#testiments

[closetedcreature]

ddvau doodles but they get progressively worse

@kitsuneisi

[ofmermaidstories]

going through my own tags to look for something has reminded me that surrender is officially four years old this week! i feel a little silly, sometimes, being sentimental enough to celebrate its’ birthday; but the nature of working on the the sequel fics means i’m always revisiting it. 🥺 if you’ve ever read it, or commented on it, or said hello to me because of it—thank-you so much for being here. 🌷 it means so, so much—knowing that, even if only for a few hours, this fic was apart of your day. 🥺

happy birthday surrender. u are the kintsugi between all my doubts, my constant learning and the kindness of other people. even if i wrote nothing else ever again—i will always be glad i wrote you. 🎂🌷

[musubiki]

im just now realizing how theres so much more people post-timeskip and how fucking complicated it would be to make a relationship chart with everyone i actually have in my head

[angelinthefire]

Cas forgives Dean so quickly for kicking him out of the bunker because Cas needs forgiveness for his own mistakes.

[lightbluesleeper]

finally finished portal 2 and i won’t be able to think of anything else for at least a month

[daiourage]

[pep-the-artemis]

Unique India Show Idea

an indie production set in a dystopian world which is plagued by genocidal beings sent from an otherworldly empire to kill. Said beings are neigh unkillable and dressed in all black with an X across there eye(s). Said being take orders directly from a human wearing a full face mask making them look less human.

The plot followed a woman with daddy issues who wishes to end the never ending death caused by the genocidal beings even when her father (the highest authority in the world) is adamantly against.

The woman also has an arguably distorted view of the history which led to the genocidal beings being sent down. She also has satanic powers which notably give her the ability to transform into a satanic monstrous version of herself.

At some point, the woman befriends before falling in love with one of the genocidal beings who now stands by there trying to end the 'bloodshed'. Said genocidal began to question the regime causing the lead genocidal being to try and kill them. Eventually, in a large conflict, the lead genocidal being gets very badly injured and nearly killed.

Eventually, it is revealed that the genocidal beings were not really sent by the otherworldly empire but instead by a celestial being who takes on a more human form and who's name is a shortened version of one of the characters key identifier.

The show is great but often suffers from pacing and character design issues.

[Image ID: A poster of Hazbin Hotel showing four of the main cast; AngelDust, Alastor, Charlie, and Vaggie. /.End ID]

[Image ID: A poster of Murder Drones showing three of the main cast; N, Uzi (holding a frozen skull), and V (in the background)/.End ID]

[heatherthetiredwriter]

GUYS IVE GONE INSANE WHAT A SEASON!!!

The entire time I kept thinking, "He's gonna be gone soon. Scar. Right after Jimmy. He'll be gone." But he stayed. Through wither and warden, round and round, somehow this dumpster fire made it. Somehow he made it to the finale. He made it. When all that was left was the Mounders, the Band, and the lonesome trader, I thought they'd turn on him. But he survived. To the top three. I thought for sure he'd blow himself up. Fall down a pit. He survived. I've got so many feelings about this. He won.

[6do100je]

alright i think that's enough silly and stupid henriam that despite all the mean shit they say and do to each other it's all for the shits and giggles because at the end of the day they're each other's bestest friends and they know each other so well that they can do all of that and they're the guy they'll always turn to

time to go back to resentful and codependent drake whose first experience of a deep friendship are each other that they don't know how to act in order to keep the other by their side because they believe acknowledging who they really are will tear them apart so they don't but it happens anyway and in the process tear each other apart as well

[savagebisand]

We need to talk about Boeing...

You cannot fool me JoJo. As fortuitous as I feel to see Mond's gorgeous scheming face on my screen once more, I do not believe for one second he is only going to cause mayhem for TopMew. You may argue SandRay have enough to deal with for now drama wise, Rays journey in rehab, whatever Ray's father asked of Sand, the apartment fight. I will simply say to you my brethren, enough is never enough for JoJo. That beautiful conniving bitch. Love that man.

In the preview we see Boeing is causing issues for Top and Mew. in the words of Taylor it was so nice everyone being friends again. There Mew was giving Top a second chance. buT lo and behold there has been a Boeing a Hoeing around these parts. This was not something Mew was envisioning having to intercept on his merry skip of sweet mercy.

But whatever. Mew is gonna do what Mew gotta do. We need to talk about the Boeing of it all more. He's here and he's ready to stir up chaos. He's diving in balls first baby. Clearly quite happy to be Tops on call emergency fuck service when the insomnia pills just won't do it, this does not surprise me one bit. It makes sense to me he'd compete with Mew for Top. Boeing has always been in some pointless game with himself of becoming Tops priority. Or at least something that Top cannot completely let go of.

What surprises me more is that we aren't seeing more drama for Sand with shitty ex boyfriend of the year back in town right when Sand thinks he can finally be the first choice of someone he has come to love. How is this gonna set him back? After all, Top assured Sand that Boeing and him were long done. If Sand sees them together, it's clearly not the case now. How will he digest that? The mere mention of not being enough for Boeing set Sand off on vengeance is my middle name mode not too long ago. He's never been great at holding Boeing accountable for his part in fucking off with Top and leaving Sand in the dirt.

