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linddzz · 9 months ago

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32 with Dreamling? 👀

Smut Prompts:

#32: A suffers from pent-up stress and frustration. B offers their body for them to use to get rid of negative emotions.

Edit: Full fic on AO3

Wordcount: 6977 (nice)

Warnings: Canon typical descriptions of violence. Dream being an unhinged little nightmare, but Hob is so down for it. Also, it's a smut prompt. So there is smut. Dicks abound. In typical fashion it took me a while to get to said dicks though. No beta and only the barest editing.

Summary: Service Dom Hob is here to give his bizarre Eldritch boyfriend the tenderest, gentlest domming of his Endles existence. Dream is still going to be a hissing little brat about it. Tbh I waffled a bit on which way to go with this one, but realized that what I really want sometimes is to have Hob scruff Dream like the pissy wet cat that he is and tell him to SHUSH while Dream goes all ragdoll. I also fully embraced a horny headcanon of mine where Dream is more sensitive to physical touch in the Waking.

Shout out to @amahhi, because I picked little bits from our RP here and there for this. What can I say, we got a good Dream and Hob.

Edit 2.0: trying to get the blog unflagged, so the read more has the fic up to the spicy bits. Full fic is in the AO3 link 🙃

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It's been a very normal, mundane, and drab sort of day when Hob comes home at the end of it. There's the standard London drizzle tapping away at his window, transforming the world outside into a melting blur of darkening gray shot through with bright smears from electric street lights coming on one by one.

Electric lights. Brilliant. Literally brilliant. They're all going to pay for it in the long run of course, but fuck is it nice to just come home and flick a switch - like so - to light a room up.

There's a corpse on his sofa.

The corpse is on its back, arms rigid at its side. Its skin has a drained, cold paleness with veins as gray as the current sky. The face is perfectly still and perfectly expressionless, with flat blue eyes open and unseeing towards the ceiling. The startling ghastliness of the corpse is offset by the soft black t-shirt, along with black pajama bottoms decorated with alarmingly cheerful blue stars.

This is also, increasingly, a normal part of his day.

"All right, love?" He asks, shutting the door behind him. The first time he came home to Dream lying out stiff and apparently lifeless in his flat there had been a bit more yelling and panicking, followed by careful explanations about what the unexpected sight of a pale and unmoving body with open, unseeing eyes showing up in a safe and comfortable space can do to someone who has been through a few wars.

It kept happening, which meant Dream did not actually understand. But now Dream always makes an effort to put his form into pajamas first, possibly with the logic that if he were dressed comfortably for sleep, then he couldn’t possibly look like a corpse. Which meant he was trying, even if severely misguided. It's more touching than it should be.

The corpse on the sofa routine all started when they became...whatever they are now. The best explanation Hob ever got was that a chunk of Dream’s duties involve delving into the vast unconsciousness of himself, sinking into the wild depths that were made of every dreaming mind that created him to make sure everything was flowing smoothly.

It was all very metaphysical in all the ways that Hob tries not to think about too much. When he compared it to a computer shutting down for maintenance, he got himself a curdled look of such offended disgust that he knew he was on the money. He compared it to sleep instead, which mollified Dream at the time.

In the past this deeper delving into himself was done from the throne room. Then Dream started showing up in Hob's flat every now and again, refusing to explain why. Hob isn't stupid, so he doesn't ask why after the first few times. Whatever the metaphysics of it, Dream wants to come here and lie on Hob's furniture being vulnerable in the Waking world, despite all his grumblings about said world. Dream may not be able to explain the want for a space outside of work to go to, but Hob gets the difference between grading papers at his office and doing it in his living room. The fact that Dream seeks this space out makes Hob's chest go all fluttery and hot, and he will never question it ever.

It's why he doesn't make a fuss about the fact that Dream hasn't figured out that he looks like a fucking horror movie prop when he does it.

“Obviously.” Dream rumbles in answer. His voice has a deep, slow resonance that's being dragged up from the darkest fathoms. It's a growling sneer, the sharp warning crack of a cliff face about to give. It says that asking things like “all right?” is the most low, simple mindedly human thing Hob could ask, because there is no reason Dream would be otherwise.

“That sort of day then? Budge up.” Hob tosses his coat to the chair, which earns him an annoyed huff of a sound, and shoves a space for himself by Dream's hip, which earns him a growl.

“What. Sort of. Day?” Dream asks darkly. He turns his head, slowly. His movements are always slow when he's coming up from his not-sleep, and Hob is always fascinated by the process. He imagines Dream reeling himself back from wherever he has gone to, a long thread of his consciousness spooling up to refill the shape of his body. The waxy deadness in his skin doesn't exactly liven up, but it becomes more luminous. The stiffness melts from carved stone to…well not relaxed but something with a bit more give to it than stone anyway. The eyes change the most. The empty flatness of them turns into a clear, bright blue. They're flashing with liquid fire when Dream looks up at Hob, even if the rest of him is still an angrily stiff bunch of sharp edges.

“Not a great one, I think.” Hob leans, propping his shoulders on the back of the couch with Dreams waist and arm against the small of his back. Dream turns his head with his jaw clenched, and Hob reaches out, brushing the backs of his curled fingers in the barest caress over the plane of Dreams cheek.

There's a nearly imperceptible tremor in the core of the body he's leaned himself against. The corners of Dreams mouth tightens, and his eyes flare, like that lightest touch has opened a raw nerve.

“Maybe the sort of day I could help you forget?” Hob murmurs. He hasn't decided exactly what he's offering when he offers it. They could just stay here, watching some meaningless picture while Dream stays pressed between Hob and the sofa, and Hob combs his fingers through that downy soft black hair until all the tension melts from him. Hob could make that milky, sugary lavender infusion Dream is fond of and kiss him slow and sweet for hours. They could have a wild shag or the easiest love making. Whatever will help ease the coiled tension that’s churning just beneath Dream’s carefully still surface. Anything.

The caress continues. Hob traces his fingertips up the edge of Dreams cheekbone and sinks them back into the wild black hair to cradle around that impossible skull. There's a suspicious scraping sound down by his hip.

“That better not be you clawing up my upholstery.” He hums, rubbing his thumb over the hairline at Dreams temple. “Come on love, what do you want?”

“What. I. Want?”

The stillness breaks. A hand snaps up and clamps around Hob's wrist. Dream surges up, sitting awkwardly with Hob nearly in his lap, his eyes flashing dark and his teeth bared close to Hob's mouth.

“You would offer yourself then? A sacrifice to what you would call a bad day?” Dream asks, his voice dropping into a hard scrape. There's a sharp prick against the skin of Hob's wrist as claws grow from Dreams fingers. “You ask for what I want?”

“Obviously.” Hob repeats Dream’s earlier answer back at him. This is always the most uncertain part, when Dream is in one of these moods. This night could go a million different ways, but Hob finds himself keen for any of them. Any that keep Dream right here with all of his attention, snarling or otherwise, right on Hob that is.

There's a hiss of sound, sharp and explosive. The sharp pricks against Hob's skin turn into bright bursts of hot pain, and he feels the wet slide of blood down the inside of his arm. There's a shudder, and Dream suddenly curls down against him with his forehead ground into the curve of Hob's shoulder at the base of his throat. It's an awkward reach, but Hob brings his far arm around to run his palm up the knobbed curve of Dreams spine.

“It's alright, love.” He whispers. The slump is not a loosening at all. Hob can feel the jerky tension in every line of Dream’s body, and his love feels like a spring winding tighter and tighter.

“No.” Dream spits. “You ask what I want. The things I want. You are foolhardy. Brash. You understand nothing. Ignorant.”

“Flattery gets you nowhere, my Dream.” Hob keeps running his hand up and down Dream’s spine, thinking that he really is wound up if those are the best insults he can come up with.

There's a bizarre, inhuman sound. A sharp, jagged, snarling grind. Dream's other hand splays against his ribs, vibrating and sharp. The Endless goes quiet again, and Hob keeps stroking his back, happy to wait for whatever comes next.

“The way you say my name.” Dream whispers. “I want to open your ribs and make you say it. I want to pull each apart, one by one, like the petals of the rarest flower. I want to splay them, pin them. Expose the secret parts of you. I want to see how your lungs fill and shrink when you say my name, when you scream it. I want to see how your heart beats when you dream of me. I want to put my hand around it and feel the precious fluttering of it when I punch my fingers through the chambers. I want to feel it burst like the most wondrous fruit plucked out and crushed in my grasp. I want to feel the pockets of your lungs crackle against my palms when they fill with air. I want you to be screaming my name when I do it.”

His hand moves as he talks. Long fingers drag along the valleys between Hob's ribs, slow and methodical. They're also shaking, a sharp electric buzzing of claws through Hob's button down shirt.

That sort of night then?

“If you're trying to scare me off, you’ve already done that sort of thing in a few of my more exciting dreams.” Hob points out.

“I want to do it here.” It isn't even a whisper now. It's just an exhale shaped into words. Hob notices that it isn't a threatening snarl, or the low purr of Dream enjoying the build up to a grand old violently nightmarish time. There's a shivery dread. A horror deeper than the obvious goriness of it all.

“You fantasize about killing me?” Hob asks, curious. Ok fine, it wouldn't actually kill him, but it would feel like it.

“You can't die.”

It's an immediate response. Breathless. Rapturous. Terrified. Hob is starting to get the idea of what's going on here.

“Scariest thing you've said to me, that was.” He observes with some interest. It's true, after all. He's just learned that his immortality fuels his love's apparent wish to vivisect him in the plane where they both know it would hurt the worst, where the violence of it would be all of the bloody screaming reality without the cushioned fantasy of the Dreaming. Dream admitted that in a way that was clear that he thinks about it regularly. It is, objectively, a scary thing to learn. There it is. Horrifying and alarming. Huh! How about that.

He doesn’t pretend to be surprised at himself when his cock twitches against his jeans. The only thing he isn’t sure of is if it’s the violent idea itself, or the fact that Dream is very obviously holding himself back from affectionately mauling him right this instant.

He's still petting his hand up and down Dream's spine, and he can feel the way his love bunches in on himself with a cracked whining sound that makes Hob's chest ache like his heart’s already been torn and exposed for the soft tender thing it is. There are talons still scraping anxiously at Hob's ribcage. There are still claws dug into his arm, but with less force than before. Dream is tense, already in a state, and in the fine process of working himself up into what could possibly be a legendary tantrum of self loathing.

“Right.” Hob declares, coming to a decision. “First thing: put a pin in that idea. I have to sit on it a bit and work up to it, but I did just get a little hard there, so it's not entirely off the table. I don't think that's what you want right now though.”

Dream froze with shock halfway through that, and Hob knows the best course of action is to keep moving before that impossible head has enough time to tangle itself up in a new way. The hand on Dream's spine sweeps up and grabs Dream by the nape, hard.

There is an explosive hiss of incredulous shock when Hob yanks him back. The face that Hob pulls off of his shoulder has wide obsidian eyes and a snarl with a wicked set of fangs. He holds the nightmare scruffed, meeting glittering dark eyes while his heart pounds with what isn't nearly enough actual fear.

“You want me to stop you.”

