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day 53 of me side-eyeing a good chunk of the online plural community (endogenics and people claiming satanic ritual abuse)
#mad scrawl#I'm SURE there are technically satanic cults abusing children out there#but far FAR FAR more often it is CHRISTIANS doing horrific shit to children#SRA has repeatedly been disproven as a widespread issue and I never see these ppl talking about getting professional help#it's always self-dxing on the internet#yr literally fucking yrself up MORE by doing this man#also don't get me started on the 'adults intentionally give children DID' thing#technically I guess that could happen#but hmost people don't even know what DID *is*#the abuser just sees that X action results in Y response and keeps doing it#it can be organized 100% but not. in the way ppl claim.
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we were sitting on the floor and i was cutting out tiny pictures to make a collage for a friend's birthday. you were on your phone and you laughed about something, and i was still in love with you then, so i asked what had you giggling.
"sorry. i was just..." you took a moment and went back to texting. "i was telling someone about how you're afraid of the dark."
i'm afraid of the dark because something bad happened. "oh." i felt a little slinky of shame crawl down my throat.
you glanced up, and maybe it showed on my face, because you rolled your eyes and held the phone to the side casually so i could see the group chat. "what? was it a secret?"
i looked down to the scissors in my hand. "i just..." no, it's not a secret. it just felt like something private, something serious. saying why would you tell someone that just feels like an accusation. it's unfair. i honestly am not even ashamed of it, it's just a fact about my person that i don't usually share.
what a strange experience. is this a human thing or a generational thing? for our grandparents: did they need to worry about how quickly someone can just... share your personal information? again, i didn't even really have a true objection. what could i say? i want any person in my life to feel they can be honest with their friends. it's not like i said don't tell anyone this.
i cut out another letter to complete the rainbow happy birthday, started hunting for the exclamation mark. i heard you sigh dramatically.
"don't make a big deal about this," you said.
this entire conversation was a pattern for us, and this was when we got to my least favorite part of the pattern. i would get my feelings hurt in some oblique not-technically-terrible way, and then it would be making a big deal about something. you'd get frustrated for me for being soft, but i was born soft. you knew i was soft when you pierced me. it's one of the things that made controlling me so easy.
"i'm not," i felt my voice crack. the question came without my wanting. "why are you guys talking about me?" and why are you saying that thing? why not like - i'm telling them how you're generous and kind and pretty.
you let out this low, tragic groan. "oh my god." you tossed the phone away from your body. "there, see? i just won't talk to them if you don't like it."
the rest of the hour went the way it always went, between us: i said i don't actually mind if you talk to your friends but -, you found a way to call my minor expression of discomfort "being dramatic." you got upset that i had been offended. i ended up apologizing, even though i hadn't actually done anything.
afterwards, you picked up the phone again. after texting for a little bit, you snorted. "okay," you said, "but it is kind of funny you're afraid of the dark. i mean, when you think about it."
#spilled ink#writeblr#i'm trying to write about this really specific and wierd new experience#that i think is specific to the internet generation#where people you trust can just... say whatever??? and while most people are trustworthy#sometimes they'll just like... put ur shit out there????#and the thing is that sometimes it's GOOD - i want you to tell ppl if ur partner is being cruel!!!!!#i want u to be like ''hey is it normal if xyz happens'' ... but stuff like ''she's afraid of the dark''#PARTICULARLY when it's CLEARLY making fun of me....#what is the point of that.#this is huge and complicated and happens outside of romantic relationships too btw#like someone u thought of as a friend will be like . oh did u know she's scared of heights and it's like.#girl why are u fuckin doing that tho?#it's not a SECRET i just ...???????????????????????#and i think that gross feeling of like -- ''i can't REALLY be upset bc there's not a TRUE RULE about this....''#it's just not something talked about. bc it's so specific and yet so complex#bc how could i say like '' this is a violation of trust'' when it... technically I GUESS isn't????????????#idk maybe im just like super sensitive but please tell me in the comments/tags/etc if this is#something u have experienced (a trusted person like spreading ur shit) and if u were cool with it
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*Different Beast motif plays*
Odysseus: *raises trident*
Odysseus, in the danger voice™: You're going to be my b*tch now, Poseidon.
