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Can you write a fic about Sam and Dean coming with reader on her shopping trips? No smut just pure fluff! Thanks!
Love you lots! - Aaliyah đ
Also my Dean cardboard cutout says hello.
⎠â Ë。𦹠aisle be there,
pairing. dean winchester x reader x sam winchester (platonic) genre. fluff
wordcount. 500
notes / warnings. hi dean cardboard and i love you more aaliyah đ𩷠// grocery store shenanigans, playful banter, soft domesticity, dean being dramatic about snacks, sam being responsible and secretly indulgent, reader herding chaos, very light language, fluff fluff fluff
You shouldâve known better than to take both of them.
One Winchester is manageable. Two? You might as well be wrangling toddlers in flannel.
âYou said we needed milk,â Sam says, holding up the carton with an actual checklist on his phone. âAnd eggs. And fruit, Dean. Not forty-five snack cakes.â
Dean, already halfway through a Little Debbie aisle, glares over the top of a box of powdered donuts. âThatâs slander. You act like this is all for me.â
âIt is all for you,â you say, grabbing the second pack of marshmallow pies out of the cart and sneaking them back on the shelf.
Dean gasps like youâve betrayed the sacred law. âWoman.â
You arch a brow.
He clears his throat. âI meant that affectionately.â
Sam chuckles as he checks off almond milk. âI told you not to come hungry.â
âIâm always hungry,â Dean mutters. âAnd you said we could get snacks.â
âSnacks,â you repeat. âNot a whole shelf. You donât even like rice cakes.â
Dean shrugs. âI might. Iâm evolving.â
âInto what, a raccoon?â
You make it two more aisles before Dean tries to sneak a king-sized Reeseâs into the cart again.
You stop and look at him.
He blinks innocently.
Sam doesnât even pause. âJust let him have it.â
âI will not be defeated,â you mutter, dragging the cart away with both of them flanking you like sugar-crazed guard dogs.
Itâs domestic. Itâs ridiculous. Itâs kind of wonderful.
Dean wanders into the cereal section and gets weirdly emotional about the lack of his childhood favorites.
âWhere the hell are the Boo Berries?â he demands.
âTheyâre seasonal,â Sam sighs.
âCriminal,â Dean mutters.
You pick up a box of Capân Crunch and hand it to him. âHere. Something to destroy the roof of your mouth and your dignity.â
Dean holds it like a trophy. âThis is love.â
Sam, in contrast, takes his grocery tasks very seriously.
You catch him cross-referencing labels like heâs researching demon lore, frowning at sodium content and silently judging people who donât use reusable bags.
âWhy do I feel like youâre trying to solve the murder of a can of beans?â you ask, amused.
âBecause these ingredients are sketchy,â he says, adjusting his armful of produce. âIf weâre putting it in our bodies, it better not be one bad chemical away from paint thinner.â
âGod, youâre hot when youâre a nerd,â you murmur.
He flushes. Dean snorts from the snack aisle.
You end up letting Dean pick out one âtreat.â Just one.
He takes twenty minutes deciding.
You and Sam are nearly done checking out by the time he proudly struts up with a bag of gummy bears and a case of beer like he just won the lottery.
Sam just rolls his eyes and helps bag the rest.
You step back for a second and watch themâDean arguing with the self-checkout machine, Sam calmly fixing it, the pair of them bickering like two sides of the same disaster coin.
Itâs chaotic. Itâs loud.
Itâs home.
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*What bad habits are holding you back? (Calling you out)
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Hi lovelies!!! whoâs your fs readings are available on my Kofi (on sale!!), please check out my shop for more personalized readings!
Pile 1- đ
Pile 2- đĄ
Pile 3- đŠ´
Pile đ:
Pile 1, you could be someone that sometimes acts impulsively. You rush into things with a lot of energy but little planning, this causes inconsistency and lack of follow through. You hold onto past pain, betrayal and disappointment. These unhealed emotional wounds possibly could be making you more guarded, reactive and hesitant to trust. You want control or to push forward but you donât check in emotionally. You may be overly focused on âwinningâ or achieving, sometimes at the cost of your inner balance and personal alignment. You tend to idealize relationships and outcomes, holding yourself to unrealistic image of happiness, family or success. If life doesnât match that picture quickly you could feel like youâre failing. You tend to daydream and escape through fantasies. You get lost in âwhat ifsâ or chase too many responsibilities without having a clear picture of your path. You could delay next steps because you fear stepping out of your comfort zone. You put too much faith into everything working out by itself instead of taking the action needed and doing the actual healing.
Pile đĄ:
Hi there loves!! You could over prioritize social connections or distractions. You lean on partying, friendships or seek validation from groups of people. You avoid alone time and responsibility. Youâre overly controlling/confident or on the flip side youâre not stepping into your full leadership potential. You might be the type of person who takes on too much without receiving any type of help. Or you could be really stubborn and not listen to other peopleâs input. You might have a clear vision but you hesitate to act. Youâre afraid of leaving your comfort zone and this is holding you back from reaching your true potential. You might live in the past and romanticize it, you hold onto past versions of yourself, old relationships, or nostalgia. That prevents you from fully enjoying the present and embracing new opportunities and experiences. You struggle with emotional boundaries and imbalance in relationships. You could overgive, stay in unhealthy connections and lose yourself emotionally, you have a history of codependency and ignoring red flags. Sometimes you try too hard to keep the peace, you may avoid confrontation or hold yourself from speaking up because you want to avoid âconflict.â
Pile đŠ´:
Last but not least, group 3, you guys could fall a lot into self-doubt, manipulation or scattered energy. You guys have all the tools to reach your potential, but you might be underusing that ability because of self imposed limiting beliefs. You struggle with perfectionism, and wait for the âperfect timeâ to start using your gifts, therefore delaying action. You could be feeling drawn to pile 1 so check it out there might be some messages! Like pile 1, you could rush into things without thinking or you could be very reactive. You have a lot of mental intensity and you maybe act before emotionally processing. You could also jump into arguments/decisions too fast, and then regret it later. You need validation and external praise. You tie your self worth to recognition, appearances, or how others perceive your success. You struggle with perfectionism and expect your life to be perfect. When real life doesnât match that idealize view, you can get discouraged and even depressed. You are trying to break free from all these bad habits and you might be aware of them. However, you may still slip into toxic patterns and itâs a struggle to release them, you can do it!
Thank you all for reading, and may you have an amazing day/night!! Love you guys! Remember to check out my masterlist and my paid readings as well as my Kofi for more personalized advice/guidance and anything else!
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Hello !! I love your writing style and the stories you write so so much, the one where manager!reader had to teach the boys how to use a phone was so so funny, thank you for writing :)
Could I request manager!reader getting jealous of the saja boys? It sounds so cliche but I really wanna see their manager getting all pouty and sulky when they see the boys interact with a fan or huntr/x in a specfic way!!
Maybe a fan was touching them too much to the point where its really becoming too excessive and their manager was starting to get pissed off but when they look back at the boys just smiling at said fan, they think 'Oh. Ok fine i was getting sll worked up over nothing wtv guys'. Or they see clips of saja boys x huntr/x getting all chummy and teasing eachother(or threatening to end one another), their manager feels ache in their heart and they cant quite distinguish the cause.
Anw!! thats my req :D sorry if its a little long</3 Make sure you drink enough water and get enough sleep btw!
HELLO!! đ First of allâthank you SO MUCH for your kind words!! Seriously, hearing that you loved the phone fic means the world to me đđ I am honored to deliver manager!reader chaos at your service.
(Also thank you for the reminder to drink waterâI desperately needed it)
đSaja Boys x Jealous!Manager Reader
Itâs not personal. Youâre just their manager. You just happen to want to throw a clipboard at anyone who touches them.
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đ§ż Jinu
Youâre watching the fan meeting from the sidelines, trying to stay focused on timing and cue cards.
Then it happens.
A fan leans in, gets too close, touches Jinuâs sleeveâtwice. She giggles and brushes her fingers up his arm. He doesnât move. Doesnât recoil. Just gives that quiet, tight smile like heâs trying to be gracious.
You feel your stomach turn.
You glance back at your clipboard. Re-read the same sentence three times. Pretend not to see it when the fan puts a sticker on his cheek and he doesnât even flinch.
You tell yourself itâs fine. Heâs fine. This is your job.
Still, when he passes you afterward, your tone is short. Clipped. Tense.
âMake sure to sanitize before the next group.â
Jinu hesitates, then follows you. Quietly.
Later, backstage:
âAre you upset with me?â he asks gently.
âNo. Just... managing things.â
He tilts his head. âYou looked upset. When she touched me.â
You freeze.
He watches you for a second longer, then, voice lower:
âI didnât enjoy it. You know that, right?â
You blink. âYou smiled.â
âI was being polite. But if it had been anyone else, Iâd have said something.â
Your heart skips.
âAnd if it had been you... I wouldnât have needed to.â
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đŞ AbbyÂ
Youâre doing post-show rounds when a fan wraps her arms around Abby like she knows him. Like theyâre friends. Her hands press low against his back, lingering.
He hesitatesâjust a secondâbut his natural instinct kicks in. He smiles. Says thank you. Doesnât pull away immediately.
You do.
âOkay, folks, letâs move it along,â you call out, voice a little too loud.
Abby doesnât say anything at first.
But later, while youâre sorting backstage logistics, he appears next to you with two bottled waters and a slightly furrowed brow.
âDid I do something wrong?â
âWhat? No. Of course not.â
âYou seemed... mad. When that fan hugged me.â
You pause. Avoid his eyes. âIt was too much. Thatâs all.â
Heâs quiet for a beat. Then offers the water like a peace offering.
âI didnât like it either,â he says, almost shyly.
âYou didnât say anything.â
âI didnât want to make things weird. But I shouldâve.â
Thenâso softly you almost miss it:
âYou always notice stuff like that. It makes me feel really... cared for.â
You blink.
He rubs the back of his neck. âIs it okay if I care back?â
You donât answer. You just take the waterâand let your fingers brush his on purpose.
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đ MysteryÂ
Youâre reviewing fan footage. Just checking social engagement. Totally normal manager stuff.
Then the clip plays.
Mystery standing beside Zoey during a group shoot. She nudges his shoulder. He smirks. She laughs. He looks at her like she said something clever, and your heart clenches.
You pause the video. Rewind. Watch it again.
âItâs fine,â you whisper to yourself. âItâs just work. Theyâre professionals.â
But something aches. The way he looked at herâit was barely a change, but youâve watched him long enough to notice the difference.
You shut your laptop harder than necessary.
Later, while youâre handing out notes, he hovers beside you.
âYour energyâs off,â he murmurs.
âIâm fine.â
He doesnât push.
But that night, he finds you alone on the rooftop, headphones in. You pretend not to notice him until he sits beside you, silent.
âI donât smile at them like I smile at you,â he says softly.
You freeze.
âI know you saw it. But it wasnât the same.â
You donât know what to say.
He leans in just slightly.
âIf you want me to stop being close with them, I will.â
âWhy?â
âBecause I like how you look when youâre jealous. And I like how I feel when I see you watching.â
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đ RomanceÂ
Youâve always known Romance flirts. Itâs his whole deal.
But thereâs something different about the way he interacts with Huntrix. The banter with Mira. The way he tosses his head back laughing when Rumi calls him dramatic. The gentle way he calls Zoey âsunshine.â
Itâs not fake. Thatâs whatâs killing you.
You try to play it cool, but your answers get shorter. You dodge eye contact when he winks. You stop bantering back.
He notices.
Oh, he notices.
After a press event, he corners you near the exit, gaze sharp.
âYouâre quieter lately.â
âBusy,â you lie.
âLiar,â he purrs, stepping closer. âYou saw the videos, didnât you?â
You shrug.
He leans in.
âYou know none of them can get under my skin like you.â
âCouldâve fooled me,â you mutter.
His smile fades for half a second.
Then he brushes a strand of hair behind your ear, voice velvet and low:
âThen let me prove it. One night. No cameras. Just you and me. Say yes, and Iâll forget every name that isnât yours.â
You pretend to scoff.
But your pulse is thundering.
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đĽ Baby
You know Baby gets fan attention. Heâs got that whole dangerous-pretty-boy thing going.
But today? It crosses a line.
Someone flirts with him. Obvious. Bold. Says something that makes you blush just hearing it.
And Baby smirks back.
You feel like someone just hit you with a fire extinguisher to the chest.
You pretend not to care. Pretend not to flinch when they brush past you. Pretend not to feel that sting when he just stands there and lets it happen.
Later, you pull him aside. Not in angerâjust to regroup. To reset.
âBe careful with that,â you say, quieter than usual.
âWith what?â
âFlirting. Fans get attached.â
He watches you for a moment. Says nothing.
Then he pulls something out of his pocket. A note. Folded.
âThey gave me this.â
You donât look at it.
He drops it in the trash.
âI didnât keep it. Didnât want to.â
You blink.
He shrugs, scowling a little.
âWhy would I, when youâre the only person who actually makes me feel anything?â
You open your mouth.
He walks away before you can reply.
Later, you find your name saved in his phone under âđĽ REAL ONE.â
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Hello on this beautiful trope Tuesday! I was wondering if you could do 3 with Jack, thank you and I love your work!!!
Trope Tuesday Wednesday! Just finishing the asks that were sent yesterday because I did not expect that much love from yâall đđ
Pairing: Jack Abbot x Reader
Trope: Enemies to Lovers
Jack Abbot lived to make your life hell. He lived to make your job difficult and loved to see that little forehead vein throb when you come down from the ivory tower that Gloria and you operated from. There was a shiver that would run down his back when he heard those heels clack along the floor early morning- desperate to catch him before he fucked off away from responsibility. Fucking Jack Abbot and his night crew were a malpractice suit waiting to happen. And you were deputized as the hospitalâs attorney- the one to defend him when something inevitably did blow up in his face.
âDr. Abbot,â you already had a headache. Already sifted through emails from Gloria this morning- concerned about potential problems that have plagued the ER and somehow one man always had his name in the hat.
âWell if it isnât the hospitalâs Risk Management attack dog, howâs the view Mount Olympus?â That evil gremlin smirk never leaves his face but yet he doesnât look up from his tablet while he charts.
âDid you admit a patient last night through the ambulance bay without intake protocol?â Your hands came to rest at your hip, tight pencil skirt doing little for Jackâs imagination at the moment.
âSure did, he was bleeding out- thought Iâd prioritize not letting them die over paperwork and protocol,â he hands the tablet to Dana, leaning on the counter while taking his eyes over you with a smirk. âDonât tell me- did you make your way all the way down here to scold me? Iâm touched sweetheart. You missed me.â That dimple liked make an appearance every once in a while- hidden beneath stubble and smile lines but you knew it was there. It made your knees weak.
âI miss the days before you were here, my blood pressure was a lot lower.â You tried to maintain your annoyance- tried to not rake your eyes over him, how his arms crossed and his biceps threatened every seam of his sleeves.
âCome on- admit it,â he leaned in a bit, voice dropped lower and eyes even softened, âyou love when I cause trouble- it gives you a reason to visit me.â You donât reply- you just turn on your heels and walk back to the safety of your office. God he loved watching you walk away almost as much as he loved watching you angrily stomp over to him.
He makes it a few days before he graces your presence with irritating remarks and his stupid habits as heâs sprawled out on your office couch, legs thrown over the armrest while he tosses a pen up and down. A patientâs family had made a complaint and you were there to prep Jack for the deposition. You tired to read the notes he made- tried to focus but the way his scrub top had ridden up along his hips made you burn a bit- you could see the impression of a âVâ hiding under the waistband of his pants.
âOkay- so according to your notes you refer to the patient as a âhot fucking mess- GCS of 23, patient can see sound and hear colorââ your sighed, rubbed the migraine that bubbled up in your temples.
âI was being accurate- communication is key.â He didnât miss a beat- closing his eyes even as you spoke. He can feel the anger radiating off of you- it made him smile.
âNext time try being fucking professional Jack. Youâll only say what I tell you to say up there- understand? No- Jackisms.â You voice was sharp- direct. You had to make sure he didnât say anything fucking stupid on the stand.
âI take offense to that,â he scoffed, sitting up and turning to face you- but that scrub top still stayed up to reveal his taut stomach. âJackisms are a part of my charm.â
âYour charm is not legally admissible nor is it necessary.â You didnât look up from your notes, scribbling something down to keep yourself from looking into those devastatingly handsome hazel eyes.
âOuch, thought we were building something here counselor.â He stands, coming to sit in front of you now.
âWe are- a timeline of your questionable judgment.â Always something with him. He could never just shut up and do what he was told. But you finally looked up at him, meeting those softening eyes and your heart did a flip that you definitely need to get checked out.
âYou know if I hadnât stepped in then the patient wouldâve coded. The standard of care sometimes needs to be bent.â You knew that. Youâve come to understand every single reason he does what he does after a few years of working together. You donât shame him for it- does he stress you out and annoy you to no end? Yes.
âI know that Jack. But the patientâs family doesnât see a hero. They need a scapegoat- Iâm not letting you go down for this, okay?â You were earnestly telling him that youâd do anything to protect him- but you were telling yourself that it was only for the hospital. Just for the good of the hospital and people who need a healer like him. Not because you get lost in his eyes or because heâs gorgeous or-
âIf you get me locked up- conjugal visits arenât off the table.â He could never learn to shut the fuck up.
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OMG THIS IS AMAZING đđ You're an artist for real, friend!
And it's not too late at all! đ
You're an amazing writer - whether it's writing for our cocky Ben and his dad skills, researching the 1940s to get Sam and Dean's slang right, or think of ways for cheeky Russell to smooth talk his way back in the game after he forgot about his wife's date - you nail them all! (And now we're adding Pedrito to the party? Well sign me the hell up!). Next to all that, you are a wonderful soul. You're always supportive, kind and how you manage to take your time to respond and react to every single thing is still beyond me (I bet you've got a clone somewhere, don't you đ).
As if the awesome sign wasn't enough, you really got me with this one đĽš
Hehe I promise I don't have a clone - just several extra limbs for scheduling posts đ¤Łđ
We haven't talked as much yet, but you're a lovely mutual who I'm grateful I got to meet on here! I remember our first interaction was in the SPN community, on a "tips for planning a series" post, and you were so nice and supportive! It was my first time asking a question in a community and your kindness helped me feel less insecure right away. Sometimes it's the small things that make you stay or leave - you were one of the people who made me stay. đ§Ą Including your stories, such as "Against the Wind", which, funnily enough, I didn't even realize was yours until much later. And I've still got so many more I want to read!!
Omg yes I remember that SPN community post! I love talking about stuff like that, so it was fun to have that discourse. I'm so glad you were able to feel at ease quickly. It really can be the small things, and that makes me so happy that I could contribute to you "staying" đ
Oh I'm so glad you enjoyed Against the Wind!! That was such a fun little series for me to write in omegaverse world. lol I've also enjoyed every single fic I've read of yours so far, and looking forward to reading more! đ
ALRIGHTY. Now - I know I'm late, but I hope I get to sneak an ask or two into your inbox before the 4th of July ends (it's the 5th here already, but the deadline's still ongoing somewhere right?). Oh and of course I'll try and join!
Hahaaa yep you made the cutoff! It was still 4th of July over here. I got both of your mini fic requests, so I hope to get to all of them throughout the rest of the summer. Again, thanks so much for participating AND wanting to write for the challenge!! đ
I've never actually done this before...
