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more idiot scribbles <3
#i Heart them#terrible people. absolutely horrible#okay im exaggerating a lil but theyre all Absolute Bastards and Menaces To Society#and! complete dumbasses!#scribble salad#oc#forced idiots <3#original character#& do i scribble aces more than the others? yes. do i play favorites? maybe#oh my god he looks So Fucking Big next to the others#i mean! he's a big guy! he's 6'4!#the second tallest person in the group caps out at like... 5'9!#and that's at her full height! at the point of time of these scribbles K.Z is not! at! full! height!#by yk what? it suits him. he probably wears platforms just to piss everyone off
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(looks at upcoming card releases)
I'm in danger :)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#stage in playful land#stage in playfulland#smoking#my favorite horrible crime guys are back!!!!#(my hot take is that glomas had a better story but these goobers were just SO fun)#(they should be allowed to kidnap and murder(?) at least a few dozen people. as a treat.)#man i knew there was probably going to be a fellow card and yet i still did a bad job of saving my keys#and there's this year's halloween to think about too!#normally i try to avoid leaks and spoilers but i did accidentally see some stuff and if it's real then holy SHIT#on the other hand fellow attacks by basically throwing gidel at people and i desperately need this on my team#regardless of whether or not the card is actually any good#(if they change the animation to remove gidel i am going to RIOT it needs to be either exactly the same or EVEN SILLIER)#actually it would be hilarious if their stats were terrible. just the worst. and yet...#grown man and his kid with a hammer vs a bunch of teen wizards who can shoot fire#the results may shock you#(if they do the same duos-with-the-last-release as they have been with the staff cards then i will absolutely lose it)#(please twst. it would so useless to me but SO funny)#fellow: it's showtime rollo! :)#rollo: who are you
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hey. turns out there's a wholeass robot i keep forgetting to post about besides it's rapid development so ughh
meet Bernie!
originally named Bernadetta (but she just goes by Bernie) it was build in 1949, with strong mechanisms destined for factory work and a red matter core installed at the back of her head - to keep it as high and far away from dangerous tools and chemicals as possible. it did great in it's work - until a tragedy from the shoreline made general attitudes more and more hostile towards the "robots"
after the story of Giewont broke the news, Bernie's work got tougher as people all around her either feared or outright despised her for what she was. when one day it finally fought back against the harassment, her anger was too great to control. it ended up seriously injuring two of her co-workers and losing its job
with no place in the world that deemed her dangerous, she stuck to the only thing that brought her relief - anger. with all the injustice that happened to her, she decided to pin the blame on the one who started it all - Giewont. it didn't help that her now biggest enemy escaped the country and was never caught. Benrie promised itself to get its revenge one way or another, resentment getting worse with each day she was stuck in the smoking ruins of a hostile country while Giewont left god knows where.
but there was another thing that kept her going. messing around with nothing to life for, Bernie found refuge in creating films. hanging around the producers and actors, perfecting the craft, it found itself amongst the creative group of people who inspired each other. and she drank it all in, sticking out even more from the crowd - if that's even possible with a plasma-ball like head. she also picked up a fancy for motorcycles :]
still, the general public opinions on robots didn't change. that's why it found itself on a mission - to Make Them Understand. because surely, once everyone knows the Truth, they wouldn't treat her so bad. they would know better.
set on her quest to create a movie conveying the Absolute Truth, it found itself in a role of a screenwriter and a director - still, no actors could play their roles as well as she imagined. and so, it's still lead on by three things that power her - revenge, inspirstion and the need to Show Them All
but behind it all. she's still such a loser<3
bonus under the cut:
midnight meme redraw because her ego is fragile as shit<3
#me popping out of a black hole to show you the new guy#releasing it into the wild. go my beautiful butch#also shes like. terrible at confrontations. would either kick your teeth in or when you say “hello” to her she just says “no”#AGAIN A LOT HAD HAPPENED!!! SHES MUCH MORE BUT I DONT WANNA YAPPP!!!!#it and Giewont are also very big jacket vs big pants#maybe that's why they hate each other#(bernie throws darts at her picture on the wall and giewont doesn't even know bernie exists. oof)#anyways YEAHHHH THATS IT. BERNIE I LOVE YOU BUT SHE IS IN FACT A HORRIBLE PERSON#ABSOLUTELY CANT HOLD RELATIONSHIPS AS WELL. SHES LOWKEY THE AITA TIKOTK STRAIGHT BOYFRIEND SORRYYYYY#it's a cartoon villain in a way. would be way more dangerous if people TOOOK HER SERIOUSLY!!!#bernie#have to make her a more identifying tag because lets be honest i probably lost the rights to put down 'spg' on the end#loser bot<3#oc
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an unnecessary reminder i will go to bat any day of the week for james sunderland.
