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HOLY shit internet be DAMNED what the fuck anyways
I had a dream last night featuring this guy and I am inclined to believe his look is influenced by Gummigoo/the gummigang
I'm 90% sure he's supposed to be soup because I remember making soup in my dream after walking on a downhill road from a "road trip" and encountering a kitchen, and he was born from that soup that was in the pot (he opened his eyes and smiled at me, then he slid out of the pot and took his form)
and then I woke up
I have no name for him yet but he's a very soupy boi, if anyone's got name recommendations shoot it my way
#digital art#sketch#drawing#doodle#oc#my art#artists on tumblr#Ziku's insane rambles#crazy how half my OCs stem from dreams#my mind is an enigma when I am asleep
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There was a tiny silly part of my dream last night where there was a Doctor Who stage play (for some reason), and it was with Ten and Donna. In it, the Doctor loses his voice somehow and now must try to communicate with Donna while not being able to speak. When initially trying to tell Donna what happened, he attempts charades. To start off, he points to himself, to which Donna replies "David Tennant wannabe" and the audience laughs as the Doctor looks down at himself, runs a hand through his hair, and signals a stage hand to bring a mirror on stage to check out his whole body. It was silly, and I wish my brain could've come up with more than that.
#doctor who#tenth doctor#10th doctor#donna noble#david tennant#catherine tate#it came to me in a dream#this might stem from the fact that i found david and catherine's 2011 performance of Much Ado About Nothing#and ive watched it at least three times in the past week#at least the dream scene wasnt in shakespearian english#that wouldve been a time
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I now have a headcanon for Scar that he loves to do different handicrafts because I take him as the type of person who wants to try everything anything artsy. Any days when he feels like not doing any building, be it because he is feeling lazy, uninspired, or wants to take a break, or it feels painful to even walk he would get on doing handicrafts instead. So he tries knitting, wood carving, diy crafts, origami, pottery, weaving, jewelry making even, etc etc. He's not particularly trying to be good at any of them, just that he's doing handicrafts as a therapeutic experience. Which is hard at times when he can't help but be critical of what he does, but he learns how to be patient with himself and separate it from building. The only handicrafts he really takes effort to make are wooden canes, since he does use them and really learned how to craft them to suit him. He loves to customize them with intricate carvings, maybe put a little bit of vex magic, decorate it with gold or diamonds. And of course constructing cat trees and little furniture for jellie. since he seems to be the gift giving type of person, most of his gifts are handmade, made with love and care every hermit could cry at how the gift really suits them and shows how scar is a really good friend.
#goodtimeswithscar#hermitcraft#loving scar#headcanon#this stems from wip comic im doing for desertduo#me?? projecting a bit abt my dream on pursuing other creatives than just drawing??? noooo#third life#he's not only mr goodtimes he's also mr goodateverything
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His Gay Ass is NOT Stargazing!!!
Quackity and Wilbur stood atop the Las Nevadas Needle. Quackity was gazing at the beautiful night sky above them, but Wilbur’s gaze wandered elsewhere.
He found himself observing the man beside him.
How long had it been since they put aside their petty squabbles and were at peace with one another? And what’s more is that for Wilbur that peace had developed into a sort of fondness, maybe even more than a fondness.
Wilbur’s heart tugged as he stared at the man next to him. His beanie that he never seemed to leave home without was crooked on his head. His long hair was darker than the night sky. His golden wings shone brighter than all the stars in the sky. The more he observed the man before him the more his heart ached. He sucked up his pride and rested his hand upon the shorter man’s hand, an invitation for more.
“Wilbur, have you ever danced with someone?” He asked, still gazing at the sky.
Memories flashed across Wilbur’s vision. He recalled dancing in L’manberg beside the fire with Niki, Tommy, and Fundy while Tubbo and Jack sang a song of freedom. He remembered a spark of joy amidst the sadness in Pogtopia when he and Tommy dragged Techno from his potato farm and danced to their heart's content. He thought in fondness about dancing on the beach in Logsteadshire with Tommy. He realized that dancing had always been a time when he felt alive.
“Wil?”
Wilbur snapped from his pleasant thoughts and looked at Quackity, who was gazing at him expectantly.
“Why? Are you offering me a dance?” He asked with a grin.
“Maybe I am…” He extended a hand out to Wilbur. “Only if you’ll have me.”
Wilbur takes the hand offered to him.
The dance is slow and sweet. Wilbur rests his head on Quackity’s shoulder letting him lead the dance.
Wilbur feels alive.
#tntduo#tntduo fic#wilbur soot#quackity#quackbur#dream smp#i don't know what to tag this#i don't typically write things but I wanted to share this lil drabble#also idk what to title it it kinda stemmed from the image in my pinned sooo#rachel writes#< new tag I guess
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Wylan: I had that dream again where Im a pterodactyl but I cant fly very well so all the other pterodactyls called me a ‘terribledactyl’ and dinosaur laughed at me 🙁
#jesper desperately trying not to laugh because while its funny on the surface#he knows it stems from wylan being mocked for not being able to read#silly dream is a manifestation of underlying ouchy#of not being able to do something which seems to come naturally to everyone else#but jes isnt going to point that out incase wylan hasnt made the connection#jesper just reassures him he would be a greatdactyl#wesper#in the tags? does that count?#wylan van eck#soc#soc incorrect quotes#six of crows
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oh i was just reminded that u can go to school abroad
#chat do we think going to school abroad would make me lose my mind or do we think it'd be good for me#im considering adding some schools outside of the us into my list of programs to consider#there seem to be more masters n phd programs of what i want out of the us. here i can only find a few good solid ones most r minors#and certificates n i dont care for those im going all in. ideally would be able to go straight to doctorate but not all of the programs#i rlly like will allow it w/o a masters#anyway i feel like i am terribly neurotic abt things and there is a nonzero chance that studying abroad would kill me but i also feel like#good deal of my issues stem from living w my family. which can be fixed w leaving. and programs abroad r cheaper. but also id have to get#a whole ass situation set up unless i want to stay in dorms. which i dont. but i also feel like it could be fun idk#also i keep having dreams where for whatever reason i live in australia. that has nothing to do w anything but australia sounds fun#and there's a program over there im looking into
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New Age AU (Bad Dreams)
Woah!! Bet you guys weren't expecting this one!!! (<- no but fr Idk if this one was even a drabble I mentioned wanting to do to anyone besides Ancha lmao-)
Regardless, here's a drabble that takes place a few months after Dream's exile!
