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Naturism as social justice
â Part 1, Part 2, Part 3
Part 4: Disability (neurodivergence)
This is where the issue touches me personally. I am autistic, and among other things that means I have sensitivities that other people don't. I feel food moving around inside me, I need more anaesthetic than dentists expect, and I have what's called "tactile defensiveness", where light touches to my skin are irritating and uncomfortable. And that includes clothing. All clothing, with the sole exception of hats.
The problem is mild (but never zero) when it's cool; in the winter, I prefer clothes to the cold. When it gets warmer and I start sweating, the discomfort gets very bad very quickly.
This means I can't stand exercising with clothes on. I know perfectly well what not exercising does to my life expectancy and general health, but the feeling is unbearable.
How bad could it be, you ask? Imagine everything you're wearing next to the skin is made of sewn-together burlap sacks, and you're trapped in a slow-cooker.
Notwithstanding the origin of the word "gymnasium", I doubt that nudity is going to fly in any gym in town for more than about thirty seconds. Any physiotherapist would suggest swimming as a solution; trouble is, wet swimming-togs are worst of all. They cross the pain threshold. They feel like knives.
There's a Catch-22 for neurodivergent people when it comes to talking about sensitivities. If you do it often, you're just a whiner and your complaints are dismissed. If you don't do it often, well, it can't be that bad if you didn't say anything before, can it? -- and your complaints are dismissed.
The trick is to find the middle ground where your complaints are dismissed for both reasons at once.
I have exactly two options for dealing with this sensitivity, which are (1) naturism, and (2) shut up complaining about it no-one cares.
As far as what good it does me, any proposed solution which does not allow me to practise naturism amounts to "shut up complaining about it no-one cares." I'm sure people mean well when they express their sympathy, but it's exactly as much help to me as "shut up complaining about it no-one cares."
(Which doesn't mean I think any the worse of you, if that's your primary concern. "Shut up complaining about it no-one cares" is society's default response to autistic sensory issues. At least it's better than "I'm going to trigger you on purpose to teach you not to be a pussy.")
There's this one particular beach in my home town that I go to for nude walks. (There was a time when I was in a naturist walking group, but that's long past now.) It's not an official nude beach because New Zealand doesn't have any because technically there is no law specifically banning public nudity for them to be exceptions to.
What there is is a law against "offensive behaviour", and where and when nudity counts as "offensive behaviour" is complicatedly context-dependent.
(There's also a law, with more serious penalties, against "indecent exposure", but public nudity alone hasn't been the legal definition of "indecent exposure" in New Zealand for over forty years. Since 1981 it must also be "obscene", i.e. done to harass people. Surprisingly few people know that.)
There are thirty years of legal precedent saying beach nudity is not offensive behaviour -- on a beach where it's common practice or can be expected to occur.
This is one of those. Currently. Occasionally. It's had quite a few naturist visitors while I've been going there, but no regulars except me.
Most people ignore me; some are friendly; there have been a handful that were hostile. There's been one particular guy, recently, who kept hanging around where I was. I don't mean like chilling on the beach, I mean he kept kind of walking around and walking past me, making sure I knew he was there.
I came back after my beach walk to my stash of stuff to find the messages "No nudists!" and "Cover up cunt" written in the sand nearby.
(I wrote a reply saying "See you in court: Police v. Ceramalus 1991", referring to the court case that proved nudity on a beach is not an offence in New Zealand. But, well, I wasn't getting the vibe that he was threatening legal action.)
There is no other beach that is both clothing-optional by established custom and within reach of public transport from where I live. And I take care to go during school hours so I don't run into kids. And I stay out of people's way and, apart from my walk, I try and stay at the less-populated end where you get about one passer-by per hour on a weekday. And that's apparently not good enough.
Yes, I know. This world has other people in it besides me. I can't ask society to rearrange itself for my sake. I can't expect an entire culture to suddenly overturn all the associations and meanings it puts on the human body, all in a day.
Naturist organizations have to vet new people very carefully to make sure they're not going to behave inappropriately, which just goes to show society at large isn't ready to turn naturist just yet.
All of that is true and none of it is unreasonable. But the consequence of all this reasonableness is that my needs as a neurodivergent person will always come last.
#naturism#naturism as social justice#normalize nudity#a human body is a human being#autism#neurodivergence#tactile defensiveness#sensory issues#clothing aversion#ableism#violence#ableist threats#nonsexual nudity#legalize public nudity
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And when people are like oh dressing up shows you respect yourself. Sure let me respect myself by *checks notes* wearing things that hurt me
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Why do dogs shake even when they are barely wet?
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Many furry mammals perform quick shakes to remove water and irritants from their fur, following a typical pattern of three shakes back and forth. But what is the mechanism that triggers this innate response? Dr. Dawei Zhang and his team from Harvard Medical School asked themselves this question and, in the lab, sought to understand it by using mice as a model.
The first step was to observe if different stimuli on the miceâs skin could trigger the âwet dog shake.â Researchers blew air on the mice, sprayed them with water, and even immersed them briefly in a bath. Surprisingly, a small drop of oil on the neck was enough to trigger the shake, suggesting that a light, annoying touch was the triggering factor.
At this point, the researchers aimed to understand which part of the nervous system âfeltâ this drop, initiating the shake response. They genetically modified some mice, eliminating specific skin receptors. First, they removed the receptors that perceive temperature changes, noting that the mice continued to shake. Temperature, therefore, was not a decisive factor. Then, they eliminated mechanoreceptors, which respond to tactile stimuli. This time, the mice shook far less than unmodified ones, suggesting that tactile sensitivity was key.
The team then focused on a specific group of mechanoreceptors, the low-threshold C fibers (C-LTMR), located around hair follicles and responsive to light touches. To confirm the hypothesis, the researchers used optogenetics, a technique that activates nerves with light. By stimulating the C-LTMR optically, the mice shook as if wet; blocking them, however, reduced the shake, confirming the role of the C-LTMR.
But the team also wanted to understand where the signals from C-LTMR travelled and which part of the brain processed them to generate the shake response. They traced the path of these signals, discovering they travelled from hair follicles to the spinal cord, and from there to a specific region of the brain called the parabrachial nucleus, which processes sensations like pain and itching. This pathway called the C-LTMR-spinoparabrachial circuit, turned out to be the mechanism behind the âwet dog shake.â
This discovery is significant because C-LTMR represents an evolved defence system that removes annoying stimuli like drops of water or parasites. Thanks to a system of specialized tactile receptors and neural pathways, shaking vigorously is the most efficient way for many mammals to eliminate these irritants.
What about humans? Like other mammals, we have something similar. Our receptors, called C-mechanoreceptors, have adapted to perceive pleasant sensations like caresses and hugs. Yet, many people feel a slight chill when someone lightly touches their neck. This reaction may be a distant âevolutionary memoryâ of the response that triggers the shake in dogs and other animals. In us, however, this reflex has lost its defensive function, transforming into a response linked to pleasure and social connection.
See you soon, and Good Science!
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You know, this game really isnât very nice to those of us who didnât buy it firsthand and are instead playing loose copies we found out back behind the Pizza Hut while meeting the guy with blue hair who says he can see the future.
#professor Layton#professor Layton and the diabolical box#Iâm kidding guys I didnât find it behind a Pizza Hut#I found it behind dominos#and gregg with three gs wasnât there#jef with only one f was#but this puzzle isnât very nice to me!#I donât have an instruction book!#of course if you put it together then you can still solve it#but Iâm a pretty tactile learner so itâs a bit of a blow to not have it#especially when the game encourages me to#queue takumi defense squad
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rooomate james. đđ literally obsessed w himm!!
