#super junior 16th member au

[beoljibentertainment]

NARA in Good Day [EP 1]

Pairings: Nara (OC) x Kwon Jiyong (platonic), Nara (OC) x Hyungdon/Donnie (platonic)

Warnings: none

w.c:  2,3k

English isn't my first language, so it'll probably have some mistakes — I'm also trying to use quotation marks, but in Brasil we usually write dialogues with dashes, that's why it'll probably look so off

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The car had gone over a speed bump, but neither of them felt it. Jiyong and Hyungdon were deep in conversation about the possible participants in the program and who the old MC could call to join them. Their minds were racing with different possibilities and Hyungdon barely noticed when the car started to slow down and entered a narrow street.

“I said that there was no one confirmed yet,” Jiyong said, referring to the talk he had with Hyungdon and Defconn in the restaurant some hours ago “but there is this person who has an extraordinary mind and couldn't be left out. The way she thinks, not just about music but about life… the way her whole brain works is remarkable”

Hyungdon furrowed his eyebrows, reflecting if he knew who it was. There weren't any clues, but he was trying to guess nonetheless. He looked through the window, thinking if he could recognize the neighbourhood and the artists that lived there. To not let the show turn into silence, he said “so you thought about someone before thinking about me?” in a jokingly jealous tone.

Jiyong blushed, giving him a sly smile, "that's why we came to pick my wife”.

Hyungdon turned his head abruptly to stare at Jiyong. His eyes were wide, almost jumping out of its orbits. His mouth was hanging open. He was waiting for an explanation, but Jiyong didn't back out from what he said. When did G-Dragon marry? No. He wasn't invited to the wedding, there was no way that really happened. 

The car stopped and they got out, Hyungdon still with a perplexed expression on his face, just following his friend to the entrance of the building. The cameras followed them, blurring things that could identify the place. 

Jiyong held up his cell phone and started calling the supposed guest, putting the audio on speaker and letting the cameras record the contact's name “wife”. When the other party answered, he just said “We're here, jagi” in a sweet tone, as if he was talking to a lover. 

Hyungdon's face was still in a perplexed state. What the fuck. So, when the door opened after a few seconds, a chic female figure was revealed. The show would edit the moment with a song, slow motion and a feet-to-head close up, primarily focusing on G-dragon and Hyungdon's reactions. The main host was smiling hard and then he heard his MC friend yell “NA-LA”. 

It was NARA, Jiyong's long time best friend and Korea's superstar. "JIJI” she yelled back with a smile so hard on her face that showed her gummies. He started laughing uncontrollably, leaving the anxiety of meeting Jiyong's “wife” aside, knowing that it was just a joke – how could he really believe that he was married in secret? She took a few steps forward, joining the group. Jiyong gave her a hug. 

When Hyungdon finally stopped laughing, still with a smile on his face, he said "So you two are married, huh?”. Jiyong and Nara looked at each other and nodded, only to earn a slap from him after. “I thought you were serious!”

Nara took her cell phone out of her purse and opened the flip, entering the contacts area to show that Jiyong's number was saved as “fiancé” – the camera blurred other contacts and the number itself, leaving only the name. Hyungdon wouldn't stop laughing “I always forget your phone is like that” and, when she put her phone back in her purse, he pointed at the charms she used and G-Dragon's photocard – the camera focused on it too. 

Jiyong covered his face with his hands, wanting to hide the blush on his cheeks. She didn't normally use the charms, it was solely to tease him – Nara did have to ask her manager if she could buy a photocard of G-Dragon for her in the week before. 

When he got back to his normally confident self, he furrowed his eyebrows and crossed his arms, asking "why am I not saved as husband?” in a curious tone. 

“There's still no news that we've got married, only that we're engaged” she explained and Hyungdon laughed so hard he had to bend over. “We've been engaged since 2014” Nara said to the camera, continuing to joke about that fact while Hyungdon still laughed. 

“2015” Jiyong corrected her “in Paris Fashion Week". 

She nodded her head “Yes! Oh, Paris is a good place to get engaged”. 

They started laughing while staring at each other. Were all their interactions like that? They were such a chaotic duo that they could even talk through glares, without the need to say a word. When Hyungdon stopped laughing and could finally catch a breath, he shook his head saying “Your boyfriend must hate him”, in a joking tone. 

Of course, having a boyfriend and calling your best friend "fiancé” would be a hard thing to any relationship, but they seemed to be handling the situation very well, since they still could joke about it. "Jiji, you don't even know,” she said, trying to hold her laughter. 

“He did hate me for a while,” Jiyong said “but we've made up now". 

“I had to sit them at the kitchen table in my house and force them to talk and sort things out,” she explained. She wouldn't let Jiyong act as if it was a pacific thing when the two of them shouted so loud she had to apologize to Hyoyeon the next morning. 

“I thought he was going to poison my food” Jiyong muttered and Hyungdon's eyes widened. Was it that bad? 

“Of course not!” she tried to defend her boyfriend, but Jiyong interrupted her, 

“You saw the way he greeted me at the door! And you know he's rude”. 

"He's not rude” she tried to defend her boyfriend again, but her voice cracked a little and both of them laughed because, indeed, he was a little rude. 

They kept talking as if there weren't any cameras there, as if it was just a simple conversation between long time friends letting Hyungdon know what had happened in their lives during that time – and Hyungdon loved it. He missed them so much, and the chaos they brought with them. 

“He didn't even look at my face when we were backstage!” Jiyong said and then turned to Hyungdon, continuing to discuss the subject, “One time, he actually greeted every BigBang member's hands and skipped me". 

“WHAT?” Hyungdon yelled, surprised that anyone would choose to ignore him – and, knowing who the boyfriend is, it really was a much better story. The viewers would be hysterical at the situation. 

“I remember that,” Nara said, laughing. “But, in his defence, I couldn't even look at you that people said I was pregnant with your child” she said, remembering a real rumor that happened in 2010 after they appeared talking at the MAMA's. 

“I think at some point you just started doing things on purpose to get them lost in the news” Hyungdon argued, thinking about the most absurd things the two of them got rumors for. 

They looked at each other and laughed, nodding their heads in a synchronized way. It was true. “It was very funny,” Jiyong recalled. And they could laugh about it now, but it was hell at the time. Nara could remember when she and Kyuhyun had a 3 day fight because of it, when both she and Jiyong received so many death threats and people actually asked them to leave the groups they were in; they were friends, best friends, and no made up news about them being together or jealousy from their respectives significant other would stop that. 

“And now we're going on a date” she said, entwining her arm in Jiyong’s and resting her head on his shoulder. She remained serious, as if they were a real couple – but both viewers and Hyungdon could see that it was just another joke. 

"You're the worst” he said to both of them, seeing them walk away. 

Jiyong had a smile on his face, letting her do all the talking. He opened the car's door and held out his hand for her to enter. “I'll call you later, jiji” she told Hyungdon and received only an “aish, punk” in return. They both entered the car and the variety show continued. 

They booked a closed room at a karaoke bar, with sound blockers. They began singing Oligarch A La Carte, the song they created together in 2015 that stayed in top charts for weeks and won some awards. However, they decided to sing each other's parts, to give the audience a different perspective.

“Why are you doing so many ad libs?” Jiyong asked, jokingly, as to why she was incorporating so many “yeah's” and “c'mon's” in his parts. 

“I was a professional ad liber in the beginning of my career” she answered, seriously, as if there really was such a position in the group. After half a second, both of them cracked in laughter. Yes, she had no lines in the beginning of Super Junior and only danced and did ad libs on shows, and it sucked at the time but it was so funny now. 

They sang more songs. Nara went with Crayon, saying “I think I'm a better G-Dragon than you” after singing his part and copying his mannerisms in a teasing tone. Sometimes they got really competitive, so Jiyong chose Greedy to sing and danced the chorus, also making fun of her mannerisms, before saying “I think I'm a better NARA too”. 

Then, Jiyong sat on the couch. "Let's talk about the project now. Shall we?” he asked, tilting his head so that she would sit next to him. 

“Yessss” she answered in the microphone, in a singing tone, while approaching the sofa and he laughed so hard that he had to hide his face in the sofa cushion.  

And, for the next few minutes, he explained what he wanted to do in the Variety Show and what he, Hyungdon and Defconn talked about before he went to meet her. She thought the idea was incredible – actually, she would support him regardless of the idea – and knowing the raised money was for a good cause was even better. She was also a Gen 2 kpop singer that grew up seeing the kind of program Jiyong was inspired by, and they understood each other. 

For a second, she looked completely inside her mind. Her eyes were unfocused and she appeared to have stopped breathing. However, not two seconds later, she was back from inside her mind, just to say “What do you think about polyphony? Or canon. You said you wanted a lot of artists collaborating and that would be a really good conception to what you want to do” into the microphone. "If we want create an atmosphere that show different artists, perspectives and types of entertainment, we could put it into a non homophony to show the simultaneous line of jobs and feeling that are happening at the same time, but that are so divergent," Nara said and paused, waiting for his reaction and, at the same time, already thinking about the chords.

“You already started thinking?” His eyes widened, “I know I wanted to talk to you before developing the idea, but I thought you were going to think overnight, in your house” Jiyong jokes. She really was something else. How could her brain work so fast? So intensively? Polyphony was certainly not the first thing he would think in ANY situation… but it was an interesting form to the variety show. 

She laughed too, just happy she could help him with that. And, looking at her eyes, Jiyong could see two lines of thinking develop inside her mind; she was there, sitting in front of him, thinking about their conversation… but, at the same time, she was inside her head thinking about different types of compositions and who she could ask to collaborate. 

They continued talking about the project, both on the karaoke's microphones for comic proposes, and Jiyong said about how they put their souls into the songs and only chose the ones they deem the best, but are still so insecure about wanting to disappoint their fans, even if they say that they don't care that much and only want them to be healthy – messages both of them received after their hiatus. 

“It's much more difficult to stop caring than people think, you need to turn it into a daily mantra because… people will say what they want and they don't really know who we are, they idealize us and we let us be idealized by them, to love us and… we don't know who we even are, what we like or what this character is,” she said, referring to G-Dragon and NARA “They give us personalities and we try to act accordingly, because we're afraid of rejection…” she takes a deep breath “rejection hurts like hell and we're only trained to dance and sing, not to deal with this. I was 17 when Super Junior debuted, you were a kid in your first job so it impacted us deeply, didn't it?” 

It did – and it was the first time they were being so honest in front of the cameras. The setting was incredibly playful, with fun colors and they both talking on the microphones, as if they weren't talking about such hard topics. 

“My therapist says that if I had been born from your womb, we wouldn't be so alike,” Jiyong said, looking at her in a completely enamoured state. Nara just laughed, they really were alike. 

He loved the way she thought and lived and everything; he wanted to know how her mind worked and what her thinking process was, he wanted to be at her side all the time.

And it would be better than any romantic relationship they would have because didn't need to protect from each other's friendship. 

Maybe this was the purpose of Good Day; to show his personal history, his friendships and how music has a meaningful value, both in how he lives life and how he's grateful for his friendships.

[multifansky]

Who has a crush on Sky - Super Junior 16th Member AU

Which Korean stars has obvious celebrity crushes on Sky?

A slight headcanon of idols/stars who have either reacted to Sky, has said anything about Sky, or has been teased for liking Sky.

Suga/Yoongi

Obviously, any Army would know that Suga doesn't express which female idol he likes

But when it comes to Sky, he can't help but not smile or blush whenever she is on stage

The members nudge him whenever she's around

On weekly idol he was so shy cause she was there

There are compilations on social media of moments where he is reacting to her

Fans hardcore ship them two

Sky and Shindong liked BTS since they debuted and Suga always feels thankful

and a little embarrassed

Also, when Super Junior is ever mentioned the member tease him just a little cause he has a cute reaction when it comes to it

Johnny

This man has been obsessed with her since she debuted

When he made it through SM he forgot he was going to have to face Sky but boy when he did...he was a full wreck

Stood still, stuttering, non-stop smiling, kept bowing, blushing like crazy

She honestly thought it was so adorable

To this day he still has a crush on her and not only do his members know it but man does the fans do too.