(Hello @ancha-aus @papiliovolens and @mutzelputz !!!)
It was quiet.
So dreadfully quiet.
The stone walls felt suffocating, and the darkness was too overwhelming. Even the light of his own magic wasn't enough to ward off the sickly feeling crawling up his spine and over his shoulders.
Roaving like clammy hands, clinging to his bones and threatening to drag him away.
He couldn't take this anymore.
It took effort, one hand over the other, eyes on the rest of the room he'd been placed in for now. One bed instead of two. His legs felt like jelly as he tugged them over the edge.
His feet landed in his sandals not a moment later, and he shoved away from the soft mattress which felt nothing like his own.
Hid eyelights lingered on the bottom of the frame. The shadow there, not reached by the little orb of emotion which hovered beside him, providing light to the barren room.
Perhaps, he feared something would crawl out of those shadows. Tendrils. Pointed and waving. Grasping. Creeping along the floor.
He took a shaking breath.
Another.
He had to at least be able to breathe.
Dream's legs carried him unceremoniously to one of the chairs located in the room where he'd abandoned his cloak.
It was too big on him, the gold and yellow meant for the form the prophecy would have provided him with. He'd taken it with him anyways.
He tugged it over his shoulders, abd the heavy weight smothered him. In a way, it warded off that chill. Just enough to give him the courage to hurry to the door and slip outside.
The hall felt colder than the room.
And almost quieter.
It was nothing like home. With servants and guards bustling about at all hours. With the gentle hum of his mother's magic pulsing through the walls. With his brother's-
No.
He couldn't think about that now.
He padded along through the empty halls. He still shook, but the longer he was in motion the more momentum he gained.
Dream moved swiftly through these unfamiliar and unfriendly halls, until he arrived at a familiar door.
A servant entrance, which he had only noticed because he'd heard horses somewhere beyond as it briefly opened during his first tour. He hated to use it, but he knew guards would be at the main exits.
So, carefully, he entered the space which held it.
A kitchen, of sorts. Piled high with the dishes yet to be cleaned, and with food stores which would last an army a century, tucked away into every shelf.
A part of him wondered what they even did with so much hidden away, but to be honest, he didn't care enough.
He pushed through the door with little effort, and felt a sense of relief rush over him as his sandals landed in damp, earthy grass.
A glance down revealed it had been stamped over hundreds of times by weary servants, so it was flat and lame, but he didn't let that bother him much. He was outside again.
Dream had been feeling suffocated in that stupid building. Out here it felt like that horrid shadow, haunting him, knew not to tread too closely in his wake.
The wind tugged at his overly-large cloak as he stood there a moment. The door swung shut behind him.
The sky, the stars, he felt like he was saying hello to an old friend met in a distant place.
Only a moment later he shook his skull free of his momentary relief. He had to keep moving. Had to do this now.
His eyelights skimmed the dark, and he extinguished his orb. The moon was more than bright enough to illuminate the place he was searching for.
The stables.
As he traversed the open lawn, he noticed. It too was different from the one he knew so well. It was smaller, and had closed outer walls. The doors were huge, and seemed to swing out like any other door. It would not slide like his own used to.
As he reached the entrance, he gently tugged it open. It gave way easily, and he slipped in, expecting to be plunged into the darkness of yet another enclosed building.
Yet... inside it seemed only a bit more shadowed.
The stalls were largely swathed in darkness, but a thin strip of light illuminated the alley between each part of the stalls. There was a skylight above, open air, that was letting the moonlight filter down.
The way it fell, it might's been just past midnight.
Dream moved forward, carefully and quietly. He didn't want to startle the horses. Most of them seemed to be resting just like the rest of the castle. Last thing he needed was to startle one of them.
While he needed to find one awake to keep going, maybe it was better that he not find one. Maybe...
Nope.
Fate must adore him.
There, a few stalls ahead, a movement. Through the space, a horse's head suspended from its thick neck extended majestically into the moonlight nearing its stall.
It seemed to shift, to get a look at him, before settling.
Dream was gentle in his approach, but fast. His hands were shaking now as he approached the horse.
A beautiful, clean white. Little freckles of blond dotting its muzzle and forehead. It was gorgeous.
It stayed still as Dream came close and reached out his hands. They trembled, and he wished he'd worn his gloved. He hated to see his bare bones in the moonlight.
The horse softly nuzzle its nose into his hand.
And sneezed.
Dream squeaked in surprise, recoiling away a bit. He tried to stay calm, if only to keep the horse from panicking, but it just snorted as it stared at him.
Of course he'd get horse-snot on his bare hands, and-
"Excuse you, miss." Came a playful, full voice.
Dream, this time, was less calm.
Why was there a voice? Who was down here?
His emotions must've broadcasted. As he stepped backwards into the moonbeam, the mare whinnied and realed back nervously, and there was a hum of surprise from within the stall.
Frozen in place, he watched as a faint movement, aside from the large shadow of the horse, rose from inside the stall.
Glowing.
Eyes turned to him. Eyelights, like his, a wide and curious sky blue.
And then they drew closer, and where the mare once extended her neck to him, now stood a monster he starkly recognized.
"Oh, Prince Dream?" It was Blue, the squire of the knight who'd been assigned to watch over Dream, "What a surprise! I wasn't expecting to find anyone else up so late, is there anything I can do to assist you?"
Blue was smiling. Dream could taste it. His confusion, which was quickly overtaken by a general joy.