#ooc. o kaptain.#[listen. i know he can be interpreted a lot of ways. i know he’s a useless weird apathetic shitty cis white man. i know he’s weird and sad.#and do I hate characters like james usually? oh absolutely. but the man has potential to not be terrible and it’s all there in his source#material. plus the weird implication i always feel when we know his dad owns the apartment building in silent hill 4 and ‘his son and#daughter in law disappeared in sh’ which aligns with the in water ending. and confirms the body in the car. but my other vibe is… where was#anyone helping james while Mary was sick…? he was super young and so was she. was he just literally taking on this terminal illness on his#own without any real support? that’s the implication considering this trauma wouldn’t have scarred him to this degree if he HAD a support#system during Mary’s illness. the man was literaly left to deal with the love of his life PROBABLY newly married slowly dying. and totally#unprepared he tried to do the best he could with a horrible situation. Mary was the victim here unquestionably — he fucking killed her— but#what the fuck kind of neglect has to go into a situation to a level so prolonged that he cracks and does it? how many people DIDNT help him#OR Mary during her illness? how many people just didn’t care? deciding ‘James is bad and he did it because he’s selfish and terrible’ isn’t#realistic. and also no. he didn’t do it because he couldn’t have sex with her anymore we get it blah blah pyramid head. if you take it THAT#straightforward idk what to tell you. nothing is. and this game is only more complex the older i get.]
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Being a human is literally like this weird combo of being okay and not okay that goes on forever except there is also death
#(i'm fine)#(personally) (mostly) (really)#this has just been an absolutely terrible year for our planet and its people and animals#and it's fucking insane that as an american living in relative safety and comfort and experiencing the pleasures and guilt of that...#...i can experience this horrible yet ENTIRELY SURVIVABLE blend of acute pain over so many things at once#including war and genocide and the utter hopelessness of that#and also things like being really really sad that matthew perry's life was so hard and he died#and also so many bad and weird things have happened to family members this year but we mostly have the resources to come together and deal#which is amazing and bolstering and exhausting#and my brain still has space to be excited about writing and numb to writing and angry/impotent about writing#desperate for feedback yet private and retreat-y and weird#always hoping to hit upon The Perfect Thing :-/#and i live in a place that basically is not a democracy any more and also the u.s. is so cursed we've never been what we said we were#so a lot of my own perceived safety is incredibly fragile#but still so much more solid than what the people i am mourning for had#and none of the comparisons make a lick of sense and are in and of themselves deeply unfair#to the point that it's humiliating to feel guilt (making it about me) and simultaneously humiliating that i don't feel guilt *constantly*#and i have therapy this week but also this deep sense that while my therapist will be a fine person to talk to it will feel unuseful#i've always been a muddle of optimism and pessimism and i am very adamant that life is super beautiful and this is precisely why...#...all the violence in the world is so brutally devastating#it's just that the casserole of all these thoughts feels increasingly horrible#and feeling that way is 100% sane#and even intersectional frameworks and intentional attempts at gentleness only get you so far in the grapple#for meaning and for ideas of what to do#so i end up contacting my reps about various awful things#and zooming in and out on my fixations and having excellent days and terrible days#often dependent on what feels like a camera setting i only partially control#and i'm sure i'm not alone in feeling embarrassed that deep empathy and grief for people i've not met somehow ends up being...#...at least a sliver about ME and my little world#about me
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i genuinely need to be put down like a dog i cant do this anymore man holy shit
#yall dont know the meaning of terminally online til u meet me#i hate myself so much its not even funny i am the most miserable worthless scum#my sleep schedule is 7am to 3pm all i do all day is rot on the couch and sometimes draw if i have a drop of motivation#depression is completely kicking my ass and im not even fighting back i give up what the fuck man#theres not even a point for me to keep trying i just want to stop feeling such deep despair 24/7 please#i dont want to die i just want the pain to stop so i can peacefullylive out the rest of this year before i turn 18 and its all over for good#but i cant even have that! im just gonna suffer the whole time thanks great#i wish i could just get better and fix all of this but i cant its not working we dont have the money to#actually get me the help i need to make it work. i just have to figure it out or die#i just wanna go back to ***** ** *** i just want to stop being lonely and useless#i dont know why im posting this shit to tumblr. its so stupid i should just be journaling or something#probably because im worthless selfish scum. idfk.