#that I want to crawl out of my own skin

[bastardcherub]

honestly it would probably do me Really good to get off of social media and seek queer community in person but I’m fucking Scared. it used to feel so easy. idk what changed

[liam-summers]

Sp*ke: spends several seasons trying to kill Buffy and her friends/family, has a dream and decides he’s in love with Buffy, Stalks her, breaks into her house and steals her belongings (underwear, clothes, pictures), makes a shrine of her in his crypt, has a robot in her likeness built so he can have sex with it, goes to her house with a shotgun intent on blowing her brains out, kidnaps her ties her up and threatens to kill her if she doesn’t admit to having feelings for him, repeatedly ignores her protests that she doesn’t love him and is disgusted by him, attempts to kill her every time his chip stops working, has violent sex with her when she’s at her absolute lowest, repeatedly tells her she came back wrong to keep her isolated and depressed so he can keep having sex with her, repeatedly tells her she belongs in the dark with him further isolating her, manipulating her, and taking advantage of her self loathing and ptsd for his own gain, repeatedly ignores her saying no, continues to invade her space and tries to blackmail her when she ends things with him, tries to rape her, gets a soul as a last ditch effort to force her to love him, comes back and guilt trips her at every turn that he got a soul for her and now he’s suffering, continues to stick around and is a liability to Buffy and her entire mission.

Sp*ffy fans: He’s so committed to her 🥰 he’s the only one who understands her and views her as an equal. He holds her accountable and supports her at the same time, he acts like a partner to her and would do anything for her but she was always too afraid to accept his love because she didn’t love herself and was also too committed to Angel who didn’t actually really love her because he didn’t fight for her love like Sp*ke fought for her love. But then when she finally falls in love with Sp*ke in the last episode, she fell in love with herself.

I genuinely don’t understand how one could come to those conclusions.

Like at what point do you realize that all of those things aren’t examples of commitment, but instead an obsessive pattern of behaviour that is a complete violation of a woman’s boundaries, agency, body, and mind.

What would it take for people to see Buffy’s infinite protests and disgust as a boundary that this man does not care to respect because the only thing he’s driven by is HIS obsession and need to have Buffy for himself?

The only way this POV makes any sense is that these people only care about Sp*ke’s perspective and don’t give a shit about Buffy’s. And the biggest slap in the face is that they praise this as a shining example of what a healthy relationship should look like.

Anyway, me personally, I could never hate Buffy Summers, and will never get on board with this repulsive narrative. Sorry.

[kinokoshoujoart]

the coolest kids in forgotten valley!!☆

(…it seems there may have been a stretch of time where rock and lumina were the only kids in forgotten valley…🥲)

poseref

[fivestoriesfallingg]

i need weird problematic gay t4t affection right now or i’m going to explode

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

me waiting for my writer’s block to fuck off and leave me alone so i can finish this chapter:

[carlos-tk]

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[heylittleriotact]

Finished ACOSF and the first two books in the series were charming enough, but from part way through the third one onward I felt like reading them became the literary equivalent of continuing to open the door late at night for that one person you end up in a weird greasy situationship with and you both know you have no real chemistry together, but all your other methods of passing idle time have grown stale so you let them dick you down anyway because hey, what the fuck else am I going to do with my weekend? And when they leave you hope you never see them again, but you know when they text you again in a month you’re gonna reply.

[zigzagspam]

There needs to be better bathing suit options for trans men. Especially pre op trans men with massive honkers. My options currently are to take physic damage or take physical damage via my lungs caving in.

[panncakes]

im so close to finishing our wives under the sea and i have never read a more hauntingly beautiful story about love and loss and grief that also made me feel the most uncomfortable in my own skin before

[fidgetspringer]

Wanted to see how quickly I could scratch down a passble brain horse.

[almayver]

I'm so fucking tired of fucking everything

[zaacataac]

I want to be in love with someone but the thought of someone being in love with me makes me so viscerally uncomfortable

[smilesrobotlover]

I need to get Hawaiian shirts asap

[ace-and-ranty]

An alternative for "X should be at club" would be cool, I think. Because the club is actually sensory hell on Earth. God save me from ever stepping foot in a club again.

[ummmmmwhat]

Gender is so weird bc why do I have an innate urge to look like every single conventionally attractive celebrity man but I guess I’m like…fine??? With not being a boy??

Like I have a list of fictional and real men with counters for how many times I’ve thought about wanting to be them but being a lesbian is cool?? Maybe??

[misscrawfords]

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