Me too I love him (and you!) sm <3
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roommate!James x shy!reader ⥠808 words
You donât recognize Jamesâ car until he shouts at you.Â
âHey!âÂ
You give a little jump, turning midair to find James smiling out the rolled-down window.Â
âWant a lift?âÂ
âGod, you scared me!â You backtrack and open the passenger door. The seat looks to have been tidied in a hurry, receipts and takeaway containers tossed into the backseat. âHowâd you even know Iâd need a ride?âÂ
James refrains from responding to give you an expectant look. You roll your eyes and buckle your seatbelt. Satisfied, he puts the car in reverse, setting his hand on your seat to look behind him as he backs out of the parking spot.Â
âYou werenât home when I got there,â he says, âand then I remembered on Sundays you usually get off at eleven, so here I am. Is Art not with you?âÂ
âNo, he wasnât working tonight.âÂ
James doesnât seem too disappointed by this. He pulls onto the street. You watch him, looking almost unconsciously for signs of wear and tear.Â
Now that rugby season is in full swing, heâs gone not just during the day for training but sometimes overnight for away games. Youâve been alone in your apartment for the whole weekend while he played in London and then Bristol. It was weird. You think youâve accidentally grown used to having James around. You donât fancy yourself a very tactile person, and the urge to hug him isnât terribly strong, but itâs there.Â
âHow was work?â he asks you.Â
âIt was fine. How were your matches?âÂ
âThey were fine,â he imitates you, grinning. âNo, itâs like I said. Winning the second oneâs always better than winning the first and losing the second. Itâs nice to end on a good note.â
Heâd texted continual updates while he was gone. You sat on your couch, pretending to yourself or perhaps to some invisible, judgemental observer that you were watching TV when really you were entirely focused on Jamesâ texts. You imagined him sitting in his hotel room doing the same, or maybe in a pub with his teammates, smiling at his phone each time you responded.Â
Your imagination has become terribly overindulgent lately.Â
âHonestly, I was pretty disappointed you werenât home when I got there,â James says, a familiar teasing lilt to his voice. âI was hoping to come in and catch you wearing one of my jumpers and staring tearily at a framed photo of me.âÂ
You roll your eyes, but your face burns. You did use his shampoo, once. In your defense, youâd run out of yours, but you thought that it wouldnât be so bad to smell like him, nice and fresh and comforting. It had foamed more than you expected. It did smell really nice, but it made your hair feel dry (boy shampoo always does that, youâve no idea how Jamesâ curls seem to thrive under such poor treatment) and you felt silly about it for days, lovesick in the most derogatory sense.Â
Didnât stop you from sniffing your hair occasionally, though.Â
âYou werenât gone to war,â you reply. âAnd where would I get a framed photo of you?âÂ
James looks affronted. âI assumed you already had one. How did you get through the weekend without even a photo? You brave, brave girl.âÂ
âI actually threw a rager,â you deadpan. âRented out your room to six people traveling through with the carnival and let them invite over all their friends. Did loads of hard drugs.âÂ
âWell, we all have different ways of coping.â He reaches over to squeeze your shoulder consolingly. You pretend goosebumps donât skitter all the way down your arm from the brief touch. âAnd what a marvelous job youâve done covering up your escapades!â He exclaims as you pull up in front of the apartment. âI havenât come across the cocaine dust on our bathroom counter yet, so you must have really done a thorough cleanup.âÂ
âKeep looking, itâs around there somewhere.âÂ
James laughs. Youâre slower getting out of the car than he is, and by the time you emerge heâs in front of you, pulling you into a hug. You think your bones liquefy. Heâs warm and strong and he smells like his shampoo, both arms squishing you heartily before he lets go with a little laugh.Â
âSorry,â he says, bringing his hands to your upper arms, âI didnât even ask. I just missed you, you know?â James has this look on his face, smile brilliant and eyes wide open. So saccharine sweet you almost canât look at him. âGuess I got used to having you around.âÂ
You do your best to smile back. âYeah, me too.âÂ
He squeezes your arms before turning to go inside. âYou smell like Italian food, too. I donât suppose youâve cooked anything recently thatâs still in the fridge? Iâm beginning to think about second dinner.âÂ
#roommate!james potter#shy!reader#roommate!james potter x shy!reader#james potter au#james potter#james potter x shy!reader#james potter x reader#james potter x fem!reader#james potter x y/n#james potter x you#james potter x self insert#james potter fanfiction#james potter fanfic#james potter fic#james potter fluff#james potter imagine#james potter scenario#james potter drabble#james potter blurb#james potter one shot#james potter oneshot#marauders#marauders fanfiction#marauders fandom#the marauders#hp marauders#marauders x reader#marauders au
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He has something going on, with his Magnamites hacking systems and the other one wiping memories. Something about him screams sinister intents and I am curious as to what it might be
Going by him not reporting some things back in Ep16, and him asserting he's only using the other members of the Explorers and that he'll be the one to acquire Rayquaza, it seems Spinel's cooking up his own evil scheme. đ
#maybe I'm just put off by his crazy antics#him going nuts over Arboliva and his Umbreon being the sane one in that moment#that time he wiped Liko's memories just to get the pendant#he will do what it takes to get what he wants even if others get hurt in the process#and them him having an Umbreon??? the pokemon that evolves with friendship??? Curious about that#I was assuming some tactile manipulation but he does have defensive moves for it so maybe not???#I have no clue where I was going with that#pokémon#pokemon horizons#just rebloging
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tw // jokes about being tied up, jokes about "kidnapping," all for the sake of comedy. no kiyoomis were harmed in the making of this post â€ïž
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âI have a plan.â
Kiyoomi chuckles softly as his thumb continues to scroll through his phone, the other gently rubbing back and forth over your shoulder. Your legs are tossed over his lap, arms around him, while his free arm encases you in a loving, safe hug.
Silence fills the room, a lightness to the air that only comes from your sacred time together, time where thereâs no Miya barking in his ear, or Bokuto excitedly yelling. Time where your own boss isnât in your mind, time where your thoughts are only filled with each other and only each other.
âArenât you going to ask me about my plan?â You ask.
He shakes his head and juts out his lower lip in thought, ânah. No, Iâm good with just lettinâ you think.â When you reach up to grab his lower lip, he tucks it away, âoh my god, fine, what is your plan?â
You smile sweetly up at him and curl deeper into his side. He, taking your bait, puts his phone away and cradles your body, his head resting against yours and holding you as close as his long arms can gather.
You press a kiss to his neck, and the tender skin there bursts out in goosebumps from the unfamiliar sensation, skin that probably should be used to your affections by now, but perhaps that means you should just do it more.
âOkay,â you sigh happily. âHereâs my plan.â
âGo for it.â
âIâm gonna tie you up-â
âDear god, not where I thought you were going, okay.â
â-and lock you in the attic, so like, no one can see you, except me and your family.â
âIâm glad youâre allowing my family to see me,â he chuckles, shaking his head, âbut you canât kidnap me.â
âItâs not kidnapping,â you defend. âItâs tactile hiding.â
âOkay, it still sounds sketchy and illegal,â he snorts. âYou can dice it however you want. What about my team?â
âYouâre trying to convince me to not kidnap you and you use your job as a defense?â You scoff. âThey see you sweaty and perfect and handsome every single day, what if Meian steals you from me?â
He laughs softly at your words, pulling back to look at you sweetly, "sometimes, I would love to hear what goes through your head when you look at me that conjures such feral thoughts."
"Aw, sweetie," you coo, kissing his jawline. "No you don't."
"You're right, no I don't."
#my pookie bear i lOVE BUGGING HIM SO MUCHHHHHH#sakusa kiyoomi#sakusa kiyoomi fluff#sakusa kiyoomi x reader#sakusa kiyoomi x reader fluff#sakusa kiyoomi x gn!reader#sakusa kiyoomi imagine#sakusa kiyoomi haikyuu#sakusa#sakusa fluff#sakusa x reader#sakusa x reader fluff#sakusa x gn!reader#sakusa imagine#sakusa haikyuu#haikyuu#haikyuu fluff#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu x reader fluff#haikyuu x gender neutral reader#haikyuu x gn!reader#haikyuu imagine#haikyuu x yn#haikyuu x you#haikyuu x y/n
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AU where Dean is the Michael Sword but meaning that heâs actually genuinely an angelic weapon given human form
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"Am I even human?" Dean wants to sound angry - he wants to sound furious - but his words come out as broken as he feels inside.
Cas says nothing for such a long time that Dean nearly tells him to just go, but before he can spit the words out, Cas stiffly climbs up next to him and joins him on Baby's hood.
All the fight deflates out of Dean in an instant.
A Fallen Angel and an Angel's Sword sit side by side on a car in the middle of the night. It sounds like the worst set up to an even worse punchline.
"Guess I've got more in common with you than I have with either of them..." Dean says bitterly, gesturing back at Bobby's house.
Cas clasps his hands neatly over his knees and sighs. "Dean, do you know why the Michael Sword is so powerful?"
"I dunno, 'cause I'm awesome?"
Cas throws him such a flat look that Dean can't help the tiny smile it brings out him. It fades quickly.
Cas jabs him in the shoulder - the same shoulder the handprint is on - and it lances a jolt of something electric down his spine.
"Wh- hey!" Dean swats Cas's finger away and rubs at his shoulder, hoping Cas won't notice the red blooming on his face in the dark.
"Listen to me, Dean. The Michael Sword is so strong because it's powered by a human soul - it's own human soul - yours. You have flesh and blood. You have thoughts and feelings. You are human."
Dean feels the full intensity of Cas's gaze as it's directed at him, and he is powerless to turn away. He's caught by blue eyes and an earnestness he's never seen in Cas's expression before.
"You're stubborn, you're defensive, impulsive, brave, selfless- you're the most human person I know," Cas adds, something catching in his usually stoic voice.
Dean huffs out a startled laugh. "The most human person you know..." he repeats, amusement and affection spreading like warmth through his whole body. He clears his throat. "Thanks, Cas."
"Besides," Cas rumbles, a note of pride slipping in, "I rebuilt your entire body myself, so I know for a fact that it is chemically and biologically identical to a regular human body."
Dean loudly snorts another laugh. "See, now you've just made it weird."
Cas reaches over and gently holds Dean's hand, palm up, in his own. The move is so unexpected that Dean's brain appears to go immediately offline and all he can do is suck in a quiet breath.
Cas moves his fingers gently, one by one, and presses onto the pads of his fingertips, while Dean can hear his own heartbeat between his ears.
"Uh-" Dean finally manages. Great. Nice. Useful.
"It may be difficult to understand, but you are as much this man of flesh and blood as you are Angelic steel," Cas says gently. His fingers continue to press across Dean's hand, as if now he's started he can't stop. "I've noticed that you are a very tactile person, and you respond well to touch. I'm attempting to ground you in this moment. Is it working?"
Dean wants to immediately deny it and snatch his hand back, but he pushes down the reflex and watches Cas trace the lines across his calloused palm. He takes a deep breath. "Yeah."
Cas doesn't let go and Dean doesn't pull away.
