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I'mma be a hater, S3 of Bridgerton (so far) is the worst yet.
#like the whole show is very trope-y#but this season feels like it's all trope with no set-up to earn the trope#despite the fact that they had 2 seasons to make us like polin i i know other people like them but i never have#colin was always so dismissive to penelope and oblivious to her feelings and then INCREDIBLY cruel with his comment#and he has no real characterization#“you're so kind and think of others before yourself!”#um....WHERE?#at best he cares about what society thinks and won't ruin a lady but when is he KIND?#show don't tell c'mon it's basic storytelling#then they just make him a manwhore like all the other men on this show#which is undone when he kisses penelope and suddenly realizes his dick perks up around her?#all the characters are just annoying now#i know no one really thinks it's a great work of art or anything but the storytelling and characterization aren't even passably entertainin#no hate to the actors this is 100% on the writers#the actors for colin and pen are giving it all they can but they didn't give their characters a strong enough foundations in s1&2#to jump into the tropes they did#i could go on but i'll stop
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👤+ Lady Tanith (and maybe Patches?)
@izar-tarazed // a friend fondly met at the long-traveled crossroads, or a foe bitterly dashed against now bloodied stones? // accepting.
"Ah, fuck."
He'd been having a surprisingly good time of things right up until now, believe it or not. Would've been hard to imagine himself willingly keeping company with a tarnished (one that isn't some brand of lunatic at that), much less actually getting on with one of their lot enough to travel a good ways across the Lands Between at her side. Yet here they are, cooling their heels for the evening on a golden stretch of hillside in the heart of the Altus Plateau, and Sam can't quite find it in himself to write off the notion of an Elden Lord and an end to all this shit.
Not quite so easy to laugh off when Izar's face is the first one his mind conjures up these days, at least.
Maybe that's what makes him so reluctant to speak at first, stormy gaze flickering from the mostly scrapped exploding pot he'd been stuffing to the brim with dried flaming butterflies before making its way back to her face. Sam lets a resigned sigh rattle out from between his crooked teeth, leaning against the wall of the shack they've taken up in for the evening with a shrug of his slight shoulders. "If ya know that name, if ya asking me 'bout her, reckon ya know I'm in with their lot."
Damn his cough, moreso now than ever before given the current conversation. His shoulders shake something fierce as he hacks and wheezes into a dirtied sleeve of his garb, and when he's through he lets his head settle against the rotting wood with a dull thunk. "Not a recusant, mind. Just supplying them, ya might say. No stake on hunting tarnished. Certainly not you." Sam doesn't let that almost fond acknowledgement linger, fiddling with one of the perfume bottles he's plucked from his belt rather than meet Izar's gaze. "Tanith, though. Mhm. Dangerous. Not one t'take up a sword herself, no, but she runs the manor in Rykard's stead. Courteous but cold, cutthroat."
Another cough cutting him off, two then three, before Sam shakes his head. Something intense lingers in the tired set of his eyes, something wary and alert. "Means what she says. About uprooting it all, 'bout stringing up anyone trying t'do what you're doing. No pretending, not her. If ya meet her... be careful. Polite, even."
The tension about his person is plain, as though someone has drawn back a bowstring to its apex without bothering to properly aim an arrow for the effort. Thankfully it's loosened without snapping by the next name on Izar's mind, and the sudden switch from almost anxiousness to blatant irritability is almost comical as Sam snarls. "That bald fuck? Godsdamned charlatan would upcharge ya a chamberpot just for a laugh. Card cheat too. Punch that smug grin o'his in f'me should ya see him 'fore I do."
#izar-tarazed#v. graceless eyes beneath golden boughs condemn your birth / once curses rain from burning branches you’ll know your worth ( elden ring. )#// strong feelings about patches!#// as for lady tanith... be careful.#// the one who commands the recusants is one to fear.
