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today was one embarrassment after another
#first i answered something and the course director looked at me like i was stupid and said the worst thing ever#secondly my water bottle feel while my camera was on for this workshop and it captured that weird face i make when something stupid happens#three my electricity went and i had to scour through our group chat and text message someone to tell the course director that it got cut#thankfully she was really nice#then i got a phone card so i can get data to try and log back into the class#but fourthly when i logged into the class the electricity still wasn’t back so i was literally sweating cause its so hot here#and i had to keep ducking and patting my face every few seconds cause it was so hot#so that was my day#mind you all this happened in the span of like an hour so#j.txt
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Hot take moment
#i dont like anya and curly as a ship. .....#curly was an enabler to jimmy and !!!!! sided with him with his inaction#i think anya would honestly resent him for that !!!!! she trusted him and he went and !! did absolutely nothing#sure he was a nice guy but he fucked up majorly#also why does everything have to have a ship????#some of yall are reaching really hard#not to mention the plain gross shit (shipping jimmy and curly)#explode. now.#“toxic yaoi” i am flattening you with my shoe#thankfully i havent seen anya and jimmy ship
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I remember reading fangirl when I was like thirteen and there being that mini plot thread throughout the novel where for the longest time Cath was too scared to go to her college’s dining hall because she didn’t know how it worked and was terrified she’d accidentally embarrass herself so instead she just spent half a semester eating peanut butter and granola bars until her roommate noticed and forced her to go with her. And that just really stuck with me because even at the time it felt like something I would do and I thought about it for years and years and then when I was finally at college on my own and I knew. that I needed to go to the dining hall and get food and eat but I was scared to do it on my own because I didn’t know the rules and what if I did something wrong or embarrassed myself and I couldn’t even ask my roommate to go with me and make it less scary because I didn’t have a roommate (covid protocol). Anyways Cather Avery most relatable character ever.
#fangirl rainbow rowell#thinking about it and yeah. i had mixed feelings about that book at the time but it was really the first main character that i could#see myself in. every description of cath’s social anxiety felt so familiar to me and it was also the book series that sort of. helped me#understand fanfiction? (before that i disliked it (had never read it) because i had a really incorrect understanding of what it was and why#people wrote it. i didn’t love it after finishing the book but i didn’t despise it anymore either)#anyways. books that probably did change my life a little bit#also i did eventually make it to my dining hall. there was a girl there who i knew from high school and when i mustered up the courage to#text her she was super nice and immediately invited me to have dinner with her. so i didn’t have to live off peanut butter for an entire#semester thankfully lol
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helping a customer with a heavy accent who doesn’t speak a lot of English VS helping a middle aged white woman
#‘erm I’m looking for a turf shoe’ ‘idk what that is’ ‘well I don’t know what it is either’ ‘okay’#and then I walked away#she was scary#thankfully white people are the minority in the store#it’s really interesting and odd#where I live is 94 percent white I never ever see people from other countries#but this store is like. big tourism hotspot for some reason#I’ve heard every single language#in yhis building#I’m not exaggerating#it’s honestly really nice#especially when a customers first language isn’t English because they’re always really polite and don’t mind repeating things#(I need real life subtitles I swear)#I think there’s somebody representing every single country in the world In here at all times#solius posting#swear I’ve heard every single European and Asian language#that I can recognize#there’s lots thay I have noooo idea about#makes me want to learn more languages
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Things I planned to do today:
Grocery shopping
Go to the bank
Laundry
Things I wasn't planning to do today:
Coming out as trans to my downstairs neighbor
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putting on mtt offical themes and fanmade theme songs and group songs when i sleep all so when i fall asleep and dream i can see them and see what theyll be like and then i wont have to think of them 24/7 through my day when i can just think of them during night. this possibility could either end up in me getting killed by them so gruesomely that i wake up traumatized or i wake up happy and satisfied from a restful night of trio dream time
