#that maybe won't ever get finished

[karliahs]

my current wip is literally 7000 words of aizawa & midoriya sitting in various rooms talking and man. this is truly my wheelhouse. i've never met a plot in my life and i don't want to

[mariyekos]

Okay to reblog to help sample size!

[spookythesillyfella]

ominous and threatening sketchy ... sniffle ...

★ some extra stuff under cut :

some concept drawingz i made for the little guyz of an unfinished fic of mine

and headshotz that i redrew digitally

[brionysea]

if stranger things 5 comes out and they're like 'omg! the upside down has been a product of someone's dark and twisted mind this whole time! it's... WILL!' I'll immediately lose interest

[morrigan-sims]

Kora Wolf & Zara Fairweather - a brief timeline

Aka, we got a lore dump on why these two hate each other, and now I'm (even more) obsessed with them.

Set 1: Cyrohime era, late teens. [they're just teenage nuisances who hate each other but end up very close. Era ended with a blood oath.]

Set 2: Dragonfly era, mid-20s. [when everything goes to shit, Wolf is first mate and Zara is navigator. Era ended with several murder attempts and a failed sacrificial murder that backfired terribly.]

Set 3: Captain era, 40s. [Both are captains in their own rights for ~20 years. Zara's captain era ended when Wolf has Rook kidnapped. Wolf's will end when Rook kills her.]

[selfinflictedgunshotwound]

men are so disappointing in so many ways i know i shouldn't expect most of them to be dignified humans but it's crazy. i need to get over this guy he's making my sense of self crumble even faster than it usually does. like he's just so unlike my usual type and i'm pretty convinced he's stupid and slutty and not discerning whatsoever. not to mention boring like i know even if i did have a chance with him he wouldn't Get Me at all so it's a bigger waste of time that usual and i'm actually pretty tired of men in general and definitely tired of parasocial relationships because they drive me insane for months typically. thankfully it's only been like 2 weeks if that at this point. idk. sigh. i know literally virtually nothing abt him as a person and ofc liking any public figure who you know nothing about is only setting yourself for heartbreak and disappointment to begin with bc you already know nothing is gonna come from it but. in a way it's almost addictive to become obsessed with someone and not be looked at with the same level of scrutiny. i don't think anyone in real life would ever try to get to know me as much as i try to get to know people who i'll never even meet. lmao! but that's the thing... idk... i have a lot of love in my heart and it consumes me and i reject my pride usually when i'm into someone. i want to know more... like VORACIOUSLY consuming anything with information about them involved simply because i think knowing someone is a very deep form of love but of course you can never truly know anyone. not completely. and that scares me i think which is why it's always probably been easier for me to never really TRY to be with anyone or have anything real. idk. this turned into me psychoanalyzing myself real quick but SOMEONE needs to bc i need to understand what the fuck is wrong w me.

[lenievi]

Stargate SG-1 is so good. I love it so much 🥺

[moviesstoriesandbooks]

What if Chay moves on from Kim and starts bringing over people from clubs and college parties to the minor family house ? He picks them carefully , he now knows how to , they're usually vaguely aware of who he is. They also know enough to not question the security surrounding him and his "house". He's learnt to protect himself from people who get close only with their selfish ulterior motives.

He's only young and in college once. He's gonna enjoy it goddamnit.

Except once when Kim comes over to the minor fam house at Kinn's request for "personally verifying the money leaks Porsche found out and see if he could update the security in any way possible while he's at it " , and he runs a *bit* late . Kim gracefully accepts Porsche's invitation to "crash opposite to Chay's room , that's where his friends stay over sometimes . Chay's my brother by the way, have you guys met?😄".

And Kim has to listen to Porchay and some ba**ard loudly make their way to Porchay's suite in what was so late at night that it was early in the morning , even by Kim's standards.

Pants , purrs . *Moans.* F#cking moans.

And thuds of flesh on the wall when they got too excited and tripped on the carpet. Laughs and giggles. Not a care as to who might hear.

Kim thought it would end once they got in the suite . Well he was wrong. He had to listen to every single whimper, shout and cry ; and finally understood why the maid explained how Khun Porchay prefers the entire floor to himself for his music usually .

He couldn't sleep even after it got fully quiet . He couldn't sleep for a long time after .

[slightlytoastedbagel]

Also . Dumb question but if you have the energy . What's your opinion on each individual polysquad ship . I'm only really sold on anhane and akty (both canon 2 me ...) but I'm really curious to hear your thoughts :o

My thoughtssss

The tldr is. In terms of canon, obviously AnHane and AkiToya are hinted at a lot and for the first few months were the only ones I shipped. Then I started thinking AkiKoha was cute and then 2 months later (around SDSC on en) I just went full in.

AnHane were always the biggest for me. Just from the beginning I loved them (doesn't help that AB was what got me fully invested in Sekai) and the story really doesn't help in not getting me invested. I mean Buddy Funny exists. Y'know. AkiToya also for the main story, just not as big as AnHane.

AkiKoha came from me just. Really liking their dynamic. As in, the whole resolve thing and how Kohane took Akito's harshness as a way to push herself forward instead. Then when main story finishes Akito is constantly on her side. I really like the similarities in how they view An/Toya (who grew up with music where they didn't) as so much better (and also how they view Akito/Kohane in return). I also like how they grow to trust each other. ESPECIALLY in Kick it up a Notch. For Akito, Crawl Green is a really important event (as seen in FAWO) but he has enough trust in Kohane to let her lead the event. I just think they're neat.

In a similar sense, Akito and An have known each other the longest, Akito picked up the dream after seeing both RW and An performing on the street, An had respected Akito a lot before the game. They understand each other to the point where (particularly in early events ie An1/2 and Akito1) they are the ones to confront the other. Also in regards to LUTF, Akito specifically is always looking out for VBS, to the point where, in his second card side story, he finds a cafe off of Vivid Street for them to go to. Sadly this understanding of each other is rarely portrayed in fandom because (misogyny/out of character portrayals seriously why is An bullying Akito so popular).

Sekai hates us so Toya doesn't get much with An and Kohane. An really likes hyping Toya up and Kohane takes book recommendations from him. When I finally get myself back to reading events and I reach Kohane Valentine's it's over for you all. However I will mention that SDSC is a big source for VBS dynamic in general. It's a nice event for letting them breathe a bit and is probably why I'm still so big on polysquad today. I especially recommend Kohane's card side stories (part one in particular for showing one of my fav bits of AnToya which, again, we don't ever get).

[altruistic-meme]

genuinely so upset about not being able to scream to my mom about my cardigan :')

[aroace-number-eight]

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[running-in-the-dark]

starting to realise that damn maybe there really is just something fundamentally wrong with me

I have more dumb shit to say about it but you can only have 30 tags?? that's some fucking bullshit. anyway tl;dr: fictional characters not real, I'm depressed about it, I'm a mess my life's a mess everything sucks, I'm crying, life sucks. I've got issues.

[beck-a-leck]

I need to go to bed. I have to work tonight and I need to go grocery shopping before that so I can eat lunch.

But the writing... the STORIES. They demand to be told.

[mikrrokosmos]

really funny and hilarious how instead of catching up on the airing dramas I'm severely behind on, I choose to binge two completely unrelated dramas [and im loving it!]

[permanentreverie]

what if I called in and took a day off work so I could just sit and catch up on tv. Haha what if. Right. That would be crazy.

[genderfluid-druid]

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