Johnny makes it so obvious

There are so many fancams of them together during SM town concerts from many different angles

She can smile and wave at him and he will literally become a whole shy baby

Lee Kwang-soo

Literally, a mess that it became an ongoing joke on running man whether she was there or not

She has appeared on the show many times because Elf's and Running Man fans love how they interact with each other

Sky does LOTS of aegyo to get Kwangsoo riled up

He can't help how cute she is

Before she came on the show he explained that Sky was his ideal type

So, when she appeared on the show without his knowledge, he completely lost it. Even ran away

Many, many compilations of them together

Honestly, he is her number 1 supporter

Even at events like award shows where she is either performing, MCing, or just up for an award he is literally always standing and screaming for her

The camera crew knew very quickly to fill him whenever she showed up knowing he'd give a good reaction

Masterlist

[svtshine]

Seventeen as Haikyuu profiles [1]

Vocal unit

genre: Haikyuu! au

type: profiles

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[ Jeonghan ]

Name: Yoon Jeong han

Height: 178 cm

Weight: 62 kg

Birthday: 4th October 1995

School: Nekoma High school

Year: Third year student

Position in club: starting team

Position in team: Setter

Appearance: black hair, not super big but very fluffy. No piercings. Except to see him in a sweater and uniform blouse everywhere before training except during summer trainings.

Description: Lazy senior, super tired all the time and can nap anywhere, everywhere. Definitely a very friendly senior but would always make fun of juniors and prank them. Doesn’t need to study but aces all the exams. he can be very serious and very cheeky at the same time. He attends most of the trainings unless he oversleeps and forgets to.

Skills in volleyball: Definitely a mastermind. Big game sense and can really manipulate the play in his own way. Maybe making fun of the rival team where they lose their attention and only look in the direction of wanting to win. Thinks and calculates very swiftly and hardly loses composure during the game. The coach would most likely listen to him most if they need a quick game turn around.

Known move or habit: Dump. Loves tricking his opponents

Resembled Characters: Kenma, Sugawara

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[ Joshua ]

Name: Hong jisoo

Height: 177 cm

Weight: 60 kg

Birthday: December 30th 1995

School: Aoba Johsai Highschool

Year: 3rd year senior

Position in club: non-starter

Position in team: Pinch server

Appearance: soft pink hair definitely. maybe a helix piercing on one of his ears. His uniform would always be neat i swear, probably has the reputations the “nice senior”. Well he is.

Description: Very approachable and always willing to help juniors or classmates. Everyone would call him joshua but only his close friends call him jisoo or josh. Would also be very cheeky and teasing around close juniors. studies smart not hard. attends trainings regularly

Skills in volleyball: Although Joshua won’t be on the starting team, he’s position is equally as important. He’s called in whenever the team is in a pinch and needs several scores to be equal with the opponent. Joshua has sharp eyes and usually is able to have enough time to analyse his opponents and choose how to serve

known move or habit: Jump float serve. you can also use the phrase and quote from Taylor swift, “Darling i’m a nightmare, dressed like a daydream”

Resembled characters: Oikawa, Asahi

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[ Woozi ]

Name: Lee Jihoon

Height: 164 cm

Weight: 58 kg

Birthday: 22nd November 1996

School: Nekoma High School

Year: Second year student

Position in club: starter, part time manger

Position in team: Decoy

Appearance: i live for his black hair. His uniform and hair would look kind of neat and messy in its own way. No piercings. Looks very scary but also quite friendly and polite. Attends trainings unless he has a music project to focus on

Description: He is in the volleyball team as well as a music class. he would sometimes oversee game strategies with Jeonghan as a part time manager. Very polite with his seniors and juniors but he could come off as a little intidmidating even with his size

Skills in Volleyball: He is of smaller structure thus he’s able to move around faster and without the opponents noticing. Sometimes he likes to analyse his opponents while doing so and figure out their weaknesses. Keen senses and very good game sense

Known move or habit: Timed attacks

Resembled characters: Nishinoya, Akaashi

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[ DK ]

Name: Lee Seokmin

Height: 179 cm

Weight: 66 kg

Birthday: 18th February 1997

School: Shiratorizawa High School

Year: Second year student

Position in club: Wing spiker

Position in team: Starter, mood maker

Appearance: Chestnut brown coloured hair. Styled as well as his uniform. No piercings. Is super welcoming and friendly, he knows almost everybody in school. Always see him with a hoodie.

Description: Class clown, mood maker, definitely. Super friendly student. Although the teacher should probably hate him, they find themselves laughing to his jokes or humour at times

Skills in volleyball: He has very good sense and along with his stamina and strength, he makes a great wing spiker who helps connect the volley. He creates a very good vibe while playing but when he’s serious, everyone would know

Known moves or habits: Rebound attacks. Love to smile while spiking down the ball

Resembled characters: Tanaka, Terushima

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[ Seungkwan ]

Name: Boo Seungkwan

Height: 174 cm

Weight: 58 kg

Birthday: 16th January 1998

School: Karasuno High School

Year: First year student

Position in club: non-starter

Position in team: Defensive Specialist

Appearance: Dark brown hair, that is usually styled as well. Uniform is usually tidy but not perfect. Maybe a prefect.

Description: Seungkwan is a confident man and i feel like he’s anotehr mood maker. He would be able to make the overall vibe feel more comfortable and better. He attends most trainings. Very sociable with seniors and friendly towards his peers

Skills in volleyball: Volleyball fan, had a lot of experience and strategies memorised. He’s able to give ideas when needed and play as a team member. Because he’s new, he might not be a starter, however he would continue gaining alot of experience from watching games up close and learn better skills as he promotes

Known moves or habits: Has a small notebook of volleyball tips he’s learnt

Resembled characters: Yaku, Kindaichi

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Masterlist

Other units: Hip-hop unit || Performance Unit

[nctprism]

MEMBER PROFILE:AMELIE

✨”Je connais mes limites. C'est pourquoi je vais au-delà.” (I know my limits, that’s why I’m going beyond.)✨

A M E L I E

STAGE NAME: Amelie

FULL NAME: Amelie Du Bois

KOREAN NAME: Sunhee Ki

BIRTHDAY: September 16th 2002

AGE: 17

NATIONALITY: French

GREW UP IN: Marseille, France, and Paris, France

ZODIAC SIGN: Virgo

EYE COLOR: green

HAIR COLOR (natural): blonde

HEIGHT:  5 foot 8(172 cm)

BLOOD TYPE: A

POSITION: main vocalist, rapper.

SUB-UNITS: PRISM(2020)  DREAM(2019)

LANGUAGES: French(fluent), Korean(fairly fluent) English(proficient), Spanish(proficient), Japanese (learning from Yuta.)

FACE CLAIM: Yena(IZ*ONE.)

FAVOURITE

COLOUR:Yellow

LEAST FAVORITE COLOR: White

MUSIC: Rock, EDM, French Pop

LEAST FAVORITE MUSIC: ballads, country

FOOD: Has a huge sweet tooth when it comes to cakes like canneles, and don’t get her started on creme caramel. On the savoury side, Doritos all the way. Probably ignores the stylists by having a secret stash somewhere in her dorm room.

DRINKS: Fanta, Sprite and bubble tea(any kind except the fruity ones.) 

HABITS: always has a hair tie around her wrist so she has an inside joke with Rose and Karine she’s secretly a VSCO girl.

HOBBIES: Baking,, shopping with Karine in the fashion district, playing(and failing) at video games with Chenle.

WHY DID SHE AUDITION FOR SM? Had moved to her mum’s place in Paris to break into the French music industry but she was too young, also admired many K-Pop groups like Shinee and Super Junior.

AGE SHE JOINED SM: 14

EDUCATION:.French elementary and middle school, currently attending Hanlim Multi Arts High School and majoring in the Department of Applied Music.

FAMILY:

MOTHER: Charlotte, supported Amelie’s career, misses her daughter a lot but understands why she did what she did. 

FATHER: Minjoon, a businessman in Paris, doesn’t pay as much attention to his daughter’s career as he should. 

SIBLINGS: None

MOST AT EASE: When singing on stage, or in the studio composing.

GETS UPSET WHEN: anyone brings up her family or if she’s talking to her parents, crowds get out of hand at the airport.

SELF-ESTEEM: Definitely has a hard time at first in terms of self-esteem, but the other members manage to build it up over time.

PERSONALITY:

GREATEST STRENGTH: Can be extremely loyal to her friends, gives good advice.

GREATEST WEAKNESS: Can have a fiery temper.

SOFT SPOT: Dogs, literally ANYTHING to do with Dogs and her members it's super obvious, she’s constantly talking about her wish to get a puppy in Vlive or doing skinship in vlives(she’s worse than haechan oops-)

TRAITS:

OPTIMIST OR PESSIMIST: Pessimist

INTROVERT OR EXTROVERT: A bit of both, an ambivert.

WHAT BEING AN IDOL MEANS TO HER: A chance to do what she’s always loved-performing.

CHARMING IDOL POINT: Aegyo-loves doing it. Does it to wrap her noonas and hyungs around her little finger ALL the time.

NOT SO CHARMING IDOL POINT: lying. Cannot lie to save her life. If she doesn’t mean it, she won’t say it at all.

~OTHER FUN FACTS~

-one-third of the “Dreamie Bros” (name given to her by the Dreamies.)

-has an intense interest in the supernatural-aliens, UFO’S, alternative universes, you name it, she believes it exists somehow.

-Can be a prankster. One time, she managed to stink out the whole dorm TWICE by cooking snails for dinner twice for both the dreamies and the Prism girls, which shocked both units, because where on EARTH did she find snails?

(because here is Korea man, don’t forgot ok?)

-Favourite artists include Mika, One Ok Rock, Christine and the Queens, Videoclub, Pomme, d on the Kpop side she likes DAY6, The Rose and Got7

-Got into One Ok Rock through Yuta, she’s the hyung she views as a big brother and Yuta is honoured that he can somewhat mentor someone and treats her like he treats Mark but at a bit less teasingly as he doesn’t want her to think he’s actually serious.(he called her an alien by accident once and he apologised for days afterwards cause he felt bad even though Amelie didn’t mind.)

-instantly clicked with Renjun because of their interest in the supernatural, and Jaemin because he genuinely made the effort to make sure she was included in the group at first alongside Rose and Karine.

[beoljibentertainment]

i'mhereforgd posted in 2025.02.16

Them looking at each other like:

unapologeticqueen: i think it's so cute they call each other fiancé/wife

i'mhereforgd: YES!!!!! The hate strengthened their friendship  nachuldefender: Nara's boyfriend knowing he's not the first one she'll call fiancé lol💀

sungmissing: SHE'S USING THE SAME RING THEY CALLED HER "ENGAGEMENT RING” LOL SHE REALLY DOESN'T GIVE A SHIT TO HATERS I LOVE HER

breathingyesex i'm just really grateful they let us inside their friendship after all they went through with the fans

sorrysorryera1st: i feel so bad when i remember the hate, they are just so happy together 

mrsimpleline': can someone tell me why she calls Hyundon/Doni "jiji"? I'm new to the fandom 

mamabeol: "jiji” is a japanese slang used to slander someone old, it's a derogatory term, like saying someone is “past their expiration date” mrsimpleline': shouldn't it be bad? i know they care a lot about honorifics  mamabeol: They have been friends for years, she's been calling him jiji since 2007 when he appeared in Kid's Club and he doesn't care gardenhoney: please don't throw hate at her for it  genzelf: i cannot believe we reached the point where we have to ask other people to not cancel her even when she haven't done anything wrong  gardenhoney: kpop is crazy these days, man 

elfshawolstan: I still ship them, sorry 

jinaraforlife: they really are the artists of the century!!!!

yeo-eunpsychologist: RIGHT!!!!! LOOK HOW HER MIND WORKS! SHE'S INCREDIBLE  knowingnara: She's so intelligent it's almost baffling how she put up with SM simplicity for so much time  unapologeticqueen: She must really like the suju boys to still be in the group, SM used to do her so dirty  yeo-eunpsychologist: Her mind is so fast, she's thinking all the time about the most random things and all of she thinks she turns into art shindong'sdan: THAT'S TALENT  nara'sbaekmom: I think that's why Heechul said that one time that he didn't wanted to be inside her mind, that it was like a philosophy professor inside a bullet train trying to educate alligators while it was raining burgers outside honelf: Kyuhyun also said Heechul is a normal person pretending to be crazy, and the really crazy one's in the group are Yesung, Nara and Siwon

naraslawyer: Nara's love language really is disturbing her friends

gardenhoney: They complete each other so well 

nachuldefender: I still prefer her friendship with Heechul  sungmissing: She can have more than 1 friend, guys!!!

[beoljibentertainment]

sorrysorryera1st posted in 2025.02.17

After Heechul joked she doesn't acknowledge any boyfriends, it's the first time Nara is publicly dating!