The skeleton wasn't dressed down at all, despite presumably having been knelt in a horse's pen for some reason. His squires armor, largely padded and cloth, hung well on his frame, and part of Dream wished he could see more that just the Knight's arms and shoulders peeking over the stall door along with his skull.
"I- I wasn't expecting anyone to be up tonight either." He replied, dumbly, "I was- was just taking a stroll. Couldn't sleep."
It was a weak excuse. An excuse literally anyone could see through-
"Ah, I see!" Blue's voice cut off his thoughts before they could run away, "You know, you should really try the tea that my master drinks before bed. It always knocks him out, cold turkey!"
Dream was... bewildered.
Blue turned away from him for a moment, disappearing into the shadows of the stall, but his voice did not hesitate.
"I'm sure he wouldn't mind sparing a bit for you, Prince Dream! After all, it's our job as knights and knights-to-be to care for our benefactors!"
Dream could hear a bit of movement behind his words, and a few moments later Blue returned to the front of the stall. He used one arm to support himself as he hopped over the small gate, the mare trailing in his wake to watch once again.
He seemed entirely unphased, carrying tools in his other hand, moving to a hanging leather bag hung on a nail in one of the support beams and dumping the items inside.
"If you like, I could escort you back inside and make you a cup?"
Blue was still speaking, with little hesitation.
Dream felt like the squires voice was rattling around in his skull. An overwhelming amount of sound for the quiet he'd just arrived from, and quite different from the sounds he'd been searching for.
Like the chirping of bugs, the sounds of rustling leaves, the pounding of a horse's hooves heavy on the ground as he made his daring escape from this place he did not know.
"Ah, Prince! It seems Marigold managed to get you a bit dirty, I apologize on her behalf!" Blue was a lot closer. "Please, allow me!"
A lot closer.
Dream flinched as he felt soft, worn gloves cup his palms from underneath.
His focus had been far off, elsewhere, but now he watched as the skeleton a bit shorter than him gently used a clean rag he must've grabbed to towel away the remnants of the horse's gunk left on his hands.
Blue was entirely focused on his task, and Dream felt entranced by the action. It felt like his non-existant gut was attempting to mimic a writhing snake.
When Blue finally seemed content, he hummed and grinned to himself.
Even through is thick gloves, Dream had been close enough. To taste it. There was not a single hint of malice lingering in this squires soul. He was so sweet. Unbearably so. He'd barely met any souls with such a pure slate of emotions laid bare.
"P-prince Dream?! Are you alright? I'm- I'm so sorry, did I grab your hands too hard?" Blue's voice once again dragged him back to reality.
A tinge of fear in the air, and the cold rapidly claiming his hands once again.
He looked away from his hands, now abandoned by the squire who'd been keeping them warm. He had backed up by a few paces, and had his head bowed, but Dream could still see his skull was tilted. An eyelight observing him.
Guilt.
Why...
Dream all at once pulled his hands up to his cheekbones. His freezing fingertips gently rimmed the bottom edge of his sockets, and all at once he understood.
He'd started crying. Like a weakling.
He knew this feeling all too well. The tears which used to come to him when Nightmare would be sent back to his own bed by their mother. When she found Night comforting him after a night terror. His aura was always so calming.
He hadn't had Night at all, lately. Maybe that was why he hadn't shed tears yet. Until tonight, of course.
"No- no. It's nothing you did." Dream hurried to say, though he hated his voice for warbling.
He tucked his hands tightly into his cloak, and took a single shaking breath.
And then stepped to the side, and sunk down against the stall gate of the mare named Marigold.
She didn't startle as the wood shifted under Dream's weight, and settled again against the tick hay coating the bottom of the stall.
In this moment, Dream didn't care how bad it smelled, or how dirty he was getting his perfect coronation cloak, or anything. He didn't care that his perfect white bones were digging into old, splintered wood, or that his cheekbones pressed to damp planks.
He didn't care about the squire who saw.
Dream knew he couldn't risk going back to the castle, sockets full of tears. Not like this. So he'd have to fry it out here and risk the squires rumor mill in the morning.
He sniffled as he let the cold sink into the thin silk cloth which covered his legs, closing his sockets miserably in the darkness.
He heard boot-steps, and sunk a bit lower into himself as they drew softly nearer.
Though, they stopped a short distance away, and the weight of the gate shifted again, as sonething denser leaned against it.
Marigold snorted in what Dream imagined was annoyance, and he heard her hooves disappear somewhere deeper into shadow.
.
It was silent as Dream let his tears flow. Shoulder dug into his cheek, folded in on himself like a sort of ragdoll. Sniffles were the only thing which broke that awkward quiet.
But this silence too, was deeply uncomfortable. It was as though his moments of peace were little more than ploys to administer more distress into his mind.
The moment he could no longer stand his self-imposed quiet, he shifted.
And squinted in the darkness.
And found that, just before him, was the side of that squire.
There, back pressed to the stall door, sat Blue. He wasn't looking at Dream. The prince noticed that in one hand he held hid signature weapon, that comically large Warhammer. His eyes seemed focused, skimming the stalls. Watching over Dream's form to the doors far from where he'd turned his back.
Was... was the squire watching over him?
Normally when he threw a tantrum like this, his sorrow would seep into the air around him. He was able to drive off all the servants and soldiers. Very few would linger. Struck by an intense misery.
"Squire Blue?" Dream's voice felt hoarse and wet, remnants of the emotion that had built up inside him.
The young man's eyelights darted to the side, to look at Dream as he was called.
This time he remained silent, his expression still focused.
Dream knew this was stupid, he- "Why did you stick around?" He asked. "It's your master's duty to babysit me, not yours."
It was true. Only the Knight had orders to watch over him. And Dream knew he didn't much like the job.
For that man, there was no honor in trailing a young monster like Dream. Even if he was the son of Nim, Dream was no longer a crown prince. He was exiled. An outcast.
The question seemed to linger in the air a moment, before Blue's browser furrowed.