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I just had the horrible thought that I need to fall in love because having devastating crushes on beautiful, competent, authoritative women that I desperately want to please is exhausting and I need it to stop
#this one is straight so there's no room for delusion which is good#but my burning need to be her most favorite is eating me from the inside#it IS making me better at my job though#.......i mean i think so but what the fuck do i know#on friday night amongst the grueling psychosexual chaos that ensued a very smart guy that I LOVE said to me#i have no doubts you're gonna be a great psychiatrist actually#i traded a month with him to have another month with her#he's a phenomenologist she's a psychodynamic....ist? rival theories#I don't like most of psychodynamic theory.......so far#but i love the way she works and i can see how well it fits with her manymanyMANY patients and goddamnit i love personality dosorders#so i made the choice to go with her yes and im very torn casue i LOVE that guy and i wish i could become his friend like my bff from my year#also.......kind of dumb of me since I'd only soend two days a week woth her and the other three with very scary ladies#but I've been in scarier situation i can manage#and god when she praises me (silently obv she's only been forward about my merit ONCE and i almost pissed myself like an overexcited dog)#the endorphin rush is........man#but yes i need to work on this.......idk how to define it. closest i can get to explaining it is professional sub space#with strong aspects of praise kink#pathetic is what it is really#but hey if it makes me study harder who fucking cares right#I'm gonna be the smartest most intuitive fucking bitch amongst my peers so if I can't have her (them) carnally then goddamnit#I'LL HAVE THEIR PRAISE AND RESPECT AND ADMIRATION AT LEAST#........I'll be normal again in a week or two i just need to get over these next couple of days of....idk. inflammation i guess#yeah it's just like an infected wound right now#angry red throbbing hot pain#i know the drill it'll be better in a couple of days you just need to not freak out and let it do its thing#it's nice to be mature-r about emotional impulsivity and the shame that comes after an episode of deregulation#it really doesn't have to be a big deal even while it still feels like it#it still hurts but it's like......hour three of a tattoo. it's a bitch but you know it's gonna be over eventually and wriggling won't work#the only thing left to do is enjoying it all while it's happening or trying to#I don't think I'm doing a great job but what're you gonna do right
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Im so tired of Nothingburger music!!!
#i say as a Beatles fan#bc The Beatles DEFINITELY have some Nothingburger songs#KISS has some Nothingburger songs too#like#my music taste is not definitive. it isnt the most correct#i just want some fucking variety on the fucking radio#THERES MORE POPULAR MUSIC!!! THERE'S MORE THAN 3 SONGS#most giant corporations HAVE THE LICENSING TO PLAY WHATEVER THE FUCK THEY WANT#There are THOUSANDS of chart toppers!! PLAY THEM#Everlong. Smells like teen spirit. Micheal Jackson? Single Ladies? I DONT FUCKING KNOW#and one more thing#dont trust modern country music#that shit is straight up Republican Propaganda... Im not fucking kidding#like... You dont even need a strong grasp on media literacy to understand the blatant messaging in 2020s country music#its really fucking weird ngl#theres a difference between down home values and booze from the early naughts and whatever tf is going on now#morgan wallen..... Big red flags from that guy... makes me feel sick#also#side note#Benson Boone needs to give up on his dreams.... Im 70% sure I've heard two different songs from the guy#but they both sound the same. no music difference. no vocal difference. just random crying like a bitch. go back to your day job babe#sad and sentimental lyrics does not an emotion make... like... bruh... Rap has more emotion than Boone's bitchass sqwaking#except rap is deep and meaningful so that comparison isnt fair#music isn't supposed to be boring... Music was always about communicating something somehow#but modern music has it all confused and screwed up and twisted in the pursuit of money#idk#i hate Benson Boone anf Morgan Wallen and if I ever meet them I'll consider breaking their fingers
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For the prompt thing can you do lina and jane w no.8?
If that's fine w you ofc
(for context: prompt post can be found here)
i was unsure which no.8 you meant so i did,, all three,, anyways here is your very belated request, thanks for sending it in!