[video attach with Good Day's first episode where they talk about Nara's boyfriend, read the oneshot HERE for more info]

siwon'spet: Do you think it's because she doesn't care about being discreet anymore or because it's serious? 

elfbefoereplay: she took her boyfriend to meet G-DRAGON, I think it's serious haesand: They've met before, from what i understood elfbefoereplay: but she cares enough to make sure they're not fighting, so I think it's serious (+50 answers)

naraismyreligion: I hope they are very happy! She deserves it!

sabbaticalbee: Finally! She's getting old and needs to marry. 

sungmissing: are you a fan or a hater? 

mamabeol: god forgive me for being jealous

shatterednara: we don't even know who he is mamabeol: who said i want her boyfriend? i want her 

nalalala: imagine all the maknaes marrying before the older ones

loveleteukki: oh nara's going to be the next one to marry, so cute eunhaeson: we need to get kyuhyun to date someone soon!!!

g-monarchy: HOW CAN SOMEONE JUST IGNORE THE FUCKING G-DRAGON ON BACKSTAGE HE'S CRAZY LOL

hummingbee: It's so good to see her smiling like that 

nachuldefender: Waiting for Heechul to say how he reacted when he met the guy 

nara'sbaekmom: I can see him saying “i'm prettier than him” nachuldefender: OMG YES HE WOULD TOTALLY SAY THAT  shatterednara: please Nara's boyfriend let us know if he said that when the two of you met 🙏🙏🙏

haesand: do we know who he is? 

gardenhoney: NO! AND WE'RE NOT SPECULATING! WE'RE JUST GOING TO LET HER BE HAPPY AND WHEN SHE'S COMFORTABLE SHE'LL TELL US! sungmissing: i agree i'mgreedy: i agree (+120 answers) 

??: who would want to be with a woman who had been around the block like her (USER BLOCKED FROM THE COMMUNITY AND COMMENT DELETED)

[beoljibentertainment]

𝙊𝙏𝙃𝙀𝙍 𝙉𝙊𝙏𝘼𝘽𝙇𝙀 𝘾𝙊𝙉𝙉𝙀𝘾𝙏𝙄𝙊𝙉𝙎

this is a list of friends, enemies and other notable connections Nara has in the industry - I'll probably add more as the story unfolds

T.O.P — 

have been greeting each other since BigBang's debut 

but only started to really talk when she became friends with Jiyong

who, by the way, tried to get them to date

but it didn't work out 

so they became friends 

he hugged her whenever he saw her 

and loved to kiss the top of her head 

they loved drinking together 

(I remember him saying that he should date someone who doesn’t drink, because he loved drinking with his girlfriends and in the end he couldn't remember anything) 

the kings of the party

got Jiyong looking 🥰 at them 

whenever Seungri tried to get too close to her, he pushed him away 

not that he knew anything, but we have seen the way he treated Seungri years before 

so it’s not impossible 

tried to text Seunghyun after everything happened, both at Jiyong's request and because of their friendship

“maybe he'll answer you” Jiyong hoping :((

but he never replied 

DAESUNG —

promised that if she made a debut in Japan, she would do a collab with D-Lite

HONEYs and Fanlights demand it to this day

it's been more than 10 years

she laughs a lot with him oh my god 

you know he prefers to stay at home and is super introverted 

but that doesn't make him any less funny 

so sometimes they get together in small groups so they can do some home hang out

it took them a long time to become real friends

because of the age hierarchy and because she was older than him, he didn't like to talk to her

and he was a bit scared of Super Junior, after witnessing the Incheon fight 

she just looked so familiar with them having a physical fight

thought she was scary too 

today he doesn't care about these issues and calls her noona, even in public

she really likes him

and see him as a younger brother

her video on his youtube channel gave the fans a lot of cute interactions  

GIRLS GENERATION — 

has always been called the “temporary SNSD”

they shared a dormitory 

and there’s nothing that unites people more than that

in the beginning, Taeyeon treated her with too much respect - she even called her sunbae-nim 

Nara didn’t like it

then Taeyeon said she didn't want to be scolded by her manager

they managed to lose the formalities before the girls debuted 

but it was a long road 

except for Hyoyeon, because they were friends before

but I'll explain that in BEEHIVE

Nara and Sunny used to drink a lot when they were in the dormitory 

very funny

and they all partied at the karaokes 

she used to share a room with Tiffany

a lot of the English she spoke at the beginning of the group was Tiffany's expressions 

so clearly very informal English, with a few dialects and swear words

completely unhinged when she was asked to speak English at award shows or programs 

and, in order to be a bad influence on each other, Nara taught Tiffany how to sneak out from the dorm without the manager knowing

especially when she was dating Nickhun 

there was a time when she was very jealous of Yoona, because of how beautiful she was - Nara felt out of beauty standards because of the gummy smile 

but I know that the strangeness was the same, since Yoona should have debuted with Super Junior

anyway, it took some time (2013) before they became real friends

because she also helped Yoona trick the manager 

she felt bad about leading her astray

but at least they were friends now

she and Sunny played a lot of games together and Nara used the skills she learned from Kyu to win

“IT’S AGAINST THE RULES” and then a discussion about if it was against the rules 

many of the fights in the house were between her and Sunny

they were extremely abrupt in their positions and argued a lot

but when it came to supporting each other, they also supported each other sooooo much 

ended up distancing herself from a large part of the group, but has a very strong affection for all 

MY LITTLE OLD BOY —

appeared a few (several) times on the show

mainly because she is friends with Heechul

then for becoming friends with Kim JongKook

and then when she was working with Heo Kyunghwan

(he was going to appear on Sabbatical Serenade, but they left it a secret) 

moms love her 

especially when she bawl the guys out

and puts them in their place

someone needs to, right?

but sometimes she's scolded herself

she's already been involved in a lot of controversy

and older women still think she's “too much” sometimes 

they say she needs to get married and have a baby soon 

she once replied “your son is also single and the reasons for that are being broadcast to the whole of Korea”, talking about the program

the old woman kept quiet 

as said on Beehive, Heechul's mother loves her 

and defends her so much

in fact, she always says she wanted her as a daughter-in-law

tells about when Heechul said he was going to marry Nara just to make fun of his parents 

poor thing 

even Nara didn’t know she'd gone to dinner at his house to be made fun of

“a great girl”

Nara and Donggun hooked up once but they pretend to not even know each other when they met on the show

Heechul didn’t like it 

“why you always hooking up with my friends?”

DONGWOOK —

became friends during the recording of Crimson Crescendo

they had crossed paths a few other times on variety shows and backstage

but never cared much for each other

I feel he had a bad opinion of her 

maybe not exactly bad, but not very favorable 

modulated by what the media and fans said

she never cared of it either 

but when they did Crimson Crescendo together, he could really get to know her 

there were some very heavy scenes 

(both between them and with Kim Shi Ah)

he fell deeply in love with the way she managed to make situations lighter on set 

and praised Nara's talent for getting in and out of character, at the director's request (method acting is shit by the way)

she made jokes to break the tension 

and didn't want any of the actors or staff to be afraid of her 

even though the character was completely psychotic

the way she treated the teenager also impressed him 

many people are under the impression that teenagers are grown up children or mini adults, and not their own social type 

she also showed concern for the girl's education

he loved acting with her 

scenes of abuse, torture and the death of his character 

it was all great

they even thought it was very funny to film her killing him 

“she's very funny, one of the best people I've ever acted together”

he said in one of the interviews

the videos of them backstage became very famous

and the interviews they gave afterwards showed the incredible connection they had 

they became friends 

I think he developed such a strong affection for her that sometimes he just smiled because they were side by side

he cheered when she won the awards more than he cheered when the movie did 

CHANGMIN —

normally, the older trainees bully the younger ones, but when she joined he had already made his debut

so he was at the top of the food chain

he flirted with some older trainees, who were trainees at the same time as him, and didn't talk to her 

that's fine 

she became closer to the other TVXQ boys, she didn't care much and neither did he

when they were alone, they barely exchanged sentences, and only stayed in the same environment because of Kyuhyun 

but eventually, when they were all drunk together, they developed a friendship

always very respectful of her and Kyuhyun's relationship

and when they broke up, they also stopped talking to each other

they crossed paths at the company, in smtown and both pretended they hadn't been friends before 

because he was the one who heard Kyu drunk talking about her

and singing songs to her at karaoke

and then write his own songs about the two of them

as kyuhyun's friend, he wanted her to explode 

as an idol the same age as them, he understood the girl and the problems of dating in this industry

but why did they had to be in the same group

then she went on hiatus and kyu went into the army, Changmin thought he'd gotten out of this crazy relationship 

and then 

YUNHO HAPPENED 

HE ASKED NARA OUT 

Changmin wanted to hide inside the ground

he couldn't tell Kyu 

and he couldn't look her in the eye

hey stared at each other and Nara felt like she was going to hear a “fuck, two of my friends?”

thought that at any moment he was going to ask her when she was going to date Minho or Suho 

and even after she and Yunho broke up, she couldn't stand to be in the same place as them and Kyu at the same time

she wasn't invited to his wedding in 2020

which caused a stir within SM and among the SM staffs and sasaengs 

when she got back with Kyuhyun again in 2024/2025, she knew he would come along with the combo

he's part of kyuline

she just don't know if he told Kyu about Yunho or not

and she won't say anything 

actually they are really awkward 

please save this boi

YUNHO —

I'll talk about their friendship here, the relationship I'll leave for another topic

yes, they both have a history

they've been friends since she became a trainee at SM

he made a joke and she laughed A LOT, while the other girls were afraid and/or embarrassed to be around him 

or just flierted deliberately 

and they liked to practice dancing together

she was a TVXQ dancer in some shows, before debut 

she told him at one of the practices that she wanted to give up and leave the company

he told her not to give up, that he would take care of her until she debuted 

and when she debuted, they remained friends 

really helped her with tips and lessons 

in fact, she was much closer to him than to the super junior boys at the beginning of the group 

Nara knew Leeteuk didn't even have money for the dorm members, let alone for her

he wasn't going to ask for money to eat

and Yunho realized that, so he took her out to eat after practice

“I'll get paid by my parents in a few days and I'll pay you back” 

“I didn't tell you to pay, I told you to eat”

their friendship was platonic for YEARS

really platonic

he saw her as a “child”, a “little sister”, even after she came of age, dated Kyuhyun and had all the sexiest scenes possible in the shows

never cared

it was only during her hiatus that he began to see her as a woman

a very attractive and talented woman 

would visit her at the art gallery there whenever he could 

and then asked her out 

they didn’t work out and now are friends again 

even asked her to appear in his MV 

fans like to hear about their stories pre Nara debut 

SHINEE — 

we know that Minho is a passionate man 

so after listening to Kyu drunkenly talk about her for hours

singing songs for her at karaoke 

writing music for both of them 

he ended up taking the poor guy's pain 

and I'll admit that Nara is a little afraid of him 

because genuinely we already know he's crazy 

but imagine a crazy person who doesn't like you? 

Kyu said that he and Minho don't see much of each other these days (on KyuTV with Hoshi), so that's not so bad

but he'll probably put Nara and Minho together to talk  

just like she did with him and Jiyong 

Onew doesn't talk to her either 

not because he doesn’t like her (he do!)

but because he's too embarrassed 

he said she was his ideal type in an interview in 2008 and he's never been able to face her again 

because she knows 

and he knows that she knows 

Nara thinks it's funny 

and she really wanted to be Key's friend, but she's afraid of him 

you may disagree with me but he gives off a very toxic bottom vibe (brazilian meme)

that will offend her in every way 

because for sure he gossips a lot with the other shinees about her 

and she’s a little afraid of his judgmental look

EXO — 

her favorite dongsaengs in all SM

they are the best

what a chaotic group

she loved EXO M, all of them 

maybe Lay a little more 

but she loved talking to them using the chinese Hangeng taught her

she missed him so much :(((

they know that if they talk about Hankyung she'll get emotional

and knows that the chinese members left for similar reasons 

she also thinks they deserve more than the torture they went through at SM

back to Lay, my boy also likes Nara a lot

he texts her regularly

in chinese, so she doesn't lose practice 

“why all of my boys leave? :(”

defended Baekhyun and Taeyeon when they started dating

made a fancafe post about it

received mean comments but didn't care 

after all, because of that, she became closer to both of Baekhyun and Taeyeon

then they broke up, but she remained friends with both of them

Baek likes to annoy his sunbae at the awards

he'll keep calling her to say hi 

and make jokes 

always showed up to talk to her when they were in the training rooms 

she feels like the mother of a hyperactive child 

in fact, it almost feels like they're all her children, even though they're close in age 

but Baekhyun wins 

this affection hungry monster

Kyuhyun and Suho are also very close, which means that she and Suho are always hanging out

but unlike Changmin and Minho, he didn't hate her when she and Kyu broke up 

they remained friends 

he saw the way she handled Taeyeon and Baek's situation 

as a leader, he was very grateful for the support of a sunbae (who could not want to be involved)

and he knows that she is extremely loyal to her friends 

he himself has been in trouble and relied on their friendship

in short, he likes her a lot 

also defended Chen with a long post about how fans ask artists to “come clean about relationships and let them know” but when they do, they ask him to leave the group, which is why many hide it 

and sometimes they even want to tell, but the companies forbid it

she even stood up to SM

has a lot of trauma from what happened to Sungmin

didn't defend Kai's dating publicly, but expressed support personally 

just let EXO have safe sex omg

absolutely loves when Xiumin drinks

you know he's very quiet and super respectful to the sunbaes (actually to everyone)

but when he drinks 

incredible 

Kyungsoo is another one who loves her 

but she's a bit scared of him 

not like Key, a different type of scared

Chanyeol had a crush on her when he was a trainee and the members made fun of him 

he even watched Kid's Club just because of her, even though he was too old to “enjoy” the show 

and he still gets shy talking to her 

Nara remembers when she saw the performance of MAMA in the rain and was completely dazzled

the rain was a hired actor? 

