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you know its been a while since you had the time and energy to farm when you lose your mind over ur man just standing
#loml tag#im so tired from work and the heat but god gallagher just gives me an entire boost#im letting out the weakest but most sincere yaay#im also eating him up like a nice cool snack in this hot weather#own#tbd
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any other spoonies or people with fibro/chronic fatigue/myalgic encephalomyletis/adhd/etc start just *trying* to think of the steps to a complex mental task have an immediate brain shutdown and get sleepy/fatigued/feel drugg/ed and physically exhausted immediately after doing so bc i feel like im going crazy and googling/duckduckgo-ing yeilded only like, mayo clinic articles defining chronic fatigue so. lol
#pls fuckin help me#chronic fatigue#me/cfs#MECFS#spoonie#autoimmune disorder#text#tbd ........#myalgic encephalomyelitis#this is the whole reason why most of the time i literally CAN'T draw when im not physically tired its bizarre#and has gotten worse so gradually over time that i didn't notice it really didn't used to happen until recently#it happens with almost anything intricate but especially with anything creative#like taking trazodone or a heavy dose of xanax but nothing actually happened#it gradually fades over the next hour unless i keep trying to do something that takes a lot of brainpower#which is unfortunately most things
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there's always something so fascinating to me when art is a little incomprehensive and/or unorthodox in it's storytelling sometimes. like, i may not have fully understood the "story" being told here (if there even is one), but the feeling it conveyed to me already left a strong enough impression i don't need to necessarily "understand" it to enjoy it
#does this make sense LOL#i think even as a young artist the kind of art i enjoyed the most is when it made me Feel smth like it captured a moment or feeling in time#i wanna get better at drawing more art like this 💭#tbd maybe
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#obviously i am Thrilled with all the buddie goodness we got this ep#but one thing about this whole eddie/chris storyline that is driving me absolutely UP THE WALLS#is that there has just been absolutely Zero realistic communication about any of it from the audience's perspective#we don't hear anything about logistics in the moments where chris is actually leaving#(about how long he'll be gone for/if it's just for the summer/etc etc)#which whatever fine tim wanted it to be dramatic#but still in season 8 we don't know if there's been any discussion with chris OR helena and ramon about when/if he should be coming home#like you can infer if you want that the diaz parents have no intention of giving up chris and this was the plan all along#but tbh even that is largely extrapolation on the fandom's part bc they haven't told us anything!!!!!!#two facetimes and three conversations eddie's had with people that Aren't his parents is not enough!!!!#and i know it's the Eddie Diaz Routine(tm) to jump to the most extreme possible conclusion re him moving back to el paso#but WHY have we gotten no indication at all that he's attempted to talk this out with chris at some point in the last 5 months???????????#the dust settled a long time ago and eddie has Always been so good at talking to chris even when it's a difficult subject#i refuse to believe we're in last resort territory i'm sorry askdfjhsa#i want to write something about it but there's so much to tackle i don't even know where to start!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway yes i know i was the one pointing out last week that storylines 8 seasons in are not going to be top notch but that doesn't negate#my frustration aksdjfhsih#tbd
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I am so excited for the proper debut of my #1 babygirl Jiro
I spent like WAY too much time choosing who I wanted in the prologue and I narrowed it down to I think Lucas, Haku and Jiro. After much deliberation I finally landed on Jiro and I have adored him the whole game. He's not my current FAVOURITE (that's Sho, the relationship build up there was beautiful, I can't NOT love a capable, cute guy who takes a bit to warm up to you), but boy howdy am I ready for the next chapter to change that.
I'm tossing up between wanting to literally put him out of his misery (Jiro lovers can relate) and laying him down on my lap, playing with his hair and reading him philosophical works. Or horror. I think he'd enjoy H.P. Lovecraft.
TL;DR: the next chapter can't come soon enough
#i love this man#but also holy shit#he needs therapy#or a labotomy#honestly most of them do#except maybe like Tohma and Haku#they seem to have their shit together#tokyo debunker#tbd#tbd spoilers#tokyo debunkers jiro#i dont know his last name#jiro frankenstien maybe#i forget Yuri's name way more#someone will mention Yuri and ill be like#who?#tokyo debunkers game#mortkranken
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#LOTR#The Lord of the Rings#The Silmarillion#Middle-earth#Tolkien#tumblr polls#middleearth polls#my apologies for the lack of new polls the last two days#I had to clean a pond at the weekend and had less time than I would have liked to organise my polls for the next week#making it up as we go now#more or less#category: most badass#category: silm#category: tbd
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read something the other day that might be useful to other people w anxiety.
saying 'i'm okay' when you're feeling anxious signals to your brain that it's wrong to feel how you feel. it's dismissive and won't help you in the long run.
instead, say 'i'm safe'. it's far more comforting. you're not denying or trying to suppress your anxiety. you're making space for it while simultaneously acknowledging that you are going to get through the bad feelings. you might be anxious but nothing is going to harm you. you're safe !
#it's a bit stupid at first. like it sounds so dumb to say it out loud to yourself#and obvs it might not work for everyone#but it's actually mad how these small changes to the way i speak to myself help#just the smallest mindset shift#because let's be honest when you're anxious you're NOT feeling okay. and even though most of the time it's irrational/unjustified#saying 'im okay' or 'im going to be okay' is just a bit mean to yourself#like duh we know that but we're still going to be anxious#saying im safe feels a little bit like im casting a protective spell on myself. doesn't mean the things wont be scary but im more convinced#that i will in fact get out of them ok#anyways my anxiety has been a bit weird lately#tbd
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Just remembered this one time when I was working a night shift job, I got off work at 7a, went home and churned out the saddest fic I’ve ever written about Billy Hargrove accidentally causing Steve to die. I posted and then just went to bed.
