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NOT YOURS — sim jaeyun x fem reader.

how stupid.

When we arrived at the gym, the bleachers were still half-empty. Soobin quickly said goodbye before disappearing into the locker room, leaving Yeji and me to find a good place to sit.

Giselle and Yizhuo were already settled, chatting animatedly, and they waved us over to join them. A few minutes later, Chaeryeong arrived with Sunoo, whom I recognized from a few classes. We weren’t exactly close, but we’d always gotten along well, so conversation flowed naturally.

---

The sharp sound of the referee’s whistle signaled the start of the game, and within seconds, all our attention was on the court.

As team captain, Heeseung looked a little tense at first, analyzing the opposing team’s movements with a furrowed brow. But when Jake scored the first points with a clean, confident play, the energy of the team shifted completely. The pace intensified, and the game quickly turned into a fierce battle, with both teams refusing to give an inch.

The match continued at full intensity, every play keeping the crowd on the edge of their seats. Heeseung, now fully immersed in the game, led the team with precision, while Jake kept adding points effortlessly.

But in a moment of tension, when the opposing team tried to even the score, someone else caught my attention.

Jungwon.

I hadn’t really noticed him before, but now he was completely focused on the court. In the blink of an eye, he stole the ball with impressive speed, dodging a defender before passing it to Jake with surgical precision. Jake scored with ease.

"Did you see that?" Yeji said, amazed.

I just nodded, watching Jungwon as he calmly stepped back, as if he hadn’t done anything extraordinary. But he had. And even though I didn’t know much about him, at that moment, I felt a small spark of admiration.

The sound of the whistle marked the end of the game shortly after, and the players began to disperse.

---

The noise in the gym was slowly fading as most of the spectators left. I remained in my seat, absentmindedly playing with my hands as I waited. Yeji was still beside me, chatting with Chaeryeong and Sunoo, while Giselle and Yizhuo talked among themselves about some moment from the game.

I knew the guys would take a while to come out of the locker room, so I tried to be patient. But when I saw Jake emerge before the others, my attention locked onto him completely.

His hair was still damp from the quick shower he’d probably taken, his sports bag slung over one shoulder. His expression was relaxed, as if the game hadn’t exhausted him at all.

The moment I saw him, my first instinct was to think he was walking toward me.

He didn’t have to, but… he was the one who invited me. Wouldn’t it make sense for him to come say hi? Maybe just a simple "thanks for coming," a comment about the game—something.

I straightened slightly, feeling the beginnings of a small smile—until I realized he wasn’t coming toward me at all.

Because his destination was someone else.

A few feet away, a girl with short brown hair was waiting for him, an easy smile on her face. She was pretty, no doubt. I didn’t recognize her immediately, but that didn’t matter. The only thing that mattered was what happened next.

Jake reached her, and with the ease of someone who had done this many times before, he leaned in and kissed her.

It wasn’t a dramatic or exaggerated kiss. There was no show, no intent to flaunt it. Just a casual, effortless, automatic kiss.

And yet, it felt like a punch to the chest.

My stomach twisted, and the pressure in my throat became unbearable within seconds. I had no right to feel this way. I knew that. But it didn’t make it hurt any less.

I forced myself to look away, plastering on a hollow smile when Yeji said something I didn’t even process.

The minutes that followed were a blur. I don’t know how I managed to keep my composure until my brother and the others finally came out. But I did.

I made an effort not to react. I didn’t want my friends to notice, didn’t want anyone to ask if I was okay, because I knew that if someone showed me even a little bit of kindness, my mask would shatter. So I kept the conversation going, responded with small laughs and nods, even though every word felt automatic.

But my hands were cold. My chest felt hollow, my throat tight no matter how many times I swallowed. I rubbed my palms against my jeans—anything to distract myself from the heaviness in my chest.

When Yeonjun, Heeseung, and Soobin finally appeared, I focused on them, and we left.

---

The night air was cool when we stepped outside the gym, but I barely felt it.

Giselle, Yizhuo, Chaeryeong, Yeji, and Sunoo said their goodbyes, heading to the post-game party. I had already decided not to go—I wasn’t in the right state of mind for it.

Yeonjun walked beside me, chatting animatedly with Heeseung and Soobin about the game. I nodded from time to time, pretending to listen, pretending to be present.

But my mind was elsewhere.

Still stuck on the image of Jake leaning in to kiss that girl. On how easily he did it. On how, for a moment, I truly believed he was coming toward me.

How stupid.

I swallowed hard, exhaling slowly through my nose.

"Something wrong?" Yeonjun’s voice snapped me out of my thoughts.

I glanced at him and shook my head with a smile I hoped was convincing.

"Nothing. Just tired, that’s all."

Yeonjun watched me for a second longer than necessary, as if he wasn’t entirely convinced, but he didn’t press.

"Come on, we’re almost there."

I nodded, and we kept walking.

I kept walking as if nothing had happened.

