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Guys I need sm help ples.
So, I have a few scenes in Burn it all that are quite important to the plot but Reg isn't present/doesnt know this information. Now, this entire fic is Reg POV, so I'm not sure whether to just include a couple oneoff chapters from like a camera on the ceiling POV and then return back to the Reg POV. Or, keep it all Reg POV, and just have these things happen off-screen so to speak and Reg finds out about it later/second hand. IDK. Do you guys hate it if theres a Random POV break in the middle of a story??
#fic: burn it all#thanks for ur help you guys#also pls comment with more in-depth thoughts if you feel comfortable bc I do like to know what people prefer with this POV thing#idk#im sort of channeling how in the HP books there would be some oneoff POV shift chapters at the beginning#like the other minister or spinners end#it would be similar to that#jegulus fanfiction#regulus black#jegulus
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Gomens s2 comic time! Spent FOREVER making this because I could. Lmao
#did i make an over 20+ panels gomens comic? yea#god help me#you guys you guys you guys you gusy#can you#can yoh tell ive been going fucking crazy over the ending of them#listen i know s3 is coming but. can you blame me for being so viscerally upset i rewrote the end of s2. nah you cant#you guys i was crying at work... somthing had to give#and so all my effort for tears was henceforth but into this comic!#god#good omens#s2 spoilers#mr gaiman youll never read these tags i hope but if you do i love ur show. i love ur characters. im sorry i had to rewrite s2 end im just#unable to pull myself together until s3. sincerely hope u understand fksbfksbd thanks#ineffeble husbands#anthony j crowley#crowly x aziraphale#aziraphale#aziracrow#good omens fanart#good omens season 2#good omens comic#crowley fanart#aziraphale fanart#my art
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it went fine yesterday btw :}
#Robin processes emotions on main#sometimes I freak out like a chihuahua and then actually have a good time. these things are typical in the life of ur local robin#we talked about our lives instead of our Interests and it was fine ! I think I did good. we commiserated about the post-college woes#I got re-reminded how rough my life is right now and cried a little but like in a good way. and I'll make it. we'll both make it#today I made a bucket list of churches to try (By Myself) and places to visit around town#(clutching my head staggering upright) did you guys know th.that childhood parentification can majorly mess you up#man do I need therapy. like. soon I think#also a steady job and my own apartment but let's not get ahead of ourselves. haha. sorry let me rephrase:#I'm GOING to get a job and move out eventually and it will be GOOD. and in the meantime I will make living here good too dangit#anyway so yeah I just forgot that this particular friend is good for Processing Life with instead of Enjoying Stories with#that was my issue last time.#although last time wasn't a Failure on my part. I was just exhausted and I Couldn't process life last time. no energy for that#I didn't feel safe enough to do that so all I had to fall back on was my interests and it just didn't click. such things happen#anyway I'm logging back out now but thank you everyone for the encouragement :') it really helped and I'm gonna keep on truckin'
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again and again i find myself lamenting that audio roleplay isn't taken more seriously by some people. like yeah, they often have a romantic element, and by nature they usually directly involve/address the listener- and i totally get that those things aren't to everyone's taste. no art or entertainment is universally appealing, and that's okay! but.. it still makes me a lil sad that the "cringe" reputation of asmr/audio rp precedes it. there's a whole lot of talent and creativity being poured into these audios by so many people that i feel goes unrecognized and/or disrespected simply due to the medium that the stories are being told through.
