#that caught him off guard if we're being honest

[tennessoui]

Kisses to distract for the playmaker au 🌌

omg from this prompt list, kisses to distract from the au where all the kisses are basically to deceive and to distract???? hell yes!!!

so i couldn't pick which kiss i wanted and then i remembered i made a playmaker post once about how vos is probably sent undercover/ends up at anakin's table and obi-wan freaks out and corners him and they're found and its so suspicious that they would be so close talking in a secret corner that before they're found, vos kisses obi-wan so that people will just think that they're horny only for vos to then die because That's Anakin's Little Mouse

so this is that....except a little different cause obi-wan's daddy issues are Daddying rn

(2.6k) (cw: a nonconsensual kiss. but also. like. murder???)

Obi-Wan can feel his heart beating. It’s so loud in his mind that he can barely hear what Vader is saying, and he’s sitting in the man’s lap, face tucked up beneath his chin.

He can’t remember a time he’s felt more exposed, not even the very first time Vader’s hands had found his waist and pulled him into his lap in front of half his highest ranking men. 

In the intervening weeks, it’s even been—well. It’s become rather…comfortable. If he doesn’t think of all the reasons it isn’t. 

Perched on Anakin’s thighs, one arm wrapped around his shoulders and the other held to his lap, he can press his face up against the man’s hair. He can close his eyes and commit himself wholly to listening to the men and women around him talk. Talk of shipments and delays, money owed, lives taken in payment. Obi-Wan can memorize everything and he can do it from the throne of the very mob his department has tasked him with bringing down. He can memorize it all and spend the moments in between pressing kisses to the tendons of Anakin’s neck, trailing his fingers along the in-seam of his suit pants, rubbing at the mob boss’ shoulder with the palm of his other hand.

Because—because that’s what the mission instructs that he do. He’s supposed to gather intel, gather evidence. And he’s supposed to do it without Anakin realizing that there’s a rat wrapped around his heart. The kisses—the kisses help. Distract him.

And it feels good. To kiss him.

To tease him into fucking him up against the wall the second they get somewhere private. To coax him into such violent need he dismisses his men and has Obi-Wan right where they’re sitting. 

It feels good, to be so desired that it’s uncontrollable. To be so desired that the desire must be dealt with, must be whittled down simply by the act of having. Of taking.

Obi-Wan doesn’t feel guilty about how good it feels. It should feel good to be touched. It should be some sort of bonus to the undercover mission that it is sometimes him whose hands shake with the desire to be on Anakin’s skin. It is not something he needs to feel guilty about.

It is not something his father needs to know about either, the way that the son he raised turns into a slut the moment a criminal gets between his thighs.

And luckily enough, right now, Obi-Wan is the sole decider of what Qui-Gon Jinn gets to know. That’s the nature of being the only rat to have lived this long in the Skywalker mob. That’s the nature of being the only rat. Obi-Wan gets to decide what he tells his team and what he leaves out of their quick and hurried meetings when Obi-Wan’s supposed to be on a run.

But—but he was supposed to be the only rat.

He was not supposed to look across the long table laden with food that Anakin uses for his mob meetings and see a face he recognized. 

Obi-Wan’s head is swimming, and his heart is pounding so loudly in his ears that Anakin must be able to hear it too. That must be why he adjusts his grip on him, dragging him further into his arms as if that will make him feel safer.

All it does is drag the hem of his shorts further up his thigh, exposing the lace end of the stockings he’s wearing. All it does is tug the droopy material of his shirt off his shoulder—revealing the strappy red lace of the bralette beneath.

It has happened before—hell, Obi-Wan has dressed like this in front of these men for the express purpose of this happening, of his outfit revealing what lies beneath while he can feign ignorance. Nothing gets Anakin’s hands on him faster than other men seeing what he thinks is only his.

What is only his.

He came tonight wearing the brightest colors of pretty things he owned in order for this to happen because it has been far too long since Anakin last snapped. He has been far too put together lately, far too...distant.

It makes Obi-Wan’s chest tight with anxiety. He has not yet been able to figure out what attracted the mob boss to him in the first place, and he’s spent the last several days wondering if it’s gone. If he’s about to be tossed to the side, ripped out of Anakin’s bed with the same ease he was granted entry.

Or—maybe worse, what if Anakin has made him as a rat? What if he’s to be killed?

What if his father knows that and he thought to send in Obi-Wan’s replacement before he can die? It would be less suspicious, wouldn’t it? 

No. Obi-Wan is being paranoid. Too paranoid. Even if he were to lose Anakin’s attention, he has the twins wrapped around his thumb. Anakin cannot kill him, his children would not stand for it. 

And—it would give him time to figure out what he did wrong, what made Anakin’s eyes stray. He could be better. Figure out how to do better, be what he needed.

For the sake of the mission.

And…there would be no way for his father to catch wind of the mob realizing there’s a rat before Obi-Wan knows. 

So the fact that Quinlan Vos is sitting close to the foot of the table…that he’s here, in this room, as a ranking member of Anakin’s mob….

That must mean that his father does not trust him to be doing his job. That Obi-Wan’s performance has disappointed him somehow, that he hasn’t been enough. He has not given them the information that they need and so his father has found a replacement.

And now the man who used to help Obi-Wan sort his father’s highlighters by color and size is staring at him from down the table, looking at the lines of his lingerie as he sits on the lap of the most dangerous mob boss in the city.

“Well,” Anakin says, tossing his napkin onto his empty plate. “Let’s break so that they can clean up this mess. And then—to business, men.”

The words are met with the thud and scrape of twenty or thirty chairs pushing back from their seats as the owners vacate them obediently. Obi-Wan, just as obedient, stays still. Anakin’s hand has clasped around the back of his neck, keeping him in position. 

“You’re shaking, little mouse,” the mob boss murmurs.

“It’s cold,” Obi-Wan replies automatically, turning his face into his neck. He presses the faintest of kisses there and thinks about ripping the man’s throat open with his teeth, ending all of his problems now. 

“Aw, baby, but you look so pretty like this,” Anakin says, ghosting his hand up the outside of his thigh and resting it just beneath the hem of his shorts. Then, his tone changes, growing lower, darker. Vader.  “The men couldn’t look away.”

Obi-Wan tries to draw a breath, but it stalls out in his chest. He stills, and then immediately tries to pretend that he hasn’t, that his thoughts have flown to Vos, who had been just as surprised to see him in Anakin’s lap as Obi-Wan had been to see him at Anakin’s table. 

“Hm?” Vader continues, as if Obi-Wan has spoken.

“I didn’t notice,” Obi-Wan finally says, sitting back so he can look fully into Vader’s eyes. “All I was looking at was you.”

They’re different from Anakin’s, Vader’s eyes. He would include this in his reports if he could figure out a way to say it that doesn’t make him sound insane. It’s been a long-held theory, that Anakin Skywalker isn’t always just Anakin Skywalker, but no one’s ever been able to have irrefutable proof.

But looking into Vader’s eyes, Obi-Wan knows. Knows it’s Vader who is looking back. Anakin is a dangerous man all on his own, but Vader…Vader is another beast entirely.

One that Obi-Wan isn’t prepared to deal with right now. Not when he is so on edge. When Vos is here. At Anakin’s restaurant. At his table.

Does Obi-Wan’s father really think he has failed so entirely? Does he really think he needs to be replaced? Needs support?

“I need to stretch my legs,” Obi-Wan says, pushing away from Vader’s chest. “I heard you and Ahsoka talking over it, I know this meeting will be a long one.” “My, what big ears you have, little mouse,” Vader says silkily, even as he drops his hands and leans back in his chair. The dismissal is clear; Obi-Wan is being given what he wants.

He gets several steps away before he looks back at Anakin, hands tightening into fists and releasing. 

The man is watching him go, wine glass raised in front of his lips. He hasn’t closed his legs yet, sprawling out on his chair like it’s a throne.

And Obi-Wan is—torn. He needs to track down Vos. He needs to find a place to talk with him. 

But he needs—he needs to stay here, with Anakin. He needs to turn back around and press himself up against Anakin’s chest once more, spread himself over him and make him feel good. So good that Anakin will not kill him nor tell him to leave and kill him all the same.

The shame and guilt that come on the heels of that thought are strong enough to force him to look away, force him out of the room.

He doesn’t get far.

A hand wraps around his arm and pulls him aside almost as soon as he’s exited the wide main room of the second floor of Anakin’s restaurant.

Obi-Wan makes an automatic, furious sound, but the hold on his arm only tightens as he’s pulled further into a dark and quiet alcove, mostly shielded by a marbled statue.

“What the hell are you doing,” the man who has grabbed Obi-Wan whispers furiously, and Obi-Wan goes almost boneless with relief. Oh, thank God it’s Vos.

“Me? What are you doing—” he turns around to face him fully, as much as the tight space can allow. “Did my father send you?”

In the shadows of the alcove, Obi-Wan can barely see Vos roll his eyes. “Probably in his mind, yeah, he did. I got back from one undercover mission, got sent the contacts for another almost immediately, wound up here, where his precious son’s whor—”

“What does that mean—”

“And he should have, Jesus, Kenobi! They told me you were making nice with the mob, wait until they hear you’re grinding up on Vader during his business meetings, what the fuck—-”

“No!” Obi-Wan doesn’t mean to say it so loudly or so vehemently, but he can’t. Qui-Gon was never supposed to know, no one was supposed to know, and now they will, and maybe his father will pull him off the case, can he do that? Would he try? If he thought Obi-Wan was doing a bad enough job, he would. He would take him away, get Detective Secura to arrest him next time they meet for information, it wouldn’t blow his cover, but it would take him away from—

From Anakin.

Obi-Wan can’t let that happen.

He hears footsteps, pointed and loud, coming down the hallway toward them. The break must nearing over, it’ll be time to get back to the real meat of the meeting, the actual mob business now, and then Obi-Wan won’t see Vos again. No way Anakin would let him spend a moment alone with another man—it would look suspicious anyway, if Ben knew this random mobster. Two rats getting cozy under the same roof, it doesn’t look good.

Anakin can’t know. Obi-Wan can’t lose him. He can’t lose him.

He can’t.

I’m sorry, he thinks and he knows it’s not good enough but the guilt does not drown out the need burning in his chest. The desire that cannot be controlled.

In the next moment, he’s pushing Vos up against the wall of the alcove, forcing him back with a grunt that’s loud enough that the footsteps outside pause.

Turn.

Just as Obi-Wan presses his lips against Vos’, pulling his own shirt down to look dissheveled. Messy. Like someone has been running their hands over his clothes.

“Oh, now that’s something Vader will want to know about,” Ahsoka Tano says. Obi-Wan rips himself away almost as fast as he pushed himself into Vos’ space.

It isn’t an act when he rubs the back of his hand over his lips. He’d kissed Vos mid-word, gotten the man’s spit in his mouth. He doesn’t like the taste, wishes it was Anakin’s.

“Tano,” he says. “Just making friends.”

Tano’s eyebrows fly up further than Obi-Wan’s ever seen them. “You get all your friends killed, Ben?”

Vos moves to stand beside him, shoulder to shoulder, and the guilt and shame slam into Obi-Wan so suddenly that he almost rocks back from the blow. Vos is eight years older than him; was just fresh from the academy when Obi-Wan was still just a kid left to twiddle his thumbs at the police station waiting for his father to take him home. He’d gotten him take-out before. Coffee. Water. Little games to play with.

And Obi-Wan has gotten him killed.

“A little kiss won’t kill me,” Vos says, clapping a hand to Obi-Wan’s shoulder. There’s a note of bravado in his voice.

“Not quickly,” Tano promises. She raises her hand, snaps it when Obi-Wan doesn’t exit as quickly as she wants. “Come on, Benny. Let’s get you back to daddy.”

“Ahsoka,” Obi-Wan says, taking a shaking step forward. All he can think about suddenly is Vos, a decade younger and relegated to a shitty desk in the back of the station first year out of the academy, shoes up on his files, biology flashcards in his hands as he ran Obi-Wan through the questions.

What has he done?

What has he done?

“Please,” he finally says, stumbling out of the alcove, and when his voice wavers, he’s not faking it. What has he done? He has gotten Vos killed—and for what? Why had he kissed him? He could have—he could have talked to him, he could have begged. He could have explained the situation, why did he have to—

Because there is nothing Obi-Wan can say that will make Tano hold her tongue.

And there is nothing Obi-Wan can do to stay Anakin’s hands. He has murdered people for less. Perhaps this time he’ll murder Obi-Wan too, that way Obi-Wan will not have to live too long with the weight of this guilt.

“Ladies first,” Tano says as she opens the door back into the room. It’s buzzing with the sound of other people’s voices, the movement of them as they find their seats once more.

Obi-Wan walks forward and Anakin’s eyes snap to him immediately. They’re dark and narrowed, as if he already knows more than he likes.

The walk has never been longer to get to Anakin’s side once more. 

He’s pulled to stand in between Anakin’s spread thighs, the man’s hands falling to his waist and pulling him in, splaying out across his hips.

“Mm,” the mobster murmurs, and Obi-Wan’s legs are so shaky that he has to clamber up onto his lap just to avoid falling apart then and there. What has he done. What has he done?

“You smell different, baby,” Anakin says. “What have you been doing?” Obi-Wan wonders suddenly, wildly, if he can smell his fear. If he could see it in his eyes as he approached.

“Making friends,” Tano reports as she drops into the chair next to them. “Tongue first.”

Anakin’s hands still and then tighten. When he speaks, his voice is low and deep and all Vader. “Is that right, little mouse?”

And Obi-Wan—there is nothing Obi-Wan can do save for letting the guilt kill him.