#least deranged murder time trio fan#everyday i whisper to the world. make the murder time trio real please#it would absolutely be terrible for me. it would be bad for EVERYONE#but i just NEED to see them#i NEED to see what they would look like. sound like. interact with eachother#i unironically do this like every other night accidentally. bc i listen to their themes a lot#so when i put on loop and then get eepy i dont have energy to turn loop off. and its lowkey relaxing#you wouldnt expect someone to fall asleep to fucking red megalovania but I DO. I DO.#it hasnt worked yet to my disarray. i dream almost every night and not once has the mtt appeared in my sleep#CMON NIGHTMARE PUT THEM IN MY WILLING MIND. IDC IF YOU MAKE THE DREAM NEGATIVE#lowkey questionnaire is genuinely so peaceful to sleep to. its nice and quiet so you get the comfort of horror sans but also can sleep#makes me feel like im right there man.... dressed in a ragged purple dress and a missing arm..... looking at the axe about to kill me#anyways UGH i say this every othe week but i need the mtt to kill me. i know theyd do it quickly too#they wouldnt care enough about me to put me through torture and suffering thankfully. so they could be the angels i already praise them as#also if i have one wish in life its to see the trio bickering and laughing over my dead body as i bleed out#or is that my death wish. either one man i just really like them a tad#my friend and i have watched up to 0.3 pt 2 of underverse ‼️‼️‼️ shes about to get to 0.4#i cant WAIT to see her reaction when ink betrays everyone. she really likes ink so far. shes an ink fan#it KILLS me (haha PUN) to try and hold back on spoilers but i must#anyways soon shell get to see killer's first appearance in underverse im gonna hype him up so much#she also hates nightmare. probably because i told her once that i wrote him killing a cat. but also she just thinks hes an ass#i was like hes serving his purpose thats exactly what he wants. he WANTS you to hate him..... youre just feeding him your negative energy#tricule rant#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#sans au#eepy.... feel eepy...... its late. spent time outside today surprisingly
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most beautiful moment of the day. locking eyes with another woman with pink hair on the street and saying 'love your hair' at each other and laughing together. i love people.
#she was like. my mom's age perhaps#looking down at her phone but thankfully she looked up when passing me by and she immediately Got It lol#therapy sucked today. im too much of a cynical lil bitch at this point to really get into it im afraid but this little interaction fixed it#hope she has a nice day
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watching my sister play Honkai Star Rail for the first time reminded me of why I stopped playing the game twice before finally staying lmao
#abbey plays honkai star rail#as much as I ADORE the game now I gotta admit#it was boring as hell at first#the Herta station characters are too forgettable (only Kafka shines and she's not from there)#there's too much lore-dumping#and then you go to the first world and it's shallow and isolated#characters are also just 'okay' even plain#none of them really stand out#there's a lot of politics and more info-dump etc#it's just no wonder I had no motivation to play at first#and she's struggling through it too#thankfully I keep telling her that Xianzhou is a lot better (it is)#and it's even more worth it once you reach Penacony#but man the beginning of the game is ROUGH 😭#I hope she gets Himeko or Bronya as her first 5 star at least#so that she can have a good start gameplay-wise#in my case I had Clara and it was fine#but yeah it'd be nice if she got the best ones#it would help in keeping her a bit interested#good thing she at least got Sushang bc she likes her#and she replaced Stelle for her which is great#bc Destruction protag also sucks ass#it's just how it is
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I hope to god that, in the boys by majority, loving the bracelet girls isn't a facet of the bracelets effectively being eldritch devices that cause reality to shift in conjunction with each other.
Partially because that's very uncomfortable of a subject to broach in-universe, and partially because that's a bit fucked up for the bracelets themselves/Ray to do.
#marwospeaking#*pre-tag ramble disclaimer (just in case): I'm not ship bashing. sorry if it reads like I am ;v;*#This is partially about the love at first sight thing. partially about the pre-unlock scene for Rin and Yuugo hearing her disgust and..#.. deciding that she's just presenting a challenge for him. Son boy I'm so sorry but no she's *literally* not interested in you in that way#(the love at first sight thing with Yuuto and Ruri has always rubbed me the wrong way. It is nice that they are genuinely nice/sweet to..#.. each other anyway. thankfully. but on top of far less time to interact compared to Pend and Synchro pairs. and her kidnapping. ..#.. that trope really grinds my gears in a way similar to how traditional hanahaki does.)#(the symbolism of hanahaki is wondrous and interesting. but does having a non-reciprocated crush have to be a death sentence??)#(Still sad we didn't get to see little child Yuuto at any point. If he'd met Ruri as a small child rather than maybe a year pre-war..#.. I would be much more on board with them I think.)