#this post brought to you by: me bingeing Sam & Darlin's entire storyline over the past few days and having a Lot of feelings abt it#asmr#audio roleplay#rp audio stuff#redacted audio#anyways i don't have a conclusion to this post. and i'm not Mad or Upset or anything i'm just thinkin' out loud#and i mean it's not like it doesn't get plenty of praise within its respective audience bc it does. at least for the more popular creators#but i feel it'll still always have the shadow of its cringe reputation looming over it#which makes it hard for some ppl to openly appreciate or share with others that aren't already fans of the medium#like do u know how many comments i've seen along the lines of 'this is great but i'd die if anyone knew i liked this kinda stuff' ?? :(#idk maybe i feel strongly about it bc i'm a self-insert fanfic writer. and i feel like the two have a lot in common. including a bad rep.#like. not every audio will be well-written or produced and neither will every fanfic. but that doesn't mean it's a less legitimate artform#and i'm lucky to have never (yet) received negative comments on my work. but that doesn't mean that it doesn't make me sigh when people-#-say shit like 'this reads like fanfiction' as a way of calling something bad. or other similar sentiments that make the same implication#and i wouldn't be surprised if audio creators feel the same way when they encounter certain comments or statements#like. those YT videos where ppl will 'try bf asmr for the first time' or whatever and it's just 20 mins of cringing and over-reacting? eugh#tbf i haven't watched many bc why do that to myself. so Maybe there's some that are respectful but still. imagine getting roasted like that#and yes yes i know that by posting stuff online you're inadvertently sighing up to be criticized by Anyone but still. man. i dunno#i'm going on a tangent but my point is. i'm grateful for the creators that still make their art in spite of the public's perception of it#bc some of the most impactful emotional experiences i've ever gained from fiction took place in audio rp and i'm so serious abt that.#anyways. this post almost feels like i'm 'making up a person to be mad at' but i promise it's not that serious i'm just yapping. mostly.#certainly not trying to start any kind of debate or anything either i just have a lot of fixation-induced energy and nowhere to put it#this is Eric's fault (/lh) for cooking Sam up in a lab catered exactly to my taste and making Darlin' waaaaay too painfully relatable#but it's also My fault for bingeing the Inversion /and/ the Quinn arc /and/ the Summit all within a couple days. but i can't help myself#feels like i've run an emotional marathon. triathlon. The Emotional Olympics if u will. i'm feeling Everything#who knew that beating the shit out of ur fictional abuser could feel so goddamn cathartic! it's a nice replacement when u can't do it irl#anyways i'm off on a tangent again. thanks for coming to my TED Talk i'm gonna crawl back in my hole now#actually i'm gonna go relisten to a few audios. as Research for my Sam & Darlin' playlist as well as a post i'll be making about it soon#u Know i've got it bad when i not only make a playlist but start Posting on here about the songs that remind me of them. i'm cooked guys.
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every time someone writes a fic with Joel Miller dating someone barely older than Ellie, or calling his lover Babygirl, a tittle he has EXCLUSIVELY used for his daughters, an angel looses it's wings
#my guys I am tired#stop making my man gross#I'm not even gonna be subtle anymore some of ya'll need help#a little age-gap is fine#but if i see someone shipping this man with someone who isn't even in their late 20s early 30s ur getting blocked#Joel Miller#the last of us#i do not take criticism thank you
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bro i feel so bad for my classmates in my chinese class.... the difficulty has ramped up and boy are some of them struggling. I'm at a slight advantage since i had taken a slight bit of chinese before (slight, since covid interrupted it :/ ) and have a family member who can speak the language, but even i'm starting to be more unsure and hesitant in what i say. i have a feeling tho that our already small class is gonna get smaller... we havent hit the deadline for dropping classes yet.. so we might lose a few people :(
#josh talks#i feel bad for them since i definitely know the feeling....#and anytime someone struggles when called on i cant help but think about me being in their shoes#and how bad id feel and how my anxiety would make it so much worse#i almost want to offer help to some of them but idk how and i dont want to come across as a know it all..#plus again im not perfect at it either#we've past the point of stuff i knew from taking chinese before#in a happier note tho i think im finally making friends in this class!!#i had to ask these 2 guys who sit near me if i could join their group for a presentation we have to do#and they sounded happy to let me join and didnt hesitate in saying yes!#but yeah anyway if u didn't know i take chinese then now you know more Josh Lore#im still veerrryyy beginner#but if anyone who follows me speaks mandarin..... maybe someday later we could talk a bit..?#it really help to practice more with other speakers#谢谢! Thanks for reading this far if ur reading this#i know i tend to ramble a lot lmao
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Emmanuelle ‘Twitch’ Pichon from Rainbow Six Siege has invaded every facet of my mind. I need her biblically.