So Obi-Wan nods. He nods and raises Vader's chin with his hand, forcing him to look at him. "I told you I was cold," he said as if he'd been so cold he found another man's body to keep him warm in the minutes he was away from Anakin.

Anakin's eyes are like pieces of ice. There's no warmth in them, but there's a glowing light of something that looks a lot like hunger. Fascination.

It's the same way he looked at him when he first saw him. As if he were intrigued.

The expression makes something that has been wound tight these last few weeks dissolve into nothing. Anakin's eyes promise that there will be no more distance between them. That he has not grown so tired of him that he will be discarded with next week's recycling.

And despite the guilt, the worry, the shame that's burning Obi-Wan's insides to ash, that look in Anakin's eyes warms him to the core.

[my-castles-crumbling]

professor - wolfstar - TTPD Server microfic challenge - word count: 307

"Has Professor Lupin ever been married?"

Sirius nearly spit out his drink, he was so caught off-guard by the question. It had definitely been a while since he was fifteen, but he didn't remember being so blunt when he was that age.

No...well, he definitely was. Still was, actually. But it still was disarming.

"Why do you ask?" he replied in what he hoped was a steady voice, turning to Harry, who was sitting with him eating breakfast in the kitchen at Grimmauld Place on one of the last days of summer.

The boy shrugged. "Just wonder what he's been doing for the past fifteen years, I guess."

And that hit Sirius like a knife to the gut. But a small voice in his head, a voice that sounded suspiciously like James, told him to be honest. So he said softly, "Yeah, he's been married. To me, actually."

Green eyes turned to him in obvious surprise, but there was no distaste in Harry's expression. After a moment, the teenager asked, "And now?"

He frowned. That was a difficult question. "Now...now it's been fifteen years, like you said. In a lot of ways, things are different. We're re-learning each other. But in some ways, things are also...very much the same." He allowed himself to smile at the thought, briefly remembering the way Remus had kissed him a few nights ago, the way it had warmed his frozen body and sharpened fuzzy memories of stolen moments in Hogwarts broom closets long ago.

Harry nodded, smiling as well. "That's good."

"Good?" Sirius asked, trying to figure out what Harry meant by the statement.

"It's...it's good to know that something from before Mum and Dad's deaths still lasted. I think they would be happy it did," Harry said, nodding to himself.

And Sirius cleared his throat, turning to hide his tears.

[romaniacs]

▌ㅤNATASHA ROMANOFF — YOUR JEALOUS GIRLFRIEND

( read more ) synopsis — the only hard part about being natasha's girlfriend is keeping it so on the down low that men like steve take forever to give up on you. warnings — female reader x natasha romanoff, flirty steve rogers, a little bit suggestive, fluff.

"hey there" steve's cocky voice echoes inside the quinjet as he leans against the metal wall. "i was thinking… we should go out for once. to a club. not sure you'd like that, romanoff, but yeah" the way natasha's eyes lift up to watch him as he waits for an answer from you makes you smile to yourself.

"we're good" the redhead says.

you're not so sure she is, given how she sounds. "i don't know, i've been tired. think i'll go back to my room soon anyway" you say, trying to escape him.

but he's too full of himself to take a hint. "nah, your room isn't going anywhere… i'm sure we can find something fun to do together. your life has been too serious lately, hasn't it?"

natasha nearly gags beside you. his tone… his look. his blind confidence. fun? wait until he finds out how much fun you have with your romanoff after midnight.

steve reaches for your glass of wine and takes a sip; natasha squirms in her seat, clearly uncomfortable, watching as his eyes stay locked on yours while he swallows.

"no, steve, i do have fun" you mumble.

"please, be honest" he persists, placing the glass back next to you. "when was the last time you took a break?" he steps closer, his voice lowering. "when was the last time you went on a date? you're always so busy. and now you're gonna rest again, this early? that's kinda grandma of you."

you can almost feel the heat radiating off natasha's body.

"she just works hard, dumbass. and, thankfully, you're never around when she loosens up, because trust me, she knows how to have fun" natasha cuts him off sharply.

steve's eyes narrow as her words hit him, caught off guard but not as intimidated as he should be. "oh, really?" he says, his tone cooling slightly, though his ego is a little bit bruised. "and how would you know about her loosening up, nat? aren't you ever buried under paperwork?"

"let's just say i know a thing or two about unwinding. just be happy the walls are thick, rogers" she replies with a playful yet menacing smile; her face is smooth and lovely, but there's an undertone of danger that makes your chest flutter in the nicest way possible. "we should go, hm?" she tells you, and you nod quietly.

"yeah, it's getting late" you say. and your night's about to get good, steve finally understands.

his eyes widen as the realization sinks in, glancing between the two of you, struggling to keep his face neutral but failing as it flushes with embarrassment. "shit, you two… you're…" he stutters, unable to find the right words, and natasha waits patiently for them, but he can't bring himself to utter them out. "nevermind. go, have a good time!" he starts walking out, now not only shocked but also slightly fearful for his life.

[jaeyunluvr]

what you're worth

riki brushed past the people on the busy street to get to the cafe that was a few meters away to meet you.

you texted him a few minutes ago, saying you got stood up by your date and he was on his feet in a flash.

it honestly saddened you a little bit that you got stood up. it made you question your self-worth but you were also relieved for some unknown reason.

as soon as riki reached the cafe entrance, he pushed open the door and was welcomed by the sweet scent of vanilla. his eyes worriedly looked past people sitting and ordering their food, and the unsettling feeling in his chest had died down once his eyes landed on your back, as you faced away from him.

riki sighed in relief and walked towards your table.

he bent to give you a comforting hug, but as soon as he met your gaze, he could see the negativity running behind them.

he hesitated, but leaned forward to press his lips onto your forehead in the gentlest way possible. "stop thinking, princess"

he sat down opposite to you, his elbows settled on the table while his chin rested on his fisted palms. you looked at him, your thoughts decelerating a bit.

he raised his brow at you but you shook your head, not to give him and answer but to brush away all your thoughts for a bit.

you pushed the neatly plated tiramisu that you ordered for yourself, towards him, entertaining your loss of appetite.

riki tasted a bit of it and scrunched up his nose in fake disgust. "this place is the worst. who the fuck brings a girl for a date here?"

he stood up, extending his hand towards you.

"let's leave" he said while taking your hand in his.

you both ended up at the little park around the corner. walking side by side in a silence.

"you should go out with me instead, you know" you stopped in your tracks as those words left riki's mouth.

"what?"

"i'm saying you should stop going on these useless dates and just date me instead."

"riki we're best frien-"

"best friends can fall in love y/n. i've fallen in love with you. it hurts my heart to see you like this, questioning yourself. i can treat you so much better than them, i can show you what you're worth."

being honest with yourself, the fact that you're both best friends was just something you would say i denial. you loved riki too, but you were too afraid to ruin such a precious friendship.

riki inched towards you, hands grabbing your waist gently. at this point you had to give in. your hands wrapped around his neck, and your faces were closer than ever.

it felt dangerous to be this close. you were blurring all the lines and breaking all the rules right now, but none of that seemed to matter.

riki dipped his head to press his soft lips against yours. though you were hesitant, your body seemed to have a mind of it's own as it reacted to his touches on it's own.

you pulled away, your hands still around his neck. he looked at you and gave you a flustered smile.

"what am i worth?" your sudden question caught him off guard, but he let out a laugh, your lips curving into a smile at him.

"patience princess, i'll show you."

[boofeine]

ripe clementines – bsk

part i | part ii | part iii

pairing: seungkwan x fem reader

warnings: mdni, stable family relationship, dom seungkwan, brat reader, having to keep quiet, protected penetrative sex, kissing, fingering, dirty talk, exhibitionism kink (very kinda)

a/n: there's smut guys just be patient and read it to the very end it's a long setting up just trust me pls :/// ty

tags: @huen1ngk4i @aaniag @svteensworld @kooqitas @unlikelysublimekryptonite

happy seungkwan b-day everyone !! <3

Everything's going as planned, Seungkwan is oblivious about the surprised party his loved ones planned for him. Sure, your parents went to get his sisters on the train station, but not just only that... but also to make time for you to get him out of the house so they can prepare everything for his birthday.

Mrs. Jwa complained about using our home too much, but your parents and you know they're like family. Your childhood house has a bigger living room space, so why not make everything there. Your mother loves to hold the events.

You tug onto Seungkwan's arm as you walk down the street to the cafeteria. It's chilly, but the sun warms you nicely. Seungkwan was right, it's really a beautiful day outside.

The place is very cozy, with bright colors and different options of tables and puffs to sit. You see Seungkwan eyes brightening at the view of the sweets on display in front of him, the ice cream flavors so tempting to him, but he couldn't bare on this cold. As you both ponder and decide and place your orders, you choose where to sit as you wait for the food to come.

Seungkwan sits just in front of you, his hips bulking up as he manspreads slightly. His hands are hidden under his sweater pockets to keep it warm, the golden sunlight brightening his skin as he closes his eyes and breathes lightly to feel the sun hugging his face. The morning breeze makes the tip of his nose rosy, and his soft bangs move. He looks ethereal, you think.

You stare bluntly at the blue sky outside as your table is very near to the big window. Before, looking right back to Seungkwan, who already has his eyes on you. He has a found smile as you suddenly feel rush burning over your body, you're too afraid your cheeks are painted red under his gaze. "What?" you try to mask it out.

"What what? Can I not look? I can stare the floor then" He shoots armed, and that right there is your best friend you're familiar with.

"You have such a way on words" you reply ironically, as he does a jokingly fake smile at you.

"I like looking at your pretty face" He simply says and now, you're sure you have flushed cheeks. You coff, being caught off guard, giving off how surprised by that comment you are.

"See! Now, you're saying stuff like this!" You literally kick your feet under the table, you try to sound not so harsh, but your brows give off.

"Mhm?" he replies, unsure.

"You can't be like that just because we kissed" You do sound harsh now, you're afraid you're taking this conversation to the wrong way.

"What!?" Seungkwan almost jumps on spot "I'm not being like this just because we kissed" He argue, too stuned by your antics.

"That's not what I meant... I'm sorry" You say "I don't feel uncomfortable with you complementing me... It's just– I can't lie it feels... different now" You sincerely put out. You know you're going to have this conversation sometime, so it just happens to be now. "Am I making it awkward?" You ask, after the silence formed. Seungkwan seemed lost in thought.

"No. I understand you." He says lastly, but you know him enough to know there's more to it.

"See, Kwan, Imma be honest. We're adults now, I just can't pretend you're not attractive. If teenage me knew that, I wouldn't think differently to the man in front of me right now" You just say what you truly feel and have been thinking about. But, a tiny bit of you regret saying it, does it sound you're confessing? Do you like him like this? You actually don't know.

You look at him, getting back to reality, and you're blessed with a sight of shy Seungkwan in front of you. His head hangs low, and you can see he smiles with his lip between his teeth as if he wants it to go away. He also gets pinky cheeks when he looks up at you again. A sudden courage reaching him as he says

"Good, because if this gets strange, I wouldn't be able to kiss you again"

You are not sure if your face is able to hide the turmoil those words made inside, does he really want to kiss you again? Are you hearing it right? Your stomach tingles and the conversation that were supposed to clarify things just made it more confusing, it couldn't get worse... or better.

You don't go any further as the waitress comes with your orders. You both thank him happily before hungrily diving into the food. You take sips and bites of each other's food, the pistachio donut of his is amazing, makes you regret getting the strawberry one, who is so good but too sweet, his iced amaricano helped you with that as you don't stick to your caramel coffee. Seungkwan teases you for eating all his food, and those conversations and laughters felt like how your friendship used to feel like.

It's not like you don't like what it's turning now and miss what it was... you know it's bound to be different, you haven't talked for two years before bounding again, and you're now 25, not 15 anymore. Even though, the same feelings are still there, what comforts and scares you.

Excitement starts to bubble inside you, once you're done, making your way back to your childhood house. His older sister has already texted you, making sure everything is done. He's a well aware man, he can notices the way you smile and walk almost too fast, besides you're really bad at lying. But he just smiles along, thinking "what's gotten into her!?".

You ran to your door happily, Seungkwan coming just behind you as you take the keys and unlock the door. You walk in first, leaving the shoes by the door, before he comes right after, doing the same. You walk further, and loud voices are heard, and suddenly, everything makes sense. "Happy Birthday!!!!" You hear. You look to Seungkwan's side profile as he lets out a breathy laugh while you hug his side. He thanks everyone with a hand on his chest, turning around when he feels like crying "Oh no..." He says, trying to stop his eyes from watering.

There's everyone there, his closed family whom he passed his childhood in Jeju with and his school friends. It's very introspective but big at the same time, they are people he haven't seen in so long, he truly feels like home. The room has some blue and white lights decorating it and the dinner table has some snacks and sweets with his cake in the middle. He takes his time talking with everyone, catching up, and you do the same, they are also whom you grew up with.

For you, it's also so meaningful, you've missed those people. Contrary to Seungkwan, who is a social butterfly, easy to be friends with, you don't think you have that many friends in Seoul just yet. Those right here are your people, it feels safe and where you belong.

The sun is already set when everyone start to go home. The afternoon was filled with laughter and great exchanging. People helping to get everything clean before they go out, and now, that is just you, Seungkwan and your families, you take all the trash on the big plastic bags, someone helping with the dishes and someone else vacuuming the dust off. In a few minutes, everything is neat and clean. Your families chat some more as you and Seungkwan decide to stargaze outside with hot pads on your hands.

You both just stay comfortably in silence in each other's presence, looking up from your shoulders when you hear a sunden yelp from the door behind you. "Aigoo, isn't it too cold in here?" Seungkwan's mother announces, taking steps closer to you two. You both giggle slightly at her, you're sure from who Seungkwan got his expressiveness. "Kwan-ah, we are going home, are you staying?" She asks right after.