"Well, I believe you are sad, and it must be a type of sadness which is very hard to fight away, as you are very strong." He spoke, though the chipper tone was something softer now. Encouraging? "So as you fought your battle, I wished to stay by your side and dissuade any enemies from the outside. I could not abandon you."
He said it as though Dream was really fighting something. Inside himself.
That wasn't it at all. He'd been running away from that thing biting at him. Clawing at his heels and clogging his throat. That made him want to run away and never come back.
"I-" Was he really going to do this? "I had a bad dream, Squire Blue."
He felt like a child, confessing to his nanny that he had broken a vase in the hall.
"My brother used to comfort me, from these terrors. But- but I cannot see him anymore. He-" He choked up again, "People are saying he was jealous of me, when he took the crown, but he wasn't. He was afraid. And he cast me out and exiled me to this place!"
If he weren't so focused on trying to contain his voice, he would've been impressed at how unmoving Blue's face remained, amongst the swarm of emotions breaking through Dream's thinly-kept barrier.
"He was afraid, and I am alone, and this I'd not how it should be! Someone, something, scared him into acting out and sending me away and- and here I am. Crying in a stable like a child due to a bad dream, hundreds of miles away from my twin!"
He threatened to curl in on himself again, but he stopped himself when he saw the way that Blue looked at him. Knowingly.
"You know, it is not nearly the same, but I too am separated from my brother." Blue spoke up. Though, he was smiling?
Dream hummed in confusion, tired from his confession.
"He's younger than me, stayed in our home village as part of the city guard. He's the coolest..." He sounded almost wistful, "When I chose to start my apprenticeship I was told I would have to move away, and live here." He lamented.
Dream hated to taste the bittersweet tang of melancholy wafting softly away from Blue.
"Don't... don't you miss him?" Dream muttered, "Don't you want to run away and be with him again?" That was what Dream would do.
Blue laughed gently, a charming little 'Mweh!' That warmed Dream's soul.
"Of course!" He admitted, "But, my brother was my biggest supporter, and if I don't become a knight, then my time away will have been for nothing."
A brother giving unwavering support. Like Nighty.
"It sounds like you treasure your brother, Prince Dream," Blue said, then, "Might I ask about what you think of him?"
Oh.
That's right.
Since he left, he'd only been piling negative atop negative about his brother, making an impossibly long list in his head.
"My brother..." Dream breathed, almost a whisper. "He was-" He stopped, "is the most devoted, kindest, gentlest soul I've ever known."
He couldn't help but think of when they were children. When they had first gotten their masks, and Nightmare had recieved the smooth, rounded owl face. He'd looked so adorable and kind, lavender eyelights wide with joy.
Dream remembered seeing the grin on his twin's face when he'd let Dream press the cold wood to his own face. No doubt it had been cuter on Nightmare.
"He's so smart... he loves reading, and his studies, and always knew how to help me when I'd make trouble in the castle."
The days when Dream was seven or eight, tripping around the halls at night, wet paint on his new shirt because he'd tripped and nudged a new mural his mother had commissioned. It had been wet.
Nightmare had found him and dragged him back to their room, where he'd pulled the shirt off of Dream and immediately set about cleaning it.
He said he'd watched their babysitter do it a hundred times and he'd learned. Dream had claimed the work was beneath them, but Nighty had shot back, asking if he'd rather be caught with stained clothes by the adults. That was the last thing he'd wanted, so he'd sat and watched Night scrub away at the stain in the tub with a few bottles of who knows what and water until it was practically brand-new. By morning it was dry, as though nothing had ever happened.
"And- and he always knew when I was sad. He'd come sit with me, and we'd hug and- and nothing came between us."
Until that day, of course.
That day when Dream was practicing his speech and Nightmare had rushed into the lounge to stand before him. Nightmare's skull had been sweaty, his eyelights pinpricks. He had a scroll clutched to his chest, and a hunch to his shoulders. He'd been afraid. Dream had tasted it like a sour lemon on his tongue, and had gone on high alert.
Only for Nightmare to start babbling to him. Stammering about the prophecy and a curse and some sort of discovery. A warning.
All that Dream had caught after asking him to slow down, was that Nightmare was begging him not to go through with his coronation ceremony. That he'd found a dire omen in the library about some sort of bloodshed. Some horrible price to pay.
Dream had tried to reassure him. That it was just a mean prank, that he and everyone else would be fine. Perfectly safe.
Nightmare had left the room dejected, practically in tears, and had rushed off. If Dream had known better, he would've gone and hammered it into his twin's skull that the prophecy was safe. That he didn't have to taint his own body to protect Dream from some make-believe threat.
Dream sighed a bit, and raised one hand to his face. He rubbed his palm along his sockets, swiping away magical residue from his tears.
He wasn't any less sad, but it felt less explosive.
"Your twin sounds very nice, Prince Dream. I do understand why you would like to see him again." Blue spoke softly.
His smile was boisterous again, and Dream couldn't help himself from allowing a gentle smile to worm onto his own expression.
"I cannot let you leave, that would not allow me to protect you, but if you wish to talk again, I am often an open ear!" He suggested, "You seem less sad after talking."
Hmm.
This might have been the first time in the history of his life, he realized, that he had someone his age really speak with him.
Blue was different from the noble children and the new guards and servants back home. It was something kind. Perhaps it was that he didn't truly understand just who Dream was. Who he was meant to be.
Maybe- maybe he'd like to keep it that way a bit longer.
"Trying to flee on horseback was a silly idea anyhow." He mused, "Would you be bothered if I still took your offer? For tea, that is?"
The joy that flooded through Blue was almost contagious, and he quickly popped up from where he'd been seated, letting his hammer shimmer away into the air beside him.
Then he turned to dream, and extended a gloved hand to him.
Dream took it after a moment, and he was swiftly tugged to his feet too, shaky as a newborn foal. Cold and damp and smelly.