perfect performance, incredible choreography, vocals!!!

she knows they're incredible and she cares so much for her little kids

she has even called them that

fans joke “don't tell Nara that the EXO boys didn't come out of her uterus”

motherly mode activated

all their interactions, perfection 

and they always speak well of her in interviews

RED VELVET — 

telling the truth, she don't have much of a connection with them 

when they debuted, Nara was already in a lot of trouble and hate 

and on the verge of a hiatus 

was always very kind to them when they were trainees 

told them not to give up

and took them out to eat

she wanted to give them the same confidence that Yunho had given her when she wanted to give up. 

she did this with the f(x) girls before they debuted 

she gave them lots of tips at the beginning and told them to text him if they wanted anything 

even if it was just to vent about the industry 

but they never did 

they didn't want to bother their sunbae 

she wanted to be better for them 

but in general, they only have good things to say about Nara

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Nara used to go to a lot of variety shows when she was younger, usually with other Super Junior members - and became very famous with Kid's Club. After her 2016 hiatus, for her to appear in your show, you have to be very good friends with her or open to promote all of Super Junior. 

APPEARANCES (more to be added)

the Rain one — 2006

Radiostar — [EP 72 w/ School 5 actors] [EP 860 - she's absent but they talk about her]

the Girl’s Day one — 2014

Knowing Bros — 2019 [EP 249] 2022 2023

My Little Old Boy — 2022

Weekly Idol (guest MC) — 2022

Hyoyeon’s Youtube Channel — 2023

Ryeowook’s Hayday — 2024

ZIP Daesung — 2025

Good Day — [EP 1]

MAIN CAST

Super Junior Show

Explorers of the Human Body 

Mistery 6

Super Junior Full House [EP 5]

Wake Up to SuperTV [EP 1]

HOST

Bee and Raccon Pranks 

is a 2007 korean webseries presented by NARA and Kangin. The videos are about 10 to 15 minutes long, in which they explain the plan and put it into practice; the targets are always other Super Junior members. It wasn't a big production, they recorded it by themselves with low-quality cameras. 

Kid’s club

is a korean children’s television series hosted by NARA. It premiered in KBS between 26 june 2006 and 16 october 2009, with almost 2000 editions completed. Occupying mornings from Monday to Saturday, the program mixed auditorium pictures, games, musical attractions, circus acts, cartoons and specials, with an average of 100 children taking part in each recording. The program is known for its educational content, as well as the transmission of cautionary tales and narratives that teach problem-solving methods in some fashion or another, such as social disputes.

They used to shoot 5-7 episodes per day, usually at the weekends because kids wouldn’t have to go to school and parents from different cities could take their children to participate. The main concern of the program's team was to leave the children free, as if they were in an amusement park. To ensure a relaxed atmosphere, the children's show was made with as little editing as possible, conveying the idea of a live program.

In spite of the systematic negative reactions of the intellectuals and specialized critics, it soon became the most successful children's show of it’s time - and a lot of new idols have said they used to watch it before school and even some of them appeared in it. However, with Sorry Sorry’s sucess — the first Super Junior official song with her vocals (apart from Super Junior-T) — Nara decided that she would leave the show to focus on her idol career instead of entertainment. They changed the show’s host, but it only lasted another year because the ratings dropped too much. 

When they want to make fun of Nara, they show photos from that time or the way she used to treat children — because she had no preparation, it led to some very funny moments. 

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Description of Nara's filmography.

Keep in mind all of this is FICTIONAL and she's a Kpop OC.

Shattered Reflections

is a 2006 South Korean coming-of-age drama film written and directed by Jeong Jae-eun. The film follows the story of a man (Sol Kyung-gu) that, after 15 years ago of leaving his pregnant girlfriend behind, returns to Jeonju to bond with his teenage daughter (NARA). A movie that reflects parenthood, NARA’s character deals with real and imaginary memories that fill in the gaps and expectations of a man she didn’t know. 

Despite the box office failure and the negative reaction of the audience, who deemed the film too “boring”, it was nominated for an awards ceremony recognizing the achievements of Korean independent and low-budget films - the forerunner of the Wildflower Film Awards. They didn’t win anything, but it is a really outstanding memory for Nara. 

In the midst of the pandemic, some critics revisited the film and classified it as a “cult ahead of its time”. 

Attack on the Pin-Up Boys

is a 2007 Korean high school mystery comedy film, and is the first film produced by SM Pictures, a subsidiary of SM Entertainment. The film stars all members of the boy band Super Junior, with the exception of Kyuhyun who was injured and still recovering from a car accident on 19 April 2007. The story centres around a series of attacks on popular high school students that occurred on the 14th of each month. Some students — Kibum and Donghae — decide to investigate the incidents and find the culprit, while some targeted students, Heechul and Kangin, try to bait the culprit into attacking them so as to raise their popularity. 

Nara act as a popular girl both Heechul and Kangin want to ask out. 

School 5

is a 2008 South Korean television series starring NARA, Kim Kibum, Park Gyuri, Yuri and Song Joongki . It’s the fifith installment of KBS’s School series wich aired on KBS2 from November 31, 2008 to January 25, 2009. The drama is centered around high school students who not only have to deal with school tasks but will also have to face the problems that come with being a youth; such as first love, friendship, career prospects and bullying. The series has been noted for launching the careers of rookie actors.

Karigurashi no Arietti (Arietty)

is a 2010 Japanese animated fantasy film directed by Hiromasa Yonebayashi as his feature film debut as a director, animated by Studio Ghibli. The korean dubbing stars the voice of NARA from Super Junior and tells the story of a young Borrower (Shida) befriending a human boy (Kamiki), while trying to avoid being detected by the other humans.

Rites of Passage 

is a korean college mystery-drama series that aired on KBS2 from March 21 to May 24, 2012 on Wednesdays and Thursdays. Starring NARA (from Super Junior) and Im Siwan (from ZE:A), the story follows two college students in their first year of University that discovers a cult inside the campus and decide to investigate. 

NARA has tried to bring a deeper meaning to the drama saying it’s about growing up because “a teenager will always need all the hope the world can give them, because they have just lost the fantasy of childhood and are preparing for adulthood, it’s an allegory”, but the critics didn’t agree with her view and tought the whole series was just shallow (the audience didn’t like it too). 

(i will probably change this aesthetic later)

Sabbatical Serenade

is a korean musical comedy-drama television series that premiered in May 11, 2023, on MBC and ended on August 24, 2023. The series was created, written and directed by NARA and Shindong and stars NARA in the lead role as Yeo-Eun, a burned out lyricist who decided to leave her enterntainment company to take a sabbatical year. However, when ordinary people start singing in line at the market, the protagonist suspects that she may be experiencing serious mental problems. 

It was qualified as a R rated series because of the frank portayal of alcoholism, female sexuality and health (such as period and menopause), mental illness, divorce and the entertainment industry. Each episode contains three to five original songs. These are usually sung by Yeo-Eun (NARA) or a character with whom she is having a direct interaction, parodying the musical theater conceit of characters bursting into song at significant moments in the plot. 

The show divided critical opinions. 

It received some critical acclaim, with critics praising the show’s writing, musical numbers, NARA’s performance and Shindong direction. It nailed every music genre it explored and brought to light a eccentric commentary on human relationships with a highly profane but surprisingly poignant dramedy, not ashamed to talk about these issues. The show received some awards and have 97% on rotten tomatoes. 

On the other hand, some said it was overly exagerated and had “no values”. The sex jokes were overbearing and all of it was too progressive, not something MBC needed to have in their schedule. They commented that some things “are taboo becase they need to be” and attacked NARA’s appearences saying she was fat — addressed numerous in the show itself when the character is having depressive thoughts or when her mother says it — and ugly without makeup — semiotic choice made by the actress itself to show how normal people are. 

Although NARA, Shindong and the show itself received some hate from knetizen, it trended every week and broke the audience record in MBC. All of Korea was watching, whether to speak well or badly. 

A lot of actors were newly debuted from small companies, because she needed people to sing, dance, act and that weren’t super famous — both because of the budget and because of the theme, knowing a lot of them would reject to avoid tarnishing their careers if the show went badly. Yet, people loved some cameos such as Heo Kyung-hwan, Park Narae, Min Kyung Hoo, Lee Dong-gun and Kim Kibum.

Some HONEYs have 30 minute to hour long analysis on why the show is a masterpiece; is a show that knows it can do more than entertain, it can communicate. Brought the mental illness discussion to spotlight and explained NARA’s hiatus in 2016 with the phrase “she had to walk away from the thing she loved because it was tearing her to pieces”. It’s a personal opening to inside her mind, a portrait of a real person. 

— some watchers became HONEYs because of the show, completely enamoured by NARA’s range of vocals, rapping, dance, acting, songwriting skills, ideas and courage. 

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Crimson Crescendo

is a 2026 South Korean psychological horror thriller film directed by Park Chan-wook, who co-wrote the script with Chung Chung-hoon. The film follows the story of a dance coach (NARA) of a korean entertainment company that kidnaps a trainee (Kim Shi-Ah) wanting to quit idol life in the verge of debuting. With a claustrophobic composition, the cinematography seeks to discuss kpop industry problems, objectification of women, criminology in South Korea, sexual crimes and maternal issues. Lee Dongwook also appears as NARA’s character husband, with a sadistic-atrocious personality.

It’s a NC-17 rated film and displayed trigger warnings in promotions for scenes of torture and cruelty. It had had multiple guardianship council visits on the set to observe the treatment of the child, who needed to be assisted by a preparation team with child psychologists, intimacy directors and other necessary staff. It didn’t had any violations or irregularities regarding the treatment of actors. 

The film received critical acclaim and is considered a classic despite it’s recent release. When in Cannes, one of the judges said “powerful film not because of what it depicts, but because of the depths of the human heart which it strips bare, every action makes a statement and has a purpose” while the Korean media claimed “it isn't for everyone, but it offers a breath of fresh air to anyone gasping on the fumes of too many traditional dramas.” The film's white-knuckle scenes, particularly the training “i want to look” and Dongwook’s character death, also received commendation for their impressive execution. 

Sources said that NARA didn't have to audition and was chosen by the director himself after her performance in Sabbatical Serenade, completely fond of her ability to be real.  Before the release, some hater-fans debated on why she didn’t have to audition but Dongwook did, discrediting her acting skills. Still, she received numerous indications at Baeksang Arts Awards, Blue Dragon Awards, Asia-Pacific Film Festival, Grand Bell Awards, Korean Film Awards, Cannes Festival and others, as main actress. Kim Shi-Ah and Dongwook also received a lot of praise and nominations as supporting actors.

VARIETY SHOW APPEARANCES

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𝘽𝙀𝙀𝙃𝙄𝙑𝙀

“Beehive” is a nickname created by fans to refer to Nara’s best friends. Since she’s the queen bee and they are her friends, they have a beehive — Heechul openly hates this name and says he should be the queen bee. 

“What do you mean I’m a worker bee?”

