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Mosab Abu Toha, from Forest of Noise: Poems; "Obit"

[Text ID: "my shadow that no one’s attending to, / bleeding black blood / through its memory / now, and forever."]

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“From the moment I met you, all those years ago, not a day has gone by when I haven’t thought of you. And now that I’m with you again… I’m in agony. The closer I get to you, the worse it gets. The thought of not being with you—I can’t breathe. I’m haunted by the kiss that you should never have given me. My heart is beating, hoping that kiss will not become a scar. You are in my very soul, tormenting me.”

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"One ticket, please."

"For which movie?"

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AHSOKA | 1.07

I won't always be there to look out for you.

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Tomorrow (the 21st) is my birthday and I would like this year to be better.

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Anakin was stubborn and he knew she was stubborn. He had dealt with it countless times. He loved that about her, but not when it could put her in danger. But, he had bodyguarded her countless times. He would be the one doing the fighting, and she would be the one not dying and that was that. She wasn't just Senator Amidala. She was his wife.

But, she didn't argue which he liked. He had his lightsaber out quick, but he trusted she was good with a blaster. He was glad when the droids were finally gone and he turned to smile at her.

"We are a great team, Senator. You better be careful or someone might think you like me." He moved over to her and his hand went to her cheek. "You didn't get hurt at all? I miss you endlessly but I don't want you hurt."

She could see and feel that he was about to say something but his senses got in the way and soon they were greeted by a whole group of droids. She rolled her eyes playfully, as if she was so stupid to use herself as bait. But she was willing to do a lot of things to get done with all of this and get safely back home.

This time, she didn't argue. She stayed closely behind Anakin after he pulled his saber out and she grabbed her blaster and shot everything she saw or got too close to them. Within a few moments, they were able to elimanate all of the droids, leaving dust and broken pieces on the ground behind. The two made their way further, Padme looking up and grinning.

"I have to say, we're a pretty good team, General." she spoke, sounding a little out of breath.

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Obi-Wan Kenobi (2022) — Part VI

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Star Wars: Episode III Revenge of the Sith 2005 | Dir. George Lucas