Dream’s eyes widen further, the hand on Hob's wrist drops lifeless to the sofa. Hob watches a burst of pink bloom across the unnatural white of his cheeks before the response is wrestled back down. Dream’s eyes narrow, but he's watching Hob closely.

“You are. Incapable. Of stopping me.” He growls. It's not a threat, just reality. Which is how most of Dream’s threats go.

“You're going to let me though, I think.” Hob says. He digs his fingers a little into the hard muscle of the back of Dream's neck, and takes several mental notes on the way the nightmare’s head lolls back and the hand on his ribs goes still. Hob turns where he's sitting to bring one leg up on the sofa, to bring himself closer to the odd monster he loves so dearly. He pulls Dream further, already feeling dizzy at the way the jagged, black eyed nightmare with his luminous white skin and razor teeth goes pliantly until he's leant back, practically being dipped with Hob over him.

“I think you need to let go, love. But you don't like what you might do if you let go.” He says with a smile. “How about we try things my way hm? You let go, but you hand the reins to me. Let me take charge.”

Dreams face goes through some fascinating shifts. He gazes up at Hob with such a raw, wounded want that it looks painful before the expression flinches when Hob's other hand comes up to stroke his cheek again. There's a jerk though Dream's limbs, and Hob is sure the joints are doing things that would make him feel queasy if he looked.

“You…here?” Dream asks, and his voice is thin and sharp and shivery. Hob knows why Dream’s clarifying that, and why here is making Dream writhe and flush with his mouth stretched a little too far on teeth that weren't meant for a human jawline. Hob knows that things feel different for Dream, when he's in the Waking. He's a creature of thought and idea, and touches in the more physical Waking world come across stronger than he's used to, more overwhelming. It’s not that Dream never bottoms, or even that he never submits. But it’s always in Dream’s own realm, where his submission isn’t really submission at all, but a coy play where he acts up the part of a sweet wilting fae lover or a wanton hedonist. He has a harder time staying in control of the situation, when they’re in Hob’s world, where there are less heated fantasies for him to sink himself into.

And the Dreamlord would never admit it, but Hob has noticed the way he keeps showing up in the Waking world to initiate things, even if it's just to cuddle up against Hob and find ways to get petted until he turns into a shivering puddle of nerves. But cuddling here is one thing, this is something else, something new.

“Here.” Hob nods, stroking his thumb slow and firm over Dream's nape, feeling the little vibration that goes down Dream's spine from that point. “I need you to say you want me to though, ok?”

That gets a furious, low hiss of a growl. Dream’s eyes flash and he snaps his mouth full of razor teeth with the sound like a bear trap. Hob lets him squirm and hiss and shudder. He's always such a trembling little thing, like there is too much going on inside for his outer shell to hold in. One day, Hob is going to properly catalog all of the ways his cosmic power of a lover shivers like a leaf when he thinks he's keeping himself all grim and stoic.

“You. Wish me …complicit.” Dream hisses, the words grinding out from his chest, as there's no way the wide maw of needle teeth is currently capable of speaking that clearly. “You would have me voice it. Admit to it. To be brought low and ragged.”

“I want your consent,” Hob huffs a small laugh, which might not be the best response but God does he love this proud twit, “you pretty, deranged little thing. I'm not doing anything if you don't actually want me to, and we can stop at any point. It's important to me that you get that.”

“My consent,” Dream spits, and this time there's a tearing sound when he does start clawing up Hob's upholstery, “is that I am allowing it.”

On paper, true enough. Dream is thrashing and snarling and gnashing his monstrous teeth with eyes like flaming pits. He's also kept in place by the weak, flesh and blood human hand holding him by the back of the neck. The only reason Hob is able to scruff him and have his head tilted pliantly back to expose the long white throat, is because Dream is letting it happen.

“I think you would allow me to do a lot of things you don't want me to.” Hob says gently. The thrashing stills, the snarling quiets, Dream's teeth finally shrink down into more standard shapes.

“There we are.” Hob breathes, smiling. His chest feels like it may burst, like Dream may end up getting his dark little fantasy after all. It's more than any man could deserve, seeing the way Dream goes quiet and panting, eyes fixed wide and blue again as they stare up at Hob. He keeps the hold on Dreams neck, and smoothes the other hand back through Dreams hair.

Dream makes a thin, fragile sound, eyes flashing black before returning to their clear blue.

“I need to know you actually want this, darling.” Hob explains again. “Not just that you're allowing it. I can't go thinking that you might just be going along with what you think I want from you.”

There's a shift of movement, more of a little squirm than the furious thrashing from a few seconds ago. Dream clenches his jaw together and stares, eyes glittering with new wetness. Christ. Hob is going to get a complex. It can't be good for his ego, having Dream like this.

“Yes.” Dream finally whispers, swallowing thickly. He even nods with little jerky movements against Hob's grip. “I want…what it is, you are planning. Here. In the Waking. I want you to have me. Your way.”

Hob rewards him with a hard kiss, mostly because if he doesn't get his mouth on those quivering pink lips he might explode. Dream goes lax with a whining sound that is absolutely going to give Hob a complex. Plush lips part immediately under his, as sweet as anything. Then teeth flash against his mouth, still sharp and wild but followed fast by Dream’s tongue lapping hungrily at the bite. There are hands clawing at him again, pawing at his back, twisting in his hair, digging into his hips. Dream is doing some impossible wiggling and Hob realizes that there is more than one pair of legs hitching around his hips and tangling between his own legs. It must look like he's snogging an enthusiastic spider.

“Enough of that.” He chides, pushing a hand on Dream's chest. Teeth sink into his lip again, and there's a low growl when Hob pulls his head back so Dream can't start trying to get his tongue down Hob's throat. Or trying to affectionately bite his lips off. “Shush. Lie back, and settle down dearest. Christ, you're all wound up.”

Another small push does the trick. Dream goes down with a little huff when his back hits the sofa. He’s suddenly as meek as a kitten, if that kitten had blood on its lips and a sharp intrigued glint to its eyes. Rather like a kitten then, actually.

Not that Hob is thinking much about kittens. He's far more focused on the way Dream’s skin has gained a more human flush to it, on the curious little chirrup noise that comes from him. He's looking up at Hob with swollen pink lips and his eyes still blue, but the dark blue of a deep ocean. The shirt he's wearing is stretched at the collar, revealing the tantalizing dip of his clavicles, and his ruffled hair is the most adorable thing Hob could imagine. It's such a flip from the snarling monstrous thing Hob had scruffed less than a minute ago, and all of it is so wonderfully Dream. Objectively terrifying in his violence, objectively sexier than sin.

“You're horrible for my ego.” Hob declares, sitting up kneeling between long legs that are still clad in the damn cartoon star pajamas. Dream answers this with a velvety pleased sound, and Hob feels legs bent around his hips and hitched up his waist and one bends a knee up on his shoulder-

“Ah-ah, stick with two.” Hob taps at one of Dream’s thighs before getting to work unbuttoning his shirt enough to tug it up over his head. “We're in my world right now, so we’re doing things my way. With a human shape. And stop eyeballing my ribcage, thanks. I told you we're putting a pin in that.”

He can hear the displeased hissing sound, and decides to give Dream a pass on that. There are times where words seem to lack the correct expressions for the Prince of Stories, and he has an astounding repertoire of inhuman, and even inorganic, sounds to fall back on. Despite his orders to stop with the rib stuff, there are long hands on his sides as soon as his shirt is tossed away. When he looks down, Dream’s eyes are half lidded and dark, fully fixed with stark hunger on Hob’s exposed torso.

There's a scrape of claw, smoother than before, and the bright line over his side goes right to his prick. It is…so tempting…to change his mind and tell Dream to have at it. Just to see what would happen, to see how it would feel to get torn apart by something that loves him so much. Except there's a little tense pinching at Dreams mouth, even as his eyes darken further and his hands spread over Hob's ribs to feel them expand with each breath.

“Hands to yourself.” Hob decides for both their sakes. He taps a finger between Dream’s eyes in chastisement, and nearly loses that finger when teeth snap up towards it. Dream is fast, but he's used to getting away with things, so there's only a surprised hitch of sound when Hob grabs under his jaw and shoves his head back.

“My way.” Hob reminds him, surprised at how low and rough his own voice comes out.

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#dreamling #my fic #dom gadling is here to be the gentlest mildest service top #dream is a weird eldritch cat

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akatsuki-shin · 1 year ago

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Hey I am a new yizhan fan. I love them. I felt their love for each other till 2020.But honestly speaking I don't feel there is love anymore between them. This is my honest thought. I think yibo moved on with cheng xiao. I don't know about her till recently. But I saw some of his fancam around cheng xiao and felt there is something btwn them. He gets flustered,starring,Following, giving signals to her even in recent concert 2 days before. I don't think its JUST FRIENDSHIP. Share ur thoughts pls.

My thoughts are you need to stop being so obsessed with a celebrity's personal life and relationship that it's giving you stress in your real life.

Candies/hints are fun and all. I've enjoyed and consumed them, as well, but in the end, those are all just one-sided interpretations from a part of the celebrity's fan group. Obviously, every fan group have different interpretation from each other because none of those candies/hints are official information. It's literally just some gestures/habits the celebrity made that outsiders like us often interpret and spin out of control beyond its actual intended purpose.

This isn't just about the matter of Yibo, Cheng Xiao, and Xiao Zhan. It's literally about fans who always over-think any celebrities' behavior that they only saw for a few seconds or minutes without knowing the real context, and then interpreted it to fit their own narrative and decided that it's the truth.

You're saying you feel there's no more love between Yibo and Xiao Zhan, and that Yibo has moved on to Cheng Xiao. On what basis do you:

Claim Yibo and Xiao Zhan were in an official relationship?

Claim that Yibo and Xiao Zhan were no longer a thing?

Claim that Yibo and Cheng Xiao are more than just friends?

Do you know the three of them personally? Were you there when they confessed their love for each other and/or broke up? If all you have are fancams, photos, unconfirmed gossips, fellow fans' interpretations (e.g. kadian, body language analysis, etc), and fans' testimonies (e.g. "this sister was there when they blablabla and she heard blablabla") then it's the same as having no confirmation at all. Unless it comes from the actual person him/herself or their management/agency, it's all baseless rumors.

YiZhan may be a thing, YiZhan may not be a thing, and so do Yibo and Cheng Xiao. They can be dating or they can be just good friends/colleagues. Who could know for sure? Definitely not outsiders like us who have no relation whatsoever to them.

I also ship and write RPS fics, YiZhan included. Heck, I have also eaten and squealed over those candies/hints on a daily basis and I might have believed some of them until some extent. But I'm well aware that it's just a product of my imagination I understand that reality may not be similar to what I'm always thinking. If one day the celebrities I ship end up not being together, that's fine. They live their life, I live mine. It was fun while it lasted. The end.

If you're new to this and you're asking me for my opinion, then my only suggestion is please consume everything you see rationally. Obsession with someone's private life is not healthy. Parasocial relationship is not healthy.

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holyaching · 11 days ago

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HOLYACHING . . . a private &* highly selective independent rp blog, featuring SUNDAY of hoyoverse's HONKAI : STAR RAIL. as damned by gabriel ( 21+, they / them prns ) — minors &* personal blogs are prohibited from interacting. viewer discretion is advised as this blog will contain mature &* nsfw content. all will be tagged appropriately. — template credit. / art credit.