Seungkwan looks at you like he's searching for an answer on your face, but you don't say anything, and neither the answer is written on your forehead like he hoped to. "I'm gonna stay, mom" he simply says.

"Hmm, I figured. Just wanted to ask." She adds, making the typical mom's face. "Take some time to be with your family, huh? You have Yn on Seoul too, not us." She deadpuns, and you stiff.

"Mom!" Seungkwan exclaims, alternating his gaze from you to her. She has a knowing smile, she doesn't look upset or angry, just teasing.

"Come home soon." She says lastly. "Have fun and be careful, kids." She adds, brows going up, shooting you both a look, as if saying she knows something, before she turns her back.

"Bye, mom! Love you!" Seungkwan says, and you add right after "Love you, mama Jwa! Bye".

"Love you, too, kids! Take care." She says lastly, disappearing behind the door.

You and Seungkwan mirror each other's smiles before he says "What just happened?".

"I don't know" You laugh.

You stay outside some more, bidding goodbye to the Seungkwan's family as they start the car on your line of view.

Making your way inside when the night grows colder. The house quiet and dawn, your parents have already gone to their room when you enter home, so you walk there, knocking carefully, saying goodnight briefly to them, before going to your room. Seungkwan is already there, looking through his clothes to get something to sleep on. You sit in front of the heater, ready to set it again, in hopes it works. Pressing the button, it goes on, making a loud noise before shutting down a few seconds after. You grunt like the other night, trying to put it on again, pressing the button on and off, impatiently, but it's not working. You groan, slapping the machine loudly "Motherfucker, why can't you just work properly? Do your job!" You say in clenched teeth.

You can hear Seungkwan laugh out loud behind you, the same sight from yesterday but never boring to him, too stuned by the way you talk to it as if it was a living thing. "Ow, ow! You gonna hurt it like this, maybe if you talk to it nicely..." He plays along and you look at him angrily from your shoulders, shooting him a glare, not finding it amusing.

"This isn't funny, Kwan! We gonna die freezed"

"You're so dramatic" He laughs again "Go wash up, I will try to make it work" He says. You don't think twice, getting up and passing the frustration.

"Thank you" You say "I'm gonna ask dad to take a look at it tomorrow" You add.

Making your way to wash up, knowing it won't really work when you get back. Seungkwan gave the idea to put on the central heater of your house, letting the door slight agape to get the hot air inside the room.

"We can keep each other warm. That's ok" He says, carressing your arm and letting a kiss to your forehead. You know that's something he does to calm you down when needed, but somehow, today it gives you butterflies on the stomach. You should be used to it like he is, taking his back to wash himself as if it is nothing.

You're both ready to sleep when you stay seated side by side on your bed, both looking at your phone screens, keeping each other close, but in a secure distance, your arms brushing against each other's. Seungkwan is the first one to lay down by your side, his face pressing the side of your body as he acomodates in the soft sheets, his eyes closing, ready to dreamland. You feel yourself getting sleepy too, your eyes heavening, not really paying more attention to the bright screen of your phone. You shut it down, moving to the side so you can reach the table beside your bed to put it there. You don't really think your moves until you hear a hiss coming from Seungkwan behind you. You have your arms stretched to reach the fortune, your ass going back and brushing against his center. You feel his hands going to your side, his hips jumping and pulling back from your ass cheeks.

"Sorry, didn't mean to wake you up" You say but he wasn't really sleeping yet. You move again, trying to get back to your side to the bed, your ass catching on his cock again, you feel his grip tightening on your hips as his breath hitches. He's the one moving know, pressing his back to the mattress, so his cock is not in your direction. He stares the ceiling before closing his eyes, one of his legs going up under the sheets, so his hardening cock don't be visible. "What happened?" You ask, resting on his side again, tugging to him, but he just stays there, your head over his chest, his arm under you, but he's not any close. "You're not hugging me, it's getting cold" You add.

"I– can't now" He says lowly, his cheeks flushed pink in shyness as you get up on your elbow to look at him. "Just give me a minute" He says.

And it suddenly kicks in on your mind, and it's time for your cheeks to burn, besides the fact that your body is tempt to burn hot. "Oh-" You let out. "Are you– I–..." You think in ways of putting into words the fact that he got hard just from a slight move of your ass, and that thought just burst your ego and your confidence. You don't know what gets into you, but you simply say "Did you really just got hard from the slightest touch of my ass on you? Is it that easy?" You say, and he groans beside you, praying on his head for you not to do this to him, he doesn't know how much he can take.

But he wouldn't let you win this. He finally open his eyes, staring at yours "When it comes to you, yes" He confesses, and you feel your sleepiness fading in the hot air the room was hugged in.

"Seungkwan..." You try to warn but he smirks.

"What? You started it" He fights back, brushing your hair to the back of your ear. The touch is so soft but enough to make your body electrified.

"You were the one who got hard" You say, but the way your faces keep getting closer is not unintentional nor unnoticed either.

"You were the one brushing your pretty ass over my cock" He bluntly say, his hot breath fanning your dry lips, and you declare his victory. Who would know your best friend had that dirty mouth and that you would like it that much. You know, because you whine, you fuck whine on his lips,,his hand taking your neck as your mouths finally meet again after new years. The kiss is needy and hot like you remembered, but it feels new as the first in the same way.

He urges you to lay back again, and before you know, you're tugging on his sweater, his palm finding your hips as he pulls you to him. The motion making your cunt feel his hardening cock over his pants, the kiss stoping just for you to whimper.

"Shhh, keep it down" He whispers, but biting your lower lip right after as if he loves teasing you. And reality hits, your parents are just in the next room and your room door is agape because of the heater, even tho that doesn't feel needed anymore, the room feels way too hot now.

You try to contain yourself, Seungkwan kisses going to your jaw and just under your year. "Seungkwan..." You call for his attention, and he just hums in response. You try to form cohentes thoughts about how you shouldn't be doing this now, not when there's your parents in the next room, but you end up rambling words, too weak under his soft lips. Seungkwan finds you nothing but cute now, trying to convince him and even more yourself, but tugging to his hair and pulling his mouth even closer to your skin, he can't help but smile while nibbling to your ear. Your breath hitching mid words as you keep talking, your body is definitely saying otherwise.

He's not helping either, his hands sneaking even further under your sweater, his hot and soft touches working as ignites on your body. Your hips bulking, trying to feel him more when his thumb stays just under your breast.

"Are you done?" Seungkwan asks when you finally stop. He doesn't think you realize, but you don't even end the last sentence you were saying, closing your eyes and melting into him.

"Yeah..." You just reply, giving in. His slim hands finally palming your boobs, making you bite your lower lip to suppress a real moan this time. Seungkwan is not doing any good either, he feels his cock aching hard, twitching by the way you react to his simplest touches. He pulls your sweater up, exposing your breasts, the sight of your boobs and perked nipples making him the one groaning now. It's so needy and desesparate, you never knew how turned on you could be just by a sound, it makes your walls clench around nothing.

"Fuck, I wish I could hear your pretty sounds so bad" He confeses and you feel your heart skipping a beat "Dreamed of this for so long, fuck, you have no idea" He whispers again, and you're convinced he's trying to ruin you. His kisses go from calm to rushed wet ones, he's restless over your neck, and where the pieces of skin is not being covered by clothes.

"Seungkwan, wait..." You open your mouth again. He stops everything right there to look at your eyes, even when the sight under it is so tempting. His breath is heavy, but so is yours. It is never really late to stop, even though you conclude you both have already gone too far, and you both want this. "There's no way back to this, just wanna make sure you're ok with it" You say, caressing his long bangs away over his forehead.

"Are we sure?" He returns. Going down a bit more to kiss your cheekbone "I don't have a single doubt. I'll do what you ask me to." You feel like the power of this is in your hands, but you're not scared about it, but secure.

"I'm sure" you add.

"Even though I want this more than anyone else, if you want me to stop any further, I will, It's never too late to stop, you know this" He says.

"I won't" You say surely, and he smiles, soft and small, like he hears your answer but wants to make sure you also hear him.

You pull him to a kiss again, this one calm and sweeter compared to the other ones, that it's almost romantic. Your brows shutting, feeling every move of his tongue and the way it makes your heart ache with more than just pleasure. He stops the kiss, your lips chasing after his like you didn't want it to end. "Can you turn around for me?" He adds lastly.

You obey, not knowing what he has planned but following his lead either way. You can feel him getting rid of his sweater pants behind you, and a sudden rush of anxiousness fill your body, like you're really about to have more intimate things than just a kiss with your best friend.

He tries to be as silent as he can while reaching for his duffle bag, taking out his wallet from one of the pockets, pulling out a condom from it. Seungkwan joins you on the bed again, his hands caressing your sides "Are you okay?"

"Yes, Kwan. Just do something" you rush the words out, feeling heated and impatient as he chuckles lowly behind you.

"Ok..." he whispers, finally reaching for the hem of your pants before pulling them down. You gasp, his palm caressing over the bare skin of your ass this time. He takes his time, his eyes staring down your form as he massages the flesh.

You are not expecting when his hands go down under your thigh, pulling it up from inside to over his hip. The motion gives no option but to rest your leg over him, it makes your pussy hit the fresh air and be completely open as you hiss. His long fingers taking a long strip on your embarrassing wet folds, the slick sound easily heard as your breath hitches "Fuck, you're so fucking wet" He says, the pace of his breathing going faster and heavening behind you.

He smears the wetness on your entrance while you fight back a whine. Collecting some of it up to your clit and drawing slow circles on the muscle. Your hips bulk back, your ass making contact with his core again, as you can really feel the hardening flesh over his boxers now. You bite down the moan, not able to suppress the whine anymore when he thrusts a finger inside you, your hands gripping the sheets while your walls pulsates around his digits. He hums right on your ear, making goosebumps form on your skin while he fucks you with his long fingers. It's so painfully slow since he's being careful with the sounds, the knot building on your belly.

He thrust a second finger in, you can feel the burning feeling of it stretching your entrance, the wetness gussing out of your hole "Fuck, Seungkwan" you moan and he just grins. You have to bring your hand to your mouth to keep quiet. He brings his palm up to your clit, pressing over it as you roll your hips onto it while he finger fucks you. You know his hand is all ruined by your arousal, but you can't stop.

Seungkwan is grunting, your motions also reaching his cock right on your ass, begging for some attention too. You start to feel the knot wanting to let go on your lower belly, but it's cut short when he slips out in one motion. You whine loudly, trying to chase his hands.

"Shhh, baby... Fuck! you're being so loud for me" He reasons, and you try not to cry out from the loss.

Seungkwan slips his wet hands under his boxers, pulling out his length. He sighs in content, smearing your juices on his cockhead with the blessed sounds of your low moans. He closes his eyes in pleasure and you can feel him bumping his cock on the skin of your ass. The hard length pressed over your cheek makes your pussy clench around nothing, the wetnees let an imprint on you as he drips out pre-cum.

"Kwan... I need you, please" You whine in a whisper, reaching behind for his ass cheeks as you pull him to your body to make your point.

"I'm right here" he's quick to respond, and you let out a frustrated grunt. "Shhh! Ok, ok!" He says, regretting teasing you at these circumstances. You smile winningly, knowing you get what you want. "Open the condom for me" He demands right after as you go for it. "Didn't know you were that thirsty for my cock"

You scoff, handing it the free plastic of the condom for him. "You're so full of yourself, I haven't even seen it yet, How could I know?" You shoot back in the darkness of your room, knowing other than feel it, you haven't had a sight of it yet. Something you can only dream of.

You yelp when he slaps his cock over your ass in response. "You sure can feel it, so shut up your bratty mouth" He whispers on your ear, the hot air fanning your neck. Fuck, you always knew Seungkwan was hot, but that some new type of hot from him, and you're losing your fucking mind. You don't say anything more, letting him roll the condom down his length.

He aligns his covered length on your folds, you both moaning at the same time when the strokes the flesh. He hands his base, moving it down to press his head over your entrance. You're both holding your breaths, too afraid of doing any loud sound. He starts pushing inside, your walls hugging him tightly, your head going back, feeling it slide inside so good. Seungkwan can feel every inch of you from how tight and warm you are around him, he's trying so hard not to moan, you feel so fucking full, so perfect.

You both let your breaths go when he bottoms out. Taking some time to adjust the new feeling and to calm down your exhilarating excitement. A few seconds have passed, when you feel him hook up his arm under your thigh, pulling your leg upper so you're all spread. He pulls out slightly before pounding right back in. Your back arching already as he starts to fuck you from behind. He settles on a slow pace first, your wetness dripping down to his balls as you keep opening up for him. Besides the worries, it doesn't take long for him to pick up the pace. You have to grip the sheets, your mouth going agape and eyes watering as he fucks you so good that has your body shaking on the bed.

The wet sounds are unable to stop, but he's still careful not to let your skins slap too loudly. You are really trying too hard, but you can't help start to whimper, the sounds going out in rhitm with his pace. "Shit, Yn... You don't really behave, do you?" Seungkwan says in his husky, low tone, slowing down since you're getting loud again.

"Fe- feels so go- od" you add, and he suddenly stops, urging to crash your mouths together to drunk in all of your sounds. the kiss is airy and messy, but that just makes you hornier.

"Your parents are just in the next room, I don't think they would like to know their daughter is being fucked by her best friend and she's enjoying it, isn't she?" Shit! Is this the Seungkwan you know? He's so filthy, and you both know you like it when you clench around him from the nasty words. Your brows shut, and your lip is cage on your teeth, as he chuckles. "Nasty little thing, behave for me, huh?" He adds and you nod accordingly, pulling his lips to your mouth, you're going to be the death of him.