HEECHUL — 

the only super junior member who is part of the beehive

she’s the only one in super junior who he answers calls and messages

and that would be extremely cute 

if he didn't throw her under the bus at every opportunity

he makes fun of her AT EVERY SINGLE ONE

she doesn’t acknowledge boyfriends

her house looks like a pigsty 

she has run off from her manager to go clubbing

talks about when she showed up with a hickey on her neck

how she acts when drunk and the nonsense shit she says 

the teasing is so strong that she actively had to hide her relationship with Kyuhyun from him before getting serious 

otherwise they wouldn’t be left alone

if Kibum is still being made fun of today 

imagine what would happen if he knew she had a crush on Kyuhyun 

he would serenade them both 

but she's not left behind 

she's part of the SUPER JERRIES but everyone knows her #1 enemy is Heechul 

fans make huge compilations of them fighting 

“Nara being Heechul's #1 hater” compilation

he loves to call her on other shows he's hosting, but he knows the risks 

when she's not telling him to shut up, she'll be spilling some dirt of him

and he's going to be on the verge of a heartstroke 

when she was asked to choose a member she wouldn't let her daughter date, she chose Heechul 

did not hesitate

“I know too much about him”

they know everything about each other

bizarre even 

when he introduced her to his parents, he jokingly said that they were getting married

his mother was so sad when she found out it wasn’t true

Nara wanted to disappear from the dinner table

but his family loves her and they always have dinner together

sometimes they even team up to antagonize him

“YA! YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE ON MY SIDE”

Heechul has also used her as an excuse to end his relationships 

we know that he doesn't break up with the person, but he does everything he can to make them break up with him... like leaving in the middle of the date because Nara “needed help”

but then he arrives at her house and plays LOL on the computer

some of his exes hate her so much and she doesn't even know

he’s Nara’s bad influence

she ran off from her manager to go to the club he and Leeteuk were going to

that was the first time they kissed, because he liked her rebellious side

they started to kiss whenever they got drunk

a fun hobby 

but they can be serious too 

and they support each other when they need to

when he got a lot of hate because of his voice cracking at the U concert and wanted to leave the group, she comforted him “Donghae will cry if you leave” and he laughed it off 

actually, she said it every time he wanted to leave the group

and when he was involved in the car accident

she was the one to yell them to take things slower because he wasn’t feeling well 

when she broke up with Kyu, there weren’t any jokes

she went to cry at his house after Kyu released At Gwanghwamun

and when she was attacked by an anti-fan, Heechul stayed in the hospital with her 

and on every show he appeared on, he talked about what a vile act it had been

really protective of her and the friendship they have 

because as well as helping each other and making fun of each other, they complete each other 

“Nara and Heechul doing side eyes and judging people”

“Nara and Heechul completing each other thoughts”

both with more than 10 minutes

G-DRAGON — 

best friends

BEST friends

they've known each other since Big Bang's debut in 2006, with a few conversations backstage

she didn't feel part of Super Junior, always staying behind at awards shows and appearances... and he would talk to her after he stopped being G-Dragon and started being Jiyong

they really became friends in 2008, at the after-party of his comeback

they chatted whenever they were on the same show or at the same awards ceremony 

4th gen idols could never

SM and YG were lucky that they're both in different companies, otherwise they'd have to deal with the hurricane that would be them working in the same group

she was at every Big Bang's album release after-party 

and he went to Super Junior's 

and in the solos of both

she became friends with the bigbang boys because of this

in fact, he tried to set her with T.O.P by saying “it's the best you'll get, I promise, I'd marry him myself if I were a woman” 

🤨🏳️‍🌈? because of their relationship

we listen and we don’t judge

but at the time she already liked a group member, so she didn't feel comfortable going out with Seunghyun

sometimes she and Jiyong would tag each other in posts just to let people know they were together 

(he still tags her, but she no longer has an account)

big buzz in the kpop world and k netizens wanted them to be public

actually, they even have some idols that are fans and would ask about the relationship

…

the problem was that they weren't dating 

in fact, they were dating other people at the time

the dating rumors peaked in 2015 when they made a song together and went to paris fashion week

in one of the photos, she laughed with her hand over her mouth and they saw that the ring was from GD's jewelry store

news said she was engaged

the companies had to make an announcement saying they were just friends, but to this day people don't believe it

speaking of fashion, he likes to choose her clothes when they go out together 

“you're going to let Yesung and not me?” with a little pout “I know you’re in love with him but c’mon” and she’s flabbergasted

and when they meet at events, he always compliments her outfit... “but mine's better” 

gives her personalized gifts

lots of shoes and jewelry

and his house is always open to her, his studio too

she would say that her house is open too but she knows that he doesn't like leaving his house very much

and as close as the two of them are, they understand the limits of their relationship very well 

they know when they need to give each other time 

that's why they've never had a serious fight

they fought here and there, but never had a serious fight

they supported each other through many difficult times, especially during their hiatus 

in 2017, when he was unwell, he would call her

and she visited him SO much when he was in the military 

he really loves her

they have a real friendship, something very difficult to have between idols 

(especially people with this level of fame)

(... and controversy)

they don't care

when she released Sabbatical Serenade (her 2023 series with Shindong), they spent days locked in Jiyong's house just dissecting the songs, compositions and scenes

“the biggest slumber party I've ever seen them have” (GD's manager)

because they respect each other

they admire each other

this is something GD said before he introduced her in Good Day 

“I said that there was no one confirmed yet, but there is this person who has an extraordinary mind and couldn't be left out. The way she thinks, not just about music but about life... the way her brain works is extraordinary.”

and no matter how intense they may be in their romantic lives, they would never trade their friendship

which is exactly why, in 2025, he and Kyuhyun met for a dinner to sort things out

she wanted them to realize that she loves them both, in different ways, and that it's important for them to get along or at least be friendly and polite to each other

they needed to make this work

HYOYEON — 

best friends since day 1

became friends in Nara’s first day at SM

they were in the same trainee group

did some showcases together

almost debuted as a hip hop duo

Hyoyeon always went to Super Junior training room to ask if she was going to the dorm, if she wanted them (SNSD) to wait or if the boys would leave her there afterwards

they are passion bombs

never a dull moment with them 

and sometimes they share the same neuron 

it might seem weird to see Nara with her because she’s almost another person 

but it is because we feel just THAT way in female friendships 

and after being surrounded by men, Nara really need this

they chat without beating around the bush

sometimes just popping into the room to talk about an unusual thought that has appeared into their heads

for her, Hyoyeon is the funniest person she ever met 

don’t tell the boys

after Nara left SM and the dorm because of her hiatus, they really liked to do girls night, at least once a month 

and kept in touch via messages

they know all about each other and are basically family 

Nara lived with Shindong during the pandemic 

and after they finished the drafts to “Sabbatical Serenate”, she needed a place to live

Hyoyeon said “why don’t we move together?”

and they started sharing an apartment in 2022

they know each other's mood by the sound of their footsteps

know all of their traumas 

and have the best inside jokes

they like to travel together

she was one of the only people Nara accepted to be interviewed after the series was released

and they laughed their asses off 

the video became viral because of how bluntly they talked

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BIRTH NAME ༉‧₊˚✧ Beol Na-la (벌나라)

Beol means “bee”. Na-la means “country” or “land”. 

She received this name because her family used to be beekeepers. 

completely hated her name when she was in school because other kids used to make fun of it

now she thinks it’s a funny name to have 

ENGLISH NAME ༉‧₊˚✧ Nara Beol

BIRTHDAY ༉‧₊˚✧ 16 november 1988 (aged 36 years)

BIRTHPLACE ༉‧₊˚✧ Seoul, South Korea

ZODIAC SIGN ༉‧₊˚✧ Scorpion

CHINESE ZODIAC SIGN ༉‧₊˚✧ Dragon 

HEIGHT ༉‧₊˚✧ 167cm (5’4″)

WEIGHT ༉‧₊˚✧ 46 kg (101 lbs)

GENDER ༉‧₊˚✧ female cisgender

SEXUALITY ༉‧₊˚✧ not public labeled (bisexual)

BLOOD TYPE ༉‧₊˚✧ B+

MBTI TYPE ༉‧₊˚✧ ESTP

FACE CLAIM ༉‧₊˚✧ Seo Hyun Jin

STAGE NAME ༉‧₊˚✧ NARA (all letters uppercase)

POSITION ༉‧₊˚✧ Center and Sub Dancer (2005)

Center, Sub Dancer and Sub Vocal (2009)

Center, Lead Dancer and Sub Vocal (2010)

UNITS ༉‧₊˚✧ Sub-units: Super Junior-N&K (2012 — 2015)

Have a trot song with Super Junior-T (2007)

Appeared as the main actress in Super Junior-H (2008)

Appeared as the main actress in Super Junior-M (2008-2009)

Appeared as an actress/performer in Super Junior-D&E (2012, 2015)

REPRESENTATIVE ANIMAL ༉‧₊˚✧ Bee 🐝

AGENCIES ༉‧₊˚✧

SM Entertainment (2004 — 2016)

Was a trainee for 1 year and 3 months

Debuted in Super Junior (2005)

Debuted solo in 2010

Left in 2016 because her contract ended and she did not renew it

Hiatus between 2016 and 2019, but did not leave Super Junior

During 2019 — 2021 she was self managed

Beoljib Entertainment (2021 — present)

Opened Beoljib Entertainment because she still wanted to be self managed and do what she wanted

(if you’re in some companies, they will forbid you for doing certain types of roles in series, control your relationship status and etc, and she didn’t want this) 

And she needed a company because of the contract she did with MBC to film Sabbatical Seranade 

Now the company is focused in her career, having only herself and 2 other staffs — manager and accountancy.

FANDOM NAME ༉‧₊˚✧ ELF (super junior); HONEY (solo)

COLOR ༉‧₊˚✧ blue (super junior); yellow (solo)

FACTS ༉‧₊˚✧

became a trainee after having a viral video of her dancing to a Turbo song spread on the internet in 2004 

she danced, rapped, did ad libs and made jokes, as if she was a real performer

her friends screaming and laughing in the background, as if they were fans

and because of this she became really famous in cyworld

(not as much as Heechul, of course)

received a message inviting her to do an audition at SM 

sang “One Man” by Kim Jong Kook and did a freestyle dance as requested

also had to improvise an acting scene with other contestants

she really think it was destiny, because becoming viral was a really uncommon thing in 2004

didn’t think she was going to pass

her parents said for her to try it for a year 

wanted to quit within 6 months but Yunho (TVXQ) stopped her

trot is her favorite genre to sing but she prefers to write ballads and raps

wrote her first song when she was 9, it was about a crush she had on a cartoon character

used to write fanfiction of said character without knowing what fanfiction was

in the debut, people used to think there were 2 girls in the group (NARA and Heechul)

the original idea was for her to debut in a temporary group and then do solo activities

in the shows, before she received song lines, she just did ad-libs and danced

she was always the romantic center of the MVs, even in the sub-units

she really liked street dance when she was a trainee

deleted all of her social media because of her HIATUS in 2016, but didn’t create new accounts after coming back 

now (2025) has a flip phone with buttons and no social applications 

she deemed Rain as her ideal type in 2006

her favorite Super Junior song is Neorago, but she likes to perform Evanesce the most (because of the solo dance with Eunhyuk)

used to live in Girl’s Generation dormitory because knetizens would throw hate if she lived with the boys

she was supposed to be in Super Junior-M, but because they needed to go to China to promote and she needed to record her variety show, it didn’t work out 

by 2025, she was deemed one of the most selective idols on the industry; she only attend the variety shows she want, the interviews she want, sing the type of music she want and choose the exact movies she will act

the only except is when she’s with Super Junior, cause she’ll do all of the things they want her to do

they used to ask her to talk in english in interviews — her english sucked

now she’s fluent but there are tons of compilations of her “incredible” (horrible) english

she was attacked by a sasaeng in 2015

known for not being able to cook under any condition

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Beol Na-la (벌나라) known professionally as NARA (all caps), is a FICTIONAL South Korean singer, actress, producer, songwriter and presenter. She debuted in November 2005 as the only female member of the South Korean group Super Junior.

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career ❋ೋ

music — filmography — awards — hiatus 

scenarios ❋ೋ

life — articles & news — beenest (fan posts & other) — variety shows

read in chronological order! (c o m i n g   s o o n)

relationships  ❋ೋ

super junior — beehive — zhoumi and henry — other notable connections — romantic relationships — cho kyuhyun 

ask/request!

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also, English isn’t my first language so keep that in mind when reading

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U Win

Pairings: Nara (OC) x Super Junior (all platonic)

Warnings: lots of crying

w.c:  1,2k

English isn't my first language, so it'll probably have some mistakes — I'm also trying to use quotation marks, but in Brasil we usually write dialogues with dashes, that's why it'll probably look so off

please interact with me, I'm dying to know what you guys think about her/the story/everything!!! I want to know your thoughts and asks and what more you want to see 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

The tears couldn't seem to stop falling from the boys' faces.

Many of them had trained for years just for that moment. It hadn't been with “twins” during the debut or with any song from the first album -- not that Super Junior 05 hadn't been a hit, but it was far from what “U” had become. 

When Heechul's co-host at the awards spoke the name “Super Junior” into the microphone, it took a few seconds for them to take in what they were hearing. They hadn't expected it, they couldn't believe their ears.