When the experience starts to feel too much Dean weaves their fingers together and looks up at the stars, knowing Cas will be able to feel how sweaty his palm is, and can probably hear the way his heart is slamming against his ribcage.
"Am I at least cool looking, as a sword?" Dean eventually asks, breaking the silence. He turns back to Cas and throws him a small grin.
Cas's eyes roam across his face, almost seeming to bore into him like he can see beneath his flesh. Maybe he can.
"Yes, Dean," Cas replies, the ghost of a smile twitching at the corner of his lips, "you always look 'cool'."
#I wrote this instead of sleeping again I hope it makes sense aaaa#destiel#deancas#destiel ficlet#dean winchester#michael sword!dean#pie's projects#destiel fanfic#(in this universe Adam is Michael's true vessel)
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heyyyy i saw you were a new and active blog and i wanted to request bakugo headcannons with a reader whos obsessed with physical touch
hiiiii and i gotchuu
LOVE AND AFFECTION đ©âĄđȘ
katsuki x reader who's obsessed with physical touch
ïčâȘ©âȘšïčokay at first this man WOULD NOT let you touch him and is super resistant to it.
ïčâȘ©âȘšïčhes just not used to it and super uncomfortable by it but would tolerate it to an extent because he cares for you.
ïčâȘ©âȘšïčbut overtime he'll get used to your touch. when you aren't around he would crave and miss your presence and start 'initiating' little touches himself, though he'd rather die then admit it.
ïčâȘ©âȘšïčin private he's more open to your touch but in public he's still his moody self but in private he's more vulnerable towards you.
ïčâȘ©âȘšïčyour constant need for physical touch amplifies his instincts. he becomes more aware of his surroundings and more defensive when people get too close to you.
ïčâȘ©âȘšïčkatsuki isn't big on pda but he'll show his love through small meaningful gestures. for example he'll hold your hand under the table, brushing a stray hair from your face, and letting you lean on him while watching tv.
ïčâȘ©âȘšïčhe gets jealous when other people touch you, especially guys. but he wont go overboard, he'll just mask it with his usual attitude. it's clear though that he doesn't like other guys touching you.
ïčâȘ©âȘšïč while physical touch is your love language his love language is a mix of gift giving and words of affirmation. not like the "omg you're so gorgeous babe." instead he'll say stuff like "you dont look as shitty today."
ïčâȘ©âȘšïčif you guys train together (he'll most likely force you) he becomes more tactile. he'll guide your movements, correct your stance, and occasionally use it as an excuse to be close to you.
ïčâȘ©âȘšïčif you fall asleep in his dorm while watching a movie or something, chances are he will too. subconsciously he would sleep with you in his arms and if you wake up before him and tell him about it he would deny it all the way.
ïčâȘ©âȘšïčovertime you develop an unspoken understanding. he doesn't need to say anything for you to know if he needs space or if he wants to feel you.
#bakugou katsuki#bnha bakugo katsuki#katsuki bakugo mha#bakugou x reader#mha bakugou#katsuki bakugo#my hero academia#my hero academia x reader#katsuki x reader#bakugou x you#bakugou fluff#bakugo katsuki x reader#katsuki bakugou x reader
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Clone wars headcanons about everything and nothing
Ahsoka has a decent amount of allergies but only a handful are actually life-threatening and no matter how much she tells Anakin that it never stops him from treating them all the same
And by treating them all the same I mean heâs slapped some snacks out of her hands because he knew she was slightly allergic to it
In his defense the clones are really bad at keeping track of her allergies and because of that they have fed her a couple of things that were lethal to her and ever since then Anakinâs never really trusted them with food
Also in his defense Ahsoka once ate something she was highly allergic to on a dare (the poor clone didnât know she was allergic) and all she did to remedy the situation was hand said poor clone her EpiPen before passing out
Unfortunately the clone didnât know how to use the EpiPen so Ahsoka ended up passing out and Anakin and Rex had to rush her off to the med bay because they didnât know how to use the EpiPen eitherÂ
Because of this incident the clones werenât allowed to give Ahsoka food and there were a couple of signs that said âblue to the sky orange to the thighâ around the ship
I feel like everyone in Clone Wars is simultaneously touch-starved and tactile which is a very fun mix especially when I think about Ahsoka and everyone else because I like to think whenever Ahsoka asks for a hug 9.5/10 she gets oneÂ
Master Plo is the most used to this cause Ahsokaâs been like this since she was a child and heâll admit heâs spoiled her with hugsÂ
If you were to ask her what his hugs feel like she would say they feel like childhood or that feeling you get when you smell something that you could only find in your home when you were a kid
Obi-Wan is an interesting can of worms because heâs as tactile and touch-starved as the rest of them but heâs also incredibly touch-adverse which results in him declining hugs 5/10 because he just can't fathom touching someone in that moment
But when he does give Ahsoka a hug sheâll say thereâs nothing like it and she would often describe it as a breath of fresh air and very soothing on stressful daysÂ
Rex is most likely it give Ahsoka a hug bro is simply the huggerâą and she would describe his hugs as comforting if not a little awkward but grounding none the less kind of like hugging a weighted blanket just out of the drierÂ
She doesnât get to see Padme nearly as often as she would like which means she tries to get a hug whenever she can and Padme will never decline her hugs if anything she initiates most of them
Ahsoka doesnât remember her mom or her hugs well but if she had to give an example of what a hug from her mom felt like she would say PadmeâsÂ
Anakin honestly isnât comfortable with touching people he doesnât know well but when he does feel comfortable with someone heâs clingyÂ
Ahsoka will never admit this half cause itâs embarrassing and half because she fears it would hurt the otherâs feelings but Anakinâs hugs are easily her favorite something about the all-encompassing hug makes her feel safe and secure like nothing elseÂ
But the funny thing is that sometimes he doesnât really have the energy to hug Ahsoka so heâll just put all of his dead weight on her which usually results in one of two reactions from herÂ
one. Is usually her saying âHug me like you love meâ or something along those lines to which he will squeeze the everloving force out of her or two. âHug me like a normal personâ which usually gets the smartass response of âWho said I was a normal personâ
So itâs pretty obvious that Anakin and Ahsoka have their bigger competitions but theyâve also got little ones like who can make the funnier face when Obi-Wan is trying to do his work which normally ends with the duo hunched over laughing and Obi-Wan finding another place to workÂ
The: âWho can accurately make the noises Obi-Wan makes while stretchingâ challenge which just usually results in the clones worriedly checking in on them cause it sounds like theyâre in pain
The: âWho can eat more ice creamâ challenge always ends with Anakin regretting his life choices and Ahsoka doing the dishes because she feels badÂ
Long story short theyâve got a lot of challenges cause theyâre competitive little weirdos but the funniest part is they rarely keep score of who the winner is so theyâre in an endless cycle of useless competitionsÂ
Obi-Wan has slowly collected mugs for everyone heâs close with and they have a nice little home in his otherwise empty mug cupboardÂ
Anakin and Padme have matching from Naboo because Obi-Wan took them shopping when they were pretty youngÂ
Padme canât drink tea with them as often as she would like but when she can schedule a small tea break Anakin makes sure to smuggle all their mugs out of Obi-Wanâs kitchen
Ahsokaâs mug is possibly one of Obi-Wan's favorites itâs a good size and practical butâs also got nice intricate color-changing details because they both thought it looked cool
Cody and Obi-Wanâs mugs are pretty similar but their main difference is the childlike handwriting on the bottom of one that says âto: Obi from: Aniâ
Rex doesnât get a mug until later and itâs the most unconventional and inconvenient mug in all of creation the poor dude has to hold it from the sides because his hands donât fit in the handle
And its design pisses Obi-Wan off every time he sees it the only thing thatâs stopping him from smashing it into hundreds of little pieces is that Rex picked it so in the cupboard it staysÂ
Sometimes the group forgets that Ahsoka isnât human which leads to very funny circumstancesÂ
Like Rex losing a decent amount of credits trying to call Ahsokaâs âbluffâ of being able to bench twice his weightÂ
Or at the fact that Obi-Wan was once hiding from Ahsoka and Anakin because he didnât want the duo to see the extent of his injuries from a solo missionÂ
But he forgot that Ahsoka could smell and hear better than the average being so she was able to track him down pretty fast (she was also freaked out cause she could hear his erratic heartbeat and smell the blood so that wasnât a pleasant experience for her)Â
Or the number of times when sheâs eaten an unholy amount of food just for Anakin to wake up at 3 am to find her scavenging for more cause sheâs still hungryÂ
And let me tell you seeing some small hunched-over little creature with reflective eyes at that time of night would make even the chosen one screech like a banshee
#star wars#star wars clone wars#the clone wars#star wars headcanons#anakin skywalker#ahsoka tano#obi wan kenobi#padmé amidala#captain rex#snips and skyguy#disaster siblings#disaster trio#this has so much chaos#literally all of the chaos#I feel like I forget this family is comprised of strange little creatures#I love them dearly#also my sister has finally accepted that she is in fact Anakin#now all i gotta do is convince her to do Halloween costumes#One small step for man and all that bull
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Ding - Round 3
Read Ding here | ~6.5k words
Warnings: scummy man appearance, angst involving the frustration/grief/sadness of the last part regarding her shitty experience with said scummy man, fluff
Summary: Harry wants to know what happened to Cupcake. She really isn't sure she wants to tell him. Until she has to.
From me: NEW DIVIDER BY @babegoals THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR CREATIVITY AND SUPPORT AND JUST EXISTING đ
Harry was mad.
