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Guys don’t come after me for this but when Randy said “I’d have let those kids burn” my immediate thought was “yeah same I ain’t risking my life for kids I don’t know” like why are ppl saying he’s a bad person for that???? 😭 I know most of yall wouldn’t run in either???
#like yeah he could have phrased it nicer#but I completely get the idea behind it#I’m not gonna sit here and lie to myself#I would NOT have saved those kids#the outsiders#the outsiders 1983#randy adderson#Dally didn’t wanna save them either#he stayed OUTSIDE the church and no one ever gets mad at HIM??#like I love dal but how come he gets a free pass?#what abt everyone else that was there and didn’t run in?#they aren’t bad ppl for that#maybe ppl r more upset abt the phrasing but based on the posts I’ve seen that’s like not what they’re issue is??#I’m not saying Randy’s a great person#NONE of them were#the book is filled with a shit ton of complex flawed characters#that’s a BIG reason I like it
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i have never been more stressed watching a Pearl life series season dear god
#i have stuff to say but they’re not??? very positive??? so hiding them behind the spoiler tags#life series spoilers#wild life spoilers#mcyt#ok. uh. funny session ig? i dont have that much to comment on after Pearl and Gem povs narrative/character wise#since its pretty much. the same#but like mechanic wise??? i did not expect the wild cards to be so deadly for like these early sessions#there is. so much going on. the Gem pov is still kinda chill so. go girl thats my unbothered queen#uhhh im kinda indifferent on the snails. like yeah theyre just supposed to be a funny dumb gag but god did it make this ep stressful#there is no break they just have to run around constantly. SL Pearl ep vibes where she keeps trying to build her base but the secret task k#keeps getting in her way#Pearl. girl please. i need you to stay alive. girl please#and also Jimmy and Scar. havent gotten to a bamboozlers pov yet but please. dont be out next session#anyway. moonrot 👍
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"But I don't think I made the wrong call, back then."
#boonboomger#boonboomger spoilers#super sentai#bakuage sentai boonboomger#flashing lights#flashing lights tw#sakito homura#bun violet#userdramas#umbrella.gifs#tokuedit#please do not repost#umbrella.edits#umbrella.posts#translation: over-time#subtitles added by me#i just think that this scene is really important for understanding sakito#he doesn't regret his decision to leave even if he may have left a friend behind#that friend still grew and now has a happy family and still accepts him as he did before he left#his choice to leave was based in deep loneliness and his inability to find acceptance and care from the others in his life specifically#adults he lacked guidance and care that he was able to get when he joined the cleaners and traveled the universe#he got what he believes he needed and what helps him grow and would things have been different if he stayed? probably but there's no point#to dwelling on those things. sakito is satisfied with his choice and content with his life in a way that he knows he wouldn't be if he had#stayed and even though he still has things to overcome and more to learn it doesn't make him regret his choice bc that's just how life is#you grow and you learn and you face difficulties whether you're a cleaner in space or a deliveryman on earth
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#uuuh doodle based on smth in my drafts#it’s something along the lines of an infection au#quirky’s art#tsams#eclipse is demanding answers while ruin’s like It’s really in your best interest to stay away from me but you’re also scary#and eclipse can’t see the thing behind him lol#tw gun#idk why I gave ruin a gun I didn’t know what to do with his other hand
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"Chowhound One, you are clear for overhead approach. Runway 281 at 1200 indicated. Winds are 300 at 12. Altimeter 2996. Over."
"...Clear-up tower, please repeat? Over."
