#terrible friend

[hugevanserrass]

tell me why cassian is so boneheaded that he was willingly about to turn azriel's severe childhood trauma into dinner conversation five seconds after meeting feyre, who was a complete stranger at the time. he only stopped because mor intervened. like on top of all the other bullshit he's done to azriel he also apparently has no tact. and yes this is nitpicky but I dont care I hate that man

[azurecatboy]

ngl gamers been having a real rough one. for a while.

not TOO dark but I'm keeping ramblings under here to not fill TLs up

and going 5 days w/o a phone really made me realize just how much people rely on them

no watch

no calendar

all my notes on my old phone are gone

no music at work so I was just stewing in the bad brain during tedious tasks

not being able to talk to anyone unless I was on desktop

ugh

so hard to not feel lonely/really highlight the 'I am a waste of space and all of my friends are just really nice people tolerating me, no one would miss me, it's hard to say nice things about me because I am not a good friend/boyfriend/person' spiral

like idk, ig I can be nice but is that really anything worthwhile when that should just be the default?

[bojackhorsemanobviously]

Bojack definitely pushed herb into his pool at some point because he is the worse

@bojackandherb

[ladylvck]

She's not one for religion, but--

"The Gods are testing me tonight."

[erin-citrin]

I'm still beyond pissed. I invested so much time and effort into creating art for her, and she doesn't even use it. After I ended our friendship, I didn't even bother to tell her that the rights were taken away. She just made a new original .

Erin feeds melatonin gummies to her kid and has put probably put her obviously neuro-logical child on dangerous medication. She didn't want to listen when I said kids get misdiagnosed all the time. The way I've heard her speak to her kid when he's having strong emotions is troubling. By no means was I trying to tell her how to raise her kid. All I said was, "He has strong emotions and has no idea how to properly let them out." But she would go, "Full name, get your ass out of there and quit making that noise before I whoop your ass or get your father," on call. She could have muted at any point if she didn't want folks involved. She has her child calling Edward "Spaghedward." Her son also plays Minecraft with her and sometimes with Edward.

The guy she's cheating with calls her a "bi-sexual loophole." That's literally the term they both use. She acts like a little brat on call, puffing her cheeks out and pouting, doing all the DDLG stuff right in front of her friends. Most, if not all, of her friends know she's married, and her husband isn't okay with what she's doing online ( and her friends have no clue). The man literally went off on her when he saw her current lover commenting on her TikTok.

She has this black collar with a lock on it that she almost never takes off. Her lover bought it for her. I've bought her things as a friend, which is fine—that's just me sharing what I had when I had it. But the stuff from her lover is different. She's always locked in a voice chat with him in their server. They have a server with a voice chat just for her and him, and they are almost always locked in there, so no one else can join. Her current lover, who can be found attached to most of her stuff, goes by "Taishiro Asui" or Edward. She has a lot of cyber sex with him. I've witnessed it and had screenshots of their roleplays—they've even done it in front of me.. ( my other computer sadly got absolutely damaged in the wreck so i don't have access to those screenshots but i have plenty of artwork that shows damning evidence.)

Her husband, Adam, is the cherry on top. The man has bi-polar disorder, obviously untreated from what I've seen. He has had to beg his wife to come to bed at 11 am. He will call and pester her just to come lay down and be affectionate. I've witnessed that myself multiple times. He's a nice guy, as far as I know—he's waved and said hi to me a few times. He's the one I feel the worst for. She's doing all this while having her husband play on stream, sometimes Dead by Daylight, with the man she's cheating with. Adam has threatened to take their child, Jacob, and leave during one of his bi-polar breaks. He has no idea that Erin is regularly cheating with Edward.

When Erin has gone to doctors or had to take her kid somewhere, or even during family functions, I've tried to hang out with Edward because I thought we were cool like that. I guess we weren't. He would just sulk—a 30-year-old man sulking over a married woman who had to do stuff is just gross. At one point, they both even admitted that they thought I had a thing for Edward. ME liking that sack of shit is the farthest from the truth. I don't. I'm just extremely motherly and affectionate when it's needed.

Erin has no problems voicing herself when it was just people she thought she could trust. But when it boiled down to a now 30-year-old woman who says she isn't ready to deal with her trauma yet—honey, if you haven't by the age of 30, you never will. Especially with a child, you're just pushing your trauma onto that child. Is it any of my business? No, I sank too much time into that friend group. I put way too much time into my art for those assholes. I didn't have to, but it's all I ever have to offer. Her husband liked my art, but not once did Erin ever have art made for him. Free art, ready to go. I even made a wheel of ideas for the original characters she has. I was actually trying, and to have someone who wasn't trying at all say they were trying—pissed me off.