Because here's the thing. No matter how Sand sees it Boeing was not "stolen", Boeing made a choice. And is seemingly still making that choice, Top to the detriment of his own well being every time without fail. I am so very hopeful that seeing Boeing clinging to Tops scraps of attention again will wake Sand up enough for him to get the closure he needs from his ex being around, leave Boeing fiending after Top and come to the realisation that Boeing would've never been right for him. Never would've put him first the way Ray is at least trying to choose Sand's love right now, choose getting better in rehab even though it'll feel like it nearly fucking kills him for Sand's love.

But on the other hand, with Ray away in a rehab, experiencing relapse and withdrawal and having moments where he switches back to the old cold Ray on his journey to find his best healed self, there leaves room for Sand to feel scared and lonely and doubtful too. Perfect time for someone like Boeing to slink on in and play with those emotions... I just really hope Sand shows us how he's never yielded to anyone like he does for Ray with this messy bitch and doesn't give in to Boeing's flimsiness this time around. I want Sand to get the chance to finally hold Boeing accountable for his part in the downfall of their relationship instead of pinning it all on this rivalry with Top.

[hollowblxxd]

I drew Ashina and Daemos in a cool medieval style because Imma talk about my gods like their medieval fairytales and no one can tell me OTHERWISE!!

[edwardseymour]

i think it's a very fair to take issue with how henry can be dehumanised as a caricature — because he absolutely is, and it definitely takes a lot of weight away from his role in history. but i think it's also reasonable to recognise that there is probably merit to the depiction of him as an affable lecher, charming yet quick to anger, passionate yet easy to manipulate. that he has, with such frequency, been interpreted in such a way by authors and historians speaks for itself.

[dxrknessembr8ced]

While Godzilla is a testament of the nuclear bombs, Hsien-Ko-Erebus is a testament on how terrifying bioterrorism and why raccoon city's past will never be forgotten while also being a testament with my experience with COVID - 19 long before I made this blog and this story I suffered from COVID-19 I was in so much pain, I couldn't move because of the pain worse? I lost all sense of smell and taste, I vomited rapidly on the toilet and on the floor sometimes. I have nightmares all while sick with the virus, I was going to die I was ready to accept my fate without saying goodbye to my friends on tumblr but then in new years, I was recovering. My nightmare had almost ended, because I remember that I was vaccinated before I had covid. On new years alone, I was crying while on my bed in the dark. That is why Erebus is a physical embodiment of my experience with covid and the nightmares I dreamed through it all.

[satans-knitwear]

Hi (don't feel obligated to answer this publically). I just want you to know that hearing people arguing can suck massively, and feeling on some level upset or scared by it is a totally reasonable thing to feel. I am sorry you're dealing with that right now, and I hope things calm down for you soon <3

it really can suck and it definitely does not help my mental health in the slightest, but i am also incredibly fortunate.

both of my parents, just now came to apologise to me for their volume, explain their situation and reassure me that they had resolved it. EVEN THOUGH DRUNK.

i truly feel so fortunate to have parents who know me well enough to know exactly what I'm going to be freaking out about on a deep enough level that they remember it even when they cant remember anything else.

[m-u-n-c-h-y]

I am a Normal Amount Of Curious about what’s happening in the drawing of your Satyr with glowing red eyes- Can I ask for context

Oh anon, where to I even BEGIN...

The Satyr man you see being a walking disaster, is Mox, the party's Madness Domain (homebrew) cleric and resident disaster man. I can't explain too much about backstory yet, due to it being mostly a secret from the rest of the party. Tho in our last session the group found out that Mox burned down Edessa, his home city, however that info was not willingly given by Mox, but an old flame, Lovri (pictures as the woman with glowing blue eyes). As a result, he's been a bit grumpy as of late.

As for the glowing red eyes sketch, that was just me doodling. So, nothing happened in any of the sessions that promoted it. But Mox, due to his madness domain, I imagine likes pulling out the "crown of madness" spell when he really doesn't like someone Lmao

In the meantime tho, have some more art of him!

[cowsaresushi-coral]

ULTRAKILL SPOILERS P2

I fucking gave up.

anyways, spoilers embargo is gone. i’m going to post spoilers. blacklist tag #ultrakill if you don’t want spoilers.

i fucking give up. (to be fair, i did think the time would be longer. i’ve been like, thinking about this for 4 hours, went to bed, and woke up and played a bit more and i’m so upset. i did not win. but also, i’m not having fun. at all.)

what kills me is that the room before the boss room with the fucking sand. that room? i beat it in 15 minutes. i just died a couple of times in the first phase, died once the second phase, and then just mowed through all three phases. i did the actual level part of the game fairly well. only took like i dunno, less than an hour. the actual boss i don’t get it. i don’t want to do it. blah blah blah skill issue, it’s so awful. i want tutorials.i just can’t.

anyways, i have these funny numbers. if/when (p3 needs p2. it’s going to be a when...) i beat p2, i can add these funny numbers to those funny numbers so i can get a final count at least. feels bad.