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����𝘄𝗼𝗻 𝗱𝗮𝗻𝗯𝗶 (권단비), better known as 𝗱𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗻𝘆 (운명) is a 𝗳𝗶𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝗮𝗹 Korean-American singer, rapper, songwriter and actress. She made her debut in June of 2006 as a member of 𝗦𝘂𝗽𝗲𝗿 𝗝𝘂𝗻𝗶𝗼𝗿

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[haveanotherkpopblog]

The Snake’s Den

Just my favorite script moments as I continue to edit

Kyuhyun (VO)- Yeah, and have as much sex as--

***

[Heechul rolls down the window and leans out and snaps a picture of the explosion.]

Heechul- That’s going in the scrapbook.

***

Leeteuk- You’re a hazard to society.

Kangin- And a dumbass.

***

Leeteuk- I believe congratulations are in order. Don’t think I didn’t notice this earlier.

[He shoots her a wink as she giggles and flaunts her hand for him. Leeteuk lets out a low whistle.]

Now that is a diamond.

[The boys rush over to look at the big, shiny diamond that sits on her finger on a gold band. Most of the boys are impressed. Kyuhyun and Donghae are not.]

***

Sungmin- Did--did she insult us? I feel like she just insulted us.

Shindong- We just had our asses on blast. She’s the least of my worries.

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Leeteuk- I can’t believe she’s getting married before me.

Suho- Me either. Sometimes I look at her and I see my baby sister struggling to tie her shoes. She’s just a baby.

Sehun- You wouldn’t think that if you heard the things Chan said.

Suho- I will shoot you Sehun.

***

Siwon- What’s going on, Y/N? What aren’t you telling me?

Commander- It’s been years since someone called me that. Especially you.

Siwon- Don’t change the subject, Y/N. What’s going on?

***

NIS Director- You need to calm down, Agent, before you say something you regret.

Eunhyuk- This is calm, and it’s Doctor.

***

Commander- I have SM teams arriving at JYP in a matter of minutes.

JYP Director (V.O.)- I didn’t authorize that.

Commander- No. I did.

[thekpop-illnessgotme]

Yeah so... I'm writing again some shitty fanfictions. Please don't mind me....

If you wanna read feel free.

It's a somewhat new group for me.

Be nice

Great day

[ineunhaeshead]

Me rendiré cuando las gardenias del corredor se marchiten.

Ese lunes llegó temprano del trabajo. La luz que entrababa por las ventanas pintaba de tonos cálidos su hogar. Eran las cuatro de la tarde y en su mano sostenía una bolsa de tela llena de papas. Lee Hyukjae parecía buscar a alguien en casa mientras analizaba que en realidad “ser el jefe” implicaba, la mayoría del tiempo, llegar antes que todos al trabajo e irte de último. No recordaba con exactitud la última vez que había estado en casa a una hora que no fuera después o durante la cena. 

Se detuvo en medio de la sala y dejó salir un enorme suspiro. En casa no había nadie. Manteniendo la calma, se apresuró a la salida, subió de nuevo a su auto y pisó el acelerador conduciendo cuesta abajo.

Cuando llegó a su destino paseó su vista hasta que por fin, a lo lejos, logró visualizar un cuerpo pequeño y encorvado sentado en una banqueta con algunas palomas que le rodeaban bajo sus pies. Bajó del auto y caminó en su dirección.

—¡Señor Lee Kang Heon!  —el pequeño hombre giró su cabeza lentamente y entrecerró sus ojos bajo las enormes gafas para lograr verlo bien. Le sonrió despreocupado y se hizo a un lado dejándole espacio para sentarse junto a él. —Lo hizo de nuevo, y ni siquiera se tomó la molestia de llamar y avisarme.

—No tengo que pedirte permiso de nada, mocoso, soy un adulto y sé cuidarme solo.  —Hyukjae tomó un puñado de migajas de pan del recipiente que sostenía el otro hombre y las lanzó al suelo.

—¿Nunca ha oído el dicho de que hay un punto en el que el padre se vuelve el hijo y el hijo el padre? Papá, estamos en ese punto ya.

Lee Kang Heon no le contestó, tampoco lo miró de vuelta. Hyukjae lo miró preocupado unos segundos y luego esperó a que su padre terminara el recipiente de migajas. 

En el camino de vuelta a casa Hyukjae se preguntó si la renuencia a aceptar la vejez y la terquedad en general venía inherente luego de los 60 años y todos pasaban por eso o simplemente solo era su padre el que era de esa manera. Finalmente, Hyukjae volvió a hablar.

—Sabes que yo solo me preocupo por ti. Eres lo más importante en mi vida.

—Ese es el problema.  —Hyukjae sostuvo el volante con ambas manos en vez de una sola y se preparó para lo que venía a continuación.  —No debería de ser así. Tienes 36 años y no tienes una pareja siquiera. No puedo dejar este mundo si eso supone que te quedarás solo. Ese es justo el problema, solo me tienes a mí.

—¿Y eso qué tiene que ver con que te fuiste a alimentar palomas y no me avisaste?  —su propio comentario lo hizo reír un poco — Además, ¿Sungmin está pintado o qué? Ha sido mi amigo desde los 15, y aunque quisiese, papá, nunca me dejará en paz, eso te lo aseguro. 

Hyukjae comprendía las preocupaciones de su padre perfectamente, pero a veces tratar de explicar algunas cosas desde su lado de la brecha generacional hasta el lado de su padre lo obligaban a preferir mil veces resolver en tiempo récord un desfalco financiero de la empresa en 1 mes con un protocolo de contención de 3 meses. 

