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In the biggest street in Tel Aviv, Israelis hang up signs that say “Victory looks like 0 people in Gaza,” and “Genocide Gaza.”
via ahmedeldin
#israeli war crimes#genocide#ethnic cleansing#this is the intensity of their hatred for palestinians#meanwhile palestinians only want freedom. they want to return to their homes thats all they talk about#they say from the river to the sea palestine will be free#and bec israel has no actual proof that palestinians want to kill all jews they say that this statement itself is antisemitic#talk about delusion#free palestine#palestine#israel#you know that this is what antisemites used to say about jews right? read a fucking history book#how is this not the epitomy of bigotry
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Social anxiety level: Chatting with someone experiencing a schizophrenic episode and becoming increasingly self-concious of how I'm just saying "That sounds really stressful", "I've never heard of that but it sounds scary", and "You must be pretty worried about that" over and over again
#They needed someone to wait with them while their friend came to pick them up#And the whole time I was waiting for them to call bullshit#Like YOU HAVENT SAID ANYTHING MEANINGFUL YOURE SO BAD AT THIS#I'm sorry I'm making this one about me ma'am I'm just terrified that everyone I talk to is gonna give be a bad grade#I don't understand or beleive most of what you're saying but from the legit science you're quoting I can tell you've done some research#The research stuff I appreciate we can totally talk about that#Please God let me talk about Chordata or HTML instead of the thing I can't see or hear wouthout encouraging your delusion#I'd get SUCH a good grade at discussing invertebrates with you
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Date idea: you sit down while I desperately pace the floor screaming and crying about dead poets society
#bonus points if you don’t talk#jk gotta have someone feed into my delusions#Neil’s actually alive guys idk what you’re all on about#dead poets fandom#dead poets society#anderperry#dps#neil perry#todd anderson#charlie dalton#steven meeks#knox overstreet#gerard pitts#meekster#Mr Keating#dead poets#dps boys#dead poets aesthetic#dead poets headcanons#dead poets society fandom#dead
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CHOOSE YOUR CHAMPION
#((sry garrett i'm team marian i can't resist her charming voice & her piercing blue eyes & her perfectly toned arms that look like they c-)#((oh um s-sorry what was i talking about? i think i got distracted...))#((also would you guys be mad if i said i'm kind of a wasian hawke truther? no evidence to support it just my own delusions <3 LOL))#garrett hawke#marian hawke#dragon age 2#dragon age#da2#my art#((i always forget garrett has a real name cuz whenever i play m!hawke i always name him mike so he'll be m-mi.. mike ha- nvm you get it))
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The people who said that Grian and Scar have teamed too much in the Life Series are delusional I think.
Let’s look at the number of times that the two have actually teamed together:
1. Third Life
2. Double Life (out of their control)
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…that’s literally it. The two didn’t team in Last Life, didn’t team in Limited Life, and didn’t team in Secret Life.
I know they also teamed in Real Life but that was essentially a gag episode so, it doesn’t really count in this as I’m talking about full 6+ episode series.
THEY HAVE ONLY BEEN TEAMED FOR 2/5 SEASONS.