As if I didn’t feel like something inside me had just broken a little more.

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NOT YOURS — sim jaeyun x fem reader.

game night.

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note: this is just a filler, but be ready for the next chapter. also, ignore the timestamps cause I messed up a bit.

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NOT YOURS — sim jaeyun x fem reader.

lucky charm.

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NOT YOURS — sim jaeyun x fem reader.

tragic, truly tragic.

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note: heyyy, first chapter is here! hope you like it :).

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PROFILES! — daddy's home.

SYNOPSIS: Since they were little, Y/N had always been in love with Jake, but her love was never returned. Over the years, she watched as Jake got involved with other people, while she continued longing for his attention. Tired of the situation, Y/N begins to question her feelings and realizes that her relationship with Jake is no longer the same. As she deals with her broken heart and old expectations, Y/N finds herself caught in a web of emotions, jealousy, and misunderstandings.

★ — sim jaeyun/jake: decelis university, sports science. very close friend of yeonjun, never showed romantic interest in yn (or did he?). the biggest spider-man fan, genuinely believes he's peter parker. a great basketball player.

★ — choi yeonjun: decelis university, sports science. yn's older brother, best friends with jaeyun and heeseung. one of the best players of the team. loves harry potter as well.

★ — lee heeseung: decelis university, sports science. captain of the basketball team, loves yn like his own sister. jake’s roommate

★ — yang jungwon: decelis university, journalism. standout basketball player. has always been interested in yn but never said anything.

★ — nishimura riki: decelis university, advertising and marketing. fake emo, acts mysterious but is actually very funny. one of the best players on the team.

★ — choi soobin: decelis university, advertising and marketing. yn's best friend, they met through yeonjun. part of the basketball team.

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PROFILES! — fruit bowl.

SYNOPSIS: Since they were little, Y/N had always been in love with Jake, but her love was never returned. Over the years, she watched as Jake got involved with other people, while she continued longing for his attention. Tired of the situation, Y/N begins to question her feelings and realizes that her relationship with Jake is no longer the same. As she deals with her broken heart and old expectations, Y/N finds herself caught in a web of emotions, jealousy, and misunderstandings.

★ — choi yn: decelis university, journalism. in love with jake since she was very young, yeonjun's younger sister, heeseung's protegée. a huge fan of harry potter and olivia rodrigo, insists she resembles hermione, but everyone knows she’s more like ron.

★ — choi soobin: decelis university, advertising and marketing. yn’s best friend, they met through yeonjun. part of the basketball team.

★ — uchinaga aeri: decelis university, journalism. everyone thinks she’s lesbian and she never denied the rumor. became friends with yn on campus, they are roommates.

★ — hwang yeji: decelis university, advertising and marketing. jake’s childhood friend, ended up getting along better with yn, inseparable from chaeryeong.

★ — lee chaeryeong: decelis university, journalism. everyone's crush, yn’s lifelong best friend, claims she hates jake.

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NOT YOURS — sim jaeyun x fem reader.

uhm what.

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note: yeji is maddddd (again ignore timestamps). also, does anyone knows why the twt photos look like that I DON'T LIKE IT.

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double update cause i got excited =3.

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hiii could i pleaseee be added to the taglist for not yours <3

hiiii, ofc ofc!! adding you right away <3.

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the second chapter will be out tomorrow. the third will be mostly filler and the fourth will get more interesting. I'm excited lol.

[ikeupied]

NOT YOURS — sim jaeyun x fem reader.

SYNOPSIS: Since they were little, Y/N had always been in love with Jake, but her love was never returned. Over the years, she watched as Jake got involved with other people, while she continued longing for his attention. Tired of the situation, Y/N begins to question her feelings and realizes that her relationship with Jake is no longer the same. As she deals with her broken heart and old expectations, Y/N finds herself caught in a web of emotions, jealousy, and misunderstandings.

❀ genre: smau & written, college au, angst, romance, one sided-love, drama (maybe), brothers best friend.

❀ featuring: jungwon, heeseung, ni-ki from enhypen, yeonjun, soobin from txt, chaeryeong, yeji from itzy, giselle from aespa. (mentions of other idols).

❀ warnings: ignore dates and timestamps. all characters are over 18. kms/kys jokes, cursing, suggestive content (not sure), mentions of alcohol and parties, kissing and general skinship, pet names, typos. mentions of harry potter, Olivia Rodrigo and etc. let me know if I’m forgetting anything! This is a work of fiction and does not represent idols in real life.

❀ status: ongoing.

❀ taglist: open! leave an ask to be added =3.

❀ note: this is my first smau! I've been working on it for a while, but I'm still not completely sure if I'm satisfied with it. anyway, I hope you enjoy it! any feedback is welcome as long as it's respectful.

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profiles: fruit bowl - daddy's home.

chapters: one - two - three - four (wc: 4387) - five - six - seven - eight. (more tba)

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NOT YOURS — sim jaeyun x fem reader.

how stupid.