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darker vibes

❛ i would let you rip me apart if it meant loving you. ❜

❛ this fear you feel? it won’t last. ❜

❛ you are my salvation. ❜

❛ i revolt you, don’t i? ❜

❛ get the hell away from me. ❜

❛ i want to sink my teeth into every inch of you. ❜

❛ i’ll be your dirty little secret, if that’s what you’re into. ❜

❛ worship me. until i tell you to stop. ❜

❛ don’t you know how sick with love i am for you? ❜

❛ fucking hit me already. ❜

❛ i would burn the world for you. ❜

❛ i don’t want to be good, no matter how hard you wish it. ❜

❛ i don’t know how you’ve bewitched me, but it needs to stop. ❜

❛ fix me. ❜

❛ they die for love, you kill for it. ❜

❛ you are mine, whether you agree or not. ❜

❛ do you like it when i bleed for you? ❜

❛ i will keep hurting. i will keep killing. anything to protect you. ❜

❛ i’m starved for you, morning and night. ❜

❛ now i get to ravish you. ❜

❛ i am your god and your executioner. ❜

❛ you are doing so well, my pet. ❜

❛ you’re my sweetest poison. ❜

❛ let’s do something about that mouth of yours. ❜

❛ your fascination with me will be your death. ❜

❛ you’re the monster that’s enticed me into your bed. ❜

❛ all you can say are pretty lies. ❜

❛ the fucked up thing is that it isn’t enough to just love you. ❜

❛ you’ve broken me. all i can think about is you. ❜

❛ you’ll beg for more. ❜

❛ an eternity with you would never satisfy me. ❜

❛ i would gladly let you drag me to hell. ❜

❛ everything i’ve done.. every horrible atrocity, it’s been for you. ❜

❛ you’re a fucking nightmare. kiss me. ❜

❛ feel grateful that i allow you to touch me. ❜

❛ every time your lips touch my skin, you burn me from the inside out. ❜

❛ there’s no black or white, only gray. ❜

❛ no one touches what’s mine. ❜

❛ make me indifferent, make me horrible. ❜

❛ i could never be the one to love you. i can only be the one that kills you. ❜

❛ your lips are poison, your laugh a curse. ❜

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I was 23 when ROTS came out and 21 when AOTC came out and I never once blamed Hayden for the craptastic dialogue in some of the scenes, especially in AOTC. His unspoken dialogue, especially in Palpatine's office, when he is trying to choose whether or not to save Palpatine is parallel to Vader deciding to save Luke. Hayden has been a class act since day one.

I was young when the OT came out and so many of those older fans didn't want Anakin Skywalker to be human and have feelings. They wanted him to be this monster that Obi-Wan and Yoda lied to Luke and portrayed him to be. They wanted him to kill Vader, so they didn't tell him about Anakin's good qualities and went with the assumption that none of Anakin was left, when in reality, Anakin was always very much alive. Vader tried to make him not alive but he always was and Hayden portrays the duality so well.

He portrayed the struggle as Anakin was falling well, Anakin's obsession with Obi-Wan in Kenobi and even what we've seen Ahsoka, he plays the emotions of both sides so well and I NEVER understood the hate.

Vader never was just a machine and why people ever expected him to be that in the prequels is just weird. This got a little long and half off point but yes, I agree.

It brings me to tears how loved Hayden Christensen is by the Star Wars fandom. Let's be honest. Anakin Skywalker's journey from Tattooine to being the Chosen One is quite frankly the most important in the entire Star Wars universe.

Hayden wasn't treated well by morons for years and these last few years, he's reclaimed his role and has almost become the spokesman a lot of the time.

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Sometimes, I wonder what that first feeling was like for Anakin after balancing the force. I mean, we all know about Obi-Wan helping him become a force ghost, but to finally be out of pain.

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Amazing first sentence to start the article.

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Okay, so I'm going to throw this out there. I know I've not been consistent in a long time. A lot of my longtime followers know that I lost my husband several months ago, and it sometimes impacts my ability to write, as does my soul sucking education classes. But, I miss every version of Anakin/Darth Vader that I write on this blog. For those that always ask this question, 99% of the time, he will always fall to the dark side. It's a part of who he is.

Like for a starter. If you want a specific verse, specify that. Multimuses and sideblogs, must specify. Also, if you are an OC, we need to plot to make sure we can make it work. Memes always work too!

These could be up tomorrow, it could be a week.

CARRD

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FINALLY CONFIRMED HAYDEN IN AHSOKA S2 MORE HAYDEN AS ANAKIN LET’S GOOOOO

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❝ i’m fine. just... blurry. ❞