En ese período de tiempo, no solo la empresa se empezaba a caer en pedazos, sino que su vida ya llevaba medio camino de estarse despedazando, porque durante esa crisis financiera, a pesar del enorme estrés y frustración, se dio cuenta que ya había recorrido lo suficiente como para mandar todo a la mierda y arriesgarlo todo por algo que todo su ser cantaba en coro disparates que susurraba su corazón pero que nunca había querido escuchar, así que terminó su relación de 3 años con la mujer más ilógicamente conveniente y perfecta; aprendió, a las malas, el valor de no precisamente mentirle a su padre pero tampoco de decirle toda la verdad. Y ante las amenazas de Kang Heon de lo que le pasaría si no regresaba con aquella mujer, Hyukjae dijo “Este mes ha sido muy caótico, y me di cuenta durante ese tiempo de que lo último que necesito ahora es casarme. Necesito unas vacaciones y tú necesitas agradecerme por salvar tu legado y no haberme matado en el intento, y agradecerle a ese bufete de abogados que son demasiado excelentes en su trabajo”.

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 —Yo solo quiero que seas feliz, lo sabes.

Hyukjae vio a su padre mirarlo consternado desde el otro lado de la mesa mientras masticaba sus papas con queso. Definitivamente las personas vuelven a ser unos niños cuando envejecen, su padre tenía el paladar de un niño de 5 años y se había vuelto un niño muy obstinado también. 

—No sé, papá, tal vez casarme y tener 4 hijos para malcriarlos no sea algo que me haga feliz.

—Bueno, mocoso sarcástico, pues estar solo es algo muy deprimente y desgraciado igual.

Hyukjae vio la terquedad y la determinación que caracterizaba a los Lee brillar a través de los ojos de su padre, entonces suspiró derrotado y dejó de tensar sus hombros.

—Nunca te rendirás con el tema, ¿cierto?

—Me rendiré cuando las gardenias del corredor se marchiten.

Lee Kang Heon cuidaba aquellas flores blancas con más afecto del que recibió Hyukjae en toda su vida; de hecho, esas gardenias estaban más conservadas y saludables que los pasantes de la empresa. Estaba cada día más convencido que su padre vivía sus días para esas gardenias y para hostigar a Hyukjae con el mismo tema. A lo que se refería su padre era que de la única forma en que esas gardenias se marchitaran sería cuando él falte en este plano de la vida, entonces, eso significaba que iba a insistir con el tema hasta su último aliento.

—Te amo, papá, esto que hago o lo que no hago, no lo hago para molestarte y lo sabes muy bien.

Kang Heon le sonrió a su asombroso hijo cálidamente y siguió hurgando el queso en sus papas. Escuchó como Hyukjae contestaba una llamada y se levantaba de su silla mientras empezaba a apresurarse a la salida mientras decía una excusa como “el vigilante vino a dejarme el reloj que dejé en la oficina” o algo así, las excusas que su hijo inventaba comenzaban a ser cada vez menos elaboradas. 

Al escuchar la puerta principal cerrarse, se bajó de la silla y caminó lentamente hacia el dormitorio de invitados, el cual era bodega también, y sacó una caja de madera la cual arrastró hasta la ventana. 

Siendo sincero, su hijo había cumplido y superado sus expectativas toda la vida, y cuando tomaba una decisión que le parecía fuera de lugar, con el tiempo había comprendido que había criado a un gran hombre, inteligente, sincero, paciente, considerado, sensible y seguro de sí mismo, y entonces fue aprendiendo a confiar en él. 

Ya arriba de aquella caja, se asomó por la ventana y con su anciana visión alcanzó a ver el notable y lujoso auto gris frente al edificio. Kang Heon pensó en que quizás no fue el padre perfecto, no fue el más afectivo ni el más comunicativo, pero seguía trabajando en ello incluso a esta avanzada edad, la cuestión era que él quería que Hyukjae comprendiera que no había cosa en el mundo que lo hiciera dejar de amar a su propio hijo y que supiera que podía contar con su padre en lo que fuera. Entonces, ¿por qué era tan difícil hacerle saber eso a su hijo? Bueno porque todavía no se había graduado de la escuela de habilidades en comunicación asertiva y porque a veces hablar de situaciones incómodas son menos incómodas cuando tus hijos son adolescentes que cuando ya son todos unos adultos.

Bajo sus ojos estaba la ciudad vestida de una hermosa noche de primavera y se encontraba su hijo de 36 años corriendo como si tuviera 20 años menos hacia aquel auto que ya estaba acostumbrado a ver, de este se bajó un hombre de cabello y atuendo impecable, el cual también estaba ya acostumbrado a ver. Y antes de regresar a la cocina vio cómo su hijo besaba los labios de aquel hombre. Kang Heon podía ser un anciano entrometido y hasta chismoso a veces, pero también sabía que existían límites y que su hijo merecía privacidad.

Lee Hyukjae, su asombroso hijo, estaba fallando en 2 cosas: En pensar que algo cambiaría en él ante alguna decisión que tomara y en pensar que por tener 79 años era tonto y no se iba a dar cuenta que algo más había pasado durante aquella crisis financiera, crisis de la cual Hyukjae no habla sin mencionar al bufete de abogados financieros, y sabía perfectamente que cuando su hijo se refería a ese bufete, en plural, en realidad se refería a un solo abogado, en singular, el hombre del lujoso auto gris, el hombre que Lee Kang Heon estaba cien por ciento seguro que hacía feliz a su hijo.

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 —¿A qué le sonríes, papá?

Para cuando su hijo regresó, notó que en efecto le habían ido a devolver su reloj, y mientras estuvo ausente había tenido tiempo suficiente para darse cuenta de muchas cosas y de juntar el valor para tomar una decisión y sin más, soltó:

—Estaba pensando que fuese bueno que lo invitaras a cenar. O al menos a subir, porque a veces lo tienes ahí afuera en pleno invierno, eres un mocoso grosero.

                                                      FIN

Ya casi se cumplen 8 meses desde que el papá de Hyukjae dejó este plano. Lo extrañamos mucho don Lee, gracias por ser un gran padre y haber criado a un gran hombre. Espero que también se le escape en la madrugada a San Pedro para comer cosas que no debe, así como se le escapaba a su familia.

