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ive returned because your writing haunts me and i need to dig into your brain about combat baby idk how deeply youve thought about like. the whole extent of this au so if im asking about stuff that you dont want to focus on for it forgive me but im so curious how do things go down with bill?? like hes still an issue here do they just try the unicorn hair and stan scams his way through (and ford is so shocked and lowkey turned on impressed they bang after) or with everything else happening does ford (stupid genius he is) just sort of forget bill can still enter stan's dreams even if hes got the metal plate and stans like "hey why am i dreaming about a dorito obsessed with your portal"
and im guessing ford would not be down to make his home a tourist trap so do you think stan would just help with the research? or would his insecurities about being dead weight to ford push him to try and find his own way of income?
and and what about the town?? do they have to awkwardly pretend theyre father and son or uncle and nephew or something? because sure they could pretend theyre not related but they still look pretty similar. ford just looks like an older, nerdier stan so i think that would be people's first assumption (ford seething quietly as susan flirts with stan. stan just thinks fords feeling uncomfortable in town because hes a hermit until theyre alone and they have a repeat of their highschool days with ford hissing in his ear and demanding to know what he was expecting to happen with susan. stan trying to answer but hes a little distracted at the time)
and also with ford being back would they ever run into fiddleford again? either him in his cult days or maybe already halfway to losing his mind. depending on where he is mentally im sure the interaction could be either pretty hostile or sympathetic
ive grabbed you by the ankles and am attempting to shake you upside down to try and empty your pockets for scraps of this au because it consumes me
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waaaaaah thanks for being patient with me friend! you know i ALWAYS love to see you with the big fuckin questions and ideas. and i have been THINKING about this one cause, tbh, i finished combat baby in a couple of days and went “GET OUT OF MY SIGHT” and threw it at y’all and did not think much about it after that! until i came over here and started chatting with y’all at least hahaha.
the bill issue is like a whole thing right? and i was definitely wondering how the time travel on one side but not the other might impact him/slow him down. but i also do think it’d be kind of fucking hilarious if stan starts dreaming about bill but like. doesn’t say anything and doesn’t even think it’s a big deal because. you know. they’re just weird dreams. and at this point, stan’s done enough drugs and been through the ringer with stress and shit that it doesn’t even occur to him to question having bizarre dreams about some little geometric freak trying to be nice to him. whaaat? a MATH SHAPE for fucking NERDS in a gay little sweater vest BOW TIE is COMPLIMENTING him in his dreams???
as far as stan’s concerned, his subconscious got REALLY hung up on the whole “ford said some nice shit to me while we were fucking” and just hasn’t let that go yet. which i think would also drive bill up the fucking wall. like stan would have been the harder nut to crack regardless, but to keep getting accused of being stan’s mental manifestation of his brother fucking praise kink???? (which of course invites the whole question of bill going fuck it, and just leaning into that, but i don’t think he’d be as adept that mimicking ford for stan as he was at mimicking stan for ford, so)
ngl, i do love the unicorn hair play, tho. fun fact! i have no idea if i’ll actually write it or not, but i’ve toyed with the idea of doing a role reversal with ford coming back out of the portal still in this 30’s and finding stan and everything else having moved forward 30 years. and the unicorn hair felt like a good way to potentially address the Bill Issue i was getting stopped up on there! but like. i also could absolutely see older!ford convincing stan to wear a collar necklace of unicorn hair to keep bill out of his head.
but i loooooove the idea of them getting mixed up with fiddleford’s cult shit. i don’t even know wtf i’d DO with that but conceptually i love it. cause they’re starting to keep an eye on the townspeople, right? and even if stan’s come up with some kinda story to explain there being kinda sorta two of them now, he wouldn’t know not to be outspoken about the other weird shit happening in town. y’know, on top of being some of the weird shit happening in town. something something, stan getting snatched like lazy susan did over the gnome incident, but ayyye that shit hits really fucking wrong when you’ve actually been kidnapped in the past already and had to chew your way out of a fucking car to get free. i think that’s be neat!!