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temp. rules are under the read - more.

an overview. holyaching is a highly selective independent blog, run by me . . . gabriel, or better known as rie ! i'm twenty - four &* i prefer they / them prns. i block those who are under 18 as well as personal blogs that interact with my posts. pls don't reblog anything if you're a personal blog . . . don't get me wrong i'm super touched but being perceived will kill me.

activity &* response time. this blog will be super slow ! to be pretty upfront, i've had a hell of a twenty - twenty four . . . idk it's been really rough. i might be here every day some days, &* never around on other days. please just bare with me.

writing. i would say that i write on a fully literate / advanced scale. most of my responses be at minimum two paragraphs, &* i do tend to heavily format them. if you have rules against formatting, i will abide by them — i might forget but i promise that's not my intention. just give me a heads up !

crossovers, duplicates, &* ocs. i like them &* i'm fine writing against them !

contact. my askbox is always open to my mutuals, as is my ims. you're also free to ask me for my discord, though i can be kind of hard to reach on there.

nsfw. this blog will contain it ! i mean who else is gonna write bird boy laying eggs smh . . . ( /j )

shipping. tbh i'm not gonna be like "oh i love all dynamics equally" i actually fucking love romantic shipping so much lmfao. i'm so down to do just about any pair, just ask me about it or be brave &* send me in some romantic - esque prompt.

affiliates. i don't have any atm ! i am also not affiliated with any sort of "rpc" nor will i ever be.

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corruptedforce · 2 years ago

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Super late but, @mayxthexforce for the opinion on my url and character (s) meme

Send me your URL and I'll tell you // @mayxthexforce // Accepting!

My Opinion on;

Character in general: I love all of these characters. I write the most with Sabe, and I am just as in love with her as Anakin. She is just amazing in so many ways. I also absolutely adore Merrin, though, like so much, and all the others. I write with all of them, and we ship with like all but Luke, Leia and Cal I think. Maybe not Quinlan either lol. But, I adore all of these characters. Truly, such a great representation of side characters who don’t get enough love.

How they play them: The characterization is amazing. Hands down, amazing. Makes me love characters I never thought twice about.

The Mun: Mica is hands down, one of my very favorite people. I literally talk to Mica off and on, all day, every day. We can talk about pretty much everything and her knowledge of random Star Wars stuff is insane. But, I have so much love for her.

Do I:

RP with them: Always. I literally write with Mica, on a daily basis. We have so many things on Discord, that we alternate through, things on Tumblr. I always want more and love everything.

Want to RP with them: ALWAYS. I have to be given boundaries of how many things, because I will literally be like let’s do 50 things.

What is my;

Overall Opinion: Honestly, I don’t know if Anakin would have been so successful for me without Mica and Sabe. We bonded pretty fast after I made him and she made a random post of ‘what if I did a thread where Anakin and Sabe random kissed and caught feelings?’ 4 months later, they literally are our life ruiners. But, even when we are not replying, I love just talking to her, hearing about her day, just everything. I am so grateful for her <3

**Note: Mun’s answer are all to be completely honest. Don’t send url if you don’t want brutal honesty

#mayxthexforce #(answered)

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tracer85s · 4 years ago

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MDZS fics i treasure (2)

parts 1, 2, 3

The Simplest Way Forward by harriet_vane

[explicit, lan wangji/wei wuxian, 71k, complete]

one of the classics. this is also the fic that got me into the whole mdzs fandom. i literally just searched up kid fic on ao3 and this one seemed promising... so i read it without knowing who tf lan wangji or wei wuxian are... fast forward a few months later and all i can think about is “wangxian are married and have a son.” THEY’RE MARRIED AND HAVE A SON. now take that knowledge and add in modern wangxian as university music students who get married to take care of a-yuan and you’ve got yourselves this brilliant fic. also, i did not know you can endlessly pine for your own husband but with wangxian, anything’s possible

Neatly Arranged by thunderwear

[teen and up, lan wangji/wei wuxian, jiang yanli/jin zixuan, 45k, complete]

yes. i love arranged marriage wangxian fics okay ! they’re my guilty pleasure. this one’s unique because lwj’s actually bethrothed to jiang yanli and jin zixuan’s bethrothed to wwx which is actually kind of funny especially when jzx asks lwj if he wants to switch. it does get angsty but there’s a happy ending !

Night of Sixth Magnitude Stars by Leffy

[mature, lan wangji/wei wuxian, 22k, complete]

modern au with student lwj and teacher wwx although it’s only for the first chapter. THIS FIC. OH MY GOD. i literally got tricked, i thought it would be lighthearted and fluffy but the angst (specifically for wwx’s character) broke my heart. THE PLOT IS AMAZING, PLEASE READ IT

one good thing by Yuu_chi

[teen and up, lan wangji/wei wuxian, 26k, complete]

this one’s a classic, one of the first few mdzs fics i read and i absolutely love it. modern au with ghost wwx and house owner lwj *squeals* IT’S SO FLUFFY... and then gets quite a bit angsty at the end, i swear your heart stops at that scene. anyway it’s such a good read sigh,,, might re-read

Pigtail Pulling by protos_metazu_ison

[general, lan wangji/wei wuxian, 3k, complete]

whenever i’m feeling down, this fic always manages to cheer me up. it’s very lighthearted, just fluffy wangxian in cloud recesses: wwx teasing lwj and lwj teases back and absolutely flusters wwx. it’s just SO CUTE

Rush Hour by Ulan

[teen and up, lan wangji/wei wuxian, 3k, completed]

basically modern wangxian in public transport, pressed up against each other, with a dash of protective lwj and damsel in distress wwx. warning, there is minor sexual assault but the rest is just fluffy wangxian <3

seldom all they seem by Fahye

[explicit, lan wangji/wei wuxian, 24k, complete]

yes... another arranged marriage fic... i have nothing to say for myself. but this one’s just the usual fic with lwj finding wwx annoying at first and then pining so hard afterwards once he realizes wwx is his entire world. the author also changed the wwx escaping with the wens scene and OH MY GOD THEIR VERSION *chef’s kiss*. READ IT !

silhouettes to steal this night by moonsteps

[teen and up, lan wangji/wei wuxian, 51k, complete]

MODERN WANGXIAN AS ASSASSINS/HITMEN AND ROOMMATES. WHAT MORE DO I NEED TO SAY. guys, they just flirt every time they’re assigned to the same hit i am literally crying. top tier fic as expected from moonsteps (read the rest of their works you won’t regret it at all).

so you’ve been robbed by a museum by yukla

[mature, lan wangji/wei wuxian, 5k, complete]

immortal cultivators wangxian in the modern world !! to summarize, wangxian somehow does *not* get their shit together in the ancient times and pine all the way into the 21st century until lwj sees an entire section of paintings of himself hanging in the museum... you can guess whose yearning-induced artistic creations those are ;)

soft-hearted by @sarah-yyy

[general, lan wanji/wei wuxian, 6k, complete]

are you wondering what happens if child lwj found child wwx in the streets and brought him back to gusu with him? this. this is what happens: SOFTNESS, FLUFF, AND WWX CALLING GEGE. i literally didn’t know how much i need childhood friends to lovers wangxian until i read this and every time wwx called lwj gege? hello? i was pretty sure i was going to burst into flames if i kept screaming. also, read the author’s wangxian rebuttable presumption verse on their page bc it’s absolutely genius oh my god i’m never going to shut up about the rp verse

take yourself home by ribena

[mature, lan wangji/wei wuxian, 26k, complete]

okay, this one is HEAVY. like you would seriously just want to wrap wwx in a blanket and feed him soup kind of heavy. to summarize, radio host lwj keeping plant dad wwx company with his voice and then himself once he moves into the same apartment as wwx. honestly, this one hits home for me, it will definitely make you sob but the ending is so hopeful and i need a sequel of just plant dads wangxian being domestic

tame by rikke

[mature, lan wangji/wei wuxian, 11k, complete]

IMAGINE IF LWJ DID NOT LEAVE WWX AFTER THE XUANWU CAVE. just imagine oh my god, maybe they would’ve gotten their feelings resolved faster... or hatched a baby xuanwu, and wait what? yes, you read right. this fic is about xuanwu dads wangxian in yunmeng, it’s fluffy and funny and just a perfect lighthearted read if you’re having a bad day

The Fire Lapping Up the Creek by notevenyou

[explicit, lan wangji/wei wuxian, 66k, complete]

in which wwx travels to lanling alone for jin ling’s one month celebration and gets heavily injured, cue in very heavy hurt/comfort. warning, there’s major illness and surgery in this fic. so basically, lwj stays in the burial mounds to guard wwx and the wens while wwx recovers from his injury. LISTEN, burial mounds husbands wangxian and heavy hurt/comfort, what more do you need. go read it

The Lotus Defense Society by mondengel

[teen and up, lan wangji/wei wuxian, jiang yanli/jin zixuan, 3k, complete, only available for registered users of ao3]

i have lost count of how many times i’ve read this one, i love it so much. lwj and jzx bond over their mutual pining for wwx and jyl and accidentally starts a cult with nhs to prevent unsuitable people from courting them. where do i even begin with this fic, it’s literally so amazing !! very crack-y, my favourite line is “Young Master Jin! It’s Lan Wangji! He’s enacting Phoenix Mountain Part 2!” and then what happens after is my favourite scene

the secret ingredient by queen_gee

[teen and up, lan wangji/wei wuxian, 8k, complete]

WWX BAKING FOR LWJ WHO HAS A SWEET TOOTH OH MY GOD I AM SOBBING. modern college/university wangxian with lots of pining and baking, i am literally banging my head against a table this is the sweetest fic, but they’re also idiots in love so there’s some light angst but you’ll literally melt at the ending !!

The Trials and Tribulations of a Modern Father by Bgtea

[teen and up, lan xichen/jiang wanyin, lan wangji/wei wuxian, 24k, complete]

written in jiang fengmian’s pov where jfm realizes jiang cheng attracts a lot of attention from... old men. cue in lan xichen and his charming smile and this spells trouble to jfm so he enlists wwx’s help in operation protect jiang cheng. endgame xicheng with side pairing wangxian, this is absolutely cute and very humorous

with you, I am home by tellthemstories

[mature, lan wangji/wei wuxian, 47k, complete]

MODERN CULTIVATORS WANGXIAN DECIDE TO FAKE DATE *SCREAMS*. slow burn (but not if you read it fast enough), the way they are so domestic in this one oh my god, a LOT of oblivious wwx, and lwj meeting the family. i’m a sucker for fake dating fics and this one is just SO right. i’m urging everyone to read it for self-care

#wangxian #mo dao zu shi #mdzs fic rec #fic rec #lan wangji #wei wuxian #lan wangji/wei wuxian #jiang cheng #lan xichen #xicheng

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friendly-neighborhood-fossil · 4 years ago

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*Welcome to the chaos*

If it’s isn’t obvious, this is a roleplay account for everyone’s favorite star spangled himbo.

Just wanted to get some rules and info out of the way so this account runs smoothly.

- 18+ is a requirement. No minors allowed, and yes, that even applies to sfw interactions. Mod is 20+. No exceptions. If you would like to interact please have your age in your bio or let me know your age if you ask things on anon.