Poseidon:
Poseidon: ... Alright, please...!
... 600 Strike in a nutshell, right?
#Is that not what happened?#I AM SO SORRY FOR THIS Y'ALL#actually no I'm not sorry#Steven you didn't have to sound like that#simpseidon#<that's my tag for anything one-sided Poseidon x Odysseus#Bc that's the only way I like this ship#The fact that i could technically animate this scares me#Maybe i should#poseidon x odysseus#I guess I should tag it or sth#I still don't like the requited version of this ship but WHATEVER#All of you who do can enjoy this :)#epic the musical#epic odysseus#epic poseidon#Even as someone who doesn't ship them properly i must say Poseidon IS his b*tch now#There's no way he isn't#At least that means calm and favorable seas for the rest of his life?#At the cost of one simpy god trying to still act like he hates him#Small cost?? Maybe???
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“It’s cold." “I know. I know, but we’re going to be alright. Do you hear me? You’re alright now. You’re going to be okay.” “I want to go home.” “We can’t go back home. We’re—we’re orphans now, remember? Nobody’s waiting for us back there.”
#this is technically art for my fic so it gets the tag:#silvacegreengardens#I love drawing backgrounds (lie)#my art#fernart#for once I'm feeling pretty proud of this one??? wild#guess that's what happens when I try for a full illustration every once in a while lol#rip to that plant specifically though. abstract shapes be upon ye#the owl house#caleb wittebane#philip wittebane#wittebros#toh fanart#eventually I'm going to post a short green gardens companion fic that explains what Caleb's going through bc it's a Lot#oh rip to the blanket and left hand too. definitely did not try incorporating them as well as I could have. ah well#the focus for this was color and expression anyway#bummer that it's so dark but I couldn't figure out how to get the ambience otherwise and I refuse to shoot reference of myself#dripping wet and sitting in a dark place with vague overhead ambient lighting#you should've seen how Caleb's feet looked in the initial sketch. HUGE. boy came straight out of kingdom hearts
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JUST CHANGED MY BIO FROM "IS PURSUING HER BA IN CREATIVE WRITING" TO "HOLDS A BA IN CREATIVE WRITING" AHHAHAHAHA
#technically I hold NOTHING because I don't have the actual degree yet lmao#and also could fail my classes and be stuck here forever! LMAO (but that won't happen obviously)#BUT YAAAY#also technically i don't hold a BA in CREATIVE writing lmao#it's just a BA in capital W “Writing”#don't ask#I guess they were like ceative writing isn't marketable here trick people into thinking u majored in journalism#?? lmao
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throws oc lore at u <3 (anton belongs to @poicyss )
#im in the middle of doing an updated voice claim video and im taking a break so i made these lol#this is probably only canon to starshadow!au but if i had to guess she probably came from another planet than dimension#so.. technically an alien instead of an abnormality??? lol#making objects float comes from the star antigravity!! im sure she could make the opposite happen and pull things toward her w gravitationa#pull!! a few of her powers are inspired by mario galaxy so that was borrowed from the pull stars and other gameplay mechanics ^_^#her meet cute is basically something that was supposed to be for mutual benefit and then it gets out of hand and they escape the facility#together or smth.. theres a reason why she doesnt exist in antons canon and thats bc the universe cant let them be best friends LMAO#BUT LIKE IT WORKS... antons indestructible and could withstand her radiation and nobody wants to talk to him anyway#and theyre both curious they could like talk for hours while anton does ''''work''''' on her (they are just chatterbugs having a good time)#i wonder what kinda stuff they would do if they escape.. maybe they explore the galaxy together who knows hehehehe#kicking my feet and giggling like an idiot#my art#myart#doodles#my oc#friend oc#anton#augusta#starshadow#sillies family#SQUEEZING THEM. DUNKING THEM IN MILK AND THROWING THEM AGAINST THE WALL#lobocorp#lobotomy corporation#sort of????????