and especially if we consider fidds being maybe already just shade too far gone, enough that running into stan or having him dragged into the cult would confuse the fuck out of him. because that’s stanford, right? it has to be, he’s coming in and out of stanford’s house, he looks like stanford with a few questionable fashion and hygiene choices — but then again, stanford hadn’t been in great shape the last time he’d shown his face outside of the cabin, either. but his hands are wrong. his hands are wrong and he can’t be stanford but then why does he look like him? easy solution: everybody gets their memory wiped.
something something, stan may not know where the fuck he is, but he knows coming to in a room full of shady guys he doesn’t recognize is either gonna end with him losing teeth or a little bit of dignity, and he’d like to hold on to his teeth a little longer.
#do we think ford would kill a cult if he caught them gang banging his brother???#or do we think he’d join in and then wipe all their memories of it??????#oh no i like that idea a little too much#god dammit boston#putting it on The List#stancest#pretend my ask tag is cute
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Episode 28
OMG he is such a git! I'm love him!
Oh damn Li Lun somehow got there before them?
Your "old friend" eh? Well Wen Zongyu's definitely not going to want Princess Longyu to give Li Lun a dragon scale... cos he's counting on that poison to force Li Lun to submit to him.
Meng Xuan? Is that Wen Zongyu then? Did he go by a different name?
Oh dang, so they are blackmailing *her* to get Zhu Yan's inner core now? Jfc.
Just what DOES Wen Zongyu want the ever-burning wood for that he is willing to go to such lengths?
Uhhhh that might not be a story though?
Hahahaaaa Zhao Yuanzhou loves teasing people with flirty comments but when someone does it back to him?
Ohhh what the fuck there's a sick (pregnant?) wife and baby in Wen Zongyu's past? And he was cosying up to Princess Longyu to get a scale to heal/revive wifey? And is that what he's still trying to do with his demon experiments and his obsession with the ever-burning wood?
Ohhh so Meng Xuan was his.. apprentice? And he used his name when seducing Princess Longyu.
And... Wen Xiao's dad also called Wen Zongyu his senior? Did he also work for him?
Whyyy though would she still care to know what "Meng Xuan" wrote to her? She hated him and tried to kill him.
Oooh that's the first time I've noticed less than stellar sound production in this show. Loud atmospheric sounds of the waterfall etc and then abruptly dropped to muffled as soon as it switched to close up for a conversation.
So Zhao Yuanzhou may have promised Zhuo Yuanzhou to stop seeking death... but he's still more than willing to offer his death as a solution to any given problem.
Ugh my heart.
Oh dang, that sounds awfully familiar!!
(Although, guys, guys? Do you mind if I just maybe point out something very important that you don't seem to be considering? Zhao Yuanzhou's willingness to die for the cause aside... why has it not occurred to you to wonder what exactly Wen Zongyu wants Zhao Yuanzhou's inner core/the ever-burning wood for? Cos the answer to that question may make it imperative that he NOT get it - for any reason!!
Oh dang.
Oh fuuuuuck.... my heart....
Oh shit, once Zhuo Yichen makes up his mind, that's it. Our boy is ride or die for the Great Demon.
Seriously? They're gonna fight over this? Fall out over this?
Don't you fucking do it Zhao Yuanzhou!!
Pleeeeeease tell me this is all a clever ploy?
(I'd love for it to turn out that that whole argument about the inner core was acted out for the benefit of Chongwu camp spies, to fool them into thinking the core the Princess will bring them is real)
SO WHY GO TO ALL THAT FUCKING TROUBLE TO GET IT?!!!
Ahahahaaaa it was a set up (I sure hope that means the inner core is fake)
AHA!! I did wonder why it looked like Wen Xiao held something up but it didn't show what it was!!
Hahahaaa. Hao de.
He didn't see the fucking message and didn't know they were acting!
Mind you... to be fair to him, if he didn't know they were acting then he was the only one who didn't know Zhao Yuanzhou was fucking faking removing his inner core and sacrificing himself!!