- While I don’t mind and actually enjoy sexual and NSFW interactions, I’m not here to strictly be your source of sexual release. I enjoy role playing a lot, and that includes relationships building. I’m totally fine with you wanting to get dicked down, but please take Steve out for dinner first??? I will not reply to overtly sexual messages if we’ve literally never interacted before. Sorry.

- Tell me what you are and aren’t comfortable with if you’re in for the long term rp. I don’t want to make people uncomfortable accidentally and trigger them. Personally I don’t have any major triggers but if you have any questions about specific kinks or plot points please ask. The worst I can do is say no.

- I’m not here to get involved in your drama with Sarah, or Rachel, or Drew, or Brad. I literally do not care and will not take sides on an issue unless someone is being overtly racist, homophobic or whatever else. Just please don’t involve me in the petty shit.

- I am a human and I will not be here all day every day. I work full time and my work takes up most of my time. If I don’t reply to you right away it’s because I’m at work or just not interested in being Steve at the moment. Please be respectful of my time. If I don’t think you are I have the right to not interact with you or block you if I feel harassed (don’t be that person).

- If you would like to interact on anon please assign yourself an emoji and be sure to tell me your name, age and what pronouns you go by.

- Any other questions? Feel free to drop my an ask or message me directly. I promise I’m not a jerk, I just really wanted this info section to be taken seriously. Some people on here are whack.

📘

#Steve Rogers role play #Steve Rogers anon #Steve Rogers nonnie #Steve Rogers rp

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aerith-thelastoftheancients · 4 years ago

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(Greetings! I’m a new blog here on Tumblr!>^<

Feel free to ask my questions or to Role Play. I’m open to all ships and plots! Though I will have to set down rules and how this Blog will work.

But first, a little bit about the mun.

I’m currently 22 years old and have 7+ years of RP experience under my belt, most of it being centered around Attack On Titan, OutLast, Star Wars, Resident Evil and DC Comics. I’m fairly good with almost all Canon characters and their personalities since I’m a major nerd. :p I’m a literate writer so usually my paragraphs differ from 6 to 16 depending on the RP. I’m overall a friendly person and love to talk to others/make new friends!

Now for the rules *yay* D:

My Role Playing rules are fairly simple and shouldn’t be hard to follow. So here we go.

*For those wishing to Role Play with my character and would like to know my rules, please read.*

Keep in mind that this RP account is 18+

#1: I am accepting of Canon X Canon & OC X Canon. I’m open to all ships fortunately, but be warned I’ve never FXF before so that’s something that needs improving. I am also open to role plays that don’t center around romance.

#2: I don’t accept 1 liners or short responses. The occasional short response is acceptable if your busy and life is happening, but if it happens often and almost all the time, the RP will be dropped. Without long replies, the RP can become uninteresting and it’ll feel like one sided if I have to do all the work.

#3: DO NOT LEAVE ME IN THE DARK IF YOU LOSE INTEREST. If you no longer wish to continue the RP, tell me and we’ll leave it be. I would hate to get into something and then having to wait months for a response. I understand life happens or interests change.

#4: I’m usually online almost every hour of the day. My schedule usually changes from responses during the day or responses during the night. I’m typically a night owl but most of the time now I’m active during the day.

#5: PLEASE DON’T SPAM ME! If I don’t respond in 1 week, then please do spam me. But if I don’t respond in a few hours, I recommend you don’t. I do have a life outside of this Blog as all people do.

#6: I am perfectly okay with blood, gore, death, gruesome stuff. I love it! I’m pretty fine with everything except for fetish’s or heavy sexual themes in RP like for example; Foot Fetish, Smut, MPreg, Vore, Etc...

#7: I love to RP and I take it seriously. Please, if you have limits/triggers, let me know! I would hate to make you feel uncomfortable or ruin the RP.

#8: No Godmodding or taking complete control of my character. You control yours and I will control mine. Other characters we add into the RP mainly for background will be used by both of us unless we assign who plays who.

#9: Not only do I follow the main storyline, I also accept AU’s and such like it!

#10: Have fun~

The rule for my Ask box needs to be kept fairly minimal and clean. If you use sexual themed or harass the character, that is an automatic block.

That sums it up. I hope to hear from you lovely people and please, like or reblog to help get this blog get out there for the whole fandom on this site!

Main Blog here: @kayleeredfield

Thank you! ;D )

#final fantasy #ffvii remake #cloud x aerith #final fantasy vii #ffvii #aerith x cloud #cloud strife #mature rp #oc rp #ffvii rp #ff7 rp #lit #literary #flowers

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rainofaugustsith · 4 years ago

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Rain Plays SWTOR: Fleet Avoidance

The Fleet - that's Carrick Station or Vaiken Spacedock, depending on the faction - is a central hub of activity for SWTOR. You'll find hundreds of players on the Fleet at any one time, lots of vendors, and interesting scenery.

You'll also unfortunately find a fair amount of drama. General chat on the Fleet is typically awful. Some players seem to go out of their way to be terrible for the fun of it. During rakghoul events, other players will literally explode on your toons and infect them (vaccinate! Vaccinate! Vaccinate!).

I think most players become familiar with the basics: turn off Gen Chat; ignore players who are being annoying; report harassment. However, here are some advanced techniques to get what you need without going there at all.

Things you can only do on the Fleet:

- Embark on/complete certain missions. These include much of the Shadow of Revan Prelude, part of Hearts & Minds and some of the flashpoints with storylines. The Fleet is also the only place you can pick up the starter missions for the rotating events, such as the Rakghoul Resurgence, Gree and Bounty Contract Week. There are also things like Uprisings which can only be picked up on the Fleet.

- Buy certain decorations, armor and gear. Among the things that can only be purchased on the Fleet: Level 75 mods and armor; items from the DS/LS vendors; items from the event vendors (when the events are not live); reasonably priced purple and blue companion gifts; things crafted by the Utility Vendor and the Marital Decorations Fabrication Droid.

- Pick up Treek, as well as creature and droid companions that are purchased via the GTN or Cartel Market.

Things you can do outside of the Fleet, and where to find them:

1. Pick up heroics. - Go to Odessen. I've taken toons as low as level 44 there. You do not need to have done KOTFE yet. Just click it on your galaxy map and go. You can pick up all the heroics at the terminals outside on the plaza. - With the exception of the four starter worlds (Korriban, Ord Mantell, Tython, Hutta), you can pick up heroics via the Activity panel. What will be available will depend on your level. To get there quickly and painlessly, and earn some extra credits/XP in the process, go through your Activities panel. That will port you right to the heroics pickup terminal on each world.

2. Pick up crew and crafting skills/train new crew schematics/buy crafting supplies.

There are crew skills trainers and crafting supply vendors on every single planet except for the four starter worlds and the daily area worlds (Yavin 4, Oricon, Dantooine, etc.). Some of the easiest ones to find : - Coruscant, in the subterranean marketplace right by the Senate. - Nar Shaddaa, on the Promenade. - Ilum, in the Orbital Station (you can go there before you hit the Ilum story missions!) - Ossus, right in the starting bases for Imperial and Republic players. - Belsavis, right in the starting base on both Republic and Imperial sides. - Voss, in Voss-Ka for both factions. - Tatooine, in Mos Ila and Anchorhead marketplaces. - Dromund Kaas, in the main marketplace. - Onderon, in the palace marketplaces for both factions. - Corellia, in both the Imperial and Republic spaceports.

If you buy the Advanced Repair Droid perk, the droid sells crafting materials in addition to repairing your gear and buying your junk.

3. Train new skills.

There are also class trainers on almost every planet and moon, except for the daily areas (with the exception of Yavin 4, which does have trainers). Some of the easiest to find:

- Korriban, in the Sith Academy. - Tython, in the Jedi Temple. - Coruscant, in the subterranean marketplace near the Senate. - Yavin 4, in each faction's small nook in the staging area. - Nar Shaddaa, on the Promenade. - Belsavis, right in the starting base on both Republic and Imperial sides. - Hutta, in the marketplace. - Ord Mantell, right by the speeder stop in Port Garrick. - Tython, in the upper level of the temple near the Jedi Council *and* at the first speeder station. - Onderon, in the palace marketplaces for both factions. - Corellia, in both the Imperial and Republic spaceports. - Taris, at the first base you encounter (Olaris for the Republic; Toxic Lake Garrison for the Empire).

For the past few Life Days, there has been a freebie Senya class trainer holo that you can acquire. There are no strings, you just go to the Vendor and pick it up. These holos are great - you can activate them and they will train any new skill your character can access.

They are bind-on-pickup so you can't stockpile them for every character in advance, but get them for all of your toons who are around in December. Even your level 75s - you never know when or if SWTOR will increase the level cap again! :) From @verbose-vespertine (thank you!): “ Senya is legacy unlockable, so if you've got the cartel coins (or the next time they do a 50% of legacy unlock sale), unlock the holotrainer for your legacy so that you can give her to any of your toons for free! This way, any toon (on any server) can get a Senya trainer! She was not super expensive to legacy unlock either. “

4. Use your Legacy hold.

- If you have a stronghold, you can access your legacy hold there. You get this deco free if you do the initial stronghold mission. - You can also put the legacy hold on your ship by buying that Legacy perk. Once activated it's good for every character. - There's also a Legacy perk (per character only) for a mobile Legacy hold droid. - Legacy holds now exist on several worlds, including: - Odessen - Ossus

5. Use your cargo hold.

- If you have a stronghold, you can access your cargo hold there. The "wall safe" deco from the Security Key vendor is cheap and gives you access to your cargo hold. - Your cargo hold is automatically on your ship. - There's also a Legacy perk (per character only) for a mobile cargo hold droid. - You can find cargo hold access on almost every single moon and planet. They are usually located in either the planet's central marketplace or the first planetside base you reach.

6. Use an appearance modification station.

You can buy this deco from the Cartel Market or the Utility fabrication droid for your stronghold.

You can also access this service on the following worlds: - Odessen - near the cantina - Dromund Kaas- Central marketplace - Coruscant - the subterranean marketplace near the Senate

7. Use an item modification station. You can buy this deco from the Cartel Market or the Utility fabrication droid for your stronghold. - You can also put the station on your ship by buying that Legacy perk. Once activated it's good for every character.

Stations exist on the following planets: - Odessen (outside on the plaza) - Korriban (near the Sith Academy) - Hutta (in the marketplace next to Nem'ro's palace) - Tython (near the speeder station outside the Jedi Temple) - Ord Mantell (near the center of Fort Garrick - Coruscant (in the subterranean market near the Senate)

8. Surf the GTN. You can buy this deco from the Cartel Market or the Utility fabrication droid for your stronghold. - You can also put a GTN terminal on your ship by buying that Legacy perk. Once activated it's good for every character. Terminals can be found on the following planets:

- Odessen - near the cantina - Dromund Kaas- Central marketplace - Coruscant - the subterranean marketplace near the Senate - Nar Shaddaa - On the Promenade - Makeb - in the Orbital Station

9. Exchange Jawa Scrap.

- The three Jawa vendors in the Cartel Bazaar who will exchange all that scrap are available to procure as decos. You can either find them on the GTN or, if you're lucky enough to have Cartel Certificates, purchase them from the deco vendor on the Fleet (near the stronghold purchase boards). Where do you get Cartel Certificates? They turn up in the slot machines during Nar Shaddaa Nights!