HE DIDNT CARE WHAT THE ACTUAL WORDS OR INSTRUCTIONS WERE, HE JUST WANTED A REPEAT TO BE SURE IT WAS ACTUALLY BUCKY'S VOICE HE WAS HEARING
#I'm so so emotional#buck ran from that camp thinking bucky would be right behind him and then he suddenly wasn't#and he had to just keep going even without bucky#“bucky didn't make the escape with you guys?”#“no bucky had to stay behind with the men”#you can FEEL how emotional buck was in this scene bc they were SUPPOSED to be together#and buck was back in england knowing that bucky was still stuck in the stalag#and not knowing when or IF he'd ever see him again#and then suddenly. he's back from a mercy mission and bucky is there to welcome him back to base#can you imagine the emotions#I'm certainly emotional#john bucky egan#gale buck cleven#buckbucky#mota#masters of the air#personal
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How is skeleton shaped (Patreon)
#Doodles#UT#Papyrus#Sans#Some redraws! I just don't feel like scanning the originals so they'll stay contextless for now lol#I apparently used to draw Papyrus' scarf/cape with a little squiggly bit down the middle of his chest as well :0 I think it looks silly now#The donk-pecks I was talking about! :D Give your sibling a family kiss ♪ As much as skeletons can anyhow lol#Papyrus was being silly and then leaned down fully expecting it lol - another thing smol and I do a lot haha#Sometimes doing the cat thing of headbutting for attention lol#Sad skele doodles! Oh no! D: Best boy is the saddest around </3#I used to draw Papyrus' mouth as having teeth behind his teeth so I gave it another go - I think I'm good on it now lol I like his weird jaw#I don't know if I based the original eye-glows off anything specific :0 I wasn't as particular about my notes back then haha#He is still very fun to draw crying tho poor lad :')#Originally the second one of Papyrus with his eyes glowing had Sans comforting him with a forehead donk - even in this redraw!#But I got the angle wrong so I removed him and then had brainworms about it lol#Something something the player (the artist) controlling the appearance/experience and moving the pieces (the characters) around as they like#I already know all that! I've been metaphorically playing with dolls for years years years! It just never stops being weird#It's like being aware of my own breathing and blinking - it's ''natural'' and normal and there's obviously nothing wrong with it lol#There's just a level of awkward....Feeling surrounding awareness lol - intentionality! It's not like I can stop just because I'm aware of it#It's just so whimsical /neutral - if Sans had turned out how I wanted him to he'd be there comforting his brother! But because I...#As stated I have brainworms please excuse me lol#The level of weird feels between the various mediums is really interesting to me tho :) Being a player or reader or watcher or artist!#They all feel different - more or less in control of what happens to them and yet never fully without culpability hehe#Obviously as an artist it feels the most in control - even to my own empathetic detriment! (It's not that serious lol)#The difference between being a player and a reader is a lot closer than being a watcher tho imo it's like a spectrum of responsibility#Though that's kinda also just how I feel about media consumption in general lol - I guess one of those is technically media production#Anyway! Lol#I don't know where I got the idea that his hoodie is two-tone other than the separation of his pockets?#It is a cute design! Dunno if I'll keep it going forward just for convenience but I'm not mad about it lol
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I was clearing out my youtube history and saved, and found puppet history there. I loved buzzfeed unsolved (and Ryan and Shane by proxy) since I was around 14, which is more than half a decade ago now. I have very fond memories of watching it on call with my an old long distance best friend, who is probably the closet friend I've ever had, and how she would laugh at me because of how scared I was. Later on, I would play the mathorons all the time whenever I needed background noise or some nostalgic comfort, and I followed them to their new channel and loved all their shows. The weekly episodes were my little treat between study for my final exams in school.
Anyway, I haven't interacted with them at all since they did an ad for temu and I don't regret or miss it all. I closed the video and unsubscribed as soon as they sponsorship started. Literally haven't thought of them or any of their shows since. Bye bye.