He's sooo embarrassed cos he outright expressed his care for Zhao Yuanzhou in front of everyone...
Such fucking fondness in the way Zhao Yuanzhou looks at him!!
Oh nice girl, get your revenge...
Oh shiiitt... the way Zhao Yuanzhou reaches to comfort Wen Xiao as Princess Longyu explains that giving away her reverse scale will cause her clan to die.
Is he immune to the poison because of the demon blood experiments he's been doing all these years?
Ahhh shit he was expecting a trick and had the fake skin on so the poison never touched his skin.
I know it's not exactly honorable etc, but really guys... instead of just hanging out upstairs listening to shit go down you COULD just fucking put a few arrows in Wen Zongyu and remove his as a threat for good?
Aaaaand that's what's behind his hatred of demons and his plan to kill them all. And I am guessing that plan is what he needs the ever-burning wood for.
Dumbass
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hand-holding!!
Fuuuuck these kinds of conversations about inevitable endings do NOT bode well for the ending!!
And here's where I think the translation is a bit lacking. They keep translating it as "Don't be afraid." But what he's actually saying is "Bu yong pa". There is no use in being afraid. Which to me is not quite the same thing.
"Don't be afraid" means "Hey, don't worry/no need to worry, it'll be fine." It's reassuring.
"There is no use is being afraid" means "It's pointless being afraid, your fear serves no purpose. Things will happen the way they will regardless of your fear." It's fatalistic rather than reassuring.
Okaaaay so they are still teasing that without giving us the answer...
You FUCKERS!! WAs that a goddamn actual kiss, shown only in blurred focus from a distance?!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!
Well, I was gonna say there IS a fucking rush cos a) you need to save Bai Jiu and b) fucking Ao YIn is planning to steal it from you...
But to be fair Zhao Yuanzhou's got the right idea... they don't even know how to repair the damn sword...
Ying Lei is such a fucking dumbass.
"Then nothing can go wrong" Well jfc that's just tempting fate. Famous last words if ever I heard em.
Oh god pleeeease, do I really need to remind you, Ying Lei, that Ao Yin is a shapeshifter?!
(Also didn't you tag them with powder that you claimed you can use to track and identify them?)
Oh good, you're not all that stupid.
But seriously you knew Ao Yin would come for it, why would you leave only one person guarding it? And not even your strongest person at that. This is just dumb folks...
Oh? Where the fuck has this come from?
Uuuuhhh did Zhao Yuanzhou intend to let Li Lun have the dragon scale?
Or...
As I suspected!! It's not even in the box! So what is he up to? He suggested they wait to repair the sword and then he removed the scale from the box and sealed the box with a spell he knew Li Lun could break and left it guarded by only one person....
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Yooo! You know what I just realized!
Sayu would be practically BEGGING Cyril for mer to meet his mom lol! Ze has never seen a real, biological siren before and wants to meet what ze is based on!
I do feel like they would be pretty rare, and not exactly how we see sirens in myths. Just people with naturally beautiful voices and maybe some fish parts to them.
Joust isn't a siren, but he is part shark, so think of him and you kinda got an image. Though his shark side isn't as pronounced as Hibiki's is. She has fin ears (or at least I hope I remember to give her fin ears) and probably has fin-like hair (think of the hair from the fish in Shark Tale lol).
But oh yeah, would Sayu be doing anything ze can to meet an actual siren. Mer and the rest of the club would be so excited and some of them would go to Purl or West to try and convince Cyril to bring her over (Sayu even pulling out the "we should meet her because she's gonna be a part of Purl's life when you guys get married!" causing Purl to spit their drink out of shock and West to fall out of his chair).