10. Visit the Security Key Vendor.

The vendor can be found here, with the same stock:

- Ilum - Orbital station. - Coruscant - the subterranean marketplace near the Senate. - Dromund Kaas - A little out of the way, right by the Kaas City speeder stop.

11. Buy mods, enhancements, etc.

- You can learn to craft these for your own characters fairly painlessly (Cybertech does mods and enhancements; Armstech does barrels and armoring, and Artifice does hilts) - Mod vendors exist on every world except for the four starter planets, Odessen, Ossus, Onderon and Mek-Sha. Whatever levels are listed for the planet, you'll find mod vendors for them in the central marketplaces on each planet. For levels 55-65, there are mod vendors on Oricon, CZ-198, the Ziost Orbital Station and Rishi.

12. Run a flashpoint.

Click on "Activities." Scroll down. You can immediately pick up every solo flashpoint available to your level, as well as the Star Fortress and Eternal Championships. As soon as you pick them up, you'll be transported to the start of the flashpoint.

The few flashpoints that do not have story/solo modes: Athiss, Hammer Station, Mandalorian Raiders, Kuat Drive Yards, Red Reaper, the two Czerka flashpoints and the Kaon Under Siege arc unfortunately cannot be picked up via your activity panels.

13. Buy or visit a stronghold.

It's true that this is far more convenient on the Fleet since all the terminals for the strongholds are clustered together. However, you can also find kiosks to buy the strongholds on their respective planets:

Dromund Kaas: Main marketplace area. Coruscant: Subterranean market near the Senate. Manaan: Welcome center. Yavin 4: Staging area (where you arrive) Rishi: Near the cantina and Kai Zyken's warehouse. Alderaan: In the spaceport near the entrance. Tatooine: In the spaceport near the entrance. Nar Shaddaa: In the spaceport near the entrance. Umbara: On Odessen, in the area near the Copero/Umbara/Nathema flashpoint entrances.

14. Hang out/RP with other players in a cantina.

There are cantinas on almost every planet. Some are very small or contained in the spaceport, but many of them are actually more atmospheric, IMHO, than the Fleet. Some suggestions:

1. Odessen's cantina is unique, with several rooms. 2. Nar Shaddaa: Choices include the Slipper Slope (main quest cantina on the Promenade), but there are also numerous open rooms in the huge Star Cluster/Club Vertica casinos (where the Nar Shaddaa Nights event is held), as well as Club Ufora if you're Republic. 3. Tatooine: You will find a cantina in your starting city on Tatooine (Mos Ila for Imperials; Anchorhead for Republic) but there's also a large one in the first station out on both sides. 4. Dromund Kaas: Nexus in the city center. 5. Coruscant: There are at least three cantinas you can access on this planet.

#swtor #rain plays swtor #player safety

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lizadoesrph · 5 years ago

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how to: sports guide -- FOOTBALL edition.

Sports and lack of knowledge when it comes to sports is literally my biggest pet peeve in the RPC, so here is a little guide especially for those muses who play football! Please like or reblog if you’ve found this in anyway helpful! Please feel free to refer to this guide whilst making muses or college rps! Part one here.

disclaimer: I have not, nor ever played football. everything I know is from personal knowledge with people who have as well as being a huge fanatic of the sport myself. As well as personal experience of a college athlete.

Overall.

Football is America’s sport. let’s be real, y’all can say its baseball but you would be wrong. Okay maybe not, but football is my LOVE when it comes to sports so I am so bias.

For my babies from the South -- they will follow college football to a T! They will probably have parents who are legacies and they follow their teams. The power house conference for college football is the SEC (south eastern conference), and overall the most dominant team in recent history has been Alabama followed by Clemson, and Ohio State. Saturdays are THE game days.

For my children from the North -- this is much more about the NFL. The Dallas Cowboys are known as America’s team, however... nobody really likes them unless you’re a cowboys fan. The most dominant team in recent history are the New England Patriots. Game days range from Thursday night to all day Sunday to Monday night! Thursday, Sunday Night, and Monday Night are known as “prime time games”

Myself, personally, I follow both college & NFL pretty closely since my family is from the North but moved to the South when I was young.

For those in the west, football isn’t as big of a thing as it is on the east coast -- but seattle LOVES their team. Take a quick research on the NFL team near your muse’s hometown if they are from the states! Maybe they have family from somewhere. And.. Green Bay is more or less America’s Team (Go pack go babbbyyyy)

Positions.

Special Teams.

This is usually reserved for second strings to get reps in. I could go into gunners, and all that but... not a star position.

Place Kicker - Usually an ex-soccer player who chose football over soccer. A very valuable asset to a team, but underrated. Can always get crowd hypes up when they make a tackle. usually the position who gets the most death threats (sorry) example. mason crosby Punter - Same with Place Kicker, can sometimes be the same person. see pat mcafee who did both in college. Usually ex-soccer player and VERY overlooked. They are usually the holders for place kickers during field goals. example. JK Scott. Returner - can make or break a team. bringing back a punt or kickoff for a touchdown will literally create the hypest environment. example. Tyler Ervin.

Offense.

Quarterback - 1 // yeah, yeah, yeah. there’s more positions than this, I promise. example. the goat. aka aaron rodgers. Running Back - 2 // Smaller boys, fast, and shifty. They usually do some dirty work, but a good one is a jack of all trades -- blocking, route running/catching, and carrying. example. aaron jones. Full Back - 1 // Bigger boys than running back and these are the unknown angels on the field. They are usually used to clear ways for running backs and help with down the field blocks, but also used for pass protection blocks. example. danny vitale. Tackle - 2 // Have you seen the movie “The Blind Side”. this is it. They are on the outermost boys of the offensive line. ( Kinda skipping over the offensive line since.. I doubt people are gonna play as them. ) example. david bakhtiari Guard - 2 // This is the boys on the inside, on either side of the Center. example. elgton jenkins Center - 1 // Very important role, in charge of getting the ball cleanly to the Quarterback whilst also getting up as fast as possible to start blocking against lineman and linebackers. example. corey linsley Wide Receiver - 2-4 // Probably the second most glorified role depending on the team. Tall, fast, shifty, with strong knowledge to run different routes, look and track the football to catch it. Whilst also knowing where they are on the field at all times. example. davante adams, allen lazard. Tight End - 1-2 // Very important but scarcely utilized. There are either receiving tight ends or blocking tight ends. The best will do both and do it effectively. As much as I hate to say it, Gronkowski is probably the best example you will find. These are big, strong players who probably have some of the biggest loads dumped on them when it comes to expectations. example. Rob Gronkowski, George Kittle.

Defense. (the best)

Lineman - 2-4 // usually in charge of stopping the run / pushing the lineman in to put pressure on the quarterback (nose tackle) these are the big boy 300 pounders example. kenny clark. Linebacker - 2-4 // split up into outer / middle/ inside. They are in charge of either coverage or rushing the quarterback depending on the playcall. The biggest jobs of most in containing either the quarterback or running back from breaking out into a big run. These are probably some of the most popular defensive roles since they can do so much to receive recognition (interceptions, great coverage, sacks, forced fumbles, ect.) example. Preston Smith, Blake Martinez Cornerback - 2-3 // These can probably be the smallest people on the team, but they also need to be the fastest with a really solid vertical. There is a lot of studying that goes into this role when it comes to knowing who you are playing against. Needs to interrupt the pass, and cover your receiver well. example. Jaire Alexander Safety - 1-2 // my personal fav. position in the game. This used to be split in strong/free, but it really isn’t used much anymore. A smaller linebacker -- either assist in the run defense, assist cornerbacks, or provide a safety blitz (rushing the quarterback) example. adrian amos.

( yes I listed all packers as examples except at TE bc Jimmy Graham doesn’t deserve that recognition )

Recruiting.

Recruiting in Football is WACK. You get ranked from zero to five stars depending on how good you are in high school. Zero stars being not so great and five stars being the best of the best. Five star recruits are the most likely to go to those SEC schools. You get unofficial offers from colleges, and you will “sign” to a school on National Signing Day when it usually in February! This year, they have an Early Signing Day which is happening mid-December!

As a senior in high school, an athlete is allowed FIVE “official” visits. This is where the school will pay for everything the athlete does, and is the last attempt a college gets to convince that player to come to their school. An official visit is usually for a recruits top five schools.

Once you sign a letter of intent ( an official, legally binding document that says you will go to the college of your choice to play the sport (football in this case) with the amount of scholarship money the school promised to give you.

College.

If your muse makes it this far, there is a 99.9% chance football is literally their heart and soul. Those who are at big schools probably have dreams of going to the NFL. If this is true..... there is a 99.9% chance they don’t go to classes lmao.

In season, they spend around 30-50 hours working out, practicing, studying film, in meetings with coaches. you will be busy. you will hate your life. everytime you don’t have class, you will likely be in the field house or hosting parties somewhere. nobody drinks like college athletes drink, trust me, I was one.

Most college football players have mandatory study hall, around 2-8 hours a week they have to check into a room, the library, or their academic advisor to make sure they are on track and eligible for the following semester.

IMPORTANT:

College athletes have a clock of 5 years once they step on a D1 field. You are no longer eligible to play D1 football after these 5 years. ONCE you commit to go to the NFL draft, you are no longer eligible to play NCAA football. You have FOUR years of eligibility, after these four years you are no longer able to play NCAA football. This clock resets for every sport. You can play in the NFL and return to college to play college basketball.

You can receive a medical or academic redshirt. these rules are complicated, but mostly won’t matter in RP unless you want?? your character to tear their ACL. It will take a small google search, but if that is too much, feel free to message me.

#rph #rpc #rpt #this is an absolute RAMBLE and slight disaster but slightly helpful!#PLEASE ask me questions if you have any!!!!

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fyrapartnersearch · 4 years ago

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Hey guys! My name is Bambi, I'm a 22 year old student living in San Francisco and I'm a cisgender woman who goes by the pronouns she/her/hers! I'm currently studying for the LSAT so I am not available 24-7 but in most scenarios you can usually talk to me throughout the day every day, especially if we communicate via discord! My email is [email protected] and my discord (preferred method of communication) is bambi#3780

I've been roleplaying for ten years and I absolutely love one-x-one roleplays because I adore getting to know all you creative people! Generally speaking, I think you could consider me as a literate roleplayer, often times my posts are over five hundred words and I once did a thread where the average post length was over 1500 words. However, quality over quantity and I'm not going to turn my nose up at you over length as long as I think I can respond to it. However, don't ever feel embarrassed about giving me a rambling post because I will gush over it!

Overall, my ocs do tend to be women, however I am willing to play men, especially if we do multiple rps together. I prefer ships that are enemies to lovers, or rivals to lovers or just anything that leads to slow burn such as two characters being from opposing families. However, it's characters that make the RP so if you're super excited about an idea I'll usually end up being excited about it too! Side note, I am someone who is down with toxic relationships in literature and if we write we can talk about boundaries and personal triggers!

In terms of plots, broadly speaking I like plots that take place in a Dark Academia style or plots in the urban fantasy genre. I can enjoy medieval plots as well but generally only if there is a royal involved or fantasy elements. Ever since I was a child, I've been a big superhero nerd so I also enjoy superhero based plots such as villain x hero or vigilante x journalist.