[sooniessoulmate]

𝔻𝕒𝕞𝕒𝕘𝕖𝕕 - ℂ𝕙.𝟙𝟙 - 𝕟𝕔𝕥 𝕕𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕞 𝕤𝕞𝕒𝕦

𝕔𝕙.𝟙𝟘 | 𝕞𝕒��𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕝𝕚𝕤𝕥 | 𝕔𝕙.𝟙𝟚

𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟙𝟙 : 𝕖𝕝𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕟

𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕧 | 𝕞𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕝𝕚𝕤𝕥 | 𝕟𝕖𝕩𝕥

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kpop masterlist

🍓 = fluff themes

❄️ = angst themes

🚧 = smut themes

🤸‍♀️ = slice of life / bish idek what theme this is

🚀 = crack fic themes

🎩 = dark and/or violent themes

🏩 = genre fic, i.e. mystery, horror, fantasy, etc

🍳 = slow burn

🦕 = personal favorite

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A.C.E.

Memory | 🍓❄️🦕 Kim Byeongkwan x Reader + Park Junhee x Reader (University AU) [Blurb]

Ateez

Only One | 🍓❄️❄️❄️🍳🦕 CEO!Choi San x Reader

BigBang

It’s An Act [WBU I] | ❄️ Choi Seunghyun (TOP) x Reader

Smoke | 🍓🤸‍♀️ Choi Seunghyun (TOP) x Reader

BTS

Runaway | 🍓❄️🏩 Mafia!Kim Seokjin (Jin) x Reader (Mafia AU) Preview 1 2 3 4 x

Mah Boyfriend | 🍓🍓🤸‍♀️🦕 Jung Jungkook x Idol!Reader

BTOB

Hidden Heart | 🍓🍓🍓🤸‍♀️🚀🍳 Lee Minhyuk (HUTA) x Idol!Reader [Headcanon]

Day6

A University Dilemma | 🤸‍♀️ Kang Younghyun (Young-K) x Reader (Univeristy AU)

What A Joke | ❄️ Kang Younghyun (Young K) x Reader + Park Jaehyung x Reader (University AU) [Blurb]

So... Haha... I Like You | 🍓🦕 Park Jaehyung x Reader (Fake Dating AU)

EXO

Wheel Of Fortune | 🍓🍳🚀 Park Chanyeol x Reader [Headcanon]

Welcome To The Jungle | 🚀🚀🚀🏩 Park Chanyeol & Oh Sehun (Jungle AU)

Maybe We Still Have A Shot [WBU III] | 🍓🍓🏩 CatHybid!Oh Sehun x Reader (University AU)

Unrequited Attraction | 🚧🏩🍳🦕 Mafia!Kim Jongdae (Chen) x Retail Worker!Reader

Color Palette | 🍓 Byun Baekhyun x Reader [Blurb]

Brown Leaves | 🍓 Kim Jongin (Kai) x Reader (University AU)

GOT7

One Million In One Day | 🍓🍓❄️❄️🍳 Sugar Daddy!Jackson Wang x Reader Preview ~ Alternate Moodboard ~ Moodboard Teaser  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 

Car Rides | 🍓 Jackson Wang x Reader [Blurb]

Juice Box | 🍓🚀🏩🦕 Kunpimook Bhuwakul Bambam x Reader [Blurb] (Pre-Schooler AU)

Somewhere In Between | ❄️❄️Civil Engineer!Park Jinyoung x Reader + Architect!Henry Lau x Reader

Trading Secrets | 🍓🍓 Kim Yugyeom x WangSis!Reader

JYJ

Winning Losses | ❄️ Kim Jaejoong x Idol!Reader

Monsta X

Introspect | 🍓🤸‍♀️ Lee Jooheon x Reader [Blurb]

Letting Off Steam | 🤸‍♀️ Lee Hoseok (Wonho) x ArtStudent!Reader (University AU)

NCT

Seventeen

December Dates | 🍓🚀 bf!Seventeen x Reader [Headcanon]

The Stroke Of Midnight | 🍓❄️🏩🦕 Mafia!Kwon Soonyoung (Hoshi) x Reader

Here's My Problem: I Can't Get You Out Of My Head | ❄️❄️❄️🎩🎩🎩🏩🍳🦕 Detective!Jeon Wonwoo x Actress!Reader

10 Ways To Get Over Gyu | 🍓❄️❄️❄️🍳🍳🦕 Kim Mingyu x Reader + others (Childhood AU)

Half Of My Heart | 🍓❄️🤸‍♀️🍳 Kim Mingyu x Reader + Jeon Wonwoo x Reader (CEO AU)

On A Thread | ❄️❄️ CEO!Joshua Hong (Hong Jisoo) x Nurse!Reader

SF9

A Final Offering | 🍓🍓❄️🏩🦕 Deity!Kim Inseong & Child!Reader + Baek Juho (Zuho) x Mom  

What Does It Mean? | 🍓❄️🤸‍♀️ Kim Inseong x Reader + Lee Jaeyoon x Reader (University AU) 

16th Floor | 🍓🤸‍♀️ Kim Seokwoo (Rowoon) x Reader (Office AU)

SHINee

Understand This |❄️ Choi Minho x Reader I Don’t Understand [Understand This II] | ❄️ Choi Minho x Reader

It’s All A Big Joke [WBU II] | ❄️ Lee Taemin x Reader

Th-that’s Not | ❄️❄️🚧🦕 Lee Taemin x Reader Regrets [Th-that’s Not II] | ❄️ Lee Taemin x Reader

Angel Bride | ❄️🚧🏩🦕 Pirate!Lee Taemin x Reader

Noona, You're So Pretty | 🍓 Lee Taemin x Noona!Reader

Stray Kids

Professional Boundaries | 🍓❄️🚧🦕 CEO!Bang Chan x Pre-School Teacher!Reader + CEO!Hwang Hyunjin x Pre-School Teacher!Reader 1 2 3 4 

Bootylicious | 🍓🚀 Bang Chan x Idol!Reader

Super Junior

The Soup | 🍓🍓🚀🚀 SuJu x SuJu Maknae!Reader [Headcanon]

Secrets Of A Maknae | 🍓🚀🚀 Kim Heechul x SuJuMaknae!Reader

The Boyz

Gentle With Me | 🍓🍓🤸‍♀️ Lee Sangyeon x Reader

TVXQ!