#life series#third life#last life#double life#limited life#secret life#grian#gtws#goodtimeswithscar#gtwscar#desert duo#those accusations originated from genuine delusion bc what#are you actually listening to what you’re saying???#just because people talk about them and they are popular doesn’t mean they’ve teamed every game#you look at people like Tango and Skizz who teamed four times in a row#and nothing#(though im not holding that against them in the slightest)#it’s just odd#like say you want to hate for no reason other than to bait and fuck off#trafficblr#traffic smp
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I made a few new wax seal stamps out of clay (like the ones I did for my worldbuilding stuff forever ago), this time just of random symbols that I thought might look good done in the style of painting over the raised part of the wax or etc. :0c Some of them aren't carved deep enough to really show up that well, but overall they worked okay for being clay lol
#wax seal#crafts#wax stamp#stationery#Window one is kind of stinky.. I was imagining like a swirly night sky sort of looking thing so it would be a surreal contrast of a night#sky with a window in the middle that shows a daytime sky - but the silver and purple wax kind of mixed too much together#with the black and it just looks very plain black and not all that starry or anything hjbhj.. Of course the eye is probably my favorite#since all I ever do is draw eyes and still like eye imagery for some reason. The four leaf clover is very lumpy and skrunkty but also it wa#the smallest in size out of all of them so was easier to do multiple stamps of just to try it out.#The heart with eyes wax is actually more swirly in person. I wanted it to be a mix of light pink and red and white. and the wax#did kind of all blend together but in person you can definitely see MORE of the intentional swirlyness. in this it just looks plain pink.#I was going to do one eye in the heart but it looked weird. but now two seems too plain. i could have done 3?? in a pattern.. hmm#alas. I wish I could make actual metal ones. With the clay i have to paint them in a thin layer of olive oil before stamping because#otherwise the wax just kind of gets stuck in the grooves of the clay and then you can't pull it up. Very wacky ''unprofessional'' looking#set up where I'm hot gluing circles of sculpey clay to short stumps of a wooden dowel that I sawed apart with a serrated bread knife#and then using an old paintbrush to put olive oil on them whilst holding a spoon over a yankee candle flame hjbjh#ANYWAY.. I think if I were middle class/rich/etc. this would be one of the main things in my crafting room is like.. SO many colors#of wax. and all different custom made stamps designed by me. which could be much more elaborate in actual metal.. muahaha.... >:)c#RHGghhh... I actually don't want to talk much about it since (this is probably just my Obsessed With My Own World Artist Delusions) I#think I have a really cool idea for a game that could genuinely be successful if i ever get to make it and I don't want to give#everything away and spoil the whole plot/concept in hopes that one day I can actually do it - BUT - a game that I'd like to make after the#visual novel I'm making now has partially to do with the main character working as a sort of writer/scribe/artist assistant in an elven#city (set in my world/with my worldbuilding species and versions of elves and etc) and I was thinking of maybe incorporating#somehow being able to collect little writing type items like these like.. you can get different wax seal patterns or pens or etc. when I do#stuff like this in Real Life it always makes me think of that like.. ouh... this is good research.. what it shall be like to be a littol#elf collecting wax seals and such.. indeed... GRR i need to be finished with my current game NOWWW... i MUST work on other#thingss... aughh... ANYWAY.. yay. accomplishment to do One Single Thing other than Sit In The Summer Heat And Rot#though also hilarious as this was the first cool-ish day that was below 80F in a while hgvh#waking up like 'wow.. i actually feel okay today?? like I could do things?? how mysterious.. I wonder why..?? :0'' Its The Weather You Fool#Tis Always The Weather
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Psychotic episode are fucking terrifying so sorry if I don't like when you use the word "delulu" and sorry if I don't want to talk to you because you think I'm crazy or dangerous and sorry if you think I'm exaggerating BUT FUCK YOU BECAUSE I WAS TERRIFIED.
I WAS SCARED.
I WAS LIKE A KID SCARED OF THE DARK.
HOW DARE YOU THINK IT'S FUNNY.
I WAS AFRAID TO GET KILLED, I WAS TERRIFIED OF GOING OUTSIDE I WAS CONVINCED OF HORRIBLE THINGS I COULDN'T SPEAK I COULDN'T MOVE I WAS TRAPPED IN MY BRAIN SO FUCK YOU.
Fuck anyone who thinks psychotic episodes are funny. Fuck anyone who judges someone for being on the schizo spec. Fuck anyone who laughs at this.