Fuming. He had thought about nothing else but seeing her for the last two months and now that he had seen her, he was pissed to see her at his self-defense class. He asked her the same question about ten times throughout the instruction. He was furious and irritated that everyone else needed his help (even though it was literally what he was being paid for) when all he wanted was to talk to her.
He was all for helping women feel empowered. But he was mad she needed it. He knew she was feisty. The fact that she was there said a lot in its own right. The way she bantered with him until three in the morning texting him the other night made him smile more than he could describe. It was flirty and sweet. But always had him guessing if she would suddenly stop messaging for one reason or another.
Someone like her needed someoneâmaybe even someone like Harryâto make sure nothing bad ever happened to her. And he knew. He knew why women went to self-defense classes. He had been teaching these classes since before he owned his own gym.
He knew.
"Why are yâhere, Cupcake?" He asked gruffly. The other women nearby were all but forgotten. One was mid-sentence, asking to clarify something Louis had said. Harry was practically rude to just ignore her question in favor of his own.
âUmm... for self-defense,â she muttered trying to focus on Louisâ answer.
Harry didnât want her banter right now. (As cute as it was to him, despite his irritation.) âRight. But usually everyone has a story that... convinces themselves tâsign up. So whatâs your story?â He repeated.
He watched the way her cheeks warmed at his assessment, and she folded her arms protectively in front of her. Guarding herself. âThatâs kind of personal, Harry.â
Once Harryâs anger took hold, it was hard to backtrack. âListen,â he shook his head. The annoyance that clouded his eyes and covered his face was so obvious, she felt the slightest bit bad about interrupting his lesson with her own issues. âMânot good at this kind of thing, Cupcake. Being subtle. I punch people for a minimal living and work the rest of mâtime here, teaching people how tâpunch.â
Part of her wanted to break down and tell him. Because as much as she was willing to do this on her own, she was so scared. That nervousness made her feel even weaker, and she wanted to tell Harry, she realized. She wanted someone to know and to help her because this wasnât something she wanted to deal with on her ownâit was too much.
But she couldnât do it right in the middle of a self-defense lesson, surrounded by strangers. âIâm here to learn how to punch,â her voice was even and final.
His nostrils flared and he stalked back to the front of the room, a trail of anger coming off him as he did. He wasnât going to get anywhere with her.
The remainder of the lesson went by without incident on Harryâs part. He watched her the entire time. The way she flinched when they practiced moves made him nauseous. But he couldnât help but notice how good her stances were. Almost natural. âHey, love,â Louis smiled at her kindly as he geared up to practice more tactile moves. âYou liked his match so much you wanted to try on your own?â He asked.
She smiled, but it didnât fully reach her eyes. âSomething like that.â
âItâs good skills to have,â he assured her gently, because even though Harryâs infatuation annoyed him at the time, he knew Harry liked her. A lot. Knew just as well as Harry did why women signed up for a self-defense class. âYou have a very natural stance,â he noted. âWe should get you in the ring,â he winked at her.
She laughed lightly. âI donât even know how to make a fist,â she snorted.
Louis chuckled giving her a gentle shoulder squeeze and moved onto the next person.
Harry moved in front of her next and he looked at her footing. Aligned near perfectly and practiced as if she had been doing it her whole life. He was still steaming with anger. It rolled off him and demanded to be feltâand she felt every bit of it. âSâlike youâve done this before,â he muttered.
âI havenât,â she answered. âIâm just good at following directions. Like a recipe, you know?â
He was staring at her feet and trailed up to her hand where he carefully took hold of her delicate fingers. Instantly, it felt like her whole arm was made of jelly. Her heart took off about the speed of an airplane and she was lucky she could hear anything over the sound of it. Harry touching her skin made her feel faint. Carefully, he bent her fingers and tucked her thumb below the flat of her knuckles. It felt so intimate it seemed wrong to be doing this in a class put on for the public. Holding her wrist, he brought her fist to his cheek and tapped it against his skin a few times. âLike that,â he murmured.
She wanted to be cute and smile. Say something like, Iâll keep that in mind for strangers in dark parking lots when I ding their car. But instead, she was overcome with gratitude for the knowledge and a bit of awe. She was speechless without meaning to be. He released her wrist, and she wanted nothing more than to grab his hand again and never let go. âThank you,â she whispered. He nodded sullenly.
Harry felt defeatedâsomething he didnât enjoy at all. Rarely did he feel it, but he wished he felt defeated after a match more so than he did right then. All he could do was walk away from her and finish the lesson without chatting with her again.
*
In hindsight, confronting her in the middle of a self-defense lesson wasnât his wisest choice. The following morning, he had a renewed spirit and was once more determined to chat with her and figure out what made her join a self-defense class.
What he hadnât anticipated was how stubborn she could be. He should have known but he was willing to dig his heels in as long as she was. Harry went to the bakery morning, noon, and nightâliterallyâtrying to figure out her schedule. âAgain?â The girl behind the counter asked suspiciously when they returned at four in the afternoon on the third day of waiting. She had been there all day and hadnât said anything up until their third arrival.
Niall shook his head and sighed. âSorry, darling. Heâs being super creepy, yeah?â Niall elbowed him with irritation. They sat at a table as they had the last few days. They didnât stay long, only fifteen minutes to half an hour. (And they only stayed half an hour once because Niall had to get one of the cronuts that he had been pining for since he saw them.)
Harry was looking at their text message thread. The last message was from him. Are you working now? Câmon, Cupcake, youâre killing me here :(
It went unanswered since yesterday afternoon.
âHeâs trying to talk to Miss Cupcake,â Niall rolled his eyes. He missed the back and forth between the girl behind the counter. âBut I think heâs being a bit ridiculous.â
âOh, were you her bad date?â She frowned.
Harry was still looking at his phone, checking his schedules, and making sure he didnât miss anything in his email or messages from his mum or sister. But the moment the girl behind the counter spoke, his head snapped up to meet her gaze.
âWhat bad date?â He asked, his voice low, menacing.
The girl behind the counter blanched. Feeling bad she revealed something she obviously wasnât supposed to and quite honestly, if he was her bad date, that was a horrible thing to announce. It was a reflex. âI donât know, actually,â she tried to backtrack. âI donât know why I said that out loud.â
âWe wonât tell, darling,â Niall assured her. âDo you know when Miss Cupcake works, it would save Harryâand youâa lot of trouble.â
âOH!â She shook her head and went around to the front of the counter. Her eyes widened. âYouâre Harry. Context clues, I didnât recognize you without gloves,â she smiled excitedly. âThank goodness, I almost closed this place down.â
Harry turned to the girl again feeling a warmth pass over him at the idea that she talked about him to her friend. âOh brother, so she does like Harry?â Niall grumbled.
âIâm Maeve,â she announced.
âMaeve,â Harry stood up and held his hand out to her. âNice to meet you.â
âYou have a very cute niece.â
Now Harry really couldnât help but smile because that little girl was practically his own pride and joy. And she was very cute. Plus, it meant she really was talking about Harry to her friend and that had to mean something. âThank you, sheâs perfect,â he agreed. But then he refocused on why he was haunting the bakery. âDoes she not work during the day?â
âShe pops in,â Maeve shrugged and fiddled with the cupcake display. He noted there was a raspberry filled one on the top tier. He recognized that cake and frosting pair anywhere. âBut sheâs been mostly coming in after close,â she admitted. âSheâs been a little...stingy with details about everything. She gets like this sometimes. Compartmentalizes things so she can deal with it when she needs to,â Maeve bit her lip. âSheâs visiting her dad right now.â
Harry realized there was very little he really knew about her. Most of their chatting had surrounded the bakery, boxing, and Harryâs niece. There was a little bit of information about their education and some books and hobbies they liked. But there wasnât a huge depth of knowledge of her family.
âOh,â Harry felt defeated again. âUh... I guess weâll go then,â he mumbled. âTry later.â
Maeve sighed. âShe really likes you, Harry. Really,â she promised with a sad smile. âSheâs just...a little stubborn and careful with her heart.â
Harry nodded. âGot it,â he could handle that.
*
She parked as close as she could to the bakery in the parking lot. Thinking about all the steps and stances that Louis and Harry had told her during her class. She took a deep breath and opened her car door. As she went to the back of her car to grab supplies from her trunk, she noticed a plethora of other cars parked in the lotâmost people were probably at the restaurant near the waterfront. But there was no way she could miss the car she had accidentally dinged with her door just a few spaces down and across the row from her.
Once more, her gaze met the intense green gaze in the driverâs seat. She sighed knowing there was no escaping this talk anymore. Harry put a bookmark in the novel he was reading while waiting and set it on the passenger seat beside him. He locked his car and hurried to her side, taking the heavy bags of flour and sugar she bought to tide her over until the delivery came to the bakery in the morning. He didnât speak to her as they walked to the storefront. She was overwhelmingly aware, once more, how safe she felt with Harry beside her in the nearly deserted parking lot. She unlocked the front and held the door open for Harry to enter. âWere you waiting long?â She asked.
He shrugged, putting the supplies on his now regular table while she fiddled with the display case and cupcake display once more. The raspberry one was missing from the top and she went behind the counter to get another. Harry closed the door and locked it, so she was safe inside. It was dark, the only light was a low soft glow coming from the case of treats. It had the glow of a candle, and he wondered if there was a way to keep it that way during the day because it was so warm it made him want one of everything that was in the display. âYes,â he nodded. âSâokay.â
That felt worse. If he was willing to admit it, it meant he was there a while.