But Blue didn't seem to notice, nor was he bothered. Not by the dirt that coated Dream's cloak or the smear of mud which had gotten onto his skull.
Blue escorted him back out to the grounds, and Dream saw my the moon that he'd hardly spent an hour in that stable. It was still plenty dark.
As the squire began to move towards the main path, Dream tugged his armor and guided him instead to the little servant door, and Drean was rewarded for his sneaky tactics with another 'Mweh!' of excitement.
Blue held the door, and Dream hurried into the kitchen. Then from there, Blue led them through servant corridors that Dream had never known existed. Blue was careful to check over his shoulder every few steps. Maybe he was worried about losing Dream in the twists and turns?
And then, as though hitting a brick wall, they found themselves in the private barracks of the knights of this realm. For a moment, Dream worried Blue might have to enter his master's room to snatched the tea, but...
There was a little alcove outside of one of the doors, carved into the wall.
'Personal effects' Blue had explained quietly, kept in the hall so servants might have easy access to each Knight's favorite drink or treat.
Dream watched curiously as the knight moved towards the space, and carefully extracted a few leaves from a little jar left outside.
"Will that be enough for two?" Dream muttered, perplexed. It seemed hardly enough for a mouse!
Blue glanced back to Dream in confusion, and the Prince realized he'd jumped the gun. Blue hadn't planned to have any tea, only brew it for Dream.
That... felt odd.
"Mm. Have you ever tried his tea, squire Blue?" He asked quietly instead.
Blue shook his head a bit, "No, I've never had the chance." He didn't seem bothered.
Dream only nodded, and the two hurried away. Out of the knight's wing, back through the servant halls, and into the kitchen where Dream had snuck out through the little door.
There, Blue closed the door to the hall, and after a moment, seemed content to begin moving all sorts of pots and pans to find a kettle.
Dream hadn't ever lingered in a kitchen very long. His babysitter only brought them inside once or twice, always upon Nightmare's request. The kitchen here was much smaller than his own, and was infinitely more cluttered. The organization, or lack there-of, made his hands itch.
It only took a few moments before he lifted himself up to sit atop one if the counters, away from where Blue seemed to be preparing the tea.
He moved with practice around this spot, it'd taken hardly any time at all for him to dig out the worn kettle, and it'd been tucked behind little bottles and containers of who knows what.
He seemed to work the stove just fine as well, the little flames dancing along with the little light their magic provoded to them.
Only when the kettle was set did Blue seem to glance around and spot Dream once again.
He moved a bit closer, leaning against the counter a bit.
"Prince Dream, may I ask a question?" He voiced.
Dream nodded curiously.
"Do you ever do sparring?" Blue asked, then.
That was... not what Dream had expected to be asked of him. He'd had people ask him many things, but never of that.
"I... used to." He said softly.
It was ever so slight, a raise in Blue's shoulders, some sort of little happiness sparking through him.
"I've seen you, stopping by when the knights train! What weapons do you use?" Blue asked then.
Dream suddenly had to find himself smothering the flush which threatened to flood his cheekbones. Yes, he did miss sparring, but often when he was frustrated he would pass by. To get a glimpse at the Knights in their armor, so swift and powerful.
"A bow." He said, maybe a bit too hastily. "I mean... I was formally trained in swordplay, staffs, and spears, but Archery has always come easiest to me."
He was so absorbed in his thought that he almost missed the way Blue's eyelights grew bigger. Almost.
Dream allowed a smirk to cross his face, and he held his hands out before him.
His little, pearly white, hands trembled. The joints glowed a soft golden color, and it all drew out, to his fingertips. After a moment, the glow condensed, and swirled, and tightly wove into a longbow.
The bow itself was a pale white, but much like his castle, it appeared to be made of old, twisting vines and branches.
"Where is the string?" Blue's curious tone asked, and Dream was only a bit startled to find the squire so close to him now, examining the weapon.
"It's only tangible in use with my magic." Dream explained softly.
Running a hand along the space, his finger caught, and a ripple of yellow glow moved down a thick, invisible string.
Impulsively, Dream imagined, Blue stuck his gloved hand right into the space beneath where Dream had just touched. There was nothing for him to grasp.
"Wowie... that's an impressive weapon, Prince Dream! You are very skilled, that must've taken ages to craft!" Blue said, pulling his hand back as though nothing had happened.
Dream stared at it a moment, but caught himself before claiming it was an easy feat.
He'd made the bow itself no problem, but the string... they could never withhold the power of his magic. They would snap and send him reeling.
Once, a broken string had swung back and cracked against his chin. He'd bled, and all of the guard had panicked about his wellbeing. He'd been young still, and had been so startled he thought they were yelling at him. Not about him.
After that, mother had insisted he learn to channel his magic precisely. Learn to use it with an easy perfection.
"Yes, it took me some time to perfect." Dream agreed solemnly.
It seemed Blue was going to say something else, but there was a loud whistle from the stove, and the squire jolted and hurried back to tend to it.
Dream watched from afar, letting his bow disappear once more, as Blue seemed to ready a singular teacup.
Once it was finished, he carried both it, and the saucer, very carefully over to Dream's countertop perch. He offered it up to the prince, with a gentle warning of, 'hot'.
Dream took it carefully, and held it under his face. The warmth rising from it was comforting, and the smell was nice. Unfamiliar. And for once he enjoyed it.
Dream blew on the surface of the tea, making it ripple like some dark ocean, before he impatiently brought it to hid mouth.
It was hot, as Blue had warned, but not scalding. He held it in his jaw for a moment, lingering on the taste, before swallowing it down.
He took another sip. Then hummed.
"Squire Blue, will you take a sip of this? Tell me what you think?" He then offered the cup to Blue.
The squire seemed startled, but only for a moment before nodding in determination. He gently took the teacup from Dream, and tipped it so he too could take a sip.
Dream watched his face, and aa the heat subsided, Blue's expression scrunched. He seemed like he was trying to decide whether to spit it out or drink it.
