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let's kill each other with swords let's meet up and kill each other with swords

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I hate not having anything to post since I’m just working on time consuming and long term projects in my limited free time le sigh. I need to talk to more people send me asks

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so glad I put that raiden daki on pause while I was in art block hell I don’t want to jinx and I’m not going to post any wips in case that somehow messes with my brain but I think we’re so back

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I think the most annoyign migraine symptom is the blindness because I could theoretically work on stuff through the spliting pain but no. No pain. Just can't see. it's like. drink my blinding stew. but you didn't drink it and it shows up at a completely arbitrary time . I can't see. Girl help. Fuck my life

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so glad I put that raiden daki on pause while I was in art block hell I don’t want to jinx and I’m not going to post any wips in case that somehow messes with my brain but I think we’re so back

[soliusss]

what’s your masturbating process

what are the tools and the ways

Hammer and nails

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um sorry for moaning when you stabbed me. it's been a really long time since anyone touched me like that

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how it feels to submit an attack on artfight

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booming voice click my buttons

this is mostly dependent on personal factors over the next couple months but I’m considering making a patreon since itd be nice to have pocket change while I’m at school. Itd mainly be for early access to 18+ art and maybe some other stuff like polls and wips. Would only be a couple dollars. Nothing exclusive for now because I’m a socialist and I like posting stuff for free.

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So I didn't achieve my goals for art fight: get completely un art blocked and magically draw in a way I like nor did I develop a proper routine (which is what I really wanted, like a step by step process I can follow every time.) but I think I’ve realized instead that art isn’t supposed to be like that and the steps to take are dependent from piece to piece 🤔 horrible. Hate it.

I also discovered that my skill issues are stemming from anatomy and same face syndrome from a lack of general drawing ability so I know I need to go read some books and do figure studies. The problem is. Limited. Free time. And I want to be drawing things that give me a dopamine hit during that limited free time and studying does not give me a dopamine hit. All I want is to be able to draw stuff I like. I don’t even like drawing I just do it because if I can’t create stuff to my satisfaction my mind tries to harm me. I like rambling here to strangers so I can document my madness #artistmadness

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last art fights for the year, I'm tapping out early because the mg hyperfixation is starting to make me scratch at the walls and go insane

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I'm making him different arm armor for drawing maverick aus so it. Logically makes sense. but the idea that he still keeps his desperado armor afterwards is honestly kind of funny I can't decide

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Saucy bitch

[soliusss]

this is mostly dependent on personal factors over the next couple months but I’m considering making a patreon since itd be nice to have pocket change while I’m at school. Itd mainly be for early access to 18+ art and maybe some other stuff like polls and wips. Would only be a couple dollars. Nothing exclusive for now because I’m a socialist and I like posting stuff for free.

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gay people who will not flirt normally they HAVE to kill eachother

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sorry I beat the shit out of you I have a really big crush on you and I got nervous

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I used to keep notes app lists for drawing ideas during my hyperfixations but now I just stack them into canvases into my drawing app. Overrun with vague line scribble canvases right now I get like 3 new ideas a day.