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so i made something ....
#but fr tho#this be feeling like an attack#still cannot process#the last shadowhunter#[inhumane screech]#the wicked powers#twp#tsc
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theyre soft your honour
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#okkotsu yuuta#inumaki toge#inuokko#inumaki#yuuta#fanart#jjk fanart#timelapse#long time no canon fits !!!#still having the time of my life playing with these brushes#i was just gna do a regular draws to slap on the ask i just got but i decided 2 record it last minute fgdgd#didnt know if an mp4 file would cooperate if i tried to put it under an ask so i played it safe#but know this is fr u anon <3#i ..... cannot believe i am continuing my streak from last night of Forgetting very key and very obvious design elements#last night it was yuuij's sukuna scars.... today it is inumaki's tattoos.......#smh im Slipping fr#breaking news tumblr user hinamie fake jjk fan And fake fanartist :C#its ok tho ! crisis averted!! me forgetting them may be caught in 4k but i Did catch myself before posting th video#that would have been tragic i would have been chased out of this fandom with pitchforks. i wld have been pelted with rocks#anyway i like this piece a lot i like them i like the black/white/blue#VERY happy i got yuuta's hair right without too much hassel#turns out i know how to draw and references r a godsend <3#oh also !!! @ the person who asked about my colouring process this is what i was talking abt re: painting with an underpaint layer#helps everything look cohesive :3
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Still hurting over this.
#fulfilling josh’s request to draw s3 art but at what cost.#I still cannot process it actually happened#jurassic world chaos theory#jurassic world camp cretaceous#jwct#jwct s3#jwct s3 spoilers#jwct spoilers#chaos theory spoilers#jwcc#jwct fanart#yasammy#yasmina x sammy#yasmina fadoula#sammy gutierrez#my art
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Fight me but the best version of the Ballad of the Witches Road is Agatha Through Time.
Maybe it’s the layered vocals, the exploration of time periods through costumes (a genius with such thoughtfulness that deserves a long post in itself), Kathryn Hahn just HANDING it to the world with her acting like “What??? How could this possibly happen???” In that moment the two felt inseparable, it was so undeniable and palpable that THIS character is her creation, her passion and love, all the while doing it with such ease. Agatha is oozing charisma and power and treachery as we watch her cover and bury her pain of losing Nicky and betrayal by Rio as the centuries fly by.
Compared to the rest of the episode, where saw her at her tenderest, loving, and eagerest, we are physically watching a mask build. The wound doesn’t heal but is hidden as Agatha Harkness hardens into a new persona that disguises the ugly, gaping, scared memory that is her son and ex lover. By the time the song reaches the present, her current coven, it feels that much more fake and egregiously performative than the act itself already is. Or rather, Agatha does.
Musically it feels so charged and layered, voices building out from familiar ones as you realize just how expansive this has become, just how many witches have fallen into Agatha’s scheme. Like every witch who ever participated is being heard. It also has this unexpected playful element, like little bells in the chorus as Agatha (dressed in the iconic 1940’s ensemble) does a little shimmy with the music. A reminder that despite being this large, building, impactful crescendo, to Agatha? This is still all a game. The voices convey a raw wanton desire to run, to seize fistfuls of time and power.