Reaching follower milestones has never really been my main goal here. I hopped over from Ao3 to the Tumblrverse two years ago to share my stories and see if I could connect more with any potential readers. What I didn't know was how amazing SPN (and adjacent Jackles fandoms) would be over here...
How much fun I would have expressing myself, challenging myself to write new things and grow as a writer, and getting to vibe with my readers and other amazing writers.
I now consider some of those special people my friends, and they continue to make my day better every time we interact â whether it's hyping each other up and fangirling in each other's comments and reblog comments, or talking about everything and nothing in our DMs. That support has gotten me through some rough times in the past two years.
So "celebrating" this milestone of over 5,000 followers is really just me saying THANK YOU to everyone who's supported me by reading, commenting, and reblogging my work, helping me brainstorm, giving me inspiration, or just simply being my friend! đ
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Hiiii! Idk how many times I read your answer to my request last time because I just love it so much. I have a request again if you don't mind. I'm just gonna leave it here.
OM characters seeing MC head leaning on the wall (or anything) while eating a bread while half-asleep because they couldn't get enough sleep because of the examđđś
This happened to me when I was studying for finals, and I was eating the same slice of bread for an hour until my mom saw međ
Thank you so much! Have a great dayđ
Obey Me! characters (brothers + undateables) walking in on MC half-asleep, head leaning against the wall or a desk, still trying to eat a piece of bread because they stayed up all night studying for exams.
Lucifer
Lucifer walks into the room and stops in his tracks. Youâre half-asleep, chewing slowly, head leaning against the wall like your life depends on it.
âMC⌠really?â
He sighs and pinches the bridge of his nose, but heâs already walking over and taking the half-eaten bread from your hands.
âThis is pathetic. You need rest more than you need food right now.â
He scoops you up with easeâbridal style, of courseâand carries you to bed despite your sleepy protests.
âYouâll thank me after you sleep. And next time? You ask for help. Understood?â
Mammon
Mammon freezes when he sees you like that, mouth full of bread, head dangerously close to slipping off the chair.
âH-Hey! Are ya okay?! Are ya CHOKINâ?!â
He panics, drops his bag, and rushes over. You groggily blink up at him with crumbs on your cheek, and he nearly melts.
âYouâre killinâ me here⌠eatinâ and sleepinâ at the same time?! Thatâs not multitaskinâ, thatâs self-destruction!!â
He carefully props your head on his shoulder and feeds you the rest of the bread himself.
âJust lean on me, okay? I gotcha. Stupid examsâŚâ
Leviathan
Levi finds you at your desk like a tired NPCâbread in hand, cheek squished against the bookshelf. Youâre snoring softly between bites.
âU-Uh⌠MCâŚ? Are you glitchingâŚ?â
He flushes red and immediately starts thinking of anime characters who push themselves too hard and end up collapsing.
âThis is exactly what happens in Episode 23 of Demon School Dropout Diariesâthey overwork, then their love interest nurses them back to healthâŚâ
He gets flustered but gently puts a blanket over you and whispers:
âY-Youâre not allowed to collapse, okay? Youâre the main character. Main characters take care of themselvesâŚâ
Satan
He walks in expecting to study with you but instead sees your head tilted against a shelf, mouth half-open, chewing sluggishly.
ââŚYouâve become one of the sleep-deprived zombies I read about.â
He sighs, but thereâs a warm smile on his lips. He carefully takes the bread from you, replaces it with a warm drink, and brushes your hair out of your face.
âYou canât absorb knowledge if your brain is in sleep mode, MC. Close your eyes. Just for ten minutes.â
You do. And when you wake up, heâs still sitting next to you, reading silently, guarding your nap.
Asmodeus
Asmo gasps when he sees you with one cheek smushed against the counter, the other puffed out like a chipmunk from bread.
âMC!! What are you doing to your face?! Youâll get wrinkles!!â
He rushes over, gently shakes you awake, and starts fixing your bedhead and wiping crumbs from your lips like a panicked mother hen.
âSweetie, no. Absolutely not. You are not sacrificing beauty for a test.â
He literally tucks you into bed and says:
âIf anyone asks, I forced you to rest. Iâll glamor your notes so you can study in your dreams. Priorities, darling!â
Beelzebub
Beel sees you half-asleep, nibbling at a slice of toast with all the strength of a wilting daisy.
Heâs immediately next to you, kneeling down.
âAre you okay? Are you hungry? You look like youâre gonna fall over.â
He takes out his own bag of pastries and hands you something warmer and softer.
âEat this instead. Then lie down. You can lean on me while you sleep if you want.â
You end up curled next to him on the couch, both slowly eating, your head on his shoulder. He lets you nap while he watches over you quietly.
Belphegor
Belphie walks in, sees your head flopped against the wall, drooling slightly while chewing like a malfunctioning cow.
âSeriously? Youâre out-sleep-depriving me? Thatâs illegal.â
Heâs 50% impressed and 50% offended.
He lies down next to you, steals the bread from your hand, and eats the rest of it himself.
âMove over. Youâre not napping alone if I have anything to say about it.â
Next thing you know, youâre both out cold in the middle of the floor. Satan finds you. He is not pleased.
Solomon
Solomon walks in, sees your forehead resting against the fridge while you chew lifelessly, and just starts chuckling.
âWow. This is what rock bottom looks like, huh?â
He conjures a pillow and gently floats it behind your head so you donât slump over. Then he waves a little magical energy into the bread so at least itâs nutritious.
âAs your mentor, I feel obligated to tell you this is very irresponsible.â
He then makes you promise not to summon a sleep demon just to cram for your finals.
Simeon
Simeon finds you slumped against the breakfast bar, crust of toast still between your lips. He rushes to your side.
âMC, are you alright? You look⌠so tired.â
He gently brushes crumbs off your face and guides you into a chair, coaxing you to drink some tea he brews instantly.
âYou shouldnât push yourself like this. Rest is sacred. Even angels sleep.â
He offers to quiz you laterâbut only after youâve taken a nap under the blanket he tucks around you.
Diavolo
Diavolo catches you leaning on a wall in the hallway, nodding off, still chewing mechanically.
âMC?! Are you okay?!â
He thinks youâre sick at first. Once he finds out itâs just exams, heâs both relieved and completely bewildered.
âHumans really put themselves through this for grades? I thought demons were intense!â
He offers to postpone all RAD exams just for your sake. Barbatos quickly vetoes that.
âFine! Then Iâm taking the test for youâwait, no, thatâs cheating⌠Iâll just carry you back to bed!â
He does.
Barbatos
Barbatos walks in, finds you dozing on your feet while chewing, and blinks.
âI believe you have reached the height of self-neglect.â
He tuts, sighs, and whisks the bread away with a flick of his wrist. Before you can protest, thereâs a small breakfast tray and tea ready.
âSit. Eat. Then sleep. Iâll rearrange your day.â
He leaves no room for negotiation. And youâre too tired to argue anyway.
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Sending you a check in to make sure you are taking care of yourself!! Hydrate. Eat. Sleep. Save frequently when you work. Remember to breath.
I know there is a delay in schedules, but I hope you donât stress yourself too much and burn out. Youâve done so much amazing work. Your writing has come so far (I should know, I have been stalking you for a very long time đ¤) I am so very hyped for Lemons. I did have one question. I donât know if this has been asked, but Iâm going to ask anyways. You have side stories for Lemons that were great little patreon treats (and even given out publicly) will those be part of the release or perhaps an addon later or will they just be floating around the aether?
Hehe. Thank you. The "feeling of demotivation can be real," and sometimes you go, "is this even worth it?"
But I'm hanging in there. đđ
The side stories of Lemons on Patreon or public will stay, even the bad ones, where my writing was a mess. I think it's a good time stamp of how I've improved.
The only side story that I added was the one for Mattos. I feel like the "taking care of Mattos" side was so sweet, and I managed to fit it in so nicely, so that's the only one I used.
The ending you read for Green, I scrapped that, and I'm making a completely new one. The one for Monroe has been retouched to fit, and for MCs who are not into BDSM, I added a sweet little one of them just cooking together, all new stuff.
Everything else is new stuff, new scenes, and I made sure that each RO gets a different ending, so players can enjoy replay.
I really hope people will like it. It's full of sweetness and good vibes once you've chosen your RO. I made sure to show how the MC and their RO's relationship is growing, how they're settling into this new life together, dealing with the little things that come with being a couple. No angst, no drama. Just a cup of sugar.
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Oh my sweet ten pound eight ounce baby Jesus, I finished Irrational Numbers after purchasing it as an end of finals treat for myself (just like I did with Zelon V lol) and I am an absolute WRECK after reading it. It's a masterpiece worth twice its price, and you truly crafted something magnificent with a bit of everything for everyone in it.
It checks all my boxes: angst and inner insecurity, beautiful art, a painful wait for a confession, and those last twenty or so pages? HOO BOY. I was fanning myself for sure and had to take a water break, that was absolutely glorious and my jaw hit the floor multiple times. I'm pretty sure I was the color of a tomato.
The scene with Spock and his mother made me all misty eyed and I was genuinely losing it when Kirk was getting attacked by Reynall. (I love when Spock swoops in to save the day! And the "But for a moment, I struggled" line sent me into ORBIT, I love a seething Spock, like that's right how DARE you stab his beloved?)
God there was just so MUCH, you truly made me run the entire spectrum of human emotion with this comic. 11/10, five stars, I'm going to be rereading this a million bajillion times and it's going to be all I think about for weeks and weeks
!! omg what a wonderful message to see! I hope you don't mind me answering this publicly too but đĽšđ Really glad the story worked for you and I could make you feel the whole spectrum LMAO. I put in so much self-indulgent stuff I have to admit but still tried to link it all into a nice cohesive story and I'm glad that it hit!! Thanks so much for supporting me, I've been kind of basking in these comments, it's just nice to have it done and share it with people! So thank you very much!!
#irrational numbers#thanks for the messages guys i'm just inhaling them and so glad that the story is landing for people!!
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Hello my dears, I have news!! If you wanted to get your hands on my book but have been unable to for whatever reason, the ebook will be free from today until Monday!! Pick it up here while you canâşď¸
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Hi!! Are you still interested in Lucemond?? Iâm obsessed with your Hotd fic!!
Yeessiiirrrr!! đĽ°đĽ° sometimes i forget i don't talk much about hotd or asoiaf here, i keep it mostly on discord and twitter (wich is locked lol) so in my mind I feel like I'm openly talking about it all the time and then I remember like ohhh wait right on tumblr I don't post about it as much (mostly bc I don't really know many people in the fandom here? which is sad.)
Also thank you sooo much! đđđ Holding your ask close to my heart 𼰠it makes me really happy that you like the story because I fucking love writing it, I'm having the best time with it!
Please know I'm constantly thinking about updating, it's in my mind 24/7. The chapter has been done for a while, but I have an issue called my stupid fuckassjob that I hate đđ it's been a nightmare lately, I never have free time anymore. Since english is not my first language I have to go over the chapters like...twice or more before I post them to do corrections and whatnot, and because of my job I haven't really had time to sit down and read and correct grammar and mistakes properly (the chapters are a mess before go over them rip đ)
Sometimes I worry that it looks like I won't update "you may bury my body" anymore or something, but that's not the case at aaaaall, I swear. I enjoy writing it too much and I'm excited for the upcoming parts. Plus at this point I know I'm writing more lcmd as soon as I finish this fic, because I have too many ideas about them bouncing around in my head. Endless possibilities when falling for the one they were fated to hate doesn't fix either Aemond nor Lucerys, actually makes them worse, but that's somehow even better <3
#i know this was more of a yes/no type of answer but it haunts me that anyone might think i'm not constantly obsessing over ymbmb chapters#sorry to use your lovely ask to just let out how much i love writing the fic and how much my job gets in the way of enjoying my hobbies#may i say 'im sorry its taking me so long to update' in spoiler form? chp6 is aemond pov and he finally goes âfuck it. we ballâ and Starts#because he's been too much bark and no bite (not literally. he did much biting in ch5) and it it's time for him to put his plans in motion#once again thank you for reading it and letting me know <3 <3 <3 filled my night with jooyyyyyy#extra hotd and lucemond tags for those who blacklist etcđ
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I READ HIS AND IT IS SO INTERESTING ??
The bouncing between the guilt and anger because âitâs your (the readerâs) faultâ is so good. like really showcasing how crazy he is. especially viewing ghost as a threat to the reader even though kĂśnig is the threat.
your writing is so complex and beautiful even if itâs darker subjects :) (all of this in a good way!! lmk if this came off rude iâm sorry if it did :( all praise for you!!)
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HIS has a super special place in my heart (esp part two pheeew) KĂśnig is truly depraved and the love/hate of his feelings toward reader is SO fun to write (and weirdly therapeutic??) Heâs so toxic ahsbsbshbz Iâm so glad you enjoyed and ily ily ily
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just discovered and absolutely devoured neon glory and oh my god i'm in love with kirishima and also absolutely love your writing style!!! and your character designs!!! i'm so in love!! is neon glory still ongoing? either way i love it to pieces and maybe need to reread it immediately because holy fucking hell,,,,,,,,hot!!!
thank youuu this is so sweet đ iâm glad you enjoyed neon glory đĽš
itâs definitely still ongoing! itâs just been a crazy busy year but it looks like things might wind down a bit this summer. thank you to everyone for patiently waiting đ¤§
hereâs an excerpt of the next chapter!

#i donât usually post wips this long for writing#but you guys have been waiting for months đ#hopefully this is a little reassurance that the next update will come soon#i wanna say chp 12 is ⌠70% written?#weâre getting Eijirouâs pov#there are so many details i wanna get right so iâve been taking my time#iâm glad people are still interested in neon glory tho sniffles#thank you for all the nice comment and messages#i forget to answer sometimes but i do read all of them đ#wasabi writes#neon glory#krbk fic#krbk
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gojo satoru x reader | oneshot smut [18+]
title. around the clock

Hooking up with your little brotherâs babysitter? That sounds more like a bad porno than a sensible decision.
á° pairing. babysitter/boxing au - underground boxer & babysitter!gojo x college student!reader (f)
á° summary. when underground boxer gojo satoru becomes a little strapped for cash, he gets a day job as a babysitter for a five-year-old kid named yuuji who most definitely has adhd (but thatâs besides the point). the kidâs mom gave gojo two rules, and two rules only: donât accidentally kill my son, and do not flirt with my daughter. heâs pretty sure heâs got a good hold on the former, but heâs got no self control over the latter.
á° warnings/tags. 18+, fem!reader, smut, casual sex, lil bit of fluff, lil bit of crack, slight age gap (readerâs 22 & gojoâs 27), cum play, creampie, unprotected sex, praise kink, slight degradation, gojo is a sleazebag that cares?, sort of porn-coded smut except thereâs a lil bit of lore so itâs kinda porn w plot, uhh having sex with risk of getting caught, gojo beats people up at night & then plays father figure to a 5 y/o during the day, mentions of violence/alcohol/drugs/blood/cigarettes
á° word count. 12.6k
a/n. hiiii friends jeez it feels like FOREVER since i've posted some good ol' smut (still has plot tho xd)...hopefully you enjoy n see ya at the bottom! lmk if i missed any warnings! if you asked to be tagged but didnât get tagged itâs bc you have your tags off aaa :( even when some ppl tried to fix it i still couldnât tag them iâm sorry!!
alsoooooo so very much love to @starmapz for beta reading this for me :â) really helped me w my posting nerves haha. she is also a wonderful jjk author pls go check out her works!! đ ART CREDITS: @/3-aem
⸠masterlist
2:34 pm yuujiâs sis (no flirting): heyy um iâm sorry if this comes off kinda rude i just am kinda bad with this but i was wondering if you could text my mom for questions about yuujiâs care instead of me?
2:46pm Gojo Satoru: Oh 2:46pm Gojo Satoru: Yeah, sure
2:34 pm yuujiâs sis (no flirting): sorry i know my mom doesnât know much ab how to take care of him bc i was the one that took care of him for a while but i just really want to separate myself from that guardian role now that iâve transferred to NYU yknow? :/ i think itâs not my place anymore. i just wanna be big sis now haha
2:46pm Gojo Satoru: I get it. Sorry if I was making you uncomfortable with my texts
2:48pm yuujiâs sis (no flirting): no no not uncomfy by it, thanks for looking after him. itâs just iâm kind of busy n stuff so it can be distractingÂ
2:49pm Gojo Satoru: Ok, got it
2:52pm yuujiâs sis (no flirting): and it was kind of an issue with his last babysitter
2:53pm Gojo Satoru: Oh?
2:55pm yuujiâs sis (no flirting): yeahhh like he would keep textinf me n stuff uhh kinda weird things⌠i told my mom about it and she was super pissed so she fired him
2:55pm Gojo Satoru: Weird things?
2:56pm yuujiâs sis (no flirting): yeah he was always âaccidentally sexting meâ n like he sent me a dick pic once sooooo yeah
2:56pm Gojo Satoru: Who tf 2:56pm Gojo Satoru: Iâll go beat him up
2:57pm yuujiâs sis (no flirting): oh no no its fine lol 2:57pm yuujiâs sis (no flirting): please dont beat anyone up 2:58pm yuujiâs sis (no flirting): iâm not saying youâre like him tho i just think maybe less texting unless its an emergency okay?
3:00pm Gojo Satoru: Are you sure because I will totally go beat him up for you
3:01pm yuujiâs sis (no flirting): NO I DONT WANT YOU TO BEAT ANYONE UP FOR ME 3:01pm yuujiâs sis (no flirting): also no offense but you dont look like you could beat someone up
3:01pm Gojo Satoru: WHAT 3:02pm Gojo Satoru: Tf you mean âno offenseâ thatâs literally the most offensive thing you could say to a guy
3:04pm yuujiâs sis (no flirting): yeaa i mean you have muscles ofc but in the âohhh i wanna look good for instagramâ way and not like real man muscles yknow
3:06pm Gojo Satoru: Ok princess next time you visit home and go on one of your stupidly large grocery hauls Iâll make sure you carry all those groceries in by yourselfÂ
3:06pm yuujiâs sis (no flirting): NO 3:07pm yuujiâs sis (no flirting): I WAS JUST JOKING 3:07pm yuujiâs sis (no flirting): YOURE SO STRONG TY FOR ALWAYS CARRYING THE GROCERIES INSIDE 3:08pm yuujiâs sis (no flirting): PLEASE KEEP CARRYING MY GROCERIES INSIDE
3:09pm Gojo Satoru: Nah 3:09pm Gojo Satoru: Should we be texting right now? Iâm not sensing any emergencies here
3:11pm yuujiâs sis (no flirting): pls. my groceries :(
3:16pm Gojo Satoru: Iâll let the kiddo know you say hi đđźÂ
The irony of it all was that, if Gojo really wanted to, he absolutely could beat the shit out of someone. And he has, hundreds of times, pseudo professionally. Although that isnât something heâd admit to you, out of fear that you might relay that info back to your mom who would then become mortified that sheâs entrusted her five-year-old sonâs life to the hands of an underground boxer.Â
But he needed the money. A night-time job didnât really make daytime money, not when they could easily replace him with the next dude the second he gets knocked out of the ring more than twice, let alone if he let it happen once. And although he sometimes made large sums, it wasnât stable income. He needed a back-up plan, and so babysitting it was.Â
The babysitter working nights at unsanctioned dojos and gyms located in the back of cartel blocks, knocking teeth out of men twice his size, would put any decent mother into a coma or induce some episode of syncope, hence why it wasnât something he put on his resume before he got hired. Not that he even needed to provide a resume; your mom seemed desperate to cover the position as fast as possible, that promotion at work was moving faster than she wanted to, and Gojoâs beneficial attribute that he possessed as a candidate to look after her son, compared to all the other potential hires, was that he had a penis.