#the jane and lina. the jane and lina. oughhhhhh aramour brainrot strong today#thinking about how these could be read separately or could be seen as au-hopping alternate lifetimes schtick#and like? if i'm not wrong w my random tudor facts#jane seymour served as aragon's lady in waiting at some point#so that's kinda the context for the first one? like the crown is more crown than spikes here hm#ig the second one for angst would fall somewhere in the midst of a modernish au/fight idk#and the last one would be the version of themselves when they're actually in the musical#couldn't get it to be obvious bc of angle and whatnot! but i like to think that the book catherine is holding at the end is about/includes#the story of jane seymour's history. so like is that my book' bc it really is JANE's book yknow#and i like the thought that after lifetimes apart and spiralling in and away from each other they'd get a chance to catch up#and be friends? smth more? idk hehe#the idea of sort of soulmates bumping into each other throughout time and different lives only to get back tgt again at the end#they deserve soft. a rest i think.#kinda holds true for all the queens maybe. the way they all canonically came back and found each other#remeeting old people and having whatever relationship you have with them develop again i guess? lately i've been feeling a bit nostalgic#i'm peeling apart memory wisps and looking at them close while they fade away#oh right actual tags#six the musical#six the musical fanart#catherine of aragon#jane seymour#aramour#ask me stuff???
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I had a Skype call with my best friend who lives far away since it was his birthday. We talked, watch Lady Bird the movie, talked again and before hanging up he thanked me for being there and I said "well you know I am" or something like that and a dreadful feeling came over me 'cause i' m always there for others. Earlier in the evening I helped a friend 'cause she was panicking and exhausted. We' re not that close but she explained how she didn't know who else she could turn to (kind of). And obviously, she turned to me, 'cause that's who I am, that' s what I am, the one who's always there. The one who's emotionnally available. The one who shows up.
And sometimes I ache 'cause sometimes I wonder "who is always ready to show up for me?"
So when this existential dread came over me, while saying a friendly goodbye to my best friend, one of my platonic soul mates, I got depressed. For a fraction of second. The next moment was me realising, the loneliness I felt, he felt it too. His own loneliness. The loneliness of his apartment, of his bed, of his walls. He was so far away and still we were close. So close but we would never really feel that isolation the other one was struggling with.
#lady bird#It reminds me I wrote a song about this feeling#The chorus went like “be the strong/smart/brave one#Care and love for others#Sometimes I wonder if anyone ever cries for me“#Anyhow I tried to explain the feeling it my friend and he didn't understand shit#My stupid lover boy#Curse you dreadfulness#Sleepy thought#I dunno I'm just feeling stuff#And in lady bird I recognise one actor and it was Mathew maher! He just had one line but I immediately got it!!!#Night night
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Let me make a detour from my usual KDrama rare pairs to fangirl scream about this pairing. This show has tropes galore to make a shipper like me go squeeing to high heavens. Love this for me and the show, truly❣️
While not wholly a rare pair as this pairing from the drama itself has a number of high quality FMVs to fangirl over - and the overwhelmingly more popular ship with viewers - and there exists a tiny amount of fics in Korean, on Ao3, the fics (in English) for this pairing is basically nonexistent. A sad state of affairs, certainly, but the main female character is generally beloved, and the number of FMVs enough to tide me over for a time, so all in all, this is a very wonderful ship for me to have fun with.