That stare. I need her to kiss me
#r6 twitch#r6s#r6s twitch#rainbow six siege#you dont understand#i need her.#she could step on me and i'd thank her#i need her to sweet talk me#and then i can bounce on it#it is dishwasher safe guys dw#grrgghr grggh when she whispers in ur ear#HELP
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as a guy that loves getting into obscure media that like. maybe 5 people talk about now. it is interesting the difference between consuming media that is SUPER popular and everyone loves your fave (a curse i would never wish upon anyone. the posts will never be good) and a media that like. there is NO ONE actively posting about. it has barely any fan presence online. and honestly its kind of peaceful
#twist rambles#like. being into the wit/cher books and games and show (the good one. the hexer) was a hellish experience. there was such isnane shipping o#that old man everywhere. there were 5 million bad takes. there were ibs whump fics (which is a plus. more of those should exist).#and it was just like. 50 million incorrect characterizations of my faves. it made me a bit insane. but then irt vol/foss and gan/gsta#its like. peaceful silence. like gan/gsta actually well. has like a minor audience i just have a lot of the tag blocked bc racism is insane#esp when ur like wow ^-^ would love if this complexly written black character was treated half as nicely as the popular guy in that media.#it does not happen. but w vol/foss. there is NOTHING on ao3 (good for me due to loving to torture myself and friends w bad fanfic) and mayb#five posters in the tumblr tag. like NO ONE is really actively playing this that ik of. even on the jp side there hasnt been a ton of#interest for A DECADE. but its weirdly peaceful other than i CANNOT talk to anyone whos played it and go insane over how well its written#its so dire that ive contemplated emailing the person who made a rly helpful fansite back in. 2004 or earlier. and being like hi. thank you#nearly 20 years later lmao. like im glad both of those medias arent super popular BUT it does mean i rly have to make all the content for i#or pester chris for 5 million hours as im in the vol/foss agony mines. but all of that to be said. popular media is such a hellhole for fan#content most of the time. so its been weirdly nice to just be peacefully vibing. even w f/e im still on shadow dragon so its VERY like ok i#care abt this old man that everyone else doesnt like so i can just. peacefully exist.
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so anyway, thanks for reading my little dissertations on byan's gender. sorry for not writing again today, i'm just. i'm fuckin goin through it rn man
#'it' being... *gestures vaguely*#i stumbled across this series of yt shorts yesterday (all by the same creator) that really fuckin resonated with me#and i mean that in the most serious way like. it spoke to me. never have i related to someone talking about their experiences more.#talking about their life growing up undiagnosed autistic & adhd... being in treatment for anxiety & depression for decades...#i can't really explain it but good god it's most exactly my same experience and i just. i have never felt that before.#it was so... idk. it sounds so dramatic bc it's literally a comedy short but holy shit#they verbalized things that I haven't been able to and#fuck. I felt seen and I felt like I wasn't alone in this miserable weird non-functioning barely even a human place I'm in rn#and just. idk. I'm still kinda processing some of it.#once again I am thinking back over my life and realizing things and it's. heavy. and tiring.#but like. in an ultimately positive way bc it's gonna help me change things & get to a better place.#I'm rambling IGNORE ME writing it out helps me process ig and for whatever reason posting on my dumb writing blog is easier than journaling#just. once again thank u all sfm for ur patience with me. it means SO much to me. genuinely.#you have no idea how much and I can't put it into words but. slow as I am... writing here with all of you is one of the few reasons#that I'm still kicking. and I'm just. so very grateful to every last one of you.#ok I'm gonna shut up before I get even more sappy and emotional lmfajdkgksg#love you guys. hope you're taking care of yourselves. 💜💜💜#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.#personal cw