âIâm sorry,â her cheeks felt warm. âI should have just told you when I was working,â she was willing to admit when she was wrong. Harry watched in fascination as she placed the raspberry filled cupcake on top. He wondered if it had always been the one she put on top. He would have imagined the chocolate ganache one was a fan favorite, or the vanilla sprinkles one with the little toothpick and label of A Pinch of Sprinkles on it.
He shrugged again, nearly indifferent. âSâokay,â he repeated. âRead most of my book.â
âIs it a good read?â She asked and grabbed the bag of flour Harry had settled on the table and started for the back. He grabbed the bag of sugar and followed behind her.
He nodded. âYeah...itâs,â he sighed. âSâa little darker than I expected,â he shrugged. âWas hoping for something lighter.â
âI only read rom-coms in book form,â she smiled. âItâs very light reading, but probably not what you want.â
âRom-coms?â He repeated. She nodded. âYâdonât strike me as a rom-com kind of girl.â
âNo?â
âYâseem more like a film noir or suspense.â
âIâve had enough suspense for a while,â she muttered and turned to her ovens to preheat. Harry placed the sugar beside the flour bag and sat in the same chair he sat in when he fell asleep a couple months prior. He watched her in the same way he had before as she flittered around the kitchen, humming to herself as she worked. âHowâs the baby?â She asked.
They were ignoring the elephant in the room, it seemed. But it was the first time heâd seen her since the self-defense lesson. In between his visits to the bakery (his stalking grounds, as Niall was calling it) he had been splitting his time between training, teaching, and ensuring Driven, his gym, was working as expected. He had to call an electrician because the lights in the menâs bathroom kept going out despite the fact, he had already replaced the circuit and lightbulbs a handful of times. But he had gone to see Gemma and his niece two days prior to get his fix of the sweet little girl who made him feel so much better about all the frustration he felt about his favorite Cupcake.
He couldnât help but smile. âPerfect.â
She grinned back and nodded. âGood, and your sister?â
âGood, thanks for asking,â he thought that was polite of herâhe always noticed when people asked about his sister. It wasnât often. Once the baby was there, it was like they forgot about the mum.
âDoes your mom live nearby?â She asked.
âYeah, especially with the baby. Mum sold her house the moment she found out Gem was pregnant.â
She laughed. âThatâs sweet. Youâre all close?â
âYes,â he nodded. âMumâs mâhero,â his voice was filled with admiration so thick it made her feel wobbly on her feet. She wished she had that kind of admiration for her mother. âHow âbout you? Maeve said yâwere visiting your dad? He lives nearby?â
She nodded, guarded. âI feel the way about my dad, the way you feel about your mom,â she explained. There was a pause in conversation that seemed to stretch farther than it needed to. Maybe he was trying to get her to break first. Perhaps she did. âYou talked to Maeve?â
He looked at her, tapping his fingers lightly on the table. âDidnât leave me many options, Cupcake,â he reminded her.
She swallowed thickly, nodded. âThatâs fair,â she whispered. âIâm sorry.â
âCan you please tell me?â
She shook her head. Harry felt so agitated, so defeated. âNot yet,â the bit of hope creeped back in. âI donât want to talk about it,â she admitted, her voice cracking slightly. She swallowed the lump of emotion in her throat and turned away from him. âSorry,â she sniffled. His heart broke. Quickly, he realized it wasnât her wanting to hide it from him. It was painful to watch that frustration fall on her face.
âOh, kitten,â he frowned. He stood quickly and made it to her side. He put a hand on her shoulder comfortingly not wanting to touch more than she wanted or needed in that moment. His imagination could only guess what went wrong on her date and it was painful to think about for him. He wanted to comfort her, but it had to be at her pace.
At once she melted into his touch. She turned quickly, almost reflexively into his embrace. Her face pressed against his shoulder, her arms wrapped up around his back, and she inhaled shakily. It felt awful to see her sad, feel the anxiety coming off her in waves. But Harry was grateful to hold her so close to him. âMâhere, Cupcake,â he promised. She squeezed her eyes shut tighter, nodded against him.
Harry could live with ânot yet.â For now.
*
Over the next week, they went back to texting throughout the day and chatting well beyond bedtime on the nights she wasnât at the bakery. Additionally, Harry walked beside her from her car to the bakery when she arrived and back through the dark parking lot. Not once did he ask her what went wrong with her date even though it was killing him. She wasnât budging. She knew Harry was waiting for more details, but she couldnât. It hurt and she didnât want to think about itâeven if she actually did want to tell him. It was overwhelmingly kind that Harry appeared beside her carâespecially at night.
âIâm still really sorry about Clay,â she frowned. Harry didnât park far away from her like he did the other night. But she was very mindful of her opening the door and not bumping into his car.
âSâokay,â he smiled and rubbed his fingers on the little indent. âReminds me of you,â he winked at her.
Her heart fluttered and she looked away briefly before smiling back at him. âLike you need more reminders of me,â she murmured.
âCan never have enough, Cupcake,â he assured her. âCan I kiss yâgoodnight?â He asked on the third night he walked her though the dark parking lot. Her heart literally skipped a beat. Speechless. He tapped his cheek. âJusâ the cheek, kitten. Need a proper date before I really kiss you,â he acknowledged and smiled shyly at her. That boyish grin that made her weak in the knees. Breathlessly she nodded. His lips swept across her cheek. It was brief and soft. Like a piece of her hair had brushed over her face and tickled her skin. âThank you,â he grinned. âBeen dying tâdo that,â he admitted and once more tucked her safely in her car.
Harry mentioned it only twice more. He never pressed or demanded she reveal the facts of her bad date. It was more ofâwhat he hoped wasâa gentle reminder. He was waiting for more information. All he wanted was to assuage her worries and fears. She attended the second class for her self-defense lessons (dropping off a box of blueberry scones at the front desk had everyone in the class asking if they could go after the lesson to pick out their own sweet treats). Harry continued to boil with anger just thinking about her using the moves he and Louis taught her. But it was obvious he was much less angry than the previous week. More so, his anger didnât extend to her. He was mad, but he understood her choice to keep it to herself.
Louis was going over demonstrations using Harry as the attacker. Everyone watched with rapt attention. âYour goal is to get away,â it was repeated about a hundred times and Harry had the hardest time watching her every time it was repeated. Each time it was said, she flinched. He wasnât sure she knew it or notâit was a reflex. But she did get away. It terrified her still.
Harry couldnât help but notice she wasnât pushing him away. Every night, she thanked him profusely for coming to the bakery and walking her to and from the car. She could see his anger growing beneath the surface. He wanted to know. She was trying so hard to brush it off. It wasnât a big deal. Now she had two classes under her belt, and she promised herself she would never be in such a vulnerable position again.
âCan I watch you at work?â She asked randomly. It was a morning shift this time. She was covered in flour, and she had frosting streaked in her hair leftover from when she put it up after icing four dozen cupcakes. Harry didnât think she could look cuter if she tried.
âWatch me?â He repeated.
âNot this again,â she smirked.
He chuckled. âYâwant to watch me train?â He repeated anyway.
She shrugged. âYou always watch me bake and stuff.â
âYouâve attended the class, Cupcake. Sâpretty much the same thing,â he reminded her.
He noted her cheeks turned pink. âUm...if you donât want me to hang around thenââ
Harry nearly gasped. âOh, no. No way, kitten. I want yâaround. I promise,â he assured her. âJusâ donât want you tâbe bored.â
âI wonât be,â she shook her head.
That was how she ended up sitting beside the ring, Louis padded and guarded while Harry punched and punched and punched for over an hour. His breath was heaving, and his body was slick with sweat. She watched intently examining his form and his moves like she would one day repeat them.
When he came for water at the end of his training session, he was heavy breathing and smiling at her. He struggled to get the towel he had from his bag beside her with his gloves on. âBored?â He asked.
âNot even a little,â she assured him, grabbing the little towel and swiping it across his forehead. It felt intimate and made Harry feel warm all throughout his body. âCan I try?â She asked with an impish smile.
He chuckled and nodded. âCome on,â he held the ropes open for her to enter the ring. She wasnât wearing the right shoes or equipment. Louis rolled his eyes discreetly at Harry and held the pads out for her to hit. âMake the fist I showed you,â she did for both hands. âSâall the balance in your legs,â he promised. âNo balance, no punch, no follow-through. Punch through the pad,â he explained and guided her hand to the pad slowly so she could see how it would look and feel to go through it.
âPretend itâs Harry,â Louis suggested. âThatâs what I do.â
She giggled. âI donât think I could throw a punch if I thought it was Harry,â she admitted and gave her best attempt. It was honestly exhausting. She only threw a dozen or so punches and was breathless as she answered Louis.
âYouâll get there,â he assured her.
Harry scowled at him. âTake the pads off.â
âNo, you lunatic.â
âCoward.â
She giggled, thanked Louis, and twisted herself out of the ring again. âThat was fun,â she told him. âI can see why you like it. Plus, youâre really good at it.â
Harry was staring at her, the way that sent all the butterflies in the world directly to her stomach and began to flutter as if they were trying to escape. His gaze was firm but gentle, his eyes almost glowing somehow as he looked her over. âPlease tell me, Cupcake. I want tâhelp,â his voice was quiet, begging ever so gently.