Compared to some of my other rare pairs, this ship is unironically a major, major comfort! There is extremely little frustration to be had although fan content is not in abundance either. A lovely, sexy and peaceful ship 🥰🥹
#money game#KDrama#Lee Hye Joon#Eugene Han#Shim Eun Kyung#Teo Yoo#this pair is lit ❤️🔥#RED is their colour#or more precisely his colour for her (and his mother) LOL#the Oedipus complex is strong with this one#but it is done so well#because what is better than an antagonist who wants to be a better person for his lady love?#Oedipus complex or not#and Eugene Han is such a sexy simp too#one has to see it to believe it truly#this show has ALL THE CRACK#the writer really fed us shipper fangirls a FEAST#it brightened up this sober drama about financial manipulation LMAO 😆#also made me feel like I watched an AU of my Kang Kwon Joo/Mo Tae Gu rare pair play out onscreen#just chef’s kiss#I love Lee Hye Joon as a character too#and I enjoy finding shades of Kang Gil Young in her#ah just the best#🥰🥰🥰#LHJ deserves all the ‘adoration’ she received too#just fantastic because this is not a Romance yet she is still ‘worshipped’#nothing gets me more than female characters getting the love and simping they so deserve#the best part is the fact that she got it in CANON#unless it is a ROMANCE (and even this is not a guarantee these days) we don’t always have that for the FCs#I love Money Game and writer-nim for this
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Mood on that, also I can kinda understand if the gender balance is skewed alot, like if most of the cast are boys and only like 2 girls or vice versa (especially if said characters are poorly written) but I do question alot if the balance is practically even and there is a massive favoring towards one gender
Yeah! If the balance is skewed or the character writing for one gender is especially bad or something, I can understand it
But if you give me an anime with 10 guys and 10 girls and all of the characters are well-written, and somehow all of your faves are one gender, I'm asking questions
#pei answers things#i know a dude who has a top 5 for mha and it's only female characters. and yes it's for the reasons you might think it's for#i also know a dude who has a top 5 for chainsaw man and it's all dudes and I'm like how.#for chainsaw man there's not as many chicks but the ones that are there stand out so well. Makima? power? kobeni? asa and yoru? himeno?#how did none of them stand out to him? he likes lesbian harem energy so what about quanxi and her girlfriends?#ah that got a bit rambly oops. i have strong feelings about the ladies in chainsaw man apparently
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Ooooo I’m seething.
One of my coworkers yesterday was joking that I should “say that [you’re] racist to get out of jury duty”, which, fine, it’s an extreme and someone who’s older (like she is) would maybe find that acceptable.
Well today, we somehow got on the topic of them taking down old confederate (racist) statues, and she starts up about how we’re “erasing history” and all that. And then she pulls out the bomb: “I wouldn’t ever wear a BLM shirt in public, because that’s racist! If I wore a white lives matter shirt, I’d be on the news!”
…okay. Tell me you don’t understand the cultural and social impact racism has had on the overall “view” of black lives without telling me. Tell me you don’t understand nuance or subtlety without so many words.
“I mean, they’re basically saying all other lives don’t matter.”
No, they’re saying HISTORICALLY black lives have been treated as lesser, and therefore the movement is to shed light on that uncomfortable truth, and force us to reconsider our view of black lives. Force us to approach our biases, conscious or unconscious.
If the phrase Black Lives Matter makes you so uncomfortable and defensive, you’re the one who has something to work on. If you think it implies that all other lives matter less, if you think it’s saying ONLY Black Lives Matter, or Black Lives Matter More, then you have some biases you need to address.
It’s a simple phrase. Black lives do matter. Just like all lives matter. But all lives don’t have centuries long history of abuse, of neglect and mistreatment and vile, awful shit that is inexcusable and will never be made up for, that still continues on to this day. And that’s why it’s important to emphasize that, yes, while all lives matter, Black lives have historically been treated as lesser than, and that’s fucked up. So Black Lives Matter. Black Lives Matter just as much.
Fuck you, coworker. You’re a coward for not even looking me in the eye when I explained how your view was wrong. You’re a coward for bringing this up and then immediately changing the subject when you realized you wouldn’t get away with it.
Anyway does anyone know where I can buy a BLM hoodie that directly supports the movement so I can wear it around the office.
#tw racism#she’s an older country lady but that doesn’t excuse it#she’s also a lesbian and made a big deal earlier in the summer about how one of the other housekeepers kept making vaguely homophobic commen#she was like ‘we get shot in the streets we don’t feel safe! yet she’s making these comments#AND THEN SHE HAD THE GALL TO LOOK AT ME#**A TRANS PERSON**#AND TRY TO EXPLAIN HOW ROUGH TRANS PEOPLE HAVE IT#LIKE HELLO????#anyway. this lady has clearly got some biases and I’m. not strong enough to argue with her about it#UGH.#if it ever comes up again I’m going to be so argumentative.
