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cheerioemoreblogs · 21 hours ago

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@haedyllic

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rileys-battlecats · 2 months ago

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the crane wives are once again inspiring me. higher ground is SO mudpawcoded

#rye.txt #'the corvids are calling // warning a forest of predators approaching // am i in danger or am i the threat?'#<- DUDE.#the uncertainty of the future. the fear of change. hiding truth. it's like it was made in a lab for him #mudpaw #also! still taking time away from online stuff/content creation #but I'm feeling better these days #my grandma's memorial service is gonna be next week #hoping that will help with closure and everything #i still find myself doing things for her #like thinking 'oh someone needs to stay home to watch over her' or 'better stay quiet to not wake her up' that sort of thing #and then I remember and it hits me all over again #but I'm doing better :)#thank you guys for all the well wishes

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h-didanart · 5 months ago

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Have any of you guys ever been doodling when suddenly you’re hit by the angstiest idea ever and so you start workshopping that idea into an au as an alternate timeline to see if it would fit with the au only to create an absolutely heartbreaking and depression inducing scenario, only for your brain to decide that’s not enough and end up creating that same scenario in your two other main aus so that you end up with three deeply traumatized versions of the same character?

Anyone?

No?

That’s fair

I call them the heartbroken trio.

We have a post-Everything Goes To Shit arc Scythe, around January ‘24 Bloody, and a post-Second Takeover Harvest. You may notice I called them by their actual names and not by their usual [insert trait here]!BM names, and that’s on purpose.

See, due to various circumstances in each of their respective timelines, their twins died.

They’ve all taken it very harshly, but express it in different ways, Scythe is more reserved yet more ruthless in her anger, Bloody has become extremely disconnected from everything, and Harvest is an anxious wreck. All their reactions are directly correlated to their twins’ death and how they perceived it.

Anyways, yeah.

New au//timeline thing. Yay?

Oh, and for your troubles

The guy who in his canon lost his twin being extremely conflicted about the newcomers. Cuz in one hand they are versions of versions of himself that he knows that he can relate even more to! But on the other hand they are versions of versions of himself that he knows that he can relate even more to.

Yeah :P

Might elaborate on these guys later

#heresy’s dump of horrible ideas #literally cuz this is like actually horrible in the sense of what the characters go through #I could write one shots for each of them #and still have enough untapped lore to dump them in the Chaos House and give them the closure they need #I’m gonna stop rambling now #tsams #sams #sams au #my aus #sams bloodmoon #sams bloodtwins #tsams bloodmoon #The Sunset and Moonlight Show #the scenario becomes obvious if you know who’s place she’s at #this all started thanks to her and her second design (which none of you are prepared for)#Quiet Throes in Pooling Oil #I’d like to give you some sort of assurance about this one having some sort of comfort but I can’t #I fucking cried thinking of this one #Get in Losers; We’re Family Now #literally no one would understand even a fragment of what the scenario requires (I really need to write that stuff)#while the others had character related reasons for the whole change in their timelines happening- these guys just got bad luck #angst #heavy angst #tw character death #tw implied character death #Original is concerned #also that tails plush is just a plush #like actually just a plush I swear over my writing motivation’s tomb

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merry-kuroo · 2 years ago

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I'm not okay

#this is the closure I needed #I'm still upset we won't get act 3 #but I can accept this as the end #thank you terajima sensei 🙏🏿#diamond no ace #daiya no ace #diamond no ace act ii #daiya no ace act ii #miyusawa #miyuki kazuya #sawamura eijun #manga