Pitter-Patter | 🍓 Jung Yunho (U-Know) x Reader (Pre-School Teacher AU)

The Art Of Deception | ❄️🎩🏩 Shim Changmin x Reader (Secret Agent/Spy AU)

TXT

Forget About It | 🍓❄️🤸‍♀️🍳🦕 Choi Soobin x Reader (University AU)  

WINNER

I’m Not Playing | 🍓❄️❄️ Gangster!Song Minho (Mino) x Reader 1 2 3 

[krp1x1finder]

hello! looking for long-term partners. i'm 25+ and only write with others who are 21+, so please keep that in mind! i go by she / her pronouns and live in the cst / gmt-6 time zone. [basics…] » i'd rather write on discord within our own private 1x1 server, but i'm open to writing on mewe and tumblr. » third-person p.o.v only. novella and multi-para are my go-to, but single-para can be used for quick scenes and one-liners are strictly for dm / text threads. i typically write two to six paragraphs on average, but i can write shorter or longer, depending on your preference or the plot / thread. » semi-active. due to work, other hobbies, health issues, and so on, my activity does fluctuate. i can usually write two to four replies a week, but this might dip or rise depending on what's going on. i'll communicate with you if i need to take longer to reply. i'm also understanding if my partner's busy, but i do expect some proper level of communication from you too. » i match my partner's energy. if you prefer to focus on plots and threads with minimal chatting, i can do that. if you prefer gushing about our muses, making pinterest boards, getting into world-building, etc., i can do that too. as long as we're both interested in our threads, i don't care. » continuing with the note above, if it seems like you're not interested or like i have to carry everything, i'm going to drop what we have going on. sorry, not into that. enthusiasm's needed.

[writing…] » i'm interested in everything: idolverse, au, original, and fandom-based plots. when it comes to genres / themes, i have a strong preference for horror, but i also love to write crime, fantasy, historical, sci-fi, and slice-of-life. i also love a heavy dose of angst with a smattering of fluff thrown in. » i have a long list of fandom-based au ideas, but i'll keep it limited to just these few for now: alice in wonderland, dead by daylight, kiki's delivery service, and princess mononoke. » darker topics and toxic dynamics are definitely welcome. we can discuss what we're open to writing, what's off limits, and any triggers before writing together. » mxm and fxf ships are highly preferred. i'm open to mxf pairs, but they do require doubling and matched enthusiasm. smut's welcome, but not necessary, and it can be vague, detailed, or fade-to-black. if smut becomes involved, i do prefer that it's more plot-based, but it's not required.

[faceclaims…] » i use faces from the following groups and soloists (excluding obviously problematic members). ult means they're my absolute favorite to write as and against, with interest leading downward from primary, secondary, and tertiary. — ult: monsta x, twice, wonho — primary: b.a.p, chungha, dpr ian, dreamcatcher, (g)i-dle, heize, highlight, oneus — secondary: bibi, corbyn, exid, got7, girl's generation, hyolyn, pentagon, wei, wjsn — tertiary: aespa, kang daniel, kingdom, kwon eunbi, onlyoneof, park jihoon, purple kiss, red velvet

» i'm NOT interested in writing against the following groups: ateez, big bang, blackpink, bts, exo, nct, stray kids, suju, and txt.

[end…] thank you for reading everything! if interested, please like this post and i'll reach out to you via tumblr dms!

🌸 !

[bincito]

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀rules & regulations.

⟡ byf: do not ask me "were you @/____?" because chances are, yes i was. i deactivate for a reason. do not rush me/ask me when i'll update something. i hate being perceived, and it makes me uncomfortable/unwilling to comply and create. women/fem identifying people dni. this is an n ( sfw ) account for male readers. there is no place for you here. people who report minors; dni. you were probably reading smut as a child as well. i'm literally atheist, god does NOT love me. autistic + trans + gay ( triple homicide ).

⟡ dni: proshippers, idol shippers, conflict starters, racists, transphobes, islamaphobes, sinophobes, homophobes, zionists, zionist supporters, stox people, pedos, perverts ( GAGS ), gore accounts ( pictures of sh, murd3r, etc. writing is fine with me, as long as it's within a certain sanity rubric.), people who feminize queer men because "they're girly anyways!" ( KILLLLLL YOURSELFFFFF ), stays, suju supporters, jay park stans, tlou stans, people who enjoyed jinx/read yaoi, he/him & they/them lesbian haters ( pronouns do not equal gender indentification. ), cringy ass red thoughts accounts.

⟡ i do NOT write: dub/non-con, r wording, vore, necrophilia, smut 4 minor idols/characters, pet play, bestiality, step/incest, idol ships, blood/scat/piss play, feminization, daddy kink, anything to do w pussies, fem reader, gn reader, spit kink, race play, pervert anything, pedophilia, teacher x student, yandere, bdsm, musk kink ( what the HELLLL ), foot kink ( what the hell pt 2 ), any other weird shit i haven't put on here.

⟡ i DO write: jealous idol, poly smuts ( not ones that ship them ), hate sex, under the influence sex ( both being under the influence, never one sided ), tutor and tutee, fluff, angst, horror, gore ( very rarely, & there will be various cw/tws for it ), fluffy smut, blow/handjobs, street racer au, smau, idol au, etc. anything you know is acceptable, i write.

[katrinawritesthings]

I’m really intrigued about R 🤗

R: Are there any writers (fanfic or otherwise) you consider an influence?