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Seeing your own trans body and identity as your masterpiece is so important
#luly talks#watching a video allow me to ramble#almost feel like a ringmaster walking in on stage like ladies and gentlemen what you are about to see is something you have never seen befo#when you think about it its not surprising at all that theres such an overlap with autism and queerness#gender is such a thing we are forced to learn and stick to and sometimes we arent even directly taught it usually you just have to go figur#like many social things it is treated as a survival of the fittest a lot of the time#reminds me of my experiences growing up and my insistance of not being a boy or a girl but simply luly#speaking of me. there's something about me that is so strong like. my inability to ever separate the me from myself#no matter where i go or what my body does theres a lingering feeling of the me floating there#this is stepping away from gender and more into dissociation but it would be foolish to ignore the overlap between those two#after all one of the times i was having this. mental breakdown inducing dissociative episode i shared with an aquitance they were like#oh so you are genderfluid. and i was like yeah i guess#there's such an ambiguous sense of the self#HOLY ALMOST LMAO#anyway um. like back to the gender tho#saw this manga panel of this nonbinary beauty as the youtuber called where they say they gave up on being a man but dont claim to be a woma#and it makes me think of myself because i did do that in a way too didnt i?#i gave up on being a woman. but i partly claim to be a man?#but not all the way. not at all.#i've thought about me being a trans man and i am not. i am more than a man#i dont reject womanhood either#i still carry it with me. i once was a little girl.#lately ive been thinking about identity#and i really think that the worst one can do is forget their past because when you do that there's nothing left for you#honestly applies to identities in general such as the idenitty of a nation too#its important to remember how you got here because that is who you are#if you forget your mistakes you are doomed to repeat them again and again#of course. this is an issue for people like me. bc i deal with certain dissociative and general memory issues#lately i've been gaining more memories i thought lost tho. little things. faces of friends of teachers#popping up in my dreams clear as photographs
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you call Aqua a queen because you want to put her on a pedestal instead of letting her do anything interesting in fic
I call Aqua a queen because I'm fucking gay
#and I treat a lady right lmao#kh tag#in response to seeing a bunch of people tag that one post with aqua#they're not wrong people do write her like that to get her out of the way#but I genuinely love her and would let her step on me#actually the only part of bbs I have strong feelings about if I'm being real#also I ship her with Cinderella sorry for the crack ship#also with me but I think I've made that clear
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literallyyyyyyy how was i anything other than a goner when u meet Dohalim like this. he wowed me then and he continues to wow me with his every move.
#speculation nation#video#toarise spoilers/#dohalim#imagine looking forward to the Lady Knight so much bc Strong Lady#but then the most beautiful man u have seen in ur life comes up. calls them on their shit.#then easily disarms their gunner when she tries to pull on him#looking FABULOUS all throughout might i add#i was a goner from the start. i will Never shut up about him#also dlfkjsldfkjdsf seeing the woman in red towards the beginning of the scene is like a fuckin jump scare#i did catch her presence in Balseph's room during one of his cutscenes but thought nothing of it#i Didnt catch her here. but sure enough there she is#she really has been there all along. it's fucking Creepy.#and especially her showing up before Fahria before the scene ended... shiiiiiiiiit#kjdflsdfjskldfj oh i am having so many thoughts and feelings. oh boy#Youtube
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I just found the Nilfgaardian camp in southeast Velen and I’m losing it? It’s got such a distinct and ominous vibe... this is so cool.
