#starting to think she’s stalking me
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Casual encounters in Berlin’s airport 🤍
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Rory has been trending a little bun-obsessed lately, probably because we have lots of bunnies in our condo complex and she has to practice a lot of impulse control as she can't chase or really fixate on them, so I've been looking for ways to help her fulfill her bunny-murder urges safely.
Unfortunately we don't have a ton of areas I comfortable coursing her (letting her chase buns until she can't see them or catches them) because our bunnies are mostly urban animals BUT I was at the bougie pet store for unrelated reasons and they had dried rabbit feets which gave me an idea!
I bought a few and got some paper bags and put Rory in another room while I hid them around the apartment to sniff out, destroy, and eat. I figured it would satisfy some of her murder urges, even if it's not the whole predation sequence.
She was pretty happy about it! I'll try to add this to our rotation of enrichment activities and maybe get a few rabbit feet to chuck at her outdoors sometimes. Hopefully it'll help vent those bunny frustrations so they don't build up and hurt my good dog behaviours.
#dogblr#rory borealis#dog enrichment#bird dog training#the good thing about my lifestyle is that rory does actually have a lot of outlets for her hunting behaviours#we constantly go out for free time in the field for her to scent stare and stalk#shes not a huge chaser tbh but she could be#she chases her dog friends or me and she did chase that bunny the other day#maybe thats the piece thats missing#maybe i should make her a flirt pole?#i dont have a lot of space for it and its gonna get icy#but maybe its worth doing anyway#im glad i started writing out these tags because i wasnt even thinking about the chase piece because she gets toooooons of running time#but it isnt the same focus as chasing#HMMMMMMMMM#okay so new plan#gonna keep this up and also make a flirt pole#maybe we can get some chasing time in before it snows or ices over#she does chase me but she cant grab-bite or kill-bite to finish the sequence#if i get some rabbit hide it might satisfy those missing pieces#stay tuned ill report back in a bit
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Lrb dear god, this reminded me of that time when Alfred-chan got sooooo mad at my post explaining why fans should respect bisexual headcanons for Maria and Malenia instead of pretending like they're canonically lesbians and that they get oppressed and erased by mxf ships with them. They kept vagueing that post for like a MONTH in their blog including in tags under reblogs of Maria fanart, passively-aggressively changed their url to character+sexuality to "spite" me and then even made a sockpuppet account to start shit with me in the comments.
They deactivated when me and Val completely obliterated their "you cultivate lesbiphobic following by telling people why they should respect all sexuality headcanons instead of acting cultish or assuming their experiences and stereotypes equal canon confirmation" garbage with actual facts and logic tho but I screenshotted everything fjthfgfj (I learned to document everything the hard way after they've changed the she/they pronouns to they/they pronouns ONLY to accuse me of misgendering, so thank you for making me wiser I guess 😎). Even more vile, as they, a white person, larped as an Arab in that sockpuppet to hold even MORE "privilege" against me in discussion gjtjfh Because for them race, gender or sexuality are just badges of honor and dishonor, they don't see these as traits of actual human beings. And Dr Eugene X, who worked with them and weaponized her race to accuse everyone who disagreed with her of racism, didn't bat an eye at such a terrible act too?? As usual, rules are not for their friends, lol
It is not even the worst thing Alfred did, and yet all of this just, just, JUST because I wrote a point on why bisexual headcanon people did nothing wrong and there is no ground to claim something is canon when it isn't. 🤦♂️ Like, they were soooo convinced that I hated lesbian headcanons and that I'd feel angry if they called Lady Maria a lesbian, when what I was angry at is this exact toxic behavior in the fandom. No matter how much you like a headcanon, don't be a bitch about it. Maria doesn't """belong""" to any gender or sexuality, she belongs to anyone who likes her and is invested in her complexity as a character!!!