Kept forgetting to reply to this lol but

I think for fanfiction. The original original Inspirations were clix0 and mildiggy on the nick dot com avatar fanfiction message boards when I was 11 lmfao just with like the concept of fanfiction and what you could do with it

And then a lot of my early inspiration and writing style for when I first started writing suju fics and then the shines a few years later was inkin_brushes on livejournal like. The high school hanchul. bruh. The witness protection hanchul?? the kihae hot arms smut?? xmen au hanchul. A lot of hanchul lol. They really like gave me the realization that I could write gay little fanfics about my emotional support kpop boys and that they could be really good. And they introduced me to a lot of the little fanfictionisms and tropes and everything

And then I was shy for a while when I first started writing for the shines and didn't talk to anyone but then authors that I became brave enough to talk to like elle n squickz and bri and cely and wishyunew and all of them really helped me get a feel for just like. writing whatever self indulgent niche bullshit you want who cares lmfao

And for non fanfiction authors I think the first one I got like actual writing inspiration from was Kristen Cashore when I read Fire and I was like. I want to write books like this !!! with like cool women and disability representation and gay people and everything

A lot of my magic inspiration comes from tamora pierce in the way she does magic in her tortall books

My craving for fun and whimsy is at least in part from mr Bill Watterson. the Calvin and Hobbes guy. my beloved. Shel Silverstein also probably

And then more recently I read this book called Wilder Girls by Rory Power and boy howdy are those girls definitely wilder. Never read a book so Visceral. So I am about to start trying to go ham like her and in the same vein I just read Now Entering Adamsville by Francesca Zappia and I just really love the main character and how tough and no bullshit she is so much so that will probably start bleeding into my stuff soon lol. Same for Each Of Us A Desert by Mark Oshiro. The Last Cuentista by Donna Barba Higuera. This Poison Heart by Kalynn Bayron. Just read all the Sailor Moon manga.

The running theme is I keep reading books about girls that are brutal and headstrong and devoted and compassionate and I'm kind of going feral about all of them

Did not mean to write an essay lol

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B, C, L and T for the fanfic ask game, pretty please! ✨

Oh my gosh thank youu~ *v*

B: Any of your stories inspired by personal experience?

Rather not but i do put some personal motifs in the characters arcs. In "St. Elmo's Fire" it's asking for help/acknowledging needing help, in "Growing Pains" it's the anxiety about future and making the right choice and in "From the Shadows" I'd say it's the shame of the past failure.

C: What character do you identify with most?

Im projecting myself hard on Hyukjae in St. Elmo's Fire lol

L: What’s the weirdest AU you’ve ever come up with?

Not sure if it's weirdest, definitely very creative 😅 some suju members as children and some as adults, the children are getting magical gifts and the adults are kind of wizards who perfected their own gifts... Anyway, the vibe of the plot - moomintrolls! That's what i want it to have. I have no idea how to implement it. I'll think about it. ( If you have any idea of how i can do it let me know 😁)

T: Any fandom tropes you can’t stand?

Mpreg. I don't really get the ABO thing too...

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My fic is going at around 18k words. Should I keep it one fic, or divided it up into parts?

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Haïkus du printemps

Sur les îlesDes lumières s’allumentLa mer au printemps. Masaoka Shiki Ce printemps dans ma cabane –Absolument rienAbsolument tout ! Takano Suju Marée printanièreMon corps entier transpercéPar la sirène du bateau. Hara Sekitei Froid printanierDans l’eau des rizières dériveUn nuage sans racine. Tanaka Hiroaki

[obsessedwithbbandsuju]

Illusion (Eunhyuk Mafia!AU)

Hyukjae is quite sure that she doesn’t even remember who he is. She was seven, after all. But he remembers her. 

Lee Hyukjae, known professionally as Eunhyuk, is something of a rags to riches story. Born to a homeless, dirt-poor mother and father and living in the filth and muck for the majority of his life, he knew from an early age that it was only a matter of time before all of them had to die. 

That changed when he joined SME and entered the world of the underground. It wasn’t easy – it involved danger, betrayal, and the constant possibility of death, but from it, Eunhyuk emerged, a high-ranking member of the organization’s internal hierarchy. He’s a leader of Super Junior, a branch of SME concerned with field operations, undercover intelligence, and reconnaissance, respected for its members’ remarkable rates of success. He has brothers, closer than actual flesh and blood, whom he trusts with his everything. Together for life – they genuinely believe that they will be, even after two out of the initial thirteen of them left for good some years ago. It’s hard to survive in the brutal world of criminals, but Hyukjae has them. 

They aren’t all, though. It’s information about himself that Hyukjae has withheld from the others – maybe the only piece of information about himself that he’s ever held back from them – but if not for her, he wouldn’t be alive. He would have laid down and let himself die all those years ago, still Lee Hyukjae, still an insignificant nobody who saw nothing worth it in life and was looking forward to returning to the safety of oblivion. 

For most of his life he’s gone off only the memory of her, with her light hazel eyes and her free spirit and her indifference toward her mother – and her name. It kept him going for seventeen years, but now, it’s not enough. He needs to see her, hear her, touch her, have her by his side until he dies. And that just might entail breaching her boundaries a little bit. Just a little bit. 

[tales4thesoul]

~The Sorceress’s Moons~ (ONE)

(IF YOU HAVEN'T READ PROLOGUE< PLEASE READ IT!)

Super Junior (Suju) Supernatural AU

Poly Suju x Reader

Warning: Shirtless Suju 

Prologue / Chapter TWO

This was probably one of the coldest winters on Jeju island that you every experienced. The temperature has dropped down to 18 Degrees Fahrenheit and for some reason you were sitting out in the cold keeping a careful eye on the elderly couple who were outside trying to shovel the newly fresh snow that fell the night before. You approached the two, beckoning them to go back into their home by dragging your body around their legs, but they were a stubborn pair.

“Mooine-Ah, go inside where its warm ok? We don’t want our town’s lucky treasure to get sick.” The woman picked you up off the ground and pet your fur while walking towards their home.

Yeah you heard right, fur.

You decided to be a cat in this generation you were living. You had been doing so since you moved here all those years ago. At first it was a bird, being able to fly around came in handy, but the people were very wary of you. The next animal was a dog, and you would help out a lot until you disappeared and reappeared as horse. There were a few more until you became the cat you were today. There were rumors going around the island saying that you were a god, since all the animals you were had hair that matched your own. The snow white stood out, and people matched your previous animals as your own. You were alright with that though. You would rather them think of you as a god then know you for what you actually were.