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Thinking about if Reala’s design and personality were partially inspired by heels in wrestling 🤔
He is an actual villain unlike heels but I know it’s a pretty common fan theory that before NiGHTS rebelled, they would take the “friendlier” role while collecting Ideya, befriending the visitors and helping them regain their Ideya, and then Reala comes in and Gets Them™, so he portrays a villain within their specific Ideya-collecting act (and I guess NiGHTS kind of does too once the overall plan is revealed but yk)
I was wondering why he was designed with muscles- it’s probably just to better distinguish him from NiGHTS’ daintier and more elegant design and establish him as an antagonist but I feel like he does that well enough even without muscles, so I thought this could be a cool explanation idk
#i guess i’ve never really seen muscles as an “evil” trait so they’ve always seemed kind of random on reala imo.. buff clown#i guess in canon he could just shapeshift to have them (or not have them) but i’ve always hc’d them as something wizeman designed him with#and i like the idea of him eventually coming to question and struggle with why he had to be the “scary one” in his and nights’ usual scheme#he likes how he looks and he can technically just change it but he doesn’t like how other people think of his appearance#nights scares based on actions and can control that while reala scares based on appearance and so he can’t like. turn that off#and he knows it still happens even after wizeman is gone :(#anyway i finished my paper so i can Talk About The Characters.. i should’ve prob put the hc stuff in a separate post#long post#also long tags shsjsn#ok one more: reala’s like “sometimes i wish i looked more like you” and nights just tells him “but who will open jars for me then :(”#nights into dreams#tagging this.. people need to Know#reala
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#i mean if its 86 then thats when a lot of people get to count dying and coming back from the dead. like. everyone.#it could be 96 but i guess we dont technically have enough of amalgan comics to know if jason truly died or was just like. assumed dead#if it wasnt supposed to be real jason in 2003 when it happened does 2003 count later when they said 'nevermind actually'?#and of course#do we count the issue date or the actual publication date debate#poll#alt text#this is the 'whats the first pokemon' poll to me#very silly but i want to know what people think
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I've been thinking a lot about how Rook's reunion with his former mentor, Zara, is going to go, and since I can't predict what the DM is going to have her do or say, I can only dwell on what I know is going to happen. Which happens to include taking off the illusion ring that's been hiding his injuries from her. So have a snippet of the description I have planned for that moment:
tw for description of (mostly healed) injuries
He hesitates, twisting a ring on his finger. Looking at it more closely, she can tell it’s very finely crafted, and must have been very expensive. A large emerald is set into the band. Rook sighs, and pulls the ring off his finger in one quick motion. Immediately she’s struck by the difference in his appearance as the illusion melts away. He looks awful. His warm, healthy skin fades to a dull and sickly grey. There’s huge bags under his deeply sunken eyes, and his cheeks are hollowed, as though they have been carved out by an overeager sculptor. He looks like he’s recently risen from the grave. While he was thin before, now she can see his ribs under the skin, and his collarbones are exaggeratedly pronounce. Thin white lines left by dozens upon dozens of recently healed cuts are scattered across his body. On top of that, faded bruises cover most of his visible skin, a mottled mosaic of purple and yellow. They’re clearly days, maybe weeks old, and she can only begin to imagine what they must have looked like when fresh. Bandages are barely visible under his shirt, wrapping around his back, hinting at even more injuries.