#rambling#eritalks#noart#see#this is why i love n/sr#i can add stories to these characters#and make interactions between canon and ocs so easily#i've never been able to do this in any other fandom i've been in#and even when not using OCs#i still have a TON of characters I can play around with#i can jump from s/ayu crew and club#to 1/010 and n/eon#to m/ama and y/inu#even going with npcs like c/eline j/oey and g/igi#though i barely talk about g/igi#lol#but yeah#there is just so much potential with this fandom for me#that it's no wonder why i am still obsessed#and will continue to be for a while#i just hope i don't do my stupid reset bullshit#and decide to start completely from scratch one day
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Scrolling through my old posts to check my current companion tags and I found my reaction to the series 8 trailer and it's so wild seeing me of 10 years ago say I'm not convinced by Peter Capaldi yet, who is my favourite Doctor of all time.
Like, I know he takes a while to warm up and I know it took me even longer to emotionally accept the fact that David Tennant had been knocked off the top spot, but it's just so weird to see!
#peter capaldi#doctor who#the twelfth doctor#twelve#you mean I wasn't instantly and irrevocably in love with Twelve from the moment his eyebrows appeared in Day of the Doctor???#with Ncuti I was immediately on board from the moment we saw his 'what the hell is going on' thing but apparently it took longer for Peter#I do remember I was excited by his casting announcement though#I was in Majorca and stayed back at the hotel with my dad for the special announcement show while my mum and aunt went out#and there's a photo of me grinning my head off when I joined them bc I was so excited#but clearly the trailers had me uncertain#tbf I do recall being a bit annoyed by the 'am I a good man' arc and series 8 Twelve is not Twelve at his peak#but like that's the point#anyway I'm not here trying to convince past me#she'll get there#just god it's so strange#but that's literally why I do this#this is the purpose of me logging all my doctor who thoughts in real time on tumblr.com and tagging them obsessively#so I can look back on them and see what my initial impressions were vs where I'm at now#dw#dwmine#mine#also in the process I just found a bunch of posts from 2013 and 2014 without tags of dwmine so I've fixed that now#I wonder how many are floating around from the early years of this blog#I've caught many of them over the years but clearly there are still some out there
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I mean this from a social perspective not a health one : why does everything feel weird right now. Like yes I’m heartbroken about the reality of my position in the lives of my so called friends but now I just feel confused. I don’t understand why I’m not important and why I can’t change to be important to others, nor what makes a person important either.
#like okay yeah I’ve been lowkey crying in the middle of the night because of how unimportant I feel but that’s down pat now we get it#I just want to know why am I not ? like am I doing something wrong ? I could’ve sworn I’m trying my best to not be annoying frustrating and#to be there but the reality of things is that I can’t always be there given my condition#sometimes I wonder how hard it is to ask me a simple ‘are you okay’ or ‘how are you’ or god forbid that I am missed lmao pls fniesksn ignore#the last one I think that’s too much but at least the other two#I don’t want to tell people to ask me these because then it feels fake and that they’re doing it just for the sake of getting me to shut up#about it but I don’t know#dora daily#a reason why I hate insta with my whole life because it just never fails to prove how worthless I really am#like I could’ve died yk … and it’d still be the sahara desert there#anyways I like being alone a lot something I’ve found out about myself#(I hate it actually but I only like it because I cannot make myself do anything like even talking seems so very exhausting so I can manage#with the loneliness when I’m ill but I can’t cope with it when I’m even a smidge better)#sigh.#just sigh. where did I get my friends from and why does everyone seem to love their friends so much but I cannot#don’t get me wrong I talk about how much I love them to everyone and if I don’t I obsess abt them in my head but it is not reciprocated to#be honest. not at all#and that’s what makes me sad. I still love them because I love unconditionally it seems#but from a conditional viewpoint they do not cut it#and that makes me disappointed#that’s why I’d kill to be loved or heck even remotely liked the way I like others even half of that yk#I am not a good person in my eyes but I would do so much just to be liked like that I wish I knew why I’m not worth being liked only worthy#of being tolerated.