He likes the kid. Yuuji. Heâs got kind of a short attention span, and makes Gojo weary of his age. Hold up, that makes him sound like heâs geriatric, heâs really only the ripe old age of twenty-seven, but the immortality and infinite stamina that a five-year-old boy has on him is enough to have him huffing and puffing at the end of every single evening shift he takes on with the rascal.Â
Fighting is all sprint, and no stamina. Sure, there might be some more seasoned boxers that might disagree with him, but for someone as young as him in the field, itâs the tactic heâs been forced to gain. If he draws a fight on for too long, he'll get killed by a forty-two year old man with steroids clogging up his adipose tissue and enough testosterone to grow a full-body beard by the time the sun starts to set. No, his strategy is to knock them out within the first fifteen seconds. Use their weight against them, and whatnot. A tactic heâs found has worked, since heâs been undefeated thus far.Â
He can never wrap his head around it. The drug lords that run the rings whoâve gained millions the night before from selling crystal meth only to lose it all the night following in the second Gojo hooklines a solid punch to their betting boxerâs chin, making them see God & their Momma before they tap out (if theyâre even able).
He doesnât pocket much money from it, not anything compared to what the men who bet on him end up making at least, but itâs a decently solid sum. How lucrative it really is depends solely on what he thinks the value of his life is.
Itâs not unheard of, boxers dying in the ring. Turns out, rich drug dealers care very little about the sheep theyâve captured to perform their entertaining little stunts. But Gojo wasnât doing all of this to feel some sense of work-life pride, no, it was just sustenance. When basic needs are not met, humans resort to the most animalistic of all behaviors, and while heâs not proud of what he does, he canât deny the fact that itâs turned him into an adrenaline junkie that gets a rush in his veins every time he knocks a jaw loose.
But balance was key. And hence why heâs a boxer by night, babysitter by day. For at least four days a week, he gets to pretend heâs the kingâs most trusted appointed knight, or heâs the radioactive tyrannosaurus rex that wants to tyrannize all the other dinosaurs, or maybe heâs the evil power ranger (he always forgets which color that one was) that is determined to make the world a living hell by smashing mr. potatohead against the bunk bed post a billion times for all the other toys to see. Or whatever other imaginative hyperfixations Yuuji imposes on him in the later afternoon once heâs had his bowl of spaghetti-Oâs and is ready to play. Lately, the kidâs been really into space. Theyâve got all sorts of space toys these days. Back in Gojoâs day, he just had a good olâ Buzz Lightyear.
âOne rule, thatâs it: donât accidentally kill my son. Actually, one more rule. Donât flirt with my daughter.âÂ
Thereâs a part of Gojo that believes your mom kind of knows heâs up to shady shit at night, otherwise why else would she clause for him to not flirt with you if she didnât read the slight swell to his eye and the healing gash across his cheek as anything other than this boy is trouble and I want him nowhere near my too-good-for-him daughter of reproductive capacity since thatâs the exact tale of how I became a single mother in the first place. Or maybe he inherently looks like heâs up to no good? Heâs not sure which angle is more offensive, and which one was more flattering. Well in any case, she entrusted Yuujiâs life to him, despite acknowledging the plausibility of harm, and that means she overall thinks positively of him, right? âŚâŚright?
The first night he met you, it was awkward to say the least. Gojo spends most of his nights performing deadly stunts for middle aged men with potbellies, and most of his days hanging out with a five-year-old (one who heâd argue is his only friend at this point). Sure, heâs got some people he sees occasionally back in his high school hometown when he can brave hearing about how everyoneâs in college now or doing a masters or theyâre working respectable nine-to-five day jobs meanwhile he has to lie to his Pops that heâs been working in insurance for the past two years. Listen, in fairness, he probably makes the same amount of money as an insurance broker would anyways, but he canât exactly own up to the identity of his craft.Â
Anyways, the point is, heâs not used to seeing other people his age anymore. Thereâs the occasional hook-up with girls he hasnât seen since Mrs. Tracyâs homeroom period back in sweet two-thousand-sixteen, or his twice-a-year hangout with Suguru where he only learns the day of where he's visiting from since the guy moves around more than Gojo can keep up with. But save for that, he mostly just sees your mom and then Yuuji.Â
So seeing you standing in the kitchen for the first time when he went to put Yuujiâs half-finished GoGurt back in the fridge was startling to say the least. When the sight of a woman startled him, he knew he needed to start getting out again.
You were on your tiptoes, reaching up to grab at something over the fridge, and wearing these ridiculously short shorts to where he could see the curve of your ass, his line of sight trailing down the skin of your bare legs. He couldnât see anything of your form above your shorts, given you were wearing an extremely baggy t-shirt with NYU on it in big bolded university letters. As far as he knew, you were a senior at NYU, studying psychology, made deanâs list consecutively for the past three years given the way your mother posted all your stellar transcripts up on the fridge (he gets that sheâs proud of her daughter, but doesnât that kind of stuff usually end in grade school?) But other than that, it was all the information he had on you.
âHere,â he said, pressing his front to your back, maybe just to get a feel, as he reached over to you to finally grab the box of cereal you were swatting for, the one that he purposefully placed at the back because Yuuji learned how to climb counters recently. âIs this what you want?â
He had heard you gasp, spinning around on your heel fast, staring up at him with wide eyes like you werenât expecting some random man to be in the house right now, and your first instinct ended up being to grab the knife out of the kitchen knife block and lunge it straight at his torso.
If it wasnât for his boxer reflexes, heâd have ended up at the ER that evening. Or dead. All depending on the strength you could pack into a stab. But instead, he deflected it, though not without a gash to his torso through the fabric of his shirt, one that you spent the rest of the evening profusely apologizing for and eventually mending to with cotton balls and neosporin.Â
âI didnât know you were my little brotherâs babysitter,â you mumbled with a small wince on your face as you dabbed ointment on the wound while he pulled the hem of his shirt up to his shoulder. Heâs never had an injury tended to before. It was nice.
âItâs fine, I get it, totally acceptable response to seeing a random dude in your house.â
He remembers the curl of your eyelashes while you stared down at his bare upper half, something he imprinted on his memory rather than the concern in your face as your fingertips traced the scars across his chest. He hoped they made you feel better about the one you just slashed into him, because after all, what was one more?Â
He knows he shouldnât have, but he kissed you that night. Two minutes before your mom came home, and right after you bid him goodnight with one more apology, he backed you up against the door of your bedroom, his hands on your hips pulling you towards him, and his lips pressed against yours. Something seamless, from candid conversation that was heading towards an end, to full fledged making out against white-painted wood, his teeth nipping at your lip and he wondered just how touch-starved those university boys were leaving you given the desperate way youâd clinged to his shirt for dear life as he deepened the kiss.
The moment only lasted one minute and fifty-seven seconds, and in the remaining three, your motherâs key pushed into the front door and he had to pull away. Always, on the dot, 10PM, she was home. It was how he knew he had two minutes left to make a move in the first place.
So much for no flirting.
6:57pm Gojo Satoru: Bahahah I accidentally forgot where yuujiâs epipen is 6:58pm Gojo Satoru: [sent a photo] 6:59pm Gojo Satoru: Turns out this can-o-soup was just covering it in the cabinet
7:01pm yuujiâs sis (no flirting): ??? why did you need to find his epipen
7:08pm Gojo Satoru: Oh he accidentally took a bite of my pad thai 7:09pm Gojo Satoru: I freaked cuz I thought it had peanuts in it but I remember I asked for it without any 7:09pm Gojo Satoru: shitâs crazy
7:10pm yuujiâs sis (no flirting): WHY THE FUCK DIDNT YOU TEXT ME????????
7:12pm Gojo Satoru: YOU SAID YOU DIDNT WANT ME TEXTING YOU UNLESS IT WAS AN EMERGENCY ?
7:13pm yuujiâs sis (no flirting): SATORU YOU THOGHT HE ATE SOMETHING W PEANUTS IN IT AND YOU FORGOT WHERE HIS EPIPEN WAS THATSS A FUCKIGN EMERGENCY
7:15pm Gojo Satoru: THE KID IS DOING FINE HES ALIVE JESUS LEAVE ME ALONE 7:16pm Gojo Satoru: [sent a photo] 7:16pm Gojo Satoru: See. heâs chill 7:17pm Gojo Satoru: with intact airways might I add 7:18pm Gojo Satoru: Also isnât he a little too old to still be watching baby sensory videos?
7:20pm yuujiâs sis (no flirting): yeah my mom thinks he has adhd :(
7:22pm Gojo Satoru: oh
He tried to keep his word though (although he doesnât recall ever giving it) out of the respect he had for your mom. She was a hard-working lady, single mom of two who went from working three jobs to now being a major administrator at a big law firm near the outskirts of town. It was an underdog story if heâd ever heard one, and he loved an underdog story.Â
But a little texting here and there wouldnât hurt, right? Or so he thought, until you told him to cut it out with the contact. Maybe you were just trying to be the good one in this situation. After all, hooking up with your little brotherâs babysitter? That sounds more like a bad porno than a sensible decision. Still, heâll eventually get your replies to his which shirt should Yuuji wear to the park? and look, the toothfairy gave him the butt of a joint and a couple thumbtacks for his front tooth. heâs ecstatic texts, although in a less timely manner than before when you werenât trying to preserve propriety. And when youâd occasionally visit every other weekend, heâd do his best to keep his hands in his pockets, and youâd fill up your nights with hangouts with your hometown friends to avoid spending too much time with him at the house. A silent agreement to not fuck each other, it was.Â
4:55pm yuujiâs sis (no flirting): send pic of yuuji pls i miss him :(
5:04pm Gojo Satoru: [sent a photo]
5:08pm yuujiâs sis (no flirting): IS THAT BLOOD?!?!?!?!
5:09pm Gojo Satoru: chillllllll itâs fake. Weâre working on his halloween costume
5:09pm yuujiâs sis (no flirting): WHY DOES IT HAVE BLOOD?!?!?!?!?!?
5:10pm Gojo Satoru: He wants to be a baby xenomorph and I'm his parasitic host. You know that iconic chestburster scene from the old school alien movies? yeah
5:12pm yuujiâs sis (no flirting): satoru please for the love of god just dress him up as a dinosaur or something
5:13pm Gojo Satoru: Iâm not the one that came up with the idea, okay? It was him
5:14pm yuujiâs sis (no flirting): because you let him watch adult swim with you before putting him to bed. youâve deranged his brain.
5:14pm Gojo Satoru: He needs it. Builds character.
Gojo was living a double life, and if someone asked him, heâd say it was less of a Clark Kent way and more of a Bruce Wayne way, although in reality, he knows itâs close to neither. Heâs no superhero with a concealed identity fighting crime, heâs a con artist thatâs tricked a hard-working woman into hiring him just because heâs trying to save up enough money to get the fuck out of this godforsaken town, given heâs not knocked dead before then for the crimeâs amusement.
But Yuuji looks up to him now. And Gojoâs grown attached to him too. He taught the kid how to tie his own shoes and piss inside the actual toilet like a real man. And that kidâs the only thing thatâs made him question any of this. Maybe thatâs what dads feel, suddenly held to all this impossible responsibility and the pressure to stop doing stupid shit so that youâll stick around to see your kids get older. The thought that there are eyes on you now, eyes that are innocent and hopeful and learning, and because they know nothing at all, you feel the responsibility to protect them from everything. For fucks sake, remind him to never become a dad.Â
âDo you like my sister?â Yuuji had asked him out of nowhere one afternoon after he just got home from preschool, stacking a blue cube over a yellow one at the dining table.
âUhh,â Gojo starts. He wondered if your mom had put a wire on the kid, so his answer was as diplomatic as he could manage. âYeah, sheâs cool. Youâve got a cool sister.â
âBut. But.â Yuuji stutters, trying to find his big boy words. He stretches up higher to reach the top of his stack of blocks, but he only has so much arm real estate at the age of five. âDo you like her like you wanna kiss her?â
Gojo grabs the block from the kidâs hand, for a moment questioning Yuujiâs decision to want to put a blue block over another blue block, but he figures aesthetics are the least of a kidâs concern, and so he places the block where Yuuji wanted it.Â
Why does the kid know what kissing is anyway? Do kids know that kind of stuff at that age? Isnât a kiss to a five-year-old just something their mom gives to them before they head off to preschool for the day? And not something that happens between adult men and women? Maybe he should stop watching that adult swim in front of him.
âNo. I donât want to kiss your sister,â he says, again, because he is suspicious of a wire. It was a lie and then some, because he wants to do a lot more than just kiss you.
Gojo lifts the RedBull he was nursing up to his lips and watches Yuuji in the corner of his eye as the kid stares at his growing stack of blocks with a concentrated expression on his face, his chubby fingers squeezing tightly into little round dimpled balls, like heâs putting together all his tiny brain cells together to form another coherent thought before turning to face Gojo on the chair.
âItâs ok. You can kiss her if you wanâed to. You can marry her too,â Yuuji says.
Gojo almost spits out his RedBull. He barely manages to swallow it, a broken cough immediately leaving his throat when some of the liquid goes down the wrong pipe and heâs smacking a fist against his chest to knock the sanity back into himself.
âWhere the fuââŚwhere the flip did that come from?â he asks, blinking back tears from the rasp in his throat.
Yuujiâs small shoulders sulk as he sits back on his heels. âI want a papa.â
Oh fuck that hurt. Jesus christ, there was nothing more sad than that. Yuuji has literally never known what itâs like to have a dad, since his had left before he was even born. Gojoâs not really close to his old man by any means, but he had still been a fatherly figure in some pivotal moments when he had needed it growing up. Kids need their dads. And heâs seen enough people lose their way without one to know that the value of them is really underestimated.
Heâs also kind of shocked that Yuuji really did think of you as his motherly figure. Maybe since it had always just been him and his dad, Gojo learned how to self sustain from a young age, and he and his dad became accustomed to just looking after their own interests to avoid the headache of tending to one another. My land is my land, and your land is yours, and there was the occasional Saturday night spent together with his dadâs millions of beer bottles emptied dry on the carpet in front of the 1992 box TV as the two shared a greasy pizza from the place down the street. That was the extent of family solidarity that he knew.
But he canât imagine being barely eighteen and having to take care of your little brother all by yourself because your mom was too busy trying to put food on the table and was too poor to hire a babysitter. Your mom tried so damn hard to keep you away from the single teenage mother life, but somehow ended up giving it to you by proxy in the end anyway. It was no wonder you wanted space now that Yuujiâs a little older and your mom can afford a babysitter. No matter how much you might love your sibling, being their effective guardian out of pure necessity had to have taken a toll.
Gojo clears his throat before he speaks. âBuddy. If I married your sister, weâd be brothers. I wouldnât be your dad.âÂ
Yuujiâs eyes light up at the word brother. âBrothers? Me and you?â
âYeah. Bros.â
The kid giggles, all bubbly with cheeks rounding fully and eyes sparkling. Gojo reaches out to ruffle at his hair before Yuuji gets down onto one stubby leg at a time from the chair then bolts towards the kitchen.
âJuice!!â he yells somewhere around the corner out of sight.
Gojo sighs, staring at all the toys he pulled out for Yuuji to play with, all left in a scattered mess across the table. He gets up out of his chair and heads towards the fridge. âYeah, yeah. Iâll get you your juice, you little demon.â
The conclusion he comes to, and it might read like an obvious one, is that kids donât really know the reality of life, hence why adults hide so much from them.Â
This is what he thinks of tonight when he wraps his worn out boxing tape around his hands and his wrist, tightening it with his teeth, and he can smell the sweat and grime from them. The back of the underground gym had an old dated locker room, and as Gojo stretches his neck side to side while sitting on the stiff metal bench, he eyes the peeling red paint of the locker in front of him, blurring vision making it look like spilt blood.Â
His phone pings with a text. He shuffles inside his duffle bag to look for it while his other hand scratches at his bare chest.
1:07am yuujiâs sis (no flirting): hhhhhhhhhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii 1:07am yuujiâs sis (no flirting): omgomgomg sor y iâmÂ
He blinks at the screen, confusion flashing across his face. He types one letter, but then he sees three dots and a speech text bubble in the bottom left, so he waits for you.
1:09am yuujiâs sis (no flirting): i drunk :(
The corner of his mouth ticks up slightly.Â
1:09am Gojo Satoru: Yeah I can tell
1:10am yuujiâs sis (no flirting): at a apartyyyy
His eyebrows raise slightly, the thought of you tipsy on some frat party couch flashing through his mind, yet of all things you could be doing at that frat party, youâre texting him? Must be a really boring party.
1:11am yuujiâs sis (no flirting): whyyy are you aawake?
1:12am Gojo Satoru: Couldnât sleep 1:12am Gojo Satoru: Donât you have a midterm in the morning?
1:14am yuujiâs sis (no flirting): wtf hwo do you knwo that
1:15am Gojo Satoru: Your mom keeps your schedule posted on the fridge
1:15am yuujiâs sister (no flirting): im so fucked;â;(((
He snorts. Heâs got a bit more life experience than you, five-ish years to be exact, more than enough time to master the no-hangover hangout, but just before he can offer you some advice, he sees another text from you.Â
1:16am yuujiâs sister (no flirting): can i tell u smethingÂ
His gaze flits up to the ceiling briefly, and he hears commotion outside the thick walls of the locker room. The previous fight was over, and fast. The guy mustâve been knocked out in under twenty seconds tops, which means that Gojo was next up against whatever superbeast just beat him up.Â
1:17am Gojo Satoru: Sure
He stands up, placing his phone down on the bench before he flexes the muscles in his arms a couple times to get the blood flowing into them. And thereâs the noise of another ping. Actually, four.
1:14am yuujiâs sis (no flirting): sonetimes 1:14am yuujiâs sis (no flirting): i thikn of 1:14am yuujiâs sis (no flirting): when u kisse me 1:14am yuujiâs sis (no flirting): *kissed me
His eyes widen slightly, irises dry to the ashy cigarette smoke from outside lingering in the air, and his heart rate picks up a bit. An adrenaline junkie with close to no fear in his veins due to the way his amygdalaâs been fried to a crisp from years of boxing, yet heâs got his breath hitched from the memory of your soft lips against his. It makes the blood rushing through the muscles of his arms rush somewhere down south instead.
Loud banging on the door of the locker room jolts him out of his trance, and heâs stiff around the edges once more.
âSatoru! Youâre up, man,â he hears Danny, the fight coordinator, yell at him from the other side of the heavy & poorly-installed steel door.
Gojo sighs, glancing down at the texts on his phone. To respond, or not to respond. Youâre off your face, clearly chatty from the alcohol, and he knows for certain youâll regret every life decision youâve ever made once you wake up in the morning and see the self sabotaging behaviors youâve engaged in tonight. He knows that responding to you might put you at ease rather than straight up ignoring you, but the feeling will pass, and he has a match to win with no more room left to stall.