Yet, apparently, common Malenia simps / Finlay shippers are no better than common Maria simps / Mariadeline shippers. Just, wild how after shit like this, many people have the guts to claim that it is "sexist redditbros" who are the biggest problem of creators in the fandom. 🤦♂️ They'd actually blush if they encountered what such self-proclaimed "feminists" do to their own (!!!) over headcanons. 🤦♂️🤦♂️🤦♂️
#also fuck anna for thinking shit like this and way worse things alfred did is not as evil and toxic as#as me snapping at her for DEFENDING alfred#wiki: I can excuse stalking harassment cultish shunning bullying fantomette lying slander weaponizing identity but-#-I draw the line at katy getting too emotional when I admit as much uwu#granted she did admit that the reason for this is because alfred didnt concern her personally#she is probably the person I'll forgive last in this situation if ever#as much as I hate alfred they clearly have no empathy and compassion and lie for medical reasons#it isn't my assumptions they often reblogged this shit#I know mental illness is not an excuse for so much harassment for variety of reasons but-#-why would someone want to change if they medically can't feel guilt for their actions?#I feel bad for them and they hopefully will get help#as for Eugene idk... they seem to be a typical brainwashed youth#such people either change with age or get strongly bitten in the ass and get reality check#granted people who still follow her did admit she goes head hunting and then plays victim#as well as they only keep in touch because they worry they'll be dragged down if they are not at her good side#rather than because they like her posts (which are so untrue to BB that she can just make OCs anyways)#choir boy is literally just mindless sheep that didnt even have dignity to make it personal#hence is the name#I am sure he is lovely in his own circle it just doesn't concern me or my friend#but anna?#she knew what she was doing and has no excuse#fandomry rambles#it is also funny how they are four cringe failures and us are four based people#best AND worst groups come in four lol#also I know you all are dying to know how I can still hold grudges year later right?#it is hard to explain#I live normally and recover and not think of it but then scar starts to hurt#like you know how physical scars can react to weather or shit? mental can too
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was scanning the funger subreddit for smth (a fools errand, truly) and yknow ngl I'm kinda tired of people looking at character designs that aren't conventionally attractive and calling them ugly
Samarie is pretty in the way that a tree stretching away from a powerline is. That an orange that has thicker flesh is. She may never be on the cover of vogue but god damn if she wouldn't make me stop and look twice in a grocery store to admire her. She's natures imperfections and I wouldn't have her any other way ngl. She's pretty don't try to change my mind u can't
#chattisherry#fear and hunger termina#“oh you look at too much fanart” no bitch her sprite is cute too idgaf#“she literally stalks u if u play as marina” god forbid a girl have hobbies#I like her long face and flat brow ridge I think it makes her super cute#her thin face and large ears are charming i don't care fight me#my lesbianism for her is endless#the way I started to become good at termina just because I wanted to save her lmao
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book runs based on tv shows are usually mediocre at best, like star trek, torchwood, doctor who, etc etc, but i would give anything to get a book run of the BBC Ghosts hotel i need to know what shenanigans those guys get up to in there
#bbc ghosts#bbc ghosts spoilers#six idiots#i think a hotel would be so fun for them#like enrichment#absolutely nothing that happens in there matters in the slightest but they all care so much about everything so really#the weight of any hypothetical plot does not matter#a short story series for example would be great#give me 5 pages of the captain deriding robin about the mouse family he follows and then stalking off to go watch his ants#give me 20 pages of fanny and julian watching something unsavoury going down in one of the rooms only to discover they were wrong#and actually what's happening is totally innocent#give me 15 pages of julian battling for TV remote control with a guest who can't figure out why the remote is malfunctioning#give me fanny accidentally getting in a teenager's selfie and the teen facetiming with her friends about the haunted room she's stuck in#while her parents are on this dumb golf trip#and kitty is jealous that fanny is getting all the attention because this is supposed to be girls night with the teens she's decided#captain and julian watching golfers out on the green#thomas cooing over a blossoming romance and subsequent breakup like its his new personal soap opera#pat sitting in on games out on the lawn and getting way too into it prompting julian to start making bets with him on lawn darts#fanny snooping in guests' luggage and being scandalized by perfectly normal things she considers risque#give a book deal to ben and larry they'd have a ball with it i just know it
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Hi everyone I'm finally fully caught up judt in time for tonight's (?) fucking episode so.