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#sorry ranting again but#tw weight#i shouldn't eveb have checked my weight yesterday#i feel so disgusting doing anything today#like everything that i generally donr associate w weight is now reminding me like oh youre doing your daily walking but ur still overweigt#i cannot do anything normally without thinking about it#and its been so long since i hated myself this much this is so annoying#im scared whike filling uni forms because i think oh they will reject you cuz youre fat#even though it has nothing to do w my appearance at all#i didn't feel like cleaning my room today but then i was like oh youre ugly and disgusting at the same time ??? atleast clean your room#im trying to reason w myself but it's just not working#i skipped class today but i have to go tomorrow and im so scared cuz i dont really have friends there#but theres some nice girls i talk to once in a while and they have told me things like 'youre so pretty' 'i love your hair' etc#and i know because i usually do well in mock tests and dont annoy anyone... nobody really hates me#theyre pretty chill#but im still like oh these guys are gonna laugh at me or talk like did you see her today she couldn't have gotten worse#thankfully our break time bw classes is shorter now so i wont be eating during break because i always refuse when someone else offers me#i think the one girl i do share food w and talk to quite often is skipping tomorrow so im extra scared#i dont eveb know anymore#og
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OhMyGodMyRoomIsFinallyClean
#mel's musings#only took my dad telling me our house is getting appraised tomorrow since we're moving out after my brother graduates hs#don't know why it's happening now since my sister's room is still unpresentable as shit#(i genuinely do not think that room has been cleaned since she graduated college in 2019)#but thankfully it's not my mess so it's not my problem. and my room looks rather nice now if i do say so myself#cleaning isn't all that bad once you get into it really. just a chance to throw on some music & zone out w/ some mindless tasks#and of COURSE i had my ace attorney soundtracks ready. what else would you expect from me#one of these days i need to write an essay about how my synesthesia affects how i listen to video game music#not sure how coherent it would be. but i have a lot of thoughts about it bc it's really fascinating stuff
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guy who feels annoying All Of The Time for rambling gets told it’s fine to do so unapologetically…… sobs :’] <3 /pos
i shall dm you i guess????? i think that’s most comfy for Me lol??? <- is so bad at social interaction omg save me
(responding to tags again: you fucking GET IT!!!!! shakes you so much omfg dude RAHHHH!!!!!! /affectionate
your cat is so cute…… she is goals (i’m catkin lmao) she looks so cozy and warm and soft and yeah she’s just great. giving her a little kiss because what cat doesn’t deserve lil kissies?)
-gregarious anon
:D yeah i ramble constantly about whatever’s on my mind and am constantly worried about being annoying so when someone else feels that way about rambling to me i just go with it, no being annoying here, just fun and chatting about whatever comes to mind :3
and o7 looking forward to it, gregarious anon
#asks#Apollo answers#gregarious anon#do not be fooled by how cozy she looks. she can be a huge asshole when she wants to be#mostly she’s rather sweet but she has her moments. to be fair she was an outside cat for most of her life before we got her (she was my#aunt’s cat (mother’s full blood younger sister) before she moved and decided to give her to us instead of taking her on a long drive across#numerous state lines (about a 24 hour drive from here where she used to live to the state she lives in now) and Pickles already hated the#drive from my aunts old house to here. but she’s really adjusted well to now being an inside cat. we’ve had her since may i think? maybe#april at the earliest. i know we got her on my senior prom day (literally just an hour before. i was super worried about being late) so its#been about seven or eight months. she was at least relatively socialized with people before we got her thankfully so that wasn’t much of a#problem or thing to worry about. however the only like slight problem we have is that she wasn’t really raised around kittens and we#recently got two (Scamper and Eclipse) so we’re trying to train the kittens to not tear up stuff in the house and train Pickles to be nice#and be gentle with them and share toys and stuff. currently the kittens go up at night into an enclosed mesh playpen and Pickles sleeps in#my room with me like before the kittens came along. we supervise them playing most of the time. i think she’s getting a bit better at being#gentle and playing nice with them. its a slow process but we’re getting somewhere at the very least)#wow that was a lot more than i meant to type. anyway. free Pickles’ lore
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gender my beloved behated
#love how ive been using multiple pronouns for like two years now and he/him for over a year and only now am like Wait#idk i think i started using she/they out of a rejection of the traditional views of femininity and disconnect from aroaceness#and i do really like that choice i made! it fit me for a while. it sounds nice.#i did feel kind of bad about it at first. like i was copying people to fit in. despite the fact i genuinely liked she/they.#i felt so guilty when people used they/them bc i thought i was faking it#but i did grow out of that thankfully#and then in math class one day i was like hm i would not object to he/him so why not just. add it.#just as a thing to throw in there. girl in a guy way.#cue rinse and repeat the they/them thing.#and then i kinda didn't think about it for a while? it just was?#every once in a while that “you're faking it” voice would come back.#and then a new one came in.#why would i be faking it. i dont think most cis people think like this#most cis people dont have problems looking in the mirror working out.#most cis people dont dread looking in the window with a backpack on.#most cis people dont have nights where they sit there and go “guy”.#i dont really know what my gender even would be#my gender isnt girl. i know that. i don't mind being perceived as one though.#i dont have any issue playing girls sports and hanging out with girls and identifying as sapphic/lesbian#but i also dont think im just a guy. i dont connect with all of masculinity. some sure. but not a whole lot.#i used to consider agender but i dont think that applies anymore bc there is definitely something there.#i dont really like a lot of other labels. none of them fit#i like just identifying as me. im just me! your good friend aura. someone who is kind and passionate and hard working#i just wish i had the language to figure out what it is im feeling.#i know my preferences for pronoun order changes! its just scary when he/him is the favorite for this long.#i like she/her. it's familiar and soft and kind.#they/them is cool too! its yellow. a nice one.#i dont know how to feel about he/him yet. it feels forbidden. like im not allowed to like it.#but i do anyways#idk. i'll figure it out. or not. i just wanted to put this out there.