#they've done betterhelp sponserships too but I think they dropped them based on feedback#I just found it really funny#seeing that puppet history playlist#like oh yeah those guys#haha anyway...#I get they have to make money but they are very popular and have a patreon and other sponserships... do you really need temus money???#anyway I'm cutting youtube out my life except for study playlists and yoga and mediation#can't stand those sponsorships#podcasts you are my only hope now#EVEN MIKES MIC#I love mikes mic#“hello welcome to mikes mic my name is factually contractually and legally mike” was a vocal stim of mine#but recently he's starting tell u to turn off you ad blocked in his videos and again and I GET IT they need to make money but it really#annoyed me for some reason and I was just done#I do think there's a lot of passion behind a lot of youtube videos#but watching them also is a lot of getting stuff sold to you#and podcasts have sponsors too and often the same ones! but idk if feels a bit different? like ads in radio or something#mine#no one tell bfu fans okay this stays between me and you
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idk i just don’t trust ppl who say “billy is a racist abusive piece of shit” but then turn around and reblog jason content like. okay if u have that opinion that’s your prerogative but it’s MY prerogative to point out that it’s weird af to feel that way abt billy and NOT abt jason
#d speaks#st#billy hargrove#jason carver#like if u hate billy that is your prerogative esp as a black person. that said#these are white ppl i’m seeing who’re like billy is so racist!!!! btw here’s my blorbo jason#it’s just like ??????? does not compute#like if we’re comparing things that got said in canon. saying ‘there are types of ppl u stay away from and that boy is one of them’ and#saying to a black kids face ‘i thought u were one of the good ones’ like. those are. very on par with one another#like there are 4 characters on this show who made racist comments: troy. mike. billy. jason.#as far as i remember at least those are the Big Ones#and while i understand not liking billy and having his racism be one of your driving reasons behind that#i do NOT understand turning around and liking jason?????#mike okay! yes he was fully microaggressive to lucas but yeah he’s a protagonist#and the show does a lot to try and make u like him. he was younger than billy & jason and they also played that moment off for laughs so#like i get if you can sit there and be like i have no reason to dislike mike wheeler for his racism#troy tbh just doesn’t get any talk in the fandom so idk how ppl feel about him. he IS the only one to fully use a slur but#he’s also 13 and i’ve seen many ppl in the fandom who define morality based on this middle schoolers are learning high schoolers should have#already learned and should be better narrative so i wouldn’t be surprised if i saw ppl defending troy#but billy and jason are. very on par with one another in terms of the micro aggressions they committed and the level of antagonism#so i am just very thrown by seeing ppl hating one and praising the other like#it’s almost like they…… don’t actually care about racism and are in fact nowhere near as anti racist as they believe themselves to be#and instead just use the term ‘racist’ as a trump card to try and win arguments abt characters they don’t like without ever actually#putting any critical thought into this show and the way racism is intertwined into every aspect of it#because surprise!!!! it was written by blatant racists lmfao#fandom wank#i suppose lmao. wank in the tags at least#also to clarify. i think both billy AND jason are compelling and interesting multifaceted characters#they’re both good antagonists and they both present very good looks at The Type Of White Boy You Meet In Small Towns#stranger things
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refreshing myself on the exact real prices for the kind of work that goes into these graphics was a mistake now i'm remembering why i didn't do it for years lol
#pay no attention to the man behind the curtain / ooc.#for those who aren't aware of freelance artist pricing: i've spent a whole day on a single graphic before#and the suggested base rate for a beginner graphic designer is $20-25ish an hour (i didn't see much about a flat rate for a single product)#and i also looked at illustration prices since that's adjacent#and i know it can be more project based in it's pricing and for just a small black and white spot illustration (like a chapter topper)#was on this one association's pricing guide over $250 dollars#and then i see the prices in the rp comm for gorgeous things i know are multiple hours of work going for $2-30-ish dollars#and it's just so galling. getting paid as a freelance artist is already very fraught this just feels like a kick in the teeth#even if someone's doing commissions as a hobby for pocket money i believe they deserve fair compensation for their hours of labor and skill#but i don't think the pricing in this market is ever gonna change so i just gotta get used to it or stay out lol
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The for honor devs have said that the next hero is going to be a gender locked samurai. I really hope this one is a woman because the samurai already have more men than women
#kensei: m/f. orochi: m/f. shinobi: m/f. hitokiri: m/f. nobushi: f. shugoki: m. aramusha: m. kyoshin: m.#thats two more men than women#still bugs me that theyre gender locking characters#the vikings have 1 more woman than men. the knights have 1 more man than women. wu lin have 1 more man than women. outlanders are equal#literally the samurai are the only one that unbalanced with hero genders#my hope is for a character based off women like tomoe gozen who actually went out and waged war. unlike nobushi who is based off the women#who stayed behind to defend villages from attacks while all the men were out fighting in wars
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mayday, mayday!