Their first win.

They cried. Loud and ugly. At that moment, they were more than just idols; they were humans. Tired humans, with an extensive workload and years of accumulated dreams that proved worthy at that very moment. 

They began hugging each other on stage. Some tried to hide their crying faces on their colleagues' shoulders, while others tried to just smile at the cameras, but the tears were still there, falling through their cheeks. They tried to say thank you into the microphone, but all their voices came out broken, with sobs and too many emotions spilling out from their hearts. They couldn't really talk. 

When they returned backstage, Anya and Eva were waiting for them, with the Full House crew and staff members. The boys went to talk to them. They knew that this moment was too special not to be recorded for the reality show – and they could let their guard down when they were finally alone, without cameras – but Nara didn’t. 

She noticed that Kyuhyun kept standing behind them, sneaking around corners so that they wouldn't pay too much attention to him, and she didn't allow herself to cry on stage. He didn't think he had the right to. She didn't feel she had that right either; the nasty comments still made her feel like she wasn't entirely part of the group… Well, they understood each other. 

So, when she realized that Kyuhyun was alone by the door, she couldn't help but approach him. His face contorted, and he tried to keep his gaze away, trying to keep the tears from coming out of his eyes. Nara's hand reached his lower back, and he looked abruptly at her.

“It’s okay if you cry too, they’ve been hard on you” she whispered, only for him to hear, and he couldn’t contain himself anymore. 

His arms wrapped her in a tight embrace, and she felt that, for a moment, all the air in her lungs had gone out of her body. She was usually the one to initiate the physical contact, but within seconds she heard Kyuhyun crying close to her ear; his tears were falling down the length of her hair, and he was using it to hide his face. He needed that, he needed her. 

Kyuhyun was part of Super Junior too.

He continued to cry for a few minutes, his chest rising and falling as he tried to keep up with the hyperventilation. He had wanted to cry for a long time, he really needed it. That way, after a while, Nara felt Kyuhyun's arms loosen around her, and he took a step back, wiping his tears away with his hands.

“Thank you,” he whispered, without looking into her eyes. Nara gave a simple smile, not knowing what else to say. Kyuhyun took a deep breath and kept wiping his eyes, saying, “I think I'm going to splash some water on my face to get rid of this messy make up,” before leaving the room.

Nara tried to straighten her hair, tucking the strands behind her ears, taking a deep breath as she tried to come to terms with what had happened. But, before she understood what was happening, Kangin’s arms wrapped around her waist and lifted her off the ground.

Now the reality show camera was filming them, and she couldn't stay with that downcast face, so she put on the friendliest smile she could manage – which, in fact, was relatively easy to make real when she was with Kangin. He twirled her around and she laughed. 

Kangin would be the one to try to include her at every opportunity. He was a special man. 

"I can't believe it, Gongjunim. We won," he said happily. He laughed, screamed and cried, in a very strange mixture that Nara couldn't really understand, but loved nonetheless.

At this point of time, Yesung and Nara would never be alone in the same room. They didn't talk and never looked each other in the eye; if they happened to look at each other at the same moment, they would quickly look away. The members had already realized this, but neither of them openly stated the reasons for their decision, so they just remained in veiled agreement. There were 13 members, not all of them had to be close.

However, just as everything had changed, and they had now won their first award, they were alone in the same room.

Nara was waiting for him to leave, since she was the first to arrive there – and the last to arrive usually left the room, if the first person didn't propose to leave in a “I'm done here, you can use it” way –, but he didn't leave. No. Yesung stood there, biting his lips in nervousness and snapping his fingers. 

He took a step forward and her body turned to him, waiting. That was weird.

 “Thank you, you know... for believing in me as part of the group” he said, still nervous. Nara didn’t expect him to say that. He hated her, didn’t he? Her eyebrows furrowed in surprise but, a second later, she tried to maintain a calm expression. 

Maybe more things were changing than just being in the same room and receiving an award. 

Yesung took a deep breath and, thinking that he wouldn't get any response from his colleague – after all, he had been a real asshole to her for a long time – turned around to leave the room. He had thanked her. That was enough, right? Maybe now she hated him too and wouldn’t want to talk… However, before he could take a step, he heard her voice. 

“Can we be friends now?” she said, a sad tone creeping in. She really wanted this? For how long? Was he really that much of an asshole? He couldn’t even remember why he got so angry at her. Maybe he thought she was an opponent, or that she was minimizing his efforts, or that she didn’t deserve to be in Super Junior and was going to steal his place, or that she was just pretending to be nice. He didn’t remember anymore. 

Yesung nodded his head, but the awkwardness would still continue for a long time. 

𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑓𝑖𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑦 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑙𝑒 𝑝𝑢𝑟𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑏𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑎𝑠 𝑠𝑢𝑐ℎ.ᐟ 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝟶 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑓 𝑜𝑓 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑑 — 𝐼 𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑑𝑜 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑐𝑙𝑎𝑖𝑚 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑐𝑖𝑟𝑐𝑢𝑛𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒𝑠, 𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑙𝑢𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑦.

𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑠 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑏𝑦 𝑎 𝑓𝑎𝑛 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑛𝑠, 𝑛𝑜 ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑚 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚 𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑎𝑛𝑦.

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Nara and Hangeng cooking time

Pairings: Nara (OC) x Hangeng (platonic), Nara (OC) x Kyuhyun

Warnings: none

w.c:  1,4k

English isn't my first language, so it'll probably have some mistakes — I'm also trying to use quotation marks, but in Brasil we usually write dialogues with dashes, that's why it'll probably look so off

please interact with me, I'm dying to know what you guys think about her/the story/everything!!! I want to know your thoughts and asks and what more you want to see 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Hangeng wouldn't let Nara near the stove nor the knives. They were making Beijing rice with roasted pork, and he didn't want her to burn anything, or set the kitchen on fire, or cut her finger and bleed on the meat. He just wanted to cook, and she was basically a kid that needed to be who had to be supervised, so they settled that she would sit on the bench while he cooked, without touching anything, just chatting to pass the time.

But she couldn't. She was incapable of staying seated and began to wander around. She wanted to hug him – as if she didn't just hug him before he started to cook – but knew he could burn himself if she wasn't prepared for the hug. His eyes followed her on her short walk through the kitchen. 

“What are you doing?” he asked, his eyes divided between stirring the spoon and making sure she wasn't going to set the dormitory on fire. 

“I missed you guys so much,” she said, a smile on her face. Hangeng furrowed his eyebrows. Was this a prank or was she being truthful? Nara let out a sigh and leaned on the cupboard, her little fingers playing with the hem of her shirt. “I wanted to be on Super Junior-M and promote in China. You always talk so much about there…” her lips pouted slyly, before she continued, "but that piece of crap children's program stopped me”. 

He did miss her too. Nara really was the little sister he never had. “You know you'd have to work, right?” he said, with a laugh in the back of his throat. 

She tilted her head, biting the inside of her mouth, pondering about this. Yes, she complained about training, recording, having to do everything and never being recognized… Somehow, she was getting exhausted from her life as an idol. But she only cared about this when she was alone. “I like working so much when I'm around you”, she answered. 

“You're going to miss me?” he questioned. There was something off about this question, but Nara couldn't understand what it was. 

Her eyebrows furrowed and she crossed her arms. “Again?” she said, before thinking about what Hangeng was saying. Maybe he had another schedule in China or a photoshoot – before his departure, he was one of the most famous Super Junior members, he was always busy. She didn't know what was going to happen… not yet. 

She began to wander around again, tracing her fingertips through the furniture, opening the lids of the jars to see what was in them and, then, she stopped beside him. They took a couple of seconds just looking at his cooking, the smell was amazing, before she muttered something along the lines of “Can I tell you something? Private? You promise not to tell Heechul?”

Hangeng laughed, saying “of course”. Her insistence on not telling one of her best friends was comical. He really was the devil, wasn't he? Nara knew that, if she told him that, he would totally joke about it in front of all the members and make her life hell. 

Nara didn't usually keep her voice down or look away, she thrived through eye contact and gesticulation. She was direct, at times even awkward, but never uncertain. She whispered “I've been thinking a lot about Kyuhyun lately…” with a pitch of unsureness in her tone. 

It seemed so out of character. Hangeng waited two seconds, thinking about what she meant by this – you normally continue talking about what worries you and why you're thinking about the person, right? He realized she wasn't going to continue talking (as if he already knew what she meant), just letting a “huh, what do you mean?” scatter, while stirring the spoon to spread the pork seasoning.

Then, he stopped. This was definitely out of character, but, at the same time, Nara never showed any real interest in romantic relationships (well, not to others anyway). Was she trying to say she was interested in Kyuhyun? Really interested? Hangeng furrowed his eyebrows and blinked a couple of times, before turning his head in her direction and yelling “NO”, totally in disbelief. 

She nodded her head, biting the inside of her mouth and shrugged. Her breathing caught in her throat. “I don't know… ever since he came back from China, all I can think about is him. I wake up thinking about when we're going to meet, and I stare at him all day, then when he looks at me I look away like a fool. I don't act like that, it's just… weird” she said and, again, looked away. 

Nara didn't even understand what was happening to herself. She didn't know how to act, what to say or how to show she was interested, when did her interest flowed from being friends to romantic interest? “I want to hold his hand and hug him, but I want it to mean something, not to be something like I do with the boys… I don't know, I think about him and I just smile” she said, with a blush on her face, still not looking at Hangeng. 

There was no one prettier than him, and he was always there for her. They were a match, and she couldn't stay away from him, like magnets… she just didn't know how to say something. When she watched their chinese variety shows promoting Super Junior-M, her eyes would always be in him – even with her proudness of Hangeng, or her fan-like relationship with Zhoumi. She missed Kyuhyun the most. She wanted him there, with her. 

She never knew how to act when she was having a crush. And, after the fiasco that was when she tried to persue her last crush the year before, she didn't want it to go bad again.

Seeing her struggling in her own thoughts, Hangeng dropped the spoon and put a hand on her shoulder, stroking his thumb on her skin. He smiled, trying to break the uncomfortable atmosphere and joked “I expected you to say that you liked anyone but him”. 

She smiled too, “even Heechul?”

“Ok, definitely not Heechul” he said, and she laughed. Better than before, this moment had soothed her heart a little. She knew she could always talk to Hangeng about anything, but saying she was liking someone out loud, a member of the group, was really frightening. 

At least the jokes with Kibum would stop – or so she thought. 

After everyone was back from their schedules, had dinner and showered, they locked themselves in their respective rooms, ready for a full night of sleep without interference – something that happens once a month. Except for the two of them. Nara and Kyuhyun stayed in the living room, watching a movie. He was tired and, if he lay down on his bed for two minutes, he would sleep for 20 hours straight, but he would never deny spending more time with her. 

Maybe it was the anxiety they both shared that was keeping each of them awake. They would control their breaths and look at each other slightly through their peripheral vision, pretending to watch the movie continuously. A joke would pop up from time to time, but that damn distance was still there, in the middle of the sofa. 

Hangeng left his room just for a moment, just to drink some water, but it was at exactly this moment that he could see Kyuhyun poking Nara's ribs with his foot, a silly smile on his face, and suddenly she was laughing too, trying to defend herself. Then, she tried to counter-attack, throwing herself to the side of the sofa where Kyuhyun was, to poke his ribs with her fingertips. 

It was a mess. Just the two of them laughing like kids, trying to poke each other and defend themselves, bringing the other to their embrace… till their eyes were connected and the fool's smile was now just shy. They were shy. Swallowing dry, but didn't want to get out of that position. 

So they just stayed still, now cuddling on the couch, trying hard to act as if it was normal. Their attention was back on the movie, or at least they pretended it was, and Hangeng knew it was only a matter of time for them to date.

𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑓𝑖𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑦 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑙𝑒 𝑝𝑢𝑟𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑏𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑎𝑠 𝑠𝑢𝑐ℎ.ᐟ 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝟶 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑓 𝑜𝑓 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑑 — 𝐼 𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑑𝑜 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑐𝑙𝑎𝑖𝑚 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑐𝑖𝑟𝑐𝑢𝑛𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒𝑠, 𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑙𝑢𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑦.

𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑠 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑏𝑦 𝑎 𝑓𝑎𝑛 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑛𝑠, 𝑛𝑜 ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑚 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚 𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑎𝑛𝑦.

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𝙎𝙐𝙋𝙀𝙍 𝙅𝙐𝙉𝙄𝙊𝙍

Super Junior (슈퍼주니어), also known as SJ or SuJu, is a South Korean 14 member band debuted in 2005 by SM Entertainment. 

This is Nara relationship headcanons with other members.