Or maybe…it’s the realization that it HAS been Agatha All Along
#I also love that despite all the singers Patti LuPone still DOMINATES the vocals#you cannot harness Patti LuPone nor should you#I’m still processing this show can you tell?#agatha harkness#agatha all along#agatha all along spoilers#marvel#mcu#kathryn hahn#aaa#agathaallalong#hahndavision
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For what it's worth, I think Campaign 3 suffers when compared to, to put it bluntly, pretty much anything else Critical Role has ever put out, as well as most actual play that I've watched/listened to. But I think it uniquely suffers when juxtaposed with a narrative that says "if you do not make rapid decisions you and others around you will die; if you spend too much time whining about how it's unfair that you are called to make these decisions, including ones that might challenge you, you and others around you will die; and if you do not above all prioritize community and deal with threats to that community - and expand your understanding of community to be a very broad one - you will be destroyed." It was jarring and hypocritical to watch Campaign 3's defenders who had been calling for the gods to be slaughtered for much of the campaign suddenly spin around and praise Bells Hells for finding [having handed to them] the nonviolent option because that's actually always the best one, don't you know; and I think EXU Divergence challenges not just that ideal but the concept that there's a universal solution. Sometimes the right thing is to hide; sometimes it's necessary to commit violence to prevent further violence. Sometimes the right thing is to secretly eat some of the cheese yourself to prevent you from dying; sometimes it's to be on the lookout for someone trying to take more of their share in a resource-limited community and to stop them. Sometimes the right thing is to carry others; sometimes it's to give them to someone stronger and more able. And above all, many of these choices will be extremely unfair and difficult and put you at risk, and you do still have to make them, and soon.
#literally having 7 days between UGH do we HAVE to go to the summit to help the ruidians they won't let this chick i met 3 minutes ago in#to i will carry two children who are not mine through the wildnerness without having eaten in days#is an absolute BRUTAL and unavoidable comparison#cr spoilers#exu divergence#really this brushes up against one of my personal ideals/frustrations with Tumblr's Morality Culture (TM)#of the it's not fair/make it fair: there are times when that's true (leveling playing fields and accounting for opportunity)#but also unfair shit will happen every day even in a near-utopia and it cannot be stopped#and also the process of making things fair can be long and difficult and you still need to do stuff in the meantime.
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to bloom under an artificial sun
#nobody expects the rarepair inquisition#replinami#repliku#naminé#kingdom hearts#kh#chain of memories#kh com#khcom#kingdom hearts chain of memories#riku replica#replica riku#namine#khposting#my art#give it up for doomed knight x slightly less doomed lady!#ok i know it’s not that rare but like. it sure isn’t something i see people post about very often#and definitely not what i usually post about#i had a series of weird emotions that somehow culminated in obsessing over chain of memories for several days and coming out of it w this#me? drawing? even when doing bad? that’s crazy man i think i might be beating my artblock finally#anyway y’all they mess me up. what if you were fake and you loved someone who was also fake 👍#what if it was all a lie but it was YOUR lie. so you were gonna cherish it anyway#what if you were happy enough with your lot in life even if it was so so sad and little#aurgh#in my beautiful mind repliku is still alive and well. i literally cannot process that he’s probably gone forever#he’s alive and real and they’re happy#listen nomura if you don’t want him i’ll take him. i’ll even give him a new redesign#anyway i spent 11 and a half hours on this i hope somebody appreciates it idk. this was a challenge
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I know this is just a silly bad quality random screencap of a screencap that I found on facebook lol, BUT it's a succinct enough image to easily describe the concept in a quick/accessible way hopefully :

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(and of course, feel free to elaborate in tags, etc.! (especially elaborating about other senses as well.. can you "hear" in your mind just as well as you can "see"? taste? etc.) It's an interesting topic to me, as someone who's like a 4.5 at MOST lol. I'm curious what option will be the most common :0c )