She looked at the floor, their shoes were nearly toe-to-toe. âI canât,â she whispered back.
He nodded, defeat did not come easy to him, and she knew that. âI have tâshower, do some office stuff. Get ready for some lessons and classes,â he told her, his voice the slightest bit disappointed.
âWant me to watch you in the shower too?â She asked hoping to alleviate the mood. It worked, his smile returned to his pretty lips, and he chuckled.
âHell yes, Cupcake,â he shook his head at her cuteness. âMaybe next time. Not here,â he winked.
Even though it was her that was forward it still made her blush. Plus, joke or not, she agreed here was not a good idea. âI have to do some errands anyway,â she admitted.
âIâll walk you tâyour car,â but she knew he would. It was like a safety blanket being wrapped around her.
She really liked it.
*
After her third self-defense lesson she was feeling more confident. She even showed Maeve some of her moves in the back kitchen. Shadowboxing the same way that she saw Harry do to Louis the night she met him. âI donât know who thought it was a good idea to give the Queen of Sugar boxing lessons,â Maeve rolled her eyes.
Honestly, she was feeling better. More confident. Plus, she was enjoying her not-so-date-dates with Harry. There was one night when Harry wasnât around, and she realized she missed him so much. Not only because the dark parking lot seemed more foreboding but because his presence made her happy. Happier than she had been in a really long time. It felt undeserving to be so happy but it wasnât something she thought about when he was actually there. I missed you.
Oh? đ
Sorry, I know thatâs...
A lot...
I miss you all the time, Cupcake. Think about you all day.
The message made her warm and she wished she could explain how simple it seemed to just have Harry fit in her life. They were busy people, but he always managed to come by and see her. She enjoyed watching him train or sitting with Sarah at the front desk and chatting while he taught classes and lessons. Maeve teased her every time he arrived and she wasnât there. Canât you just give him your schedule? The poor guy is going to have to train twice as hard to get rid of the extra cupcake weight.
I like to keep him guessing a little đ
Today, she was up front on her ownâone of her employees called out sick and she didnât mind in the slightest. Working up front was one of her favorite tasks. Interacting with customers and sharing her gift was something she enjoyed thoroughly. Her other coworker was out back, working on inventory and prepping the bagels for her monthly bagel sale.
Ding.
The bell attached to the front door signaled whenever customers arrived or departed. It was a busy morning. So busy that it took her a minute to realize Harry was sitting with Niall at one of the tables. Niall gave her a wave as she finally got caught in his gaze. She waved back, smiling brightly and paused the customers that were at the counter while she ran to the back and then to the table as quickly as she could. She pecked Harry on the cheek without thinking and deposited a raspberry filled cupcake and a personal sized loaf of Irish soda bread.
Harry felt as gooey as the filling on the inside of his cupcake. Her soft little kiss made him crazier for her. Watching her made him happy. Being around her made him happy. Happier than the little kid that was bullied could have dreamed.
Niall was making noises that would have embarrassed the porn industry while eating his bread. Harry snorted at him, tried to steal a piece, only for Niall to slap his hand away. âEat your cupcake,â he nearly snarled.
âShe could make more, mâsure.â
Niall shook his head stuffing his face of the treat made specially for him.
Harry liked watching her. He wondered if it was the same way she felt when she watched him. People obviously fell in love with her the moment they spoke to her. Unironically, she was so sweet. Of course she was. It was like she was a sprinkles-fairy. This ethereal being that passed out sweet treats to everyone.
Ding.
With her back turned to get another bag, she didnât notice the influx of new customers. When she turned back, her heart leapt to her throat. She was lucky she didnât drop the dozen cookies she was packaging.
âShit,â she whispered mostly to herself. He hadnât seen her yet. Fortunately, it was crowded enough to hide behind her wall of customers. All the progress she had made, the classes thus far, all seemed for naught at that moment. Her gaze darted to Harry and Niall. They were unaware of the turmoil she was facing while she packaged treats for the next customer. Her stomach churned uneasily.
If Harry just looked at her, she knew he would know. âHey Lexi!â She called toward the back room. But Harry was chatting with Niall. Niall was focused on his soda bread. Neither of them noticed the anxiety that swept over her. Lexi doesnât answer at first. Making her more anxious and scared. It shouldnât be that way. He shouldnât ruin the one place she loved most.
Niall now had crumbs on his cheeks, but his head tilted curiously in the direction of her main display. âHarry, somethingâs wrong,â Niallâs voice was quiet.
Harryâs gaze snapped up defensively. Sure enough, her whole demeanor had changed. Harry could see it. Her smile was tight, and her eyes darted toward the door and the customer in front of her more times in ten seconds than Harry could ever begin to count. Harry wanted to kick himself. How long had she looked like that?
After an eternity, Lexi finally appeared. She mumbled something to her employee and headed to the back kitchen. Not even a glance in Harryâs direction. Without fanfare, without permission, Harry marched his way into the back almost as soon as she left his view.
âExcuse me,â Lexi said. âHey, thatâs employeeââ
âHeâs fine, Lexi,â she answered quietly.
Harry found her in the kitchen, hand clutching the front collar of her shirt, her eyes lit with anxiety while she paced back and forth. âIs he here?â He asked lowly, while she moved quickly across the kitchen.
She tried to remember the last time she felt safe. It was her dad, right? Her dad before...before everything. Before she moved her shop here. Before she uprooted her life.
But there were those brief moments where she was overcome with how safe she felt in Harryâs presence. Walking to his fight for the first time. Each time he walked her to her car. How his hand felt when he pressed her fingers into a fist.
She nodded, her eyes watering.
He spun almost immediately to do who knows what. He didnât know and she certainly didnât know.
âNo, donât leave me!â She practically shouted before he could hardly take a step further. She started to follow him but he stopped at the sound of despair in her voice.
Harry groaned lowly; it came out nearly as a growl. He turned back to her immediately as if it pained him. âMânever leaving you,â his eyes were so dark and desperateâher whole body felt heavy at the seriousness of his words. Breathless again. âPlease donât ask me that,â his eyes darted back toward the front of the bakery.
âHarry, please,â she whispered.
His hands were already balled into fists. He shook his head. âCupcake,â he grumbled. It was such an oxymoron in itself. Harry was calling her one of the sweetest things in the world and it sounded downright terrifying.
âPlease, Harry,â she begged, grabbing one of his closed fists. âI need you,â she whispered.
Groaning again, he rubbed a hand over his face and sighed. âFine,â he snapped.
She felt bad making him stay. She knew she was forcing his hand, but she was scared. To soften the blow, she threw herself at him. Arms around his neck, face buried in his shirt. She sighed with relief with the feel of him: solid, warm, protective against her body. Harry was safe. He proved that already and she still hardly knew him. It wasnât hard. It shouldnât have been hard for her date to make her feel safe.
Harry was momentarily shocked before he returned the hug, one arm looped around her back, the other cupping the back of her head. It was like the antidote to an disease she didnât know she had. Another loud sigh escaped her. Like the feeling of Harry was cause for another wave of relief.
âWhat did he do?â He mumbled into her hair. She ignored him and scrunched her eyes shut. âPlease, Cupcake,â he begged. She realized she wanted to tell Harry.
âIâm so embarrassed,â she whispered. âI donât even know why I went out with him...I had met you andââ
âDoesnât matter, kitten,â he shook his head. âHe doesnât get tâmake yâfeel unsafe,â he reminded her.
âIt was such bad judgment.â
He shook his head again. âNo, Cupcake. He doesnât get tâmake yâfeel that way. Sânot you. Sânot asking a lot tâfeel safe on a date. Sânot even the bare minimum. Yâdonât have poor judgment. Your judgment got yâout of there that night. Sâwhy yâsigned up for classes andââ
It poured out of her at that moment. She told him everything. In the middle of the story, she tried to downplay it sensing the way his body tightened around her with every word. Explained why she signed up for the self-defense class. Every detail and emotion she felt for the last few weeks. How scared she was that very night. Why she requested Harry and chatted with him until three in the morning. How he made her feel better when she didnât think she could. How safe she felt around him in general.
At the end, Harry pulled away from her.
Her heart felt heavy. Now he wouldnât like her. She was broken and hurt. Harry didnât want to be a bodyguard, nor should he have to be. âI need tâgo to the gym,â he started toward the front, and she thought that was it. It was the last she would see of him. He was too overwhelmed with how stupid she was. This wasnât what he wanted. Someone who couldnât defend herself or be smart enough to see the signs earlier.
âHarry, Iâm sorryââ She managed to croak with tears thick in her voice and vision. Right as he reached the threshold back to the front of the bakery. He was shaking. Every inch of him. She wondered how he wasnât a blur from how much he shook. In the moment it took for the apology to form in her mouth, he was back in front of her.
He grabbed her firmly but still softly by the chin, held her sweet face between his palms. Gazed into her eyes and shook his head slowly. His eye contact was overwhelming but still felt so good. âYou are to never. Ever. Apologize.â Her eyes welled with more tears. She couldnât do anything but nod at him. Her heart felt so heavy and broken. But Harry was looking at her. Taking in every inch of her face and he sighed. âMâsorry, Cupcake; m'angry. But s'not something you need t'apologize for. Y'didn't do anything wrong. M'jus' mad I wasn't there for you,â he whispered and brought her back in to hold her against him once more. Her body felt relieved it was ridiculous for him to feel bad--he didn't even know she was going on a date. She didn't want him to feel bad.