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#screaming and crying help i called the vet after hours and thought the nurse was an automated answer and i was like ???!!!#brb throwing myself into a ravine#SHE WAS REALLY NICE AND LAUGHED ABOUT IT THANKFULLY BUT OH MY GOOOODDD#just end my suffering now i am sick of failing social interactions 🫠#;; ooc.#;; tbd.
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really starting to think someone put the evil eye on me.....
#all 3 of my final lab exams went horribly#today i had an oral exam & my first train was canceled & the second one was 20 minutes late#i arrived 7 minutes late but i was thankfully still on time bc there was still another student in the exam room#my teacher obviously wasn't amused but she was still nice & i got a b which i'm satisfied with#but my teacher seems convinced that i can do much better like a b isn't a good grade?? let me live 😭#i guess i was still lucky bc i was there on time after all & got a good grade but it was soooo stressful i'm glad i didn't cry#and my mom made it so much worse when i told her my train wasn't coming she got all mad at me like it was my fault???#she kept saying i finally need to grow up like girl what does that have to do with the train being canceled? 😭#she stressed me out even more & she actually could've easily driven me to my exam bc i had still had over an hour to get there#but instead she kept berating me and making me feel even worse...#and i kept telling her i'm already stressed enough can't you tell me smth uplifting but she just kept being negative & condescending#it's a little frustrating how all my exams before the finals went so good but now that it really matters everything seems to be going south#but ultimately i just want to pass everything and never set foot into this school again i can't wait for all this to be over 😪#and sometimes i really think the girls i surround myself with at school want me to fail..#like i often miss school bc of mental problems & sometimes i feel like they're mad that i still do well in school??#idk maybe i'm reading too much into it but sometimes it really feels like they're waiting for my downfall#our 'friendship' is very superficial as well & i often feel left out from the group tbh#like last friday i stayed behind a little to talk to a girl & none of them waited for me even though we all go to the train station togethe#but they always wait for the other girls of the group..#i'm not taking this too personally bc i don't see them as good or close friends & i know once school is over i won't see them again anyways#but it does hurt a little bc i'm always the odd one out who struggles to make friends no matter where i am#either way..... please please please just let me pass all of my exams & let everything fall into place in my life 🧿🧿🧿#☁️
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also hi i live
#yeah sorry </3 i went dead asleep for a bit and then played mortal kombat really really hard#hmm what part did i leave it at? oh! i was nightwolf and was about to fight.. cyrax?? i think? yeah..#also theres been two other earthquakes over at hatay. not feeling amazing#i think a tsunami warning just came but i dont know‚ heard from mom#they're also saying an earthquake will hit istanbul#frankly not excited! to be quite honest! btw!#anywho. today was the first day of school after the mourning break for the earthquakes#was pretty fine‚ got to see my close friends again#which one of Allah's creations on His beautiful earth decided to put chemistry and history#back to back#first four classes#on MONDAY#should hit their toe on furniture twice as many times as usual. i think#but other than that! doing great#god my hatred for the two classes isn't even about the subjects themselves.#my chemistry teacher ms. deniz (feels weird to not add hoca after that..) is a nice teacher#BUT! insufferable lessons when its in the morning first thing#at least i comprehend what shes saying. my history teacher ms. eylem? ohoho#thankfully she spent the first lesson talking with us about the mourning period and fearmongering#but in the second lesson after making us read from the textbook she made us write. this woman#you'll be writing the first word and shes already on the third sentence. ma'am please </3#we are not cyborgs!! we don't have enhanced abilities for fine motor skills!!#im not raiden mgr:r!! or raiden mortal kombat for that matter but hes not relevant#but yes. normal day for the most part#♚ — rambling !
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