You said:
So I thought I'd try my best to manifest it through your OC Quill and Marco:
Too Sweet by Hozier is such a vibe, though. First time trying to draw Marco, I hope you don't mind. I hope you have a wonderful day, Quin 🖤
OMG YOU DREW THAT SO FAST! T-T
It's so perfect!
T-T I'm gonna cry! I'm just straight up SOBBING. T-T Everything was just so much lately, and at first it was all these little things and it wasn't nothing to worry about, but it was just a LOT and then my -
T-T Fuck, my friend died in ICU and I found out last night and I wanted to be distracted
and everyone helped last night, and work was so busy today, and I didn't have to think and I just slogged through it and it wasn't great, but it wasn't awful and it was going to be okay.
and then you do this thing for me?
And it's so Perfect T-T and it's so SOFT and it's just got all the vibes and I'm just Shattered in the best possible way and I needed this and I didn't even know it and
Having friends HURTS, it hurts cause shit happens, and you can do Everything Right And Shit Still Happens and It Sucks - but then you have FRIENDS AND THEY COMFORT YOU - and it's the best and everything sucks less and it's so much better.
So thank you - thank you so much, because I really really needed this and I just appreciate it way more than I can express.
I love it, thank you. Thank you. ❤️🥰
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Love hearing random ass ableists on the radio going on conspiracy theory rants about how medical professionals "just want to get everyone hooked on meds" and how "chemicals shouldn't be going in your body"... meanwhile, I have doctors and nurses flat-out refuse to prescribe me anything because they claim it "goes against their beliefs" and they think my chronic health issues can be "cured" with stuff like magically not stressing out anymore, or taking non-FDA-approved herbal supplements, or fasting... 🙃
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i genuinely hurt my mother’s feelings the other day by saying something i thought was just like a well-known fact about her personality and i feel a little bit guilty but she’s always been hyper-critical of the way i interact with other people and frequently tells me how i am bad and wrong and really difficult to enjoy talking to or being around so like… i’m not apologizing. if she feels guilty and bad about herself as a person because i casually mentioned how she’s not the most emotionally supportive person in the world… well so be it. i didn’t say anything untrue or even attach any moral value to being an emotionally supportive person or not. she attaches moral value to how appropriately i am able to engage in small talk… she’ll live
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hey all i'll be doing a quick little unfollowing spree here ( mostly archives and inactives ) and i'm gonna try and make my way back here slowly . please bare with me <3
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I folded laundry fresh outta the dryer tonight!!! I had folded a couple of big shirts for myself, but then got into A Zone because ADHD. If I walked away or sat down, the folding wouldn't happen. Seeing as I just had dinner and won't be able to lay down comfortably*, I opted for just folding laundry.
I FOLDED LAUNDRY!!!
Two big loads, another in the dryer, and one more that needs drying.
My ADHD let me fold laundry. Just...wow. Folks with ADHD will know how amazing this is.
Now it's late, and I get up early**, so time for sleep. I hope I can fold the last loads tomorrow. That would be fucking impressive.
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i need to add to that "dont trust how you feel about yourself after 9pm" or w/e I need to add don't trust how you feel about yourself if you haven't taken your medicine
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I got a packet from the social security people I have to fill out and have sent back in--by mail--by the 26th. I got it on Friday. And I haven't looked at it til now, bc I was so stressed out about my dog being sick and i feel so overwhelmed. They want all my medical records from the last year, which I don't have, because I've only started keeping that stuff since I had my complete mental breakdown and she took me out of work. And there's so many pages and so much information they want. They have to nitpick my whole fucking life, before they can decide I deserve health. Being disabled in this country is a fucking nightmare. Instead of trying to hep, the just look for reasons to disqualify you. Because they don't want to help us; they just want us to go away
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