He makes his way out the locker room, pushing past the crowded halls of people underneath dim flashing club lighting, some dudes angrily jerking to face him when he pushes past them with a stiff shoulder, only for their eyes to widen when they see just exactly who pushed them.Â
Thereâs strippers in the ring, doing some routine for pre-match, and Gojo narrows his eyes at the man he sees laying back over the rubber boundary rope, head tipped back up to the ceiling with a wicked grin on his face. So that was his opponent? Heâs never seen the guy before. Was he from a different district? Different district talent was tough, you had no background info on them, while theyâve been preparing to be here for weeks. Hence why boxers tend to do better when they visit a different district than they do in their own. There have been rules made to limit these types of fights, mostly over outrage that it was unfair to bid on them, but they were also usually more entertaining to watch. Gojoâs got a sick feeling to his stomach as the strippers clear the ring.
âHey,â Gojo calls out, grabbing Danny by the back of his collar and dragging him towards him and away from the girls stepping down onto the floor, âwhatâs in for this fight?â
Danny glances up at the ceiling. âTarpâs bettinâ tonight, so it canât be anything less than ten grand for you. Iâd say tops fifteen?â
Gojo narrows his eyes further, then glances off into the ring again. The man stands up, and Gojo gets a better look on his face. Heâs got short hair, neon green in color with a dark fade underneath and tattoos all over his face. But those eyes. They were freakishingly red, and it made him uneasy. He knows the type. The type of boxers that do this to genuinely hurt people for thrill. Make no mistake, Gojo understands heâs made himself out to be like that too, gaining some kind of rush out of this profession, but this type of fighter was different. The type to literally continue smashing a dudeâs face into the floor until theyâre a bloody mess even minutes after the winning call, and no referee to stop it because thatâs the kind of action the spectators wanted.
Danny reads his line of sight. âThatâs Gale. Newtonâs new boxing toy. Came outta nowhere about a month ago. Heâs undefeated so far in his district, and Newton specifically wanted to see you up against him tonight,â Danny tells Gojo, resting his elbow up on his bare shoulder. âChances are heâll compete with Tarp for final bid if you win this one. Iâm talking twenty-five grand in the next if you can knock him out in this.â
âUh-huh,â Gojo acknowledges, rolling his shoulder so Dannyâs elbow falls from it. Forget the money, he just wants to make it out of this alive.
He sets his foot up on the square, ducking through the dividing boundary straps and the tacky caution construction tape that the gym thinks creates an exciting ambience. He hears the static of the speakers as the announcers call out Gojoâs name, then this other guy, loud bass club music booming through Gojoâs chest as he tries to take a few deep breaths through the thick air of this low-ceiling arena.Â
The dim overhead lights flickered, casting shadows over the makeshift ring, and the crowd pressed tight around at every perimeter area, yelling and pushing, one even tosses a beer bottle on the square and it shatters, spreading glass all across, a few shards reaching Gojoâs feet and he looks down at them with a shudder. A fight immediately breaks out in the crowd over something related or possibly entirely unrelated, and heâd have no way of knowing as he swipes the shards away with his heel.
The influential men always sat up on higher seating, off towards the back in their own VIP section where they suck in the smoke of fat cigarettes and peer through 100% tinted sunglasses to assess the boxers theyâve bid thousands on. The light reflects off the golden grills of their teeth with every snarl at any passerby that gets too close, like a lion in its den. Thatâs what the sanction was called. Lionâs den.
Gojo sighed, eyeing the twisted grin of this Gale guy across from him. Was that his real name? Usually, foreign district guys get nicknames. Gojoâs always thought the nicknames were tacky, and heâs accumulated some of his own over the years, but to his ears, none of them ever really landed, although The White Fox admittedly was kinda nice. Reminded him of throwback shooting games.Â
He sucked a breath in through his teeth, holding his hands up in front of his chest in weak fists, storing energy in them in the form of pure anticipation alone, and then the bell rang.
His opponent lunged towards him immediately, fists flying in a barrage of reckless strikes, and Gojoâs eyes momentarily widened in the briefest moments of hesitation he had been allowed before ducking and dodging every one of this guy's shots, then jumping a step back to create distance.
Fuck. He was fast. Not just boxer fast, athlete fast. There was a difference. And it wasnât a good one to be up against.
Gojo picked up light on his feet. He couldnât win this one fast, that much was certain. One single careless or reckless move, and heâll get tackled. He knows that by the malicious look he sees on that guyâs face, grin wide like heâs some cannibalistic beast.Â
Stepping back towards the center, Gojo purposefully set himself up for Gale to swipe a vicious hook towards his head, before Gojo last minute ducked down, crouched to the floor, and swung his leg out to knock the guy off balance by his ankles, and he falls onto his back with a loud thud!
Thereâs a moment of momentary silence from the crowd, right before Gojo put the man in a torso-lock, twisting him in a way a human body should absolutely not be twisted, hearing the grunts of pain and the crack of spine even through the shouts of the crowd.
He can hear it. Kill him! Knock his fucking teeth out! Snap his neck like a goose, man! FIN-ISH HIM! FIN-ISH HIM! FIN-ISH HIM!
He feels like throwing up.Â
Gojo looks up at the referee, who wasnât really a referee, just there to run the clock when there was action and only barely stop it before near death. âThis is enough, right?â he asks.
The referee nods. â1-0, next round.â
Gojo lets go of his opponent, leaving him there to heave for a moment before he gets up onto his feet again. Just needs one more, and heâs a winner. Ten grand in his pocket, and he wonât have to come back here for a couple weeks.
Gale gets up, swiping at the spit that had trickled out the corner of his mouth down to his chin, and he had an enraged look on his face. The second the bell rang for the second round, he exploded forward towards Gojo with even more fervor than before, gritted expression with a thirst for violence fueling the storm of punches he was throwing towards Gojo but he tried to remain calm, light on his feet, swiftly duck and avoid before he can find another opportunity to clear a sharp, clean jab right to the ribsâ
sometimes, i think of when you kissed me
Gojo misses his strike, leaving his guard wide open, and Gale takes the opportunity to land a solid punch straight to his jaw, sending his mouth guard flying straight out of his mouth into the air, and knocking him backwards onto the ground with a thud and then he finds himself staring up at the rusting metal ceiling and a ringing in his ears that almost matches the roar of the crowd.
His head is in a haze, dizzy like where one second could feel like a millennia. He feels a soreness underneath his chin, a pain that radiates to his mouth, and he briefly swipes his tongue over his front teeth to make sure he still has all of them.Â
What the fuck was that? That intrusive thought. Thereâs no intrusive thoughts allowed in life or death situations, not when he was always just one smash to the head away from a permanent concussion. But, fuck, he canât help it. Canât help thinking of you. Even when his vision has gone blurry and he should really be weary about what happens next in this ring, his mindâs just thinking about you, at some frat party, tipping back shots of tequila and waiting for a text-back in response to your tipsy ones. Were you even waiting up on him? Have you already passed out on the couch, or were your friends dragging you back to your dorm? Or are you fucking some other dude right now? Has he got his hand up your top, squeezing at you, sleazily feeling you up before spilling beer all down your shirt, and are you kissing him back with the same enthusiasm, your phone now somewhere long slipped between the cushions of the couch and out of sight?
Even though itâs still sore, he tenses his jaw. Grinds his teeth, even. Tasting blood somewhere along the line of his gums, he realizes his lip is split. He licks at it, the flavor of copper more rich on his tongue, and he clenches his fists tightly. Whyâs he thinking of that right now? It just pisses him off, the thought of you with some other dude. Maybe thatâs what he needs to win this fight. Spite. Although heâs not sure why the guy across from him at the ring has to pay for it.
He lifts his head up off the ground, and while it felt like years he had been down, a glance at the timer tells him itâs only been a solid four seconds. A solid four seconds that his opponent had to fully charge a lunge towards him with the look of death in his face, raising his elbow up into the air in time with his leap, ready to come straight down, and Gojoâs eyes widen at the sight above him from where heâs still lying on the wood.
âShitââ he cusses, rolling his body over to the side so that the dude falls straight down onto the floor rather than elbow Gojo in the fucking ribs, and then he gets back up on his feet.Â
Stakes were high, he has to end this, he has to end this now, and he flexes the muscle in his right bicep, channeling everything he has into this one blow, and before Gale even really has a chance to turn around and face him again, Gojoâs already three-fourths set up a knockout undercut that he drives straight up the guyâs chin, with so much force it has him lifting up off the floor, a vertebrate stretch to his spine before heâs sent flying backwards and slammed against the tight rubber lining of the ring to where he was half hanging over it.
The room fell silent for a split second, then erupted in a roar as the referee fell to one knee beside Gale, checking him for any semblance of consciousness, and when he found none, he waves the match off.Â
Gojoâs eyes flit up towards the lionâs den, the only opinions that he really needed to care about were sitting in those mahogany chairs with glasses of scotch swirling around in their hands, and he sees some of them looking straight at Gojo before leaning towards one another and discretely talking about something he canât make out because he doesnât know how to read lips.
He feels someone tug at his arms from behind, pulling him to crouch down and he balances back on the balls of his feet. He glances down through the ring at the floor. Danny was leaning against the wooden surface of it. âDude. Go.â He jerks his head towards Gale, who still laid there sprawled across the now stretched out rubber perimeter bands. âGo fuck him up. Knock a few more teeth out, I donât know, get some more blood out of him.â
âWhat?â Gojo huffs, yanking his arm away from Dannyâs grip. âThe fuck are you saying?â
âI told you, man, Newtonâs here and heâs got his eye on you. Go give him a show,â Danny says, âdo it.â And when he sees clear frustration on Gojoâs face he sighs. âTwenty-five grand, consider that, will you?â
Gojo sneers at the man, an awful taste in his mouth as he spits blood towards Dannyâs feet. âGo fuck yourself on his cock if he wants a show that bad.â And then he ducks underneath the bands and hops back down onto the floor, pushing past people who were trying to grab at him and pull at him and lift him up and even throw him down until he made it through flashing hallways and back to the locker room.
He shuts the door behind him, sliding the bolt lock into the frame so no one can follow him inside, and then he leans his weight back against the chilling steel before tipping his head back until it hits the surface too.
He lets out of a few deep breaths, then stares down at the sting he finds over his knuckles. Red and blistering from the last punch he delivered, and heâs almost certain he broke a bone in his hand. Fuck. It was bleeding across the cuts, too. He had to figure out a way to get it all healed by tomorrow, as if that was humanly possible, just because he doesnât want Yuuji questioning him about it.
Yuuji. For fucks sake, when has he ever thought about the kid this much? When has he ever thought about much of anything when heâs out here or in the ring? Heâs a babysitter by day. Heâs a âpartâ of your family when the sun is up and normal functioning society is breathing their lives into the clean air. Thatâs it. Heâs no five-year-oldâs caretaker in front of all these primetime drug lords, and he certainly shouldnât be thinking of you when facing big, burly men heâs aiming to rough up, all within the dead hours of night. So then how come these thoughts are on his mind at all times, twenty-four-seven, around the clock?
He heads further into the locker room, glancing down at the bench where heâd left his phone, then picks it up, neck craned all the way down to glance at the screen as he holds his phone by his hip because he doesnât have any energy to pick it up any further towards his eyesight.Â
He sees your messages. You never sent any follow-up ones, just your horrendously typed out sonetimes, i thikn of when u kisse me *kissed me across the span of four texts, and Gojo runs a tired hand down his face.
He tips his head back to groan at the ceiling, guttural with no basis other than a release of all the pent up frustration of every sort, then he types in a couple messages to you,
3:23am Gojo Satoru: Thatâs nice 3:24am Gojo Satoru: I think about fucking you all the timeÂ
âand then tosses his phone into his duffel bag to call it a night.
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Youâre awoken to your alarm blaring heavily, and you whack your arm across your nightstand table beside your tiny twin-size bed to hit the snooze button, then rub your eye with a loose fist while smacking at the residual taste of alcohol you have on your tongue.Â
âMmâŚâ you mumble to yourself. And then the thirst hits you. The overwhelming, intense, unquenchable thirst that leaves your mouth feeling like the Sahara desert before you grab your twice-dented Hydroflask from the nightstand, twist the cap off and chug about twenty ounces of water in one breath.Â
You let out a deep exhale and fall back into bed, your hand resting on top of your water-filled tummy, and you stare up at the ceiling of your dorm.Â
Last night was horrible. You knew you shouldnât have gone to that frat party, especially given you have an exam inâyou checked the time on your phoneâabout an hour, and an hour was not enough time to recover from the raging hangover headache thatâs pounding through your head. But your roommates insisted you went, and so go you did. You never knew what to expect, always torn between shaving your pussy before you go or throwing on a stained pair of sweatpants to keep the guys away instead. Sometimes, it was a combination of both. But last night, you ended up drinking more than you usually do, and that always led to poor, poor, poor decisions, in which all the sense of pride you had in yourself was washed down with the puke that you hurled into the upstairs toilet.Â
You grab at your phone again, briefly seeing that your friends had sent you some photos from the night. You immediately swiped off to the side to dismiss the notifications, because as far as you were concerned, you never wanted to see those photos in your life.
And then, in the briefest of moments, you saw a familiar name in your notifications that made you heart skip a beat.
Gojo Satoru (yuujiâs babysitter)
With an immediate gasp, you pulled your phone to your chest and held it there, blinking up at the pale yellow ceiling, your heart picking up in rhythm.
Oh fuck.
That was right.
You drunk texted him last night.
You drunk texted your little brotherâs hot babysitter.
Fuck.
Mortified was an understatement, possibly because you donât even remember what you said, and so you donât even want to see what he replied with.
You groan, rubbing both your hands across your face then kick your sheets back with your feet like a child having a temper tantrum because you were so embarrassed you had even texted him at all last night. I mean, he was hot. A little older than you, really gorgeous eyes, tall, and, yeah, you gave him shit for the Instagram muscles thing, but thatâs only because you thought heâd find it cheeky that you were trying to humble him despite the fact that heâs more toned and ruggedly sculpted than any other man youâve ever met. You didnât want to have a flustered schoolgirl attitude because it would just seep through to his ego.
In any case, he was hot, there was no denying it, so can you really blame yourself? But still. There was collateral with this. You had to see him every other weekend. He knows your family, even your extended since they invited him to Thanksgiving dinner a couple weeks ago. A high-risque drunk text recipient if he ever was one (of course he has been, look at that face). Why couldnât you have just drunk texted ECON160 guy from last semester who Clit DJâd you underneath your desk at the back of the lecture hall instead?
The thing that made you nervous about Gojo Satoru was that he was just soâŚconfident? Like, in that I was raised to be this way confident and not that I fought inner demons my whole life to barely end up this way confident, yâknow? Never had to fake it âtil he made it, he just was. At least that was the kind of energy you got from him, and unfortunately for you, it was nerve wracking but enticing all at the same time.
You sigh. âStupid. Stupid. Stuuuuuupiiiiidddddddddddd. You. Are. So. Stuuuuuupiiiiddddddd,â you sigh, running your hands through your hair to grip at the strands.
You pull your phone away from your chest, and finally brave yourself to read the texts from your notifications screen, but not without blurring your vision a little to further stall. And then you finally refocus it to read them. The first one you see has you gaspingâ
3:24am Gojo Satoru (yuujiâs babysitter): I think about fucking you all the timeÂ
It has heat spreading across your cheeks, and you blink at your screen, then quickly swipe up to read the previous messages with rushed glides of your index finger on the screen to see that he had sent it to you in response to your barely coherent texts about how you still so often think about that time he randomly pressed you up against the door of your bedroom to kiss you that night you first met him.
I think about fucking you all the time
At 3 in the morning? He decided to send that text at 3 in the fucking morning? That was the devilâs hour. Whatâs he trying to tell you?Â
Oh come on, youâre not stupid. And you know he isnât either. The sexual tension was palpable, it was there since the day you two met and you almost stabbed him, and also everytime you were visiting the house, and his shoulder brushes against yours when heâs trying to get past you in the kitchen, or when youâve got Yuuji in your arms and the kid is clinging to Gojoâs sleeve because he wants him near him at all times. Thereâs even sexual tension over the phone, in those stupid texts he sends you all the time about meaningless child care stuff, and honestly, those little updates made your day.
But⌠you donât know much about him, and your mom would kill you if she ever found out you wanted him. And sheâd probably pulverize him if she found out he ever made a move on you. Cremated without leaving a trace behind would be an understatement. She thinks heâs no good and she thinks youâre too good. You know sheâs warned him before to not get close to you, as if she was pre-emptively expecting him to try to get in your pants like it was some canon force of the universe, hence why heâs probably so fucking awkward around you whenever sheâs there too. Like if he accidentally got caught staring at your ankles, your mom would light him on fire, so heâd rather not risk it by just avoiding looking at you at all.
Your mom has always been protective of you. Your father was a deadbeat, one she thought she loved, only to watch him leave. And she had to raise a baby all by herself. He re-entered your lives right before you graduated high school, knocked up your mom again with Yuuji, and guess what? Left again without a trace. To be doubly humiliated by a man is a fate you wouldnât wish on any woman, but thatâs exactly what your mom went through. It was a wake-up call for her, though. No more living paycheck to paycheck like you had been your whole lives up until Yuuji was born. The kid doesnât even know how lucky he is with everything he has right now. Your mom worked her way up the corporate ladder and made something of herself and now you guys were comfortable, so it was safe to say she had some sort of right to look after her daughter, of whom she simply doesnât want to follow in the same naive footsteps of her youth.
You get it. She wants to break the generational cycle. But it made being with men tough on all fronts, let alone dating. You could never bring a guy home because heâd never be enough, even if he cured cancer or could make you orgasm while doing a sixty-nine handstand. And while her overbearing paranoia over what you do or where you are or who youâre with has since dimmed slightly since you officially moved out to finish your last year of higher education at NYU, you can still feel her disappointment from a hundred miles away when youâre making out with some random frat guy on his beer-stained couch at eleven AM on a Tuesday.
But you got to college. Youâve already made it this far. Youâre on deanâs list. You graduated high school as salutatorian. Youâre the most highly decorated cello player in the state. You won Miss County pageant when you were sixteen for your philanthropic efforts towards feline leukemia. You did online community college for three years so you could stick back after high school and help your mom raise Yuuji, which meant that you had to forfeit your scholarship to Cornell. Youâve spent your whole life being good, you just wanna be bad for a little bit.
And if bad meant fucking the hot and mysterious babysitter, then so be it.Â
You pick your phone up, begin blasting what the hell by Avril Lavigne on your dorm room bluetooth speaker, then type a message to him that saysâ
10:34am you: do it then
âthen shove your phone under the sheets and belt out the lyrics aaaall my life iâve been good, but now, ahhhh iâm thinkinâ what the hell!!! while kicking your feet and clutching your pillow.
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Gojo has no clue what divine entity has overcast their gratuitous spirit over him on this blessed Monday afternoon, but heâll thank them for it later once his balls are empty.Â
Heâs got you on your back, sprawled across the couch in the living room, the first fuck being a rushed one that you offered him with before he has to go pick Yuuji up from circle time at preschool, which wasnât ideal, but heâs delirious at the sight of you underneath him right now. Your little NYU shirt, a tighter one this time, bunched up over your bare breasts, otherwise entirely naked other than the flimsy panties dangling at your ankle, and the view of the tip of his cock looking hot and heavy against the velvet of your cunt, slowly pushing in, feeling the warmth of your walls squeeze around him paired with the sweet moan that leaves your lips, makes him fall forward with a bracing hand dug into the cushion by the side of your head because the sensation feels so fucking good he can hardly keep himself upright.
