#tear in my heart series

[srnileforme]

no matter how many summers and winters pass come rain or come shine, as long as i have you on my side — Good Time (William Jakrapatr, Est Supha)

THAMEPO (2024-2025) | EPISODE 13

[tortibomb]

Just let boys cry 😢

North - Fourever You Joke - Jack & Joker Saint - High School Frenemy Bison - The Heart Killers Teerak - Your Sky Thame - ThamePo Heart That Skips a Beat Kant - The Heart Killers Joe - My Stand In

part two | part three | part four

[khaoala]

Don't get on people's nerves. Stay alive and come out of there in one piece.

What? I've got way more mellow since I met you, you know?

FIRST KANAPHAN as KANT PATTANAWAT and KHAOTUNG THANAWAT as BISON episode 11 of THE HEART KILLERS

[shanblackrx]

I think that, as much as it was an incredibly devastating scene, we still kinda expected Fadel to break down eventually.

But did you expect this

[babybison]

Maybe you're overlooking someone. Someone you can't bring yourselves to suspect.

[chenouttachen]

the courage it must have taken joke to find his dad in the hospital and ask him for help. the courage it must have taken to face the man who’s only ever been disappointed with him. the courage to reconnect with someone who hasn’t spoken to him since the night he was arrested. the courage to hurt himself in order to help jack and his grandma. to have that man publicly disown him without a second thought, and still have the courage to go right back and stand by jack’s side and carry on as though it never happened. and jack might never know. might never understand just how brave joke can be. for him.

[kojitheopossum]

Final breath of a dying star

Closeup and lightless + bonus version under cut

[anpanman95]

he misspelled everything but the word “lie”

nobody talk to me

[gunsatthaphan]

I‘m????? normal?????

[khaoala]

but if you let me help, maybe you can go beyond your limits.

JOONG ARCHEN as FADEL episode 4 of THE HEART KILLERS

[babybison]

Five years will go by in a flash.

[massy2ly]

Part 2 because there’s no S without his F 🔫🍔

[k1tty5]

was deciding where i would put each lifers hearts and then i got stuck. this is how far i got

[guntinn]

Thamepo - Ep12

[ktyekmrf30]

With GMMTV series I always have a clear distinction. When it's a adaptation of a popular novel, I'm quite aware while watching that the script was completely rewritten by the different team, and in most cases it was for the better (it took a lot of effort to make on screen a green flag characters for My School President and Star in My Mind characters and I really mean it, I hope all the scriptwriters got a bonus for how much effort they put into making the couples' relationships in these series healthy - unlike the novel). So yes, I quite clearly separate the characters from the series from those written in the novel. For my sanity and faith in my favorite characters. They're are two completely different people for me.

But there are series where they wrote the script and the novel appeared as an addition and based on the script and team's notes (NLMG, Kidnap, ThamePo). In this case, I perceive the novel as an addition to what the director does not have time to tell about on the screen due to reasons. So this is just something canon about characters for me but unseen in the series.

And with ThamePo? Oh God, my heart cries for Po.

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I assumed from the first few episodes that he was in a toxic relationship, but I didn't realize how abusive it was. And how much it destroyed Po as a person and now I feel like I looked at him with new eyes.

What hurts even more now is how much Po hasn't lost faith in people and how much his bright naive soul wants to help Thame reunite the group, even if it means he might end up getting hurt again, especially after such a big betrayal from his ex. And that scene where Po remembers Jun's words about how Thame would forget about him once the group reunites? Now it hits me in a completely different way because at that exactly moment Po in his mind was trying to deny the fact that he had met someone like Earn again. Because he had faith in Thame. May sound stupid, but it's just so inherent in his character. And because he and Thame aren't that close at this moment, it wasn't the pain for him, no. It was disappointment. And not so much in Thame but in people in general. I understand him, I experienced it once too.

And that's why the moment when Po decides to enter into a relationship with Thame will be so precious to him. Not only because he decided to start relationship with an idol knowing that it would be hidden and it would be a secret relationship again (like with ex). For him it was also a matter of trust, fear of the situation repeating itself, the question of what he is worth and what he has achieved as an independent human being and how he cannot lose this with new relationship again. Because it will destroys him.

And I can't even begin to write how angry I am about everything involving Earn now. I hate people like him. Uncle Joei and Baifern's words about him make so much sense now after knowing all of this, and yes, that asshole at least needs to go bankrupt in the finale. It's not enough for me to think that Thame is going to punch Earn in the face one day, to protect Po I need a gun.

[yoroshiu]

Isn't it funny that most of the games in Kingdom Hearts end in tragedies, or very bittersweetly, AT BEST. And even the handful that are technically happy endings have the underlying pressure of the upcoming battle, so nothing is ever truly "outright happy."