Without more talking, he presses your leg to the side now. He pins it down on the mattress, towering over you this time before he starts to fuck you again. The new position makes your eyes roll back. He takes the same fast pace, and you wish he could be slapping your skins together but he can't. The familiar knot starts to build again, and you keep clenching around him.

You swear you see stars when he lays down on your side again, his hands gripping your sides as he starts to pound into you from the side. He reaches more inside, and he can't help but swear under his breath, his balls tightening too.

"Cum for me, baby" He whispers again, his forehead resting on your back as he lends a soft kiss there to contrast with his erotic thrusts. It's all too much, you dive your face on the pillow. Your moan is muffled, your ears starting to ring as your body goes stiff before trembling with your high. You cum around him, pulsating and milking his length. He purse his lips just humming quietly as he can't barely move on your tight cunt. "So- tight" He grunts, his cock twitching before he's filling the condom too. His thighs hardening while he loads the plastic with his cum. Eyes going shut, and he just lets go.

Seungkwan slips out right after, laying on his back beside you. You mewl from the loss, taking the same position as his, straightening your legs as your cum slip down your hole, making you hiss. Your chests keep rising and falling with your unstable breathing.

You're both calming down when he pulls you to him as you gladly take the space, your head resting on his chest while he plays with your hair. "I have to clean up" He says sweetly, pecking the top of your head.

"Me too" you say.

"Give me a minute" He comments, leaving you for a moment. He sits down on the bed, getting rid of the dirty condom with a funny face. You can see just the outline of his side profile and his hands working on a knot to seal the plastic before he stands to throw it on your trash bin.

You roll over to get your wipes from the drawer beside your bed, the same one that started it all as you hand it to him before getting one yourself. You both clean up quietly, slipping in your clothes again. The coldness starting to get noticed, hugging your bodies again now that the heat is gone.

[sebscore]

THE PRIZE THAT KEEPS ON GIVING 

pairings: jenson button x driver!reader / lewis hamilton x driver!reader / susie wolff x driver!reader / toto wolff x driver!reader / sebastian vettel x driver!reader / mick schumacher x driver!reader / kimi raikkonen x driver!reader

warnings: talk about getting drunk. a drunk kimi. swearing. the host is made up cause I couldn't find the name of the person that actually does it lol. 

author's note: idk how these award ceremonies go but then again all of this is fiction so just be delulu with me :) also, not me posting fics about the fia gala consecutively.

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''Welcome our rookie of the year, Y/N Y/L.'' The host called her up on the stage, the other attendees clapping for her as she got up from her seat. 

It hadn't been her first time on the FIA Prize Giving stage, having collected her Formula 3 European Championship trophy two years earlier. Despite having done this before, the young woman felt nervous and uncomfortable with all the eyes on her. 

She thanked the person giving her the award, anxiously smiling at the audience. Y/N found the comforting eyes of Susie in the crowd, the older woman giving her a supportive nod. 

''Y/N, thank you for being here and congratulations on being named the FIA Rookie of the Year.'' David praised her, a semi-genuine smile on his face. 

She bowed her head. ''Thank you so much.'' 

''You had a very great year, a podium and P7 in the championship standing- best of the midfield- has everything sunken in yet?'' He asked, holding the microphone up to her mouth . 

''It's really crazy, to be honest. You know, I was already happy with just scoring points in Australia, but to, uh, have made it on the podium as well… just crazy- I'm, uh, very happy with how my first season went.'' She answered, stuttering over her words a few times. 

David nodded along to her words, subtly taking a look at his notes. ''Barely two weeks ago, you shared your first podium with Lewis and Sebastian in Abu Dhabi,'' the host pointed at the two men in the audience, the both of them caught off guard by the sudden mention of their names, ''they're the World Champion and Vice-Champion of this season, how did it feel to share the podium with them?'' 

''Uh, you know- pretty great,'' her slow response garnered some chuckles from the crowd, ''they're legends of our sport so I felt very honoured to have been up there with them, especially to end the season.'' Y/N gave herself an encouraging nod at the end of her response. 

''You said after the race that the two of them were your childhood idols, and they have also given you several praises throughout the season, but there is also another person you looked up to as a child, right?'' The rookie could feel there was something coming up as David looked at her with a smirk on his face, but she was clueless as to what it was. 

Her confused face amused all of the attendees, a chorus of laughter being heard and making her even more nervous. ''Oh- I don't like that look on your face.'' She joked, the laughter growing at her response. 

''Well, Y/N- a certain someone might have informed us about an interview you did about 7 years ago when you were 11 years-old,'' David grinned, Y/N giving him a puzzled look, ''in which you said and I quote: 'I want to become a Formula 1 driver, win a World Championship and marry Jenson Button.' Does that ring any bells?'' 

As soon as the last words were said, Y/N turned her back to the audience and covered her gaping mouth, shocked they would bring this up after all the time that had passed. 

All of the attendees were having the time of their life as they saw the obvious embarrassment on the girl's face despite her trying to cover it up. 

Y/N almost tried to make a run for it, but was stopped by David who held onto her arm. ''You're not going anywhere, we're not done yet.'' He snickered, taking another look at his cards. 

''Unfortunately, Jenson is not here tonight, but we do have something else for you.'' David smirked, motioning his arm to the projector behind them- the face of Jenson appearing on the big screen. 

''Hello, everyone! I couldn't be there due to other engagements, but I just wanted to congratulate Y/N on her wonderful rookie season and for being awarded 'Rookie of the Year' tonight,'' Jenson's self-made video played, Y/N watching in shock that this was actually happening. 

''I was made aware of your aspirations to marry me,'' she could see him holding back a huge grin, ''unfortunately, I'm not single so I'm afraid that I'll have to turn the offer down, but I'm very flattered by your confidence and determination of your 11 year-old self.'' Jenson laughed, his infamous smile making an appearance. 

''Anyway- I wish you good luck for the next season and I'm sure it will be even better than this one! Again, congratulations and I hope you enjoy your evening! Bye bye!'' He bids her goodbye and the screen goes back to black. 

Y/N slowly turns back around, her perplexed expression entertaining everyone in the crowd. She was feeling a mix of emotions; disbelief, happiness and also humiliation. 

''You like the surprise, Y/N?'' David asked her, containing himself from bursting out in laughter. 

He held the mic up to her face, but for several moments she didn't say anything, staring mindlessly at nothing. ''I'm, uh, well, that was, uh,'' she stumbled over her words, trying not to curse as it was still a formal event. 

''She's speechless, ladies and gentlemen.'' David interrupted her, making everyone laugh again. ''You didn't expect that, did you?'' 

''No, I did not expect that, David.'' Y/N answers more clearly, her blunt tone resulting in some loud cackles being heard- she swore she recognized Lewis among them. 

''Alright- well, we're going to round it up here, but you're going to celebrate your season well tonight?'' He finished the interview with his last question. 

The young woman nodded her head. ''Yeah, I'm gonna drink all night to forget this.'' She responded, another symphony of laughter and snickering being heard through the large space. 

''That's really great, Y/N- everyone, a round of applause for our Rookie of the Year, Y/N Y/L!'' The female driver walked as quickly as she could in heels off the stage, making her way back to her table.

Since she was still part of the Mercedes Junior Program, she had been seated with Susie, Toto and Lewis, along with a bunch of other Mercedes employees. 

''You've really brightened the place up, Y/N.'' Susie told her the moment she sat down on her chair, a big smile on her face. 

She jokingly rolled her eyes at the older woman, staring down at her own hands in her lap. A hand tapping her arm made her look up. ''Here,'' Lewis handed her a glass of what seemed to be champagne, ''I think you can use this.'' He sheepishly smiled. 

''I've never felt this embarrassed in my life.'' She took the glass and gulped it down in one go, loudly placing the empty glass back down on the table. 

''Don't drink too fast!'' Toto scolded her, not coming across as stern since he was laughing. ''You don't want to end up like Kimi over there.'' The Team Principal pointed at the Ferrari table where a drunk Kimi Raikkonen was trying to put Sebastian in a headlock. 

''It's his Finnish blood.'' Y/N argued, filling up her glass again. 

''It was you, wasn't it?'' There could have been only one person that informed the host about Y/N's past infatuation with the British driver, and during the break she went over to his table and confronted him about it. 

Sebastian flinched at the sudden hand on his shoulder, but smiled as he took notice of who it was. Once he internalised her words, he feigned innocence. ''What do you mean? You think that I would tell anyone about Jenson?'' The teasing smirk of the Ferrari driver was one she wanted to slap from his face, but it was all in good fun. 

''Dude, that was so embarrassing!'' She slapped his arm, grabbing the attention of Hanna who sat next to him. ''Can you believe it, Hanna? I was mortified.'' Y/N turned towards the woman. 

''I knew it as soon as Jenson's face appeared, he was giggling like a schoolgirl.'' His partner nudged him with her elbow, Sebastian put his hands up in defeat. 

''Come on, Y/N- you have to admit it was a great surprise.'' A small sprinkle of doubt had planted itself in the back of his mind, maybe it wasn't a good idea after all and she would be upset with him. 

His panic of doubt was washed away as a genuine smile found its way to Y/N's face. ''It will be a nice story in a few years so thanks for that, I guess.'' Yes, she had felt incredibly ashamed, but she had also received a personal video message from her childhood crush so in her opinion, there was a good balance. 

''Uh, have you seen Mick? I haven't talked to him tonight.'' She asked the couple, wanting to check up on her friend. 

Hanna shook her head, while Sebastian pointed towards the door that led to the hallways. ''I think he went to the bathroom.'' He replied. 

''Thanks, I'll see you two later.'' Y/N bid them goodbye, smiling at both of them before disappearing into the hallways to find the young Schumacher. 

She waited against the wall across from the men's bathroom, her awkward stance must have made other people call her an idiot in their own minds. After a few minutes of looking like a weirdo, the German finally came out of the bathroom. 

''What the fuck were you doing in there?'' Y/N surprised him, he didn't expect to find her waiting for him. 

Mick took a deep breath to calm down, his friend had scared him good. ''Jesus Christ, what the fuck.'' His hand rested on his heart. 

''You can just call me Y/N, Mickie.'' She winked at him. 

'You idiot,'' he smiled, taking a step forward and pulling her in a quick hug, ''congrats on the award, by the way.'' 

''Thank you, I appreciate it.'' 

Mick chuckled. ''You know, I had totally forgotten about your crush on Jenson! It's been so long since I last heard about it.'' The German remembered all the times his friend would dream out loud about her 'future marriage' to the British driver. 

''I had forgotten about it too, until Seb decided I needed a good reminder.'' Y/N said, sarcastically making him laugh. 

The youngest Schumacher was about to reply, but was interrupted by a certain Ferrari driver. 

''Hey, Y/N! If you want to marry Jenson, you can marry Jenson! I'll be there to support you!'' Kimi wrapped his arms around Mick and Y/N's shoulders, holding them close to him. 

The young woman held in her laughter, simply patting his chest. ''Thanks, Kimi. I'll remember that.'' 

The Fin looked from her to Mick. ''Too bad, man! I know how much you like her!'' He ruffled the guy's hair, a sad expression on his face to convey his sympathy for Mick. 

Both youngsters widened their eyes, one in shock and the other in embarrassment. ''Okay- it was good to see you, Kimi!'' The Prema driver lightly pushed him away, his cheeks colouring red. 

''I can help you if- Hey, Jean!'' Kimi took notice of Jean Todt on the other side of the hallway and walked over there, leaving the two of them alone again. 

Y/N glanced at Mick who was avoiding her eyes. ''You want to tell me something, Schumacher?'' She smirked. 

''I think I need to go to the bathroom again.''

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[martyrsex]

Jason Todd x Singer reader (fem) Part 2

Author's note: First of all, thanks everyone for the amazing feedback of the first part! It made me a happier person.

summary: After the first repercussions of what you said in Kurt's interview, your agent decided it was time to do a show in Gotham. Nothing could go wrong... Right?

Here's part one: https://www.tumblr.com/margotwhites/742612810749591552/jason-todd-x-singer-reader-fem

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Jason doesn't know how he ended up in the line for your show. He was at Wayne's Manor, chilling, and Steph, Babs and Dick suddenly grabbed him, made him take a shower and put a nice outfit (that they choose), a perfume and get his hair done.

And now he is on the line for the VIP entrance of your show in Gotham. The interview you did happened just two weeks ago, and suddenly there was an announcement in your social media about a show in one of the Gotham's city biggest stadium.

He didn't like the idea. Everybody knows what happens in shows at Gotham City. There's always some lunatic ready to fuck up the whole thing, always people getting hurt. That's exactly why he didn't refuse going to the show: if any shit happens, he prefers to be there to be able to kick the ass of whatever idiot that causes the commotion.

He just didn't expected to end up in the VIP.

"How much did you pay for this?" Jason asks Dick, staring at the small concert VIP bracelet that was placed around his wrist.

"It doesn't matter." Dick says, dismissively. Babs and Steph share a look and both start to giggle. Jason arches an eyebrow, but doesn't insist on the matter. He sighs, putting his hands on the pockets of his dark jeans.

If he was being honest, he wasn't a huge fan. Yeah, some musics were good, and overall you had talent, but it was simply not his style of music.

The line finished and they entered the VIP room; where after to show they would have access to the backstage. And actually meet you. Jason is not dumb, he knows what his siblings are in for. They weren't exactly discreet. They want to set up Jason with you.

"You guys are aware she said she likes Red Hood, right? Not Jason Todd. She probably doesn't even know me."