âFuck, youâre so tight,â he grunts, pushing himself in further to try and bottom out but heâs still got a couple inches he needs you to take, and so you curl your hips upwards towards the cieling to make more room for him, practically putting yourself into a mating press and soon enough heâs balls deep, âyou on any birth control?â
âUh-huh,â you moan, eyes closed and head tipped back with one hand squeezing your own tit.
âI can cum inside then, yeah?â he asks you, pushing your knees to your chest, slowly drawing his hips back and you squirm underneath him.
âLetâs get there first, and then weâll discuss,â you breathe out.
âIâve been there for the past ten minutes, baby. I could cum at any second with the way you look and feel,â he informs you flatly, because it was just the truth and you had to know it, then he feels himself twitch inside, slowly working up to a languid rhythm, almost fearfully like your momâs going to pop out somewhere around the corner with a camera crew ready like one of those retro TV shows just to humiliate him on national television for not keeping it in his pants like sheâd told him to.Â
âHarder,â he hears you whisper, and he rolls his eyes shut to just focus on the feeling. The feeling of your nails grazing down the skin of his chest and his abs, tracing the scars heâs collected over the years, and he feels you tightening around him. He leans down to kiss you, fucking you properly now with the squeak of the couch springs echoing across the room, your hums of moans seeping through his lips until heâs fully taking them on with an open-mouthed kiss of sloppy tongue.Â
The fact that it was wrong felt right to him, and he realizes in this moment heâs lost all sense of control. He wasnât just an adrenaline junkie that liked to rough up dudes, he was an adrenaline junkie that wanted to fuck you against all better judgement or moral compass. The way your tits were bouncing, the slap of skin on skin, his balls slapping against your ass while you wrap your legs around him tighter, all convincing him that any consequence made it worth it.
âGood,â he groans the praise, pinning your hands above your head as he rams his hips against yours, your cute moans and squeals sounding like literal music to his ears and he feels heat spread all the way up his neck, âgoooood, keep squeezinâ me like that, fuck.â He slows down momentarily, just to take a moment and watch, really look and see the way his length disappears inside of your pretty self with every push forward, and then he works back up to a relentless pace that has you tipping your head back with a slack jaw and eyes closed tightly shut, sprained expression of pleasure spread across.
âOh, oh my god, Satoruââ you mewled and he felt dizzy from the sound of his name from your softly parted lips.
âFuck, Iâm gonnaââ His hand finds itâs way between your legs, calloused pads of his fingers brushing against your clit and you jolt underneath him, gasping as your hand shoots out to dig your nails into his bicep for purchase. âIâm gonna cum, better tell me where you want it.â
âIn me,â you moan, ânowhere else.â
He presses his mouth against your cheek in a lazy smile, âAtta girl,â he drawls before pushing your ankles down as far as theyâd go near your ears, folding you in half and then reigns all hell into your cunt. He should really care a bit more about your pleasure, but testing your flexibility like this with both his hands holding you down was doing sinful things to his brain, and besides, you had yourself covered with the messy circles you were rubbing over your clit. It was hot to see that too, your nimble pretty fingers so close to the place where he was pounding into you.Â
âOh shit, shit, shitââ he grunts when starts to see blistering white in his vision, balls straining with a pleasure that was almost painful. The moment he finishes feels like hot flashes in his brain, a heat like the cum he begins to paint inside your walls in time with your release, thrusting over and over and over, each one more staggered as he lets off a long, drawn out groan that comes from deep within his chest with the feeling of you milking him dry and the sound of you enjoying every second of it. He canât remember the last time he came this much or this hard and even after coming down from the high, he feels the remnant pulse of your orgasm around his now half-flaccid dick.
He leisurely pulls out, hearing you let out a soft whimper as he marvels at the sight of his cum slowly dripping out of you and down towards the couch, before he scoops it up with a couple fingers and pushes it back inside. You grip his wrist tightly, but you werenât stopping it, that motion of him plunging it all back into you.
âWant a taste?â he asks, casually.
âMhm,â you nod, face looking flush.
He pulls his fingers out of you, coated with sex, then plugs your pussy with the fingers of his other hand because he kinda likes the idea of you walking around all day with him inside of you, so he doesnât want it getting out. Heâs then pushing his other fingers past your lips, pleased to find heâs met with not even so much as a grazing of teeth, and he grins, âbet you take a dick in your mouth as good as you take it down here.â
Your furrow your brows at him, the pout of your lips seen in the way they were puckered to lick his fingers off clean, and when you release the suction with a smack of your tongue and his fingers were wet from your saliva now, his eyes narrow with desire. You push his face away with the heel of your palm to his forehead. âFlattery wonât make me suck your dick.â
âAlright. So? How is it?â he jerks his chin towards your face, pushing against your hand with his forehead until heâs hovering over you again, âtaste good?â
âItâs cum, Satoru.â
He shrugs. âBad?â
âNo,â you say, and you canât make eye contact, âgood.â You sigh. âHot. I donât know. Salty, sweet. Iâm the sweet. Youâre the salty. And this conversation is obscene.â
He kisses you, capturing your lips softly, tongue darting out to taste whatâs on yours. âI like it that way. Dirty. Nasty. Obscene, whatever.â
Thereâs the slam of a car door heard from the driveway, and the two of you instantly make eye contact with round eyes.
âSaââ you stutter, âSatoru.â
He gets up off the couch in a panic, and heads to the window of the living room fully butt-ass naked, then peers through the blinds to seeâ
Your mom was making it up towards the front door, rustling with her keys in her purse. And the last thing he sees before he turns around to face you is her pushing the keys through the lock.
âShit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit,â he cusses, finding his boxers off of the floor, hopping on one foot with his cum & slick coated dick flapping around and slapping against his thighs unceremoniously as he tries to get one leg in through them and then the other. Youâre trembling as you hook your panties back into place, pull your shirt back down your torso, and even in his extremely panicked state, heâs still sad he canât freely stare at your tits anymore. Youâre rummaging for your skirt in a haste, looking everywhere for it, and he finds it underneath the coffee table before tossing it to you and then he side-to-side hops towards the coat closet while he pulls his sweatpants up over his ass, in time for you to quickly run and shut the door of the closet closed just before the front door of the house swings open.
The inside of the coat closet is dark, barely enough space in there for a six-foot-four two-hundred-and-twenty pound man, but itâs better than being balls deep inside his bossâs daughter on the couch when said boss just came home from work.
He hears conversation on the other side of the door, albeit muffled, and he presses his ear to it to hear better while he tucks his dick into his boxers from where it was hanging over the waistline.
âMom! YouâŚyouâre home so early,â he hears you squeak out.
âYes,â your mom says, âThe rest of my meetings today are online, so I figured Iâd come home when thereâs less traffic.â
Gojo feels you lean against the coat closet door.
âI see, I see, how was your day at work?â you ask with a tremble in your voice.
âFine.â And then nothing. The silence could mean that was all she had to say, since your mom wasnât really a woman of many words, or it could be a silence that means sheâs suspicious about something. âDarling, why is your skirt flipped up and tucked into your panties? Your whole butt is showing.â
Through the wood of the door, he hears you softly gasp. âOh, um, I just went to pee. MustâveââŚmustâve got caught when I pulled it back up.âÂ
âI see,â your mother says, and Gojo can hear her dropping her heels down near the shoe rack at the entrance. âYou know, I really donât like those short skirts you wear often. Maybe itâs just your generation, but I think it looks tacky and cheap.â
âMom,â you say, in as stern of a voice as you can manage without sounding embarrassed.
Your mother sighs. âIn any case, where is Satoru? I still would like him to go pick up Yuuji. I donât have the patience to sit in preschool & daycare traffic right now.â
âOh gosh, I donât know,â you chirp, and then he hears you let out a small oh no before you lean even more weight against the door, this time somewhere lower, and he realizes youâre pressing your ass against it. His eyes narrow with a small frown, and then he realizesâ his cum must still be trickling down your thighs. You couldnât put your panties on fast enough.Â
Shit. Thatâs hot. A little fucked up, but hot. He feels his dick harden against the fabric of his boxers, and he rests his forehead against the door, fringe stuck to his forehead with sweat as he slips his hands down his sweatpants and then gives his cock a firm squeeze. The thought of you discretely swiping his cum up your inner thigh and smearing it against your thin panties so your mom doesnât catch sight of it dripping down your legs has him slowly working up to a rock-solid erection, and he almost lets out a broken grunt from the feeling.
âWhat?â your mother says, âwhat do you mean you donât know?â
âIâve just been watching TV this whole time,â you say, âlast time I saw himâŚhe wasâŚum, in the backyard pulling weeds?â
He lets out a small scoff through his nose at your cover-up. Cute. And not bad.Â
Your mother sighs loudly, and he glances down at the strained veins on his dick as he tugs it through his hand, the tip rearing and appearing flushed and dripping with precum. God, you were just on the other side of this door. Less than a few inches away, and heâd be inside of you.Â
âIâm going to take a shower. Go find him and tell him to pick up Yuuji soon. But before then, change into something less revealing,â your mother says in a more or less detached tone, and he can hear the stomps of her footsteps up the stairs from above him in the coat closet.
The two of you wait at least a solid minute, and just when the coast is clear, he hears you turn the knob of the coat closet and slowly crack it open.
âOkay, I think sheâs in the shower, I hear the water running,â you whisper at him, âyou can go nowââ You glance down towards his groin, your jaw dropping. âWhatââŚSatoru, why the fuck is your dick staring at me right now?!â you whisper-hiss at him.
He pulls you into the coat closet, pushing your front against the door to where it clicks shut, and you gasp when his hands pin your wrists crossed behind your back and his dick presses into the plush of your ass.
âYou talkinâ to your mom while your pussyâs stuffed full of my cum was the single hottest thing thatâs ever grazed my lizard brain,â he tells you, flipping your skirt up and hooking your panties to the side, his index finger briefly brushing against your entrance to find it still leaking from the way your walls were pulsating from his words. And then he aligns his tip to your entrance. âNow keep quiet while I do this, âkay?â
âOhââ you gasp, your cheek pressed against the door as you arch your back and push your ass out for him, âokayââ you say, barely vocalizing the first syllable before heâs already stuffing himself inside of you with one solid glide of a push, making you yelp loudly and he has to instantly cup a hand over your mouth.
âShhhhhh,â he hisses at you, immediately starting to pound you from behind, âtold you toâ fuuuck,â he catches sight of his length covered with a mix of your glassy arousal and his white cum, now starting to cream at the base of his cock, âjesus christââ he breathes out, squeezing the flesh of your ass harshly with his other hand and you let out another yelp, âI told you to fuckinâ keep quiet.â
âIâmâmff,â you muffle against his palm, âIâm trying but,â your hips move back in time with his, âfeels good, feels too good,â you mewl, and his hand desperately yanks up the fabric of your shirt so he can squeeze at your breast.
âYeah?â he grunts, hypocritical for telling you to keep it down when he was slamming his hips against your ass with so much fervor he wouldnât be surprised if the sound was reverberating across the entire house, âyou like it when I fuck you while your momâs all clueless just up the stairs?â His rhythm falters, feeling his release building, and his hand reaches in front of you to rub your clit, making you drop your head against the door with tightly closed eyes. âGetsâ youâwet, doesnât it?â he torments you, his lips near your ear as he slams his hips against you harshly with every enunciated syllable.Â
âMhm, mhm,â you easily agree, or maybe thatâs because itâs all you can really articulate, and he angles his hips up so his balls slap more fervently against your clit, making you scream into his palm while he picks up the pace of the circles he draws on your clit and in one, two, threeâ beats of his pounding heart, he feels you come undone around his cock, gushing wetness leaking out of you, he can feel the mess of fluids splattering on the skin of his thighs due to each of his heaving thrusts as he cusses out a fuuuuuuckkk before spilling his cum inside of you, a short-lived and thicker release this time that has you mewling from overstimulation, and in a few following thrusts, heâs given you everything he had to give.
His eyes open, he wasnât even aware he had shut them in the first place, and he glances down at where the two of you were joined. Rings of arousal coat the length of his half-pulled-out dick, and the second he retreats all of it, a bulging push of his cum seeps out of you, dripping and pooling all over the hardwood floors.
âHoly shit, I wish I could take a picture of this,â he says, taking a step away to commit the sight to memory, your legs trembling and still slightly spread, ass pushed out and when you wiggle it a little, he lets out a huff of an exhale because he just canât believe how sexy you are. Are all college girls like this? Heâs never been to college, his old manâs been trying to get him to go for years, but maybe this is what finally convinces him.
âNo pics,â you breathe out once you catch your breath, standing up straight slowly, âthatâs my one sex rule.â
He takes a step closer to you, flipping your skirt back over your ass while you shimmy your shirt down to cover your chest. âThatâs the only rule you have? Anything else goes?â he asks.
You spin around to face him, his eyes briefly flitting down to the still exposed skin of your midriff. âI have a feeling Iâd be making up more specific rules if it was with you.â
He smiles, his hands grabbing your hips before pressing you up against the door again. âI also had a rule. It was to not fuck you. Wait, no, to not flirt with you. Which, technically, I didnât do.â
You blink your eyes at him. âYouâre kidding, right?â
âWhat?â he asks, genuinely confused, âI didnât.â
âHuhââ you scoff, âhow do you think we got into this situation in the first place?? You didnât just say wanna fuck? You were insufferably flirty with me.â
âNahhh nah nah nah nah, baby, thatâs not flirting,â he tells you, thumb running circles over your hips, âthatâs, likeââŚI donât even fuckinâ know how it worked on you to be honest, I was just being stupid.â
âOh okay so Iâm stupid.â
âI never said you were stupid?â
âWell you said you were being stupid so me falling for it must mean Iâm stupid.â
âPshhh. Youâre cute. Pulling weeds, by the way? Adorable.â
Your hand slowly roams up the front of his shirt, the fabric bunching at your wrists until you uncovered up to his collar bone, and you stare at his skin. He tries to not let the way his heartâs beating faster show through the heave of his chest.Â
âWhy do you have all these scars, anyway?â you whisper to him.  Â
âToo many girls tryna stab me,â he tells you.
You roll your eyes. âSeriously.â Your thumb traces the one you had left on him.Â
âIââ He stops himself.
Does he tell you? Should he tell you? What, just because heâs seen you naked and you took his dick like a queen heâs supposed to open up to you about these things now? He doesnât know. Maybe he could? Maybe you already suspect what he does at night. And if not, at the very least, Iâm an underground boxer might make you think heâs hot? At the very worst, youâll report him to the cops and heâd get fired as your little brotherâs babysitter then thrown into jail, but not before the busted cartel gets him first.
âMaybe Iâll tell you some other time,â he says, his hand wrapping around your wrist and pulling it from his chest, âno hyper personal details until youâve had my dick in your mouth at least once or twice. Thatâs my one rule.â
You snort. âI couldâve guessed that rule from a mile away.â
He hums. And then thereâs the sound of steps creaking down the stairs above the two of you.
You both make eye contact, eyes widening, internally yelling at each other: how the fuck did we get into this situation twice?!
This time, Gojo opens the door and stumbles out of the closet, leaving you inside of it, just in time for your mom to come down the stairs.
âSatoru. I was looking for you,â she says as she rounds the post. âHave you picked up Yuuji? He has to go for his swimming lessons soon.â
âAh, nope, was just about to head out,â he says, letting out a cough to diffuse tension, âsorry, I wasââ he points his thumb over his shoulder to behind him, ââŚpulling out some gnarly weeds.â
She narrows her eyes at him. âI see. Well, thanks. If you want, I can add a gardening stipend to your paycheck. Let me know.â And heâs not sure how to respond because heâs not sure if sheâs joking.Â
He heads out the door, the keys to your momâs minivan in his palm as he throws them up into the air and catches them a couple times. And just before he gets inside the car, he turns on his heel to face the house and pulls his phone out of his pocket to type in a message for you.
3:22pm Gojo Satoru: Send over those me-specific sex rules soon
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[the end]
a/n. hope u enjoyed im shitting bricks posting this bc i haven't posted a oneshot smut since february but thanks so much for reading i appreciate u!! i got way too invested in the whole underground boxer thing đđ but the fact i managed to keep everything under 12k is an accomplishment to me bc if u read my other fics you know iâm a yapper LOL i have another kind of a similarly written smut oneshot n itâs a lil angsty (totally different au tho) iâll probs post that one next but yea i really like, hmm, i really like exploring entire characters within a short amount of time i enjoy writing the obscure lore drops xd itâs been kinda fun so far anywho much loveee hope to see u around! <3
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Can we get dilf!rafe and milf!reader? Max lets it slip to rafe that his buddies ogle and find milf!reader so hot when they saw her pick up Max and Winnie from school a few times? You can choose how it goes afterwards!! I love your writing of their fam saurrrrr much
awe thank you bb đ I'm so glad you like it đ¤đ¤đ¤ sorry this one got a little longâbut I hope you enjoy đđ This story is meant to be read either alone or with the rest of the au.



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c/w: teenage boys being gross, jealous rafe, swearing, ownership kink, possessive rafe, pet names, multiple orgasms, overstim., squirting, fingering, unprotected p in v, mirror sex, dirty talk, spanking, lots of cum, female oral (post-shared climax)
cameron kids= Max (18), Winnie (17), Rory + Poppy (4)
You lean into the counter, absentmindedly squeezing lemon after lemon into the glass pitcher. Cold juices run down your fingers, sticky as it slips into the creases of your palms and drips to your wrists. The whole kitchen smells like sugar and citrus, with that warm, buttery hint of cookies still cooling behind you.
The plateâs already half gone, devoured by teenage boys lounging in the common space: tall, tan, loud, sprawled across your furniture like they own the place.
âSugar, please?â You ask, gesturing toward Kelceâs son, perched in front of the one cabinet you need.
âYes, maâam,â he hums, flashing you a grin as he hops down to grab it.
His hand brushes yours as he passes it off. You smile, polite and sweet as ever, returning to stir the mix.
âFuck, she wants me,â he mutters to Maxâjust out of earshot.
Your son groans, tipping his head back against the cabinet. âFuck off, Tripp.â
âWhy else would she be in here squeezinâ her lemons?â Tripp groans, dragging the sentence out like itâs a double entendre.
âYouâre still goinâ, huh? Not scared?â
âMânot scared of shitââ
Before Max can answer, the door opens with a thud.
âHi, Mom!â Winnie calls, sandals slapping the marble as she breezes in. Her boyfriend Jacksonâs behind her, arms full, carrying the twins, still damp from the sprinkler, dressed like theyâre headed out.
âIs it cool if we take the twins out for ice cream?â Winnie asks. Her toneâs breezy, but she looks sharply toward one of Maxâs friends eyeing her up.
That same boy yelps when Max nails him in the arm. âMâgonna fuckinâ kill you,â he mutters, while the kid doubles down, clearly unbothered, shooting his shot at your daughter like itâs all just part of the game.
âOf course, sweetheart,â you say, crossing the counter for your purse.
âMrs. Cameron, reallyâIâve got it,â Jackson says, voice firm.
âThatâs very sweet. But not necessary⌠Thanks for taking them off my hands.â You kneel in front of the twins gently brushing back your daughterâs curls; cupping your sonâs cheek lovingly. âYou two be good for your sister and Jackson, okay?â
You lean in to kiss their cheeks, and without realizing it, your sundress shifts. The neckline dips, your breasts press softly together, the hem lifts just enough to tease. You linger, whispering something about sprinkles and chocolate.