While I would also be excited to work out a plot with you, here are some specific plots that I've come up with.

Character A grew up in a cult as the "golden boy" and was raised to believe that one day he would have to vanquish the "dark one" and bring peace. Character B is a runaway who was prophethized to be the one to bring darkness to the world. I was thinking this rp would be interesting because it would explore things like privilege, balance and prophecies and growing up as "the one". I also enjoy the aesthetic of villains having the golden/light imagery. This RP could take place in any time!

Character A and Character B are academic rivals at another school, it could either be they're both the star students or that one of the students has blackmail on the other (just Dark Academia stuff in general tbh).

Character A and Character B are friends but they also both have superhero/supervillain alter egos (I'm okay with being either), and the drama is them dancing around each-other.

TLDR:

Name: Bambi (She/her/hers)

Age: 22

Timezone: Pacific Time

Availability: Every Day

Preferred genres: Romance, drama, fantasy, sci-fi, horror, mystery.

Preferred pairings: Hero x Villain, Enemies to Lover, Rivals to Lover, Royalty x Peasant/Bounty Hunter, Slowburn

Once again my email is [email protected] and my discord (preferred) is bambi#3780

#oc rp #multiple paragraph #long term #literate #action #adventure #drama angst #fantasy #horror #modern #original #romance #scifi #submission

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novastarrapter · 4 years ago

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New Muse! Celestia! (aka Jirachi)

Celestia is a Jirachi within a human-like body. Or…rather, it is Jirachi, disguising herself as a human to be more direct, as Celestia is more of a cover name.

She was wished awake by a group of humans who wished for her to remain awake rather than to fall asleep for thousands of years.

This…hasn’t been an easy wish to keep up, as she constantly falls asleep every so often, yet she’s also realized that various people could try to do her harm if she tried to stay in her usual pokemon form; thus she tried to disguise herself by transforming into a Human girl.

She is still rather confused on how the world around her works, she has began to explore the region around her now that she’s become capable of staying awake for longer periods of time.

Celestia will often be rather sleepy, loving to find various places to try and nap, yet also tries to keep her identity as a pokemon secret when possible. However, despite being thousands of years old, she’s only been awake for a small amount of time, and thus makes her a bit oblivious to the dangers of the world.

Celestia, as Jirachi, can grant others wishes, however these wishes usually have to range around the scope of her power, and usually has to deal with her ability to teleport things across time, space and dimensions. Thus some wishes tend to not work, or result differently than one would assume.

She also does not have much combat experience, as she hasn't personally fought in many battles herself.

Additional information! (Gonna keep this under keep reading because I get very carried away with the list here)

Ability: Serene Grace

Held Item: Depends on roleplay setting

Nature: Naive

Moveset (moves may change based on roleplay and scenarios. I may go off of the anime’s logic of pokemon knowing more than four moves at a time depending on the rp partner’s preference. However, this is likely to be the moveset if only four moves must be selected)

Doom Desire (She can never predict whenever the powerful attack will hit, but does guarantee the attack will happen in the near future. Though it’s timing always seems to varie greatly. However; this is her most devastating attack; as it leads to her causing various blasts of light (although sometimes they take the form of meteors or actual comets) to blast down from space to smite down the opponent…eventually. Again, she’s really got to get used to timing it better.)

Rest (She likes to sleep a lot)

Zen Headbutt (She coats herself in a blue aura before slamming her body into the opponent, usually headfirst)

Teleport (note that Teleport for her works more like how it does in the movie, being capable of teleporting other things into various locations rather than just herself, thus she may mostly use it to grant wishes. Sometimes she grants wishes by teleporting things from across different dimensions across time and space…that probably won’t backfire horribly, right?)

Other attacks she may know include (if limited movepools are disabled for the roleplay)

Wish (She uses her psychic abilities to try and grant wishes! …Note that t

Swift (This usually results in her making tiny little stars! …she’s trying her best, okay?)

Psychic (Basically allows her to use some acts of telekinesis. Though she still needs practice…)

Healing Wish (This ability horrendously harms celestia, but she will do it to restore the life force of fainted individuals. Conditions may vary on who it can and can’t work on, but she can heal various illnesses with this power at the risk of her becoming rather sickly and injured for a few hours/days depending on the severity of the wish, claiming that she’s gifted some of her own life to others)

Thunder (She wishes that a bolt of lightning may strike her opponent)

Charm (She acts cute! …what else did you expect?)

Rain Dance (She teleports rain clouds into the sky)

Sunny Day (She teleports the sun into a new location… that’s probably not gonna backlash horrifically to offset the directional course of the sun, right?)

Metronome (She teleports a random attack from someone else’s battle towards her enemies)

Substitute (teleports a doll to use as a human shield…hers don’t seem to last very long)

Defense Curl (she literally just….curls up into a ball and hopes for the best)

Fling (I can already imagine the various jokes of her not knowing how to throw items if she didn’t know this move)

Sleep Talk ( She talks a lot in her sleep. Sometimes however, she will toss and turn, which will cause her to accidentally use moves in her sleep, which can even result in her using various moves. This usually ends up with her warping a little to the side but there have been cases where she’s accidentally used some of her other moves as well)

Meteor Beam (She teleports a meteor in front of her…then struggles to carry it. She’s learned the first step of the attack at least, she’s just not sure how to execute the second part.)

Steel Beam (Her least favorite attack; occuring only when she opens her third eye to cause a large beam of light to strike at her foes. This will result in her crying as it starts to charge up, screaming in pain before finally unleashing her attack. She has only tried to use this attack once, and has never attempted it again. She’s considered finding a move deleter so she can forget this move and the horrible experience)

Confide (Celestia reveals the fact she is actually the legendary pokemon Jirachi! …or she tells them some other secret she finds out)

Recycle (Celestia recycles her ite- oh, wait, have the jokes gotten old yet?)

Trick (Celestia uses her teleporting powers to switch items with her opponent)

Tag: #Make a wish | Celestia

#Make a Wish | Celestia #Muse #oc #rp #Pokemon #Jirachi #Gijinka #muse reference

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ducktales-wco-oo · 5 years ago

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✩ How I Run My Blog! ✩

Speed:

Slow As Hell, for the most part. True, there are times when I yeet replies out because me and/or my muse are ridiculously invested in a thread, or inspiration instantly strikes. However, my default tends to be Really Slow. Something I try to make prominent to everyone since I understand some people prefer to not wait months at a time for a response- which is something I often end up doing. For a variety of reasons: be it because muses are fickle, it tends to take hours at a time for me to craft replies, I literally have hundreds of threads... As a result of this, I don’t drop threads too often either? Usually, they're lingering in my drafts, and it isn’t uncommon for a hella old one to suddenly be thrust onto the dash.

Of course, I never expect people to reply to Old Threads if they don’t want to, and don’t mind either way! I just like offering a response so I didn’t just abruptly drop it. :3 But yeah, I am a very slow roleplayer and while I hope my writing is decent enough to be worth the wait, I’ve had experience interacting with others who obviously prefer things to be quick and constant. Which I am not. Not delving into THOSE experiences because yeah- They weren’t the best. lol But I just want to make it clear that my speed does not equate my interest in a thread or in interacting with others. I am just a hella slow person who wants to write about birbs.

Replies:

My replies tend to get L O N G. I am not adept at short threads, and even ones that start out as really small back-and-forth replies are pretty much guaranteed to get longer on my side within a few responses. My muses like to get introspective and I like to get descriptive- I’m talking several paragraphs before they start to talk or even get to the point where they aren’t thinking-about/reacting-to whatever your muse did in the last reply. XD I’ve noticed that my average seems to be three-to-five paragraphs, but it isn’t uncommon for me to break the double-digits at times. Of course, I never expect my partners to match length and as long as I’m given more than a couple sentences in return, it’s all good.

Starters:

Whenever I add a new muse, I often post a Starter Call for them. They tend to vary in length, but are often two-to-three paragraphs long because I’ve tried to make single sentence ones and it never seems to work out. Occasionally, I’ll throw out random Open Starters when inspiration or a random idea strikes. These starters are free for as many people to respond to as they want, and are ALWAYS open regardless of how long ago I posted them.

Inbox:

My Inbox is always open and I am constantly reblogging RP and Ask memes for it. However, again I shall bring up my Turtle-Like speed because my asks do tend to snowball. Right now I have 966 asks, so it’s no surprise that sometimes they can get lost in the pile. But I have a habit of answering random ones whenever threads aren’t working or I’m in a mood for something specific that a reply won’t give, so that’s why I continuously reblog things. I like having a healthy stash of stuff to answer when needed. So don’t be surprised if an ask you forgot you even sent is suddenly popping up onto the dash. XD

Selectivity:

I am semi-selective, meaning that while I am willing to RP with people I am not technically mutuals with, I won’t RP with everyone. I’m not trying to discourage people from approaching or make anyone feel poorly, there are just certain writing styles that I tend to gravitate towards and click more easily with. For example, if I notice that someone’s blog is filled with a surplus of one-liner back-and-forth, uncut replies, chances are I’m not going to follow because I don’t want my dash constantly cluttered. Maybe I’ll RP if they approach and give more than single sentences in our threads, but I’m not going to automatically promise to interact with everyone. Because I did that before and honestly, it’s not fair to me or the other person if I’m not actually enjoying replying to a thread.

I don’t take graphics or Aesthetics into consideration when it comes to following or interacting. After all, what is important is the writing and the fun. :3

Wishlist:

I have a tag for random things that I thought would be fun to explore- #Got The Quacking Craze || {Wishlist}

But if I have to state some specific things, I suppose that right now I’d enjoy threads in some of my AU verses. Specifically, the Siren AU for Fenton because I LOVE that fluffy fish and it’s a shame that I don’t often get to write in it. Another AU that I like is the Robo AU for Louie, and I’ve rarely used it as well. Not to mention, his negaversion Louis is a precious boi who I definitely wouldn’t mind more interactions with. Oh! It’d also be cool to have threads that take place when my muses are kids- particularly: Fenton, Gladstone, and Mark.

Or threads that take place during College/Teen years. Again with: Fenton, Gladstone, and this time Imma throw Panchito into the mix. Some College Caballeros, perhaps? Some Fenton-still-with-his-assnugget-bf Angst? Some glam-rock-phase Gladstone dealing with the jealousy of his peers, the still-lingering guilt of having ‘killed’ his parents, and crushing on his nerdy best friend all wrapped up in the facade of Teen Drama? JNFFJKSDFNDSF...

Honest Notes:

As well as being slow with Replies and Asks, I am oftentimes slow with my IMs. This is nothing personal against anyone! I just get overwhelmed at times and have the memory of a potato. Which means sometimes I’ll think I replied or just flat-out forget until days later. Plus Tunglr LOVES to screw with my messages, so more often than not I’m not even alerted of them until hours upon hours later... Long story short, I really do enjoy talking with all of you and love getting messages from my friendos. Seriously, I don’t mind if when I’m flooded with them. It just sometimes takes me a bit to gather up enough energy to reply coherently.