#morrigan.text#my writing#dnd writing#oc: Rook#oc: Zara#Poor Zara.#she's gonna feel so fucking guilty about everything that's happened to him in the last 3 years even though it's not her fault.#yes she pissed off Wolf but she had no way of knowing Wolf would go after Rook instead of her.#(I don't even know what she did to piss off Wolf. That's the Big Reveal that's going to happen when Rook sees her again.)#but yeah. Seeing him like this and knowing/thinking that it's because of her actions... it's going to destroy her and that kills me.#I don't know what she did but I *do* know that she never intended for Rook to get hurt. She loves him too much for that.#but Rook could never blame her for anything. He'd forgive her just about anything. And that will probably only make her feel worse.#Rook and his mentors will never ever fail to fuck me up big time.#his undying devotion and naive faith in them which is such a stark contrast to his usual distrust of people.#and it gets him hurt every time even though the don't *mean* to hurt him. But Sigmar's case was definitely much more malicious than Zara's.#this reunion is going to be such a huge turning point for Rook's character and his personal development as a character.#well really it's a combination of things all happening at once that are going to be the turning point.#1) the fact that the party rescued him from Wolf which has literally no other explanation than that they love him and care about him.#2) seeing Zara again and finally getting that closure that he never got three years ago plus being to reestablish the most important#relationship in his entire life. Plus she's just a good influence on him all-around a much-needed source of support after Sigmar's betrayal#3) getting gifted the Tide Breaker (Zara's old ship) and having to learn some responsibility for once in his life will be very good for him#and I guess you could also say that 4) my temporary character Val talking some sense into him has something to do with it lmao.#but we'll see how this all plays out bc while I know these things are going to happen they technically haven't happened yet.#I'm not gonna RP the conversation between Rook and Val bc it would just be me talking to myself for a long time but I am gonna write it up#when we get to that point so I can show it to the DM so he knows what they talked about. Plus it will be a very fun exercise bc Val was#literally designed to be Rook's opposite in just about every way. They're very wise and responsible and Rook is a reckless idiot.#(but I love him anyways.)#So it's gonna be fun to balance writing both of them in the same conversation.#anyways. these tags are SO FUCKING LONG already. If you read this far I'm giving you your favorite dessert and a hug if you want it.#and also pledging you my undying allegiance for life. <3
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won't say much abt it but i definitely am a bit disappointed in regards to the limited world state options, i get that theres not much we can do about it at this point- but admittedly it has very weird implications for lore, because for example who became divine affects what happened to circles, who drank from the well determines who's linked with mythal etc etc
but on the flip side im just trying to look for any positives like at least we got a da4 to begin with 😭could you imagine if this was still live service with microtransactions
#ibon.txt#and like. if your inquisitor didnt romance anyone like mine did that means even less continuation from my inquisition world state technical#here's to hoping they add updates or something but i'm not too sure if that's like a thing thats able to happen realistically#like even the codex!!!#they could just write codex entries and id be happy#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#to be fair though I’ll still enjoy the game because it’s remarkable that we have a da4 at all considering everything#it’s just…. wistful sigh#there could be a layer in which the devs could have been limited from what they wanted to do i guess? given all the issues with bi*ware#layoffs and development hell and teams getting sidelined etc#but also keep in mind im not too knowledgeable on gamedev#these are just my thoughts
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at this point I don't even know if tag fragmentation in the general russian holmes space is worth addressing. a few years ago I successfully kept the ancient customs intact because I wrote a post so deranged and pretentious it displeased people into doing what I wanted but nowadays what's the point in making a grand return of being terminally online if yall kinda right
#history: in the ice age the soviet series were exclusively russian sherlock holmes#the 2013 show is about to appear under a surprisingly generic title of Sherlock Holmes that is also russian#the contemporaries can't come up with anything better than naming it the new russian holmes#it is a decade later#soon it will be 11 years of nrh being *new*#and russian sh keeps dying out in favour of soviet sh#tag fragmentation occurs where the historic russian sh name with almost 15 years of tumblr history gets shafted in favour of soviet sh#a relatively new tag nowhere near of the russian sh legacy#as someone who actually scrolled it all the way back to the very beginning and yes to the first posts of circa 2010/2011#you can guess why I felt strongly about it since you are just creating an issue that never was and also making a false impression#of how sparsely populated soviet sh is while all this time it was just a secondary but also straight up unused tag#the same thing having two tags with totally different content bc of tag fragmentation is quite annoying#but it is now the modern age and idk if you can even go that deep into any tag anymore with how the search function doesn't work#and who could be wrong. russian sh Is soviet. nrh Is new. and nrh will never change and mix with the russian sh search forever.#plus what is the issue. russian sh gets one post a week and nrh gets one every half a year. the annoyance exists to me only.#do we assemble a council and grant both shows new unique tags and resolve the mistakes of our ancestors#while erasing 10+ years of history behind their current tags in the process thus basically wiping the fandom clean#or do we just live with it while occasionally shrugging at how this all happened#I thought and fought to keep it the way it was because adding to a search that goes back to 2010 is what it's all about o7#but nowadays truly. everyone else is technically right. what's the point
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Man. I just get so actually legitimately sad each time I remember that toh ended and that we live in the post-toh world. Like it really is over.