"Of course she knows you. You're a Wayne. She certainly have seen your face in one of the Galas footage that are around the web." Babs said, tilting her head.

"This is stupid. I don't know what you people expect to happen." Jason sighs, rubbing his temple. He wasn't exactly going to complain though.

"Look! There's food!" Steph says, walking towards the huge table with a diversity of sweets and savory. Jason follows her, but instead he walks towards the bar. He orders an Old Fashioned. He needs a drink to get his head in the mindspace.

At least he's not in the middle of the crowd. The VIP is crowded, but it's a private space with couches and other fancy stuff. Dick must've paid a hell amount of money for them to be here. Or he had some contacts. He always does.

Jason sips his drink and sighs, observing the surroundings. Well dressed people. It looks almost like a Wayne Gala. Which pisses him off a little. He sits on one of the couches, besides Barbara, who is drinking a Cosmopolitan. Steph is still attacking the food table and Dick is talking with some guys. Probably the ones who gave him the tickets.

"Take that expression out of your face, Jason."

Babs said, a smirk on her face. Jason scoffs.

"I just don't understand what the heck we're doing here." Jason replies, sipping his drink again.

"To listen to music. To have fun. To go to the backstage later."

"I don't want to meet her, anyway. The hell are we going to talk about?" Jason says, untrusting his friends plans.

"Come on! It's gonna be fun. And it's not because she said she liked Red Hood or whatever. It's because I want to meet her. Not everything revolves around you, jaylad."

Steph says, a plate full of sweets on her hands. She sits on the other side of Barbara.

"Then there was no reason for you to drag me along." Jason says, a bit irritated.

"Yes there was. Shows in Gotham always end up bad. We should be here in case we're needed."

She says, whispering. But nobody was really paying attention to them, so she relaxes.

"So why ain't Tim here too? Or hell, even Bruce?" Jason asks, rolling his eyes.

"Tim is with Bernard and Bruce is taking care of a case he's not talking about it. You know how he is."

Yeah, he knows. Batman sometimes doesn't share the cases. Especially the ones he should share. The ones he needs help with. But Jason shoves that to the back of his mind, sipping the Old Fashioned again.

A song starts to play and everyone goes towards the balcony of the VIP area. Babs and Steph grab Jason's hands and drag him towards the parapet, so they can take a better view of you, appearing on the stage. Dick joins them two seconds later.

"Good night, Gotham!" You say in the microphone, your voice echoing. With a huge smile on your face, the wind blowing your hair. He had to admit, you were more than good looking. You were gorgeous.

People are dancing and singing along, the whole stadium thrilling in your energy. You sing and move around, touching people's hands and even letting some fans get the mic for some seconds to show their own talent.

Jason can feel the energy and the music, and hell, he can't deny it. You are good. He even finds himself beating his feet in the rhythm of the songs he knows, and murmuring the lyrics along while you sing.

And then, because this is Gotham, and because Gotham can't have a single moment of peace, some shit starts to happen in the stadium floor. He can't understand what's going on - it's far away from the VIP area, but there is a strange moviment of people in the middle of the lower crowd.

"Hey- something is happening." He says, grabbing Dick's arm and pointing at a group of guys that is... fuck. Holding guns? He can't see it properly, it's too far away.

Dick observes what Jason is pointing.

"Our costumes are in the car." He says, and soon they are all moving. Jason places his drink on the parapet while Dick tells Babs and Steph what is going on. People start to scream in the lower crowd, opening space for the armed man. There are five in total. No- five in one side of the stage, other five close to the exit.

They run towards the exit of the VIP area, rushing down the stairs. A hell of an ordeal of everyone changing into their costumes inside the fucking car, losing time when someone could be getting hurt goes on, and five minutes later they are invading the entrance of the stadium dance floor.

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You stopped singing as soon as you hear the screams. Something is not wrong and you should've known this would happen, because this is fucking Gotham.

Your security guards invaded the stage, escorting you out of there against your will. You don't understand what's going on, you just heard a gun noise and someone screaming, and then more loud noises and your ears start to do a high pitched sound, the world becoming a blurr in that moment. You go to the backstage, but then there are people armed there too.

A guy from the lighting team is on the floor, blood sprawling under him. Your security team raised their guns at the goons - or whatever the hell those people are - while the goons raise their guns and points each single one of them at you.

You try to stay calm. In fact, you are feeling strangely calm. There are five man pointing guns at your face, and the only strange, unsettling thought that crosses your mind is that you forgot your car keys on the bathroom counter this morning.

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Dick punches one of the goons on the nose while Jason shoot's at another's leg. People start to scream even more now, Babs trying to control the crowd so nobody falls and gets trampled while everyone rushes towards the exit. Steph is already close to the stage, taking care of the five other goons.

Jason knows she can handle five idiots on her own, but even so, he runs forward, people opening space for him, and he's almost there when he sees a woman falling on the ground and almost getting crushed by other people's feet.

He helps her stand up and hears a small 'thank you' before she starts to run again. He has no time to lose. Not that armed men is a big of a challange for him and the rest of them, but people were shot. And everything that happens in a crowded space causes more casualties.

He reaches Steph and soon enough all the goons are down, people still rushing towards the exit, where now Dick and Babs take care of those who are wounded.

"I think we took them all down." Steph says, stepping closer to Jason.

But then Jason looks at the empty stage in front of him.

"Let's check the backstage." He says. Steph nods.

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They started shooting at some point. You threw yourself at the ground, because you didn't know what else to do, and you felt a hand around your wrist, pulling up. You feel something cold in your back, and five masked man staring at you.

Your bodyguards are wounded or dead, and you're alone.

"Walk." The man behind you say, the gun pressed on your lower back. You take a deep breath and starts to walk, following them. You get out of the backstage through the back door, walking on the empty parking lot at the other side of the stadium, a simple white van waiting for you.

It was one of those kidnapping movies white van. That's what went through your head. You almost laughed at the thought. You would have if it wasn't so damn terrifying.

You started to think about all the possibilities of what could happen to you once you enter that van. What happens to the people in the movies? Torture? Rape? Death? Canibalism? Yeah, you saw something like that in the TV when you were younger.

Or maybe they just want your money. That, at this moment, is the best option. They'll ask for money and once they receive they're going to let you go. That's probably what's going on.

You try to calm down. The van seems so far away from you, the time is going so slowly, and so fast, because now you are being tied and blindfolded, thrown behind the van, and they are driving you somewhere.

You try to create the map of Gotham in your head: trying to perceive by the movements of the van where they could be leading you. That would be the smart thing to do, right? Maybe. But the truth is that you can't figure it out. You don't know Gotham. You have no idea where you are being taken.

You have no idea how many of your fans, the people who paid to see you, the people who adore you and who you adore back, were shot. If any of them died in your show.

It makes you try to stand up behind the van, desperate. That odd calmness you were feeling till now suddenly disappeared, and you started to do muffled sounds, trying to throw yourself against the van's back doors so maybe they would burst open and you'd be able to get out of here.

The van is at high velocity and maybe you'd break some bones, but that didn't matter. You just needed to get out of there.

Someone grabs you by the hair.

"Be quiet, slut!" A sharp slap on the left side of your face. It makes you flinch.

You were absolutely fucked.

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Jason recognizes the man on the floor as your security team right away.

And you're nowhere.

"They took her." Stephanie says, through the comms for Dick and Babs. Jason observes the scene, remembering everything Bruce ever thought him.

"They're not hiding. They took her somewhere." He says, walking towards the backstage exit, towards the completely empty parking lot.

"At this point, they can't be more far than 50 kilometers." Babs say through the comms.

Jason curses under his breath at the reality that his motorcycle wasn't here. He looks at Steph, who also seems quite lost in what to do.

"There are any security cameras on the stadium or the parking lot?" She asks.

"Probably. If I was at home, I could figure it out." Babs answer. She's the Oracle, of course she could figure it out. She always does.

"Go home, then." Jason says, clenching his fists. They were losing time, damn it.

Jason just wants to get you back. He doesn't even know you, you don't even know him. But he knows you support him as Red Hood, and that's not something a lot of people do. He can't help but care for you.

He'll get you back. As Red Hood, as Jason Todd, it doesn't matter. This man is getting you back.

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Author's note part 2: Oof! I was expecting this fic to be more light than this, but my mind took a different turn. I hope you guys enjoyed!

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[kefiteria]

Cascade Reverie

character: Okkotsu Yuuta x reader

tags: fluff, friends to lovers, copium.

summary: walking back to the dorm with yuta + teasing yuta + BOOM assertive yuta with love confession ✨

a/n🍨: this is my coping mechanism after reading chp 261 🫂 i hope you feel good reading this too 🫂

A fresh breeze caresses your cheeks, carrying the sweet, earthy scent left behind by the rain. The sun peeks through the dispersing clouds, warming your skin with its gentle touch. You breathe in deeply, cherishing the moment.

“Man, that was a hard training session! But it seems like it was all worth it, don't you think, Yuuta?” you say, smiling at him as you splash through the wet pathway, puddles rippling beneath your feet.

“You did well, as always. You're getting superb at mastering new cursed techniques.” Yuuta replies, folding the umbrella and continuing to carry your bags while you playfully stomp in the puddles.

“You too, Yuuta. You've gotten even stronger. Though you've always been stronger than the rest of us~” you tease, flashing him a cheeky grin.

Yuuta responds with his usual humble smile. “We all have our strengths and weaknesses. I'm probably just good at fighting. Meanwhile, you're good at… well, everything.”

“Nonsense! You know what? We'll just go in circles with this. Let's agree that we're both good at being there for each other and covering each other's weaknesses.” you laugh, listening to the satisfying splash of the puddles beneath your feet.

Yuuta smiles and nods, continuing to walk alongside you. As you stomp through another puddle, you suddenly notice a small frog right under your foot. You try to avoid it, but your foot slips on the wet ground. Before you can react, Yuuta's arm shoots out. With one arm still holding your bags, his other arm snakes around your waist, pulling you back securely against him.

“Careful.” Yuuta murmurs, his voice soft yet steady as he holds you close for a moment, ensuring you're steady before loosening his grip.

Your heart skips a beat, and you look up at him, feeling a warmth that has nothing to do with the sun. “Thanks, Yuuta.” you say softly, your voice barely above a whisper.

“Anytime.” he replies, his eyes meeting yours with a tender look while he walks alongside you.

“Yuuta, I know this might seem sudden, but thank you for always looking out for me.” you say with a smile, grateful for his constant care and support.

“H-huh? Well... uh, thank you for noticing my efforts and care. I know you're capable, but you too always took care of me, so I thought I'd reciprocate.” Yuuta stammers a bit, a soft pink blush coloring his cheeks paired with words are as sweet as cotton candy.

You lean forward towards him, tiptoeing to reach his gaze, grinning. “Usually you'd be stammering if I caught something. Hmm~ I think you're not being honest, Sir Okkotsu.”

“Touché… you always read me like an open book…" Yuuta smiles softly, trying to calm himself down. His heart pounds, wondering if it will echo loudly or ripple like the puddles you stomped on. Or perhaps his feelings will burst forth like a dam breaking under pressure, unable to hold back the flood of emotions any longer.

“I think we should hash this out before we hit the dorms, or else your buddies will wonder why you're rocking such bold blush.” you teased, prompting Yuuta to clear his throat.

“You and your banter…" Yuuta said, his tone firm as he gently patted your head. Leaning in close, he whispered in your ear, “If I were to say it… maybe that pretty face of yours would blush just as deeply as mine is right now.”

Yuuta's sudden change in demeanor caught you off guard; typically gentle and soft-spoken, this directness was unexpected, even after all the years of friendship.

“You know it well. You're precious to me. But officially, you're not mine yet. So, I need your consent to make you mine, and of course, it goes both ways.” Yuuta said, his voice unwavering as he tucked a stray strand of hair behind your ear, his smile implying that his words were simply the natural order of things.

He continued with a sudden assertiveness, Yuuta dropped the bags and cornered you against the wall of the alley. His eyes bore into yours with an intensity that made your heart race, his proximity sending a wave of heat through you.

“Yuuta, what's gotten into you?” you asked, trying to maintain your composure despite the fluttering feeling in your chest.

Ignoring your question, Yuuta's voice took on a low, determined tone. “I've waited too long for this moment, for us to be on the same page. Respectfully, I'm done playing it safe.”

His words sent a shiver down your spine, leaving you speechless as he drew closer, his breath warms against your skin. Each heartbeat seemed to thunder in the quiet of the alley as you grappled with the sudden intensity of your friend's declaration.

“Have mercy on me, please.” Yuuta whispered, his voice a delicate plea amidst the drumming heart. His words hung in the air, a poignant admission of vulnerability and longing.

The weight of his request settling over you, your mind raced with a flurry of thoughts. You thought about the countless moments you'd shared together, the unspoken connection that had grown between you like vines twisting around each other. You thought about the way his presence could calm the storm raging within you, the way his smile could light up even the darkest of days.

And then, with a steadying breath, you reached out to him, your fingers brushing against his cheek in a gentle caress. “Of course, you have my consent, Yuuta.” you replied softly, your voice carrying a promise of unwavering support and understanding.

Yuuta's breath caught in his throat as he processed your words, his cheeks flushing with a mix of embarrassment and gratitude. “Thank you…" he finally managed to say, his voice barely above a whisper. “I'll do my best… to love you, to cherish you, in every way I can.”

You couldn't help but smile at his sincerity, feeling a warmth spread through you at his heartfelt admission. “I know you will, Yuuta.” you reassured him, squeezing his hand gently. “And I'll be right here, every step of the way.”