#in no way do I think tumblr is going down anytime soon#but i’ve realized I’ve always had an naive sort of idea that tumblr would be a constant in my life and forever evolve as I grow#it is just that intertwined with the way i use the internet. i have been here nearly every day since a month after i turned twelve#like i hope this isn’t pathetic to admit but this place was and is a cornerstone of my adolescence#tumblr is my word of mouth. it is my fandom home base. it is my diary sometimes#and it’s not that I can’t learn to use another platform. it’s that the continuity is important to me#my blog is a stream of every love and passion and obsession of my entire teenage hood and as of now the beginning of my adulthood#the thought of having to move somewhere new and break off from this massive and fundamental chunk of my life is hugely upsetting#not to mention my mutuals! and everyone I follow! it’s impossible to round everyone up again if. god forbid. we all have to leave here#and of course blah blah blah everything in life is temporary learn to accept change yada yada#but it’s been part of me long enough where i have a hard time picturing how i could even go about leaving this behind#anyway. nothing bad is happening yet. I’ll stay here until it breaks entirely#blither blather bother
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This is 3 days late im sorry but - if it's open for qs, I'd love ti hear about your shared dreams au if you havent already answered?
No need to be sorry!!! Qs are always open <3
And I'm so glad your asked!!! So far, I've only posted Silver and Espio’s designs with some basic info if you're interested :3 (crazy that when I re-read Espio's I found a few details had already changed. Nothing big but it's still funny to me, stuff change so fast when it simmers well in planning).
But the basic premise/summary-like description is that Espio comes in contact with an odd gem to study it so he can do an important research paper for school (and like, get his degree lmao), but ever since he brought it homes he starts having oddly similar dreams where he meets a mysterious young man around his age (that talks a little oddly and is weirdly dressed too).
The vocaloid song The Apocalypse 30th gave me the basic "two people meet each other in a dream and fall in love" premise along with a few details here and there. So yes it's Espilver, I like them B)
As always, there's a lot of lore that'll come with the story. I get excited when I think abt it but I'm scared it'll turn into yet another really long story ;-; I'm already struggling to write Where the Water Narrows due to irl stuff I don't want to keep 2 audiences waiting and split my already thin focus ;-; but the story itself do be sparking joy to think about so I get to plan it when I'm away from a mechanical keyboard.
#nowonderi-nc#asks#Shared Dreams au#also trying a personal challenge with this one to NOT isolate the MCs as they develop their bond#i find that in a lot of stories (and i'm not pointing at fanfics bc even Sailor Moon does it) the og friends of the MCs get kinda abandoned#-or left behind for the sake of the new friends or the love interest and I know I could end up doing that by accident so I want to pay-#-special attention to make sure the loud house Espio will be getting stays relevant#like in Where the Water Narrows them being isolated is the whole point but it won't be the case for this one#i'll base Silver off Rivals again he's a fun guy to play with#having a burnout from life SUCKS i wanna write#thanks for the ask! loved getting to talk about that story!!!