Adaine's Furious Fists on Oision yeah? This motherfucker? Like forget everyone else he specifically is the problem in this moment methinks
#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#when i made the connection netween the aviation kid saying the cloud rider could lift fabians house and mazey#suggesting the polls be at fabians house. i almost puked#i. binged MOST of this Today#i started this morning with Baron and I got to just absorb all of the rest of the everything at once#got to see every legendary giffable scene in one day. honor the cock on god almost killed me#i am so tired now. im going to bed. she needs to punch him to death. and maybe shoot him about it also#SIDE BAR?#how FUCKING closely have these weirdos been stalking the bad kids. because the storm comment was obviously like.. very pointed mocking?#but i dont think she actually said that anywhere in a super public place did she?#yeesh
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stalking peoples blogs is soooo entertaining
#reading two posts from two different ppls blogs that seem vaguely connected and scratching my chin#seeing a targeted post and knowing damn well its about a person i know#and then im pretty sure there was one about me but whatever#its funny how not vague this one person talks about the other person#‘hyperfixation lasted longer than the relationship’ well i think i know who youre talking about!!#if i could rant to someone about the lore this fuckass friend group has with each other i absolutely would#im fucking giggling at the discoveries im finding rn#i should give them vague names uhhhhhhhhhhh#ok person a and person c#person c talked about how she vagueposts about another person on her discord status and stuff#and then person a posted a few days earlier about someone who changes their disc profile stuff whenever person a posts#but THEN LATER a few days later person a replies to an ask person c made so ?????#i have no idea if theyre on good terms or bad terms#but i think person c fucking HATES person a#person a has their following public AND SHE ISNT FOLLOWING PERSON C OOOOOOOH#stalking person c’s alt account rn#bro feels like shes back to one friend…… hmmmmmm……#something just happened…. /ref#snapcube dub reference teehee anyways#shit went DOWN when i was gone wtf#interesting that on person c’s account they have the five post milestone thingy but theres only one post below that….. hmmmmmmmm…..#who the fuck is sylan#answer me person a#thinking it meant something in welsh since person a speaks welsh but it ended up meaning stare which. i dont think means anything but idk#maybe person c is sylan but idk???????#six minutes ago damn that post is fresh#im screenshotting that#ooooh are person c and this other person (i’ll call him person d) on good terms???#mmmmm person a and person d are on at least ok terms#person a started following him again and still is
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Sorry but y’all really need to touch grass or learn about healthy relationships if you’re this concerned about a stranger’s relationship. It’s normal and healthy for couples to have their own lives. Also while we’re at it knowing the names of people’s entire inner circle and cyber stalking friends on social media is not normal.
#I’m not even gonna get started on the fan accounts for ppl in Travis’s family including kids#you needed tmz and stalking his friends to tell you a working couple isn’t attached at the hip#the fixation is so weird to me#i think they are cute but I don’t care about it beyond what we see#I saw ppl going wild on twitter again and idk how it’s grown ass adults with kids saying she should be there#I’m just ranting this isn’t at any of my moots here ily
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i have all these draft documents of half finished fics full of lines i love but that are so fundamentally flawed i can't figure out how to finish them and can't kill my darlings mercilessly enough to get past the roadblocks so i just reread them over and over and think damn this is kinda fire. wish it was anywhere near shareable.