Behind you, the room goes silent.
One boy swallows hard. Another just staresâslack-jawedâlike heâs forgotten how to breathe.
âMax⌠Dude. This is your life?â
âDidnât I tell you to shut the fuck up?â Max mutters, jaw clenched.
âIâd move in tomorrow,â Tripp grins. âBe your stepdad today.â
âBet she tastes like sugarââ
âI said shut up,â Max snaps, louder this time.
Just then, another boy walks in from the hallway, Trevor. He catches sight of you, still bent low in front of the twins, and freezes. Smiling like the goddamn Cheshire Cat, he lifts both hands like heâs gripping your hips and starts thrusting the air behind you in slow-motion silence.
The other boys lose itâcoughing, choking on laughter, trying and failing to keep it together.
You straighten up, sundress swaying back into place as you smooth it down with both hands, blissfully unaware.
âAll right, go have fun,â you sing out, waving them toward the door.
You turn back to the pitcher, lift it to the sink, and flip the tap without thinking.
Water churnsâlemon juice and sugar swirling, rising to the rimâas your gaze drifts out the kitchen window. And then you see him. RafeâŚ
His white t-shirtâs soaked through, hose in hand as he rinses down the G-Wagon. Sunlight turns the spray to glitter. Water drips down his arms, soaking the cotton clinging to every curve and cut of his chest and abs.
He turns, flipping his hat backward with one hand, jaw flexing as he wipes his brow.
Your thighs press together. Grip tightening on the pitcher just as the lemonade spills over, cold and sticky down your wrist. You fumble the tap, blinking fast, but your eyes donât leave him.
His shirt clings to his back, practically painted on, while his blue swim trunks ride low on his hips and high on his thighs.
One hand coils the hose, and the other grabs the wash bucket. His chest flexes with every move, muscles rolling under wet cotton like sin in motion.
âHave fun, boys,â you call out, pouring lemonade into a glass, still watching him.
The front door clicks shut as you step outside barefoot. The grass is crisp beneath your feet; sun shining hot on your shoulders.
Rafe looks up the second he hears you. His mouth curves into a slow, knowing smile. âOh shit, pretty,â he drawls, eyes dragging down your body. âThat for me?â
âMhmm,â you hum, offering him the glassâbut he doesnât take it. He steps closer, warm, wet arm curling around your waist, pulling you flush to him like he canât help it. His mouth finds yours instantlyâhot and slow. Your fingers hook behind his neck, greedy for more.
You giggle into the kiss, breathless. âHow much longer?â
Rafe pulls back just enough to smirk, water dripping down his temple âWhat? You want somethinâ, baby?â
á°.áŕŞââ´ 15 minutes earlierâŚ
The garage is quiet at firstâjust the clatter of golf clubs and the squeak of a sponge as Rafe scrubs the green off his chipping wedge. The radio hums softly from the corner, low and easy. But that peace doesnât last.
Beer bottles clink inside the fridge; ice rattles in the machine. And just around the corner from where Rafe sits, the boys start talking their shit like they donât have a care in the world.
âIâm done,â your son muttersâtone flat and fed up like heâs been saying all day.
âNot my fault your momâs hot as fuck, Maxi.â One of the boys fires back, voice deep and smug. âMâjust waitinâ for the day she gets stuck in the washer. Iâll pound her shit right thereââ
âFuck you,â Max hisses. Thereâs a sharp thud and a groan; Max hits his friend hard enough to give him a moment's peace from him, but it doesnât stop the rest of them.
âDid you see her in that swimsuit the other day? Playing with the twins? That bikini? Sheâs still got an ass on her. Those tits too?â Trevor chimes in, practically drooling. âI wanna play with her twins. Slide my dick right between âemââ
âIâll fuckinâ kill you,â Max growls.
âHey, you fucked my sister, Max. Both of âem. Think I get to tug one to your mom⌠every nightââ
âSheâs so hot, bro. Like stupid hot,â another pipes up. âYour dad doesnât deserve that. He canât keep up. Canât handle all that. His staminaâs gotta be shot.â
âShe made me cookies like it was foreplay,â one of them says, breathy and laughing. âYou think she ever looks at us and wondersâŚâ
âShe made cookies for my dad,â Max mutters.
âYeah. Thatâs what I saidââ
And then Rafe clears his throat, loud and measured. The sound slices through the room like a blade. So quiet you could hear the soft clink of a stolen beer cap hitting the concrete.
The boys scatter like mice out the side door and back into the house. Their smug laughter from moments before dies on their lips, replaced by frantic whispers of âdo you think he heardâ and the squeak of boat shoes skidding across the floor.
âCome here,â Rafe says, low and calm.
Max exhales hard, stuffing his hands in his front pockets. His shoulders drawn up to his ears as he drags himself across the garage floor.
âYou wanna explain what that was?â Rafe asks without looking at him, voice steady as he cleans his club.
Max shrugs, sullen. âI mean, you heard it.â
âYeah⌠I heard everythingââ
âEvery fuckinâ day,â Max mutters, rubbing the back of his neck. âAnytime weâre at the house. I try shutting it downâitâs impossible.â
âThey were talking about your mother,â Rafe says. âYou just gonna let that fly?â
âTheyâre fuckinâ idiots,â Max scoffs. âJust givinâ me shit. Theyâre not gonna do anything. And what am I supposed to do, huh? Beat the shit out of every guy who opens his mouth about mom?â
âNah,â Rafe says, smiling without humor. âTheyâll get the hint some way or another.â
âWell thatâs not horrifying,â Max mumbles, giving him a side-eyeâbecause he knows damn well Rafe might handle this himself.
âSheâs not just your mom, you know. Sheâs my wife,â Rafe says, nodding toward the garage door. âSo yeah. I know exactly how hot she is.â
âEw.â
âOh, fuck off,â Rafe grins. âI just had to listen to that perverted pissinâ contest over your mother. And Trevorâs sister? Really?â
ââŚSisters,â Max murmurs, not meeting Rafeâs eye.
He cringes, face twisting in the exact same way his sonâs had moments earlier. âArenât you dating Topâs daughter?â
âTheyâre Trevorâs sisters,â Max repeats. âDoesnât count.â
Rafe stares at him. âAnd whatâs the math on that? It doesnât count? You serious?â
Max shrugs, then deflects. âHeyâremember who the enemy is here, alright? He was talkinâ about Mom.â
That earns a dry laugh. Rafe crosses his arms, leaning back against the wall, still giving Max a look like this conversationâs not over.
âI like that excuse better,â he breathes. âYâall headinâ out?â
âMhmm,â Max hums, already inching toward the door like heâs trying to disappear. âJust gonna grab some snacks.â
âYacht Club?â
âMhmm,â he confirms, eyes on the exit.
âBe safe,â Rafe says, a little quieter now.
Max mumbles something back as he pushes into the house, and the door shuts behind him with a soft thud.
Rafe doesnât move. He just stands there for a second, staring at nothing, letting the quiet settle. He knows what he feels. Always has. He just doesnât always want to name it.
He used to love the attention. The looks. The envy. Part of him still does. When you were younger, his friends couldnât keep their eyes off you. Couldnât help the comments, the sideways glances. And he loved itâloved knowing that no matter how many mouths whispered your name, it was his bed you came home to.
You were his. All his. Always. But this? This was different. Hearing that kind of shit from teenagersâhis sonâs idiot friends, their mouths full of his food, beers stolen from his fridge, spending long, lazy days on his boatâno. It didnât feel flattering. It felt like a fucking insult.
The way they talked about you was like you were some option. Like if given half a chance, theyâd step right into his role. As if they could touch you. As if they could handle a woman like you. His wife. It pissed him off. And he knew it shouldnâtânot like this.
It wasnât new. It wasnât shocking. But today? It got under his skin in a different way. Raw and hot and fucking personal.
He let out a sharp breath, dragging a hand through his hair. This is what happens when your wife is you. People want you. They always have.
He laughs under his breathâhalf at himself, half at the absurdity of it allâand reaches for the sponge and bucket again. He wasnât gonna fight them. He didnât need to. There were better ways to remind them where they stood.
They wanted to act grown? Act like they could love you, care for you, fuck you like a man? Fine. Let them watch. Let them see what a real man does.
Rafe lets the door swing shut behind him and strolls across the drive, relaxed, deliberate. His gaze lifts straight to the window above the sinkâand there you are, stepping into frame like you were waiting for your cue.
Rafe squeezes the hose handle, blasting water against the side of the G-Wagon. He shifts a little closer, just enough to let the spray bounce back misting his skin, ricocheting off the glossy paint.
The sun is hot, but the water is cool against his skin. The soaked fabric clings to the muscles of his chest and abs. He tugs his shorts a little higher on his thighs, watching the droplets slide down his body.
Then he smiles againâcocky and quietâas he pulls the oldest trick in the book: flipping his cap from front to back like heâs not thinking about it at all.
Next, his shirt. He peels it off slowly and casually and tosses it aside, revealing his tan, chiseled frame. The gold chain with your initial catches the light.
âFive⌠four⌠threeâŚâ Bang. The door claps shut. He chuckles to himself, smug, reading you like a favorite book. He doesnât even have to look to know itâs you. But he does.
Rafe glances over his shoulder as he hears your bare feet brushing through the grass; sundress swaying in the summer breeze. And then he sees you, glass of lemonade in hand, eyes already locked on him like heâs the only thing youâve ever wanted.
âLook at you,â he mutters, watching you float closer. You took the bait. You always do. And he lives for it.
He spots movement through the glass, Maxâs friends still inside, lingering, pretending not to watch.
Rafe praises you as he always does, a breathy âmhmmâ buzzing past your lips is the only thing passing before heâs kissing you deep, hot, and possessiveâright there in the driveway, letting them see. Letting them know who you belong to. How good you fit in his arms. How easily he could take you wherever and whenever he wanted.
He pulls back just enough to breathe you in; Rafe brushing his lips across yours like he canât stop touching you. His big hand drifts lower, sliding over the slight curve of your back before grabbing a handful of assâfirm, slow, and so intentional it makes your breath catch.
Heat rushes to your cheeks. You laugh quietly, barely holding it in. His shirtâs been tossed somewhere behind him, skin warm and bare against yours, that heavy gold chain glinting faintly against his chest.
The teenage boys barrel out of the house, faster than usual. Lugging the cooler through the grass as they look anywhere but at you.
âWhere are you headed?â Rafe calls out, still holding your waist.
âTold youâyacht club,â Max grits, like a chore.
âYacht club, huh?â Rafe echoes. âSounds real productive. Why donât yâall finish cleaninâ the car before you go burninâ my gas?â
âDad, seriously?â Max groans, letting the cooler drop to the grass with a thud.
âYouâre about to torch another five hundred dollars of fuel,â Rafe says, grinning as he jams the sponge into one of the boysâ chests hard. âDonât even get me started on yesterday. Three-fifty in food, six bottles of cheap-ass liquorânone of which Iâd let past my lips or hers⌠Itâs the least you can do.â
âPretty sure that was all Winnieââ
âSpare me the bullshit,â Rafe drawls, his Southern accent soaked in judgment, cutting like his smirk.
âSince when are you washinâ cars anyway?â Max mutters, dunking a sponge into the soapy bucket. You try not to giggle but you canât help it. Rafeâs flair for the dramatics is so visible in Max itâs like looking in a mirror.
Rafe laughs as well, already turning back to you. He reaches up, wiping a drop of water from your cheek with his thumb, pressing a kiss to your lipsâgentler this time, like heâs taking back the moment before their arrival.
âNow what did you need, baby?â Rafe murmurs as the boys start scrubbing the truck. You glance up at him, feeling nothing but butterflies. Rafe bites his lip slightly, head tilted slightly, making your brain short-circuit. âName it, princess,â he mumbles, thumb tracing slow, possessive circles on the small of your back.
âYou.â
That one word has him grinning, dark and knowing. âYou want me, huh?â He mutters, voice dropping an octave. âAlright. Do somethinâ for me.â
âAnythingâŚâ
âGo on back inside. Head to the guest room. Get on the bed, just like this. Donât take a single thing off,â he adds. âI wanna take it off you. You think you can do that for me?â
âYeah⌠yeah, baby,â you murmur, lifting up just enough to press your mouth to his.
He leans in, lips lingering like heâs already counting down the seconds. âBeautiful,â he mutters, voice low, that crooked grin spreading as his hand lands on your ass with a lazy smack. âIâll be right behind youâ â
âLove you, Max! Have fun, boys. Be safe,â you call out, voice bright and sweet as you disappear toward the house.
The driveway shifts the second the door closes, all the sunshine snuffed out the second youâre gone. The boys go silent, scrubbing like their lives depend on it.
Rafeâs shadow stretches long across the driveway. He folds his arms over his broad chest as he surveys the group, his gaze unreadableâfar colder than anger.
âYacht club, huh?â He says, nodding toward the cooler. âGonna load up the boat? Burn my gas, drink my liquor, make some memories? I hope yâall have fun,â Rafe adds, and if they didnât know any better, they might think he means it.
âThanks, Mr. Camerââ
âMaybe youâll even get lucky,â Rafe cuts in, clean and easy. âPick up a few country club girls: pearls, spray tans; the kind who wonât notice your hands shakinâ while you fumble with their bras.â
A nervous chuckle slips out, quickly catching Rafeâs glare, his lips curling into a fake smile.
âYouâve seen my wife, yeah?â He asks casually. âBeautiful. Fuckinâ stunning actually. Prettiest thing Iâve ever laid eyes on.â
He looks back at the house giving the boys a moment to breathe before shifting his sights to them again.
âIâve been working since I was eighteen. Built this house. That boat. Everything you boys use like itâs yours.â He leans in slightly, voice tightening. âAnd even after all thatâI donât deserve her.â
That hits. You can see it landâall of them blinking like theyâve just been slapped across the face.
âSo what makes you think you do?â
âWe were just joking, Mr. Cameron. I swearââ
âThatâs my wife,â Rafe snaps. The words hit like thunder in their chests. âMine. Always has been. Always will be. And I donât give a shit if you go home and jerk off thinkinâ about herâhell, that fantasyâs older than any of you.â
His smile returns, slow and razor-sharp. âBut if you say another wordâif you breathe another comment about something youâll never fuckinâ touchâŚâ
He steps forward, and they shrink; stepping toward Max is self-preservation. His eyes zero in on Trevor. The kid nods before Rafe says another word, like heâs praying itâs enough to stay alive. âIâll make sure the only thing youâre sliding into is a fuckinâ ditch. We clear?â
âYes, sir,â Trevor stammers.
Rafe claps a hand on his back hard. The slap echoed through the grounds, making the boy stumble forward with a wheezing gasp.
Then, just like that, Rafe turns and walks away. Calm and steady, like it didnât happen. He passes Max on the way back to the house, resting a heavy hand on his shoulder.
âLove you, kid.â
âL-Love you too,â Max mutters, the lot of them holding their breath until heâs gone for good.
á°.áŕŞââ´
You shift on the bed the second he walks in, soft and shy, biting your lip as your eyes meet his. His gaze darkens instantly, heat rolling off him like a wave.
âI know I changedâŚâ You murmur, voice gentle as a pout tugs at your lips.
The robeâs already falling off your shoulders. Just hanging there. Lace underneathâbarely visible, but thatâs the point. One leg crossed, stockings tight on your thighs, garters showing just enough to make him stop breathing.
Rafeâs tongue drags slowly across his bottom lip as his eyes roam over you like heâs seeing you for the first time all over again.
Heâs already hard, straining against the front of his swim trunks, jaw tight as his fists curl at his sidesâlike itâs taking everything in him not to rip that robe off you.
âBaby⌠Donât apologize. Not when you look that fuckinâ good for me.â
Rafe steps closer, making your thighs part without thinking, giving him room, inviting him in. His hands slide up your legsârough palms dragging higherâhis thumbs hooking under the garter straps, snapping them against your skin.
âYou bought this for me, didnât you? Knew Iâd lose my mind over this. Fuck, you know me too wellâŚâ
Your pussy clenches at the raw need in his tone. You toy with the satin belt at your waist, slowly teasingly letting the knot fall loose. The robe slips open completely as you lean back, arching your back, tits round in the pretty lingerie.
âFuck... You donât even realize what you do to me. The way you picked this out thinkinâ of me? Wantinâ me to see you like this?â
He kisses you, soft and slow, then starts to trail lowerâhis mouth brushing along your jaw, every touch unhurried, deliberate. His hand glides up your thigh and grips tight, spreading you open. His eyes are sharp, blue, and hungryâfixed on yours.
âRafeâŚâ You whine, already feeling your thoughts blur.
âIâm gonna fuckinâ ruin you for them,â he groans, hardly holding himself together. âMake sure they never look at you the same. Make sure they know itâs me in your head when you close your eyes. You know what theyâll never have?â He whispers, breath fanning across your lips.
âThis. This soft little mouth. These legs wrapped around them. This sweet pussy drippinâ for them.â His voice drops even lower. âAll mine.â
You blink up at him, a little crease forming between your brows like youâre trying to figure him out
He lets out this low breath, almost a laugh, but not really. âFuck, youâre perfect⌠You donât even see anyone else, do you?â
âWho, baby?â You whisper.
He scoffs, low and humorless as he tugs down his trunks, tossing them to the floor. âYou shouldâve heard what they were sayinâ about you.â
âRafeâŚâ You blink. âIs everything okay?â
Your words tip up into a gasp as he pushes you back suddenly, one knee sinking into the bed, his body climbing over yours. âThose boys,â he mumbles. âThey want you.â
âMaxâs friends?â You gasp as your face twists in disgust; eyes flicking toward the door.
Rafe grabs your cheeks, forcing your focus back to him. His fingers slip under the lace and he groansâlow and gutturalâwhen he feels how wet you are.
âAlready soaked,â he mutters, almost to himself. âYouâve been sittinâ here all sweet and innocent, like nothinâs goinâ onâwhen your pussyâs this fuckinâ desperate for me. Say you're mine⌠Who do you belong to?â
You whimper, breath hitching as he slips your panties to the side and drags two fingers through your slick slowly, savoring every second.
âSay it,â he demands, his forehead pressing to yours; hand working you open.
âYou,â you whisper. âI belong to youââ
âThatâs right⌠Mine to spoil. Mine to love. Mine to fuck.â
You go to touch him, but he grabs your wrists before you get the chance. Forces them up over your head, holding you there. His body presses into yours and when his hand slides down your thigh, it pulls a shiver straight out of you. âUh-uh, angel. Not yet.â
His fingers curl just right, pressing into that spot that makes your hips jolt off the sheets. He keeps it slow, steadyâwatching your face with quiet adoration. Heâs memorized every flutter of your lashes, every soft gasp that slips from your swollen lips. He knows what it takes⌠what you crave. And he knows youâre close.
âYouâre gonna come for me, pretty,â he murmurs. âJust like thisââ
You nod rapidly, falling apart not a moment later. âFuck, Rafe,â you cry out, trembling as your pussy clenches around his fingers.
But he doesnât stop. He keeps working you through it, fucking you with his fingers until youâre gasping into his mouth, thighs twitching, hips jerking away from the overstimulation. You reach for his wrist, gripping tight, trying to slow him downâbut he groans against your lips, loving how little it takes for him to unravel you.