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why did it take so long for me to listen to this, im having creature blorbo thoughts
#can i say something deranged. arma go-- *nemo narrowly dodges a meteor strike*#this is actually such a nice song I've been singing it#girl..... help lol#and also lmao at dave having been put in this situation#ur making a a grossnasty remake of a pop culture icon#the studio sends off for some guy to make a song for it#this is what you get back#a s3xy romantic ballad that recontextualizes a memey pop culture quote into a heartfelt expression of vulnerability#and what kills me! it fits! it evokes not just seth's corruption but also the lifelong alienation hes felt (seth has the tism)#dave holding the record like. this is such a lovely song. thank you. *puts it in a drawer*#Youtube
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oh to be a fly on the wall to this popular mean girl gossip
#green: can i be a little mean for a second--#gup:YES👂🏿👂🏿 omg👀 teeheehee🤭🤭AHAHAHHAHAAAWRRRAAAAAAAAAAAGrgh👹👹‼️‼️‼️#green: ._. .#green: calm down 😐.#gup: srry bestie xoxo hugs n kisses 😔 im nothing absolutely nothing im soggy 🥺#green: it's ok and youre right#green: but i digress. isnt this rookie class ummmm giving dust? it's giving Ew. it's giving... Geriatric .#gup: omg YEAAAA so TRUE bestie it is FRRR!!! ure so right! ure so real for this take... i TOTALLY thought that TOO omgg!!! onGaaawDUH 😫!!#green: jabari has more wrinkles on his forehead than my nana does on her body#green: just look-look at him-right now!! dont make it obvious tho 🤭#gup:JABARI MONTSHO SMITH JUNIOR‼️‼️‼️#jaba who didnt know he was being ruthlessly torn apart for something he cant help and still doesnt: um.. hi :] ?#green: you ignorant hairy hoe. i--omg heeeey jaba girl i LOVE the shoes alpey told me they look so CUUTE on u girlll omg SLAAY✨️#jaba: oh? ...yea? yea! YEA >:) !! i AM pretty SLUG!!! yeayeayea!! yea :D!! thanks double g 🥰🥰!! i rlly look up to u guys u know <33#green: yeah yeah whatever go away#jaba: oh 😀. ok 😀#gup watching him waddle off: it's giving duckling#green: his rookie class was the bad batch fr...#gup#green
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i’m gonna blow my brothers up with my brain
#personal#i’m planning my dads funeral and going over costs with my brothers since we’re all paying for it#and my brother was like hey this is depressing can we stop talking about it for a few days#and he amended that he meant the money aspect not necessarily the planning#but in the moment i have never been more insulted like#okay. so it’s too depressing to talk about but it’s fine to leave me alone to plan it and still care for dad#like i’m not trying to dictate his grief or pull the i have it worse card#but for gods sake have some fucking perspective#so i say okay and leave it at that bc i don’t want to yell at anyone#and he’s not not trying to come at you but#he’s like*#and i’m like i don’t want to be mean but the above i’ll stop talking about this but please keep some perspective#and they both got butt hurt about it#and it’s like i’m not upset about the money - although thank you guys for the taking care of that now#i don’t know if i’m speaking fucking french i’m only asking you guys keep some perspective#i got really upset and was like guys you’re barely involed as is. i’m not asking you to wipe his ass with me but just AHHHHH#and i even said i can’t dictate ur grief and my other eldest brother said something like#i don’t even know it was so not related to the convo i was lost but now i have no idea if he’s gonna visit dad#which at this point don’t care never see ur father again i don’t know man#and the other one got mad bc he’s been helping financially and emotionally with my mom so i apologized for that one#which is fair that was out of line a bit but also it’s like i say a mean comment you guys actively ignore me asking for support for months#like. still bad on my side but i’m very bitter and am going low contact after this