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sainz100 · 3 months ago

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2024 Singapore GP | x

#hi everyone I'm sorry I vanished for a few days #this weekend has been hard here with irl family things and in my heart in the world of F1 #I feel so so so so much for Daniel and I keep riding a roller coaster of anger that RBR let this happen and sorrow if this is it #then I swing back to hope #not just in 2025 (which I still believe in!!)#but that he can find joy and fufillment and love somewhere better #he deserves so much better than the callously cruel weekend from a sport he's given so much of his life to #I'll be a Daniel fan no matter where he goes next #but my trust in RBR is irrevocably shattered as it is for many (not that I had much to begin with!)#but he was thrown to the wolves and I'm just so angry and heartbroken this happened #but then the possible last lap of his potential last race given to Max #thank you Daniel #and I'm hopeful til the end #I hope he gets what he wants but he deserves so much love #and seeing the love from fans and the people in his life who DO care #I'm a newer fan but I have become so fond for Daniel so much and the anticipation is killing me #let him and fans have peace (even if the goal is Checo retiring after the Mexico GP then at least give some closure for the month between)#just a hard weekend #and the FIA absurdity with Max too ugh #and Carlos' crash in quali ahhh just an awful weekend #with that and an overwhelming family weekend I just couldn't bring myself to post anything #but thank you everyone for this space #I need to catch up but I have seen so many folks echo how I feel #it is upsetting and needless and uncerimonious and cruel #I'll be hopeful forever there is a chance #but Daniel deserves to be happy and RBR proved how heartless of a place they can be #I'll savor the silver linings of Max and Daniel's bond and those on the team who lifted him up #I'll be away again for a work event today but I looked around insta a bit last night #I'll post and tag for the GP if anyone wants to not see it!! still hurts but it'll all be okay in time I know it ❤️#autumn posts

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zymstarz · 7 months ago

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yeah sure that's how i'll [re]come out

#zymart #zymtalk #rant in the tags ->#okay listen to me this is really important and also i have a witness. this was not intentionally supposed to be posted on june 1st #the stars just aligned for this to be at its funniest. which means its also easier for me to dismiss LOL #i drew this like a week ago after trying to draw a whole like. 5 page comic about it and then stopping it mid-board #bc it was horrifying imagining being perceived that much. so i needed to make it into a joke instead and this was the funniest route #and then i was like 'UGH. UGH!!!! i can not be 20 and deal with this like im 13. if i dont post it by the end of the week #then [the witness to all my rants on this topic. shoutout to twig bc they got the most of it] can joke abt it as if i did anyway'#and now its the end of the week and i looked at the date and went 'oh my god didnt may just start what happened'#'WAIT ITS JUNE FIRST. GOD. THATS TOO FUNNY TO NOT SAY SOMETHING' and who am i if i dont prioritize the bit honestly #in all honesty. kinda hate it! not bc of internalized homophobia but actually bc of internalized arophobia that has somehow been emphasized #after having my brain shift from '1000% aromantic without a doubt no exceptions' to 'just arospec ig lol??'#but tragically as it turns out. you can not just try and self analyze yourself into speedrunning closure.#horrible news for the oscar zymstarz community frankly #SO i needed a way 2 justify shoving this off my plate and into the trash as fast as possible.#im impatient and cant acknowledge my own emotions. its a flaw im working on it #oh and for all the ppl who know the running gag abt 'my allegations' [i do not have any real allegations for anyone not in jems server]:#that was in fact just a running gag for like well over a year and a half. like that was just a long running bit COMPLETELY unrelated to thi #i only started having this weird sexuality shift or whatever not too long ago lol. like long enough to go through 4 of the 5 stages of grie #[evidently bc like. im posting this. i got close enough to 5 to throw in the towel ykwim]#but on 'oscar zymstarz emotional acknowledgement' time that is....... not long.#but yeah ig tldr like. still ace [thank god] just arospec [probably demiro? i hate trying to figure out my own labels] instead of Aro now #idk none of this is that deep but also like it kinda is unfortunately bc i have to actually talk abt it to be able to ignore it ykwim #but i did! we're done talking abt it now! and now i can act like i dont care and try to make jokes about it to speedrun the rest of it #anyway. Happy Pride everyone. Fukign kitty.#side message to jem. by no means does this mean im not still gonna bully you. its a sign of love but also it is you specific bullying 🫶#you are not safe #edit: this is karma for saying 'thank god'. might be demiace too. this is the worst month of my life /j

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mimir-anoshe · 6 months ago

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I know we got those "leaks" about the episode titles. But seeing as "choice" is not "Honesty/Acceptance" then imma throw a bone and say the title of episode 8 isn't "Doom". If it is, my bad, I'll hold my hand up first.