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Honestly my two biggest questions going into the Lockwood tv show adaptation will be
Did they find a way to preserve the humor of the narration in a visual format
Have they Made Up A Guy to give Lucy an alive straight love triangle
#re: the second imo the most elegant option would be aging down that swordsman who hangs out with marissa#idk what his deal was anyway or why he still had the sight#he's already obsessed with them and frankly it's hard to believe a 14 yo has better upper arm strength than an adult man#now a lot of that can be explained if he's being aged to death by the gate#wonder how old the orpheus society members *really* are...#anyway to be clear i don't want this to happen#I just suspect it will in some form and am preemptively making up a guy to get mad at#my mom asked me nervously 'these books don't have romance do they'#and I went well it's mg so it basically maxes out at some implied crushes#I do however have dark suspicions about the tv show#'may your work be turned into a netflix show' <- ancient curse probably#lockwood and co
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I've been watching/reading Death Note every once in a while for the last couple of months and this is the funniest most unserious serious anime ever.
#mani.txt#death note#i'm gonna take a chip... and EAT IT !!!!#it's so funny. i hate this show. < is obsessed#i dont often watch anime so i forget how campy it can get but oh my god#i'm still recovering after ep 16 & 17. that spun me. shook me to my core. i went a bit insane. like how. why. HOW.#how did all the charas go back to normal after that. this is not plot armor this is trauma armor.#how is misa okay.#How is light's rship w his dad unaffected.#how was there only ONE fist fight over this. and a WHILE after the fact. what. am I just weird for thinking this. i feel crayzoi.#i genuinely can't explain how much i want to throttle each and every one of these characters.#save for ryuk n rem n sayu n naomi. they're amazing wonderful fantastic#and light. but i need to throttle him too.#when i tell you naomi should've lived......... when i tell you she should've been L's friend......... [takes damage takes damage takes da ]#also. i love how neither L nor Light know how to be normal. ever. insane4insane. (doesnt even ship them)#+ after reading thru the manga i'm a 'the only person Light truly cares for is Sayu' truther. this will never change.#in conclusion: this show says so little about criminal justice and so much about the adverse effect of being the son of a cop.#it's a product of it's time. whatever. (death gripping my chair)
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Like. I need more of the Lottie-Van-Taissa dynamic. I need it so badly. Because Van is acting as fulcrum to the two girls arguably MOST supernaturally linked to the Wilderness. She is Tai’s anchor and Lottie’s acolyte. She believes in them both without pause. She is accepting of the rituals presented: Lottie’s bone necklace and Taissa’s rope tether, Lottie’s meditation and Taissa’s nighttime travels. She is trying so hard to articulate to Tai why she should talk to Lottie, why that might help her. And Lottie is so easy, out of the two, because she is so accepting of what’s happening to and around her. But it’s Tai. Tai, Van’s love. Tai, Van’s purpose. From Taissa’s perspective, she’s the sanity, the logic center of this new world they’re in, but from Van’s perspective: she’s the soul to Lottie’s spirit. They are matched. They are one coin, and they could be so strong if they would just work together. Van knows this. Lottie would know this. But it runs in direct opposition to how Tai sees herself, who she needs to be, so she flatly refuses. It is such an excellent trifecta of a dynamic. Lottie as leader. Tai refusing to follow. Van stretched in both directions. You can’t guard the whole net at once. You have to be able to move. So how on earth will that play out?