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Your girl calling me Abraham the way I stay sacrificing my children to her
#Me penisless: what if I made a joke based on having a penis balls and sperm#'Me penisless' has become my favorite way to start sentences now#but yea I haven't been very active here in making my own original posts#cause I've been mostly working thru shit with my abusive ex in therapy#and some of it is religious/spiritually based but most of the current stuff isn't#the main reason I stayed so long was the idea of the marital due and the fact it was drilled into me that I was at fault for any break ups#I also lived at home with my bio family still so I couldn't talk about it and get feedback I needed to get out yet#they'd prob blame the premarital sex and queerness#so yea that's been on my mind#uh gay ppl real I helped with a drag show and it was incredible#there was a queen who did a fire show#and I love all of the performers they're all so sweet#If any of you have heard of the Les Vixens I'm in love with the leader of that group she's so sweet#and absolutely stunning#she stood over me and had light behind her I thought I was seeing an angel irl#I just love it when women#ex christian#religious trauma
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Why do they say dragon is luffy's father but doesn't look much like him... I mean it is true but why point it out... in that way he doesn't look like garp either
#i thot we were gonna get baby luffy but no.... old man luffy.....#also the opening is so intense 'dreams save all of us' and the arc starts with luffys dream i might throw up#zoro and brook staying behind to protect them from the government.... yeah.... VEGAPUNK AND DRAGON??? ACTUALLY FLABBERGASTED#maybe vegapunk is part of the rev army but then he modified kuma on the behalf of the gov??? thats so cruel.....#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 1094#the fucking opening..... dream save all of us like okay damn it goes hard#incredible how they just take the hit from the laser.... minor injuries that's all... seraphim jinbe has mr pink's power???#how come sanji hasnt immediately jumped on the seraphim like god. and nami not being able to hurt children yeaaahhhh ROBIN GO OFF!!!#zoro conveniently being the only one who doesnt see the seraphim..... come on....#york what an icon i wish thay were my job too. eat shit sleep amazing#900 YEARS AGO???? EMPTY CENTURY TIME!!!!!!!! LETSGOOOOO D LORE D LORE D LORE#episode 1095#and that is IT for today. yesterday i watched like 5 today we are measured.#<- this is when you find out i stack episodes on my posts even if i dont watch them one after the other...#i am sensitive rn and the preview has ohara and robin crying i am not making it out of this one folks#YEAH YEHA THE KINGDOM (OF THE D I AM SURE) VS THE WORLD GOV usopp hitting his head against the floor akdjka#clover and noland have to be related the flora on head has to be genetic or smth#also now they showed lulusiq being obliterated we can assume imu was responsible for destroying this advanced kingdom right#THE BOOKS FROM OHARA MADE IT????!!!!! DRAGON IN OHARA??? THEY HAVE THEM??? BUT THEIR BASE BURNED????#luffy calling the robot robo ace. should i end it all rn be honest. and the robot turned on. nvm someone was in there#vegapunk meeting with luffy knowing dragon oof also ohara was in the west blue???? wow#episode 1096#that giant was the one in dressrosa??? hierjudin??? omg dragon without his tattoo... 33?? damn he is 55 now...#OMG JAGUAR D SAUL GIANT FROM ELBAF????? VEGAPUNK DIDNT JOIN THE REVILUTIONARIES??? SELL OUT!!!#dragon pacifist???? god this lore. sanji didnt know about ivasan??? the books are in elbaf... with saul.... omg.....robin ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️#jinbes face reacting to vegapunks fruit ajdjsjs did vegapunk cut off his head? is he stupid?? -luffy#vegapunk wants to make wikipedia.... omg lucci already too... the robot attacked marie geoise ✍️✍️✍️#episode 1097
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I would just like to thank you because your post on the subject of proshipping was what allowed me to firmly take a stance against proshitters. My blog is non confrontational and I don’t want to argue with people so I unfortunately had to remove the tags and block replies on my post when people started replying to argue with me but still it was your post which gave me the confidence to make this post in the first place and for that I thank you.