I set up movie stuff, asked questions, noted things down so there was no excuse for me forgetting. They both can sit in a voice chat for hours or play Dead by Daylight or Minecraft for hours. Neither of them works. Adam is the only one in the relationship who works. He's the one buying games for her to play with the man she's cheating with, while Alpha Edward is torrenting stuff left and right to play with his "sub"/lover.

I want to out all their info , but because of laws, I can't share much to identify them. I was too willing to make art for them, and I got tired of feeling how I did with my own family with friends. I got tired of setting things up for the group of friends just to be ignored or blown off constantly. I offered to stream a show for Erin—she didn't want to watch it, but she had no issues watching it with Edward. I streamed a holiday movie one last Halloween. They stayed locked in their voice chat until it was over, then wanted to watch another movie. I had been friends with Erin for almost five years at that point. I knew her before she met Edward. She just put everything on Edward.

You call me a friend but then turn around and treat me like I'm not—it hurts. And when I confronted them, I was viewed as insane or just going off. "Y'all forgot", Erin forgets so much, but she doesn't forget to lock herself in this voice chat with the man she's cheating with." "Edward doesn't forget to have his ass up a married woman's ass." Y'all don't forget to share the smut going on between y'all. Y'all don't forget to let people know when you're streaming. Y'all are too busy messing around to treat friends like friends, and then when met with hostility, you want to shut down and act as if you're doing no wrong..

Edward literally messed around with Erin with a knife. He put it against her shorts and rubbed it on her pussy, Edward was the one who showed me a screenshot of all that.. But me kissing my husband on camera was too much for them. Edward tried to say something, but I said, "Edward, you have no room to say anything." All I did was sit on my husband's lap, kiss and hug him. But all the other stuff I've witnessed from them was okay? Coming into the chat and y'all in the middle of messing around, but me giving my man, the actual person I'm betrothed to, love on camera was too much?

Erin speaks so affectionately about her husband and her wedding day but turns around and does the stuff she does. I can pull up their IMVU accounts and everything they're on. At some point, Edward and Erin actually got married on her actual wedding anniversary, and it was just coincidental? Nah, fam. She even has pregnant avatars and has intimate roleplays with that guy about her having his kid. they want people to mind their business but don't do a great job at concealing what they're doing it… they even have each other's IRL phone numbers and text each other irl. they've added each other on every social platform they share in common Facebook, tiktok, imvu,discord, along with her 3-4 other accounts for every platform she uses. I tried to contact her husband but his discord and facebook are set to friends only and the only times i spoke to him were through live camera while she was online, she would just drag Adam into a private vc with her and Edward when they gamed. Ig it was hard trying to hide their affair when we're all friends in common with him. At some point i asked her in a coded message if "A knows about E, if yes use this emote if no use this emote" she chose the emote for no.. Ed cleared out the dms between me and him pretty quickly

I shit you not, Edward has cleared out his side of the dms, if i could pull it up and show proof i would but i closed my dms because just looking at their names piss me off still.. I couldn't possibly imagine doing what they're doing, have someone make art of her affair and still expect ppl to mind their business. Guilt eats at me for ignoring the crap going on between them instead of of just stepping away from it.

[heneralmoon]

in my fleabag era

[jayrockin]

I finally (got help) slapping Wordpress into shape and Runaway to the Stars is now releasing as a public webcomic! Thank you so much for your support over the years, and sticking with me while I'm slowly chewing my way through this book. I'm very excited to share this story! It'll be updating every Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday thanks to the massive Patreon backlog. Patreon will continue to update as I finish pages, which happens on a sporadic non-schedule.

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[demigod-shenanigans]

Leo. Genuine question. How much time did you spend staring at Jason’s lips to figure that one out?

[mothtato]

Forfeit all mortal possessions to the cute warframe for her gambling addiction 🙌

[cak31ssuperi04]

"Basically what happens is, Grace and Max are right about to win. They're right about to do it. And then, there's a groaning. In the floorboards. Suddenly, the staircase gives out beneath Grace and Max, and they fall through the floors. They fall stories. Pieces of wood shove through their chests, and they both are killed."

"But keep this in mind, nothing truly dies in the Waylon house. Grace and Max become ghosts, and they're off doing whatever, but they're no longer involved in the tournament."

So.. that Pit Stop in Hatchetfield tag team deathmatch huh.

[itslilacokay]

new group activity: period cramp transferring (based off convo with @cyanvalour)

[corpsentry]

pick your battles

[robogart]

"You have to stop the world just to stop the feeling."

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[demaparbat-hp]

Izumi (steambaby) sketches.

[tarteaumiel]

dang of ronpa fashion stuff

[garliicgun]

this game breaks my heart…..! 💔