#tumblr polls#hrmm... a little poll perhaps.. about a subject I find interesting.. since this image came across my facebook today#still really not feeling that well. no longer shaking violently and such but I still feel weird and weak much more than usual#They did say my markers for like infection or inflammation were elevated but that they werent sure of the cause so hopefully#it's nothing too serious. they did also say a lot of different things can cause that thing to be higher than normal but didn't go into spec#fics of what. maybe some of them are relatively benign or something. I still havent felt much back to normal since#I got really sick that one time though. I feel fine on and off but then little bouts of feeling weird and sick happen. hrmmm#ANYWAY.. looking for small ways to be productive. such as little doodles on evil ipad or editing game videos#or posting polls or cat pictures or some other like not very labor intensive things#I WISH I COULD FOCUS on writing HHRGGhh... I need to finish my game.. it would be so freeing.. a project that's been looming#over my head for like 5 years even though througouht that 5yrs I've probably spent a total of 3 months working on it lo.. ANYWAY#I still partially really cannot beleive that people CAN see stuff in their heads. There's always part of me that's thinking like. well mayb#e everyone DOES see the same exact thing but we just describe/conceptualize it so differently that we think we're talking about#different things when we're really not. But I have been assured by people I've talked to about it that they can GENUINELY really see#stuff in their heads like as vivid as an actual picture in real life or something. And the other senses are neat too. Like for exmaple I#can hear in my head much better than I can see imagery. I still CANNOT hear vividly like as if I were listening to actual music out loud..#but I think it's developed more than my sight. AND interesting how this varies the creative process. a friend I was talking to on the phone#said they write by literally just watching stuff play before them like a movie. where my process is COMPLETELY different. AND that affects#the content/what details we focus on as well as our individual styles of writing have differences that can be traced back to that.. hrmm
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could i know about elise hug? :]
Im not on my laptop so i can take the sketch screens (´•̥ω•̥`)
But in summary it's a small analysis on Mori & the exploration of his relationship with Chuuya in the mafia. It will take place between the days Dazai left.
Chuuya being unwell & Mori wanting to comfort him but being unable to do so for his status & image as boss of the port mafia, so instead Elise will be the one that goes give Chuuya the hug, since she has the liberty to do so.
#ask game#wip game#I like the idea that Elise can portray Mori's emotions when Mori cannot because his position force him to mask them#I will make Chuuya looks absolutely wrecked but trying to compose himself & work because he is a workaholic#& Mori obviously noticing & staying in place as Elise peaks out behind him & goes to comfort Chuuya with the hug#The small acknowledgement & understanding that Chuuya knows it's Mori & just like a small moment got both#they are unable to break or have an actual process of grief from Dazai's betrayal. but they can still have that small moment between them#which make them feel a little less alone
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Babygirl why are you sitting like that
#He still cannot process!!! Hard stuff!!!!!#emotionally stunted 29yo Cannot Solve old jeezer's existential crisis more at eleven#finn mertens#finn the human#adventure time#adventure time fionna and cake#fionna and cake spoilers#btw im just calling him Babygirl bcause of the meme ok
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Also we picked out a release date. It is sooner than you guys think
#text#the crew has been beta testing and helping me find errors and such in transcripts and the sort#once the lore page is done- which won't take long- and ive corrected all these little errors All Systems Are A Go.#if there are errors we missed in the testing process don't worry- there is a bug report page you can submit issues you see or run into!#its so fucking weird how TANGIBLE this is. like. its right fucking here we're here i literally cannot believe it#all these months of working 😭😭😭 it felt like it would never end#kind of sad that this was still shorter than the v2 hiatus :sideeye:#site revamp devlog
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can you believe he just looks like that irl?
credit: @/xiaogongzhu_99 on twt
#ateez#ateezedit#ateezlovenet#atzsource#ultkpop#kpopccc#malegroups#hongjoong#kim hongjoong#igm.gif#mine:atz#p: concert#meganbyte#tuserjazzy#lunanuggets#heyiri#blueberryshay#userkngld#dreamytag#literally cannot believe he's real omg my brain hasn't processed it still
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How do you go about finding/reading fics?
Personally, when I get into something, I'll go through a list of fanfic sites and read all the summaries and pick what sounds interesting, then every few weeks I observed the tag again if I'm still interested. Sometimes I stumble upon them on tumblr, iirc thats how I found yours. Art -> Fic.
Now, while I haven't finished the new Mond murder quest, lack of voices and the weird ost for the trial put me off a tad, I don't have a decent idea of Dahlia but still shouldn't really be all that surprised at the Dahlia/Venti but there are so many in so little time, god speed.
it depends on my investment in the ship. when i first start i just go to the ao3 ship tag and scroll down in order of most recent. if the chronological order is too slow to get new interesting fics for my rate of reading, then i sort by bookmarks in a separate tab and go down the list, checking back in on the chronological order every once in a while
i don't touch any other sites nowadays unless i'm really desperate. i just know that if i go to wattpad i'm gonna end up both frustrated and just reading can't eat love again for the like. nth time.