#it's just wild because it feels like an early-game type of place from the associated quest difficulty but it's so far from everything#also there's a follow up on that lady from white orchard i am so glad! i was wondering about that#god though every time i get back to wild hunt i get nostalgic for last summer when i first got into the witcher#something about the world is so fascinating to me and geralt is such an interesting character#he's got the monster-being-human appeal but also he's just a Guy?#he's like a normal human tinged with monstrosity and more heroism than he ought to have#and it's so... interesting#he isn't a dark broody character and while i think i limited him to his angst potential earlier he's such a complex fellow#i know fate is one of the big themes in the witcher but he honestly feels... like his role as a hero comes from his own internal code#and not fate... like he's just a normal dude with a strong moral code in my brain i don't know#but he really doesn't fit into any one archetype and i love that#geralt of rivia#geralt#wild hunt#the witcher#dante dicit#like guh i wanna reread the short stories again
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Imagine doing so much hard work and persevering through law school to have your failed tests advertised on the internet news. The bar is really hard; he’s not “cringe fail.” I am jealous of his ability to even attend college without committing suicide. He did a good job. Leave my dude the fuck alone.
I don’t care if they’re elites. If they’re elites; then make fun of them solely for being rich nepotism babies. There are non-elites who have failed the bar (or any important test) once or twice as well who will see this and feel bad about themselves.
#My uncle failed the bar I think three times before he passed and he’s a smart dude. It is extremely difficult#I respect anyone — even if they are an elite — who is capable and willing to put in that much mental work on anything#No one deserves to be ridiculed for moving past failure and trying again#That is a strength.#Or do we as a society only care about the “naturally smart” and “gifted?”#I’ve failed tests and retaken them before and so have you; should the internet ridicule us?#The SPED kids I work with very often don’t understand things the first the time around; should we ridicule them as well?#At what point do we stop judging people for their mistakes?#Also if the roles were reversed and the former princess took the bar three times; would you still say she were “cringe fail?”#or would you be too afraid of sounding “anti-feminist?”#Why? Is it because men are “supposed” to be smarter than women#and tasks that are “expected” from them would make a woman a “girlboss” for completing them?#or perhaps is it because we just don’t like men and think them creatures of lesser intellect worthy of our jeering and pet names?#Because I for one am androgynous and sick of the double standards. They help nobody#Don’t expect more from men than you do from women; don’t expect less from women than you do from men#That includes how one gender group speaks of and behaves around the other#It is the reason why a man feels he cannot physically fight a woman who is attacking him#because if he successfully defends himself he looks like an asshole; and if he fails he looks like a wimp#It is the reason women vastly underestimate and devalue their physical strength and resourcefulness as a tool#because men are the strong resourceful ones because it’s “in their biology”#Even though I am androgynous and would possibly love to be on testosterone#I don’t need testosterone or a man’s body to pull off great feats of strength and cunning and neither do you#Ladies! Build some determination: “I CAN do it and it WILL work because I fucking say so.”#Get angry. Mess your hair up. Break a nail. You are a durable physical beast put on this earth for more than looking pretty#You are meant to break a sweat. You are meant to do things that aren’t “ladylike” because women are STRONG. Physically#Men you are not less manly for enjoying housework; and ladies you are not less feminine for enjoying outdoor labor#Crush gender norms. Vive la résistance!
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"Maeve is capable of worming her way into a person's mind," Rowan said. "She likely knows who our allies are and might have already compromised them." He braced a hand on Goldryn's hilt, the warm metal a comforting touch. "We don't risk it."
Lorcan grunted his agreement.
Elide said, "Maeve doesn't know me or barely does. No one here would recognize me, especially if I can ... adjust my appearance. Like I did with spreading those lies about the Valg prince. I could try to get into the city tomorrow and see if there's anything to learn."
"No."
Lorcan's reply was a knife in the dark.
Elide said to him, cool and unfazed, "You're not my commander. You're not in my court."
She turned to Rowan. But he was.
He outranked her. Rowan tried not to recoil. Aelin had laid this upon him.
Lorcan hissed, "She doesn't know the city layout, doesn't know how to handle the guards
"Then we teach her," Gavriel cut in. "Tonight. We teach her what we know."
Lorcan bared his teeth. "If Maeve remains in Doranelle, she will sniff her out."
"She won't," Elide said.
"She found you on that beach," Lorcan snapped.
Elide lifted her chin. "I am going into that city tomorrow."