Random Side Notes:

My blog is pretty messy and while I’m trying to whip up bios that are more than just notes for my own benefit hastily scrawled down whenever I was in a muse-adding frenzy, lots of info about my muses tend to either be in my own head or jotted down on the random Headcanon posts I sometimes throw into the wild. XD I also have a habit of analyzing the HELL out of things when I get excited, so long-ass posts like those sometimes pop up as well.

Speaking of excitement, there WILL be times when I gush about the star of this blog- *motions at Fenton* and everyone must Accept That. Because he is my FLUFFY SON and I shan’t apologize for loving him with every fiber of my being. X3 Sometimes I’ll go off about other characters too, but more often than not it is HIM. OOC posts are a thing too.

Sometimes inspiration comes in bursts and muses take over the blog for a day or a few- like right now, how Fenton is dominating everything. My birbs are fickle bishes and I’ve learned to just let them fight over who is going to get the attention, then roll with whoever wins. This is why I encourage people to interact with as many muses as they want and start as many threads as they’d like. That way, no matter which muse is strong or what kind of thread I am in the mood for, there’s a chance something will Work With Me. Besides, I’m always up for new threads and ideas, regardless of how many things we are juggling already.

That being taken into account- Please understand that I oftentimes don’t know WHO the Hell I’m going to feel the muse for or WHAT threads they will be. So no rushing or nagging for replies because all that does is make my muses drag their feet. :’3

Tagged by: @soul-heart-and-beyond

Tagging: Whoever wants to! :3

#blog notes #ducktales-wco-oo #⭒ ˙ ˖ ✧ — ˗ˏˋ ❝ ᴡʜᴏ'ꜱ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴄᴜɴɴɪɴɢ ᴍɪɴᴅ ʙᴇʜɪɴᴅ; ᴛʜᴇ ꜱʜᴀᴅᴏᴡʏ ᴅɪꜱɢᴜɪꜱᴇ? ❞ ¦ 「 OOC 」

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praecipiopatronum · 5 years ago

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A love-letter to rp

So! I’ve reached 500 followers today, which is absolutely insane!

I wanted to write something on the topic of the hp rp community for a while, but never really had the time/emotional capacity, and I don’t have much of it today either, but it’s a well enough opportunity to do it anyway. It’s gonna be a little sappy and very personal, but I’m someone who thinks a lot about their own mind and this is where it got me. Also it’s TMI-tuesday, so buckle up!

I am still fairly new to this community, started in /checks profile/ April. (I could have sworn it was longer). I don’t know a lot of people, though I’m slowly expanding the list of people I follow and get in contact with and there are a lot of amazing creators here to be added. So many brilliant writers, impressive actors, actual shapeshifters... It can be intimidating. It definitely was for me. I saw you guys supporting and celebrating each other and I really wanted to be a part of that, because there are literally no limits or bars here that you need to meet. You don’t have a uniform? Casual clothes it is, then! You don’t have a wig? Fuck it, what is canon hair anyways? Got no binder? Who cares? You are still a valid and included member of this community and that’s mindblowingly beautiful to me, who’s seen the competitive sides of cosplay in various forms.

I’ve always admired creative people. People with a passion. I don’t care about the value of a production, I want to see the spark in your eyes when you talk about it! I want to see how much you enjoy what you’re doing! And boy, do you guys deliver!

This goes for me, too. I love to create. My mind is spinning stories and making up scenarios 24/7 and I like that about myself. The problem is getting it out. I have a history in creative outlets, including acting on stage in amateur productions, writing wholeass plays for those productions, writing fanfictions, shooting videos. All of these are great and fullfilling in one way or another, but there’s always a downside.

Acting in groups means compromising. Right now, it also means traveling a lot for rehearsals in a different city. It’s expensive and draining. Sadly. Writing for these groups ended up being a chore, because my love for writing was overshadowed by the task when it came to plays on topics I wasn’t invested in. Writing fanfictions is easily the most ungrateful fanwork, with minimal recognition and when you feel like no one is reading what you write, you start asking yourself why you even bother? I also lack the stamina to write the full length fanfictions my mind comes up with. I’m not a native english speaker and will never be as good as the writers that are and that discourages me. More to that later. Shooting videos and pictures was the best outlet so far. I got to work on more stuff just for me, stuff I like doing and that made me happy. But it’s also hard to shoot a video and act in front of the camera at the same time. And bigger projects require a lot of planning and scheduling and when all your friends literally live at the other side of the country or in different countries. I don’t want to plan, I just want to create. I want to portal to friends, I want them to magically have time, I want some time on my own -which I literally never have- and I want to be able to control my camera x-men style, with the power of my thoughts only.

All of that is obviously never going to happen, this is why I love this form of creativity here so much. I don’t have to write down every single thing for an online. I don’t have to write down shorter threads that I’m doing on my own. I don’t need a shit-ton of planning, I just get into costume whenever I have the time, whenever it suits my schedule, and then I create! Absolutely mind-blowing!

I pay a lot of attention to details. Backgrounds, costumes, I’m a sucker for the little things that in the end, half of you don’t even notice. And I want things to be perfect. I have this really high standard for literally everything I do, that doesn’t count for anyone else, just for me. I need to know that I gave something my best shot and with every other creative outlet before, I didn’t feel like I did/do them justice. I always feel like it’s not good enough or I could have put more effort into it, I constantly strugge to meet my own expectations. (I want to stress that this does in no way go for others. I don’t judge based on “quality”, I don’t judge based on ressources. I’m not trying to “raise the bar” -which I’ve been told in tags that I do-, the only person who needs to impress me, is me. Anybody else: If you love what you’re doing, that’s absolutely enough and I love you for doing it!)

Anyway: Here, it’s easier. The limitations to this format give me a different goal. I don’t have to think about different camera angles, filling time with beauty shots, camera movement, because those don’t exist here. I don’t have to worry about correct pronounciation or my accent, because they don’t exist here. I can’t compare myself to people coming up with the most extravagant phrases and vocabulary that’s just far enough from day to day language for me to know it but not think of it myself when writing narration, because most narration is done visually here! Emotions, inner struggle, everything translates via acting only and I’m absolutely loving it!

So thank you for this community. Thank you for this opportunity. Thank you for including me. The interactions and feedback here mean the world to me and I have so much planned that I can’t wait to get to once my offline-life lets me. Collaborations with people I’ve grown not only to admire but genuinely love. Special shout-out to @softsiriusblack and @the-moon-and-stars-my-love, who put up with literally all my angsty bullshit and have been nothing but kind and supportive.

I’m still anxious every time I dm someone about literally any kind of collab. I’m still incredibly nervous every time I send someone a script. I’m still awfully scared whenever I post any content, but I’m getting there and the soft landing within this community that follows after every tiny or huge leap of faith, is a blessing.

Thank you.

One more thing, that’s less related to the hp rp community itself: This is the first time I added they/them pronouns to any online bio. I always only went for she/her, which is still fine, I guess, but I’ve been struggling with gender a lot lately, trying to know myself better and I thought: Where if not in a majorly lgbtq+ community on tumblr, just to kind of “try it on”. And it feels pretty incredible that you all immediately used it. Because it feels kinda nice.

So, another thank you for that <3

#hp rp community #tmi tuesday #personal #creativity #congratulations to the three people who actually read the whole thing #sorry for rambling and wasting your time xD

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gotatext · 5 years ago

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hello, it’s swamp witch nora again…. i couldn’t stay away.... hitting u with a tiny baby boy who is also terrible (sometimes). musical softboi who loves karl marx and hates children dying in cobalt mines to make smart phones. as is tradition, here’s the pinterest board, have a peruse. fyi sorry for those of u who have read this intro a thousand times i literally.... can never b bothred to change it n i think thats really sexy of me x

CHARLIE PLUMMER / DEMI-BOY — don’t look now, but is that rory bergström i see? the 23 year old music student is in their junior year and he is a rochester alum. i hear they can be whimsical, impassioned, self-indulgent and nitpicky, so maybe keep that in mind. i bet he / they will make a name for themselves living in griffin street. ( nora. 24. gmt. she/her. )

aesthetics.

bed hair from a permanent state of slumber, calloused fingertips from strumming bass into the early hours and djing into the blacklit night, self-help books thumbed once and thrown beneath your bed, battered copies of choose your own adventure books, spliffs passed half-arsed across rooftops while light pollution obscures low-hanging stars, marxist literature in stacks against your bedroom walls, a burner phone twice-shattered and a stash of replacement sim cards.

tw ocd, anxiety, drugs

half-swedish, half-british. the swedish is on his mother’s side. he’s bilingual but thinks in english. only really speaks swedish around his mother. only child, and kinda put a lot of pressure on himself to be the perfect kid when he was young, but his parents are honestly, quite decent? and just want him to have a nice life, they don’t care if he isn’t successful or rich or anything, they’re honestly rather solid. (wow imagine having nice parents, a first for all my characters, im literally this meme)

grew up in peckham, a suburb of london. growing up, his mum was a model / actress / waitress who later retrained as a speech therapist and his dad worked in her majesty’s service at buckingham palace. his dad wasn’t allowed to tell his family what his job entailed but rory suspects it’s probably very boring and just involves a lot of…. logistics n security.

was bullied a lot at school. [cole sprouse voice] he didn’t fit in and he didn’t want to fit in. unironically wore a trenchcoat to school every day of his life. spent most of his lunchtimes in the library because it was his safe space. as a result he knows…. loads of useless information because 30% of his school years were spent reading anthologies on space and the vikings etc. would be good on a game show. obsessively recorded every episode of university challenge as a child.

middle-class and lowkey quite wealthy but rarely talks about money, one of those well-off people who still wears really old shitty shoes and only spends money if they absolutely have to

virgin who can’t drive

into star wars, not into the big bang theory. feminist. can’t watch horror movies

favourite film is where the wild things are. also loves the florida project. thinks kids are the sweetest thing and can’t wait to be a dad to some

has been musical for as long as they can remember. first picked up guitar because he thought it would make this girl esther who he was in love with like him, but he just ended up falling in love with music instead.

formulated several different bands as a kid but ultimately had to give it up cos he was quite controlling and got fixated on making a certain sound so it wasn’t really fun for the others. got into electronic music because it was something he could do basically on his own and keep tweaking until he got it perfect

always drumming their fingers or strumming invisible guitar strings. tends to avoid parties bc he has quite has specific tastes when it comes to music and doesn’t like listening to r&b for eight hours while people throw up into plastic cups.

a techno connoisseur. has been making electronic music since he was about twelve.

after his parents divorce, when he was fourteen, rory & his mother moved to run-down suburban neighbourhood, pittsfield, massachussets.

big into photography. he mostly uses a canon 35mm camera, but occasionally uses disposable ones when he wants that more rustic feel.

moving to the states, their photography became more focused on suburban neighborhoods and are often quite dark and cinematic (think gregory crewsden). here are some shots of pittsfield i really like which rory has on his wall [1] [2] [3]

falls in love 12 times a day. never had a girlfriend or boyfriend. gets sweaty when someone cute looks at him. flirting?? what?? would prefer to idealise them from a distance

gender??? hm. rory don’t really know where they fit yet, sometimes he feels like a guy and sometimes they dont feel like anything at all!! slippin out of his physical form into the spirit realm! isn’t really bothered, cos they think it’s a social construct anyway. uses he/they pronouns interchangeably, but currently feels like ‘he’ is more fitting. won’t necessarily pull anyone up on it cos he knows having an identity that’s constantly…. in flux.. can be annoying for others … and doesn’t want to be a burden even tho it isn’t at all?? rory internalises guilt

everything is socially constructed. mirrors let you move through time. the whole thing’s a metaphor. he thinks he’s got free will but really he’s trapped in a maze. in a system. all he can do is consume. people think it’s a happy game. it’s not a happy game — it’s a fucking nightmare world, and the worst thing is, it’s real and we live in it!!!!