When we arrived at the gym, the bleachers were still half-empty. Soobin quickly said goodbye before disappearing into the locker room, leaving Yeji and me to find a good place to sit.

Giselle and Yizhuo were already settled, chatting animatedly, and they waved us over to join them. A few minutes later, Chaeryeong arrived with Sunoo, whom I recognized from a few classes. We weren’t exactly close, but we’d always gotten along well, so conversation flowed naturally.

---

The sharp sound of the referee’s whistle signaled the start of the game, and within seconds, all our attention was on the court.

As team captain, Heeseung looked a little tense at first, analyzing the opposing team’s movements with a furrowed brow. But when Jake scored the first points with a clean, confident play, the energy of the team shifted completely. The pace intensified, and the game quickly turned into a fierce battle, with both teams refusing to give an inch.

The match continued at full intensity, every play keeping the crowd on the edge of their seats. Heeseung, now fully immersed in the game, led the team with precision, while Jake kept adding points effortlessly.

But in a moment of tension, when the opposing team tried to even the score, someone else caught my attention.

Jungwon.

I hadn’t really noticed him before, but now he was completely focused on the court. In the blink of an eye, he stole the ball with impressive speed, dodging a defender before passing it to Jake with surgical precision. Jake scored with ease.

"Did you see that?" Yeji said, amazed.

I just nodded, watching Jungwon as he calmly stepped back, as if he hadn’t done anything extraordinary. But he had. And even though I didn’t know much about him, at that moment, I felt a small spark of admiration.

The sound of the whistle marked the end of the game shortly after, and the players began to disperse.

---

The noise in the gym was slowly fading as most of the spectators left. I remained in my seat, absentmindedly playing with my hands as I waited. Yeji was still beside me, chatting with Chaeryeong and Sunoo, while Giselle and Yizhuo talked among themselves about some moment from the game.

I knew the guys would take a while to come out of the locker room, so I tried to be patient. But when I saw Jake emerge before the others, my attention locked onto him completely.

His hair was still damp from the quick shower he’d probably taken, his sports bag slung over one shoulder. His expression was relaxed, as if the game hadn’t exhausted him at all.

The moment I saw him, my first instinct was to think he was walking toward me.

He didn’t have to, but… he was the one who invited me. Wouldn’t it make sense for him to come say hi? Maybe just a simple "thanks for coming," a comment about the game—something.

I straightened slightly, feeling the beginnings of a small smile—until I realized he wasn’t coming toward me at all.

Because his destination was someone else.

A few feet away, a girl with short brown hair was waiting for him, an easy smile on her face. She was pretty, no doubt. I didn’t recognize her immediately, but that didn’t matter. The only thing that mattered was what happened next.

Jake reached her, and with the ease of someone who had done this many times before, he leaned in and kissed her.

It wasn’t a dramatic or exaggerated kiss. There was no show, no intent to flaunt it. Just a casual, effortless, automatic kiss.

And yet, it felt like a punch to the chest.

My stomach twisted, and the pressure in my throat became unbearable within seconds. I had no right to feel this way. I knew that. But it didn’t make it hurt any less.

I forced myself to look away, plastering on a hollow smile when Yeji said something I didn’t even process.

The minutes that followed were a blur. I don’t know how I managed to keep my composure until my brother and the others finally came out. But I did.

I made an effort not to react. I didn’t want my friends to notice, didn’t want anyone to ask if I was okay, because I knew that if someone showed me even a little bit of kindness, my mask would shatter. So I kept the conversation going, responded with small laughs and nods, even though every word felt automatic.

But my hands were cold. My chest felt hollow, my throat tight no matter how many times I swallowed. I rubbed my palms against my jeans—anything to distract myself from the heaviness in my chest.

When Yeonjun, Heeseung, and Soobin finally appeared, I focused on them, and we left.

---

The night air was cool when we stepped outside the gym, but I barely felt it.

Giselle, Yizhuo, Chaeryeong, Yeji, and Sunoo said their goodbyes, heading to the post-game party. I had already decided not to go—I wasn’t in the right state of mind for it.

Yeonjun walked beside me, chatting animatedly with Heeseung and Soobin about the game. I nodded from time to time, pretending to listen, pretending to be present.

But my mind was elsewhere.

Still stuck on the image of Jake leaning in to kiss that girl. On how easily he did it. On how, for a moment, I truly believed he was coming toward me.

How stupid.

I swallowed hard, exhaling slowly through my nose.

"Something wrong?" Yeonjun’s voice snapped me out of my thoughts.

I glanced at him and shook my head with a smile I hoped was convincing.

"Nothing. Just tired, that’s all."

Yeonjun watched me for a second longer than necessary, as if he wasn’t entirely convinced, but he didn’t press.

"Come on, we’re almost there."

I nodded, and we kept walking.

I kept walking as if nothing had happened.

As if I didn’t feel like something inside me had just broken a little more.

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