❝ how long have i been awake? ❞

❝ i’m not even tired anymore. that’s the scary part. ❞

❝ sorry, what were you saying? i spaced out. ❞

❝ do my eyes look as bad as they feel? ❞

❝ i swear i just blinked. was that a nap? ❞

❝ i think my thoughts are melting. ❞

❝ caffeine is basically my blood type at this point. ❞

❝ i can’t tell if i’m hallucinating or dreaming with my eyes open. ❞

❝ i should sleep. but if i stop, i’m afraid i won’t start again. ❞

❝ don’t let me fall asleep here. seriously. ❞

❝ i’m running on fumes and bad decisions. ❞

❝ every time i close my eyes, it feels like i’m falling. ❞

❝ i forgot what rested feels like. ❞

❝ if i sleep, i’ll miss everything. ❞

❝ i’m too tired to be mad… so congrats, i guess. ❞

❝ i can’t think straight. not with this fog in my head. ❞

❝ my body’s here, but the rest of me checked out hours ago. ❞

❝ sleep is a luxury i can’t afford right now. ❞

❝ i think i’m dreaming. wait... am i dreaming? ❞

❝ my nightmares are waiting for me. i’d rather stay awake. ❞

❝ i need to rest, but resting feels like surrender. ❞

❝ there’s no peace when i close my eyes. ❞

❝ i’m scared to sleep. i’m scared of what’s waiting in the dark. ❞

❝ i can’t stop. if i do, everything falls apart. ❞

❝ don’t ask if i’m okay—just lie with me for a little while. ❞

❝ i didn’t mean to snap. i’m just... so tired. ❞

❝ sleep doesn’t help anymore. it just delays the crash. ❞

❝ the world feels louder when you haven’t slept. ❞

❝ i’m unraveling, thread by thread. ❞

❝ every second awake feels like it’s clawing at my brain. ❞

❝ i’m afraid if i close my eyes, you’ll be gone when i wake up. ❞

❝ i’ve been running on survival mode for too long. ❞

❝ this isn’t living, this is drifting. ❞

❝ sometimes being awake hurts less than the dreams. ❞

❝ i don’t know if i’m tired or if i’m just... done. ❞

❝ my thoughts keep looping like a broken record. ❞

❝ i keep thinking maybe i’ll rest when it’s all over. ❞

❝ i can’t sleep. not when you’re still hurting. ❞

❝ i keep waiting for morning, but it never comes. ❞

❝ my body aches like grief. ❞

❝ i’m holding on. barely. ❞

❝ i’m so tired, i forgot why i started this. ❞

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✎ㅤ. . .ㅤ𝑯𝑬𝑨𝑫𝑪𝑨𝑵𝑶𝑵 𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑺.

₊˚⊹ ㅤa collection of character analysis /headcanon questions to learn more about your character and your partners'! writing/headcanon prompts requested by anonymous. feel free to edit these as you see fit.

[ 🖐️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat do their hands feel like: soft, calloused, trembling ? [ ☂️ ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they crave touch or fear it ? [ 🎐 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a sound, like a song or voice, that they associate with peace ? [ 🕊️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen did they feel the safest ? [ 💤 ]ㅤ.ㅤhow do they sleep ? curled up, sprawled, holding onto something ? [ 🦇 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is a fear they never talk about ? [ 🔒 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is a secret they’ve sworn never to tell ? [ 🪢 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen was the last time they broke a promise ? [ 🫳 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho do they feel they owe, but never paid back ? [ 💼 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat do they always carry with them ? [ 🧨 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat’s the quickest way to set them off, even if they hide it well ? [ ⛓️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat does guilt feel like to them ? [ 💢 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho have they never forgiven and never will ? [ 🩸 ]ㅤ.ㅤis there something or someone that, if lost, would break them ? [ 🌧️ ]ㅤ.ㅤis there a pain they refuse to heal from ? [ 🪞 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen have they looked at their reflection and hated what they saw ? [ 📿 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat superstition or ritual do they cling to ? [ 🌊 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen was the last time they cried ? [ 🐾 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo animals like them instinctively ? [ 🪶 ]ㅤ.ㅤhow do they laugh ? [ 🫀 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho taught them what love is ? did it hurt ? [ 💭 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they believe they’re worthy of being loved ? [ 🎀 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is their main love language ? [ 🔦 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho do they search for ? [ 📜 ]ㅤ.ㅤis there a story they love sharing with others ? [ 🌒 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a dream or goal they have given up on ? [ 🕯️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat memory do they replay when they’re alone ? [ 🌪️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat’s the one choice they regret (not) making ? [ 🧩 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat’s a truth about themselves they refuse to admit ? [ 🍻 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat kind of drunk are they ? [ ✉️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat kind of letter would they write but never send ? [ 🗡️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is a scar that they have but never talk about ? [ 🕸️ ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a favourite lie they like to hear ? [ 🪦 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat would they want on their gravestone but never admit aloud ? [ 🎱 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat kind of future do they crave, and who’s in it ? [ 🌀 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a recurring dream or nightmare ? [ 🍃 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they feel like they belong ? [ ⚓ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat does “home” mean to them ? [ 🧭 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhere would they go if they could disappear tomorrow ?