LEETEUK —  

hardly spoke to him at first

answered yes or no to questions and kept her opinion to herself

didn't want to worry him or be a burden to the team

she knew how hard it was to be a leader, she didn't want to make his job harder 

and he always asked her what she thought, what she wanted and if she needed anything 

he felt he was doing something wrong and was a bad leader 

to this day asks if she's home, just in case 

(this has been going on since she lived with SNSD)

sometimes he just calls her randomly to see how things are

and he doesn't get angry that she doesn't answer him in the group because he knows that it’s not even possible to download the application on the phone she has

they got closer when Super Junior stopped being temporary

she started giving him headaches because she'd run away from the manager to go clubbing with him and Heechul

speaking of him and Heechul...

one day at JULIANA’s, she suggested to the three of them to have a triple kiss 

Heechul laughing like he never did before

Leeteuk almost had a heart attack

she had seen it in a western series and wanted to try it 

and they did 🙏

she hated the triple kiss but they laugh about it to this day 

in fact, she was the first to know that Leeteuk was also attracted to men 

she didn't know what to say and joked “you deserve the attention of both genders anyway”, showing that she supported him no matter what 

but that was the starting point for her to study LGBT rights and the struggle of the movement, always saying broadly that she supports them, even if she has to face hate afterwards

she knows it’s important

back to her and Leeteuk 

they've fought a few times

not like Incheon

but we know that their personalities are quite conflicting

especially when she decided to go on hiatus 

they fought a lot 

the whole group fought 

Leeteuk has always been afraid of the group disbanding, even today

and he's still a bit resentful of that time, but they eventually got back on track 

in fact, everything from 2014-2016 is complicated (for both of them)

but they know they love each other

whenever she's mentioned in a variety show or interview, he gets a puppy dog look on his face 

talks about being proud of the woman she became

mom vibes

now that he has learned to cook, he's noticed that she's calling him to her house more often

... and he goes, because he likes company

so he cooks for her 

and asks her to find him a wife 

“I thought you were the MC who knew all the groups” 

“But if they hear it from you, they’ll like me more”

and speaking of MCs, we know he has MC disease 

she hates it when the two of them are alone, without cameras, and he starts talking like he's an MC

she doesn't hate the fact that he does it

she hates the fact that, without meaning to, she does it too

and speaking of cameras

even though she's very private 

sometimes she appears in his lives as a special guest 

says hi and goes back to what she was doing before 

HEECHUL — 

can fight with D&E for the best brotp of the group 

the only super junior member who is part of beehive

so i’ll talk about him there

see the BEEHIVE

HANGENG — 

became close friends after Kyu's accident

she was incorporated in HanChul friendship 

but she always joked that it wasn’t JUST a friendship

“i feel i'm third wheeling”

Heechul would yell “YA, PUNK” and Hangeng would laugh

one of the first people she called oppa

tried to help him cook when Heechul had his accident

she almost set fire to the kitchen 

so it was decided that her job would simply be to chat while he cooked

without touching anything

she would ask him to teach her swear words in chinese 

and sometimes they would communicate in chinese so others wouldn't understand what they were saying

(but then they learned it because of super junior-m and she had to stop)

liked to play wrestle with him because he knew martial arts 

she asked him to teach her 

“I have to learn to defend myself!”

and then picked on the other members

“you created a monster” they all say in unison to Hangeng

had a very fatherly attitude towards her

he was older and that meant he had to “take care of her”

Heechul was too, but we know Heechul 

Hangeng was the first to know she liked Kyuhyun 

“don't let Heechul discover this, he'll end my life”

“my lips are sealed”

one day, he asked her and Heechul if they would miss him

neither of them understood

but she does, a lot

misses his smile 

his accent 

the jokes

they are still friends today and she was present at his wedding

but the longing is something that won't go away

he jokes that she took all his dance spaces 

and the lines in the old songs

that she should be happy

she knows how much he suffered and that it wasn't fair what they did to him

when he finally left, he said that she was one of the best gifts he had in Korea 

fans made several edits of the fatherly way he treated her before and how he treated her at Ryeowook's wedding when they met again

still calls him Hankyung Oppa :(((

YESUNG — 

triggering them by putting them in friendships when they both wanted to be in the “relationships” topic

but we know it's complicated 

they started out super hostile (Yesung's fault)

Nara accidentally overheard his conversation with Leeteuk and discovered he might not be in Super Junior

after Leeteuk left, she said that he was very talented and she knew he'd be in the group with them

Yesung didn’t talk to her until they won the first place award with U

like straight up ignore her and turn away

they wouldn’t be alone in the same room

and didn't exchange sentences beyond “what time is practice?”

the group almost sent them both to Intimate Note

Sungmin x Kangin, Heechul x Eunhyuk, Yesung x Nara - who was the most awkward? 

they became friends in 2008 after he fell almost 2 meters from the platform at the KBS rehearsal and had to be hospitalized

she cried a lot, with flashbacks of what happened to Kyuhyun, but he was fine 

and they became “friends”

less than two months later she kissed him when she was very drunk and said she wanted to be with him... which he thought was one sided

but the she had a blackout and couldn't remember what happened the day before

he didn't have the courage to tell her

regrets it to this day 

regrets it very much 

because she started going out with Kyuhyun at the end of 2009 and they started dating

and any display of anything other than friendship would have led to a huge fight in the group, which Yesung preferred to avoid 

Kibum and Hangeng left the group and Yesung didn’t want them to disband 

so they stayed friends

very close friends

she started swearing and the members blamed Yesung

she went with him to get his tattoos 

and every time he got a tattoo, she got an ear piercing

the most stylish, they always share accessories 

and whenever he sees a piece of jewelry he thinks he'll like, he buys it for her. 

and fans think they're dating because of the couple's accessories 

it also doesn't help that she always ranks him #1 when asked about who’s prettier in super junior 

and that she's the only one who calls him Jonghoon Oppa

and looks at her with that smitten look when she makes a joke on a show 

until she makes fun of him on said show, then the smile disappears

let's face it, she's part of the SUPER JERRIES (Kyuhyun, Eunhyuk, Ryeowook and Nara) and makes fun of TOM (Yesung) at every opportunity

poor guy

sometimes he texts her at dawn and she replies

and always appears in the photos he takes

his stories are full of her 

and she laughs at his most unfunny jokes

but they are also in the difficult moments of each other's lives 

when yesung stops eating, she's the first to notice

sometimes they cry together because of it 

and she was his emergency contact, before his family moved to seoul 

and she almost got into a physical fight with one of his exes who cheated on him 

so whenever he shows up with a girlfriend, Nara becomes almost a watchdog 

… 

jealousy? 

she'll never reveal that he was her first crush in the group 

if she did, the YeNa shippers would go crazy 

but the behavior within the group would never be the same again

i mean, after what happened between them in 2024

(they hooked up and a month later she ran back to Kyuhyun)

(“so I was just your bachelor party sex before getting married?”)

it’s never going to be the same again 

asked her to call him Yesung like the others

i’ll explain this later

pray for this boy

KANGIN — 

THEY ALWAYS DROVE THE SHIPPERS CRAZY 

THE KANARA SHIPPERS ARE WELL FEED THANK YOU 

it was the first ship she had in the group

this man didn’t even try to hide his favoritism 

he loved it when she appeared on the variety shows he hosted

others MCs hated her because they would be crackheads together

he was one of the first to make her feel part of the group, since she and Kyuhyun were super outcasts 

made her feel free on TV and with the boys 

and the first ship was born 

edits with the MVs, performances and variety shows with romantic songs were being posted on Youtube and vimeo

when he flirted with the girls in Full House, memes of Nara’s face would go viral

they are the kings of memes, even before “meme” became something known

they practically started a prank vlog back when there was no vlog

it was an online segment where they pranked the other members 

a fan favorite was one of the final episodes where they pretended to be pranking Heechul, but they were actually pranking her

but only super junior can pick on her, otherwise he'll get mad

in fact, there's no need to pick on her at all, just any sign that she's uncomfortable

or when another group flirts with her

extremely protective 

calls her “gongjunim” (princess)

when he had his first DUI, she was very upset and had to distance herself from him - not because of the media, but because she was trying to digest what had happened

he went to the military

when he came back, they started the Super Junior-N&K unit 

THE BEST UNIT!!!!

the two of them overflowing with sensuality

all the other ships were put on hold because the amount of COUPLE they screamed was beyond reality

their voices complemented each other and they danced well together 

there was even a kiss in December 2015 at the unit's last concert 

(nobody knew it was going to be unit's last concert) 

(lie, Nara already knew she was going on hiatus in 2016, but didn't tell anyone)

(and then Kangin's second DUI happened and he left the group)

they remained friends after that, no matter what 

she had already lost idol friends who killed themselves after the media hate and she wasn't going to let that happen again

she has always been very vocal about remaining friends with him 

and that he's dealing with his alcohol problem

that it doesn't take the blame off him but she understands that if they talked about it more in Korea many accidents like this could be avoided

photos of them together during her hiatus 

and even when she came back to the media, she still went out with him 

doesn’t care about media opinion

jokes that the only thing she won't do with him is go camping

she refuses 

he was very protective of her, always, very affectionate and important

she feels good that she can return the same support to him now

she cries talking about him in interviews and concerts

SHINDONG —

they’ve had their ups and downs 

and i say SUPER ups and SUPER downs

because they used to have a balanced relationship

he has said that even after 20 years he still gets a bit akward with some members 

and doesn't like to eat alone with some of them

so in the beginning they stayed in their own corner

and only interacted when accompanied by the other members

they made music together in super junior-happy and trot, but it was when she joined the dance line that they got closer

they started going out more to eat

and whenever they traveled, they wanted to go to different restaurants - even though he doesn't like food with a lot of flavor (he said this in Studio Hook)

and she's always been an advocate of him being beautiful 

it’s  extremely dishonest when they say it's not because of his weight 

he's not even as fat as they say

and even if he were, it wouldn't be a problem

“at least his foot touches the ground when he's sitting in a chair” she says eyeing Ryeowook

but remember that she also thinks Eunhyuk is beautiful 

and there's literally a 10 minute compilation on youtube of all the times he's been called ugly by the members

so “invalid opinion”

sometimes she had ideas for the clips or the choreography, even for the costumes

she has always been a very creative person

he encouraged her to express herself

some of the ideas were incorporated

and she’s really grateful

he always thought she was one of the most talented people in the group

an ACE in all fields of entertainment

but then they ended up having a serious fight in 2014

shortly after her fight with Siwon 

learn more in the ep 259 of Knowing Bros (COMING SOON)

they didn't speak to each other for months 

only started talking again shortly before he enlisted 

when he came back, she was on hiatus 

he really missed the creativity she brought to the group 

so, shortly after the pandemic started, she sent him a message “I've got an idea”

and the first drafts of Sabbatical Serenade appeared 

he asked her to stay at his house for a few days to develop the series further

those “days” turned into months

they wrote, composed, made story boards for all the songs, wrote the script, thought about costumes and there really isn't anything that didn't came from both of them 

now, he's sure she's the best of her generation 

whatever she says, he signs off on

SUNGMIN —

everyone thought they’d get along 

he’s more feminine, likes pink, is delicate

which would be ideal in befriending the only woman in the group, right? 

no

in fact, Nara has never had much interest in these “feminine” things

and being the only woman in a male group, she had to adapt herself to feel more included 

so they weren’t close 

but when she started dating Kyu

he had to keep it a secret that they were sleeping together

and they promised to not have sex or too much pda while he was in the room

and even after helping to keep it a secret

had to attend the sex education class

wanted to kill them both (everyone wanted)

“you’re buying me dinner afterwards”

and they did 

they became relationship-driven friends, so she was the one he would talk about girls

she listened to everything and tried to help him 

when he started to came up with so many serious questions in 2013/2014, she knew something was different

she understand the situation of Sungmin’s fans but thinks the members should have handled it differently

after all, they all understand what it’s like for idols to date and get married

and, because in 2014 she had already fought with Shindong and Siwon, Leeteuk was giving her a hard time and everything was shit, she sided with Sungmin 

went with him to buy Saeun’s wedding ring since his mother was busy and he wanted a female opinion

she did her best to go to the wedding, but unfortunately she couldn’t make it

he understands 

after all, she helped him with so many other things at such a difficult time 

they've drifted apart a lot since it all happened

but they’re very found of each other

they got back in touch in 2025 (after recording a surprise song)

EUNHYUK — 

another very famous ship among fans 

and almost made Lee SooMan have a heart attack 

because ok, she has ships with everyone in the group (this inevitably happens being the only woman) 

but they kissed at the D&E concert in 2014

they decided to do it after rehearsing the duo routine 

and kept it a secret, so Donghae's expressions on stage became a meme 

it went viral on youtube in korea (and the tickets sold out)

that's probably the only reason they didn't get cursed at SM

and they're kings of dance

do you remember the dance from evanesce? sorry sorry answer? i think i? 