But I wonder, if it's not...what is it?

I'm sure any speculation I have will be wrong, but if I was Lesyle, I would go with "Eclipse." Seeing as every episode has been a / (my brain wanted to put /fic lmao nope not that) for opposites, this is the one episode where the duality of everything, and the twins, narratively, should all come together.

A word that describes an alchemical union in some form. Even a title like "Ouroboros" or "Dyad". Or even something to represent a triad. I will be very surprised if it's not.

We shall see.

If all else fails, I'll take Enemy/Lover? teehee.

#the acolyte #the acolyte spoilers #the acolyte episode 8 #the acolyte episode 8 title #the acolyte speculation #the acolyte ep8 speculation #oshamir #osha x qimir #**i need the title to scratch my smooth brain please give me some good juicy narrative closure thank you #enemies to lovers - best title imo

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br1ghtestlight · 1 year ago

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i can never take nickel and balloon's conflict fully seriously even if they make up and apologize to each other etc because the whole time im just imagining that comic of baseball and suitcase going back to hotel oj after season 2 and seeing that nickel and balloon are #besties now meanwhile suitcase had a psychotic break over their bullshit 😭😭

#regardless of what nickel did to balloon they NEED to apologize to suitcase for putting her through the Literal actual horrors #she's gonna come back to hotel oj see that they're friends now and start beating nickel's ass and i dont blame her even a little bit tbh!#i love nickel as a character but bro fucked up w/ suitcase #and bcuz she's stuck in season 2 purgatory there's no way for that arc to get closure right now so im just like #well we're all forgeting to apologizr to SOMEBODY arent we!!!#baseball too i wish i knew how to fix this. baseball you cant fix this it doesnt just go away but you're here you're listening so thanks :)#i mean im sure they've got their own bullshit going on in s2 right now not a doubt in my mind. nickel is not suitcase's most important issue #atm they're about to get killed by robots built for actual literal genocide FJDMDMDKSJS #txt #inanimate insanity

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ask-octomer-arthur · 1 year ago

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There was a deafening silence between the two after Arthur finished telling his... and his brother's story. Toni not able to let a word out for what seemed an eternity.

"... So... that is all" finally Arthur broke the silence "Of course I recognized Peter the moment I saw it... but I knew he wouldn't know me- he was too young when... that, happened." he continued to look down, as if the fish or rocks under were very interesting.

Again the silence. It seemed Tino was really taking his time to process it... and really, he couldn't blame him.

"W-Wait a moment-" aftera couple more minutes, the older finally spoke "You- you two... went through all of that-!? And you... y-you have been all alone since then...?"

"Well... not alone-" Arthur sighed "A pair of shark mermen looked after me... there are another mers, and even kind humans that have made sure am alright and... well, have company" a little smile appeared on his face thinking about all of them "... I'm quite grateful they were there... I don't know what could've happened to me if they weren't."

"Oh, no no- I don't even want to think about it-" Tino put his hands over his face, trying to remove the awful image off his head "... w-when... when we found Peter...

Like that... all alone, hurt, so small... W-We knew we couldn't leave him there- we had to take him... M-Maybe if we had stayed and search a bit more- we could've found you? O-Or your brother, your mother- anyone-"

"Don't" Arthur had to stop him there "... Please don't feel guilty. You... you and Bewarld saved Peter, took him in and cared for him as yours... I could never be more thankful for doing that for us."

