person was in my room next to where the earrings are. They were 0% hidden) ✅️

20k notes, wtf I have absolutely no idea. If it comes to this, ehhh... Honestly, I have no idea what I'm doing here. Do I promise to be honest in therapy and stop telling them that everything is perfect even though nothing has ever been perfect? Yeah, that probably works. Please don't go this far, I don't know how to do this. Maybe I should... but... it would be awful to learn it

April 2024: I stop procrastinating editing this post with the things I've already done. I WANT THE HAIR SO MUCH BUT IT'S SO DIFFICULT

May 2024: Red hair, red hair, red hair. I'M CROWLEY, RED HAIR!!!!!

[shotmrmiller]

another thing i had in mind for ex husband simon was that this time you're more resistant. no touching, no nicknames that make you weak-kneed, nothing. divorce means divorce, and the wedge that split the two of you up would probably still be there.

fine by simon, he follows the rules to a T. hands to himself, polite greetings and only talks about the children. maybe for a birthday for the boys, he takes the family shopping for gifts since it's a tuesday and there won't be any party or whatever and when y'all come back home, the lights are on.

they'd been off when y'all left. simon quickly opens the middle console and pulls out his weapon and tells you to get in the drivers seat. should anything come running out, pedal to the metal.

a little bit of time passes, you're about to be driven crazy with anxiety but simon finally comes out, except he's empty handed.

comes to the side and opens the driver door. "whoever was in there is gone. probably hopped the back fence. i've already called the guys."

you're a sobbing mess because how dare someone come into your home? your sanctuary? what if-

and you come to a startling realization. what if you and the boys had been here? alone?

simon's looking down at his phone, and furrows his brows. "i gotta go get-" but you don't let him finish, trembling fingers grabbing the front of his shirt. "you cant leave us here. don't leave me alone. don't- just please. stay."

you're too upset to resist his embrace or correct him when he calls you sweetheart. the guys get there eventually, price and gaz waste no time in sweeping the area and you, accompanied by simon, tuck the kids to bed.

price calls it later, that the place seems to be clear. nothing really taken nor left behind. they all leave, johnny and kyle deciding to stay overnight across the street their car and simon also turns to bid you goodnight, except you don't let him.

you practically beg him to stay, that you won't feel safe without him here. the couch won't do because he's too far away, what if whoever that was comes in through the bedroom windows.

you seek comfort in him and in the dead of night, he whispers promises into your ear as he slides home. promises to keep you safe, to keep the kids safe. that he'd let nothing ever happened to you, not while he still lived and breathed.

when you're finally dozing, with his spend drying in between your legs, he grabs his phone and texts johnny that it's done, they can go home now.

johnny responds in seconds, telling him that he tore his very nice jeans jumping that rough hewn fence of theirs and that simon owes him a new pair.