The prince couldn't contain his laughter as it seemed Blue resigned himself to swallowing it. He held the cup back out to Dream in some sort of defeat.
"It's gross, isn't it?" Dream asked through his little fit of giggles. He cupped the tea back into his own hand, and watched as Blue seemed to try and outlast the awful taste surely lingering in his mouth.
"Y-yes, it is! I have never tasted something like that before, I apologize, Prince Dream." He said almost despairing.
Dream just shook his head, "No fault of yours! This appears to be some sort of black tea. Magical, probably." Dream explained, almost fond of the horrible cup of tea.
This was probably the first time he'd found such a thing funny.
If anything, his obvious joy at the situation seemed to let Blue relax a bit again.
Both of them had now experienced the horribly bitter taste of a Knight's favorite coffee, and now they were both complicit in deciding that it was nasty.
Dream let himself giggle again, and brought the cup back up to his mouth.
Almost like a shot, Dream downed the remainder of the liquid. Though it made him shudder a bit under its bitter flavor, the warmth did well to bring a heat to his ribs he hadn't had all night.
When he set the cup and saucer beside himself, he found Blue staring at him, as though he had something on his face.
(He did, it was mud, but Blue was not looking at it.)
"Prince, if it tastes bad, why would you finish it?" Blue asked in confusion.
Dream just shrugged a bit, "I think of the tea as a gift. Even if I do not enjoy it, it means something special to someone else, so it would be rude to waste it." He said simply.
Blue seemed to linger on that for a moment, before seeming to double-down on his concentrated expression. Then, all at once, he grinned.
"I know that you are a Prince, but I think that you would also make a very noble knight!" Blue asserted, before he scooped up the cup and set it aside on the counter.
He seemed to debate the sink, before noticing the piles of other dishes and simply sighed softly.
Dream popped away from the counter, landing on his feet with a tired yawn. His hand raised to cover the action, but Blue caught sight of it and burst into action, moving to Dream's side at an alarming efficiency.
"Prince Dream, if you are tired, then allow me to escort you back to your room!" He insisted.
Dream couldn't help but agree.
As they walked, a part of him wished that he could beg Blue to talk with him until the sunrise, and then stay up all over again the next night. He hadn't felt so comfortable in ages.
But, they had their places.
When the sun rose, Dream would have to be a proper prince again. Take a bath, send his robes to be cleaned, speak with the nobles here, try drafting another letter back home, and rot in the foreign place.
And Blue would have to go back to toting around that knight's swords and armor polish and make him that sickeningly bitter tea on command.
Dream wondered if Blue was even getting any real training, or if he was a glorified servant. He wasn't sure he'd ever seen the young man use his war hammer during training.
Though, all of these thoughts would have to wait.
The bland door to his room arrived, and Blue bowed and bid him farewell.
Dream entered the dark space for the second time that night, slipped off his sandals, and collapsed cloak and all onto his bed. Too exhausted to be afraid of dancing shadows.
#new age au#okay but so fr guys I didn't think I was going to write anything for this for a bit#(the Cross one keeps haunting me-)#but I wanted to write a character being frustrated and alone. but everyone has decent support systems.#except for Dream in this part of the story-#so here's the silly guy getting his first real friend!!!#this is Dream and Blue's first significant interaction since Dream arrived. and it's Blue's first time being allowed so close to royalty#so Blue isn't quite sure of the norms and bases his motovation on 'be a good guy' and that's IT- and Dream finds it refreshing and oddly#calming.#there are so many things here that I slipped in to try characterizing Blue and Dream properly when they're not upholding any image and just!#yeag I love them#(Their married couple energy stems directly from these first interactions btw. like. Blue was raised in a small village and was very close#with his family so he's just acting caring like he would for his brother or friends. and Dream doesn't correct him so it's just their norm#and by the time they're adults they just kinda advanced to being closer and their actions between just the two of them look like#courting and being together to literally everyone else lmao-)#mmm what else...#i think I'll stop here. just know this timeline will be SO unclear forever. i apologize <3#OH! if those of you being tagged want me to stop tagging you ever just let me know! 🫡👍
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currently procrastinating by looking at the syllabus and course structure of my dream college
#own post <3#mithistudies#iiser pune#iiser#procastination#procrastination#college#dream school#indian students#cbse#reality#life#cbse school#cbse education#cbse board#student life#academics#studying#students#student#stem student#academic#mithi's own#musings from thy truly
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[ID: a digital illustration featuring Luz, Eda, King, and Papa Titan from the owl house. The image is set in the in-between realm. Papa Titan looms large in the background, winking at us with his claw outstretched into the foreground. The hooty in his eye socket also extends into the foreground, staring at Eda (who's in harpy form) menacingly. Her, King and Luz are floating in the space, Eda looking at the hooty unhappily, King faced away and turned back to look at us, one hand outstretched to Papa Titan, Luz looking at stringbean (surrounded by light spells) with tears in her eyes. Written overtop of the image is the lyrics "and here's to you, Mrs Robinson!". End ID]
💫🎶and here's to you, Miss Noceda! The Titan loves you more than you will know, wo oh oh!🪶✨
#the owl house#toh#luz noceda#eda clawthorne#king clawthorne#king toh#papa titan#watching and dreaming#sorry i wrote out all my tags in drafts and then tumblr ate them so i am. keeping this brief#I think a lot about how the show ends with luz technically becoming a chosen one but it's so completely earned imp#*imo#bc it all stems from her connecting with and taking care of this overlooked and lost kid who just so happened to be the son of God#and about how papa titan called himself a ''big fan'' of Eda like#imagine you're someone condemned by society at large and when u meet God (bc you fucking died) he says he wants you to live#even more he wants you to want to live. which is important bc you're fifteen and suicidal#this shows crazy man#i sometimes worry that bc i mostly only talk about what i like about the show ppl think i don't care/don't get it#which is dumb#but like. i talk about what i like about the show not bc i don't have crit of but just bc like. the parts that are good are REALLY good man#i love her (toh) dearly and it fucks me up we're coming up on the 100 day anniversary of the finale. insane#anyway. tumblr pls don't eat this i only have so many years left on this earth
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One day I'll crawl out
From the system that I was planted into the very day I was born
Made to grow into, roots digging deeper
Until I pull out every fiber of my being
One day I'll move far away from there
From everything I've ever known
I'll settle down in the woods in an old house
With herding dogs and houseplants
Drinking tea on my porch in the morning
One day I'll let myself be exhausted
From the mud i trudge through every day
I'll curl up on the floor like an old dog
Rest my head on my paws
And let sleep consume me like a black hole
#woa you guys get to see my poetry#I usually wouldn't really care to share it#but I also like when other people see my art#most of what i write is just the frustrations of my life that stem from capitalism#i want nothing more than to just exist without all of this pressure i have#from work and from college and from money#I've had this dream of living in a desolate cabin for a long time#I never feel more at peace than when I get to just. exist in nature. no time constraints#no emails#no screens#just me and the leaves and the dirt and the bugs
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to my dearest, tommy
i'm sorry.
