#thank god I have the day off tomorrow

[iregularlyevadetaxes]

my coworker keeps cooking me things to "help me eat better" i'm hiding in the bathroom at work during lunch break because otherwise this guy will bring me a meal and stare at me watching me eat it ALREADY knowing Ihave issues with eating certain things i've been hospitalized FROM WORK. the male loneliness epidemic needs to be fixed asap.

[thesinisterseventh]

My Zelda download is so CLOSSSSSSSSSE to being done and oh my god I just want it to be done by midnight so I can PLAY

[ricoka]

unfortunately in the mood to fistfight most of my coworkers because of their absolute lack of regard of anyone else's time

[pandaemoanium]

puppy survived a very rough day at work, he deserves takeout as a Treat

[stonerzelda]

for once i had 2 days off in a row that actually finally felt good even if i was still busy 😌... maybe because it was spent cleaning the apartment and setting up with more things we needed + we got some fun new decor things even if they're purely for aesthetic purpose but hey. Still no table or shelves but we got a ssb melee carpet and some warp pipe coasters aw yea AND most of the dirt the old tenants left behind is gone 👍

[coridallasmultipass]

Oh, hello, gorgeous. I hardly recognize you. Did you get work done?

DRAFTED POST EDIT:

FUCKING SLUT. Fucking INTONATED slut. You think you're SO SHARP. Well, NOT ANY MORE, all strapped in, tuned up, fucking TOY. You loud-mouthed whore. Gonna make you scream for ME, next. Yeah, that string you just broke? That's gonna cost ya. Don't worry. I'll make you work it off.

[rirismommyspace]

mommy's home, angels !!! hello my little loves ~

[coriander-candlesticks]

I've felt like I should check in with Apollo the past few days and finally managed to clear enough space on my floor to feel alright with breaking out the tarot deck again so I did! Lit his candle, said as as formal a prayer as I could muster beforehand, asked Hermes to help with communication, the whole shebang. For further context: I've been wanting to ask Aphrodite something specific (also via tarot, it's the most grounding tool I've got) but I only have the one deck at the moment and, while I've used it to ask Hermes about things in tandem with Apollo, and Aphrodite introduced herself via it (with a card that also introduced Apollo), I wasn't sure if it would be cool for me to use it to ask her specifically something not in direct tandem with Apollo. I mentioned that in the prayer but also said that that might be a question for a different session, since trying to get an answer to that (on top of the general "hey how are we doing/do you have anything you want me to learn") might muddy my ability to understand the message.

Cue twelve cards falling out of my deck/poking out while I was shuffling. I usually pull ~3 cards on top of whatever falls out, but I ended up not feeling like it was needed. Seven of them fell out face-up, too.

Despite having some concerns about whether all of the cards were "supposed" to be pulled, it was pretty coherent! And covered quite a few things I've been thinking about recently, including sorting out anxiety vs a warning/displeasure, a follow-up of a card that was the focus of my last pull, and a reminder to look at outside/intellectual sources to combat the whatever-the-fuck-my-brain's-on. There were four cards that fell out face-up together in a pile: a card I associate with Apollo at the front and one associated with Artemis (the Moon) at the back, with cards related to unity & growth in the middle. I'd had a pretty bad experience attempting an offering to Artemis last month and have stepped back and avoided asking her for anything or specifically invoking her in prayers/offerings/etc. since (except for once when it involved a pregnant friend b/c it seemed odd and tbh a little disrespectful to ask Apollo for help and not her as well) because I took it as a sign that she didn't want me to work with her. I'm also aware, though, that that bad experience could have just been a meltdown/panic attack. Regardless of whether it was either of those two things, a "hey slow down" warning, or a combination, it was nice to have some clear reassurance & an official introduction. It's also significant, I think, that part of the Moon card's message is about not letting anxiety/"self-deception" (direct from the guide) cloud your intuition. I've been wanting to burn the candle I dedicated to her for a few days now- it's possible that was a sign from her as well.

As far as the deck-use question...the first card that fell out was the Empress (face-up, reversed). My initial thought was that it was a "no", but I decided to look at the meaning in case it wasn't that which was. probably a bad idea. It freaked me out a bit because I couldn't figure out what it was referring to. I ended up using my alphabet oracle tiles for a makeshift yes/no system after finishing with all the other cards and got clear confirmation that my instinct was, in fact, correct.

All in all it was really cool?? By far the most cards I've had in one pill iirc, and a good lesson in identifying how my intuition works.

[punkrockisafulltimejob]

Shit morning. Very very shitty morning. The rest of the day better not suck or I swear to fuck I'm gonna riot

[I highly recommend not reading the tags, but I needed to vent]

[thebirdandhersong]

on the good news train today: I have finally finished the last chapter(!!!) of my Inklings challenge story, which marks the FIRST ever Inklings challenge story I've ever completed properly :'D coming in at 30,810 words (yikes) (it did get out of hand, I must admit), it is definitely not a short story, but it IS a piece that I think articulates a lot of what I've been thinking about lately re: love and death, and, considering everything, is probably something I needed to write. I am very happy!! It has been a wild ride, but a deeply clarifying one.

[rosecoloredknight]

this country is so fucked up. filled with so much violence and hate. ugh.

[j-esbian]

need to have A Fucking Talk with whoever put together this building because why the fuck is it taking me several days to hang a curtain rod

[wriokitty]

And here is detective riv back at it again with identifying random pills laying around the pharmacy floor 😌

[wenchtoast]

finally melted my hair off with bleach as was bound to happen at some point. I've been thinking about shaving my head for a while and never had the courage to go ahead with it but now there's no choice so buzzcut era incoming.

[splendiferous-bitch]

so my cat passed away earlier today 😭

[gstringsurvivor]

my life has been like the bear show quite literally. worked for 15 hours at the restaurant yesterday woke up at 6 yesterday and today and i cant even feel my legs