“Now stay inside. We won’t be too much longer.” The woman shut the screen door behind her to keep you in, and she went back to joining her husband in help of removing the snow. You watched them as they struggled and went ahead and said some spells to better their energy and power to get the job done. When you did all that you could you made your way into the house and went up the stairs to look out your favorite window.

From there you were able to see the small town that you lived in and watched over. It mostly consisted of elderly retired people, with the few exceptions of young adults and children. You enjoyed watching many of these families grow and continue on for generations. The one you currently were with, you knew the young woman since before she was born, having lived with her grandmother in your dog days.

“You are looking quite concerned My Lady.” You turned to see a male cat laying on the balcony railing from the window you sat on.

“Just thinking Hansol.” You hopped out the window to sit next to the young male. The two of you keeping warm by leaning against one another.

“What’s on you mind?” You sighed looking up at the Bengal cat before facing back towards the town.

“Reminiscing how long I’ve been here for. How many different lives I’ve lived, and things I’ve seen. It’s surprising how time flies by so quickly.” You told him. Hansol didn’t speak as you went on to tell him of all the things you’ve done, watching generations of families go by, watching the island develop for what it is now.

Hansol knew what you were the moment the two of you met. He was a cat with no home. A kitten abandoned by its mother. His kind served yours, and having no place to go, he’s stuck to your side ever since. You were like his mother in a way, even though appearance wise you too looked the same age.

“It must be tough for you. It sounds really lonely and sad.” You nodded. It was hard getting to know someone and end up outliving them. It was harder when it happened to everyone you know. It’s going be hardest when it was Hansol’s time as well.

“Sometimes I think it would be best to go back to Seoul. Things have changed since back then, and it would probably be good for me to go back to the Den.” You simply put it. Hansol didn’t say anything, knowing that he wasn’t knowledgeable of your past, and just sat there to make you not feel lonely.

“Anyway, enough about me. Any news to report?” You asked the boy. Hansol opened his eyes wide if remembering something important. He then moved to turn facing you and looked at you with a stern face.

“Actually. Just last night I heard news of a group of people coming to the island.” The male stated.

“And? Surprisingly people do vacation here in the winter.” You said.

“I know, but these people are a little strange. Jaemin told me that they weren’t human.” Your eyes widened in shock. Since you arrived on this island you were able to scare off supernatural beings who lived or visited the island. You didn’t want anything to do with them, so you made it hard for them to come.

“How?” You didn’t say to anyone in particular, but Hansol simply shrugged his shoulders. He wasn’t to into detecting or knowing much about your world, but he was the island gossip and made ties with other animals to get information for you.

“Where are they staying.” You asked.

“Jaemin said they own that abandoned building on the island.” You perked up at that, knowing that building was built but no one moved in. It was surprisingly well kept up for no one living in it for that long. What concerned you the most was if they were here to do harm.

“Let’s go check it out tonight.”

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It was around ten o’clock at night that you left with Hansol. You made sure the elderly couple ate, got warm, and fell asleep under many blankets before making your way out of the house. You put some protective spells around the house and town before heading out.

“How many are there?” You asked Hansol. The two of you were walking along the beach towards the abandoned house a couple towns over.

“I think Jaemin said seven.” You nodded, thinking that if they were like you, you could take them. Demons could be taken care of easily, but if they were werewolves or vampires you would have a little more difficult time.

“When we get there, I want you to wait outside.” You knew he was going to object, but you weren’t having any of it. At the end of the day Hansol was simply a cat. He could easily be killed, and for the fact that you cared deeply for him made him a weakness.

The rest of the time to the house the two of you mostly walked in silence. Though an occasional topic or story was brought up by Hansol to ease the two of your minds. The journey by foot, or should you say paws, took a few hours. When you could see the house, it could have been three in the morning.

It had been a while since you were in this town, and you forgot how big the house actually was. It stuck out compared to the other houses around it. It seemed to be two stories with a balcony patio on the top. There were a lot of windows, but no lights on, indication they were sleeping or preferred the darkness. The second one was the one you hated to think about.

“Are you sure you want to go in alone?” Hansol asked.

“No offense Hansol, but you know there’s not much you can do.” As harsh as your words sounded you both knew it was true. Hansol sighed and nodded, telling you to be safe as you headed towards the house.

You walked up the stone steps, taking you time examining the house for movement in the meantime. As you approached the house, you looked through the windows. There was nobody there, and you made your way up, climbing to the upped deck, staying away from the upper windows. As you sat yourself on the ledge you peered inside, and what you saw had your eyes open in surprise.

There was a man who stood looking out of the sliding door leading to the deck. He was strikingly beautiful with his flawless skill and dark orange hair that brushed across his forehead. He has in a white button down that was completely undone and black slacks that hung loose at his hips. HE was so model like that you thought he might have been an angel.

But then you realized, this man was a Vampire.

Luckily, he didn’t notice you off to the side. Shocking since Vampires could hear a pin drop a mile away. He must have been in deep thought not to have noticed you. You also realized this man had a whine glass in his hands filled with the most obvious liquid a vampire drinks. The man was looking out towards the sky, seeing as your shadow from the moon was against the house, you knew that’s what he was staring at.

You glanced inside to see if anyone else was around the house, but luckily it was just him. You didn’t really know if there were seven others, or if he was alone. It was puzzling as to why he was here, and you decided the best way to find out was to ask.

“What are you doing here.” Your voice shocked the man. His eyes widened as they traveled to you sitting on the railing. He then looked at you puzzled, not knowing if it was you that spoke.

“I’ll only ask one more time, what are you doing here?” The mans eyes widened again realizing you were the one that spoke. The next thing you knew, the man opened the door coming out into the freezing air in his attire. As he approached you, you made sure to keep your distance by walking the railing.

“Am I going crazy, or did you just talk?” You laughed at his question. Not thinking a vampire could be this oblivious.

“For a vampire, you’re kind of stupid.” The man froze in shock when you let him know that you knew what he was. In stead of letting him respond you continued.