He catches the lace of your panties and rips them clean off, the tear sharp and sudden. The sound snaps through the room, and your legs twitch from the jolt.
Rafe pulls you off the bed, guiding you right where he wants you, not wasting a moment. âHands on the glass,â he says, voice rough as he unhooks your bra with one practiced flick. His other hand clamps around your waist, steadying you.
You press your palms to the glass, cool beneath you. Your reflection stares back: hair a mess, lips wet, chest rising fastâtits bare as you beg for more, fighting to keep your eyes open already as they flutter shut.
âEyes on me,â Rafe whispers roughly, his chest pressed to your back now; hips flush against your ass.
He pushes into you slowly, giving you every delicious inch, your greedy pussy pulling him in. âShit, baby⌠Youâre tight.â Rafe grinds in deeper, hand splayed across your stomach as he holds you there, impaled on his thick cock. âThis,â he pants, dragging back and slamming in again. âThis is my pussy. My house. My fuckinâ wife.â
Rafe sets a brutal rhythm, hips snapping against your ass with each thrust. The sound of skin slapping skin fills the room, lewd and filthy. He spanks your ass, hard enough to make you jolt forward into the glass.
âLet âem hear it,â he growls. âLet those little bastards outside hear what I do to you.â
Your body trembles with every ruthless thrust; the mirror rattles under your grip, the sharp slaps of skin echoing round the room.
âGonna cum for me, baby?â Rafe grits out, voice rough and hoarse.
âIâm gonna cum,â you gasp, voice breaking as the knot in your belly coils tight, ready to snap.
âYeah?â He growls, dragging you closer, rough hands holding you right where he wants you. âThen fuckinâ give it to me.â
One arm binds around your waist while the other slips down, fingers working your clit in rough, relentless circles that make your legs shake. âShow me what I do to you.â
Your mouth drops open in a silent scream as your body jerksâcunt clamping down around him. You peel your eyes open, desperate to see him. And there he is in the mirror behind you: jaw tight, lip caught between his teeth as his hips slam into you again and again.
âGood girl,â he snarls, not letting up for a second. âYou ainât done yet.â
Rafe yanks you upright, chest to back, one big hand wrapping gently around your throat, thumb stroking just under your jaw as he fucks you deep and hardâso deep itâs almost too much.
You break with a choked sob, another orgasm tearing through you so hard your vision blurs. You go limp in his arms, legs shaking, body spent. He doesnât let go. Just grunts out a rough âFuck, baby,â right against your neck as his hips pump forward. One last thrust and heâs coming, cock throbbing inside you, breath hot on your skin.
You feel every pulse of it, thick and messy, spilling deep as he holds you there, buried and shaking, not ready to move.
Rafe nuzzles into your cheek, soft kisses dusting your jaw as your breath comes out in shattered little gasps. He listens to every sound. âYou still with me, baby?â He murmurs, peeking over your shoulder with a teasing smirk.
âBarely,â you whisper, still catching your breath as you slump into his chest.
He lets out a soft laugh, mouth skimming the edge of your lips. âThat smile,â he mutters, voice thick. âPrettiest fuckinâ thing Iâve ever seen.â
You let your eyes fall shut, head resting against him.
He slips out of you slow, gentle to the last second, then gathers you up without a word. Carries you back to the bed like you weigh nothing, sets you down easy, and smooths your hair from your face with the back of his hand. Just stands there for a beat, staring like he canât believe youâre real.
âRafeâŚâ you breathe, voice soft and pathetic, so sweet it nearly breaks him. He smiles, crawling between your thighs. âYou gonna tell me you canât take another?â He whispers, hands sliding under your knees, pushing your thighs open wide. âYes, you can⌠You always do.â
Rafe kisses the inside of one thigh, then the other, mouth warm against your sex. His stubble drags across your skin, rough enough to make your lip tremble.
Your hands shoot to his hair the second he dives between your thighs. His tongue works you over, lips locking around your clit as he sucks hard. You cry out, fingers gripping his hair, and he groans into you, the sound vibrating so deep it makes your legs shake.
Rafeâs fingers slide inside without warning, drilling his cum back into you until your back bows and your eyes blur with tears.
You sob, thighs quivering as your heels dig into the mattress, your body barely able to take it anymore; your brain not able to think of a single coherent thought.
âGive it to me. Let âem know who owns this fuckinâ bed, aight. You and me⌠You. And. Me.â A scream rips from your throat, so cock-drunk you cum without warning, soaking his hand, his face, the sheets beneath you, everything drenched in the proof of your pleasure.
âGood fuckinâ girl,â Rafe sighs in relief, licking and kissing through the mess, savoring every drop. He slaps your pussy once, firm and wet, just to hear the sound of it. âAtta baby. Thatâs what I fuckinâ needed⌠So damn good to me.â
He drags his mouth up your body. Every touch lingers, every breath shared. He settles over you, wrapping you up in him.
You reach for his face, thumb stroking along his slick jaw. He leans into your touch, his mouth just a breath from yours.
âI love you,â you murmur, voice barely there.
Rafeâs leans in, resting his forehead against yours. A quiet smile breaks across his face.
âI love you more, sweetheart,â he says, low and steady. âAlways have. Always will.â
á°.áŕŞââ´ the next morning
âI warned you,â Max mutters.
Tripp doesnât replyâjust stares into the void like something sacred was taken from him last night. Trevorâs slumped next to him, hoodie up, eyes hollow, chewing his thumbnail.
âWarned us?â Tripp breathes, voice shot. âAbout the wet bed? The screaming? The headboard hitting the wall like a metronome set to âdestroy pussyâ all night long?â
Knock. Knock. Knock. Bauer adds, thumping his fist against the kitchen table. âAll damn night.â
Max shrugs, calm as ever. âI told you not to talk about my mom.â
ââŚShe was crying about it,â Bauer mutters. âCrying about dickââ
âEnough,â Max snaps.
Tripp rubs both hands over his face. âIâve got PTSD. Did you sleep?â
âYou think I slept?â Trevor huffs.
âYou couldâve knocked,â Max says casually, sipping his orange juice.
All heads turn to him fast. âKnocked?â They spat in unison.
Max shrugs again, scrolling aimlessly on his phone. âCouldâve asked to crash in my room. I slept great.â
You walk in like itâs any other morningâlight on your feet, humming under your breath, dressed in a tiny pajama set that has no business existing in a house full of teenage boys. Your tankâs stretched snug across your chest, love bites just barely visible where your robe slips open at the collar.
You pull the cinnamon rolls out, set them on the counter, steam rising fast. Without thinking, you grab the icing, swipe some with your finger, and lick it clean. You smile, small and sleepy, still feeling kind of floaty from the night before.
And for the first time in god knows how long they sat there in silence.
âFuck. Fuck. Fuck,â Tripp whispers as heavy footsteps echo down the hall.
And thenâRafe.
No shirt, just his signature gold chain catching the light as it rested against his chest. His skin was tanned, muscles cut sharp, and those sweats hung low on his hips like heâd just rolled out of bedâor hadnât bothered to pull them up all the way.
âMorninâ, baby,â He murmurs, already reaching for your waist.
âGood morning,â you hum, letting him pull you into himâcinnamon roll tray still in your handsâas he kisses your skin; fingers curling around the handle of the fresh cup of coffee you poured him, steam rolling over the rim of the handmade Daddy mug from a Fatherâs Day past.
âFor me?â He asks softly, like the entire house isnât holding its breath.
You giggle, warm and syrupy. âMade your favorite.â
âAlready had my favorite last night.â Itâs a whisper meant just for you, but every boy hears it.
Rafe grabs a roll, swipes his thumb through the icing, and licks it clean like heâs still tasting you. He sips his coffee slowly, his focus unwavering.
âBreakfast on the porch, baby?â
âYeah,â you smile like he asked you on a date.
Then finally, with one last glance at his house, his wife, and the group of broken boys who will never forget last night, he mumbles, smug as everâŚ
âYaâll have a great day. â
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to go along with the final chapter of my merlin rewrite âthe once and future kingsâ - here is an artwork i did to accompany it
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and read my authors note for the final chapter below the cut đ
This fic has truly changed my life, I cannot even put into words how incredible of an experience this has been to write and to share with all of you. When I started 'The Once and Future Kings' almost four years ago so much was different. Writing this has genuinely been such a life changing thing - it has pushed me to pursue my dream of being an author again, introduced me to a whole new interest in life (arthurian legend) and challenged me to see what I can achieve if I really dedicate myself. I don't know where I'd be without it, and even knowing how much time, sweat and energy it would take to get here, I do think I would do it all again if given the chance.
A massive thank you to Rachel, my editor, without her, OAFK truly wouldn't have been possible. And also a huge thank you to every friend, and loved one who has listened to my endless rants and rambles about this fic.
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Return To You
âĄď¸ synopsis: You rely on Sylus to keep you warm on a winter getaway.
âĄď¸pairing: Sylus x fem!reader

âĄď¸ tags: fluff, oral (female receiving), love making (for a change)
âĄď¸ word count: 6.1k
âĄď¸ a/n: some cute holiday fluff for @hesperisms đâ¨
âĄď¸ Not beta read, but I'm still giving a shoutout to my dearest friend and my beta reader âĄď¸@its-deâĄď¸.
divider by @anitalenia

The town square looks like a winter wonderland straight out of a postcard. Fairy lights shimmer like little stars from every tree, their warm glow reflected on the thin snowy blanket and salt-covered cobblestones. The air carries the sweet scent of roasted chestnuts, caramel apples, and spiced mulled wine â the aromas making your mouth water with every step as you lead, or better yet, drag Sylus towards the ice rink. Youâd been eyeing the rink all night, and now, with only a handful of skaters, itâs the perfect time to venture out.
You turn to Sylus who is dressed impeccably, as always, his coat tailored perfectly to his broad shoulders. You canât help but smile at his rosy cheeks and nose, the color from the winter air making him look less intimidating. Though, he still stands out in this festive setting.
"Youâve been indulging me all day," you say, leaning closer to him, pulling his focus back to you. "I think itâs time to try something fun together."
He raises an eyebrow, his lips quirking in a small, amused smirk. "And your idea of fun is strapping blades to our feet and risking broken bones?"
You laugh. "Câmon, itâs almost empty!" You nod towards the skate rental stand. âLetâs go and get our skates!â
"Our?" he repeats. "Iâm more than happy to watch you make a spectacle of yourself while I stay safely on solid ground."
You pout, crossing your arms over your winter coat. "Thatâs not fair. Iâm not good at this, and I need someone strong to keep me upright."
Sylus doesnât say anything for a moment, his gaze shifting back to the ice rink, then to you, his brow furrowing slightly.
"Donât tell me youâve never ice-skated before," you tease, a grin tugging at your lips.
"I didnât say that," he replies smoothly. "Iâm simply saying I prefer to observe."
"Thatâs just a fancy way of saying youâre bad at it," you counter and playfully nudge his side with your elbow. "Please, Sylus? Itâll be fun. I promise not to let go of your hand."
His mouth opens as if to argue, but your wide-eyed, pleading look stops him. He exhales slowly, a puff of mist curling in the air between you, and shakes his head with the faintest hint of a smile on his lips.
"Fine," he mutters. "But if I fall, youâre to blame."
You beam at him, grabbing his arm and pulling him toward the skate rental stand. "Deal! But Iâm warning you nowâIâm terrible at this, so we might both fall."
As the cheerful attendant hands over your skates, you glance up at Sylus.
"Thank you," you whisper, squeezing his hand.
"Donât thank me yet," he replies, as he looks at the skates. "Letâs see if we survive this first."
As you step onto the rink, Sylusâ grip on your hand tightens, the grip of his gloved hand firm and his presence reassuring against the slippery unpredictability of the ice. He steps further, leading you slowly with him. His fitness and natural grace give him an edge, but you can tell by the slight furrow in his brow that heâs carefully adjusting to the sensation of skating.
"You need to keep your knees slightly bent," Sylus instructs as he glances down at you wobbling by his side.
You giggle nervously, your free hand flailing slightly for balance. "Easier said than done! This is harder than I remember."
He watches you with a mixture of amusement and focus as you take a cautious step forward. "Relax. Lean forward slightlyâ I know you can do it."
Following his instructions, you do as youâre told, feeling a little more stable as you start to glide, although slowly. Sylus moves alongside you, his strides smooth and confident now, his hand never letting go of yours.
"Youâre a natural," you tease, grinning up at him.
"Hardly," he replies with a small smirk. "But at least one of us needs to stay upright."
The sound of your laughter fills the crisp air as you grow bolder, gliding a little faster, though your feet still wobble occasionally. Sylus keeps up with you effortlessly, his focus shifting between your movements and the icy terrain ahead. At one point, as you make a sharper turn, your skate catches slightly, making you stumble. Before you can hit the ice, Sylusâ arm wraps securely around your waist, pulling you close.
"Careful, kitten." he murmurs, as he steadies you.
You laugh, your cheeks flushed from the cold and him. "Thank you. Youâre like my personal safety net."
Sylusâ lips twitch in a faint smile, but he says nothing, his hand lingering on your waist for a moment longer before he releases you. Feeling emboldened after a few minutes of smooth gliding, you try to add a little twist, lifting your arms and attempting a small spin. The move immediately throws you off balance, and before you can topple over, Sylus catches you again, his grip firm but careful.
"No spins," he says firmly, leaving no room for negotiation.
"Butâ"
"Youâre going to hurt yourself," he interrupts. Even though he is serious, you can see that heâs amused by your confidence in your skills.
You pout playfully. "Fine. But only if you promise weâll come back for more ice-skating dates until I can spin."
Sylus sighs, the mist leaving his lips with the faint smile. "Fine. Weâll come back. But only if you promise not to try anything reckless again."
"Deal," you say brightly, grabbing his hand again as you continue gliding across the ice.
Though Sylus was reluctant at first, he finds that skating isnât so bad as he watches you enjoy yourself. The cold air bites at your cheeks, your laughter echoing in the winter night, and for a brief moment, it feels like itâs just the two of you on the shimmering ice.
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After leaving the ice rink, a little flushed and breathless, Sylus leads you through the bustling rows of stalls. He buys you your favorite candy, while he picks out some odd, colorful confections for himselfâstrange mix of flavors that you wouldnât have dared to try, but he seems intrigued.
As you stroll further, your eyes catch on a vibrant display of oversized plushies at a game stall. A particularly cute dragon plushie catches your attention, its soft fabric shimmering slightly under the lights. You figure that this is a good time to regain some dignity you lost on the ice. You step up to the booth, pay the attendant, and pick up the air rifle. The attendantâs jaw practically drops as you shoot all the targets effortlessly, and Sylusâ admiration shines evident as he watches you from the side.
âIs there any space left in your apartment for more toys?â he remarks as you hug the plushie to your chest.
You shrug with a self-satisfied smile. âIf not, Iâll just bring some to you.â
He chuckles, slipping his hand into yours as you continue walking through the festive town, the dragon plushie tucked snugly under your arm.
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Back at the cozy lodge, you push the door open, greeted by the warmth and the comforting scent of cedar and cinnamon. Sylus steps in behind you, his arms carrying bags of candies, trinkets, and wrapped gifts youâd picked out for your friends back home. You set your dragon plushie on the couch, fluffing its wings a little before turning to help him organize everything. Â He puts down a bottle of on the kitchen counter and you find the small bundle of herbs youâd picked out. After setting everything down, you feel the weight of the day in your limbs. Your arms and thighs ache from all the skating and carrying bags, but itâs almost a satisfying buzz in your muscles.
Sylus turns to you, tilting his head slightly. âYouâre slowing down,â he says.
âIâm not slowing down,â you protest, but a yawn betrays you. âOkay, maybe a little.â
âCome on,â he says, motioning toward the hallway. âLetâs clean up. The bathtubâs big enough to fit both of us.â
You glance at him, but heâs already on his way to the bathroom, so you follow behind, almost giddy at the thought of a relaxing bath.
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He adjusts the temperature in the shower while you start to light candles around the room. Steam begins to fill the air, carrying the faint scent of the bath salts you placed by the tub. Stripping down, you step into the shower together. The warm spray cascades over your skin, washing away the remnants of the dayâs adventures.
Once clean, you both step out and towel off. Sylus moves to the bathtub, sprinkling the bath salts into the hot water, the scent rising as he swirls the water with his hand, testing the temperature.
âPerfect,â he murmurs and takes your hand in his, helping you step into the tub first.
A relieved sigh leaves your lips as the hot water envelops you, the salts already working their magic on your tired muscles. Sylus follows, settling in across from you his broad shoulders just visible above the waterâs shimmering surface. His silver hair clings to his forehead in damp strands, and his gaze is softened by the dim light as he takes in the sight of you.
You let out a long sigh, your eyes fluttering closed as you lean your head back against the bath pillow. âWell,â you mumble, âgoodnight.â
A low, amused chuckle rumbles from his chest. Without a word, his leg nudges yours under the water, his foot brushing lightly against your calf, making your eyes flick open and look at him in mock annoyance.
âYou canât fall asleep here,â he says with a grin tugging at his lips.
You grin back, letting your toes nudge his shin in retaliation. âI wouldnât. Thereâs hardly any room for my legs anyway, with yours taking up all the space.â
Sylus shifts slightly, the movement causing ripples across the waterâs surface, as he lifts a hand and gestures toward you.
"Come here." he says, his voice low.
Your heart skips a beat at the invitation, but you donât hesitate. Shifting forward, you move carefully through the water, as you settle in the space between his legs. He reaches up, his hands brushing lightly against your shoulders, and the weight of them is reassuring, grounding.
âWould you like a massage?â he asks, his breath warm against your damp neck.
âYes, please,â you murmur, your voice barely above a whisper.
His hands begin to move, firm but gentle at the same time, starting at the curve of your shoulders. His thumbs press into the tense muscles there, working out knots you didnât realize were still lingering from the day. A sigh escapes your lips before you can stop it. His hands slide down, from your shoulders to your arms, taking a moment to squeeze gently at the tension in your biceps before moves on the muscles of your upper back. Every touch melts away the strain of the evening. The water sways gently around you both, the soft ripples lapping against your skin.
âYouâre easy to please,â he murmurs, a faint smile audible in his tone.
âNot true,â you counter, though the words lack conviction âOkay, maybe a little true.â
âYouâre good at this,â you admit, your voice drowsy from the combination of his touch and the heat of the bath. His hands move to the back of your neck, his thumbs pressing into just the right spot to make you exhale deeply.
âI know. I have good hands.â he replies with amusement in his tone.
You laugh softly, letting your head rest against his chest for a moment as his hands finish their slow journey over your back, neck, and arms. Then, his hands slide around you, wrapping gently across your middle. You let out a soft, contented sigh as you fully lean back against him. Sylus rests his chin against the top of your head as he adjusts to hold you more snugly, his breath tickling the crown of your head. For a moment, neither of you speaks. Your eyes flutter closed, and you know that his are likely closed too, the tension you sensed in him earlier replaced by a rare ease.
You shift slightly, turning your cheek to rest against his chest, and the subtle vibration of his breath hums beneath your skin. You rest your hands on his forearms, your thumbs to kneading gently into his muscles. He hums in approval, the low sound vibrating against you.