#the last 6 months have been a complete blur. just rotting on the couch or in bed occasionally seeing friends once every other month or so#ive already wasted half of being 17 abd im probably gonna waste the rest too. ill do nothing of worth before i die.#even my art is ugly and horrible and not worth leaving behind. people tell me to work to improve it but i dont have the time left#ill never create any of the things i wanted to create ill never be a good artist im just going to die exactly like this#an absolutely terrible person.#the only people i can talk about the things that make me a terrible person with are people who are terrible in even worse ways#no one can comfort me except them because theyre the only people who know what ive done and actually do see it as less than absolute evil#because they know absolute evil because it is them. but i actually don’t believe that i think theyre bad but could be good#idk what im saying anymore#someone shoot me#please im not kidding#just make it stop#tw vent#tw sui#delete later
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Y'know, I'm really happy that Scarlet's husband is just as delightfully evil and horrible. I think they'd both love to spend their evenings cackling and sharing ideas of hypothetical matches that'll end the bloodiest and most brutal. They'd spend day and night in the arena, demanding battle after battle. After getting news of a successful seige they spend the night drinking and dancing and laughing to each other.
#I just think the trope of: “Terrible horrible and completely awful people having a healthy relationship” is both really funny and quite cute#wof#wings of fire#scarlet wof#I prefer this over them being abusive and toxic to each other ten-fold#Or Scarlet being the absolute worst to a relatively normal person#What if they were both evil but also great with each other?#sp-rambles
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have you guys ever had cholent
#my dad and i were discussing the fact that weve never had it (though i think my savta did as a kid? i'll have to ask her)#and apparently every time my dad considers making it someone tells him it's horrible and not to bother#but i can't figure out why it would be horrible because it appears to just be like. short rib beef stew with some grain and beans added?#all the recipes i can find seem pretty normal and pleasant#so either lots of peoples' families were absolutely terrible at cooking (plausible)#or the addition of barley and navy beans can ruin a stew beyond repair. somehow.#food#box opener#write in let us know.
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WAIT??? MY BOOPS??? THEY SHOW FROM MY MAIN. OH NO. HOW WILL EVERYONE KNOW THAT IT IS I, BOG, WHO IS BOOPING
#its bog-fruit oh my god.#I FORGET THAT EVERYTHING COMES FROM THE MAIN!!!!#AGONY!!! AGONY!!!#oh no.... so many people must be looking at their notifs like Who The Fuck Is This Idiot#ITS ME!!! IM THE IDIOT!!!#agony agony AGONY!!!!#this is terrible... oh its just Horrible...#night RUINED#< im jesting! this is a minor inconvenience#but also its. its devastating. how will they all know#ITS MEEEEEEEEEE bangbangbang LET ME INNNNNN ITS MEEEEEE bangbangbangbang#absolutely unprompted
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hmm i think i am not coping. very well
#i feel like ive hit a wall in my ability to handle anything and idk how to hold myself together anymore#i see myself spiraling terribly but i am so exhausted in every single way that i cannot bring myself to care#and it’s going to kill me one day but i cant even care abt that#july was so horrible. so so bad it’s the worst month ive had since my dad’s passing#i feel so incredibly empty and stagnant and stuck i feel like i am in a tar pit and ive been here before#but i no longer have the strength to claw myself out of it#nor the support of others (irl i love u mutuals)#i quite literally only have my brother at this point and with how physically abusive he can become it’s not like that’s a relationship i#truly feel supported and safe in but it’s all i have#ive always been isolated severely by my family + the Issues have always made socialization so exhausting#i feel like im just floating and no one knows me nor cares bc how can they. i either just push people away to avoid getting hurt or i dont e#even try. and when i want to it’s a task so daunting and draining#i don’t have it in me despite knowing the lack of human connection is absolutely destroying me and ripping me to shreds#despite knowing a community of some kind would help#but i also feel like i offer fucking nothing and am worthless so would i even accept the help given to me. probably not#i wish i wasnt so intense of a person in every single way. and yet i will never be enough either#i feel like ive been clinging and digging my claws into my sanity that was not really present in the first place#ive been put through so much i couldnt cope with so repeatedly and so young i think by the time i wqs 10 i had already hit a wall but you#cant just stop living so it’s only compounded on top of that#it feels unhealable it feels like just part of me now.#i see a complete absence of a future for myself and i have no one to stay alive for anymore#not my parents not my pets not my friends and i dont know how to stay alive for myself bc it’s not something ive ever wanted#idk anymore. ive never felt so utterly lost and alone and broken lmao.#no wonder this relapse has been so all-consuming#dlt ltr
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Me, a fanfic writer at 1:00am, having managed to retcon an entire manga series in 5k and doing it while canon compliant.