Realizing his assertiveness had caught up with his feelings, Yuuta suddenly faltered, his own flustered state becoming apparent. “I-I… I apologise for being so forward. I should have asked properly. I, uh…"

“Yuuta, breathe… we're okay. You're okay, and I'm alright.” you reassured him, offering a gentle smile to calm his nerves. “Sometimes, words just have a way of tumbling out, but what matters is that we're both here, at this moment, together.”

The moment lingered between you, you couldn't resist teasing him gently to lighten up the mood. “Maybe it's time to let go of this wall now? We're almost at the dormitory, you know.” you said with a playful smirk, nudging him lightly.

Yuuta blinked, his cheeks flushing even deeper as he realized the situation. “Oh, right-” he stammered, stepping back awkwardly. “Sorry about that. Let's… let's head back.”

'In your arms, I find solace, a sanctuary divine. A paradox of devotion, in a world where darkness is hidden. The future, is all yours.'

[runningfrom2am]

cold nights // part twenty-seven

summary: you were back in the capitol, and you would be damned if you didn't try your hardest to make it worthwhile.

pairing: coriolanus snow x fem!reader

wc: 3.4k

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tags/warnings: tribute!reader and mentor!coriolanus, r is very sweet (too kind for this world. literally.), sunshine x grumpy trope kinda, he falls first, violence typical for the source material, depictions of mental illness, also she's is very smart (as she should), district twelve!reader.

a/n: omg we're coming up on the end i could cry :') i finished writing everything and i feel like a shell of a person rn without this fic to plan and write, but i hope you guys are excited! there will be five more parts after this and then the epilogue, which brings me to some really exciting news!!

big news #1: i'm opening oneshot requests for this series!! my normal requests will remain closed but i'd love to see what you guys want for the more of this series! (link is here!)

big news #2: the end of this story is opening the doors to my third coryo series which I've been working on for a hot minute, and it'll be called requiem! (see the original request for it here to get the vibes before i post anything!)

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The protests caught you off guard, more than anything.

It had only been two weeks since you started your classes and you were loving them, but you hated getting dropped off in the morning and picked up in the afternoon. You and Coryo could no longer eat lunch outside, and the previously full lecture halls you had occupied saw more and more students dropping out as people stood outside just to shout at you as you came and went from the school four days a week. To call you an animal, that you don't belong there, that you should be "put down" for crimes against the Capitol. What they were? You had no idea.

Suffice to say, parents were not happy that you were there.

Generally, Coryo said that people had loved you in the games. You were "harmless", and "sweet", you gave them someone to root for- but now that you were walking freely among them instead of being kept behind the bars at the zoo or trapped inside the arena awaiting your death, you were suddenly a threat.

"They... they think I'll hurt someone?" You sniff, watery eyes overflowing as you look at Coryo lying beside you in his bed.

He bites his tongue, nodding as he wipes away your tears with the hand he has resting just under your cheek on top of his pillow. "They're afraid. That's all, it's not because of anything you did."

"I won't." You cry. "I would never, you know that, right?"

"I know, love. I know that." He promises you quietly.

"I don't want people to be afraid of me. It's not fair to them... If they feel unsafe I should just drop out."

"You're not doing that." He insists with a slight shake of his head. "We'll figure it out. Okay? Don't worry about them."

You just nod softly, wiping your eyes as he pushes his arm under your neck. "C'mere." He mumbles rolling onto his back and you move closer, laying your head on his chest as he pulls you closer to his side.

Coryo did figure it out, for the most part, which is how you ended up standing in Capitol TV's studios, awaiting an interview with Lucky Flickerman, someone you definitely thought you would never see again after the games. You didn't know how Coryo did it, who he had to talk to in order to convince them to let you plead your case so publicly. Apparently, the Snow name came with more power than you knew.

"You're gonna do great, love." Coryo whispers to you. "Just be yourself, but remember what I said about your essay, right? Be honest, but think about how you word things. I know you can do it." He assures you quietly, hands resting on your shoulders.

You nod, giving him a hopeful smile. "Thank you."

"I'll be right here, I'm not going anywhere." These types of reassurances were becoming less and less necessary over the month you've been here, but still, you don't like it when he's far, and he doesn't like it when he doesn't know where you are. It worked nicely for you both.

"Miss Y/L/N, whenever you're ready." One of the crew directs you, pointing to the comfortable chair they had set up in front of a homey-looking backdrop. It was fake, but it was meant to look like you were in someone's house. The idea of it was confusing to you, but you supposed it was also unimportant. You had much bigger concerns.

"Thank you." You smile at them and give Coryo another quick nod before making your way over to the seat that they said was yours.

Coryo watches as you carefully brush your hands over the front of your dress, smoothing it as you sit down. You looked so elegant as you did it, if he didn't know better, it looked like the habits of the people you were now surrounded with were rubbing off on you quickly. He had watched you rehearse how you would carry yourself and how you would speak and act with Tigris just this morning, after she fit you into the dress she had made for the occasion. Clearly, you had been paying attention.

When you draw your hair from your back and over your shoulder so your meticulously styled curls wouldn't be crushed against the chair, Coryo thinks he might need to sit down. Especially so when you look back at him again, subtly waving at him with your hand from where they are placed in your lap. The dress Tigris had given to you was red- a deep red silky material that complimented the red of his coat and mimicked the shade of the Capitol's flag but still had you standing out on your own. Seeing the way that dress fit you and hugged your form in all the right ways even as you were sitting, he was sure he had never been more grateful to his cousin and her talents.

"Y/N, it's so good to see you again." Lucky smiles at you as he sits down across from you, adjusting the small device attached to his lapel as crew members come up to you and fasten the same thing to the front and back of your dress.

"You as well." You grin, trying the best you can to mask your nervousness.

"Are you ready? Do you need anything?" He asks and you shake your head.

"I am ready whenever you are." You confirm, looking around as some more lights flick on, bright in your eyes as the man behind the camera starts counting down.

You look over at Coryo one last time and he nods at you. It was just like your first interview all over again- you had to sell yourself to the people. To prove that you were worth trusting.

"My name is Lucretius "Lucky" Flickerman," You smile as he flips a coin up into the air. You've seen him do it before, but you still weren't sure how the trick worked. "Amateur magician and your host for everything interesting on Capitol TV, and today is certainly no exception. Today, I have a familiar face with me who I know you will all recognize as well, the Victor of the Tenth Annual Hunger Games, Miss Y/N Y/L/N." He looks over at you and you keep your eyes on him, certain that all cameras are watching you now.

"Y/N, I am so happy to have you back. How have you been?" Lucky asks you and you're already fighting off the need to fidget with your hands.

"I am very well." You smile at him. "How about yourself? It has been a while."

"I'm great, thank you! You know, I was not allowed to bet on the games, but anyone who was there can tell you that I predicted your win from the beginning. You certainly are something else."

"Oh, well thank you." You giggle. "Though, I can't fully be credited for my win. I have to thank the sponsors who allowed Coriolanus to send me food and water. That made all the difference in my game."

"Oh, most definitely." He agrees. "But you shouldn't deny your own role in that. Hiding in the vents, that was genius!" Lucky claps. "Truly, that was a jaw-dropping moment for all of us watching. I remember thinking 'wow, how did she think of that?' It was incredible!"

"Yes, well, I saw the grate and knew it was worth a try." You shrug, slightly laughing. "I had nothing to lose."

"Yes, well, I'm dying to know- what have you been up to the last few months? You went back to Twelve, and then what?"

"Oh! Yes, I did. I've been spending time with friends and family, I got a job at the local library, catching up on some reading, that sort of thing." You grin, glancing at Coryo for only a moment and he gestures for you to continue. "I got home and I really realized for the first time how much we should be appreciating everything we have- even out in the Districts where sometimes life is tough, it's key to remember how privileged we are to be alive. The games were truly eye-opening for me."

Coryo gives you a quick nod of approval, and you smile, training your view back on the man across from you.

"Yes, I agree. Live life to the fullest, that's what they say." You just nod at his response. "Which also begs the question, if you were happy back in Twelve, what brought you back to the Capitol?"

Let the lies begin.

"Well," You laugh nervously. "When I was given the opportunity to come here for the games back in July, I was so interested in everything. The people who I got to talk to, the things I got to see, it was all amazing and I was just dying for more."

"So you decided to come study at the university here, is what I've heard."

"Yes, exactly." You grin. "I just think that the Capitol has so much to offer as far as education goes, I am already learning so much and I am having so much fun doing it."

"So really, your focus is just on your education." He prompts you and you nod.

"Definitely, considering the course load I don't have time for much else, but that doesn't really bother me. Like I said, I just want to learn from the greatest minds in the nation. Even the other students, it's amazing! Everyone has earned their spot there and I can see why and all the work they have put in to be there. It's a privilege to study among them, and I am so grateful that I was given this chance."

"You say 'all the work that they put in to be there', but you didn't attend the academy, so how is it that you were admitted?"

"I filled out the same application that all the other students did, I went through all the same testing." You confirm, nodding at him. "Although," You laugh slightly. "I was only given one day to complete it all. I was locked away in my room working on it all night. I hardly had time to blink, it was tough."

"Wow!" Lucky laughs. "One day? I remember when I applied to the university, my application took months to get just right. You must have aced it all."

"I am very proud of the work I did to be admitted, yes." You smile.

"From what I hear, you should be." He agrees. "So, you're really not in it for the sake of making friends."

"Well, I certainly would love to, but it is not my priority." You nod. "But, if any of my classmates are watching, I promise I am good at proofreading and if you need a second set of eyes on your papers, I'm happy to help. I'd also love to have more people to discuss our readings with." You joke, looking into the camera for the first time.

Lucky laughs. "You've heard it here, everyone. Y/N's pitch to make some friends!"

"Yes, I suppose it was." You chuckle, smiling at him.

"Now on the topic of friends while we're getting to know you better," You tilt your head at him while he begins the question, unsure where it is going. "Back home, do you have a boyfriend? Surely he must be missing you."

"No, not at home..." You laugh, catching in the corner of your eye as Coryo shakes his head at you, his face flat of emotion. "I don't have a boyfriend. Again, that's really just not where my priorities lie at the moment. I've... I've had a very busy year, you could say." You explain hesitantly.

"Wow! A beautiful girl like you?" You laugh nervously at his response. "Capitol boys! She's smart, pretty, and single. Just saying." He says, raising his hands.

You knew his job today was to help you, to make you more likable and more normal, to humanize you, but it was still uncomfortable to hear. "Oh, please." You laugh nervously, waving a hand at him. "Like I said, I'm just here to learn. I'm not after anyone's son."

"No? Not even all the handsome boys in your classes? I'm sure there are at least a few." He teases you and your cheeks flush red.

"I wouldn't know, I'm watching the lectures." You shrug jokingly.

Coryo is trying not to lose his mind while you talk about how single you are. Not that you were much of a willing participant, and to be fair he did tell you not to indicate to them that the two of you were together. You technically weren't, if he was being totally fair, but just because it hadn't been said doesn't mean it isn't real. He knew you knew that, though. So why was he getting so mad?

He doesn't even realize how little attention he was paying after that until you're standing up and shaking Lucky's hand. It was over, you'd done everything you could have to ease the minds of scared and angry Capitol parents.

Lucky gives you a quick hug, wishing you good luck in your classes before you're allowed to rejoin Coryo. "Ready to go?" He asks and you nod.

"How did I do?" You ask as you walk out of the studio and into the hall, aiming for the elevator to take you back to ground level.

"Amazing, love. You were perfect." Coryo confirms, still noticeably tense as he walks next to you.

"Are you sure?" You ask as he presses the button to call the car up to your level, unsure since he still hasn't really looked at you.

The door opens and you both step in. "Yes." He tells you again, quickly tapping the door close button.

"Oh, good. I was really nervous..." You laugh slightly as the doors slide shut, and as soon as any light from the hall ceases to enter the elevator his hands are on you and his lips are pressed against yours.

You let out the slightest squeak out of shock, but quickly relax as Coryo rubs familiar small circles on your hips with his thumbs. How he could be so gentle as he backs you into the wall of the elevator you don't know, but you're grateful for it as you hum into his mouth. But still, something was different.

Spending so much time with you only made him want you more. He loved you, he knew that, and someplace deep in the corners of his mind, he had always wanted you in a way he never thought possible when he first fell for you before the games. Now, with you curled up under his sheets almost every night, seeing you step out of the bathroom with damp hair after a shower in pyjamas that don't fit you quite right, he thought about it more than ever. Thoughts of you plagued him more than usual, and the best way to describe the accompanying feeling was guilt. Guilt that he couldn't show you off given the circumstances- at least not yet.

He trails his kisses away from your lips and across your jaw, pulling you tighter against him. "You're so beautiful, my love..." He mumbles into the skin just below your ear, leaving a kiss in his wake that has your head spinning.

You giggle, eyes fluttering open. "What has gotten into you?" You ask, hands sliding up over his chest to rest on his shoulders.

"I can't tell my girlfriend that I think she's gorgeous?" He asks, shaking his head slightly as he looks down into your eyes.

"Oh, so I am your girlfriend." You giggle and he nods, kissing you again.

"Of course you are, and don't forget it." He chuckles, pulling back from you as the elevator stops moving, waiting for the doors to open.

Your skin is flushed down to your chest as the doors slide apart and even though he's not touching you anymore, you can feel the ghost of his hands on you. You look up at him, a lingering smirk still on his face as he looks straight ahead and leads you out of the car.

The phone rang at the time you were eating dinner, and you quickly asked if you could be excused to go answer it. Coryo and Tigris both just nodded at you, but you could still feel their grandmother's eyes burning into your back as you quickly walked away. She still wasn't fond of you, but she tolerated you. For now, that was just enough.

You grab the phone off the receiver as the small round screen flickers to life. "Hello?" You answer, hopeful that it would finally be your family you see on the other side.

