#such an odd thing to be experiencing
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
fernweald · 16 hours ago
Text
i've put myself in a weird spot where like. i bought ffxiv again on a new account and yet again i don't really think i'll play it or want to. i keep pressuring myself for some reason whenever i see other people mention it. like i think that hype is long gone. i cannot relive the experience of playing the story for the first time. and i'm sorry to say that nothing after endwalker was even remotely appealing to me.
7 notes · View notes
groovinrightalong · 1 year ago
Text
As somebody that writes pretty much exclusively Mike and Will POVs, I’ve started to notice that I’m much better at writing plot from Mike’s POV, whereas byler scenes flow much more naturally and easily from Will’s POV. It’s so weird. I can have Mike going through the literal horrors and all sorts of stuff, but when it comes to pining and romantic scenes, they’re better coming from Will. And I struggle writing plot heavy stuff from Will. They can be in the scenes together and be written fine, but with the point of view stuff it’s very particular.
Do y’all know what I’m talking about or am I crazy??
28 notes · View notes
seaofreverie · 7 months ago
Text
You ever finish a drawing that you really like and then you spend the next three days randomly looking at it for minutes at a time like that could make it possible for you to absorb its alluring and magnetic essence with your eyes
#this is me with my icon rn. also this is silly but yeah it really feels like that#i experienced the same thing but even more intensely back in february with the short comic i made then#and then also with some of the paintings i made during my painting course days#admiring the colors and lighting on this mundane green bottle. why not#honestly this might be the first time in my life when i'm making things and i sometimes end up actually liking them fully#no little extra gripes with it that could ruin it. i just like the thing as it is. love it even. it's exactly as it should be#this feeling is one of the top things that make drawing and overall at least attempting to make art worth it#i also wonder if anyone else experiences this thing where the image of a certain character stays in your sort of visual imagination sphere#like the thing becomes associated with everything that happens at that time. the music i listen to etc#it almost feels like i sort of AM this thing. like. spiritually#ok this is hard to explain without sounding kind of odd LMAO#it's just that i've never seen anyone express this exact sentiment. with seeing the character in your minds eye sorta#i mean hmmmm. ofc fursonas and all different types of sonas and such exist. re: the identification thing#i actually find the concept of an 'avatar' as something that represents you (in a digital setting mostly) really intriguing#it was actually one of the things i seriously considered as the subject of my bachelor's thesis#but yeah ok i'm just saying this so that you all know that i AM that little purple kitty holding a heart. btw#ok i'm going to go eat dinner now. don't mind me and my strange long-winded monologues#goosepost
9 notes · View notes
comas-are-for-sleeping · 1 month ago
Text
oh i cant wait to rewatch movies now that im not scared of nudity and sex
2 notes · View notes
angelic-omega · 8 months ago
Text
Tumblr media
Bonding is fun! Why suffer alone when you can ✨suffer together✨
2 notes · View notes
simptasia · 2 years ago
Text
in season 5 of LOST time travel is explained to hurley (and thus the audience) in such a way that it comes across as genuinely condescending 
14 notes · View notes
femmefae2005 · 10 months ago
Text
sent 5 text messages that scared me today because i am actually really brave!!!
3 notes · View notes
istherewifiinhell · 11 months ago
Text
Seeing dumesh abt aut lau and its like guys i dunno i think this dude as a mental fortitude to which most of us only dream of.
2 notes · View notes
shanedoesdoodles · 1 year ago
Text
You ever look for a specific word/thing to describe a feeling you're having and think you've found it but as you look more into it it turns out it was a simular concept but very distinct from what you were looking for? And then when you try to be more specific everything that pulls up is still the same close but definitely not the same thing to describe it? I'm a stuck in a bit of a loop at the moment
3 notes · View notes
fearforthestorm · 1 year ago
Text
maybe someday I will talk about how when iolttmg said that "the first thing you need to be prepared for if you ever meet an artist you're a fan of is you need to be prepared for your relationship to their work to change" it REALLY really was not lying.
5 notes · View notes
orcelito · 2 years ago
Text
Can't let anyone forget about my practically obscene love of mushrooms. I will post about it constantly.
