#stuck in a loop

[siffrin-is-stuck]

i heard people use butter or oil to unstuck something because of slippery it is or maybe something something physics

I’m in a time loop not a wall

[theunspokenvoid]

I don't wish to be born into a better life, rather I wish to not have been born at all.

[r41nb0wbun]

I’m stuck in a computer!!!! @-@

[rastronomicals]

1:30 PM EDT October 23, 2024:

Disappearer - "Stuck In A Loop" From the album Disappearer (June 6, 2014)

Last song scrobbled from iTunes at Last.fm

The more recent dreamy doomgaze from Lisbon, and not the "Melodic Atmospheric Sludge Metal" band from Boston

[the-labyrinth-of-me]

my special ability is to learn every single bit and detail about my current hyprrfixation and then annoy my peers about it

[pocketwatchpanicattack]

Hello

Hello yesterday.

A looping hurtful sunrise.

Get up once again.

[how-i-feel-diary]

Why do I deprive myself of sleep lol

[kashica-tries-to-write]

Unanswered texts

March in India is warm. It's not supposed to be as warm as it is today, but warm regardless. Everyone is celebrating Holi today - the festival of colors! I am not exactly sure when, but at some point the festivals lost their hue, for me atleast. Can't say for sure if others feel the same way. To me, a festival nowadays signifies nothing more than a day off work where I can be as gray as I want to be.

So, its a holiday. I decide to eat at a restaurant because I don't feel like cooking, or doing the dishes. I dress up, put on a colorful outfit to feel the joy of the festival. (Spoiler alert - I don't.) I order a cab and get in it. A wonderful application on my phone makes it so that I do not need to have any kind of interaction with the person driving me to my destination. We sit in silence, I buckle in for the journey - it's going to be a moderately long one.

I do the most productive thing one could do in a moment like this - I unlock my phone. I stare at the black and white wallpaper for five seconds before locking it back. I am suddenly reminded of a text I received this morning that I still haven't responded to. So I unlock my phone again with the objective of responding to my texts. But, I have a notification now. It's my calendar, alerting me of my plans to get coffee with a friend tomorrow. Oh no! I completely forgot about that! I search back into my hazy memories to recollect which cafe we agreed on. I remember and decide to check the maps on my phone.

Where is this cafe exactly? How do I get there tomorrow? Most of these commuting suggestions are unnecessarily complicated. Oh wait! I could take this subway route, it'll get me the closest to the cafe and from there it is a small walk! Perfect! When do I need to leave so that I reach on time? Subway leaves at 8.39, so I need to walk from home at 8.30. Let's leave at 8.25 just in case. So that would mean that I need to be up by 7, latest! Hmmm, cool cool.

Did we choose a good cafe, though? What are the reviews like? What do they serve? What's my budget like? What shall I get? Do I feel like splurging tomorrow? If I splurge tomorrow though, then I will have to cut myself off from any more unnecessary purchases for this month (hahaha). That seems far-fetched, let's be honest. I have the answers to all my questions in the next 10 minutes. I have an internal dialogue to make sure that I am up for this coffee tomorrow morning. Once I get an affirmative - I text my friend, asking if we were still on for coffee the next day; secretly hoping they say no. I wouldn't be mad, or offended. I'd be happy, if anything. See, I don't really like leaving my house. (yes, okay, I see the irony)

I close the applications on my phone and lock it back.

I sigh and proceed to stare outside the window of my cab. Everything is extra colorful today, because Holi, duh! I see people on their vehicles dressed in white, painted with all colors imaginable - subtly boasting the intensity of their celebrations. The streets aren't as busy as usual - I guess most people are celebrating with their family or friends. The cab was enclosed in a quietude, which was only interrupted by the ceaseless hum of the engine. "This is nice." I think to myself, "why do I always try to fill my silences with thoughts?" My newfound tranquility is punctured presently, as

I am suddenly reminded of a text I received this morning that I still haven't responded to. So I unlock my phone again with the objective of responding to my texts.

[beatsforbrothels]

Soul Blind - Stuck In A Loop

[ghettobillgates]

I hope my being weird or my sense of humor adds some value. 😩

[sooophelia]

"I don't know what it is like to not have deep emotions. Even when I feel nothing, I feel it completely" - Sylvia Plath

[siffrin-is-stuck]

update… I’m still stuck…

[theunspokenvoid]

No matter where I go, I will never escape it. The damage has been done, so I could only carry it with me.

[mangatxt]

nearly finished with a oneshot i hope to post this week

[rastronomicals]

9:54 AM EDT June 16, 2024:

Disappearer - "Stuck In A Loop" From the album Disappearer (June 6, 2014)

Last song scrobbled from iTunes at Last.fm

The more recent dreamy doomgaze from Lisbon, and not the "Melodic Atmospheric Sludge Metal" band from Boston

[psychologyofamushroom]

I’m stuck in this loop

I'm stuck in this loop again

Where nothing makes me feel better

So I sit in it

Let it consume me and hope something comes of it

I sit here and write

hoping that maybe this will help

It never does

But I try

And I write

But I never share it,

Maybe that's the secret

But I'm stuck in this loop again

Where nothing makes me feel better

So I sit in it

Let it consume me and hope something comes of it

I sit here and write

hoping that maybe this will help

It never does

But I sit here

And tell my story

But blank pages can’t help me

Maybe I'm helpless

But I'm stuck in this loop again

Where nothing makes me feel better

So I sit in it

Let it consume me and hope something comes of it

I sit here and write

hoping that maybe this will help

But going numb

And I'm scared

But this is my last hope

Maybe even the gods gave up

-a person trying their best