Ms Dana Terrace has said that she'd like to do more given the chance (and after some quality time off of bigger projects, just to chill), but as far as we know, it's the end.
Heck, we barely got anything after the final episode, no books, no special merch, no dedicated little chibi shorts, nothing really, aside from the, thankfully fun, get-togethers of the cast and crew!
Idk. Ah well actually nah, I do know, that this show just meant an enormous lot to me. Incredibly huge, the kind that you can't break away from and wouldn't want to anyway. The kind that feels like, man, where would I be without it.
Happy 1 Year, to the end of The Owl House. Thank you, The Owl House.
I hope the future is bright, for all of us.
#The Owl House#TOH#Owl House#and tbh. its also why I havent exactly been posting as much!#I just. really miss it man.#and thinking so hard of how great it all was. gets me choked up for real lol.#I do hope theres more for us in the future. I really cant say for certain.#Cause to be less sentimental and more analytical for a moment#TOH was d1sney's biggest original ip hit that wasnt a movie for both such a long time and in a good long time!#Yes yes the internet doesn't always entirely mean the reality of things (which is why financially bcg is their biggest hit technically)#but to actually think back upon it all#TOH always had news articles and video essays and huge followings on tons of communities#especially on youtube! which isn't that easy! Youtube will always be dominated by bigger named things so the fact that toh DID get trending#number 1 more than once? Was incredibly impressive. And not just that but the viewer demand and count were through the roof! Huge in general#television numbers. All to say that is is that toh was an enormous hit. both financially and to people. so. yeah. It's. kind of in the air?#I guess? that no one really knows what could happen. I mean hell amph1bia is still getting books.#Granted....lets not forget ofc that disknee really. really. reaaaally doesnt. like. toh. ×^| but who knows!#personally? still hoping for a save the light styled game someday. or just some game that I can play on my switch someday.#but yep! Enough of my rambling. Thank you for everything The Owl House. really. Truly.
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The cool part about likes on Twitter going private is that we won't have the yearly "ninja muffin is a predator because he jacks it to Hatsune Miku" argument again
#friday night funkin#technically i guess people could check his favorites on NG but like??#people on ng aren't fucking insane and constantly foaming at the mouth like they are on twitter#that being said if for whatever reason the same argument happens again whenever the full ass game drops im not even arguing anymore#like at that point im just lobotomize whoever the fuck keeps bringing that shit back with a big rock and call it a day
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You know I partly blame my mom's sympathy tactic of shouting "YOU KNOW I COULD LITERALLY DIE OF A STROKE OR HEART ATTACK TOMORROW AND THEN I'LL BE GONE FOREVER" for some of my health derangements and intrusive thoughts that I or anyone I love may die in their sleep tonight lol
#yeah I guess that technically could happen to you it could even happen to me!#what a very well adjusted way to think about life!#its good tho i guess because my terrible fear of death means i have zero intentions of krilling myself
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idk i feel like we’ve already talked about this (we did!! it’s here!! by the lovely @mac-lilly) but a sweet home alabama-ish juke au. yknow. childhood friends to lovers to strangers to enemies to lovers again
mostly for this scene:
“nice dress,” he shouts over the rain and the sound of waves crashing against the shore. “where’s your husband?” he barely throws a glance at her, his eyes quickly averting back to his task at hand — burying the rods deeper i to the sand.
julie is drenched from head to toe, her wedding dress ruined, her hair a nightmare — her make up is probably leaking all over her face, and her feet are aching. but as she gets ready to give him her answer, she can’t help but smile — a genuine one.
“i’m looking at him,” she says simply.
luke stops moving, his back to her as his arms hang on either side of the metal rod he was now gripping with a little more force than necessary.
for a moment neither of them say anything, with only the sound of nature roaring around them.
it represented them well — the pouring rain, the crashing waves; the thunderous clouds and blinding lightning: it was a lot, all-encompassing and overwhelming.
their love was a force of nature, and they both knew it.
luke slowly turns around, hands dropping to his sides.