Although I've been particularly avoidant to any sort of discourse lately, I am glad I could have helped you (or anyone in general) have confidence to express themselves and try to speak out on issues that constantly infect fandoms and make unsafe spaces for basically anyone. Sorry that your post got dogpiled by a bunch of chronically online people LOL! Trust me, those people got literally no argument that they werent CONVINCED into believing LMAO.
#ask#I've been less actively bitchy about it but my stance has stayed the same#adults into that should not be allowed in the internet and they are backhandedly gr**ming children into embracing that creepy shit#and then children (who i dont blame for being into that stuff its not usually their own fault) desensitize themselves and actively LOOK -#-for creepy pe/do//ince//sty ships to ship because children just have a natural desire to “fit in” -#-which some children find that in following a contrarian crowd#so when they see art they like and dont yet understand the issues with it and then see the artist getting flack for it they jump to-#prxshitty defense and then that just causes them to grow up embracing that shit bec they think it makes them cool or unique or something!!!#and then that causes a spread bec then obviously impressionable minors attract other impressionable minors T_T#trauma response I dont doubt is true to some degree and i pity those for that but 1. keep that shit private im sorry but venting doesnt-#-excuse romanticising that shit and basically CONVINCING other impressionable children that its fine when you must KNOW its not okay if you#-KNOW its based on trauma and thats all you have to validate it#and 2. like thats unhealthy on its own right...... but like ok.....#((though i dont promote harrassing kids or telling them to hurt themselves like that doesnt rlly do much esp if theyre already traumatized)#I believe young people like that should try to strive to at least keep that stuff private esspecially if theyre an adult because idk how-#-adults DONT see the gr**my aspect behind it (bec from what ik most adults dont care about being surrounded by minors T_T)
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By the skin of your teeth (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#DAX#ZEX#Pyramid Head#The Captain#Blood#The cuts themselves are just black and white because I'm controlling myself lol - clearly not That much with the rest but hey!#Still it is a very nasty cut for how nonchalantly I've drawn them all haha - ZEX's back too he's just facing forward#I also momentarily forgot that he was in his uniform it's fine don't worry about it lol#All these speculations on where and how about the injuries and then just - What Uniform That I Am Enamoured By? Haha#I've done the same thing with DAX I keep forgetting about his poor ankle and then it comes up and I'm like ''Oh yeah haha I knew that''#How are some details so sticky and others so smoke-like! Some stay in my brain and others - pffbtl how silly#All the same it's still the Funnest Fun <3#There's something so Extra delightful to have Seen a setpiece - an object - an idea - and then get to interact with it <3 <3#Hitting Pyramid Head with Zelnick's frying pan! Forget PH I can't believe we had the budget for the skillet's appearance fee ♪♫ Hehehe#No but honestly Pyramid Head was incredible ✨ Wonderfully scary and distressing and tense and full of fallout! Terrible things!! ♪♫#I've never drawn him before so it was interesting! :0 His appearance in SH2 looks all squished#Like his belly is jutting out across from a broken spine! Quite spooky#I don't think I fully managed to capture that - kinda just looks like his hip bones are very prominent hehe - but maybe some other time :)#I hope they don't run into him again - for their sake tho haha ♪#DAX continually pulling ZEX behind him to try and protect him (and failing) was something I really Had to put to paper <3#As well as snuggles!! Even before they got Really hurt I was like Oh everyone needs hugs so bad :'0 And they do!! They need so many hugs!#Maybe especially Zelnick poor Captain :'0 Give this boy a break#The injuries are more of a self-guide hehe I'm not sure how accurate they are - they Feel accurate based on handedness et al#I was the least sure for Zelnick since he got tossed (poor thing!) but at least bruises are always fun to draw hehe#The return of my rainbow bruises lol - I only use three colours they're just so vibrant!#DAX trying so~ hard not to be taken in hehe what could these feelings be! Familiarly repressed? No surely not ♪#Be nice ♫
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