"It's not your fault either," she whispered. Harry sighed with relief and he kissed the top of her hair.
She lost track of how long they stood there. It could have been two minutes or two hours. All she felt was Harryâs warm body against hers and reveled in how good it felt. âCall me a half hour before youâre ready to leave here. Iâll come walk you tâyour car.â
She smiled softly, hoping to alleviate the tension now that a significant portion of time had passed. âEven if itâs in the middle of the night andââ
He didnât think her joke was funny at all. âIf yâcall,â he repeated, interrupting her, his eyes were hard and serious. No room for joking at all. âIâll be here.â
He was rapidly making her fall in love with him.
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âHey Dad,â she smiled softly sitting across from him at the dinner table. He grinned at her.
âHey sweetie. How was your day?â
âGood! Did you see the game?â She asked. He nodded.
âYour guy did well, donât you think?â
She laughed, shaking her head and blushed a bit. âMax Kepler is not my guy, Dad.â
âI didnât say his name, honey,â he reminded her with a chuckle.
She rolled her eyes and bit the inside of her cheek. âI think I met a guy, actually,â she rushed out quickly.
âOh?â He looked at her curiously, tilted his head ever so slightly and smiled. âThatâs nice, sweetie. You havenât had a boyfriend in a while. You need someone to...chat with, depend on,â he said knowingly. âI want to know youâre taken care of.â
âDad, that is so 1950s of you. I donât need a guy to take care of me.â
âOh honey, I know you donât. But I want you to have someone,â his voice was gentle.
For a moment she just looked at him. Thought long about all the things that had happened since she met Harry almost three months prior. It was a big deal to tell her dad about Harry. She wanted to make sure it was the right move especially after she was feeling poorly about her gut feeling. But she thought of Harry, the reassurance he gave her that it wasnât her poor judgment that caused her bad date.
âHis name is Harry. Heâs a boxer,â she shrugged. âThe raspberry filled cupcakes are his favorite.â
âWell, then heâs perfect. Right?â
She laughed, nodded, then bit her lip. âI mean...heâs...â she sighed forgoing all the details about how she was insane to let him steer her to his boxing match. How he helped her with self-defense classes. And why she was taking self-defense classes. No. She would tell him how they met another day. When Harry and she defined more of what their relationship was... if there was a relationship to be had. âI like him,â she admitted. âThen thatâs all that really matters, honey,â he assured her. It felt like a blessing.
She couldn't wait to see Harry.
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I don't even want to hug my own family very often but I think a hug from Troy Barnes would heal me
#not donald glover. nothing against him but he's not actually troy#it has to be troy :(#community#nbc community#troy barnes#also i love my family im just super tactile defensive
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Day thirty of fic NaNoWriMo, obligatory sugar daddy Tim/sugar baby Kon AU. And yes I DID win NaNoWriMo, thank you for asking. †This is the last day of NaNo, obviously, so I'm gonna take a little bit of a break from this fic due to being just sliiiiightly burned out from writing 1k+ a day in it for the past month and all, but I intend to start editing it and posting chapters of it on AO3 in the next week or two, so it'll be both easily bookmark/subscribe-able and updating on there soon!
They go through all the boxes, Tim suffers a bit for it, and Kon laughs and makes him suffer more, the bastard. Itâs fun, though, even if now Tim would really prefer to never stick his hand in another box ever again in his life.Â
The last box Kon directs him to is full of layers of distinctly cashmere-esque fabrics, and Kon smiles a little and ducks his head again. Tim is disgruntled, but charmed.Â
They wander through the exhibits, and Tim feels pretty good about his activity-picking when he realizes Konâs stopping to look at all of them and actually seems interested in all of them. They have to circle back a couple of times so Kon isnât doing anything too super-powered in front of other guests, but they do hit all of them. Some of them are more interesting than others, in Timâs opinion, but Kon still tries them all. Tim wouldnât complain even if he were bored out of his mind, though, given how invested Kon gets in sorting and mixing the tables full of colored glass beads and making waves and whirlpools in the water fixtures and manipulating the kaleidoscopes and chimes and everything else.Â
Kon spends the least amount of time with the auditory and olfactory stations, though heâs happy to try all the little hors d'oeuvres that Tim assumes are supposed to be covering âtasteâ for the exhibit. Visual he seems generally curious about, but definitely tactile wins. Likeâfar and away, does tactile win. They spend twice as much time at the tactile stations Kon is least interested in as they do any two of the others. Tim doesnât mention it in case itâs not on purpose. He still doesnât want to make Kon feel self-conscious or anything.Â
Anyway, the tactile parts of the exhibit were the whole reason he picked this as a date activity, so what, is he going to be bothered by having made the correct deduction or assumption or whatever? Not freaking likely. Actually if anything heâs going to need to privately gloat to himself about this later. Bask in it a bit.Â
Also take some notes for future dates and things to buy Kon and whatever else.Â
More cashmere, to start. A lot more.Â
Tim sneaks a few more pictures of Kon as they walk from station to station. Kon laughs at him every time he catches him and takes one of him too, which is incredibly flustering. Tim cons him into a few selfies in self-defense, which turns out to be a terrible idea because it still involves him ending up in pictures and, worse, involves him ending up in pictures with Kon, who takes the excuse to press in close and kiss his cheek and just be all kinds of appallingly adorable, the asshole.Â
Kon uses the first picture he took as Timâs contact picture and makes one of their shared selfies his phone background. Tim is mildly mortified but also desperately wants to earn lockscreen status, which is a terrible idea because what if Kon ever takes his phone out around the team or Red Tornado or, god forbid, Bruce?Â
Tim should definitely make sure Kon doesnât put him on his lockscreen.Â
. . . but like, if he did . . .Â
Thereâs a clay station. Kon stays at that one the longest, making weird little abstract shapes and surprisingly accurate miniature versions of the sculptures tucked away in the corners of the gallery with TTK. Tim hadnât even noticed him looking at any of the sculptures, but in retrospect he never actually needed to âlookâ at them, did he? And on that note, Tim guesses the accuracy shouldnât be any kind of surprising eitherâKon must have a really good sense of spatial awareness, if nothing else, and of how things âshouldâ be shaped.Â
By the time they get through the last station of the exhibit, theyâve been at the museum almost twice as long as Timâs most optimistic estimates had allowed for and heâs had to sneak off to the âbathroomâ for five minutes to push their reservation back an hour. Tim has absolutely zero intention of rushing Kon, especially if heâs having a good time, so it just makes more sense to reschedule than to put him on a schedule.Â
Though he did have to actually make sure to go into the bathroom to do it, since Kon mightâve noticed him not heading that direction. Tim doubts Konâs paying attention to what anyoneâs doing in the bathroom, for obvious reasons, but he still probably wouldâve noticed the date he was briefly concerned might be a supervillain just ducking around a corner to make a phone call ten yards away, no matter how Bat-stealthy said date was about it. Like, that seems like a stupid thing to expect him not to notice.Â
They stop by the gift shop on their way outâwell, Tim detours Kon to it with subtle herding, anywayâand Tim manages to convince Kon to pick out a couple of things. He ends up with a couple of sort of fidget toy-type puzzles and a little three-pack of little tubs of a clay-like play sand in bright colors, which Tim thinks is probably meant to function as some kind of stim toy and was probably something specifically sourced to go with the event, and Tim âaccidentallyâ throws in a couple of fancy candy bars from the front register. Again: Kon needs calories that werenât directly sourced from cafeteria food from a definitely-not-OSHA-compliant cloning lab.Â
Maybe Tim can send Kon a fruit basket or ten while heâs still stuck at Cadmus. Those probably come in tropical themes.Â
Alternately, maybe he can just kidnap Kon outright and trap him in a nice new cul-de-sac until he gets used to it. He could get him actual groceries, then. Lots of them. Fruit and vegetables and entire spreads of âthings that werenât made in an OSHA-noncompliant cafeteriaâ. Thatâd be nice.Â
Also he could send that Hawaiian food truck by on the daily, if they were up for it.Â
They share the candy bars on the walk to the restaurantâmeaning, Tim takes two perfunctory bites of each and tricks Kon into eating the rest with basically zero effortâand itâs . . . nice, honestly, just walking around together. Just being together. Not that this is new knowledge, after the mall, but itâs still novel enough that Tim canât help indulging in and enjoying the experience. They donât usually get much time alone together, much less time that isnât spent either fighting supervillains or dealing with emergencies. Soâitâs nice, yeah.Â
Tim likes it, he means.Â
They make their adjusted reservation, and Kon peers around the restaurant awkwardly as theyâre led to their table. Tim resolves to do whatever it takes to get him to relax, up to and including embarrassing himself in some way or another. Heâs probably going to do that anyway, given how most of these meet-ups have been going.Â
âDoes it qualify for âniceâ enough so far?â he asks once theyâre seated, and Kon blushes, then flashes him a grin.Â
âItâs okay, I guess,â he says, then bites his lip with a brief flicker of insecurity as he glances down at the menuâspecifically the prices on the menu. âUm . . . are you sure you wanna spend this much on me, though . . . ?â
âI want to spend my entire trust fund on you,â Tim says matter-of-factly, and Kon lets out a weird little laugh and ducks his head again. It works a little better this time, since he has the menu to hide behind right now.Â
âI already like you, man,â he says, which is still inexplicable but not something Tim is actually gonna argue with. âYou donât have to keep buying me stuff.âÂ
âI like buying you stuff,â Tim says. âIâm gonna keep doing it as long as youâll let me.â And after that, heâll figure out a way to sneak doing it.Â
âJust because you like it?â Kon says, glancing at him over the top of the menu.Â
âBecause I like you,â Tim says. âI mean, no offense to the hostess, but I wouldnât enjoy buying her dinner this much.âÂ
Kon bites his lip, then ducks his head again. His face is red. Tim feels the urge to kiss him again. He probably shouldâve found time to do that on the walk over or something. Or as soon as he first saw him. Or just at any point so far tonight, because the urge is getting seriously distracting now.Â
âSo when you said you wanted to go somewhere after this too . . .â Kon trails off, flushing darker.Â
âThereâs a late show at the planetarium about the sunâs role in our solar system and the life cycle of stars,â Tim says. It might be too loose an association, but . . . âI thought you might be interested in checking it out.âÂ
Kon stares at him for a moment, then turns absolutely crimson and hides behind his menu entirely.Â
âOkay,â he manages, his voice a little cracked. Timâs pretty sure he couldâve said heâd rented them a hotel room and gotten a less embarrassed reaction. So . . . thatâs a thing.Â
Okay.Â
âI really do want to spend the money on you,â he says. âApartment and all.âÂ
âAn apartment,â Kon says, glancing over the top of his menu at him again. âAnd bills and groceries and an . . . allowance.âÂ
âYes,â Tim says. No point in beating around the bush, he figures. Itâs all things heâs already told Kon anyway.Â
âAnd not just because I saved your life,â Kon says.Â
âNot just because you saved my life,â Tim agrees. âI just want to give you those things. Or anything you want, really. Whichâwell, what would you want?âÂ
âUm,â Kon says, just barely lowering his menu as his eyes skate away. âWell . . . could we like . . . keep hanging out outside the theoretical apartment and stuff? If we did . . . that?"Â
Tim feels something absolutely giddy and absolutely painful in his chest, hearing that question. Justâwhat does Kon think, that he just wants to toss a lease at him and never see him again? Or just only come over to . . . actually, wait, maybe Kon does thinkâugh. Ugh. Fuck, that is not what heâs trying to make Kon worry about here.Â
âYes,â Tim says firmly. âAs much as you want.âÂ
âMm,â Kon says, biting his lip again. His face is still red. Tim wants to give him every single thing the world hasnât given him, which he knows for a fact is a truly fucked-up and probably borderline-insurmountable amount of things.Â
But he still wants to give it all to him anyway, and then think up a few more things besides.