#So help me I will fix this terrible horrible manga#I feel like the maid here#I just cleaned up this mess#Can we keep it clean#This is a fix-it fic beyond fix-it fics#See I adore Utena#but I don't think i will ever write an Utena fic#Utena is perfection#I have absolutely nothing to add#Nothing to contribute#BUT THIS#It's like#WHAT ARE YOU DOING NOW WHY DID YOU WRITE IT THAT WAY#NOW I NEED TO FIX IT#People be like “Wow Scarlet you must like MHA you write so much about it”#NO BECAUSE I HAVE TO FIX IT#I JUST CLEANED UP THIS MESS#Yes this is about My Hero Academia#Yes I will clean it up AGAIN
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I think you should be made aware that theres a minidrama on twitter claiming Shiver fans to be racist. Which...some might be. My mutual in law got DOGGED recently and i saw all of it (all they did was make a lil joke i think
so i’ve heard… :( the entire situation is terrible , honestly. i’m not big into splatoon but i am a brown person, and seeing the infighting between fans about the racism and colorism in the fanbase is. stressful, to put it VERY lightly
i’m very sorry to hear what happened to your mutual-in-law. the recent splatfest has a LOT of people agitated. thankfully nobody has been rude to me yet, but knowing the internet (and how things are going right now) who knows how long that’ll last
#era.txt#anon#this entire ‘situation’ is ridiculous in my opinion#i’m absolutely not discrediting the blatant racism and colorism of the fanbase because that absolutely exists#i’m talking about how RIDICULOUSLY rigged the splatfests are. especially the latest few#its horrible that one of the biggest reasons why frye isn’t winning is BECAUSE she’s brown. that’s it. its because people are terrible#its horrible to think that she has a disadvantage just because her skin is darker than shivers. i dont know how to articulate my feelings->#<-properly but just know that i find this entire thing EXTREMELY tiring. i feel like im walking on eggshells here#IM VERY SORRY FOR THE LONG RANT!#i know i couldve said some things better here but i just woke up from a 6 hour nap oops#if you need anything tagged here feel free to lmk
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#mumblings#ok my fave slkt no-sgrub au style#is sollux with an absolute hot potato of a premonition. smth so spicy he needs to spread it far and wide to ease his conscience#but nobody listens to him bcs he's bad with words and he can't explain his No Good Terrible Horrible Feeling with any semblance of logic#his friends think he's gone off the rails. mental health shot down the deep end. susceptible to internet fearmongering conspiracies.#theyre trying to navigate around his doomsday attitude and redirect the conversation somewhere constructive#he's too obsessed with this apocalypse prophecy thing!!!!!! we need to remind him of his hobbies!!!!!!#here's where it gets stupid (funny)#say he manages to convince karkat bcs they have some super special meaningful eye contact that means Shit is Dead Serious#sir karkat. most valuable recruit. sir karkat with a voice that generates cult followings. who loves and believes with his whole chest#who says things with such conviction it becomes impossible to look away without feeling like youre missing out on history#slowly but surely converts many and more to join and help. they cant stop the end but they sure can save what remains of their people#clapclapclap very dramatic. theyd be my favrite movie
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hey. hey universe. hey fucker universe.
no one said you could bring back the Wednesday Curse, bitch. fuck off with this shit i didn't need any of this first thing today.