#yellowjackets#van palmer#taissa turner#lottie matthews#I am obsessed with this#I do not remotely ship van romantically with anyone but tai#but her connection to Lottie is still fundamental and firm#and I have to imagine it’s going to lead to more trials down the road#because Tai as the love of her life means Van will theoretically side with her every time#but Lottie as the basis of their wild religion throws such a wrench into that#and I’m wondering if being unable to break those bonds even when they’re out. even when Lottie is gone. is a huge part of why they split#I just LOVE that van is eager to believe in things#and she’s eager to believe in Tai just as much if not more than Lottie#but this like. pisses tai off. it’s great to be believed in as a leader.#but as this supernatural element she can’t control? absolutely the fuck not#van. van stop looking at me like that. van we are not talking about this.#it’s amazing. I need so much more of it in both timelines
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Where is the Candy Queen love? I mean maybe I'm just a sucker for her design and voice work and just general demeanor but I can't be the only one
#also I kinda wanna get to thinking abt what specifically the Winter King transferred over to PB#cuz like we know the crown causes madness but Ice King's specific madness is different from the OG madness when it was first created#Ice King's madness is specific to his own characteristics so if Winter King transferred his obsessive love over to PB#then maybe that's why he was so chill about the mention of Betty? I know there's the whole memory thing goin on there too#like I dunno I really dig the implications of what specifically plagues Simon abt the crown like the kidnapping and obsession is obvious#the memory loss is anothet aspect but Winter King seemed to keep the confidence and self love from the crown#ooo I wonder if we had more of a chance to see Candy Queen if we would have saw the depression and self destructive behaviour#or if Ice King's madness while having aspects of his own madness goes ahead and mixes with PB's personality and psychology#causing for a slightly different effect to it all so while her madness was similar it still had aspects of herself in it just mixed together#anywayy I could totally get into this but again I'd have to rewatch like all of Adventure Time which I am not gonna do#I would pay heavy attention to everything Ice King related tho#I wonder how Winter King even managed to do all that... cuz he was Ice King so how did he become aware enough to do that to PB?#interesting interesting maybe a strong emotional trigger of some sort...#also I wonder if the madness was building up bcuz Winter King said this was an escalation... like was it a steady stream?#Just him beaming his madness into PB's head and the more he slipped away the worse she got until eventually the blender lmao#as you can see I think people should be talking about Candy Queen more
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this is a very venty post don't mind me :D
that nintendo direct was so horrible.
it was literally like 80 percent remakes and remasters.
never in my life have i seen an announcement video exist just to say "every game you've ever known since the 90s is being remade/remastered, sorry, we ran out of originality".
literally like all the video game market is anymore is remakes and the movie industry is just as bad.
the nso releases are fine because they're not like, remakes taking up full game slots. they're old games that are being made accessible and that's great... but there's no need to remake this many games when they can do that. remakes used to be rare. remember stuff like the wii u shop and stuff? with all the games they had on those things? now it's a tiny selection and everything else is a remake :/
also I feel like a lot of new rpgs are just like... lowkey fe knockoffs now instead of original rpgs.
i'm happy for like... two existing remakes, but one of them is mario rpg which people wanted waaaaAAAAAYYYY before the remake and remaster era, and the other is baten kaitos which im not actually happy about remaster-wise (the updated ui is trash, they took out very specific charms of the original ui), just happy that it will get more recognition/notice from people since it was never popular.
they also completely removed the english voice acting which like okay yeah it wasn't always that great but the voices fit perfectly and it wasn't as bad as fans meme on it for! it just sounded like they were talking through a tube and that was actually the worst part of it lol.
someone suggested to me that they may have just lost the data for it, but idk. i wish they'd just admit that somehow if it was the case, because it bugs me that the english audio is just completely gone when ultimately i really liked it. i wanted the game to be accessible to newer players, sure, but i also wanted the english audio there. ig that's because i grew up with it and i liked it, but it's still such a bummer for me!
paper mario being put on the nso and tyd getting a whole remaster does make me sad tho bc it feels like they're leaving the original in the dust when it was so good. if you're gonna do tyd, at least do them both.
good for innersloth though, i'm sure they never imagined being on a nintendo direct. they're the real winners here.