#speculation nation#im a little freak actually so i hope my collection of new followers r fine with that#loving mushrooms is not freak material but the level that i love them kind of is#this isnt even getting into my other odd eating habits. of which i have many.#or my habit of sampling anything and everything at work so long as it's Technically edible#up to and including plain matcha concentrate and rose concentrate and vanilla paste#and hazelnut extract and vanilla extract and caramel extract and#ive eaten plain coffee beans before and in fact DELIGHT in taking the lemon ginger shots. just plain lemon juice mixed with ginger juice#ginger juice as in just juice from the ginger. not a ginger beer no just straight ginger concentrate. i love that shit.#let's see what are other things ive sampled at work...?#plain sugar syrups. always awful. hate sweet shit like that. i will still sample them tho if i get some on me#uhm. boba dough. which ive heard unprocessed tapioca is uh. toxic. but i think ours is processed?#i havent gotten poisoned from it yet! and handmade boba dough is actually pretty tasty#raw store bought boba is one of the worst tastes and textures ive ever experienced tho#which yes i have sampled that too. and spat it out bc i couldnt bring myself to swallow. awful awful awful.#it's kinda a running joke at my workplace that i will sample basically Anything#i cant help it 😭 the other day there was a lil bit of vanilla paste left over on the tablespoon#so i just went and dripped it into my mouth w/o thinking on my way to put the tablespoon in the dish area#& the employee just saw me physically cringe. drop the tablespoon at the sinks. then rush to the hand washing sink to rinse my mouth#& he was just like. 'did you just SAMPLE that????'#& i had to be like. '....yeah😭😭😭😭😭'#to b fair some months ago he saw me sample the rose extract. run to the sink to rinse my mouth#then 15 mins later. not learning my lesson. sample the vanilla extract. then run to the sink to rinse my mouth.#the vanilla extract was slightly nicer than the rose extract. bc at least it didnt make my tongue numb (like the rose did)#Flavor Shock. that shit's real man#anyways ramble post is rambles. i just dont want anyone to think im cool or anything lmfao
7 notes · View notes
ominousmotion · 1 year ago
Text
My poor therapist and i are in the exact same boat rn feeling vomity and still going through the therapy motions oh boy this is great
2 notes · View notes
mrtheinsatiable · 2 years ago
Text
Hell yeah automatic renewal on my library book
#I'm only half way through#turns out taking detailed notes takes a damn long time#especially when you're essentially transcribing the entire book into a bullet point format#girl i need this information and the book has to go back so I'm writing the whole damn thing down#plus it helps me actually absorb the information when i have to read every sentence 2-3 times and also write it myself#learning about the neuroscience of human communication 👍#having actual mechanical knowledge of complicated concepts like my own consciousness makes it easier to troubleshoot and resolve issues#it's like “hey when you're experiencing this emotion here's what's happening and why and how you can slowly change that reaction”#i wasn't born with the intuitive understanding of emotional connection allistic people apparently have#but I've always been a powerhouse in the classroom#i have full confidence in my ability to absorb information and to learn to apply it appropriately in various situations#i have the pattern recognition to tell when someone's feeling a way with pretty good accuracy#Chinese dramas are really good for studying facial expressions and emotion because they do a lot of acting with their eyes#my main problem is not having the mirror neurons that simulate the emotions of other people in my own brain#so i have the information and i understand what it means#but i also can't help thinking it's odd to feel that way because only the data comes across and not the emotion itself#but if i get a detailed enough understanding of human behavior i think i can make up for that#and with enough applied effort over time i might be able to build those networks in my own brain on purpose#bc it's not like I'm fully missing them#when someone in a show or book is sad i do cry#but i think my defenses are up too high in person to let anything through#i have noticed increased understanding and something like empathy developing lately#still not feeling the feelings but i can recognize and accommodate them which is a lot better than i used to be
3 notes · View notes
capricornsister · 2 years ago
Text
I hate when people say that something is only a problem for the chronically online. Like this is true about some things, but not always... have you all forgotten that social media is deeply embedded into our society? Anyone, including you and me, can be brainwashed by it. Younger generations that are, have been, and continue to be, born into a society heavily driven and influenced by social media and they will not be able to get away from it, regardless of parental influence/controls, because social media rules our world and will continue to do so in the coming years. And that's not even scratching the surface of what will happen once A.I. becomes deeply embedded into our society.
4 notes · View notes
jeonqkooks · 2 years ago
Text
rewatching Crash Landing on You and i suddenly remembered that in 2019 i kind of saw Kim Jong Un (he had his hand out the car window and waved lmfao)
3 notes · View notes
lemememeringue · 5 days ago
Text
I am experiencing problems,, psychologically
5 notes · View notes