#switch!buddie

[eddiestightywhities]

100% in the Buddie Team Switch tent over here btw bc these bastards are honestly just far too complex to ever be anything else imo. like Buck with his praise kink, all somebody please tell me i did good as i wasn't told this growing up by the people who were supposed to say it to me and it changed my brain chemistry by denying me of positive affirmations and molded me into a pliable thing that cannot help but take any shape others want me to so i just need need need you to please please tell me that i did good and that i am good and please will you help me to believe that i am as good as you're telling me i am by holding me down and forcing me to take all of you into all of me until I'm fucking convulsing with just how good it feels and how good i am at it, and bc i now know for sure how much you love it too as you're saying it out loud to me, over and over and over again... and Eddie, with absolutely everything in his life (outside of work) feeling so very out of his control and needing to gain some of it back by crushing Buck with his body weight and telling Buck exactly what it is he should be doing and precisely how to do it and have Buck whining and keening with how desperate he is to comply bc Buck has complete trust in Eddie, in Eddie's ability to make the right decision for whatever it is Buck needs, for what they both need, and having that allows Eddie to have the courage in his convictions that he often struggles to have outside of the(ir) bedroom when it comes to his emotions and that just feels so good to Eddie, to be doing it right, to be the one making Buck feel good, so good, and to actually be taking—for once in his life—what it is that he wants and allowing himself to have the things he desires, to have Buck, all for himself, because that is what feels good to him... but then there are those other times in Eddie's life that he has had to and has to be a sure and steady hand, a reliable go-to, be totally unshakeable and unbreakable and in charge of making decisions that affect countless people's lives—victims of war, those he tries his best to serve and save on calls, colleagues, friends, the people he cares for and those he loves the most in his life—and it's, well. it's A Lot. so much, actually, that Eddie sometimes needs to turn it off and just let it all go and allow somebody else take over and tell him what to do and when to do it bc he just needs to not think about it anymore, to not think at all, needs to just be a vessel for somebody else's decisions and desires and put his trust wholly in somebody else, in Buck, bc he doesn't always trust himself but Buck knows Eddie so well and so completely and understands what Eddie needs to get out of his own head and just have somebody tell him (outside of his job) that he did good for once, that he can get matters of the heart right instead of always wrong wrong wrong and have Buck tell him that yes, of course he's good for something, good for this, good for splaying himself wide open and taking everything he is given by Buck... and then there's the whole Buck (outside of work) having zero fucking clue of what he's doing and even tho he is trying his very best all of the time he's getting it wrong A Lot of the time, bc his best isn't always good enough so he has to try harder but then he's trying too hard, too much, which means he still isn't getting it right. and so to be able to be the one in charge of things and have his will and instruction be absolutely the right thing? the very thing that Eddie needs? that's such a heady experience, such a rush, and when he makes Eddie beg and cry with it and Eddie loves loves loves Buck for it—loves Buck for telling him how it should be and for Buck insisting on what he's giving being what Eddie deserves—that is Buck living and thriving and loving loving loving Eddie right back, with all the plundering depth that he has in him and can give and is... and that, all of that, is just. how it is. every facet of it; every logistic; every angle; every way and any way you look at it; every (s)which way.

[fedzzzart]

spoons🥄🥄

[livelovecaliforniadreams]

[littlespoonevan]

thinking thoughts about how eddie from buck's pov is so bright and vibrant and takes up so much space and how buck from eddie's pov is so settled and sure of himself and quietly calm and how buck sees the parts of eddie he's tried to squash down for so long and eddie sees the parts of buck that buck himself doesn't even always realise exist and it really does all come back to 'to be seen, to be found, isn't that what we're all searching for' y'know???????????????????

[lover-of-mine]

#sometimes you gotta stare into the distance and contemplate the way things will not be the way they should be without your soulmate boy bestie beside you

2x18 “This Life We Choose” -> 8x10 “Voices”

[housewifebuck]

if I was empty space and you were a formless shape we'd fit

↳ for @colonoscopys

[buffaluff]

happy valentine’s day! 💖

today marks a year since i posted my first public buddie fan art!? so i decided at 10pm the night before to draw a little “sequel” to my first piece, dedicated to all of the cool awesome people i’ve met in this fandom so far ☺️ you’re all my valentines, too bad 😘

[sarahtarth]

if eddie's shirt was open when he answered the door to buck, buddie would be canon by now

[sapphicmuppet]

feeling very very emotional over Buddy dawn rn. A kid who despite not liking Kristen or the Bad Kids, still volunteered to revive them during the last stand. A kid with complete trust in his religion and peers, who died alone by being slashed in the throat before he could realize what was happening, by someone he trusted. People he trusted hiding behind lies and hurting people and killing him in the process (Bobby, kipperlilly). “Helio wouldn’t have let that happen”. Kristen who died on the first day of school, with no intervening miracle. Buddy who was completely devoted to his god and was brutally murdered by his friend, no time left for saving throws. Buddy who is a complete reflection of who Kristen was and who she would continue being if she never questioned her religion. Helio who didn’t intervene when she died, and was only spared because of people she met hours ago, Buddy dying without any miracle or saving throw, by someone he had been led to trust for months. someone hold me actually.

[eddiestightywhities]

Eddie: Dom or sub?

Buck: Uhhh, Domino's? I guess? I'm not really that into Subway.

Eddie: Cariño, you are so damn lucky that I'm into you.

[panevanbuckley]

when the hyperfixation kicks in like crazy and you end up reading far too many fics in a matter of days

[perfectthewayyouare]

the 911 insta admin is SO funny for this

[pluvioloulou]

If I see one more person say Buck's lying because he just doesn't understand his own feelings I'm gonna lose it!! Just shut up and stop treating him like a child, he's a grown ass man ffs!!

[huliajelena]

WIP

[homerforsure]

Part of me is softly sighing thinking of Eddie staying behind in the hospital with Buck and his dislocated shoulder for no damn reason (they called another ambulance? he didn't even need to go?) or at least no reason he can stay out loud because the truth is that neither of them can handle Buck being in the hospital alone and maybe he deserves to have his boyfriend or his sister or someone better there but if Eddie's the only one around, he's going to step up so he carefully, carefully, carefully helps Buck out of his uniform because "They're going to cut it off me otherwise, Eddie, come on. I've already bought three since August with the hoarder house thing and the autobody shop amateur porn thing and-and-and Bobby putting the salad dressing in that bottle with the lid that won't close right. The people at the uniform store are going to think I'm selling them on Ebay" and Eddie kinda scoffs and says, "Literally no one is going to think that and taking the shirt off the normal way is going to hurt like a bitch so maybe you should just-" but the big eyes and the "Please, Eddie?" are too much for him like always so he helps and he makes it as painless as he can and even though they're still teasing and griping, Buck's expression afterward is so genuinely grateful and makes Eddie's heart flip over in his chest so many times in a row that he has to throw the shirt at Buck to make it stop.

The other part is thinking about Tommy putting his button down on Buck when he finally gets discharged because he came right from work and he didn't know Buck might need new clothes but Buck's threatening to just walk out of the hospital shirtless because he doesn't want to wrestle back into the tight t-shirt and uniform button down and Tommy's obviously not going to let that happen because Buck runs cold. And they still have to drop Eddie off back at work where somehow he's gotten several hours off in the middle of the day to sit with Buck and his low-priority injury and idk for some reason I'm imagining they stopped to get him a cold brew which he's holding in his hand as he climbs out of Tommy's back seat at the station before probably leaning in the open passenger window and wanting to say a whole bunch of things before settling for, "Get home safe."

[buttercupdemise]

hey. every guy needs his fun little activities