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If u tell a trans disabled person to call the cops or tell someone else to call the cops abt them u do not care abt that person’s safety
#or any marginalized group but this is in reference to me#thinking abt when a customer pulled a gun on me and i told my bf at the time abt it and rather than ‘omg are u ok’#his immediate response was to get upset w me for not calling the cops after the guy had already left#as if i could do so while he was there either like obviously he had a fucking GUN what was i supposed to do#cops would have done nothing IF I WAS LUCKY + i could have gotten in trouble at work#told my best friend at the time abt it and how my bf had gotten mad and my ‘friend’ was like actually he’s right and ur a horrible person#like it was part of what ended our friendship#neither of them acknowledged or cared that I’d just been thru smth scary. just immediate rage w no apology afterwards#not even a ‘I get that that was probably scary’ like hello?? instead of being relieved I’m safe ur gonna use it for ur cop agenda??#and then say acab online for clout??#also thinking abt when another ex for some fucking reason told her ex that i was having a depressive episode and that she was like stressed#and her ex (who has never met me) was like ‘your bf is abusive and if u don’t call the cops on him I will’#literally bc i had told her that like i was having a hard time and was going to seek help#anyways if ur like ready to jump at an opportunity to Insist on sending cops after a multiply marginalized person#then u cannot use our rights movements or anti cop sentiments to like try to get pussy#and u don’t get to claim it’s for our safety if we’re telling u explicitly cops make us feel unsafe. if the individual wants to then whatev#but if it’s a situation that affects me and not you then my consent matters and it’s a hard no#fucking anyone with education in these areas understands this! i told my psychiatrist abt these instances n why i feel unsafe w cops#and she was like ‘thank u for telling me this so that if there were ever an emergency situation involving you i would know to not do that’#WHAT A CONCEPT#now im scared to tell ppl in my life abt serious things bc i think they’ll say call the cops n then scream at me if I say no#and if I tell them these stories and they’re like ‘omg that’s awful’ LIKE A NORMAL PERSON then im like omg this person is safe <3 LOW BAR#mine#txt#gun tw#personal
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I'm excited to read about how you portray thoma because in game he gives such a wholesome vibe and i feel like we forget the part where he bribed our way into inazuma with pretty words or the fact that he is ayato's most trusted which implies he might have done some unsavoury things under his command. Wanna see you dissect all the layers his has with your amazing writting
aw anon thank you so much!!!! and i COMPLETELY agree with you. he’s a wolf in sheep’s clothing, 100%. he knows exactly how to smooth talk his way out of any and all situations, using just his sharp tongue as his weapon and leaving no physical casualties. he’s a master at subtly but effectively manipulating you in a way that leaves you feeling kinda weird and confused—like what just happened? are we good friends, or did i just get threatened? i feel like whenever thoma deals with those ‘special matters discreetly’ he leaves whoever’s on the other side of the conversation feeling almost unsettled, because the look in his eyes does not match the tone of his words. there is something off, odd, not exactly right here, but it’s so difficult to put your finger on it because he’s so fucking good at masking it, painting poison with a sparkling glaze of stunning varnish and presenting it tangled in a satin bow, simultaneously sticky sweet and bitter.
i genuinely believe he learned how to hone and refine this natural inclination/knack he has for shmoozery from both ayato and ayaka, who also seem to know exactly how to get others to do what they want with thinly veiled threats wrapped up in nice, charming, kind words and friendly tones.