“what are you talking about?” his eyes scan the darkened area behind her, trying to spot the blond head he knows will inevitably pop up. “where’s nick?” he finally asks when he fails to see him.
“he’s not here, luke,” she says, taking a step towards him. luke’s eyes are back on her, as he watches her warily. what was she up to? torturing him until the last minute?
“he left for new york an hour ago.”
just hearing the name of the city that had become julie’s new home reminds luke why he had tried so hard to guard his heart.
he nods brusquely at julie, walking past her as he shouts over his shoulder.
“you should hurry and catch up to him — wouldn’t want to miss your wedding night.” he grimaces as the words leave his mouth, instantly regretting it.
he sounded petty. and he also definitely didn’t want to picture julie on her wedding night with someone…..that wasn’t him.
luke stops to pick up his equipment off the ground, shaking his head as he digs around in the sand to make sure he doesn’t leave anything behind.
“i’m not joining him.”
luke stops moving, his fingers freezing mid-search as her words slowly sink in.
she couldn’t-
she didn’t-
“we didn’t get married, luke.”
her words hit him like a bag of bricks, dropping everything he had picked up as he slowly straightens up, his back still to her.
he takes in a deep breath- and another, eyes closed and fists clenched as he tries to squash down the hope that stubbornly started rising up in his chest.
“why not?”
“apparently,” she starts, her voice slowly getting closer. “…we’re still married.”
luke’s eyes snap open at her statement, swirling around to find her standing only a few feet away.
“still married? but i signed the papers, just like you asked me to.”
“yeah well turns out…i kinda forgot to.” she shrugs, shoulders moving up and down as a small smile makes its way on her face.
“forgot?” he asks incredulously. “forgot?”
luke groans as he rakes his fingers through his hair, letting out a humourless laugh.
“julie,” he says, eyes on hers. “what do you want?”
“you,” she answers simply. “you were my first kiss,” she continues, taking a step closer. “and i want you to be the last.”
that throws him off for a second, recalling a time when they were kids and julie had told him the exact same thing.
they were older now- things were different…right?
luke just shakes his head to clear it, and asks again.
“no i mean- what do you want to be married to me for anyway? wasn’t nick what you were always looking for?”
julie shakes her head as her smile turns blinding, taking a step towards him, and then another, until she was crowding him, standing in his space.
“so i can kiss you whenever i want.”
she grabs his drench collar, and pulls, until he was only inches away.
“and no luke, it was always you.”
#technical word who lol#basically he’s prepping stuff to let the lightning make pretty glass with the sand#abyWAY#HAPPY JUKE JEUDI!#AGAIN#this is what happens when i watch snippets of movies while eating dinner#jatp#juke#julie and the phantoms#my fics#i guess#this was so rushed and i just cba but i wanted to convey how well the au could work with tweaks#like maybe julie went to new york cause she wanted to work enough to support jatp or sunset curve ? but luke felt he was only ever holding#her back#maybe he went up to new york a few times and just felt way too out of place compared to LA#but he never told her#and never called her back or replird to her messages#so julie just thought he was done with her and so stayed heartbroken in new york#and then blah blah blah stuff happen blah#anyway
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Thinking about how in that one stick of truth trailer we could've gotten Giant Clyde in the game...not that I'm disappointed at all with what we got because Clyde leading a dark army with the stick was fucking awesome but sometimes I like to think about what that would've been like
#i guess technically both could still happen just what interests me is how it could've worked or effected the story or something#idk Giant Clydes a cool idea I'm kinda sad not many people talk about it#how tf would it have happened? government tech? taco bell sauce? the reverse of whatever the gnomes gave the new kid to shrink?#a boss fight with giant Clyde would've been cool too#halfway through he starts crying or something and it almost creates a flood#i dunno sorry for rambling in tags about this#the stick of truth#tsot#stick of truth#Clyde Donovan#dark lord clyde#sp clyde#south park#giant Clyde#does that tag even exist?#south park g/t#i guess I should tag that too
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