#schizo spectrum#mental illness#schizophrenia#schizophrenic spectrum#schizotypal personality disorder#disorganized speech#psychosis#schizotypal#psychotic disorders#actually psychotic#paranoia#delusional#tw delusion#my disorder is not something to laugh at#try going through a psychotic episode before talking about it#transient psychotic episode
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None of these people know that kenji was an undesirable child
#kenji tomochika#makoto yuki#minato arisato#persona 3#p3#persona 3 reload#my art#Linktoo art#i have a theory that kenji kind of has neglectful parents#he doesn't have much to look forward in his life (mentioned in his first social link level)#the only things he enjoys in the very beginning is going out for ramen and watching tv (he talks about catching his favourite show a lot)#so when he 1) is obsessed with the idea of falling for his teacher because he likes “mature women” when he doesnt know anything abt dating#and 2) he ends up spending a lot of time with makoto and realizing slowly he cares more about this relationship with him#rather than his made up fantasies and delusions about what dating is#he latches onto the friendship hes had this entire time#sorry#sorry for posting dsmp sketches and then throwing my kenji art right after
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the sauna robe era: a beautiful saga unfolding before us. we really have gone from "it was matthew's idea to wear them for pregame fits" to "sasha texted them team to make them wear the robes for the preds game"
nashville predators @ florida panthers postgame interview | 11.7.24 (x)(x)(x)(x)(x)
DO YOU KNOW HOW FUNNY IT IS THAT BOTH RODDY AND MAFFHEW WENT oh the whole team all thought it was a prank but we still wore them anyways which somehow makes the robe walkin an exercise in trust and love that everyone passed with flying colours god this team is filled with lobe and friemdship
also happy mackie did in fact get ribbed for taking the shirt option his team uncles sure are giving him the rookie experience and also "i wasn't sure if i was showing too much skin or not" on a team
THAT WALKED IN LIKE THIS WITHOUT ANY SHAME. YEAH BUD I DONT THINK THATS A PROBLEM HERE.
the robes are truly a hit amongst the team aka we dont have to use our brains and we just put on a robe its fantastic, mackie maffhew and nosey are on absolutely onboard unsurprisingly
and if you wondering oh what about paul when will we see him-
the answer is a firm NO on both accounts so to those (me) who wanted to see an old man in a skimpy robe our dreams have to be crushed from the getgo but maybe if the streak goes long enough-
#aleksander barkov#matthew tkachuk#gustav forsling#evan rodrigues#mackie samoskevich#tomáš nosek#paul maurice#2425#the sauna robe saga™#beautiful and needs to be archived#also paul says that the boys didnt tell him they would come in robes for the preds game after finland#just that he “heard a rumour” about it#so sasha texted the team and our staff was out of the loop so i cant imagine the utter joy at seeing your players in their robes again#i also was talking to my friend and went “how likely is it that theyve washed those things? like between sauna i can see it”#“but the minute they exclusively wore it for walkins how likely are those things building up funk for the superstition”#and then i completely ruined it for myself because yeah i do think they dont wash em#i love the utter confusion on who started this#maffhew and sasha are one entity#sasha taking initiative to make the boys keep wearing the robes as if maffhew (superstitious man) didnt whisper it in his ear#“you gotta be some kind of superstitious at one point” ←i like seeing my teammates half naked. and also my husband told me to do so.#captain's privilege indeed#but also the whole “whos idea it was” does that particularly change on why some boys thought it was a joke#like if maffhew said it right theyd be more likely to think it was a prank but if sasha said it theyd be more likely to believe-#sorry im still on whos on team maffhews idea and team sashas idea#i will piece this together bit by bit by the power of my own delusion#sauna robes as an exercise in trust and love#but boooo old man join in the fun!!!!!#“nobody needs to see it-” WELL I DO#florida panthers
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I think Eddie needs a drag queen or two to tell him that Buck's cute so he can drunkenly agree (preferably loud enough for him to hear)
#or talk about his feelings#either is fine#i am aware of my delusions#911 abc#911 spoilers#eddie diaz#evan buck buckley#buddie
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one of my favorite pastimes on tumblr is scroll tags of ships from media i know shit all about like fuck yeah guys that is what that scene meant!! he does actually love him!!! that look WAS hella gay!!!