#the Wednesday Curse is related to a span of about... almost 10 years of every single wednesday having something major go wrong#''major'' is a strong word but it would always feel big and afterwards would be when i would notice it was wednesday#it was a lot and i got very tired of it very quickly but it eventually stopped and i stopped noticing wednesdays#because they stopped being bad every single week#i would wake up on a wednesday bracing for whatever terrible news i would learn or whatever horrible thing would happen inevitably#and i stopped having to do that#my dreams lately have been absolutely horrific and last nights/this mornings was.... worse than usual in a way i wasn't anticipating that's#made me very very worried about a dear friend i can't easily reach out to and i'm doing my best at waiting patiently for a response#but it's hard and then the tire on the car exploded *again* so we're scrambling to figure out how to fix that and we've got a plan#and at least 3 butches on the job and it's going to be okay in the end but i have extreme car anxiety and tires going out is one of the mai#triggers for that and i'm just#i'm also still dealing with the tail end (hopefully) of an upper respiratory infection which makes all the crying i keep doing difficult#because i keep needing to hack my lungs out because breathing sucks rn even though i've had all my meds for it#and i'm just... it's just... anyway#i'm having a rough morning#but i am surrounded by people who are very lovely and care a lot and are willing and able to help with whatever they can#and that's helped a lot and it's just... i know i gotta wait patiently for resolution on things and i'm gonna do my best#to calm myself down and try to be less anxious but i'm only able to do that because of the love that surrounds me and it's a lot#it's all a lot and idk man#the spectre of my dad is doing his best to ruin it but he doesn't exist here in this space it's just a bad memory and no one is at fault
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if they truly did implode then like they died absolutely instantly no pain no suffering, just conscious one moment, dead the next, zero agony involved. so sorry i have even less sympathy now like goo hoo the billionaires get a quick and painless death instead of suffering the consequences of their actions
#brot posts#like its an absolutely gruesome way to die dont get me wrong#but the gore part is more for the people who discover it later#for the people actually experiencing it. well they dont experience it. because its instantaneous#this is a much gorier way to die than suffocating as oxygen is depleted#but its by far the much more humane and least painful way#i was sympathetic in a ‘this is undeniably a horrible way to die’ about the suffocation possibility#i still thought it was funny in the hubris way but theres no denying its a terrifying and terrible way to go#but like. well now i cant even say that!#anyway my whole point to all this is eveyone hand wringing saying oh no billionaires in pain :(#like shut the fuck up because now we know they werent even in pain anyway!!!#all that infantilizing literal billionaires for naught
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I want to know where that Anon get their dimiclaude fics with Rhea positivity. Anon, please drop a link. Every single dimiclaude fics I have read so far always bash Rhea. Rhea is universally a villain in fics. I'm desperate for something that is not.
I hear ya, nonnie. Basically any Houses fic I've read either doesn't have her or she's not really portrayed well. I read like, one fic that had all the characters in it, generally speaking, and Rhea was handled kinda well? But also like, wasn't an important character and it was an AU (and is a fic that is probably not to everyone's taste, i.e. dead dove content unrelated to Rhea).
I've yet to actually find any fics period, ship or not, that have her included or where she's not getting at least a side eye. Personally I'm not a fan of Edelgard but I've had her in AUs and will continue to where she's not a, or the, villain. Seems like it's difficult for people to even find that much for Rhea.
Guess I'll have to do that shit myself.
#maybe it's bc I just don't read a whole lot of fics but even then#a good chunk of them do include other characters and she's just not there#tbh tho I'd rather her not be there than be written horribly wrong bc like#the amount of fics I've been through that portray Lorenz horrendously just bc ppl don't like him#is absolutely awful and it's completely clear to me that those people have zero grasp on his character whatsoever#I'd rather he just be left out of the fic entirely if ppl are gonna write him that poorly#and by poorly I don't mean misinterpreting what he means and all that#I mean intentionally writing him like a heartless snob and using terms to describe him that#make him sound like a horrible person with no redeeming qualities#like if you hate a character then at least keep them in character? bc the character you're hating#you should be hating because of who they are when they're in character#not having to write them completely wrong and off track to make them sound like a terrible character#I've read some great fics esp dmcl where the portrayal of Lorenz is just absolutely pisspoor and I'm like... w h y#there are WAY worse people in the universe than Lorenz yiiiikes#unfortunately it seems Rhea gets that same kind of treatment or she's just not there at all#DCE Ask
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