#like pretty much everything in the archon quest involving him is shady#he puts you through multiple tests (a technique he no doubt learned from ayato especially since ayato literally mentions doing the same to#thoma in his voice line about him)#ayaka subtly manipulates and borderline blackmails you into helping her out#the way thoma so nonchalantly takes out ayaka’s fan and begins playing with it in his hands as literally the most subtle threat every to the#kanjou commission guys#anyway#all three are shady#and i love how miko sees RIGHT through ayato hahahahaha#she KNOWS#but waaah anon thank u for ur compliment!!!!!#thoma is interesting for sure with this whole contradiction he has going on#i’m super excited to dig further into him!!!!! ur gonna love him in my modern royal au hehe#the thing about thoma is like i don’t think he’s like completely immoral#his heart is in the right place—in a way. he kind of demonstrates how complex and relative and subjective morals truly are#his heart is in the right place when it comes to the KAMISATOS#but when it comes to others???? well. he’s clearly willing to do unsavoury things in favour of his family/employers#yk what i mean??? anyway i could ramble on forever about this hehe#have a lovely saturday bb and stay safe + hydrated!!!#inky.bb#clari gets mail#inky.thoma
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//uhHh gunna go on a small hiatus due to not having internet+other (ill expln in the tags c/tw vent/rambling)
#// i owe like 300+ for my internet ($200+ to reactivate) reason i havent been able to pay it was due to paying rent/bills/groceries/gas#and medication(for my partner) and weve applied to a better job but we need funds to pay for the livescan to continue/finalize the hiring#process but sadly we wont be able to pay rent this month due to some circum's sothats sm ;u;#and aside from all that both of us going thru heavy depression and mental fog#we want to hang out w irl friends but feel like we cant cuz were always broke (our friends still live w their parents/have a safety net) an#we feellike a buzz kill cuz we cant pay for our own meals or afford to go out in general just feeling left out causing us to be depressed#and not wanting to go out/be invited out#we had one friend lecture us abt money when its like dude you&gf pay $200 in rent to ur parents; we live together(w my retired/disabled MIL#and we pay rent household bills groceries gas car stuff medication we get paid bi weekly so like first/ending monthweek checks are for rent#and the mid week check we have to save accordingly for rent but were cured w the pharaohs curse cuz whenever#we have money that we plan to get alil smth for ourselves something goes wrong w the car#like we cant do shit and honestly it feels like someones praying on our downfall or smth cuz its every fkn time we cant catch a break#so yeaa gunna go on hiatus dunno how long tho but wont be too long but i will still be drawing so maybe expect some art dumps#ily guys thank you for putting up w me i dont ghost on purpose im just always depressed and need to be distracted or else the urges comebac#trying to be okay but its hard but i need to grow up#//i have my parents but theyre going to financial hardships too so they cant help and my sisters cant help cuz older sis started a family#amd my twin sis lives w my parents#my mom started working but hadda stop due to having a grapefruit sized tumor on her ovary (which is the other main reason4 my depression#and dad could care less abt my moms condtion (hes the reason for her suffering but ahe refuses to leave him#vent post#sorry went off on a tangent#but istg if i lose my mom im going to fkn hurt him cuz i already lost my dad (my FIL) and i will not be able to mentally recover#like i was there when we got the phone call (couldnt be at the hosptial due to covid reg.) i dont ever want to go thru that heartache again#edit if youd like to help me out i have comms open and i have a cshpp if ur feeling generous ;; $altereghost
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today, when I came home from work, my family said to me "kane left, he signed for Bayern" and I thought they were joking but they told me it was true. I had tears and eyes and I said to myself "this day has come, and I was absolutely not ready for this", I held back my tears in front of my family not to cry for "just a footballer" but ten minutes later i googled "harry kane" and the articles said that Bayern had made a new offer, but no transfer (yet). in the end it's just that my sibling who didn't understand a similar article but in English (which is not our language) 😑 but it made me realize that I'm not ready for H to leave …
HELPPP MEEEE!!!!!!!! i went through so many emotions while reading this... i must have felt what you felt anonita, when your family told u that kane had allegedly left. this is so well written like i went through so many emotions?? from the five stages of grief through joy and. happiness to a mild feeling of fear... and now i'm crying!!! also omg this is the way that i found out that bayern made a new offer for kane god help us
#also not the kane transfer being the first thing ur family told u about as soon as u got home????#thank you so much for this message it is amazing like i dont think u understand how great this is#I held back my tears in front of my family not to cry for 'just a footballer' <- help me god#AND thank you guys for the other anon messages u send me T_T they are always 10/10 baby and i will answer them soon i promise!!!!
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