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I watched a video recently about a former FBI agent talking about body language and how when people cross their arms theyâre not âclosing themselves offâ or âbeing defensiveâ but just self soothing, even if theyâre angry, the gesture at its core is giving themselves comfort.
I immediately thought of Derek Hale (because of course I did) and how often he crosses his arms and then I thought of Stiles wanting to be an FBI agent and learning this information and also immediately thinking of Derek Hale (because of course he did) and thinking yeah, it makes sense Derek is subconsciously seeking comfort after all the absolute bullshit heâs been through
but also thinking about Derekâs shitty loft and realizing Derek is punishing himself and so that leads to Stiles deciding heâs going to give Derek all the comfy things and starts buying fluffy soft blankets and throws and pillows and talking Derek into buying a comfier cozier couch âfor the packâ
but then also thinking about Derekâs thumbhole sweater and buying him soft comfy sweaters and shirts that are not skin tight, just comfy (I also have it in my head that these would all have to be made from natural fibers not polyester for vague wolf-y reasons? idk)
I imagine Stiles realizing wolves are supposed to be tactile and Derek avoiding touch is likely a mix of self preservation and again punishment (but the Kate and Jennifer bits probably fit somewhere in there too) so he cautiously starts just squeezing his shoulder, grabbing his elbow, or letting their knees bump when he sits next to him, just for a second before moving away and never lingering or expecting reciprocation. Just plain comfort comfort comfort.
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An Anatomical Reference of Grima, ca. 608 (Archanean Calendar)
(In essence: I got my claws on Grima's model from Echoes, and took screenshots of it in blender for your art referencing convenience. At some point later I'll reblog with some gifs of his animations if I can get them working. Enjoy!)
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An excerpt from a worn journal attributed to an unnamed Summoner of Askr. Carefully affixed between paragraphs of chicken-scratch are several large, high quality photographs.
With the assistance of the dragon Askr, I've finally opened the correct gateway; one leading deep within the Thabes Labyrinth just around the time of the hero Alm's adventures. And it was just as the old manuscripts claimed! At the heart of the lowest levels, we found The Creation - he who would one day go on to be known as the Fell Dragon, Grima - laying in a deep torpor to conserve energy. It's taken near a month of work, and I've no doubt the rest of the Order thinks I'm nuts by now, but with a lot of one-on-one talking and the offering of several cart-fulls of quality carrion for him to eat, we've at long last built up a mutual trust! He's not quite at the point of letting any of us touch him, not even me; and he outright panics if he sees someone carrying a stave. As such, any real investigation of his physical health and detailed characteristics will have to wait. But he tolerates my flitting about with Anna's picture tome well enough, and has allowed me to take enough photographs and rough 3D scans for us to get a sense of his external anatomy. Once he's regained enough strength to move and levitate without undue difficulty, I hope to capture some short video of him in motion...
Full-Body Shots
His wings and horns are proportionally quite small compared to the much older instances of Grima I've dealt with thus far. Is this just because he's so much younger? With how much time he's spent trapped down here, it might be malnutrition stunting his growth, too...
Facial Shots
At first I'd assumed he had a pair of pharyngeal jaws like an eel, but upon further visual inspection I believe his cranial anatomy is far stranger than even that. There's no apparent gums or tongue inside the exterior jaw, and no musculature or soft tissue connecting the outer cranium to the outer jaw at the corners of the mouth; those features are confined solely to the inner pair of structures. And his lower external jaw isn't even connected to the flesh of his neck! I won't know for sure until he allows me to do a tactile exam, but from what I can see, I suspect his entire exterior "face" is actually a specialized defensive structure like the bony plates on his back. Like a big pair of horns, almost. What appears to be teeth may actually be akin to the points on a deer's antlers.
Torso Detail
His body construction really reflects his origins. He almost looks composed of two human rib cages, compressed and stacked atop one another. Complete with two lateral shoulder girdles and at least the appearance of very humanoid chest and back musculature. The range of motion on the joints of his hind limbs is decidedly NOT humanoid, though. I'll have to try to get some focused video shots of them once he's up and about.
I know we're not SUPPOSED to alter the timelines of the worlds we visit if we can help it, but... I mean, helping him has always been the goal, and the studies were always the excuse. Leaving him here would eat me alive. Maybe if I appeal to Sharena's emotions, and we get Chrom involved...
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ADA TIME
Given her very fun grapple mechanic and nature of weaving webs of plans to best benefit her, I thought a spider would be the obvious creepy crawly to base her off of!
The most obvious mutation is her secondary set of arms. These are extensions of the plagas limbs, similar to Ashleyâs wings. UNLIKE Ashleyâs wings though, these arms have bones (a loss for the crabs unfortunately). This is because they are VERY STRONG and capable of holding Ada (as well as others) body weight and this muscle needs a rigid structure to pull on. The keratin layers of her armor will help defend her from attacks but they arenât a strong enough structure to constitute a real exoskeleton. They have 3 fingers and 1 thumb, and are less dextrous than Adaâs primary hands.
The claws and grooves in her fingers on both her primary and secondary hands are to help her keep hold of and manage her web. Her silk comes from spinnerets located on her mid back on either side of her spine. They house her silk glands, spinnerets, and muscular valve which allows her to control when web comes out. Spider silk at this thickness would be stronger than steel, and around 1/5th the weight! It clumps at the end to allow for easier throwing to other areas so she essentially has a natural grappling hook. She could also use it as a weapon, like a whip.
MOAR MANDIBLES. MOAR EYES. RAAAAAGHHHHHH.
Ada's primary eyes are the only ones with eyelids. Her secondary eyes located on her cheekbones and brow-bone always remain open. They greatly increase her awareness of her surroundings by widening her peripheral vision. Cant get snuck up on if you can see real far around you.
Her mandibles tuck into her mouth, just behind her teeth. They fit through a hole made in her teeth that was made by removing her top canine. To keep the appearance of a normal smile, she has a false tooth on the front of her first mandibular joint that fits where the original would be. These mandibles have venomous fangs at the ends that allow her to bite as self defense. There are flexible sections that allow for the mandibles to easily extend and retract in and out of her mouth comfortably (well. relatively comfortably).
Her general proportions are slightly elongated. Being stretched slightly at the joints. This applies to her primary arms and legs, which also have an armor plating to allow for more impactful kicks.
NOW. BEHAVIORAL CHANGES. Ada will feel most comfortable when resting on a web that she has woven. The high concentration of nerves on her fingertips allow her to sense any vibrations that may travel through her web, so she is always aware of any threat at any time. This also encourages her to become a more tactile person. Understanding the texture, shape, and temperature of something through touch will become very important to her understanding of the world.
#ada ada ada ada ada ada ada#Ive spidered her. get spidered preddy lady#ada wong#resident evil 4#my art#sketch#digital art#infected!ada#everyone is infected au#<- what I'm officially calling this au
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