has ocd. tries to let it affect his life as little as possible, but obviously it’s incredibly hard to control a compulsive disorder. was teased for it at school when other kids started to notice. he was obsessed with the number five, would wash his hands five times, count stairs i groups of five, he could only use the corridors in one direction and always had to keep his hands busy. it manifests itself in hyper-fixations (trains when he was a child – specifically steam engines – then later he became obsessed with space and the patterns of constellations, and now he’s obsessed with synthesizers) and repetitive behaviours like counting stairs. doesn’t really affect his social life at all, he can jst get a bit locked-on n hyper-focused sometimes.

has insomnia. barely ever sleeps. finds it hard to switch off from work / writing / gaming / whatever’s preoccupying him in that moment. he’s always awake at 5am and quite often sleeps in through classes but still gets really good grades because he’s very good at his course. rarely attends classes. prefers to work independently. doesn’t really trust his tutors are intelligent enough to be teaching him, and is particularly suspicious of the lockwood tutors. a music snob tbh

occasionally deals weed n pills when strapped for cash, but only 2 ppl he knows, and on a very small scale grass-roots level!! (so its ok???) rollerskates around campus dealing cos they dnt have a car. we love to see it

aesthetics: bed hair from a permanent state of slumber, calloused fingertips from strumming bass into the early hours and drumming into blacklit night, self-help books thumbed once and thrown beneath your bed, watching vine compilations until your eyes turn square, battered copies of choose your own adventure books, spliffs passed half-arsed across rooftops while light pollution obscures low-hanging stars

likes: techno, the webpage cats on synthesizers in space, allen ginsberg, vintage gramophones, floating points, lcd soundsystem, marijuana, soft dogs that let you pet them, late-night strolls talking about the universe, independent films, cigarettes, herbal tea, gallows humour, long showers, brown eyes, tchaikovsky, dr. seuss, constellations, photography, late night jazz, vintage game boys and girls who could rip his still-beating heart out of his chest and use it as an ashtray. dislikes: weddings, funerals, formality, button-up shirts that people actually button-up, bananas, hot coffee, social media, people who watch and play sports, rap music – especially of the misogynistic variety, indie wankers in wire-framed glasses that play ed sheeran songs at open mic nights.

plot ! with ! me ! i’d say all the usual “exes fwb hookups spiel” but rory… has never hooked up with anyone… i feel like a deer in the headlights of love……. so give me

study buddies,

people who are also into techno and are music snobs about it,

people who love all kinds of music,

people who are in bands that maybe rory’s recorded and produced stuff for,

people he actually jams with (he plays bass and synth),

unrequited crushes!!

actually i think rory had sex w delilah in the last version of this rp so if u want a hook up plot its possible just unlikely. they’d hav 2 be the driving force i reckon cos rory doesn’t really act on impulses like desire or anythin.... jst bottles that shit up !!! but yea we could do a spicy hook up plot maybs, depending on the person

someone they met at a knitting club in freshman year and have remained friends with despite no longer going to it

people rory knows from open mic nights and gigs

library girlfriends / boyfriends that he stares at longingly while paging through leatherbound volumes

gamers !!! social recluses !!! hermits !!

people he deals weed to on his rollerskates (why r all my characters obsessed with rollerskates)

skaters. rory is really shit at skateboarding. like really shit. help the smol

#tw drugs #tw ocd #tw anxiety #HUNTINGTONINTRO

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chaotic-undying-loki · 5 years ago

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I really hate aggressive, hateful, bullying, and petty fans in fandoms. Tldr, can't edit, on phone but feeling my annoyance hard

SPOILERS AHEAD FOR THE RISE OF SKYWALKER

Also, kinda long, feel free to scroll past, I'm just dealing with the stress of negative fans toxifying fandoms, on either side. Also if you don't like negative critiques of Kylo, feel free to scroll.

(on phone, can't cut it off, sorry for length, or typos)

Often there's two sides, half the time those two sides are ship-focused, though not always, it can be character focused or narrative focused. And I try to be, and mostly am, reasonable, patient, and respectful of people's opinions.

Sometimes my opinions might sound as if they're judgmental if a character, but I do my best to deliver my opinion honestly but without it seeming aggressive. Sometimes I might even with-hold an opinion to not offend or start a fight (I hate TR now, but have friends who love it, that I rp with, so I keep most opinions to myself and try to stay respectful when, if ever, I share my opinion).

I don't like people, on either side, ie that share my opinion or stand with the opposite (over a ship, character, it any content), who will attack in any way, shape or form; calling people idiots, generalizing in misogynistic/sexist/racist/or any other close minded fashion that is often in accurate and or offensive, and just belittling someone who just happens to have a different opinion (sometimes in a respectful fashion, sometimes aggressive).

I've been through so many fandoms with such arguments over character morality, character treatment, how a character translates into an example of toxic real life people or not, if so and so should be together or single or with that other character. I've had my aggressive days, fewer than others, but I'll admit to my doing. But it's not worth attacking and I'm constantly working towards bring better, expressing my opinions and views freely without arguing and attacking.

But I also I'm beginning to learn to stick to that fandom advice/fact of "you can like things, and not support all the bad; you can be interested in a character and not have to feel guilty or feel you have to defend every part of them. Fandom isn't black and white, and it shouldn't always be a responsibility" (not to say you shouldn't be aware of how things can be offensive or harmful, but not Quit Culture just because you feel guilty).

All this leads me to stating that I'm sitting here, trying to figure my opinions of a character without ignoring all the realities of their good nor their bad, and worrying I'd offend friends by having a positive opinion or negative opinion, and in trying to scan tags I'm Tumblr, certain fandom members are making me feel fucking disgusted.

So, I'm gonna say, I have a complicated opinion of Kylo Ren/Ben Solo from the recent Star Wars trilogy. I'll list it like this, a 1st watch and Reflection phase of each movie.

TFA; 1st Watch,--love the actor, so only minimally biased. But I liked the conflicting factor of who he was, where he came from, where he could go. Reflection-- after a while, the appeal half wore off, and given the hidden/limited backstory to his fall, half the fandom assumed he was influenced and wronged with no choice, or that he was deeply loved and cared for kid that turned his back on so much light for the legacy of a grandfather that he should have known wasn't all that Darkness he was trying to become and so he becomes a killer and leaves his family behind, for bullshit.

TLJ; 1st Watch--clearly struggling and growing in his desires and conflicts, may or may not have done fucked up shit to his fellow students and just continues to be a raging lil whatever, and then we have the Rey connection which, albeit out of his control, seems to come off stalky and invasive and forced. Just, very angry, little change other than expressing he's conflicted and masking it with further rage and aggression. Reflection--basically felt the same afterwards. But from here on out, I hear fro others or notice myself that he seemed to fit the tormented but actually spoiled an whiny, angry nice guy archetype, bordering on tyrant student if not actually so. My opinion was lowered, I didn't try to analyze like I do Loki, for fear I'd get sympathetic for a character who's too morally fucked for it to be okay.

TRoS; 1st Watch--confliction grows, he seems like an angry, lost robot, alone, just trying to regain control in whatever fashion he can, trying to stay on top, find answers. Will admit, what I had wandered and hadn't had evidence to before, that his evil master (thought to be Snoke but really Palpatine) was manipulating him through Anakin/Vader, then Smoke, changes my views w decent amount (as does some novelisation reveals, I think, that state the original trio kept the truth of who Vader was from Ben for years and such a lie, when growing up believing one a valiant Jedi and the other a powerful and mostly evil sith saved at the end of his life was surely confusing (but this is one of those conflicting facts of, Was this always the truth and plan or was it added in for sympathy? Not gonna argue)). Then we have one scene, a battle between 'Good' and 'Evil', he's trying to kill Rey for Palpatine or for himself, can't really say. He is stabbed, deadly wound, saved, and it's like a painful rebirth, he speaks to his father, and sheds Kylo, going to join Rey as Ben and out a stop to it once and for all. For all my conflicted feelings before and still standing by such, seeing that last scene had me hyped and crying, I thought it was all amazing, and he made many good actions to balance against his good. But still not enough, and I'm tired of the Villain Dies to Earn Redemption arc, good or badbor misunderstood, these characters should be able to live, pay for their crimes, and grow from it. But also, deeply against reylo for personal and none personal reasons, I found the kiss sweet and heartbreaking, it was a soft moment that made me feel (I prefer her with Finn, if not the impossible Finn and Poe, but I understand why reylo is shipped). Reflection--basically the same, except I've learned that there was implied neglect, assumption of evil, lying about his family, and an Evil Dark Lord whispering in his ear as probably both Snoke AND fake Vader, and he's still fucked up for all the death, pain, and torment he caused that most of it could have not be necassary. But maybe I'm fucked up for now suddenly wanting to analyze and understand him and for thinking he deserved to live his redemption, not die and earn it.

But whatever. I've decided I'm gonna RP, and analyze. And I keep sifting through Tumblr for feels post or just pics of Ben, not Kylo. And there's a lot of Reylo, I either admire it and move on.

But then there's posts trying to demean other characters in twisted, if not cruel ways. Example 2; Finn kept taking Rey's hand on Jakkuu without her consent, but Kylo always asked, such a gentleman!! = ...Finn grabbed her hand while they were running, it was a protective instinct, not in any way trying to violate her. For one, Kylos reach was a 'please take my hand and assist in making the universe cry while we spread evil' so it's not a healthy comparison, not to mention, Kylo actually violated her, using the force on her body, making her unconcious, kidnapping her, and attempting to torture her and invade her mind. I'm sorry, there's no arguing who has violated her. Example 2; referring to Finn, in just a simple small statement if who deserved her, as FN2187 = Nice, so you just stated you're an aggressive, hateful shipper AND a racist willing to use a black characters literal slave title.

Like, I'm just trying to look for pics or meta that relate to what I'm feeling, but the characters I love more than Ben, and sometimes the actors (Rey, Finn/John, Poe/Oscaar) get attacked or demeaned, or called bullies for doing less than what said fans actually say and do on a daily.

I'm just here for Kylo/Ben, but got people being toxic fucking bullies while defending him or vying for his worthiness and happiness, which makes me disgusted for even considering interest in him.

And it shouldn't. And it won't. But I'll just say this, you people make fandoms like a fucking fire pit. Just here for warmth, maybe to admire the fire, but you don't handle it properly and he burn others in the process, while making others turn around and fear the fire.

So please. Just...chill. Be respectful. Or feel free being the aggressive assholes that making the thing you love into something toxic and unlovable.

#tros spoilers #star wars spoilers #the rise of skywalker #the rise of skywalker spoilers #star wars #fandom discourse #tldr #sorry for the tldr #kylo ren meta #ben solo beta

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