#DCB Comments#the FE fandom is just as bad too. every single solitary direct that comes up they're like#OMG FE4 REMAKE. like ??? I used to be just annoyed but#now I'm just feeling the “shut the actual fuck up” mood bc it's ALL they care about for FE anymore#nobody wants new FE games. they're just obsessed with the idea of remakes#it's more annoying bc it's all the majority of the FE fandom talks abt anymore#also does anyone even know if games on the NSO ever get a remake or if originals of remakes go onto NSO?#wondering bc I don't think I've seen a game on NSO get a remake or vice versa#like I was always wondering if Mario RPG would be on the NSO but it never was and now it has a remake coming#since FE4 6 and 7 are on the NSO I can't see why they would be if remakes were coming#also if they're in the process of making a new console do y'all still think they'll release Gamecube on the NSO?#idk if they'd release PoR on it since they'd prob remaster that one (I don't want a remake for it but remaster might be nice if they#update the map graphics and stuff) since it would net them way more money to release the game as a standalone but if they#did put it on NSO I'd really love that. I get up I play PoR. I lay down I PoR. I go in the car I play PoR (I don't drive lol)#but anyway yeah I'm just tired of every single Direct having FE fans being annoying as fuck#also ppl were apparently legit like omg the new banner coming means fe4 remake will be on the direct#oh my goooooddddd stfu at this point I just don't want it remade bc i am 💅 p e t t y 💅 bc ppl are so annoying abt this#when a leak for a new game came out (engage) from a very reputable source ppl knocked it and called it ''obviously fake''#(the joke is now not just ON them but IS them) but then when they got a ''leak'' abt an fe4 remake they ate it up#like wow lol. wow. they won't believe anything unless you say fe4 remake then suddenly they believe anything you say abt that alone#it's rly sad that my favorite game has become a cesspool of annoying fe fans#the thing is fe doesn't come out with a whole lot of remakes. it never has#it's just that when gaiden got a remake ppl have NOT shut the fuck up ever since#and I've seen ppl saying every game under the sun should be remade#frankly if they remake anything right now it should be poor fucking shadow dragon (yes. the remake.)#anyway most of y'all know how annoyed i get abt this lol like yeah maybe someday fe4 could get remade but#it's the fact that the modern day fans are SO fucking annoying about it now. back ten or so years ago fe4 fans were just happy TO play it#we were just happy to have it at all even in emulated form and it being an snes game#we loved it as it was and didn't bitch about it bc it wasn't uwu modern enough (and i've played casual mode since new mystery)#now ppl are just like oh i like it but i don't want to play it unless it's remade
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omfg 😤🔪
#it's been wonderful slowly becoming a human being since i was freed from my parents but it's still annoying how terribly im assembled#i see someone mention a legal professional relative#i get reminded of how i wanted to join the water polo team but i had to get an application notarized#only way i could get it done was thru my aunt and she was like yeah sure for $50 ^_^#what's wrong w her.#why were these ppl so obsessed w not letting me leave the house. am i rly autistic or just feral#ultimately. i was still allowed to practice w the team#the coach purposely spiked me in the head while i was in 12ft water bc i spaced out#omfg if only it knocked me out. deranged upbringing.
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For the ask game!
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I got the notification and decided to send an ask before I forgot :3
Awww, thank you so much!!! I’m so honored :)
🏳️🌈 Are you a member of the LGBTQIA+ community?
Uh…kinda! Right now I identify as “asexual???????”, complete with all those question marks after it. I’m still in the process of figuring out my identity, but for now that’s what I tentatively feel comfortable with—and it is part of LGBTQIA+!
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#fun fact: i first encountered the word ‘asexual’ at age 12 and wondered if that was what i was#but i understood that lots of people hadn’t had crushes or romantic relationships yet at age 12#so i decided that i could call myself asexual if i still hadn’t had a crush yet by the time i was 17#(i don’t know why 17—it was a pretty arbitrary number—but that’s what my 12-year-old self decided)#(i think a little later i read the book ‘tash hearts tolstoy’ which had a 17yo asexual protagonist so that may have contributed)#and now here i am—19 and never having fallen in love with anyone of any gender in my life#not counting unattainable fictional/celebrity crushes#(some of which i think were just obsessions/hyperfixation feelings i couldn’t properly put a name to)#so uh…there’s that for my 12-year-old self#this may change when i’m older. it may not. we’ll see#for now i’m okay with identifying myself as asexual#(with of course a million disclaimers and question marks because i’m me)#ask#answered#hoiimtemmi#lgbt+#asexual#~💖 ask game 💖~#just ‘maya overshares in general’
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deleting the playlist is the official nail in the coffin like. it's over. it's over now.