“I don’t know why you’re here, but this is my island and I protect it. If you came here to feed or do any harm I will not be afraid to kill you.” What happened next was something that you least expected to happen while you were here.

“(Y/N)?” It was surprising because even Hansol didn’t know your real name. The reason why he stuck to ‘My Lady’ instead. You haven’t heard you name being called out since you left the Witch’s Den all those years ago.

At the mention of your name you froze, staring at the man with wide eyes as he looked back at you the same way. You were pretty sure you didn’t know this guy from before you got here, so there were only a few options as to why he was here.

“You’re (Y/N), right?” You didn’t respond, still shocked out of hearing your name the first time. He stepped a few feet closer to you, still farther away to where you had enough space.

“How do you know that name?” You hissed at the man, not sure if he was a threat or not. Someone the Mother Witch sent to kill you, or a Vampire coven here to claim a witch for themselves. The later not having happen in a while.

“We’re looking for you.” The man said.

“We?” You asked.

“My coven and I.” He answered. You glared at him, now seeing this was more of a personal gain than a task handed to him by someone else.

“Why?” You continued questioning him.

“You are the last missing link to our coven.” He told you. You looked at him confused. You’ve never heard someone say that before claiming a witch.

“What do you mean?” You asked, keeping up your defenses incase he tried anything fishy.

Instead of speaking, the man took his right arm and rolled up his sleeve. He then presented the underside of his arm, and you almost fainted on the spot. Being shocked to the man knowing your name was an understatement from how you were feeling now. On the man’s arm was almost an identical tattoo of what you had on the back of your neck in human form.

“You see. Everyone in my coven has this tattoo somewhere on their body. In the Vampire world, that signifies someone’s precious one. Like werewolves, Vampires are also destined to be with someone, but with us it’s different. Werewolves have a destined one person they are forever bound to, but with vampires, we are promised into a group as a polyamorous relationship.” You listened as the man explained everything to you. Of course, you knew about the soulmate thing with vampires and how some are in a way ‘poly’, but you never thought that non-vampires could be a part of that.

“So, you’re telling me I am a part of your coven?” You simply asked. The man put on a breathtaking smile and nodded, and you were weirded out but also felt warm seeing him happy.

You really didn’t know how you felt, you were feeling a bunch of strange things. It was a lot to take in, and you knew he wasn’t lying from all the facts put in front of you. There were so many questions, and so many things that didn’t make sense as well. All you wanted to do was leave and collect your thoughts.

“I….I need some time to think about this.” You told him. It saddened you to see his smile drop into a frown, and before he could say anything lights were turned on in the house having you both look in the direction of the new person.

“Hyung, what are you doing outside? It’s late.” Another beautiful man came out in no shirt and sweats coming out to hug and hold the older in sleepy manner.

“Donghae, you’ll never guess what just happened. (Y/N)’s here, look!” The two men turned to look to where you were, but you weren’t there anymore. Panicking, the older man ran up to the balcony looking over the edge for you. Searching for where you could have gone.

“Hyung are you ok?” Donghae asked.

“She was right here! We had a whole conversation!” The older sobbed, confused as to why you would just leave after finding out that you were destined to be together.

“You might have been imagining it hyung. You know you’re a light weight and you’ve been drinking.” Donghae tried to get his hyung to get back inside the house, but the older barely budged.

“Donghae, I swear she was right here.” He started to choke up at the thought of you just being work of his imagination. Even though you were only talking for a short while, also the fact that you were a cat, didn’t change the fact that he felt something toward you. The same feeling he got around the others. The older started to sob as Donghae held him, shushing his hyung and telling him everything was going to be alright.

“What’s going on out here? Why is Leeteuk hyung crying?” Donghae turned to the sound of the second oldest clad in a set of expensive pajamas. He looked concerned seeing the oldest in such distress, thinking that whatever happened really hurt his hyung.

Donghae told him about what transpired since he got out here. Saddened at the thought that maybe his oldest Hyung wasn’t imagining anything, and that the last piece of their puzzle really left them. Heechul walked out onto the deck to check everything out. He looked around the deck to give any sort of proof you were here. He stopped in his tracks when he was something written on the floor.

“I found something.” At the words both Leeteuk and Donghae came over to see. Donghae’s eyes grew wide reading the letters that were magically put there. Leeteuk let out a sigh thanking that the conversation he had with you wasn’t a part of his imagination. It was a message that was for all of them.

‘I’ll be back’

[hahcatallena]

ukiyo | heechul | 4

(n.) living in the moment, detached from the bothers of life

pairing: kim heechul x reader (ft. bestfriend!taehyung)

genre: age difference, brothers best friend, smut

word count: 1689k

warnings: okay so I have no idea if I could get in trouble for this since the reader is yet to turn legal and there’s smut so… but y'all know what you’re getting yourself into everyone knows that heechul is an oldie lmao (tho I made him 7 years younger, meaning he’s 27… just to make sure eehhh)

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PART 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 coming soon!

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2:13am and he texted you, saying that he was standing outside your house now and that you should hurry.

You opened the door and before any of you could say a word, you signalled him to not say a word with your finger on your lip. He stood there for a moment, his eyes proudly locked on your neck that was still covered in the traces of his lips.

You let him in and the both of you silently walked up the stairs to your room so that Leeteuk wouldn't notice you secretly inviting someone.

Opening the door to your room, you told him to rush inside. You closed the door and locked it and just when you wanted to turn around to face him, he pushed you against the wood, connecting your lips. You went through his hair with one hand, while the other was placed around the back of his neck. His body was pressed against yours and when his left hand slipped under your shirt, you gasped. He hasn't done that before so it was a bit weird at first, but you let him. His hand drove over the skin of your body until it came to a stop when he found out that you weren't wearing a bra underneath, so of course he smiled into the kiss because he liked that. He started massaging your breast and played around with your hardened nipple.

Flashbacks to yesterday flashed through your mind, when you felt his erection pressed against you once again, feeling even more uncomfortable considering how hard you were pushed against the door.