#klance#steddie#merthur#im feeding into the delusions#i think#again i have no clue#but honestly#its fun#no i dont know who youre talking about but i agree#cant be delulu if i have no idea where i am#destiel
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Mebius ep 44 be like
#OK IK SOMEONE DID THIS WITH TAIGA AND TREGEAR BUT THE 'How can I make this about mebius 😈' illness hit and now uhhhhhh#ultraman#ultraman mebius#yapool#hibino mirai#tokusatsu#watch mebius ppl#they really made him go through it that episode huh#mirai my baby if I were there I'd probably try kill the reporter dude but your big ol eyes would stop me#im starting to hit peak delusion atp#y'all don't wanna know what I've taken out of my tags (it's just me talking about how much i wanna kiss him on the forehead and cheek)
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thinking about my favorite mortal enemies regulus and remus
#regremus friendship you will never be famous to me#was talking to kara the other day about unrequited blackcest#and even if sirius is fully dating remus. regulus just doesnt at all acknowledge him.#because regulus doesnt respect remus in any way what so ever#like he wouldnt even be able to comprehend that they’re in a relationship#<- too busy and convinced of the prongsfoot of it all#because james is a potter and the one who took sirius in#remus is a halfblood nobody that he thinks sirius is taking pity on#remus isnt worthy of sirius and regulus is his delusions thinks his brother would still agree with that#like genuinely. remus is just Some Guy to regulus#<- remus is not even on regs radar but he’s like the love of sirius’ life#<- INTERESTING TO ME !!!!!!!#and in return. remus would never EVER like regulus#and were the black brothers ever to try and reconcile their relationship remus would still be soooo distrusting of him#remus is team sirius forever and ever and ever. against his own will sometimes (<- re: the prank)#and remus will simply never trust regulus in sirius’ life#<- and i think sirius’ finds a lot of comfort in that#remus will be polite and cordial enough for sirius’ sake#but he’ll always keep his guard up. Always Prepared#genuinely the two people i consider to have the most hostile relationship in the marauders fandom#<- even worse than jarty. because reg and remus just genuinely don’t respect the others role in sirius’ life
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(I'm in love with the idea that) Maglor wandered Middle-earth so long that he became the last of the elves on the continent, refusing to die but unable to sail west, and one day he fainted on the beach. It is not the first time it has happened, and it will not be the last (?), whether due to lack of sleep, dehydration, hunger, or any of the torments that followed him. But when he gets up, he is not on the beach, he is in a cabin in the woods. He quickly deduces which woman of the race of men took pity on him and cared for him in his inconvenience.
Maglor wants nothing more than to return to his self-inflicted exile, to hate himself, and to be nothing more than a scrutiny of his own life, but he is very weak. The woman has placed heavy blankets over him, which are warm and comfortable, so before realizing it, he returns to unconsciousness. He feels from time to time that she feeds him liquid meals and takes care of his badly injured hand, whose pain is already chronic. Maglor doesn't know how long it took him to be able to get out of bed on his own, but it's been a while, and he's a gentleman at the end of the day. His mother raised him well despite all the mistakes he made by choice, but she taught him and his brothers how to treat a lady, regardless of her race.
Maglor helps the women tend to her gardens, makes sure her house is well taken care of while she works (in a job she doesn't talk about directly, is ambiguous about its specifications, and never really says what it is even though he directly asks a couple of times after several weeks of taking care of his voice at his request), and makes sure to be as helpful as possible. He doesn't plan to stay, he's simply staying to settle a debt that an innocent woman shouldn't have created with a relative killer like him. So he only wanted to free her from her presence as soon as possible once Maglor made up for the time she spent taking care of and the resources she used in taking care of him.
He doesn't leave. He stayed. The days pass. And although Maglor feels that his debt to her is paid, since his garden is more beautiful than ever, and he made sure that the house was in perfect condition, to the point that he has had to really look for things to do lately. He doesn't want to leave.
He married once, but she did not follow him to Beleriand. Still, despite the time, he recognizes the feeling that begins to brew in his fea and in his heart with every minute he spends with that woman. One day, when he helps her with the garden, they end up in a closer position than they should, their hands touching without gloves, and he almost loses his breath. There, he decided that he was leaving.
He loved her enough, his sweet human, who had gone out to help a fainted and desolate stranger on the beaches without expecting anything in return, to understand that if he didn't leave her now, he would never leave her. He couldn't allow his own condemnation to affect her.
