#that episode was fucking strESSFUL

[chaotic-neutral-knitter]

watched The Last of Us and really liked it but I think it gave my girlfriend a panic attack so. uh. we’ll see if we watch the rest lmao.

[bixels]

Your April-Jacqueline is the best example of a female himbo I've ever seen

(And no I do not mean bimbo because they are different and men can be bimbos too)

Thanks.

[banditblvd]

Uh happy holidays and whatnot take the bandit equivalent to a lump of coal

[deoidesign]

when your main characters start dating after years of writing so they finally get to be like this

[bacchuschucklefuck]

okay unironically I love so much that porter is like this world SUCKS its BAD here and it HURTS you why do you care abt it!!! and literally every single bad kid is like ngl we just hate ur ass it does not matter what ur philosophy is

[keywhole]

so hows everyone feeling about love winning in nevada

[that-sarcastic-writer]

Rafe doing the thingy with his hands hitting his head while trying to explain something is so personal to me bc he only did it when he was at his worst, when no one would listen to him and he was at his wits end with everyone. He stopped doing it by season 4. Why? Because he wasn’t mentally drained out anymore, he wasn’t being ignored or manipulated anymore. And that is so personal to me

[fumifooms]

Honestly I wonder if anyone’s ever read Chilchuck’s “I cheated on her” admission as an implicit reference to prioritizing alcohol over his marriage and feeling guilty abt it.

Ohh… "I cheated on her" as a half-truth because something ended up taking priority over their marriage, because emotionally he was elsewhere… "I cheated on her" because after having all the time in the world to think about it now that he’s alone, he realizes that that might have been how she felt, and that’s how it felt like to him too.

Love that. I def think he’s ironically someone who deflects guilt a lot, in a similar way that he compulsively goes "You’re wrong! I don’t care about you guys at all! I’m an asshole!" he flees emotions by making the problem something else that’s fake, a burden easier to bear, he’s so used to being seen for what he’s not after all. I went into it a bit in one of my fics and in a couple meta posts, but when it comes to his wife he was very much like an ostrich with his head in the sand, seeing her fall into a bad mood on the outing before she left him but dismissing it as something "sudden" that’s not worth thinking deeper about. Overdrinking is a problem for future Chil. I think he did a lot of "You want me to drink less and you’re afraid for my health? Get over it lol" and "I should be less strict with the girls and raise my voice less? My father was a strict drunk and look at me, I turned out functional and great! The girls are literally fine and love me" and "Oh? My drinking is affecting our family? No it’s not smh smh get off my back"< Drunk a significant portion of the time he spends at home since he’s off-work and somewhere he can relax. Type of guy to always dismiss any issues that might exists because he prefers ignoring them as if they’ll go away. All his problem solving energy is spent during work and the issue is with his family he already likes things as they are, they’re his comfort zone and change is scary, he doesn’t want the change, even if it’d be better. He doesn’t want to change, his unhealthy habits are guilty pleasures he wishes people didn’t try to make him feel guilty for

BUT POINT IS he struggles with guilt and like. Letting it be a feeling that he gets sometimes, so it’s all bottled up and festers and gets twisted into frustration or such like how his worry usually does. I like this take, wether it’s something he’s already thought a lot about or it’s something he’s repressed that came suddenly pouring out of him like blood out of a wound, now that he’s putting it into words with someone for maybe the first time.

It’s interesting how he didn’t refuse going up to the bicorn, I’m sure part of him wanted to see if it would like him, like the virtue test it is. Would a monster that loves despicable men be magnetized to him? Would it confirm his fears?

[ellesdoodles]

Riz, darling, do not start smoking! With your basic stress level you will never be able to stop!

[ihatedean]

[stillbreathing-aer]

"...I would go to the ends of the earth and back for you. I would die for you.

And now I don't know what it means. If it means anything."

[djarinvettel]

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[rottkitt]

today is an absolutely horrible day to be a taco fictive.

[screechingfromthevoid]

y'all didn't tell me about spin the bottle. How am I supposed go on like this.

[c-duceusclay]

Okay, I'm going to bed gn

[auroargraves]

Jang Shin Yu being a simp and doing the most for Lee Hong Jo to the point she is so used to it like ms girl automatically dropped her hand when he shielded her from the sun is taking me out because he will do everything but being honest about how he truly feels about her 😭