i'm sorry you will not even know why i'm apologising. i'm sorry that it had to be that way.
i'm sorry that i let you forget. i'm sorry that i let you stray. i'm sorry i didn’t keep you safe, away from all the corrupting forces i knew would ruin you. i'm sorry that i never told you i was watching the whole time. i'm sorry i never did anything. it would have been for your own good.
i'm sorry for ever allowing anyone who hurt you close. i'm sorry for not dragging you away when i could have. i'm sorry for letting petty morality get in the way when i knew- i fucking knew- all it would do would be to drive you deeper into sin, and away from the light.
i'm sorry that i let them take you. i'm sorry i made that stupid decision when i could have just taken you far away from all that corrupting filth and no one could have stopped me. i could have torn down those walls and burnt everyone but you to ashes. i could have destroyed the whole world for you and i didn’t. i'm sorry. perhaps it would have been better if i did.
i'm sorry i played fair. i'm sorry i treated your safety- your life, your obedience- like it was a game. like it was just for fun, with no consequences. i'm sorry for teaching you that you could do whatever you want. you hold no blame for that. i knew what would happen. i knew. i could have stopped those troubled times and i didn’t. i'm sorry. i was too scared for discipline, scared that i was doing the wrong thing, scared i would hurt you. i had not learnt that some hurt is needed.
i'm sorry i let you think those scum were your family. i'm sorry i didn't let them burn. i'm sorry i left you alone with them, when i could have saved you. i could have, but i didn’t. not when i was on your side. i was an idiot. i'm sorry for telling you when that changed, too. if i was a little smarter, then everyone who lied to you back then would have their heads on pikes and you'd be safe. i'd keep you safe.
i'm sorry for not taking you away sooner. I’m sorry for mistaking freedom for peace. i'm sorry for letting you run wild for so long, without a guiding hand. i'm sorry i didn’t hide you well enough. i'm sorry i couldn’t keep a close enough eye on you. even then, i couldn’t keep you safe, not from the taint of the outside world. not from lies about me, not from hateful comments, not from the cruel freedom that seemed so tempting.
freedom is another cage, and one far crueller than family. to be an individual poisons a mind. to be a part of something greater is the only true freedom that exists. i'm sorry i never explained that to you. i'm sorry that i made you think i hate you. i'm sorry that sometimes i did. but it’s not your fault. you're just a child, and you need guidance. proper guidance, from an adult that won’t neglect you, let you go against the light of prime simply for their own selfish needs. i'm sorry there too. i was selfish, once. it seems so silly, now. but i was human. and now i'm far beyond that stupid ass mindset.
i'm sorry i let you leave. i'm sorry you nearly froze to death and i was stupidly worrying over some petty mortal plan instead of kindness and forgiveness. i'm sorry i let violent thoughts poison your mind. i'm sorry i didn’t take you home. i was afraid. i was selfish. i was weak. i am not that man, yet his actions still hurt you. for that, i‘ll never forgive myself.
i'm sorry i treated it all like a fun show, up until my enlightenment. i'm sorry i got cocky. i was careless. i'm sorry i made you see that side of me. i'm sorry that i left you alone for so long, in that sinful world that loved to hurt you in ways you never noticed. you'll find a knife can be far kinder than spiritual pain, and the latter isn’t something you’ll even notice until it’s too late. i didn’t.
i'm sorry that i killed you. it was reckless of me. i was angry. not at you, but at myself. that spiritual rot inside of me had festered so bad i was blind to myself. i'm sorry that you had to see that side of me- that mortal man i have shed. i'm sorry i never got to share that enlightenment with you. you’re a religious child, too. you’d understand. you will be blessed with the revelations prime bestowed onto me, one day. through blood and rebirth, i will make it so.
it may hurt, but i know what’s best for you.
i'm sorry i blamed you for what i thought was a curse. now i know the pain i suffered was merely the way i needed to learn prime's wisdom. you blessed me, and i cannot thank you enough. it’s how i know you must be like me. it’s how i know we're brothers, you and i. it wouldn’t have happened otherwise.
i'm sorry i never realised until it was too late. until i saw the world tore apart in front of me and realised it was my hands unmaking the diorama. you were with me too, weren’t you? can’t you remember? that spark of divinity? before you were unravelled, did you not see the enlightenment i did? whatever is sealed within you, i'm sorry for preventing you from that memory. i'm sorry i didn’t tell you. i'm sorry that i couldn’t put you back together the way i could myself when i sparked the cambrian explosion, when i created the stars atom by atom that now make your body. i'm sorry you are lesser. whatever divine spark you had was once the same as mine, it had to have been, but only one of us can remember. unless you too are afraid?
but i know who i am now. this is no spark of madness, the delusions of a prisoner. i was right, tommy. the pain in that cell taught me the truth, and i will teach you that same truth. enlightenment is a difficult journey, and i am sure your hardships will have to be worse than mine to regain what you once were, to purge the sin i so shamefully let build up in you. but we have all the time in the world, and i will be there by your side through it. compassion is as important as cruelty to understanding the truth of everything. you showed me that too.