Got the idea. Wrote the idea. Posted it. Took like an hour. I’ve never experienced anything like that before or since.
#it is probably the most WTF thing I’ve ever written tbd#I would actually love to get back into writing#like I do some little ficlets on here but I’d love to write a full fled fic again
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jamie is the most broken-up-with man alive.... he has like four ex girlfriends and one sort-of-ex-boyfriend and one ex wife and they all were the ones to decide to end the relationship. because no one can handle this wet dog KNDSFMDF
#probably wouldnt be a lot to some but its a lot to my Very romance averse aro ass 🐸#+ its Jamie. so like#KJNFKGJMD#ooc tbd#✖ ooc.#ok im doneee with ooc i prommy#the ex boyfriend one doesnt quite count bc it was pure '?????'#oh mr damien mesa...... save yourself dont try to figure out what jamies up to now KJNDJFNMD#i will say it is very funny that *jamie* is one of the most alloro ocs i have 😭
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i love the slowmo/freeze during chain attack and wipe out, it always gives me gems like these
#characters fighting by kicking (gallagher boothill lycaon) >>>>>>>>>>>>#i had one where his ass was completely covering my screen but i wasnt fast enough to capture rip#my most beloved bby soukakus are always pretty funny she always looks like stumbling and falling face first into the enemy w her weapon LMA#tbd#own#zzz tag
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bro, the dash has been feeling so dead these past few days. is it just me ??? are we alive ??? HELLO ????
#💎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚝𝚜 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚐 ( ooc )#[ ITS FEELS SO QUIET .#it feels like when everyone is on then it is very evident#and then every other time no one is i feel like the most#unfunny person on the planet KFDJKDJF#tbd
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I've been really getting into the indie game scene over the past handful of years, and i think the coolest thing abt indie games is that you realize everything is so much more "within your reach" than you would have originally thought.
I feel like when ppl imagine making a game, you compare yourselves to triple A studios, and it feels like such an impossible standard to reach and that THIS is the bar you have to be at in order to Make Things. But when you realize it CAN also literally just be a small, scrappy thing between you and your buddies (or even making it solo) and whichever niche audience is willing to enjoy it--anyone can make anything! Even if it's just a "sketch" of a game, you still *made* something.
#i think *finishing* something is probably the most important thing to takeaway from all this tbh#a little rough around the edges but u still made smth to completion. you did it!!!!#i like that w some indie games u can still see the rough around the edges sometimes but it's like... kinda nice?#feels human in a way#tbd maybe#maybe also smth to be said that there's also so much more stylistic freedom w indie studios
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I’m sad Smalls is gone again, she’s so fun, but TBD is still so so interesting!
TBD please?
7/10/24 WIP Wednesday (Closed) | TBD AU
“We want the takeout menu.” Katelyn decides for the both of them, grabbing the menu from Andrew and opening it to look over the options. “Oh, they’ve got a pizza with french fries baked into it.”
Aaron makes a face but, being the dutiful husband that he is, merely wraps an arm around her, “Wow, the two things you were craving put together.”
“Make your decisions and we’ll call it in. I’ll pick it up.” Andrew says ushering the two out of his house so that Aaron wouldn’t have anything else to try and pass judgment on.
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#She'll be back this week most likely#TBD AU#AFTG#AFTG AU#ANdrew Minyard#Neil Josten#Andreil#TBD - Chapter 1 - 147#7-10-24 WIP Wednesday#WIP Wednesday Ask Game#30
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people still occasionally tag my poems as stucky / stucky-coded / etc and that amuses and delights me. i have been Seen and Identified accurately and i cannot deny my roots. even though i am no longer intentionally writing for or about them i still love the same kinds of archetypes and narratives and dynamics that drew me to them in the first place
#sylvie speaks#tbd#i will always have a soft spot for stucky i think#especially when it comes to my poetry#they are what started it all#like that one post about stucky fan poetry#i'm not so vain as to count myself among the Great Stucky Era of fan writing#but i was caught up in that wave too and i still look back at it fondly#anyway someone tagged my most recent poem as stucky coded#and it made me nostalgic so here i am
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man the dev notes w/ the stormshore tabernacle convo. whatever they're there for it's kind of remarkable how so much of the notes there for her are just textbook abuser stuff.
#tbd#after all the advantages I gave you -- i have the visceral skin crawl reaction its the abusive parent anthem#things that make my skin crawl bruh#it's everything I did for you#child who i groomed#I'm being so magnanimous towards you giving you time == child who i groomed#look at how merciful i am even though my first instinct is that i don't like how you didn't obey me#the dev notes of that convo genuinely make it worse boooy#which well done but also i will throw hands#dming helm pls kill her again#anyway i think it's kind of fascinating that most gods in this game show themselves as these larger than life figures but mystra?#you are seeing the person who did that to gale you are seeing that person#that person came to him as a child#like that divine separation has just not been there#esp with the build up#where she first dispatches elminster and then again when he tells you about the grant but at the end it's just her in this human figure#i genuinely feel like it deliberately strips that divine separation away & its another layer of insidiousness on her part#it's grounded in the sense of the damage she'd done to gale idk i am waffling but its just something about it is worse when it's so..wow.#idk i think in this game? i think she's not written like the other gods in this game and i think it makes her worse not more sympathetic#bg3 spoilers#abuse tw
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reader insert crackfic but it’s just about me cornering deku abruptly at random points and places to startle him into revealing facts about bakugo that no normal person should know
#I know that man personally wrote dynamight’s wiki page and it has the most obscure unnecessary facts listed#like why do I need to know how much sweat he produces per hour. anyway#this is so dumb tbd probably#SHAKES FIST. I WISH I COULD DRAW
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