#did it give me life long issues with paranoia and trust? oh yeah babyyyy
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Honestly it would be nice to be able to not be an insane person and feel free to use my personal blog as what I like using it for (pretty pictures funny words and the occasional lengthy post about the ways I’m blowing up my life) but I’m genuinely a neurotic insane person who doesn’t believe that the people I don’t want finding this blog haven’t found it yet and aren’t watching it
#did being stalked on social media by my mom until I was like 16 help me#no. in fact I’d argue her seeing a 12 year old talk about dying & then only doing something when it got reported to the school#was evidence that she could have just not watched me and it all would have been the same#did it give me life long issues with paranoia and trust? oh yeah babyyyy#if someone holds my phone I start freaking out. fondly (lie) remembering her going through it randomly#to find something to scream at me about for an hour. girl I’m drawing ponies online and I’m 12 what do u want from me.#I think I could forgive most things but being monitored like that makes me tweak. instant deal breaker.
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