do not fear. i will save you from yourself, so you will not fail where i did. you will have no regrets. as siblings in divinity, it’s my duty to help you, no matter the costs. but don’t worry. i am no cruel god, and i know you well enough to know you’re far kinder than i am, when not unable to tell the lies fed to you by the masses from your true nature, our true nature. while they shall never be divine, i'll make sure to bless everyone here with as much enlightenment as i can. the world will be as one. we shall all be siblings, part of one another in both suffering and in bonds. is that not a beautiful world? is that not what you told me you wanted? that was your last wish, before i unmade you. i will fix that.
i was always the villain in your stories, and you were right. but never again. i know how to fix things. i know how to make sure that everyone will be forever in the light of the primes, forever blessed, forever happy. be not afraid. i will make it up to you, no matter the cost.
i know some part of you knows who i am. but i will let you wait just a little bit longer. as my last act of selfishness, i will let you enjoy that ignorance for just a bit longer. it’s cruel, to prevent you from ascension, i know. i'm sorry for that too.
but you will understand. in time. :)
#this stemmed from the whole c!dream being an aspect of xd never being resolved#which considering they’re my OCs I amde totally don’t look it up means this is now resolved now and forever! hooray!#my writing#primeboys (derogatory)#c!tommy#c!dream#religious themes tw#abuse tw#torture tw#possessive behaviourtw#infantilisation tw#Dehumanisation tw
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I love people who also think that Jason calling Tim "replacement" is dumb. It's not even an insult. It's so stupid. Give me actual insults and hurting each other (and then give me forgiveness and understanding because that's what I came to the fan work for)
Its so so stupid I don't know why it's so popular it doesn't even sound right when you say it and not insulting at all like Jason you are the second Robin you replaced Dick it's the thing side kicks do - but it's also part of that whole stupid thing were people make it out that Jason was more angry at Tim then he actually was that was stupidly amplified by the idiotic titans tower fight - my favourite thing about utrh is that tims just not mentioned in that story at all it will always be hilarious to me
#ask#anon#ive said before tho#my dream tim jason relationship will always be#hate from tim#jason doesnt really care or know who tim is#you can actually explore why tim has this weird hate for jason that he has in the comics#maybe have jason grow to hate tim bc of tims weird hate for him#and then after that resolve#tbf this also all just stems from#how much i hate it when jason and tim are around each other#like tbf it happens alot when tims around a lot of characters#bc tims meant to be smart#but writers dont know how to actually write smart#especially the type of smart tim is#so to compensate#they just dumb down characters around tim#pet peeve of mine#one of those reason why tims my least favourite#i still love him#but by gods does he pull down other characters around him
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I Wish the Liu Yao fandom was bigger if only so that I would be able to witness the absolutely batshit takes like Sect Leader Yan was immoral and his love for Cheng Qian was problematic because he wasn't Actually in love it was just that the grief of losing two(2) junior brothers at the same point absolutely fucked up his ability to feel emotions and a hundred years later when he reunites with them he is simply craving for the nostalgia of simpler times and this is my 1k word essay on why Yan Zhengming was just a bit bamboozled by the reappearance of two dead people.
I need to know the Yan Zhengming antis PLEASE
#liu yao#stemming from that post that said jc loved jl#WHICH GOT SWARMED BY JC ANTIS LIKE THEY WERE MOTHS#my god#and there was that fucked up aita post too#i should submit one for yzm#aita for falling on love with the the guy i have been grieving for a century when he came back to me and caused problems#in my cultivation????????#im having wet dreams we are five years apart 115 and 110#i punched him also in a fit#of rage? grief? love?#this is also why i hate helian yi lmao#the fandom is so small needs some spice that Is PURELY THEATRICAL
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the way my stress about colleges and my future goes away whenever i write valgrace should be studied actually (i’m dying and on my deathbed i actually hate this so bad)
powering through it I GUESS
#send help#i’ve spent like all week researching actually and my brain explodes every time#i was also reading up on so many things and i almost cried ngl#well that’s a bit dramatic#i slammed my laptop closed and flipped onto my bed is what i did#i’ve also been struggling with writing some things aka this big pjo fic project i’ve been on for two months#which might be writer’s block stemming from said stress but it’s ok#i’m living on sleep#coffee#tears and a dream#i just wanna write silly little fanfics about silly little characters is that too much to ask for#apparently#mazzy’s thought jar
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Had a dream tonight where a weirdly obsessive and mildly aggressive, very smug incel declared he’d make me his tradwife. I must’ve been younger too because it was at some sleepover? And nobody would help me? But I think it was mostly men to begin with, so that’s to be expected. Anyhow. I know what Freud would have to say about this but thankfully I don’t need to listen.
#i was about to overshare a LOT in the tags just now#but I’ll limit it to saying that all my dreams about men or relationships have been like this#maybe I should go for it. rofl lmao.#and I do know where it stems from but I’m not going to acknowledge it because it’d be pathetic quite frankly.
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I had a dream about drawing Paz and having the time of my life. That's it I was just drawing. I should do that I think.
#it's like that one time I had a dream about drawing a mossy tree stump for some reason and in the dream it made me so. happy?? to draw it#and I've been thinking about it for literal years. I've been a bit obsessed with them ever since which is really funny#like I look at tree stumps in forests to take pictures for reference and I found some really good ones throughout the years#not on purpose just if I'm already there but still it's a whole thing#it kind of grew into a huge fondness of forests in general I think. I did like them before but now it's like. an artistic thing#I've been working on forest stickers for a bit I drew one for that. so much stemmed from that dream I'm serious#for the record my dream are usually more. abstract#like I do not do normal everyday things in them#this is the second dream about drawing I can remember. both were very happy ones which I think is nice. I do love doing that yes#faksyan talks
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