Heechul disconnected his hands from your body to open his tracksuits jacket and took it off, leaving him in a simple white shirt. Shortly after he placed his hands on your hips and slid your panties off until they were hanging on your knees. From there on you slipped out of them yourself.

Not even ten seconds later he pushed down his own track pants and you were not even surprised by him not wearing anything underneath. Seems like he's always prepared for this stuff.

The both of you moved two meters to the wall next to your door, since it could've been heard if you continued this against the wood. You could feel Heechul pushing his tongue inside your mouth so you gave him access and it felt amazing.

"Do you have condoms?"

"What?" you shrieked. "I thought you-"

Why would you have condoms? When would you even have the chance to buy them and even if you did, you didn't even know which ones to get.

He looked at you in disbelief, slamming his forehead against the wall right next to your head in frustration, mubling something that sounded like fuck.

You couldn't help but feel bad now. He didn't tell you to get some but then again maybe you should keep some at home in the future. For your own safety.

"I'm s-sorry I, I didn't know." your gaze drops to the ground. You were ashamed. Should you feel this way? No idea, but it was not your fault only. "What now?"

Heechul pushed his head back to look at your lips, coming closer to softly kiss them in a gentleman kind of way. You felt your whole body shivering at the gentle gesture and drove your hands through his thic hair, pulling at the strands.

"You know," he said in between kisses. You started breathing heavily at how good he made you feel. He made his way to your ear and softly bit down on the earlobe. "we can be careful." he whispered seductively.

You gasped. Did he mean that? Was he serious about this? He must've been joking because everyone knows how we can be careful ends.

You stopped breathing and when he noticed that, he disconnected your bodies, looking at you awaiting an answer. He must've definitely noticed your nervousness so he placed his hands on both sides of your waist, smirking right into your eyes with a deep stare. "Nothing will happen, I promise."

It was wrong, so fucking wrong and you shouldn't even think about going with this bullshit but something told you that if you said no, it would be over. Over as in not only tonight, but you were sure that he wouldn't ask you ever again, which would be selfish, but you knew how he was like. You knew his character and this was definitely what he would do so what else was there for you to do but to say... "Okay."

Heechul bit his bottom lip, satisfied with your decision and harshly connected your lips with his again, only that this time it seemed more passionate. He moved his right hand down to your lower region and spread your juices all over your folds. "So wet for me." he said in between soft kisses against the angles of your mouth. Hearing him say that made your whole face heated up and you could feel the butterflies in your stomach once again.

He started stroking his dick and placed it in front of your entrance. "Do you want this?" Without hesitation you nodded giving him a yes, so he pushed in.

Other than last time, he pushed in completely this time, filling you up all at once. It was different. You didn't know if it was better or just about the same but you liked it. When he started moving, there was no pain anymore so when he asked if it hurt, you were kind of glad to say that it didn't.

You have to admit that it's weird, having sex against the wall, but this way there was so much more pressure. Good pressure as in you could feel him inside of you even better and god you loved the feeling.

It was only yesterday when he fucked you in the parking lot at the backseat of his car and thinking back on how yesterday you used a condom, you definitely liked feeling him so much more. It felt twice, no thrice as good to have his dick like this rather than some latex in between you two.

Heechuls hands wandered down to your buttcheeks and he squeezed them hardly. It didn't hurt, it felt amazing. He could do whatever he wanted and you swear that you'd let him. No matter what it was.

He kept on fucking you hard against the wall and you had no idea if it could be heard but even if it was, you wouldn't stop. "Fuck baby you're so tight."

Baby.

Your heart almost sprang out of your chest at his words. You smiled against his neck, your arms wrapped around his head to steady yourself somehow, while he grabbed your right leg to hold it up for better access and to push in even further. As he did so, you let out some quiet moans and so did he.

"I'm going to c-come soon." Heechul announced and it was not only him who was close to the edge. You could already feel your orgasm building itself up in your stomach. "Fuck, fuck I'm so close." he added.

One last time, he sped up and that's all you needed for the sensation to take you over completely. You hid your head in Heechuls neck and tried your best to hold in your moans while he was riding out your orgasm. Only seconds later his movements became sloppier "Call me o-oppa!" he literally begged and that's what you did. That's everything he needed to come. And he came so hard, spilling his cum inside of you, which felt so! good!!!

You stood there, still pressed against the wall, when suddenly, reality hit you and you jumped away from him.

"Fuck, fuck!!" you started to panick! "Heechul what the fuck!! You said you'd be careful!!" You sat down at the edge of your bed, tears starting to appear in the edges of your eyes. Your hands found the strands of your hair and out of frustration you pulled at them.

Heechul composedly slammed his head against the wall next to him, until he turned around to face a crying you. "Yah stop crying."

It was so obvious! So obvious that this would happen but no, you had to agree on this.

"What am I supposed to do now?" you asked the older, with your eyes still watering. He looked around, not really seeming to take all of this serious.

"We will just get you this morning after pill." he shrugged as if it was nothing.

"Tomorrow is Sunday there won't be any opened pharmacies." you drop your head into your palms. What are you going to do? This must be a joke.

"We can get it on Monday." he convinced you, still standing in the middle of the room, not even a bit nervous when he slid into his tracksuit pants.

Some part of you wanted him to sit down next to you and maybe, pull you into a hug or something. But he didn't do that. He was not the type of person to comfort someone so you didn't expect it anyway.

After some minutes of silence, he was completely dressed again and then picked up your shorts to hand them to you.

It was shortly past 3 in the morning. "I should be going." he said, looking like he'd do anything not to be here right now, maybe even annoyed. You just nodded, disappointed at his action and tried to form a smile.

You followed him downstairs and stopped when he turned around one last time. "Don't freak out this can happen."

That's all he's said after patting your head with a smile which you worriedly returned. Then he left and you closed the door.

Was tonight real? Did you really trust him with your body only for him not to keep his promise? He didn't even say sorry nor frraked out with you.

So why on earth were you still not mad at him?

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a/n: sorry it's a short one but this must be my favorite so far bc smut huhuhu ^^