His smile turned a bit sadder though "I will admit, I... planned to take Peter back with me, whatever way it was... but now I realize I can't- you are his family now... n-not me..." he let out a shaky sigh, already starting to tear up "... I-I don't want to burst that happy bubble he's in- he doesn't deserve it... and if I have to keep this secret from him for a while more... then I accept it."

Tino stared at the boy infront of him surprised by his words. He was speechless once again, not sure of what to say...

So instead he reached for Arthur.

"... you are such a loving brother, Arthur... but also so selfless." He chuckled softly "It's very brave of you to come all this way- and then... give up the chance to take your brother with you..." He separated from the octopus and smiled warmly.

"I... may not agree fully on not telling Peter who you are right now, but, I will respect your decision. Be asured though- you are more than welcome here whenever you want to come, to stay... we will never deny you being with Peter, okay? I promise."

It was now Arthur's turn to stare back at Tino as he processed the words... which in the end did nothing but to make him smile widely, nodding "Y-Yes... understood- thank you... thank you so much"

"You have nothing to thank me for... We will talk with Bewarld later, alright? Now, have some food so you can go play outside for a bit before it gets dark."

He sounded so motherly saying that...

'It reminds me of her... can guess that's why Peter attached to him easily...'

"Yeah... yeah, I will..." And took a bite of his fish. The task was almost done, at last...

#ask octomer arthur #event #on my way #tino #peter #HAHAHAHA #I DID IT #HERE YOU GO-#but fr tho how long has it been-#im so sorry #more than a year #i swear to all gods and entities that this event will be finished this year #at least #i need that closure #enjoy this before the last main part #still getting asks btw have a couple to reply to but can send whatever you want #i will eventually get to them #and thanks everyone for sticking around you all are amaizing and so cool

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daesungindistress · 1 year ago

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[closed]

#in the simplest terms #I've decided this just isn't for me anymore #I might come back at a later date to offer a more in-depth explanation #but every time I try to gather my thoughts on the page and detail my reasons for leaving it becomes overwhelming #at the very least I needed to make it known that my bigbang blogs on tumblr and twitter are now closed #I will not delete anything but I no longer wish to be an active participant in the fandom #or continue the conversation -- any conversation -- about bigbang and its members past or present #I could have quietly faded into the background #looking on from the sidelines largely disinterested and disengaged #as I have done for the last month or so while I silently prepared myself to finally fully let go #as a certain someone once said: I've already withdrawn #however #rather than disappear without a word I wanted to make it official -- and final #because I value closure #and I might have a few followers left who do too #to everyone who ever enjoyed the content of my blog. my work. my voice.#and especially to the few who stuck with me through thick and thin #thank you

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soulaanadelrey · 5 months ago

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All of my exes (except for one because he's not insecure) ended up with experimental girls and from what I've been hearing they are not happy.

*Laughs in black diva princess of their dreams*

#And that is all the closure I need Mashallah #Thank you god for making me a beautiful black doll #lol

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oxbowreality · 1 year ago

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I was designing my own clothing and I was like "woah, weird, this kinda whips" (like a guy who made something for an audience of one). Five seconds later I realized that I had created something so objectively retrofuturist that it causes the viewer to decide that the wearer likely went to steampunk conventions in the past and has niche opinions on mid-century science fiction. This is not true about me, but it is a vibe. I look forwards to getting weird looks in the future.

#oxbow.txt #I knooow it's the use of 1970s silhouettes and the application of Victorian closure types #but it's the sort of shit you'd see on a background character in one of those filler episodes of Star Trek or Doctor Who #where they go to a planet based on a single piece of literature or media #I think this character might be the daughter of the wicked baroness who catches the protagonists in the forests of her estate #and immediately threatens them with a laser rifle #Androids of Tara lookin' ass...#oh it's the overabundance of buttons that does it #thank you for listening #I needed to talk that one out

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gregmarriage · 10 months ago

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genuinely, being manic has completely fucked my brain up, even as i’m mostly recovered. feelings, i’m doubting, not even stuff i knew was probably fake, like actual feelings i thought very much to be true.