You had answered every call that came to the Snow's apartment for weeks, waiting anxiously to hear their voices again.

"Y/N, is that you, honey?"

You gasp with excitement when you get a clear enough view of your ma. "Ma! Hi!" You smile, leaning in a little closer to get a more clear view as the camera on their end begins to adjust. This was likely the first time it was being used.

"Oh, honey, how good it is to see you!" She smiles, and out of nowhere, you feel hot tears welling up in your eyes.

"You too, Ma." You nod, biting into your lower lip. You didn't want to cry so quickly into the call. "How are you? How's everything at home?"

"Same old." She shakes her head with a slight laugh. "I'm much more interested in you- how is everything? How is school? And how is Tybalt settling in? How are you settling in? My goodness, I just have so many questions!"

You laugh, quickly wiping a stray tear. You had told them about all of this in letters, of course, but she just wanted to hear you say it all. "Everything is good. School has been so lovely, Coryo walks me to all my classes and we eat lunch together between. And Tybalt just loves it here! They have a garden on the roof, and I take him up there as often as I can. Tigris won't stop giving him treats either so he couldn't be happier."

You look down at the animal as he brushes against your leg, looking up at you.

"That's amazing. I've been so worried, it's just so good to see your face again. God, we've been missin' you..."

"I miss you too." You agree, careful not to choke on your tears. "How is Len? And have you seen Lucy Gray and the Covey?"

"He's... He's doing alright." Your mother looks off-screen, and you assume he must be there. The look on her face, one of nervousness and hesitation tells you he doesn't want to speak to you. "But Lucy Gray has been around every day, she and Maude Ivory come over and they help me with hanging the laundry and such... It's been good to have them around."

You smile sadly, nodding slightly with the receiver pressed to your ear. You felt bad about that aspect of leaving- you spent as much time as you could before the games helping out around the house, but even in the summer when you came back you weren't much help. Your mother wouldn't let you do dishes all summer, for fear that the sight of a knife might set you off. She knew you came back a different person, and she wasn't taking any risks. All she really allowed you to do was hang laundry and "keep her company" while she did other home chores. But now, she didn't even have that.

"Can I speak to him?" You ask, referring to your brother who you knew was there.

She nods, waving off camera and holding her hand over the wrong part of the phone. "Lennox, come over here. Y/N wants to talk to you."

His response is muffled, but you make out the gist of it. 'I don't want to talk to her'.

"She's your sister, Lennox. You can't ignore her forever."

'If she wants to talk, she should come home.'

Your heart clenches in your chest and you chew your lip. You have to pretend you couldn't hear, but you just felt so horribly guilty. You shouldn't have left, but he doesn't understand you had no choice. He wouldn't be able to understand until you could come home and see him again, likely not until the summer. Coryo had told you to be mindful of what you write in letters and what you say on the phone, it's possible others were listening. The Capitol was always listening.

"He's just a little busy right now, honey." She smiles at you, but you can see right through it. "But tell me about your day! Did you have class?"

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[hanniedraw]

Sooo...

MARIANA INTRODUCTION TIME !! :33

I'll do a Lucas introduction as well but lesbian first

-*———*-

Let's starts with the basics shall we? ; At 10 years old Mariana Martinez moved to Puerto Rico all the way to Golden Grove. The move was....something. Travelling to somewhere to a completely different continent, with a different language, different culture— just everything is different.

At least she has her Mama with her, despite not having the best relationship with each other, deep down Mariana really cares for her mama. She just has hard time expressing it.

In step 1, Mariana is a cis girl from all the way to step 4 and doesn't really care what pronous you use "You guys are obsessed, She..He..They. I don't care." she says

-Originally when I made her ; They were a transgender boy but I scraped it (and made another one that I'll introduce later cough cough)

Mariana isn't afraid to tell the truth, she's very blunt and so horribly honest. ex : Random "Hey! What do you think of my new hat?"

Mariana "It sucks."

So..yeah.. And because of this ; back in Puerto Rico she did not have that many friends. Some parents complained to Opal about it even but guess what? Mariana still doesn't care and continues on being 'mean'.

Fun fact while we're at it : Mariana has a bit of an accent in step 1, but by the time passes they manage to cover up the accent but it'll often come by from certain words. Especially the r's and the v's (pronounces the v = b's)

And the famous bilingual problem ; forgetting words. Both native and english, when people at school found out she was from Puerto Rico (which made her a bit more popular, bragging) people would often come up to her and ask him if their Spanish homework was good enough or what that word meant. She'd either :

A. Be blunt.

B. Knows what it says and capable of translating it but, just, can't.

C. Knows the word in Spanish but forgot it in English.

(^ mostly happens in step 2)

The relationship with the leads!!!

Whenever you would ask Mariana about love, she'd peek at Tamarack Baumann secretly and look back at you, plainly responding by "I don't do that romance crap."

In step 1 : When Tamarack popped out of the leaves, catching Mariana off guard, noticing how pretty Tamarack is.

She was hostile about her at first because of how her heart keeps fluttering everytime she'd smile. They're immediately and naturally close, without Mariana noticing much. And would defend Tamarack at anytime, Tamarack said you look like a broccoli because of your hair? Well she's right and she's being honest about it. Suck it up. Nevertheless ; while those two pining idiots goes trought the hardships of Tamarack not really feeling like a regular and Mariana being, her and confused about her feelings, in the end they could call each other's girlfriend's <3

As for Qiu Lin, ehh...they're neighbors all right. Mariana was ticked off by Qiu's charming personality and Qiu's being a people pleaser.

But in step 2, while Mariana is confused with her feelings and other stuff. Not wanting to bother Tamarack or her mama and on the other hand Qiu's confused with their gender. They'd rely on each other instead and give each other their shoulders to rest their head on to either ramble or stay in complete, comfortable silence. Then Mariana would maybe give a chance to Qiu. Despite Qiu giving up on befriending her, she'd try and befriend them.

And voilà !! All the main stuff you need to know about Mariana. Thank you for giving me your time to talk about her, of course if you have any questions about her or hell, another mc that caught your eye you can ask them away. And I'd cry. Have a wonderful day/afternoon / night!!

[ikeupied]

NOT YOURS — sim jaeyun x fem reader.

redemption. (wc: 3114)

"Jun, you can't drive, you drank too much," I looked at my brother with a serious expression, and he raised an eyebrow.

"Don't worry, okay? We're not far, plus you don't know how to drive, and I don't feel like walking."

I sighed, knowing it was pointless to argue. We both got into the car, and before he started the engine, I took out a bottle of water and handed it to Yeonjun.

"Drink some before we go, please."

He chuckled but drank the water without complaint. After fastening his seatbelt and making sure mine was on, he started the car.

Suddenly, Yeonjun pulled over in front of the park, just a few blocks from campus. I looked at him, confused.

"What are we doing here?"

He didn't answer. Instead, he got out of the car, walked around, and opened my door. Still confused, I stepped out, watching as Yeonjun started walking without a word. I simply followed.

When my brother stopped, I lifted my gaze. Sitting on one of the wooden benches in front of us was Jake. As soon as he saw us, he immediately stood up. For a few seconds, no one spoke.

"I'm still mad at you, but we'll deal with that later," Yeonjun spoke to Jake, his face serious—almost tense. "Please, talk. You two have a lot to work out."

He looked at both of us before stepping closer to me. "I'll be nearby if you need anything," he whispered so only I could hear. I nodded, and Yeonjun walked away, leaving me alone with Jake.

The air felt heavy. We had so much to say, yet the fear of hearing each other's words kept us silent.

Finally, Jake took a step toward me, though he still kept some distance.

"YN..." he spoke, and at that moment, I realized just how much I had missed his voice.

Our eyes met, and my heart skipped a beat. His gaze was so... sad, so empty, and I felt like it was my fault.

"YN, I'm really sorry... for everything... absolutely everything." His tone was filled with regret. He lowered his head in shame, and without thinking, I took a step closer.

"I never wanted to hurt you," his voice was soft—too soft, as if it might break at any moment. "I was an idiot. I never realized how stupid I was being with you. I played with your feelings without even noticing..."

"Jake."

"...And I know you probably hate me, and you have every right to, but I just hope you'll consider forgiving me..."

"Jaeyun."

He stopped talking and finally looked at me again.

"It's okay, alright? I forgive you."

Jake opened his mouth as if to say something but closed it again, at a loss for words.

"I'm not going to lie, you hurt me a lot. But I know you never meant to. I know you, Jake—I never thought you'd intentionally try to hurt me."

I saw relief wash over his face, and slowly, the tension began to fade.

"YN, I have to be completely honest with you."

My heart pounded, and a lump formed in my throat as I braced myself for rejection—again.

"Seeing you with Jungwon made me realize how much it hurts to see you laugh with someone who isn’t me."

His words caught me off guard. I stared at him, unable to respond.

"I know it's selfish, I know it's wrong, and I know it's probably too late..." he paused, carefully choosing his words. "But I like you, YN. I always have—I just never realized it until I lost you."

My hands trembled slightly, and before I even noticed, I started crying.

Jake immediately stepped closer and wrapped me in his arms, resting my head against his chest.

"I'm sorry... Please forgive me, YN."

He gently ran his fingers through my hair until I calmed down. When I finally pulled away, I took a deep breath and spoke.

"You don’t have to apologize, Yun."

A small smile appeared on his lips when he heard the nickname.

"The truth is, even after everything, I can't be mad at you. Ignoring you was the hardest thing I've ever done. But I had to stay away, or I would've gone crazy."

We both let out a small laugh, and at last, the atmosphere felt lighter.

Jake took my hand, and our eyes met.

"YN, if it’s not too late..." he bit his lower lip, nervous. "Would you give me a chance to start over? Let me take you on a date."

A wide smile spread across my face, and I saw Jake’s eyes light up. I immediately nodded and hugged him.

"Of course, Yun."

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[themummersfolly]

I did not notice Dementus' right hand until somebody on Reddit pointed it out.

When his authority over the Mortiflyers is called into questions, he pulls a gun on the Octoboss to get him to comply!

But let's look at this again.

He doesn't actually carry his revolver in a holster. During the five-bike teddy scene I was almost in fits trying to figure out how it's attached to his belt, because it's just chilling there with no visible carry apparatus. From the looks of it, he's got it attached to some kind of hinge, so he doesn't have to draw it to shoot someone. Kind of an improved quick-draw, where he's planning to shoot from the hip.

This has several drawbacks. First of all, shooting from the hip is hilariously inaccurate, like seriously you're skipping the entire step of aiming. Second, with Dementus' setup here, he can't follow a target if it moves without turning his whole body. Literally the only situation where he could expect to hit his target is if they were standing three feet in front of him and caught totally off guard. The Octoboss is significantly further away, and presumably knows about the revolver Dementus openly carries in this configuration. He has room to move out of the line of fire, and his own weapon is much more accessible and easier to aim. If this turned into an actual gunfight, the Octoboss would have to be very, very unlucky not to win.

Also, Dementus doesn't even have his finger near the trigger, let alone on it; he's put just enough of his hand on the grip to tilt the piece up. Actually firing the gun would take a second or two of fumbling around, and in that second the Octoboss could would gain the upper hand. I have to wonder if he even carries it loaded; we never see him fire it, and the only other person we see handle it (Furiosa, at the end) had to load it before she put it to his head.

Conclusion: Dementus isn't making a threat he plans to follow through on, he's posturing. That's probably why nobody seems particularly shocked or threatened, and why the Octoboss seems more exasperated than anything else. He knows Dementus can't and won't actually do shit to him; he knows where he stands in terms of loyalty and probably expects Dementus to know too, at this point. Yeah, Dementus overstepped by trying to shove one of his men around, but does he seriously want to turn this into a dick-measuring contest right now? "Just do what he says."

There's so much character development in these ten seconds of film alone. Just from this interaction, you can infer so much about these two men, their relationship to each other, and their status within their group.

P.S. As someone with a lifetime of handling firearms, I would be so pissed if someone pulled this shit on me. We're taught from before we even touch a gun not to point it at anything we are not willing to destroy; if you point a gun at me, I expect that you are trying to kill me, which like, at least you're being honest. But brandish a weapon, especially in a way where we both know you can't do shit and you're just trying to look tough? Buddy, you're gonna wish you fucking killed me.

[soldiergrimes]

I Would Take A Bullet For You

Pairing: Joe Biden x Donald Trump

Summary: After Trump's assassination attempt, Biden is distraught. He needs to go check up on his secret lover in the hospital.

Trigger warnings ⚠️: suicide

"Donald?" Joe Biden repeated once again as he walked through the hospital. He finally found his room and the secret service guards quickly stepped inside to let him in.

Joe walked into the room, Donald's head was now bandaged up and he was sitting on the edge of the hospital bed.

Donald looked up as Joe approached his bed. "Joe..? You're here..."

Joe immediately moved forward, standing right in front of him now. "Of course I'm here." He slowly reached out to take his hand in his. "I was worried.."

"Don't be.. I'm still alive after all" Donald smirked.

Joe smiled at Donald's optimistic and confident attitude, it was one of the things he loved the most about him. But his smile quickly faded as the thought of Donald dying plagued his mind.

"I don't... I don't know what I would've done if I lost you" Joe's eyes locked with his, his voice filled with emotion.

"Don't worry, Joey.. I'm right here" Donald reassured him softly, bringing his hand up to cup his cheek. The sensation brought butterflies to the older man's stomach.

"I know, I was just so worried, Donald.." Joe whispered.

Joe knew that the feelings they had for each other had to stay a secret, but sometimes he wished for a world where they could declare their love for one another without shame. The thought brought a bittersweet smile to Joe's face.