he loves doing couple dances with her

(and the fans love it too) 

but for those who know them, they're very far from being a couple

they seem much more like little brothers who get together to make fun of Yesung

fills her cell phone with messages asking her to record dance trends

she doesn’t have tiktok 

they recorded UP N DOWN for his profile 

supergirl and other group’s songs too

because he and Kyuhyun share a dorm for so long, whenever she needs to know something about Kyuhyun, she would ask Hyukjae

then she pretends to act clueless, as if she didn’t care

and maybe that's why he's one of the few people who knew that they had “gotten back together” in 2015

didn't tell either of them he knew

he respects her a lot and pretends he doesn't notice these things

and whenever the MCs did something that was uncomfortable for her, he would interrupt right away

like when they tried to arrange a date between Kyuhyun and a girl from Girl's Day in 2014

he knew she couldn’t say anything and took the role of flirt

because he didn’t care about being dumped and becoming the center of the joke

she put herself in the line of fire when there was the IU controversy in 2012

stood by him when shit went downhill

he wants to protect her

and she respects him a lot for everything he did while Leeteuk was away and his ability to produce huge shows 

she also really loves his smile 

the gummy smile!!!

he’s the #2 in her beauty scale when going in variety shows

he only lose to Yesung 

(and to Kyuhyun, but she couldn’t say this publicly) 

they are just silly together 

DONGHAE — 

he was very embarrassed that she was in the group 

because she was the only girl 

he didn't know how to talk to her 

didn't want to treat her like a brother

but he also didn't want to treat her the way he treated women, because it was too respectful for the group

so a secret third option

when he saw her and Heechul drunk kissing for the first time he almost had a seizure 

when she and Kangin played pranks on him, he didn't rest until he'd returned the prank

and we know that he only looks like a saint

every time he tried to return a prank, the butterfly effect made the group fight

and in the end he was the one who ended up crying 

which led to the famous phrase

“be careful, donghae is going to cry”

she doesn't know how many times she has said it

when the members said they were leaving, when the group threatened to break up or when everyone got into a fight

have you ever seen that boy? he really cried

for her, he's the maknae of the group 

and she'll fight to defend him 

... but can we talk about how much he's matured since the beginning of super junior? 

became a great man 

so much that she chose him as the member she would let her daughter date (after saying none because they were all too old)

but he's still a bit possessive 

so Nara always has to work out with him at the gym

if she goes with someone else, he gets upset

he posts photos and videos of the two of them working out 

she always swears at him because he looks HOT in the pictures and she's sweating with messy hair, almost dying

he treats her like he's never treated anyone else

really a secret third option

they're good friends 

mainly because they're part of the dance line 

and having spent so much time in D&E

but unlike Eunhyuk, he ends up being very slow-witted 

and doesn't realize some things 

so it's easier for her to hide things from him and lie

he gets sad when he realize

but that's part of it

SIWON — 

everyone is SURE they’re dating

and we’re suppose to judge them? 

there are hundreds of compilations of the two of them being the kings of physical touch

Ryeowook hates them

“STOP GIVING ME HIGH FIVES”

while she is ready to raise her hand or pat him as soon as the joke happens

there are tons of videos of them overreacting together, cuddling, him twirling her around during practice or just holding her for whatever reason 

and that’s what they let be recorded

sometimes he likes to be the little spoon :) 

calls him Wonnie Oppa 

and he's the only one who doesn't pick on her, he only gives positive comments 

treats her well and defends her, trying to maintain a pure vision of Nara - even after it had already been destroyed

in the beginning, he always covered her eyes when something suggestive happened

but after she “grew up”, he started covering his own eyes so he wouldn't see what she was doing

he really tried to force her to maintain her character of purity, but then he gave up

he's a man of god and, as much as she refuses to go to church with him, he has learned never to judge people

he knows her character, her inner self, and he knows she's a good person

and as much as they've fought a few times - an event they won't tell you about in any interview - because he's homophobic and she's extremely pro-lgbt 

especially after she found out about leeteuk

and him saying that he's like that because he has “values”, something different from what she knows

referring to her kisses on stage, dances and dating history

which caused them to fight for a while in 2014

and lead to shindong’s fight too

but after drinking a lot, he asked her to be his friend again, that he understood what she was going through

he almost begged

and they got back together

they like to drink

whisky, wine, the best of everything 

he always gives her the most expensive drinks as presents

including in 2023, when he almost had a heart attack but congratulated her for the new series 

and, like the rich man he is, he takes her to play golf 

RYEOWOOK — 

every time she used to be in the dorm, would ask him to cook 

it was the best food she would have in days 

because no matter how much she asked other members to cook, his food was always the best

love it to this day

she almost asks to go to his and Ari’s house just to eat 

he says “you have your own house”

she makes a sad face and he lets her go

but only sometimes

a bit reserved 

he hates it when she touches him 

even before any of them had a relationship 

if he fought Siwon, why wouldn't he fight her? 

and he holds grudges

he'll openly tell some of her dirt on the shows

“three years ago she XXX”

the two of them bickering all the time 

they roast each other 

because she NEEDS to make him mad

even now, more mature, it's almost a duty for her

mentions on every show that he showers naked

makes fun of the faces he makes 

and that he likes giraffes because he wanted to be tall like them

on the variety shows, the discussion always escalates 

“AND STOP TOUCHING ME”

he must have done something wrong in his past life to have to put up with her 

but he's also the only one who can say anything bad about her 

otherwise he'll give them his judgmental look and attack

KIBUM — 

the maknae line actors

they made a drama together in 2008

they had one kiss 

(which was cut out to preserve her good girl image at the time, because she hosted a kid's show)

but the boys make fun of him to this day

he prays every night for them to leave him alone 

he almost got beaten up by Kyuhyun because of it 

and he didn't even do anything!

forget it! 

they can barely stand side by side 

and the worst part is that they're still friends

at the beginning of the group, he would ask her for help when he was talking to a girl 

because he’s handsome, one of the visuals, but is always sooooo awkward

they still meet up to talk sometimes

not to talk about women (which Nara has already tried to set him up on a few blind dates) but about life

...

don't let the super junior boys know about this 

or they'll talk about the kiss again 

poor thing 

he suffered so much at the hands of her and Kangin with the pranks

and then suffered at the hands of all the other members with the kiss 

the woman is almost married and they're still making fun of poor Kibum 

and his fear of being beaten by Kyuhyun continues

KYUHYUN — 

WHAT TO SAY ABOUT KYUHYUN

I don't think just a few sentences here can sum up what their relationship have been

but I'm not just going to put it in the romance thread either 

Kyu will have his own post 

HERE

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Stages of Grief - Anger

Pairings: Nara (OC) x Super Junior (all platonic)

Warnings: word fuck a few times, arguments,

w.c:  1,1k

English isn't my first language, so it'll probably have some mistakes — I'm also trying to use quotation marks, but in Brasil we usually write dialogues with dashes, that's why it'll probably look so off

please interact with me, I'm dying to know what you guys think about her/the story/everything!!! I want to know your thoughts and asks and what more you want to see 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

03.11.2014

If Sungmin got married, he would go on “Hiatus” – which was an euphemism to say he would never return to the group until officially leaving. 

SM warned him. His parents warned him. The members warned him. 

He didn’t care. He was going to get married, either way. 

Nara envied him; his courage to do what he wanted, despite what others were saying. It seemed that everything she tried to do would go wrong; she tried to be herself, to follow her heart, to make ‘being an idol’ enjoyable again, but it backfired – she knew it was because she was a woman but the same patriarchal control that was attacking her, also tried to control others behavior, making men need to look more “manly” or just controlling with who they could have relationships… a thing that made the company thrive in their seat.

Being certain of something, being so certain of a love like this must be the best feeling in the world. The members, the ones by his side for the last 15 years, should have been happy for him… but they weren’t. Some wanted to fight him, to lock him away so he couldn’t get married, and others just couldn’t react to the situation. They would not disagree with him, but they wouldn’t stand up for him either. 

Nara would. She had already fought Shindong, had a disastrous argument with Siwon, and Leeteuk was giving her a hard time because she was ruining the group's image with her promiscuity – the leader didn’t really want to use these words, but the managers and the SM itself were just putting so much pressure in him that it just slipped out… it didn’t hurt any less. 

She would and she did. She stood up in the living room and yelled at them for more than half an hour. “WHY ARE YOU LETTING THEM DO THAT TO SUNGMIN, HUH? WE WERE SUPPOSED TO BE CELEBRATING THE 10 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TOGETHER NEXT YEAR”. The members looked at her with shocked faces. They didn’t expect her to talk about it – or to go against the majority’s opinion. 

Nara couldn’t comprehend why they were being like this or why she was so angry at them. Well, maybe she knew why she was so angry at them, but she couldn’t even put it into words. She just wanted them to do what was right, what she deemed as right. How could they not see it? “You guys are shit. "We’re influential, if we unite ourselves, we can make SM take that back and,” she was interrupted. 

“We’re influential because we follow what the company says,” Leeteuk said, anger also in his voice. He wanted to tell her to shut up and just follow what they were doing, but she wasn’t teen Nara anymore. She had opinions, thoughts and yelled at people older than her. 

“We're nothing to them! Just more products, more sales. They replace us if we get sick, as if we were broken garbage. We're not human beings, we're products. And you don't realize that you support those who want to see us in the shit! Are you crazy to support the bosses instead of those who have suffered with us all this time?” she bit her jaw, full of spite. The tone of her voice was gradually increasing. After all they went through, how could they not see it? Eunhyuk opened his mouth to say something, but when she yelled “I DON’T WANT YOU TO BE HEROES AND BRING DOWN THIS SHITTY INDUSTRY. I WANT YOU TO BE PEOPLE. DECENT PEOPLE”, he closed his mouth again. 

Because it was true. It was the company that forbade him from announcing his relationship to the public – he couldn’t talk about it and tried to shut down fans that would try to. So, when said public started to hate him, shut down fan pages and unfollowed his social media, they wasted no time before throwing him into the fire. 

They continued to look at her, anxiety creeping in their bones and silence in the room. They were cooked, they knew it. Nara took a deep breath. “Or would you prefer him to disappear? Do you want his lines? His fans? What about when it's your turn?” she pointed in their direction, but not at anyone specific. “When you do something minimally human and SM doesn't like it? Do you think anyone in the group will empathize? THEY'RE FUCKING US AND YOU'RE HELPING THEM.” she took a step forward and whispered “you disgust me”, again, for no one in particular. 

Because that's exactly what the company wanted. Divide and conquer. They couldn’t even look her in the face, it was hard to even breathe after she said that. They had seen this girl grow up, she was the maknae and their little girl for so much time… and here she was, saying they disgusted her. What were they really doing? Were they wrong? Or was she extremist? 

Kyuhyun wanted to say something. He didn’t think Sungmin, his roommate of years, should be penalized because of his marriage and leave the group… but, at the same time, maybe if they agreed now, they could make his hiatus just like Kangin’s, and he would be back again after he served in the army. He was trying to be cooperative, just like Leeteuk had said when they were talking before. 

His eyes met Nara's. She had some hope, but she couldn't face him for long. He was another person she wasn't on good terms with -- this time not because of a fight, but because of their break-up and the songs they had made about it. Kangin also looked away from her, but she didn't blame him, he was still walking on eggshells with the company.

It was Yesung who stood up from the sofa, startling everyone present, and pulled her out of the room. His hand caressed her shoulder, guiding her to the outside of the apartment. He could simply say that ‘it would be better if she left’ or that ‘she was too emotional at the moment, and they would talk about it later’, but he didn’t. No. He guided her to the other floor, where they could have some privacy.

When he locked the door, he looked her in the eyes and took her hand in his, guiding it to his chest. He took a step forward and whispered “Hit me. Yell at me. Take your anger out on me. Do what you want, I don’t care, but don’t be upset at me. Please.”

𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑓𝑖𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑦 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑙𝑒 𝑝𝑢𝑟𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑏𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑎𝑠 𝑠𝑢𝑐ℎ.ᐟ 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝟶 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑓 𝑜𝑓 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑑 — 𝐼 𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑑𝑜 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑐𝑙𝑎𝑖𝑚 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑐𝑖𝑟𝑐𝑢𝑛𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒𝑠, 𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑙𝑢𝑑��𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑦.

𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑠 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑏𝑦 𝑎 𝑓𝑎𝑛 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑛𝑠, 𝑛𝑜 ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑚 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚 𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑎𝑛𝑦.