#UGHHHHH 10k allydia fic full of dead end plotlines that lives in my google drive you will always be famous to me and me alone#allison is resurrected and i have this short bit about the five stages of grief vs the five stages of decomposition but idk if i can keep i#bc it works better if allison was dead longer. but i LIKE those lines............#i have like the barest of bones for like 6 different parts of the tw hunger games au fics......#scott one is at 4500k but i decided a while ago i need to change one of the main plot points and it's killing me bc that's like 90% of it#but i like the writing and it's like three scenes from completion!! but i can't bring myself to be happy with where i brought the plot 😔#SICK AND TWISTED!!!!!!!!!!#the tua fic that is my white whale..... reverse robins plot points plan and like four different false start documents......#the robins ghost au i never figured out a plot for....... the tommy dies instead of barb au........ THE JASON CARVER TIMELOOP STORY.......#i really like the opening i wrote for the jason time loop but that's all i wrote bc i realized i'd have to figure out a plot and rewatch s4#and like. :/ idk if i'm willing to do all that. for jason carver?? well.#i have this criminal minds fic where reid gets the flu bc he refuses to get vaccinated bc he's terrified of needles after georgia#and jj shows up to check on him bc she's also dealing w the georgia anniversary so she's desperate for proof of life#and it's like 80% done but i stopped super caring about cm a few years ago and now every time i remember it i'm like :/#i could spruce that up and post it if i really wanted to! it's not bad at all! but will i ever do that.........#OH MY GOD the like 4k i wrote from the POV of this girl stalking reid?? like i wanted to do a casefic from the unsub's perspective#i forgot about that one i was really invested in it for a while actually did a lot of research and really tried to make her sympathetic#shoutout to the random extra from that episode w jason alexander who i decided was gonna be Gwen The Stalker <3#throwback to my criminal minds era that was wild#anyways truly it is the allydia one the twthg xovers the reverse robins and the tua longfic that haunt me constantly#i always cycle between thinking about one of them on and off
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OH AND HE STARTED MESSAGING ME MEMORIES AND CAME TO VISIT ME AT WORK TWICE WHEN HE STARTED DATING HIS NEW GIRL!!!! LMAOOO HE CANT BE HELPED
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my mom has been very vocal about how much she doesn't like that i'm a horror fan for several years, and now she laughs when i mention anything about the Barbie movie because she "can't believe i like Barbie" since it's so different, like, if she only knew what i post about on the internet. oh boy.
#g talks#she's one of those 'i don't like it so people that do are freaks' kind of people#who has never kept a single thought to herself her entire life#so i'm surprised she'd not actively encouraging me to watch more movies like Barbie#this is something she's done to me with many different things#she'll spend a couple years discouraging me#and then one day just snap out of it#and suddenly start acting like that's just a part of me and it's weird if i distance myself from it#or deviate from the pattern in any way#she knows i have tumblr but there's no way she knows my url anymore#my dad used to have a burner tumblr just to stalk me#and make sure i was acting right#but i think i blocked him a long time ago#he still doesn't know#but they'd drop dead if they found my blog#maybe i should show them actually LMAO#mine#/mobile
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"She ruined Petrus for me" is NOT a phrase that should have came to exist. 🤦♂️
#/vent#personal#yes it is about anna again#I reflected on it again and I think I figured particularities of her betrayal#she has been playing both teams (lore council vs loozzers)#loozzers = lozza (their common nicknamw for laurence) + word looser#because this is what those cultish witch hunting freaks ARE#she's been playinh both teams seeking for the signs of which one will win#this is why she defended me this is why she followed saintmic this is why she lied about forgiving me#and when eugene started to publicly humiliate me again anna decided I was done for and-#-flipped on the dime showing her true face#not to mention how she only 'apologized' for her backstabbing because I was vagueblogging and-#-she hoped she could stop me#she supported very open public humiliation and hateful propaganda yet-#-vagueblogging was where she draws the line? lol lmao even#literally she admitted she didn't care about what alfred-chan did to me and fantomette because-#-it didn't concern her personally 🤦♂️#playing winning side instead of doing whats right + claiming to do good while being-#-vile and fake + being 'proudly christian' when there is nothing christian about her at all#absolute petrus behavior lol#I think she is the only one I still HATE and not just 'mad at'#i gave her THREE chances to make up for it and she blew up ALL of them#not to mention claiming me actually clinically depressed person is 'a danger for-#-depressed people' based on the notion that I blow up and get rude if someone hurts me.#not to mention saying I never changed from my awful behavior from six years ago based-#-on the same notion (plot twist even healthy people can blow up when they're harassed and hurt-#-on PURPOSE)#not to mention mocking me with subpar-zero when they were the one who fucked up#if you dont want to be hurt by vagueblogs then stop stalking me!!! its that easy?!