"Can I kiss you?" Joe asked as he leaned in.

"Always." Donald replied, their lips connected in a passionate and emotional kiss.

Caught in the moment, neither of them noticed the security guard walk back into the room to check on Trump. Trump caught the man's eye and quickly pulled away from Joe.

Joe noticed this and frowned, he knew that Donald was more nervous about people finding out than he was. There was even a small part of Joe that wanted people to find out, he didn't like holding in this secret.

The security guard left the room without saying a word.

Donald avoided Joe's gaze before Joe spoke up again.

"What are you afraid of?" He asked the man.

Donald looked back up at Joe, "This... This isn't supposed to happen. We're supposed to be enemies.." Donald said.

Joe put a hand on his shoulder, rubbing him with his thumb.

"Maybe.. but maybe we're meant to be together." Joe spoke softly, trying to comfort his lover.

Donald got lost in Joe's ocean eyes, his breath catching in his throat. "I think I love you" he suddenly blurted out.

Joe's eyes widened in surprise but a smile spread across his face.

"I love you too, Donny" Joe leaned in again to give him a kiss on his forehead. "I've always loved you."

Donald's heart raced at Joe's confession, he had never felt this happy in his entire life.

But Donald quickly reminded himself that this wasn't right and he pulled away.

Joe frowned again and opened his mouth to speak but Donald cut him off.

"Joe.. I- I can't.." His voice cracked.

"Donald, look at me." Joe cupped his cheek again, forcing his eyes to meet his. "We can do this."

Donald looked into his eyes, "What happens if the world finds out?"

"They can think whatever they want to think, but we'll always have each other. So whatever they say, it doesn't matter." Joe's words were encouraging, he was hoping that Donald would agree and they could finally come out.

Donald hesitated for a moment before he spoke again, his eyes filled with determination and trust. "Okay."

Joe smiled "Okay?" He asked again, making sure he was being honest. "You want to tell the world?"

Donald nodded and smiled, "I want them to know how much I love you."

Joe smiled and pulled him into a hug.

"you're the best thing that's ever happened to me, Donny" Joe whispered in his ear.

"You are too, Joey. I've never been happier" Donald said as he held him tighter.

Joe spent that night in his hospital room and they made love until the early hours of the morning.

The next day, Donald had to appear on live TV after his assassination attempt. It was almost time for him to go on and he tried his best to hide his nerves, he stood up straight and walked to the stand.

Donald spoke about his usual stuff until he finally mentioned Joe.

"And there is something else I have to tell America" he spoke, his voice loud with conviction. "Joe Biden and I.. Are in love."

The crowd went quiet for a moment until Joe walked up to Donald and joined him. Donald wrapped his arm around his waist and leaned in for a kiss.

Joe and Donald shared a passionate kiss in front of live television, Donald knew he should be worried, even ashamed, but he had never felt happier. As they pulled away, the crowd erupted in cheers as Donald and Joe smiled for the camera, holding hands.

*10 years later*

Donald and Joe proceeded to spend the rest of their lives together, they bought a home and raised a family together and this was the happiest any of them have ever felt.

Though the happiness didn't last because Joe eventually fell sick.

After months of hospital visits and medicine, Joe ended up passing away. The grief and sorrow Donald felt was unlike any he had ever felt before.

And the pain of his loss sadly brought Donald to take his own life so he could be with Joe again.

The End

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Afternoon sunlight glinted against the rim of Carmen's glass, the repetitive clink clink clink of metal against metal cutting through the low chatter that surrounded her as the needle in her hand knocked against her ring with each stitch. Her sunglasses had been pushed up, holding back her curls as she finished off the first wing of the insignia in her lap, offering herself a small, satisfied nod.

"Gettin' good at that," Her brother's voice caught her off guard, gaze snapping up to meet him as he pulled out a chair and took a seat opposite.

"Jesus," Carmen muttered, planting her feet on the floor and sitting up straight. "Yeah, well, Nan made me darn your socks enough times. Got you a beer," She nodded, gesturing to the full pint glass on the table.

"Oh, thanks," Jonah nodded, raising the glass to his lips and taking a long sip. Letting out a hum, he wiped the foam from his lips. "Yunno I've been stood down and sittin' around this city for two bloody weeks, you could've at least come by the barracks. The other blokes are all writing letters to their sisters and I'm getting ignored by mine in the same city, it's embarrassing."

"Well, that's 'cause I have a job. A more important job than yours, some might say."

"'Some' being you."

Carmen shrugged, letting out that low, irritated hum she always did when she couldn't think of something to retaliate with. Re-threading her needle, she raised the thread to her mouth, tugging it against the point of her canine until it snapped.

"What are you actually doing?" He asked, leaning forward on the edge of his seat to get a better look at the half-finished patch in her lap.

"Oh, it's just somethin' we're working on."

"It looks like insignia," Jonah pointed out with a nod.

She snorted slightly. "Well, you won't be seeing it around any time soon."

"One of your schemes, eh?"

"I'll give Clarke most of the credit. But yeah."

"And you can't tell me about it, of course."

"Well, it's c-"

"-Classified," He chuckled, finishing her sentence before the word could leave her lips. "God, don't you miss when we used to tell each other everything?"

Carmen's lip curled with a smile, putting down her sewing as she met his eye. "I miss all of it."

Jonah's jaw hung slack in an open-mouthed grin. "Has being a professional liar somehow made you more honest?"

"Shut up!" She squeaked, reaching across the table to smack him on the shoulder. "I never lie to you, I just... omit."

"Which is so normal of you, of course, great job."

"Hey, I tell you more than I tell Nan."

"You don't tell Nan anything."

"Exactly," Carmen smirked, eliciting a snort from her brother. The pair glanced up as one of the waiters approached, hands folded neatly across his front as he waited for their order. Jonah opened his mouth to speak, but before he could, Carmen rattled off something indecipherable in Arabic, pointing to the items she wanted on the menu. If he'd be paying attention to the waiter's expression, he might have pieced together that her Arabic wasn't quite as good as it seemed, but from where he sat - to his untrained ear - it all seemed rather impressive.

With an apologetic smile, she handed over the menus, and the waiter departed with a polite nod. A flush of colour tinted her cheeks as she looked back at her brother, whose eyes had narrowed.

"Gettin' good at that too, Christ."

"Oh, God," Carmen cringed, running a hand across her face. "It's nowhere near as good as my German. I keep fucking up the grammar."

"Oh, woe is you." Jonah teased, voice laced with mock irritability as he rolled his eyes.

Even in the shelter of the cafe patio, the Cairo heat seemed relentless, beads of sweat forming on his forehead as a damp patch soaked through the back of his shirt. "Jesus, I'll never get used to the sun out here," He muttered, taking another long sip of his beer. Carmen reached for the wine list, cool air hitting his face as she fanned it back and forth. "Thanks," Jonah grinned, letting out a breathy laugh.

"You're such a bloody tourist," She spoke with a low chuckle. "Surprised you can even hold a gun with hands that sweaty."

"Fuck off," He groaned, head tilted back to face the plaster ceiling above. After a moment of silence, he sat upright, brow furrowed.

"Wait, you speak German?"

Carmen laughed.

━━━━━━━━━━━━━━

The door to the office creaked as Carmen slipped inside, letting out a sigh as she removed her sunglasses, tousling her hair back into shape with the other hand. The place was quiet, save for the constant whirring of the desk fans, and it was difficult to move around without knocking into another precariously balanced pile of files and books and other various miscellanea.

"There's prostitutes outside again," She pointed out, hanging her bag up on the coat stand.

Dudley Clarke sat at his desk, feet crossed over and propped up against the table as he lounged back in his seat, arms folded tightly across his chest. He had appeared asleep when she'd first arrived, but Carmen knew better. Slowly peeling one eye open, he watched her sideways.

"You know, you're not high-ranking enough to disappear on me," He pointed out languidly, disregarding her remark. "You're meant to be here when I need you."

"Uh-huh," She shrugged without concern, coming to perch on the edge of his desk. "My brother's in town, I'm gonna go see him occasionally."

"You're on the clock."

"We're literally always on the clock," Carmen frowned. A beat passed, and she realised Clarke had nothing with which to counter that. "Anyway, I wasn't not working. Here ya go," She tossed the finished jump wings into his lap, and Clarke sat upright, examining the patch closely.

"Hm. Not too shabby."

"Figured it didn't need to be perfect. Just needed to look good in the photos."

"This'll do nicely," He nodded, rummaging among the piles of paper that littered his desk for the right file.

"I'll sew it on, then I can go take the photos in the morning," Carmen explained, only half expecting him to have listened as she watched him produce the papers.

Clarke hummed in acknowledgement. "Good. Excellent."

"... And-?" She prompted, arching a brow. He looked up from his desk, letting out a sigh as he registered her expression.

"Yes, thank you, Carmen," He nodded. Giving him a pat on the shoulder, she pushed herself up from the edge of the desk, heading back towards her own. Outside, a chorus of giggles sounded, a group of women gossiping like a gaggle of geese, their voices seeping through the wooden door. Clarke paused whatever he'd been writing, putting his pen down with a frustrated huff. "Are those prostitutes back again? Will you go out and send them off?"

"Hm," Carmen mused, lowering herself into her desk chair and picking up the nearest file, thumbing through the pages. "Nah. Busy. I'm on the clock, remember? The SAS isn't going to make itself."

"... You're a terrible employee."

"No, I'm not."

She could feel his stare boring into her skull.

"... Hm."

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Just noticed the shot of Mike's "what?" to Will's "what about us?" was shot close, in Mike's perspective, as opposed to a reverse of the previous shot aka showing him turning around from a distance, Will's perspective. They showed it from the distance Will was about to be but I thought it through and I don't think shooting it the other way would have made it awkward. If anything, it makes it less awkward in some ways because as is, it goes distance/close/distance because we are still seeing Will from over Mike's shoulder further away but they chose not to do that on Mike.

Because we were with Mike. Because the surprise and anticipation he can't hide is for him and us, and they needed us to know that Will doesn't see it. It's all pretty objective, side-view, up until this point. There aren't OTS's until it gets personal and vulnerable here, at which point it's back to Will's POV - prioritizing his reactions during Mike's lines and ending on him for the scene.

But in that one brief moment, we're with Mike. Because he's being honest. Just for that second. He lets his guard down - or rather, lets it slip - and we see it. It happens quick, so we see it no sooner. And we watch him put it back up in that same shot, so we get it no more...but it was there.

He wasn't expecting Will to say "what about us?" and it caught him off-guard enough that we were allowed back in his head, just for a second.

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I LOVE YOUR CAT!BRUCE POST!!!

Do you think someone would give him a cat after it's over?

Or would he maybe coincidentally find a stray cat out on patrol and the ears and tail look similar to what his looked like so he can't resist adopting it? If he did, he would keep it a secret from the others for as long as he could bc he just knows they'll make fun of him >:(

(and if somebody else gives him one I bet he'd be the typical "dad who didn't want a pet". Act like he doesn't like the cat in front of everyone until boom it's his little baby now)

Omg all amazing ideas.

Personally I think that cats start liking him a lot more after he's detransformed. When he was catlike, they would be weirded out by him, or see him as an immediate friend, or become territorial and try and scare him away (which caused quite a stir on his favourite stakeout roofs). But once he's human again, cats get the inherent sense that he is Safe, similar to how they congregate around Selina.

I think there are two types of people who try and give him pets: Socialites who give him a pretty little kitten with a bow, and who he immediately passes off to Lucius to organize the adoption of before his kids can notice. And Damian, the only one of the kids who lets his own wants for another cat completely overpower the impracticality and lack of capacity for another one. Luckily this hasn't devolved into acquiring a new cat (yet) but he takes his campaigning very seriously.

There are three cats in the manor already. Alfred the Cat (Damian's) and two of Selina's strays who came back after she left town. And everyone loves to take photos of them and Bruce. Before, when he was part cat, he had a bit too strong of a territorial rivalry with them. And when Selina left he grumbled all the time about how they should have gone with her. But as you said, he is the typical "dad who didn't want a pet" and his workstation usually has 1-3 cats lying around it. They're not super affectionate cats tho and mostly just slow blink at him from a distance.

However. One day he's out patrolling and comes across this butt ugly mangled orange cat. And he's so pitiful and so sweet and he sees a woman being robbed and jumps down on the attacker's head. Needless to say Bruce is hopelessly enamoured.

He takes this cat to the vet, dressed fully as Batman, and when the check up is done he tells himself he will deliver it to a shelter tomorrow. But those open in hours and he needs to take care of Batman business now, so he breaks into WE, is caught by a security guard when the cat screeches and refuses to let go, finally removes the cat's claws from his cape, hands the cat to a security guard, and says "for Bruce Wayne."

Most people in the vet & office (and Bruce verbally agrees with them) assume that Batman gave the cat to him as a prank or misguided association. This butt ugly mangled male orange stray becomes the office cat that Bruce spoils relentlessly when he's in. He can't even complain about receiving gag gift cat toys from his family and the league, when he constantly squirrels them away to pamper Princess with. (I mean, he does still complain, including about the quality of the gifts, but he shouldn't considering how much he uses them).

He makes very sure that his secretary and the night staff (who, if we're being honest, are the main ones taking care of Princess) follow all the proper dietary and behaviour guidelines.

"He looks just like me!" Bruce defends at a shareholder's meeting, holding the cat up to his face.

"Sureeee," the shareholders say as they attempt to move the meeting forward. They remember cat!Bruce's beautiful sleek black hair, his handsome countenance and graceful air. They look at this off brand roadkill Garfield. They decide not to talk about it further.

Also cat!Bruce & Clark thing that was part of the initial thingamathing