Sylusâ hands start to move, his palms gliding over your stomach, as they settle on the curve of your waist, his thumbs brushing against the sensitive dip of your sides. Your breath catches as his hands venture lower, skimming over your thighs. His fingers linger there, kneading the muscle with firm, expert precision, but your legs remain closed. A soft moan escapes your lips, and you feel Sylusâ breath against your neck as he leans forward. His lips press against the curve where your shoulder meets your neck, planting slow, languid kisses that send tingling warmth through you.
âRelax,â he murmurs, his voice a husky whisper. His hands shifting upward now, his fingers grazing just beneath the swell of your breasts, his touch featherlight, drawing another gasp from you.
Your heartbeat quickens as his hands finally move higher, cupping your breasts. His palms glide over the soft, wet skin, his thumbs circling your nipples in a way that makes you arch slightly against him, pressing into his chest. The combination of his teasing touch and the sensation of his lips against your neck leaves you utterly lost in the moment.
His lips trail higher, brushing against your jawline, before the warmth of Sylus' hands leaves your skin. His palms slide gently from your breasts before wrapping around your middle. He presses a kiss to your temple. "The waterâs getting cold," he murmurs, his embrace tightening for just a moment.
You sigh, reluctant to leave the comfort of the tub and his embrace. "Youâre right." you reply, your voice tinged with disappointment. Â
Sylus is the first to step out of the tub, water dripping down his toned physique as he offers you a hand. His grip is firm, steadying you as you rise, goosebumps spreading all over your wet skin. Your gaze unintentionally dropsâand there it is. Your cheeks burn, and Sylus catches your look, a teasing smirk curling at his lips. âWeâll handle that later.â he says smoothly.
You bite your lip as you avert your gaze, heart fluttering as you grab a towel. After you dry off and pull on your bathrobe, the plush fabric warm against your skin, an idea pops into your head. Still slightly damp, you practically skip to your luggage bag.
Sylus watches you with a raised brow, leaning casually against the doorframe as he ties his robe around his waist. âWhat are you up to now?â
âWait and see!â you say, as you unzip the bag and pull out the matching pajama set youâd hidden thereâa playful, festive pattern of candy canes and gingerbread men. It smells faintly of your fabric softener, the scent wafting up as you hold it out to him.
Sylus takes the set from your hands, his eyes narrowing as he inspects the goofy design. He exhales a soft laugh, shaking his head. âOf course, youâd pick something like this,â
âYouâre wearing it,â you say firmly with a giddy smile.
With a mock sigh of resignation, Sylus slips into the pajamas, the soft fabric snug against his frame. You bite your lip to stifle a laugh, but he catches the gleam in your eyes.
âLaugh it up,â he says. "Iâll remember this.â
You grin unabashedly, slipping into your matching set before leading him out of the bedroom and down to the kitchen, eager to make mulled wine. Sylus opens the wine bottle while you gather the spices and a small pot. The two of you move seamlessly, your bodies brushing now and then as you prepare. The smell of cinnamon, cloves, and citrus soon fills the air, mixing with the aroma of red wine. As the wine simmers gently on the stove, Sylus excuses himself briefly, heading toward the living room. Moments later, the faint sound of a match striking is followed by the soft crackle of the fireplace. The warm scent of wood begins to fill the air, mingling with the spicy aroma of the mulled wine bubbling in the kitchen.
When he returns to the stove, you leave the kitchen to him and go around the other rooms, gathering every pillow and blanket you could find. Then you go to the living room where you arrange them into a cozy nest on the plush rug, settling everything just right by the fire. Satisfied with your work, you sit down and wrap yourself in one of the soft blankets, snuggling into it as you hold a well-loved box of Travel Size Kitty Cards in your hands.
When Sylus steps into the room carrying two steaming mugs of mulled wine, his lips quirk into an amused smile as he takes in the sight of you, warm and snug, holding the deck of cards. âDo you really want to spend the evening losing to me at this?â
âLosing?â You pout, shuffling the cards with more determination now. âYou think youâre so good at this game, donât you? Luck doesnât count as skill.â
Sylus arches a brow. âLuck is a skill when you know how to use it.â He says as he sits across from you.
You roll your eyes, finishing the shuffle and placing the deck between you. âAlright, three rounds. Iâll win at least two, and when I doââ you lean forward with a cocky grinâ âweâre buying matching reindeer onesies tomorrow.â
He shakes his head. âReindeer onesies? Thatâs your wager?â He pauses, feigning deep contemplation, then leans closer. âFine. But if I win, youâre wearing the gift I got you for the rest of the night.â
Your cheeks immediately heat at his words, your mind conjuring up images of delicate lace. You try to play it cool, though your blush betrays you, and you canât quite meet his gaze. âOh,â you murmur, âalright. Deal.â
His eyes catch every flicker of your expression. âYou seem eager for me to win.â
You sigh, grabbing the deck of cards and start setting up the game. âDonât get cocky, Sylus.â But as you focus on your hand, you find yourself secretly rooting for him, curious to see what he has picked out for you.
âLetâs see, then,â he murmurs, his voice rich with confidence as he picks up his cards. âTry to keep up.â
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Sylus shakes his head as he gathers the cards, sliding them back into the little box, his smug grin never leaving his face.
"First round victory got you cocky," he teases. "And that, kitten, was your undoing."
You narrow your eyes at him, crossing your arms. "The wine clouded my judgment," you huff, your tone a mix of irritation and playful defiance.
Sylus chuckles as he sets the box aside. "We both know thatâs not true," he replies. "Youâve had, what? One mug? Hardly enough to make you lose focus. So, really⌠itâs just you."
His grin widens as he leans back on one hand, utterly at ease while you sit there pouting. The firelight catches in his eyes, and the smugness radiating off him is maddening.
You feel your cheeks flushânot just from the fire or the wine. Heâs right; youâre not drunk. The wine has only left you feeling perfectly warm, relaxed and a little tingly. And, unfortunately, that buzz has also heightened your awareness of himâthe way heâs watching you, the faint curve of his lips both infuriating and unbearably attractive. You grumble something unintelligible, sinking further into your blanket cocoon, but Sylus, with his insufferable smirk, isnât about to let you escape the moment unscathed.
He rises gracefully from the rug and he strides toward the bedroom. You watch him go, the wineâs gentle buzz amplifying your anticipation.
What could it be?
Your first thought is lingerieâsomething delicate and lacy, designed to make you blush the moment you open it. A dress, perhaps? you wonder. But then you dismiss the idea with a shake of your head; Sylus has already gifted you a breathtaking dress for the holiday banquet earlier this season. Maybe itâs a ridiculous onesie, you think. A cat? A sheep? Something heâd insist you wear just to tease you mercilessly the entire night. The mental image makes your cheeks flush, not entirely from embarrassmentâbecause, honestly, youâd probably wear it, just to see that rare, carefree laugh of his.
Before your thoughts spiral further, Sylus returns, with a small box in his hands. Your breath catches. The unmistakable blue hue and the satin white bow make your eyes widen. He settles down across from you, and holds the box out. His smiles softly. "One of the gifts I brought for you," he says. "I thought it fitting for the trip."
Your heart flutters as you accept the gift. You gently tug at the bow, setting aside the satin ribbon, and your fingers tremble slightly as you lift the lid of the box. Your smile stretches wide the moment you see the necklace nestled inside the box, a heart-shaped pendant glimmering in the roomâs dim light. Joy bubbles up in your chest, and before you can stop yourself, you lunge forward, wrapping Sylus in a tight hug.
"Thank you," you murmur against his shoulder.
His arms hold you firmly for a brief moment before you pull back just enough to plant a smooch on his lips, quick and filled with gratitude. He smiles against your lips, his hand brushing over your back before you settle back into your spot to admire the necklace again. You lift the chain, examining every detail of the stunning craftmanship. But as your eyes adjust to the dim light, you notice something different. Your brow furrows, and you tilt the pendant closer.
The usual engraving isnât there.
Instead, in elegant script, you read: Please return to Onychinus N109 Zone.
Your heart flutters, the customization turning an already beautiful gift into something deeply personal.
Sylus notices your pause and leans forward slightly, his voice low and warm. "It felt more fitting this way."
You glance up at him, and all you can do is nod.
"Let me," he says softly, reaching for the necklace. You hand it to him, and he moves closer, draping the chain around your neck. His fingers brush against your skin as he fastens it, sending a small shiver down your spine. He leans back to admire his work, his eyes gleaming as they move from the pendant to your face.
"It suits you," he says.
"Thank you," you say again, your fingers brushing over the pendant, feeling its cool surface against your skin.
Sylusâ lips curl into a playful smirk as his gaze dips briefly to your outfit. "But those pajamas donât really go with it."
You roll your eyes at the comment, but as you replay his words, you stop. Your eyes narrow in mock accusation. "WaitâŚ"
Wear my gift for the rest of the night.
Your face heats, a mix of embarrassment and excitement coiling in your stomach as you glance down at the necklace. Youâre acutely aware of his presence, of the way his eyes havenât left yours.
"Iâ" you start, but the words catch in your throat as he shifts closer to you.
Sylusâ hands move slowly to the hem of your pajama top, his fingertips delicately brushing against the fabric, his eyes locked on your face, waiting for your permission. Wordlessly, you lift your arms, and his lips quirk in a soft smile. He takes his time pulling the top over your head, the cool air of the room kissing your skin as it becomes bare. A shiver runs through you, goosebumps rising along your arms and chest as your pajama top is discarded.
"Iâm going to be cold the rest of the night now," you pout, half-joking.
Sylus leans forward, his lips brushing against yours in a tender kiss. When he pulls back, he whispers against your lips. "Iâll make sure you stay warm."
His words send a jolt of heat straight to your core as he guides you down, his weight pressing you into the soft blanket beneath. Your legs part instinctively, inviting him closer. Sylus hovers over you, his lips finding yours in a slow, intoxicating kiss. The faint taste of wine clings to him, rich and heady, as his tongue teases yours. Your fingers thread into his hair, pulling him deeper, needing him closer. He growls low in his throat, the sound vibrating against your mouth as he rolls his hips, grinding his hardness against your craving heat.
The sudden pressure against your clothed pussy makes you gasp into his mouth, your body arching into him as you feel the hard length of him straining against the fabric of his pajamas. Sylus pulls back just enough to meet your gaze, his red eyes dark with hunger, his lips slick and swollen from the kiss. The firelight flickers over his sharp features, making him look devastatingly irresistible. His hips roll against yours again, grinding just right, pulling a desperate gasp from your lips as heat pools deep in your core.
He leans in, his breath tickling your skin before he drags his lips slowly along your pulse, leaving wet, open-mouthed kisses that make your body arch into him. His tongue flicks over your skin, tasting you, the scrape of his teeth making you shiver beneath him.
He shifts slightly, his mouth traveling lower, trailing kisses down to your chest. A soft moan escapes your lips when his lips capture the peak of one breast. His tongue swirls around your nipple, teasing before he takes it into his mouth, sucking gently. At the same time, his fingers find your other breast, kneading it with care, his thumb circling the sensitive bud, the attention making you arch into his touch.
"Sylus," you whisper, his name tumbling from your lips as your fingers tangle in his hair again, holding him close to you.
He hums in response, the vibration adding to the sensation as his mouth continues savoring your body. His free hand skims down your side, tracing every curve, every dip, before settling at your waist. He releases your breast with a soft, wet sound, his lips immediately finding your belly. Then, his kisses trail lower, each press of his mouth against your skin making your impatience grow, but his hands steady your hips as his lips linger just above the waistband of your pajama pants.
His eyes flick up to meet yours. The way he looks at youâhungry, tender, and utterly devotedâmakes your breath catch. The heat pooling between your thighs becomes unbearable, your panties damp with need as you writhe beneath him.
Finally, Sylus hooks his fingers into the waistband of your pajama pants and underwear, pulling them down in one smooth motion. His tongue darts out to wet his lips when he takes in the sight of you, bare and ready for him. Sylus starts slow, savoring every moment as his lips plant tender kisses along the sensitive skin of your inner thighs.
"Youâre trembling," he murmurs, his hands gripping your thighs and spreading them wider. "So responsive... so beautiful."
The warmth of his breath fans over your dripping pussy, teasing, as he lets his lips linger just close enough for you to feel the ghost of a touch. Finally, his mouth moves to where you need him most. His tongue flattens against your folds, licking a long, slow stripe from your entrance to your clit, making you gasp, your hips bucking instinctively toward his mouth. His tongue circles your clit, before his lips close around the swollen bundle of nerves, sucking gently at first, then harder as he finds the rhythm that makes your moans turn into cries.
One hand remains on your thigh, keeping you spread open for him, while the other slides up. His middle finger traces along your entrance, teasingly dipping in before retreating, then plunging back in, this time to the knuckle. He groans against your clit, as if the sensation of you gripping his finger drives him just as wild. He adds a second finger, his long digits stretching you, curling just right to press against your sweet spot. The dual sensation of his mouth and fingers has you writhing beneath him, drawing you closer to the edge. His tongue flicks rapidly over your clit, his fingers pumping in and out of you, the wet sounds mixing with your breathless cries.
Your thighs quiver, and he knows youâre close - his fingers curl deeper, pressing harder against that perfect spot as his lips suck your clit relentlessly. Your orgasm rips through you with a force that leaves you breathless. Your walls clamp around his fingers as your body arches off the rug, your cries filling the room as the pleasure pulses through every inch of you. Sylus doesnât stop, prolonging your high as his tongue and fingers coax every last tremor of pleasure from your body until youâre trembling, gasping his name in broken, desperate whines.
Finally, he slows, withdrawing his fingers and pressing one last lingering kiss to your oversensitive clit, his lips curling into a smug smile as he looks up at you, his chin glistening with your release.
"My beautiful girl," he whispers, as he kisses the inside of your thigh one last time before sitting up. "All mine."
He takes off his pajama shirt, and in one fluid motion, he pulls off his pajama bottoms, leaving him completely bare. Your breath hitches at the sight of him, his cock thick, long, and hard. His eyes lock onto yours as he leans down, positioning himself between your legs. You gasp softly as the tip of his cock glides through your folds, his length sliding back and forth, coating himself in your mixed fluids. The sensation alone has you trembling, your legs instinctively parting wider for him.
Then, slowly, he presses against your entrance, the thick head of his cock stretching you as he begins to slide in, his eyes locked on you as your body takes in every inch. When he bottoms out, he pauses, his hips flush against yours, his cock buried deep. The sensation of being so completely filled sends waves of pleasure radiating through your body, leaving you gasping. His weight shifts as he lowers himself onto his elbows, bringing your bodies closer, his chest brushing against yours. He captures your lips in a slow kiss, making your head spin. His hips start to move, rolling against you in a languid rhythm drawing soft moans from you.
You wrap your legs around his waist, pulling him deeper, needing to feel more of him, your heels digging into his lower back. Your hands slide up to his shoulders, your fingers pressing into the taut muscles as he moves. His cock drags against your walls with each thrust, hitting spots that leave you gasping into his mouth. He swallows every sound, his kiss growing more feverent, his breath ragged as his body molds against yours. His hips grind against yours, his cock pressing deeper, harder, as you cling to him, your nails digging into his back.
Sylusâ pace begins to slow, his hips rolling more languidly as his lips break from yours.
âI need you closer.â he murmurs.
Without waiting for a response, he shifts his weight, one arm wrapping securely around your waist as he leans to the side, taking you with him. You gasp softly as your bodies roll together, your legs untangling briefly before one of his slips between yours.
Now on your sides, your bodies are pressed together so tightly you can feel his heartbeat. His arm stays snug around your waist, pulling you even closer, while his other hand cradles the back of your head. Your chest presses against his, and your hands rest against him, one lightly squished between your bodies. The other moves instinctively to his neck, your fingertips feeling his warmth, his pulse. Your leg hooks over his hip instinctively, granting him better access as his hips begin to move again.
The new angle makes you moan, his cock hitting even deeper, the angle forcing you to take all of him, and you clutch at his neck, your nails grazing his skin.
"My love." he whispers, his lips brushing against your temple as you press your face into his chest, overwhelmed by the closeness, the way he holds you like youâre the most precious thing in his world.
You tilt your head up to meet his gaze, your lips parting slightly. His eyes burn into yours, before his mouth captures yours in a deep, hungry kiss. The base of his cock presses perfectly against your clit with each thrust, the friction sending sparks of heat shooting through you. Youâre helpless against the pleasure building inside, your breaths ragged and broken as his rhythm pushes you closer to the edge.
His hand on your back tightens, pulling you flush against him, the slick grind of his pelvis teasing that swollen, aching bud mercilessly. You arch into him, your nails digging into the hard muscle of his chest, and your gasps turn into needy, breathless cries.
âJust like that,â he rasps, his eyes stay locked on your face, devouring every flicker of pleasure that twists across your features. "Let me see you fall apart for me."
The way his cock fills you, stretching you with every roll of his hips, combined with the perfect pressure against your clit, is too much. Your body coils tighter, your thighs trembling where theyâre hooked around his waist.
âSylusâŚâ you whimper, your voice trembling.
âCome for me,â he growls, one still cradling your head, the other pressing your back to him like he canât stand even a breath of distance between you.
The tension inside you snaps, your body locks tight, your walls squeezing his cock with desperate intensity, milking him as a guttural moan escapes his throat. He thrusts into you harder, deeper, grinding his pelvis against your swollen clit, wringing every last pulse of pleasure from your throbbing pussy. Your cries fill the room, your entire body trembling in his arms. Sylus holds you through it all, his movements never faltering, his cock dragging against every sensitive spot inside you as you ride out your high.
"Thatâs it." he murmurs tenderly, his gaze never leaving your face, memorizing the way you look in this momentâcompletely undone, completely his.
But he doesnât stop - his hips keep rolling into you, his cock dragging against the oversensitive walls of your pussy, the friction is almost too much.
"You feel so perfect," he groans, his voice vibrating through his chest where youâre pressed tightly against him.
Your legs tremble, locked tight around his waist, keeping him buried deep. Sylusâ thrusts turn frantic, slamming into you harder, rougher, the sound of wet, filthy friction filling the room. His cock twitches inside you, driving deeper with every thrust.
âFuck,â he rasps, his voice rough, almost broken, as your name falls from his lips. His hand cups your face, fingers trembling as they stroke your cheek, grounding himself in the haze of his need.
His movements stutter, his cock throbbing, and with a guttural growl, he pushes into you one last time, spilling hot and thick cum inside you. His hips twitch helplessly, every pulse of his release sending a shudder through his body. He clings to you, forehead pressed to yours, his breath ragged as he groans your name one last time.
His name escapes your lips in a soft, breathless moan, and he captures it in a searing kiss. The kiss slows as his movements still, the room filled with the sound of your mingled breathing and the faint crackle of the fire beside you. Sylus doesnât pull away, his arms still wrapped around you, and you rest your head against his chest. His hands roam gently over your back and shoulders now, as if trying to soothe the tremble in your muscles. He kisses the top of your head before he pulls back just enough to look at you.
âAre you okay?â he asks, his fingertips grazing your cheek with a featherlight touch.
You nod with a soft smile.
He leans down, his lips brushing against yours in a kiss that feels entirely different from beforeâhis mouth moves tenderly, as though memorizing the curve of your lips, savoring the taste, the warmth you offer. His hand cups your cheek, his thumb caressing the soft skin, grounding you both. When he pulls back slightly, his forehead rests against yours, his breath mingling with yours in the stillness. His gaze, when it meets yours, is soft, filled with adoration. You could stay like this forever.
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