"And what are you going to do? Ask if Aelin Galathynius has been strutting about town? Ask if Maeve's available for high tea?" Lorcan's snarl ripped through the air.
Elide didn't back down for a heartbeat. "I'm going to ask after Cairn."
They all stilled. Rowan wasn't entirely certain he'd heard her correctly.
Elide steadily surveyed them. "Surely a young, mortal woman is allowed to inquire about a Fae male who jilted her."
Lorcan went pale as the moon above them.
"Elide." When she didn't reply, Lorcan whirled on Rowan. "We'll scout, there's another way to
Elide only said to Rowan, "Find Cairn, and we find Aelin. And learn if Maeve remains."
Fear no longer bloomed in Elide's eyes. Not a trace remained in her scent.
So Rowan nodded, even as Lorcan tensed.
"Good hunting, Lady."
#Chapter 21#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah J. Mass#Rowan Whitethorn#no spoilers please#first read#read with me#read along#notes and annotations in the tags - cause the lines - like: Fear no longer bloomed in Elide's eyes. — Maeve can worm her way in as a Valg#Rowan knew every path traveled and hidden into Doranelle. Both the lush kingdom and the sprawling city it had been named after.#Aelin had not broken yet. He knew it had felt it. It would likely be driving Maeve mad. — when she says I never broke and he says I know#and then his heart breaks knowing that she thought he thought she did#because Maeve would literally rather fight a demon than an Aelin that’s how strong our girl is#A fool's gamble but the only one they could make. — a fool for her#what do you mean Maeve’s cloaking ability’s and why does night curled sound like Mistward and how’s Emrys by the way#She was here. She'd been here the entire time. If they'd come directly to Doranelle- — Elide had known#Under the sliver of a moon the gray-stoned city was bathed in white wreathed in mist from the surrounding rivers and waterfalls.#where they’d once been in HoF last with the same prayers#Home. Or it had been.#For centuries they had known these people lived amongst them. Called them friends.#But were any aware who was held in their midst? Had they heard her screams? — Rowan your literally breaking my heart#His mountains. The place he'd once called home where that mountain house had stood until it had been burned.#and then he married the living matches girl#Aelin was down there. In that city. He knew it could feel it. — AGONY *hey google play AGONY*#The idea was abhorrent. Sleeping while Aelin was mere miles away. His ears strained as if he might pick up her screams on the wind. MY HEART#like a blanket of stars. — to keep her safe —to keep them from getting in — to keep her from getting out — Maeve at least knows she’s strong#They'd have to be clever. Cunning. — good thing that’s Elide’s Anniethblessed specialty#especially in the wake of the House of Whitethorn's betrayal in Eyllwe? — house of Whitethorn TERRASEN NOW YALL#You're not my commander. You're not in my court. She turned to Rowan. But he was. — Oh damn lady of Perranth#Ask if Aelin Galathynius has been strutting about town? Ask if Maeve's available for high tea? — YES — good hunting lady — Deanna?
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I've made this exact same post before but that scene where Ioann Antonovich goes "I saw a bird once. It was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen!" destroys me every single time
#i mean every single one of his scene destroys me tbh but this one really fuck me up#that and the one where his nanny thinks he gonna tell him so she tells him that death is a door to freedom and heaven#and then he has to go through about 10 years of even worst captivity#like what if i just died at this point?#seriously tho the fact that the actual ioann antonovich apparently never fully lost his mind is like...#it shows how strong the human mind can be but also that it's not always a good thing ya feel me?#anyway as awful as it sounds i genuinely believe that a quick death when he was a baby would have been so much more humane#also maybe i'm just naive but like...couldn't they just pay a servant who didn't knew the context to drop him at some orphenage or whatever#tell him he's the bastard son of some lady at court and send him free into the world#like dna test was absolutely not a thing and who the fuck is gonna recognize an adult who disappeared when he was under 2 years old?#even if he looked like his parents photography was not a thing and if he himself didn't knew about his parentage then what?#anyway he did died 260 years ago so it's a bit late for any of that but still!#tbh i'll never be over it so there's that
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