(Selfishly, Maglor also knew that he would not want to live beyond the day she joined death, which was the destiny of his race. And he did not believe he deserved the definitive end that was death, he was sure that the empty would not even be enough empty for him and his actions.)
The woman gently tries to convince him to stay, not too hard, as she seems resigned to the fate of him leaving, but she tries. Maeglo looks the same, smiling sadly at him, leaving the cabin behind with his harp on his back and heading towards where the sea should be.
But Maglor can't get to the beach. She can't even get out of the woods. He walks and walks, but three times he is taken back to the cabin, which remains intact but empty. He tries to the point of desperation, but he can't seem to get out. The last time he walks to the cabin, after days of trying to get out of the woods, the woman is waiting for him standing in front of the cabin, and she seems sad and embarrassed, but firm and ready for the conversation to come.
“What are you?” Maglor asks, straight to the point of the conversation, desperate to know what he had gotten himself into.
“I didn't want you to find out like this, I swear-”, the woman tries to explain with shame and desperateness to justify her lies.
“Answer me,” Maglor demands. The woman sighs shakily, but she finally answers.
“I have many names, in all languages and for all races. But your people call me the Gift of Ilúvatar.”
Maglor could have fallen dead right there from fright and shock. Although he could potentially already be dead, he realized that the woman who had won her old and painful heart was nothing less than death itself.
He had fallen in love with the dead.
What does this mean?
How could this end for them?
Why did she lie to him?
Was he dead? Or was he kidnapped in some estrage way?
Did she follow the order of the Valar? Or Maybe of Eru himself?
Does she love him back?
That was really the only question he care about, as crazy as it may be.
#silmarillion#silmarillion headcanon#silmarillion x reader#maglor#maglor headcanons#maglor x reader#ella talks#feanorians#silm headcanons#sons of feanor#silm fic#silm au#the silmarillion x reader#silmarillion headcanons#I could say a lot more about this#let me live in my delusions
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I feel like the genshin fandom doesn't talk about the fact that crepus was actually fucking dissolving when he died enough. Like.
Like???? His arms already dissolved here, while his leg is actively dissolving. Like. I didn't even notice it my first few reads I only discovered it because I was drawing crepus dying for a comic. Do you know how fucked up that is???? To watch your father not only die, but to dissolve? Did they have a body to bury? Or did diluc and kaeya watch their father become ashes in his final moments. The sheer pain that he must have been in. I know some people think crepus was a bit selfish for telling diluc to kill him but in his defense I think I would also be begging for death if my arm was actively ripping itself apart and turning to dust
#crepus#diluc#kaeya#ragbros#crepus ragnvindr#genshin impact#like ive never seen anyone talk about it???#i guess its because its hard to see and not everyone has read the webcomic#but still#makes diluc using the delusion even more batshit#he watched his father disintegrate from that thing then put it on his own hand like damn 💀
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guess what glomas brainrot is back (it never left) yall have no idea the state that i am in
thinking about dancing with the one(tm)
it can be so intimate there's a bonding moment there that's just so fun and nice
all you see is each other despite the masks that conceal your faces your bodies are in sync dancing to the rhythm of the music your movements are so fluid as if you both were one and the same and the whole world seems to fade away and there is nothing and no one but you and your one and only, your companion, your best friend, your beloved, the love of your life that it'll be a shame that once the song ends you regretfully part like trying to pull apart magnets stuck to each other but still you both give each other a smile knowing this is not the end as you move on to your next dance partner
so yeah-
#honestly i'm just talking about jamil but what else is new#leave me in my delusions#i am in shambles#[—✦ rambling#twst#twisted wonderland#glorious masquerade#deuce spade#jamil viper#epel felmier#sebek zigvolt#azul ashengrotto#idia shroud#malleus draconia#ruggie bucchi#rook hunt#riddle rosehearts#twst silver#-✦—]#i've had this in the drafts for a while but i didnt know if i should post it because i sound insane LMAO#but again i felt like it's nothing new from me so here we are 😭
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