#that i just dont wanna deal with this shit

[moonlit-dreamers]

no its mainly arguing that nexus isnt actually innocent at all and everything he did was a conscious choice that he made of his own volition and that ppl saying "he isnt self aware/is too mentally ill to be aware" and use it as an excuse to justify his actions are very painfully wrong. nexus has shown self awareness and guilt (see the episode where dark sun picks him up and hes talking to himself and keeps telling himself to shut up bc he keeps thinking about wut he did to earth). and even when ur mentally ill and do something bad its still ur own choice

also how ppl seem to think its just. really fucking strange? that u WOULDNT like someone?? after they actively tried to kill u??? like bitch if my life long friend tried to kill me and called me just "collateral damage" theyd need to do some hard fucking work to gain my trust back bc u dont just do that to someone and expect them to not care

theres also a bunch of other things of everyone blaming the family AND NOT NEXUS HIMSELF for wut hes doing. they didnt even know wut he was feeling or doing for a while. they accidentally fueled him by asking how to bring solar back but they accepted he probably wouldnt come back. but ppl blame THEM for not even being aware of the situation. oh and also blaming the family for not helping him bc "moon had hallucinations!!" they didnt know about that either. all sun (not the others) heard was that he was talking to things that werent real. sun didnt know wut the extent of it actually was. he didnt know that it was that bad.

ig a lot of it is just the blatant lack of sympathy or even just basic understanding that this situation sucks for EVERYONE and not just ur specific blorbo. this isnt a thing where the victims arent also perpetrators in some way. the VAs have said themselves that nobody is right nor wrong in this situation. but ppl r just kinda stuck in this black and white thinking of "nexus good family bad" when NEITHER of them r good nor bad. but im more focused on trying to defend the family bc apparently ppl just. think that theyre all in the wrong and should be punished for wut they did to nexus (which, again, they didnt know and it was still his choice to do EVERYTHING he did)

honestly i have a lot more and its just being angry about how the fandom has been treating nexus like the victim as if he didnt hurt and ATTEMPT TO KILL multiple ppl. idc if hes "mentally ill/unstable". its still his choice and he still has to own up to his actions. (and im saying this as a mentally ill person who has hurt ppl in the past. it was still my choice and i still had to make up for it.) he shouldnt be able to get out of this without trying to make things right and apologize

i have so many thoughts about this show but id probably be killed for going against wut ppl (aka hardcore moon/nexus fans) think

[spaciebabie]

at first getting diagnosed with cptsd was like, "yay my trauma has been validated (it always was valid)!" and i really thought that was going to be it, but then i started to do research as i do whenever i realize i have something and learned that!! the way i experience socialization is!! quite horrid actually!!

[triglycercule]

i feel like horror would have sourdough starter. he doesn't even use it to bake he just keeps it alive like a funny little experiment. the yeast in that starter will never get to experience the fulfillment of becoming bread unfortunately

and then he totally gets mad at dust and killer if they dont take care of it properly when he can't. WDYM THE STARTER OVERFLOWED!!! YOURE SUPPOSED TO ADD LESS WATER!!!! that's his baby guys he named it and decorated the jar and EVERYTHING 💔

[silversoulstardust]

week 7 of menstruating and I am so so tired

[bendoodle]

If one more man in my workplace tries to ask me out i will set the whole place on fire, i don't care anymore. I can't keep doing this over and over. These fucking idiots want to get into the pants of a fucking NPC, the person they work with isn't REAL! THAT'S A MIRROR MADE TO BOUNCE BACK WHATEVER YOU THROW AT IT IN HOPE TO END THE INTERACTION SWIFTLY AND WITHOUT ANY ISSUE. THAT SIMULACRUM OF ME IS THERE TO MAKE MONEY AND THAT'S ALL! NO friendship! NO relationship! You DON'T get to know anything about me! you get a COWORKER! and that's IT!

[blitzwazhere]

//Just in case for my own sanity I am keeping anons off unless I use it for memes specifically.

[liquidstar]

the goddamn show came out

[sydmarch]

it was so stupidly difficult to find any nutritionist who has experience with arfid & takes insurance so after having to go through all these referrals my therapist sent me & jumping through hoops I lowkey hate the lady lmao feels like such a waste of time & energy

[permafrown]

ok everyone I need y'all to pray for your dear buddy omen. okay? okay.

[fadewalking]

Bellara lowkey pissing me off with all this feeling guilty bs

[scarletiswailing347]

highkey thinking of moving main socmeds again....

[orcelito]

I'm afraid the baby fever has come back enough that I am wanting to write smth that is. Domestic. Still got my dad vash fic from b4 that I've been sloooooowly working on, but that starts off pretty depressing lol and I kinda just want some vw domesticity. You know. Anyways I have started planning a wolfwood pregnancy fic today. Because i can.

[mla0]

i hate when people portray michael and/or patrick as some kind of master manipulator who was terrible to shaun and stormy. like, in the past, michael sometimes got portrayed with little autonomy, or as childish and overly innocent in a weird way. that in itself is an issue with the treatment of mentally ill characters (infantilization), but the solution isn't to argue that he's actually a monster who only wanted to hurt and mislead people. the same goes for patrick. i don't enjoy the "goofy flirty mass murderer" interpretation for very similar reasons, because in the canon patrick did indeed do some wild shit but i think it's a stretch to say it was out of malice, except maybe towards eric lol

obviously there will be different views of these characters and this isn't meant to be gatekeep-y or anything, i'm just concerned with how certain portrayals can quickly slide into negative biases towards mental illness. i think if you're going on this route you might want to ask yourself why, and consider how it could make the mentally ill people within the fandom feel when they see their own symptoms portrayed by their peers as synonymous with being dishonest or manipulative

[stupidrant]

i think the most we will get is PC release (if that) this year but that means we gotta deal with those trolls bc changing angrb0da’s skin color is such a big deal to these mfs and i still dont understand that sweet baby inc shit bcuz all the information im seeing is just bundled bullshit LMFAOOO i feel like her actual character gets overshadowed by the made up problems and no one actually talks abt HER as a character or even analyses her fr (outside of here ofc) lol sms abt to make a banger with her and atreus istg

[rapidhighway]

Just out of curiousity why dont you like people tagging your sonic and shadow art as ship? Feel free not to answer if you dont want to but id like to know :} hope youre having a good weekend!

I just don't like the ship, and none of my art shows them being romantic, so if people read that as ship it would be first of all really annoying, and second of all, imagining things that arent there and that I didn't mean to put in the artwork xd this isn't what my art of them is about is it. It's also a very popular ship so there's a higher possibility people aren't going to be normal about these two in together in the shot. I usually don't need to worry about people tagging other ships because barely anyone does that anyway xd

[fishdanshi]

left him feeling p good