#i did finish paralogism. it went pretty much as expected for an albedo-centric storyline#you all know i'm not the biggest mondstadt fan so#i know it was supposed to all be an [spoilers] but god. the fact that nobody in the audience seemed to protest the proceedings anyway#like that was supposed to be normal#i cannot believe mondstadts judicial process is worse than fontaine's#why are you the us of a. why are you consistently built like this. and they want me to like you??????????#as always alice was the highlight of the event#actually the city defense sequence was nice i gotta give them that. i think my only problem was uh#the prayer circle didn't work so i'm still daydreaming abt the natlan remake. and i did think it'd make sense for there to be like#something like that. so to see it in-game as always rarely meassures up to expectations#like why were there no npcs whatsoever. the city felt uber empty i didn't really feel much urgency lmao#but that's probably on me bc i figure the rest of you hadn't had expectations for a sequence like that so#the dahlia venti ship came out of left field for me but i've just accepted that i'm never gonna get most mondstadt ships#that once again is prob on me for not caring enough abt mondstadt so i hardly read their profile and abouts#dahlia is fine he's just whatever to me. his voice direction and the fact he's extremely mond church associated#and that his kit is also kinda whatever like. here a hydro option for if you want eshu or you want skirk#none of that is helping him i'm afraid. but i don't think i dislike him he's just whatever to me. i'm gonna forget he exists in two patches#anyway yeah sorry for the rambles#funnily enough the muteness has been making quests easier to get through LMAO
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hello cc folks does anyone else get like deeply uncomfortable and upset when modern/post-2021 entertainment media (tv shows, youtube vids, music, etc.) mentions/talks about covid because it is never ever ever covid conscious/competent. covid needs to be talked about so much more but i have rarely seen it done in a way that doesn't make me literally want to throw up
#all of my irls and other cc ppl i know are the opposite so sometimes i feel like im losing it. alas. what can you do in these conditions#if the song says the word covid i have to drop it immediately. 'during the pandemic' in anything makes me instantly drop whatever#because i know we're not on the same level about anything so i just can't process it. youre living in an entirely different world#also seeing content from people in 2020-2021 pretending to give a shit about us and knowing they gave up is worse. honestly#i just cannot take deluded ableist people seriously at all it has ruined so many things for me#immunocompromised#covid#still coviding#covid conscious#idk what tags people use#trolls kill yourself#etc#its just so hard loving media and creators knowing that everyone involved wants you dead. like i dont know how to cope with that at all
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I AMFOJ G TO PASS OUT
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The beginning is the end is the beginning…

New, tear-jerker comm for Chapter 45 Streets of Gold 🥹
Here is the very first scene I envisioned; this is where it all began, though it was the end. See my Ch 45 end notes for the dissertation on this piece 😆
THANK YOU, Sin (ratinthemud on X) for bringing this magical moment to life 🙏♥️🥲
#obikin#fanart#streets of gold#chapter 45#the reunions#I cannot believe how perfect this is#still processing after 2 days
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i cannot believe i am bucktommy posting tonight yall i was not mentally prepared for them to fuck in eddies house what do you MEAN
#they are not holding back in season 8b jesus#i am still processing eveything that happened this ep but cannot get over the fact they brought tommy back for this plot line#tommy really said the competition is gone and duh eddie is GAY#i honestly have no idea where this season is going now and ive never been more excited#they said no boring episodes this second half of the season#how are yall functioning coz i am delirious#911 abc#911 spoilers#bucktommy#evan buck buckley#tommy kinard#buddie#eddie diaz#911 abc spoilers#911 season 8b#pre buddie canon
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