#ngl my dudes. I feel like the uhhhh blorbo part of my brain has just... stopped working at all#well.... blorbo insomuch as like shipping and fandom and whatever#I still have blorbo(s) that I love entirely and am obsessed with (see icon) but none I feel like#oh I should write for them or oh I should read for them#not even old blorbos give me ideas anymore. a fleeting sense of - oh! blorbos! but no *ideas*#idk maybe it's because shipping stuff to the level of fanfic is really rare for me.#and I gotta be honest the few things I *have* watched from here that ppl have OBSESSED over ships for I've always been like...#really? I don't see it....#and on top of that I'm not someone who will watch something JUST for a ship like that's gotta be a bonus#I never go into watching something thinking omg I wonder who I'll ship. I just simply don't care abt that shit#when picking media to spend hours with#idk feels like I'm just 🤷♀️#which then makes me feel like lmao why am I *here* on the blorbo shipping fanfic webbedsite then?#I still enjoy my old ships. seeing content abt them makes me go 😃!! but only for a second and then it's like 🤷♀️ ok.#this has gotten long and rambling and stupider than usually allow myself to get so ✌️#erin explains it all
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i was NOT letting twitter get me today with jjk 213 leaks I had to scroll like a mad man to find some normal fanart lmao
but I'm literally crying tears (humour = coping) SUKUNA STRAIGHT UP VORES HANA? WHAT?
#jjk spoilers#jjk leaks#jjk chapter 213 leaks#SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON??#nah i cant even keep laughing when I keep thinking about what the FUCK he did to yuuji#gege how are you fixing this please#im not letting them let jjk get tragic-er than this#i literally am gonna go get amnesia at this point I don't want to remember this#times like these makes me wonder yeh but whats the point#NO LISTEN IM STILL TALKING jjk is great yeh but#BUT#at least lets have a bittersweet ending because I understand that in the world jjk is set in it is almost impossible to find any happiness#but like#i cant express what i MEAN#LIKE WHATS THE POINT#WHY AM I OBSESSED WITH MISERY??#i cant pinpoint my feelings about jjk#maybe im too emotionally immature to keep reading idk idk#i might delete this after thinking about the chapter a bit more this was an instant reaction
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alistair: [visibly frustrated, upset, heartbroken, annoyed, starting to cry] kal, why are you hesitating. kal. KAL. for the love of all that is holy, please just fucking kill him. he's a traitor, he's tried to kill us multiple times, he framed us for the king's death, HE KILLED DUNCAN, just KILL HIM im BEGGING you kal: [also crying] I CAN'T HE'S MY BLORBO!!!!!!
#if you were wondering why that happened LMFAO#i mean this is a bit oversimplified For The Jokes but like yeah MGFDKGJKDFJG#and it's a blend of reasons. partly that she never wanted to kill ANYONE#partly that the near loss of her own father is so fresh in her mind when anora starts begging them to spare loghain#im also obsessed with the idea of loghain and maric being ferelden's blorbos GJDFGJSJG#like! they're LIVING LEGENDS essentially?? these great figures of the rebellion who are... still alive and kicking. and kal lived like 15#mins away from them her whole life lmao. i also hc that she worked at the castle (cyrion works at the estate of a bann; he's the one that#gets her the job). which makes all of this even more... !!!#the reality of maric and loghain just. still being HERE. is very insane#tbd#don't rb#ok i havent decided if i am gonna delete this so for now#kalyani tabris#*debating whether to delete it in anticipation of hate* lmaoooo#whatever! it's out there now <3#vee plays da#vee plays dao#rs: even now i ask for this ache.
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People who draw Din Djarin with a straight nose are the weakest link.
#stay away from me#I understand that everyone else isn’t as obsessed with noses as I am but still#it’s one of his defining features it’s so beautiful what’s wrong with you#and you fuckers wonder why you have same face syndrome#it’s because you literally don’t pay attention to the faces you draw
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