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The 'gifted child' to 'depressed adult/teenager who want to kill themselves' pipeline is too real.
"They have good grades so obviously everything is fine with them and they don't need help" What about you shut the fuck up and jump of a bridge please 🥰
The damages from this are unfortunately very long lasting into adulthood.
Y'know, if a formerly well-behaved straight A student suddenly starts almost not passing their classes and crying all the time and getting into trouble, maybe the default conclusion from every authority figure should not be that they are lazy and simply need to pull themselves together. Maybe instead you should give them stimulants or HRT or let them kill their parents and see if one of those three things resolves the issue.
#i don't want to get too dark here#but my mom saying to me “oh i knew you were a little depressed but that's just normal teenager stuff so we didn't do anything about it”#is the worse thing anyone ever said to me i felt so betrayed#if i had kill myself like i thought of doing everydays would she still have think 'Oh it's just normal teenager stuff' ??#it's truly the people you love the most who will hurt you the deepest#now i'm an adult incapable of asking for help ever because all my signals are ignored and i know they don't truly care#i will probably delete this very soon#as soon as the self-consciousness catches up to me and i start panicking about sharing this stuff lol#this shouldn't be on my knb account but my family stalk my main
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Honestly it would be nice to be able to not be an insane person and feel free to use my personal blog as what I like using it for (pretty pictures funny words and the occasional lengthy post about the ways I’m blowing up my life) but I’m genuinely a neurotic insane person who doesn’t believe that the people I don’t want finding this blog haven’t found it yet and aren’t watching it
#did being stalked on social media by my mom until I was like 16 help me#no. in fact I’d argue her seeing a 12 year old talk about dying & then only doing something when it got reported to the school#was evidence that she could have just not watched me and it all would have been the same#did it give me life long issues with paranoia and trust? oh yeah babyyyy#if someone holds my phone I start freaking out. fondly (lie) remembering her going through it randomly#to find something to scream at me about for an hour. girl I’m drawing ponies online and I’m 12 what do u want from me.#I think I could forgive most things but being monitored like that makes me tweak. instant deal breaker.
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Reminder that the New York City Commission of Human Rights already determined that tumblr's algorithm showed discriminatory bias against LGBTQ+ content. Tumblr was supposed to fix this after the lawsuit but they clearly haven't.
Here's information about filing a complaint with the San Francisco Commission of Human Rights since they've moved headquarters there. It seems like a bit of an involved process but it's clearly needed right now
https://x.com/photomatt/status/1760647056597946851?s=46
CEO of Tumblr, Matt Mullenweg, has started openly harassing tumblr users on other platforms. This dude is actually incredibly scary and malicious and should not be involved with this website going forward. Theres just no excuse for this behavior.
#I'll have to find the post again but I know someone's made a google drive to upload screenshots to since he's starting to delete everything#these one's from twitter definitely need to be saved#jesus christ this is fucking insane#also those blog names don't prove that she was posting nsfw???#i have followers with names like those reblogging from me all the time and they're completely sfw#honestly at this point I wouldn't be surprised to learn that he was part of the stalking and harassment campaign against her#since he thinks it's fine to follow users to other websites to attack them#would love to see how tumblrs pr team is currently holding up
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#i have dreamt two nights in a row about hanging out with E and E#and not like. rehashed memories#like we're all adults. i had to decide whether to get an alcoholic drink or not (opted not)#anyway two nights in a row is strange#in this most recent one i was trying to nudge us into playing the stardew boardgame but E only wanted to play basic card games#which. typical haha#and he started dunking on some mechanics which me and E leapt to defend#i wonder if they ever dream of me or if i'm some forgotten relic#i wonder if they ever even *think* of me#they're both in my thoughts all the time because i still carry little quirks from them with me#none of us post on social media EVER so i can't even like. fb stalk them to see if they're doing okay#E has kids now and it's like. shocking every time i look at his page hahaha#i don't think E will ever have kids those. i think she was leaning towards child free in high school and i thought i wanted to start at 30#well. here's 30 and i have no intention of starting. wonder bout her. she's had a lot of health problems so that might be a factor#*sigh*#personal
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